"Honest With Myself" (with Hook) ⚡ Buy: bsta.rs/z9Sh3 🖋 Hook lyrics: If I'm being honest with myself I'm not doing all that well Ive been going through it for a while now And everyone expects me just to smile now But if I'm being honest with nyself I'm not doing all that well Maybe if somebody would listen I wouldn't have to feel so fkng distant If I'm being honest with myself

Freak imma just be honest with you, every time you release a beat with alyius It just keeps getting better and better. This one hit really hard to me. The laugh, the tune, the lyrics, the emotion. It’s all perfect. The beat too, it’s amazing. Best think you’ve released yet hands down. Keep it going and don’t listen to haters!

This isn’t just a beat… it’s a whole ocean of emotions.

It's time for you and I to have a talk, Me myself and I- Together we will walk, Who I used to be distant memories and - Left behind outlined in the chalk. Another lost soul alone on the road, Every mile goes farther from my home, Sick N tired of living on the roam, Call for help but noone's ever picking up the phone. Love yourself yeah- that is what they preach, Love your addict but my vices killing me, Love your tears and your worry- Your fears and your furry- But my indifference only brings me more grief. If I'm being honest with myself it's easier to lie, Sometimes- Who I am inside is easier to hide, Am I crazy am I sane ? Am I lazy in my ways ? My foolish heart and my scattered brain. Hook Ok the truth is getting harder to ignore, From the stress inner child getting bored, Thick and thin- Armored skin- Heart full of swords, The warrior is worn from fighting all these wars. And with myself I'm so ashamed of me, One side is sweet- And the other side is mean, Holding onto both- But neither side is seen, Holding onto hope but I'm sold a broken dream. Yeah tempers hot- Being cool all I got- Play the fool I will not- Win or loose take my shot- Stomach up in knots- The abuse I forgot - still they choose to hate scheme and plot. Hook

Stuckin a room, talking to myself, because no one else cares to dare. Gotta lotta heart but the slightest bit of affection makes it melt.

Nobody listens I feel so fucking distant In my car I'm livin' Sometimes I think I'd be better off in prison At least I'd have a place to stay Just take me away For the crime of existing Feels like I'm in a dramatic play And it's like I'm in the intermission Stuck in the middle Crying out for help Think I might just end it Either way I'm going to Hell I'm just an empty shell If I'm being honest with myself

Nice beat brother 🔥🔥🔥🔥

love your beats bro keep up the good work!

Good work

Wake em up Freek 🎻🪈🎺🎷🪕🪘🎸🥁

The way I wanna record, and just release song using your beats it's crazy... We gonna make fire songs. I done wrote Prayer. Funny part is I can relate to any beat that you producing. Genuinely speaking, I can relate and make real emotional songs that I think both your fans and mine will love. We gotta do an album together or something 🔥 🔥 🔥

Happy Release 🎉

This hook touched my soul

Just in time

Gotta take the paint off sometime I’m just waiting for my sunshine I’m just so sick and tired of people of blowing when I’ve been showing my grind Where’s mine Na man I ain’t selfish Im just so sick and tired of waiting And faking Like I’m having a good time Having a blast Fallin behind Feel like I’m Coming in last I got drive the drive but how long do it last til I run out gas These are long term questions I gotta ask Like will I ever will I ever reach it to the top Am I gonna fall out of love with and suddenly it all stops I just become a regular person One who gave up on his dreams Stopped before ever started inside of my heads I just hear the screams Like what do you mean Having a conversation all in regarding Will the rope tighten or loosen Will I go along with the plan Continue with hope Go into a negative slope Til I hit rock bottom Don’t want depression or anxiety But I got em It’s a lesson learned All about the pain and the hurt People say they there and that I suddenly know It doesn’t matter I’m feeling alone Standing head high but still feeling low Like where do I go

Great job again brother. x. Emperial Studios

YES SIR !..

Nice work freak this was amazing 🫡🫡🔥

Always on point yall!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 🙌🙏✝️🔥❤️👑❤️🔥✝️🙏🙌

I wanna see more shii like this.

Swear! When I hit the lotto, WE LINKING UP, FREAK!!!!!!!!!!

To be honest/I'm not doing tht well/to be honest/I've been going thru hell/to be honest/I've got no one to tell/to be honest/to be honest/to be honest to myself/ugh.../bottle it/bottle it/til its bottoms up/throttle it/throttle it/yeah/in God you trust/take the wheel/cuz I feel/ like all is lost/all the pain and effort/shit/whats the cost/time is so expensive/plus tippin/they say I'm trippin/but shit/how you livin?/missin what I love most/distance got us not close/pretending like everything's ok/but its not tho

Stare at myself in the mirror See what I’ve feared my whole damn life When I let this vice Dictate the price Wish I reconsidered that first night But I didn’t, went with the flow Now it’s rolling to places so low I don’t know how to change and grow Looking for a hand to help but when its given I slap it away and say I’ll do it myself Know this hell at least I can tell What the devils up to casting his spells Lost in the darkness, feel like a shell Wanna get up and yell but I’m so deep now no one can tell empty forest my tree fell No one close enough to hear me, oh well do you even heal when you’re the one inflicting damage on yourself? I guess that’s a question for later put that shit back on the shelf it such a rarity for me to have some clarity Demons cherished me

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I believe in my myself/ I know I'm good for my health/ I'm good for my wealthI know how to make your heart melt/from what you felt bcuz I'm honest with myself I know how it feels without honesty the truth shall never been / I foreseen the lean of mean / I know the theme/ There is no I in team/

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Everybody wants me to be something that I’m not They see my potential, and think it’s wasted on the pot Put me on the spot and I’ll say it helps me a lot To not clot with a mental knot

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Amazing❤❤, "how true!" Please can i use in my next FPV EDIT? #RCADDICT

Honest with myself " tell u the next step take break down my next task ask fast that b me see achieve believe lean,

Awesome chorus beat just not quiet it still awesome work

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Broken down defeated losing round three left me hanging on the edge barely breathing heart skipping beats im forcing myself to eat each day losing sleep as time flies by like life's on repeat, lifeline falling silent memories of me in the good days pictures no longer in frames they know my name but do they know my face have they felt my pain seen me rise to recognition the times I reached for the skies only to die saying I failed but at least I tried

How much for a lease without the tag?

😢 bro!

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if i was being honest with myself i wouldn't have any excuses as to why i am not living in a house or working a job the only reason and this is me being real to the facts people just don't want to hire an addict and that is facts something about active addiction turns them off just cuz i am an addict doesn't mean that i am a criminal and that is just me stating facts what ever happened to getting a second chance? yes i have made some mistake in my past but nothing that defines me now! if the people weren't so blinded by the way of the typical junkie then that is why i am were i am and there would be no point in even trying and that is me being honest with myself i know i am not doing very well if i were being honest with myself i i wouldnt be faking a smile right now i just need somebody to listen and feel my vibe and listen to me even if they feel like crying at times cuz of some of the stories i've got to share but that is okay it will only cleanse your soul and teach you to let go like i have learned myself and if i were being honest with myself i could really use a lil help i could really use somebody to listen and i wouldn't be so fucking distant but if i were being honest with myself i probably wont get that chance how many times have i written out pages and written out lines time and time again another picture of mine fading like the time on the clock how much times do i got left i am already about to reach a mid life crisis i am almost forty i am only 36 at the moment but if i were being honest with my self what have i accomplished? and that is me being honest with myself what if this life i have been living is what god meant about you will go to hell when you die hell i believe i am there now and i am alive

Can I use this

Is that "baby e" on the hook ????

You got days in prison while I got bars in the booth' nah that aint the truth because I record in my room' I dont want a diamond watch I wanna pay off a mortgage or two' Dreamin bout lambo wit assorted hues oranges blues But what I do I get just a porch wit a view because Right now im runnin on fumes' eatin ramen for food dreamin bout what a couple commas could do' It could change my life to if my name got in the News' Rob a brinks truck' because a kingpin wit how Id move' when you aint got a penny fck it what you u really got to lose? Respect or dignity boi go ahead n choose n to who' n let that idea resonate the more that you chew this the moment of truth bein a lone wolve distorted my view

Ghar9inn b somaaart W lhdraaaaa nsomha t3rf win 3aych l matrucul ahaahaha Win zdt ana fi rgbt booba mawshoma li tbn 3adiii tbali hchoooomaaaa w dnya rkhisa w drnaallha somaaa

Av got memories on top of memories and all these memories are memories of voices telling me that my life is shit and I belong in a cemetery But I put up resistance cause I new that a better life was in the distance And now am more happy than av ever bin I wish I could talk to the old me an tell him how happy that your gonna be but there was no telling him A put a smile on my face a gotta be hard for ma kids a got tattoos on my arms to hide the scars on my wrist I used to be so confused and lonely no reel friends no one used to phone me mum was never there for me she never cared for me life wasn’t that fair for me a never new where ad be

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