Rachel is a real one for this interview. You could tell she was a little uncomfortable with some of the questions Ryan asked, but she powered through them like a soldier!

KZfaq “killing” Ryan’s special could legit make me cry if I let that shit. Watching this dude try to make his dreams work on his own terms while also giving us all so much, just to watch them stifle him so shamelessly is a real punch in the gut for anyone else with any kind of dreams.

Happy Toozdee y'all. I know life has beating so many of us down lately and it feels like we're drowning. I want you to know it's 100% okay to not be okay and it's okay to just have a good cry and let it out. It doesn't make you less of a human being to express your emotions because we're human beings not robots. I like to think of crying as letting some steam out of the teapot. You always feel better after. Friend, I know it's been hard but thank you for getting up today. Thank you for being you and thank you for being here. I love you and I believe in you and believe things are going to get better! You're never alone and you matter. We can be not okay together. I'm so proud of you! I got you. Have a good week y'all. 💚🫂

Once this girl started talking about being diagnosed with ADD as a kid, I already knew she was going to go on and talk about SSRIs and borderline personality disorder and depression. Imagine medicating kids with stimulants because they're hyperactive,then prescribing them endless drugs for the rest of their life, to deal with the side effects of the drugs they are taking. Good luck!👍

Rachel, I got sent to a program in Montana called Spring Creek Lodge. It was the same as the one you were talking about. I was lucky and was able to leave at 18 as long as I finished high school. Shout out to us misfits who are just trying to figure it out

Her observation on parents is so astute. A wise woman you are Rachel Wolfson

I'm going through an episode now with my bipolar/bpd and this not only reminded me I'm not alone, but also the kick inthe ass to make the call fo therapy, that I've been putting off as one does when they're in a deep depression. Thank you both so much, thanks Ryan for doin this show.

I have a friend that went to one of those "schools" in Utah. She was part of the group of kids that were kidnapped in the middle of the night. To hear what went on there was unsettling. There's a reason why those schools are being investigated now.

Dude thank you so much again Bro this was so good with Rachel !! I sent it to my 13yr old Daughter Stella so she can listen to this so she can relate and become a fan of yer incredible interviewing skills and of Rachel so thank you and thank you Rachel for Comin on the Dew !!

She described exactly what I think I'm dealing with right now... Thank you both for this great episode I needed this week thank you Rachel for being so transparent an thank you Ryan for being alive for us to keep grinding an Rachel please keep doing comedy I and we wanna see you up there more an more!!

We stan Wolfie ❤ You can tell she's an authentic person.

Number one !! Emotions.. Parents need to teach their children how to handle all emotions.Thank You Ryan& Rachel for this podcast.Many Blessings to both of you from Lake Tahoe CA

"Strap in" had me in the fucking feels! Thank you Rachel!

Wow! I don't know where to begin or how to articulate all the feelings and moments of clarity this beautiful human being has opened my eyes to. Rachel helped me to understand MY parents just a little better even though I believed I already had a clear understanding of their level of parenting. I really enjoyed listening to Rachel tell her journey in such a humbled way. Rachel... you inspire and encourage me to be more empathetic....more open to loving others for who they are. Thank you for sharing your experience with all of us! 🎉❤

I HAVE EMOTIONEL BORDERLINE AND DYSFUNKTIONEL BORDERLINE , ADHD, ANXIETY , DEPRESSION... ITS REALLY GREAT TO HEAR RACHEL STORY... IT HELPS ME ,TO HEAR OTHER PEOPLE IN THE PUBLIC TALK ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH, AND FEELING DIFFRENT OUR WHOLE LIVES ... LOVE THE HONEYDEW PODCAST 💯🥰😉 THANKS RACHEL FOR BEING BRAVE AND HONEST AND THANKS RYAN SICKLER FOR DOING A GREAT PODCAST , AND HAVING GREAT AND AWESOME GUEST. ALL THE BEST CAMILLA FROM DENMARK 🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰🇩🇰

This was an insightful one. Never judge a book by its cover.

It was difficult listening to her talk about the school she went to. I really think she should use her platform to expose this place and other places. They shouldn't be allowed. Her parents sound pretty terrible.

Oof! She was a part of that troubled teen industry. I watch people on tiktok who went through that. And I have been through a similar program too, but mine was a day program thankfully where we werent there overnight. It’s a really rough life, and the adults that run them tend to be sadistic and get enjoyment out of hurting children. Albeit physically, mentally, or even sexually. It causes lots of PTSD, and I talked about my experiences in therapy for years… I have BPD too, and it’s no wonder when a main part of it is fear of abandonment, and your parents literally abandon you and sign over your rights to strangers.

Great episode ! Thank you for sharing.

Loved Leftys Son it was hilarious and you are one of my favorite podcast I listen too!!!

Rachel Wolfson, I received the bi-polar diagnosis at 9 and got the revised diagnosis of BPD at 40. I also have thyroid problems among other stupid ailments. A lot of the same medications and issues from them as well. Also, I've suffered from clinical depression my whole entire existence. BPD was described to me like this, imagine your emotions have a volume button, and now imagine the volume button is snapped off and swings wildly up to full volume or all the way down to off (and up and down, up and down). Yes, everything with even a slight negative tone feels like a soul crushing, apocalyptic experience. Physically as well! Anyway, I wanted to say that I became an instant fan the minute I heard that a female was rolling full-on with the boys of Jackass. Now, I'm even more of a fan after learning about you as a person. Stay strong and keep doing what you're doing cause you fuckin ROCK!

My son, daughter, and I have ADHD. I'm a carrier of fragile X syndrome so my son has it along with Autism spectrum disorder. My daughter has traits as well and is on medication. My husband has been bipolar/borderline his whole life along with mental health hospital visits. Finding coverage and mental health is a journey in itself. Everything she said is very true.

This school sounds like the same one Paris Hilton went too - these places should be illegal and all adults involved should be charged heavily

I love you all! Keep your heads up yall!

Ryan brings the incredible stories 🙀 Rachel is inspiring keep your head up Woman 🔥

I’m 38 and have also lived with multiple and changing diagnoses my whole life. I feel like she was having a bad day on this day. I call them ‘low days’. Similarly on ‘low days’ I can’t find my words either. Its a stark contrast from literally every interview she’s really ever done. Shes so smiley and cherry on all others. I think having to sit with your thoughts and share them makes people like us feel even worse sometimes.

Borderline personality disorder is caused by abusive parents who have traumatized their child. On top of this her parents sent her to an institution where they tortured children, legally. Her parents should be sent to prison. Ironically, they send people to prison for a living. This poor poor child, I feel so bad for her.

My man entertains me on the regular. Thanks bro !

Amazing interview

Rachel Wolfson is a badass, she got through so much and sickler does a great job interviewing her. Great episode, but also shocking.

Perfect timing, thanks Ryan

I've watched this one a few times now. Rachel is the shit. I love this chic

Rachel is rad af. That "school" sounds like a gd horror movie.

Rachel speaks like Aubrey Plaza and it's so weird! Great speaker and what a champ! Resilient and very articulate and what a scary ass childhood. Thank you for sharing your story Rachel and thank you Ryan for your platform and guidance. I fucking love this show!

Crazy stories coming from that place in Provo, UT. I'm from Utah and I've heard wild shit from there, I'm pretty sure that's the place Paris Hilton got shut down (or tried to). But this was an incredible episode! I'm definitely team Wolfson after listening!

TOUCHIN PITCHES ON THIS FINE TOOZDEE

Congrats to @RyanSickler , great job keeping your guest in such a dark place for so long in this interview.

KZfaq being dicks about specials is why its all i do. I run specials all day long. To, from, and at work, at home gaming, sleeping. Leftys Son is amazing and a great special to recommend considering the material and the delivery. Its perfect for a great special. Long live Lefty. Long live toosdays and the honeydew! yall HaHAAAAAAAAAAAA

Her folks sound exactly like mine and I 10000% blame mine. It doesn't take a well educated person to realize that bringing a child into the world means you you need to be emotionally available and empathetic to even the slightest extent.

My best friend in high school went to that school in Utah. 2 huge dudes came in her room in the middle of the night. Woke her up and took her while her parents watched. I had no idea. Parents told me she was now living with an aunt. 1 or 2 years later she was finally able to sneak in a phone call and let me know what really happened. Her parents sued my high school for miseducation to help fund it. Apparently it’s very expensive.

Same "school" as Paris Hilton... Crazy stories from that place.

The first commission check I get I’m joining the honeydew with y’all love your show

It is shocking to me that so many parents blindly listen to doctors who want to medicate a kid just for acting like a kid. I am so thankful I grew up in the 80s, before parents tried to medicate the kid out of their kids.

She’s a cool chick. Briefly hung out around her and some other friends in college. Really dope to see er on the dew! What up Wolftrap!

A generation of forgotten kids who were fed pills to fix them... yeassirskiii 🤣🤣🤣 shoutout to serequil, Ritalin and Focalin cuh

My daughter has BPD and similar symptoms. Love this podcast

Thanks!

The troubled teen industry is awful.

Must be toozdee... can't wait for friday!! See you in tac my boy.

great pod!

I was also in a therapeutic boarding school in high school and I was one of the ones who was snatched up by the strangers in my home literally at 3am. It's insane. You can't make this shit up.

I wonder if she was with Paris Hilton ever. I'm pretty sure that was where she got sent as well. She sued them after.

Good morning on this Toosdee y'all!

Many women who are diagnosed with borderline personality disorder many times are actually Autistic. The two aren't mutually exclusive BTW. Also ADHD and Autism have a lot of overlap and are often misdiagnosed one for the other. Also the two diagnoses have an abnormally high rate of Comorbiditty.

WOO! What a story gawhh damn! Love it tho

Why does it say "it's literally just a pill" on the screen at 42:07?

After seeing her on kill tony and this, I'm, ow confused as to why she's in the spotlight.

I use to wish my parents would have accepted my diagnosis of ADHD at 6. But after hearing all these stories of kids getting piled up with meds I guess I’m grateful? They denied it until I was 30 when I got my own diagnosis. But I mean I also got on all these SSRIs as an adult without having the adhd diagnosis anyway. They need to push therapy more!

If Uncle Joey likes her, I like her. Pure gold.

51:15 no one noticed the whispering “April” at this point

How exactly do you become a guest on one of the patreon shows? Not to toot my own horn(it's a joke), but I can keep up with all these guests. I've dealt with pets being murdered by my moms ex husband, to the doctors killing my dad at nine, to dealing with a meth dealing mom( in a raid at 12) and her emotional abuse, to going to rehab 2 times( I short term and one long term , both at odyssey house in Utah. Getting sent to proctor care and getting kicked out of the juvenile system. Getting out fucking up more ( got a dui). Eventually get married and have a kid, but I fuck that up my cheating on my ex wife. Lost friends after because of this.. and now my mom watches her kids for her( she has two others after me) but won't watch her own grandchildren ( my 3). A few deaths in between including my best friends. I know I'm forgetting some, but there's a lot. Might take a few hours. Lol😅

It's an industrial prison complex for kids

My fucking god. What a story! My heart goes out to her and I admire her strength and inner bad ass!

Stole that dudes lungs, and his girl 😅

Nice subliminal message at 42:07.... 'IT'S LITERALLY JUST A PILL' flashes for half a sec.... Weird.

Great episode dude, girls clearly got a good head on her shoulders and I hope she’s able to heal

Fuck. This puts a lot of my issues into perspective.

Where's the Joey coco episode, he should of done one for the book drop?

She seems sweet. I hope she's happy now.

Is this the school Paris Hilton got sent to also?

I just feel for her...I would love to have a conversation and tell her she is not alone

Damn, this made me sad to hear what Rachel went through.

She sounds like, her Utah school is a school that the LDS used to de program young teen men who the church thought were ifeminate or gay. He description of that school, is like a prison/criminals insane facility. I'm happy she is trooping on and getting her peace the best she way she can.

42:07 It's literally just a pill

This is a weird comment but she's got really pretty hands! And no, I don't have a hand fetish. Interesting show, will check out her work!

Ryan What's up with a new Joey Diaz episode?

10:35 ouuf born & raised in Vegas, sounds awful af lol

FOR ME

Wow really depressing episode 😢😢😢

Good up

Is nobody going to say anything about the subliminal messaging that honeydew podcast has in their video

Dang had to go to prison school for being a normal kid.

Ryan is low key outing some really fucked up institutions with this show.

I've never been into social media and I'm 40

It’s literally just a pill

Judge Jackie Glass .

❤️‍🔥

Girl, you need to get with Paris H

This chick doesn’t even know the difference between Lithium and Librium

And OJ died today 😮

Okay whats the subliminal message lol

she fine af

That just be there isnt it ryan...you have to do a lil bit more than just be there...

She’s my least favorite Wildboy

Is it just me, or did this episode feel a little bit...off?

Yea that’s child abuse. Sad

SON of wolf!

Chill out on the interruptions Brendan 😂

I worked at school like the one she went to. 90% of the kids were from white collar, well to do, privileged homes. They were a bunch of brats that had never been checked. Notice how all the bad things happened to everyone but her?

Rachel looks like a Diet Sarah Silverman