How did going off my antipsychotics too quickly go?

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I have shared that I am working on reducing the amount of psychiatric medications that I take to manage my schizoaffective disorder. In this video, I share what happened when I reduced my psychiatric meds too quickly.
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@NeonCicada 2 жыл бұрын

_Not to be weird or anything,_ but watching your KZfaq videos on my phone while I was in the hospital...helped me feel like I was less alone, and like I wanted to keep trying. So I just wanted to say thank you.

@Chezlshay 2 жыл бұрын

I'm a behavioral health worker and I always refer my patients newly experiencing psychotic disorders to this channel. I love that you normalize the mental health recovery lifestyle, with all the ups and downs and constant lessons you learn. Thank you!!!

@tcort 2 жыл бұрын

Hang in there. Sorry you’re going through a rough time. Glad you were able to get help and managed to stay out of the hospital. Take care.

@souhaila3502 2 жыл бұрын

@zaedbinaziz 2 жыл бұрын

I tried being off my meds too but it didn't work so well. End up getting a divorce of a short lived marriage. After getting myself back up, started a proper diet and exercise routine. People don't understand how can I have schizophrenia but still be an Engineer as a role of Project Manager. Well when I first got this condition, I was working as an Uber driver few weeks after discharge. So I re-built my mind and confidence slowly. So now, I'm never gonna be off my medicine and I accepted the fact that it could be till the end of my time here but as long as I don't hurt myself or the people around me I'm still grateful. Thanks for having this channel and videos. I'm so grateful that I can actually look to see others such as yourself for inspiration and meaning to continue living. Alhamdulillah

@funmaster4632 11 ай бұрын

I always wonder how many responses like this are sponsored.

@cuekinaja 10 ай бұрын

Long term antipsychotics will cause Tardive Dyskinesia, though. It's irreversible.

@benjaminro341 10 ай бұрын

Hey, how do you do it? I have very hard time thinking up plans and schedules when im on meds any suggestions?

@AlfalfaQ 9 ай бұрын

@@cuekinajaHaving peace of mind today is more important than not having tardive dyskinesia tomorrow, in my humble opinion

@jamesrobertarchbald6357 2 ай бұрын

thats… crazy

@michelestephens9893 2 жыл бұрын

I came off medication 7 years ago so I understand the pain and suffering. I started to paint on large canvases which really helped me to express my emotions. I did go back on medication and am still painting especially when I feel alone. If we had a physical illness we would not feel the need to stop taking meds, so please look after yourself, also remember you help bring awareness and support for others which is greatly appreciated. Take care and be Kind to yourself too x

@syleenadawn2038 2 жыл бұрын

I have physical chronic pain issues in multiple areas of my body, and I've definitely come off medications. Unfortunately I didn't just need to "come off" but I had to go through a very traumatizing Addiction+Detox+Recovery from narcotic painkillers. So sometimes even us with Physical illnesses or pain disorders, do need to and want to come off medication for many reasons. Addiction/side effects being one of the main ones!

@-Lana996- 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing this. I stopped taking my medicine in march and lied about it to my doctor and family. I now have to get remedicated this week because i have been off of it too long. Maybe I can find some healthier alternatives to express my feelings as well instead of just not taking my medicine.

@stonecoldsteveowens3188 2 жыл бұрын

@@syleenadawn2038 That is true, besides pharmaceutical medication isn't a cure, it only alleviates the symptoms, this should always be taken into account.

@jordannns2511 2 жыл бұрын

Hey listen don't ever be afraid to tell or say what u need to say to feel better please don't hold back anything 🙏

@atalorm369 2 жыл бұрын

I must say here that there is a difference between medication taken for mental and physical ailments. If my back hurts and I take a Medication for pain, say Ibuprofen unless I already had stomach ulcer I wouldn't (generally speaking) experience side effects. Antipsychotics cause a lot of side effects, don't quote me on this but I'd say the chances that you will not develop SOMETHING taking them for more than a couple of days even in the smallest approved dose are close to 0. I sympathise with the struggle of finding balance in this. I don't want to diminish the struggle of chronic pain, it is also awful.

@stevec3872 2 жыл бұрын

My 31 year old daughter with schizoaffective has not lived on her own for 3 1/2 years now & finally has come to believe that the only way for that to happen is for her to take & stay on her psych meds because it's the only way for her to have any semblance of a normal life, whatever is normal anymore. If a med is working well for her it will not be tapered or discontinued. It's not worth the risk.

@Lawh 2 жыл бұрын

It sucks, but this is what the medication is for. She can try to take breaks off if it every now and then if she wants to, in a controlled environment, but there is no shame in taking medication.

@Rina.J89 Жыл бұрын

I hope she’s doing well now. She couldn’t know how if she needed to stay on her meds or not unless she tried to go without them. I guess you both know the answers by now.. best wishes for your daughter

@ummehabibaa5880 Жыл бұрын

It should be taken if they prescribe, and if it’s hampering your life, the pchychotherapy helps to motivate. Thats how it works

@TheRevponce 2 жыл бұрын

Lauren, I am so proud of you and I know you will continue to do what is best for you. You have been such a support to say many, including me. I wish I could meet you in person. I am the mother of a 43 year old young man with this disorder. For years we did not know what he had. He was finally diagnosed last year. Thanks to those meds, I have my relationship with my son back. You have been my therapy, as you have helped me understand this horrible illness. Thank you for your courage. You can do this. God's blessings be with you always. You are an angel for many. Hang in there. We love you.

@anaceja7075 2 жыл бұрын

Sending you nothing but positive vibes and many blessings. Take care and stay strong. And once again thank you for continuing to share your journey in such an honest way.

@PostTraumaticVictory 2 жыл бұрын

Sending you love, thanks for all the educating you do! 💚

@teej134 Жыл бұрын

It's such a relief to know someone else is going through something similar like me....long time watcher, long time fan. THANK YOU FOR THE UPDATES AND FOR THE VIDEOS!! STAY STRONG!!!❤❤❤❤

@martinamcateer7345 2 жыл бұрын

I really admire how honest and clear you are around your condition.Your insight and how cool you are naturally is a great help to others.Bravo!

@heiditaddy4370 2 жыл бұрын

Every video connects with me so well. I had no idea anyone else has these problems. I appreciate this lady and her transparent honesty.

@naturesrhythm8506 Жыл бұрын

You are so inspiring. I am medicated for anxiety and depression and have also had ups and downs with trying to reduce meds. Your outlook helps me. Thank you x

@laraynehartleben348 2 жыл бұрын

It's literally such a hard pill to swallow. Thank you so much for this, Lauren 💜

@yvonnemckenna4192 Жыл бұрын

I’ve watched your videos for several years and I am always so impressed with how you are able to manage your symptoms while navigating the system. You do a great job of highlighting how people with MI have to be so self-aware and figuring out what is going to work for you while being in a compromised level of awareness. You have helped me understand a family member in so many ways. Thank you!!

@marcelinadiazrodriguez7899 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you Mija for honest feedback. You are genuine and as a person with bipolar and adhd I struggle soo much with thoughts of taking meds. I’ve gone off them and 🙈.. SO I REALLY APPRECIATE YR VIDEOS AND YR TRANSPARENCY.

@JenniferMarshallwriter 2 жыл бұрын

Great video, Lauren. So important to listen to our body and pay attention to the major stressors in our lives. Glad you've been able to navigate it with your care team.

@jmk1962 2 жыл бұрын

This was so useful to hear your experience of reducing your meds. I'm so glad you reached out to the mobile team and didn't try and deal with it on your own. I'm sure you'll get the balance right soon.

@tarasalad 2 жыл бұрын

Really appreciate the open honest discourse on this topic. Thank you so much for sharing your journey! 💕

@rpink8531 2 жыл бұрын

Your honesty is your power. Lauren, this kind of content makes me proud of social media. Keep doing what you are doing!!!🌼

@danikay7507 2 жыл бұрын

Sorry to hear about your struggles, I'm glad you reached out for support. It sounds like you have a lot of insight which is really important with mental illness. Sometimes we are well because of the meds which makes us think we don't need them. That's common. Hope all goes well.

@benjones1452 Жыл бұрын

You are very brave and so intelligent, your fight to find the answer will come - from the amazing support you have and the love you give not only to your family but to the world through this platform. You probably don't realise (in difficult moments) the hope and love that this beacon provides so many who are finding they can't distinguish the fact from the "almost fact" to the fiction. Thanks, love you guys, and thanks again.

@taraelizabeth8804 2 жыл бұрын

You are so strong Lauren, keep up the good work! Mental health is something we have to work on every day! Love you!!!!!

@derrickward6853 2 жыл бұрын

Big hugs from someone that struggles with my mental health. You got this!! It is a daily struggle and you are extremely strong and valuable for your content. You don't sugarcoat nor pretend things are always great. This is the content we (people that struggle with mental illness) need. I am so proud of you for documenting your struggle and life.

@nachtorchis 2 жыл бұрын

It took me 4 years to get off of all medications. It's just a little adjustment. You are doing great

@bystudy8041 Жыл бұрын

How are you now

@smokeycookies8585 Жыл бұрын

Your videos help me so much everyday thank you I’m learning how to live with myself and you’re there for us in any vulnerable position thank you

@tossed_about 2 жыл бұрын

Wow ! That period you describe is an amazing episode of self-management and displays a significant growth in maturity. It also demonstrates terrific growth in the understanding of the reality of your illness. In my experience the majority of people going off medication and going into a downward spiral panic, lose control and are unable to recover without a dramatic intervention by health professionals of one sort or another. So, well done to you, you have reason to be proud of yourself.

@jeshhart5060 2 жыл бұрын

Your channel has been a huge help in my journey of getting diagnosed and understanding what my illness is and how to manage it and the steps to move forward. My medication helps symptoms a lot but I fully understand that it makes me way less sharp, especially in contrast with a manic episode where I am "0-100". But I take every second weekend off of my medication. This has helped me to cope a bit with those very foggy moments.

@ann-reneeleblanc6654 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing with the world. As a counselor and suffering from mental health myself, I am so happy that more people are speaking out. It's much less taboo now because of people like you who speak out. You rock!

@phillipmyers6448 2 жыл бұрын

I think you’re brave and I admire your honesty throughout your video. I pray for us affected that a more natural treatment with less side effects comes available soon.

@Montsemagical 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing this. I love you Lauren. You're such a strong woman. 💪❣❤

@cutiepiecatloveallanimals6602 2 жыл бұрын

Good luck, you are awesome, I hope the best for you and your family

@evercuriousmichelle 2 жыл бұрын

I'm struggling with maybe depression maybe ADHD and of course my struggles are very different than yours but what you said about how it ebbs and flows was an important reminder for me. I essentially spent the entire day just going down internet rabbit holes and now am mentally beating myself up for "wasting" half my weekend. But you reminded me that I need to reframe this not as a failure but as an opportunity to gather more information and learn. Thank you for reminding me to be gentle with myself as I hope you are as well!

@turbo95912 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for this video! With me, I was wanting to up my dosage of my antipsychotic but I followed my psychiatrist’s lead and my symptoms have gone away entirely for now. No hallucinations, no irrational paranoia, no online spending or any of that. I’m glad to say that as of may 20th (my last appointment) I have been free of these symptoms. I hope your reduction of your meds goes well. I hope you are able to talk more collaboratively with him

@annestone5940 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for your insightful thoughts. You are an inspiration. I love watching your videos for insight so I can continue helping others.

@cjolena 2 жыл бұрын

Really good video. When i saw the title i automatically thought i bet that didn't go well. However thank you for explaining your thought process as well as how the treatment team helped. Really helpful. Thank you.

@pruey 2 жыл бұрын

Just a reminder that you are awesome and I'm so grateful for your videos!

@Phillip1220 2 жыл бұрын

Sending love to you and your boyfriend, mental illness is definitely a shared struggle.

@rchambers1993 2 жыл бұрын

I am a counselor with my ALC. Learning the process as I go. I love learning personal experiences with individuals with mental health issues. I love your candidness of your experiences. Your positive attitude is an asset I’m sure, as well. Blessings to you on your life journey. 😊

@PCMenten 2 жыл бұрын

You have a remarkable insight into your illness. I’m sorry that you’re having such trouble, but you have done something wonderful by sharing your journey. Thank you for that, and I’ll be thinking of you and hoping you feel better soon.

@madcow3417 2 жыл бұрын

That's exactly what I was thinking. I have tremendous respect for anyone with that kind of self-awareness.

@cbelle59 2 жыл бұрын

As a provider it absolutely breaks my heart to see people try and go off their meds and end up hospitalized and then repeating the cycle over and over again just to be or feel traumatized again by the system. And it’s hard for both patients and providers to not be frustrated with each other about this cycle. 💔 Also your therapist sounds awesome and a re-frame about how you think about medications is a wonderful way to consider the situation. 🖤

@Nancy-ow9wy 2 жыл бұрын

Agree..even my sister is a nurse..and she tells me this ...everytime I tell her that I wanna go off my meds

@leesadoe2440 Жыл бұрын

The ones above the providers should make it mandatory for providers to at least tell their patients the truth about what antipsychotics do to the brain. Yes-its a hard call if patients are experiencing psychosis.. but they deserve to know the ups and the downs of these meds. Brain atrophy isnt something reversable.

@justinebourke9449 Жыл бұрын

@@leesadoe2440 these drugs are neurotoxic torture .. just read the side-effects patients write about in their comments online and they're nothing to the absolute horror of withdrawals.. the prescribers don't talk about that when they dish them out and increased dosage over months/ years/ decades.. they're a nasty trap.. folk want to get off them and can't because withdrawals are so bad

@jeanpaultongeren125 Жыл бұрын

@@leesadoe2440 I wouldnt care about that. What I do care about is. That these medication on me. They bring me less joy in life. They make me less motivated to do stuff. also worsening my memory and concentratio and. its reall bad even on 10 mg olanzapine

@ummehabibaa5880 Жыл бұрын

Mental illness is a physical condition that is not under your cont, to make it under control you need meds, and those meds comes with side effects, mostly demotivating you from suicidal or other negative thoughts, now then comes physiologyts who motivates you and it’s easier for you to listen to them because t Your brain is under control because of those meds

@KatieM786 2 жыл бұрын

Sometimes coming off meds is a good thing - I got put on a new one before Christmas and it was not a good one for me. So glad to be coming off it now. Don't feel bad for taking something you need if it's working for you. Big loves Lauren xxx ETA: Well done for contacting the crisis team and seeking help, I know it's not easy.

@kassiapencek6185 2 жыл бұрын

Sounds like you did things quite well in many ways to reach out for help. Great job explaining how we see small things happening, but it takes a look post facto to stear a little differently the next time. Those were two Major life events that have a wide wake to recoup from for anyone.

@tasha_111_ 2 жыл бұрын

There’s something about being self aware/honest with myself that has helped me so much with my stress induced disassociation as well. Learning, knowing, and most importantly (for myself) is admitting when I’ve started to see old behaviors and feelings just like how you mentioned about the online shopping and in general just being blissfully unaware of what your body is telling you. I love this video and how you explained this situation. Also I couldn’t agree more on how when things like this happen they are not at all a failure!! I think the way you handled yourself by making sure you reached out to the right people just shows how far you’ve come and how honest with yourself you must be. Beautifully explained video, thank you for this 🙏😁

@lexicab7197 2 жыл бұрын

I don't have schizophrenia. However I'm a healthcare worker in the psych field. I absolutely love your page! You offer such an important personal perspective. I really wish KZfaq would play your content to a bigger audience. I hope and wish you the absolute best.

@layotheleprechaun 2 жыл бұрын

Listening to your body is one of the greatest skills you can learn for your health🙏🏻 well done on reducing the medication! Don’t let this obstacle get in the way :)

@pl-mn2ro 2 жыл бұрын

The worst in life than not having succeeded, is not having tried. Lauren, I admire your courage and perseverance for living with your condition. Most healthy people would not understand the tremendous effort it takes to battle mental health disorder. You and the disorder are competing to take control of your brain. Be patient with yourself. Cheers !

@ameliavelasco8602 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing this! I’ve been going through something similar as far as my relationship with my psychiatrist goes. I find myself softening my symptoms for him, trying to give him answers I think he wants instead of the truth. I’m always so scared to say what I think because I’m afraid that he won’t believe me. My therapist often pushes me to be more honest with him. I see him tomorrow so I will do my best. I find my symptoms (depression) get worse around my period, for menstruating people, it’s important to keep that in mind that hormone changes can affect your mental well-being. Hang in there!!

@aimeeladri 2 жыл бұрын

I wish you all the best with your reduction! You are honestly such a role model to me. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective this year. My dad doesn’t believe. I suffer a lot. I’m very lonely and stressed. Your videos are so helpful to me. Thank you

@syleenadawn2038 2 жыл бұрын

Sending you love and support

@bellajean6731 2 жыл бұрын

@Aimee777. Don't give up and my prayers for you. My daughter Amy had schizophrenia. She suffered too. I wish you the best.

@mzlee333 2 жыл бұрын

@@bellajean6731 I’m sorry

@aimeeladri 2 жыл бұрын

@@syleenadawn2038 thank you so much for the support. I am so very sorry for your MANY years of pain and chronic health problems.

@aimeeladri 2 жыл бұрын

@@mzlee333 thank you so very much ❤️

@sharonnicks4561 2 жыл бұрын

You are adorable 🥰 Thank you so much for being so real! ❤️

@keribetweenpages 2 жыл бұрын

I tried lowering my schizoaffective medication and it also did not go well(worked with psych). Sometimes we just gotta accept we have to be on them :/

@theangriestoftabbies 2 жыл бұрын

Or the “not going well” is actually withdrawal from the medication and not a feature of a disease itself but a consequence of the agent.

@lovelypeachesperiodbloodcu4458 2 жыл бұрын

@@theangriestoftabbies oh my god shut up.

@lovelypeachesperiodbloodcu4458 2 жыл бұрын

@@theangriestoftabbies antipsychotics do not cause withdrawal because you can't become phsyically depended on them.

@theangriestoftabbies 2 жыл бұрын

@@lovelypeachesperiodbloodcu4458 you clearly don’t have the most basic understanding of neurology or psychopharmacology so I’m not going to bother giving a more in depth response than this: the brain absolutely gets habituated to the agent and withdrawal happens often mimicking the symptoms of the disease itself. The concept of withdrawal is much more than just physical addiction.

@Nancy-ow9wy 2 жыл бұрын

Hard truth

@jclay5567 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for such openness and honesty, I have DID and struggle to be open about it all, I too have the shopping issues when I’m going downhill, also like to change my hairstyle and my other “alert” is that I get very forgetful, that’s the other parts taking over, when I notice these happening I have to step back and change whatever it is that’s causing these things. Being aware of these changes is good but stressful in itself, trying to get help is the key for me but sometimes difficult to find. Thank you again xx

@piperlynne1 2 жыл бұрын

Sometimes our choices in life aren't easy ones and we have to pick between being psychotic or taking medications that may harm us in the future. It's the best we have for psychosis at this time and hopefully in the future there will be more developments to either cure psychotic illnesses or medications that have fewer side effects. No one wants to be ill and on medication but unless you can cure the illness medication is necessary for your quality of life.

@Nancy-ow9wy 2 жыл бұрын

I totally agree

@Miriam-ui5pw Жыл бұрын

It's definitely a hard decision to choose between.

@edgarin 2 жыл бұрын

You’re not alone on this. You’re fighter. Thank you

@YokaiPie 2 жыл бұрын

It's so hard when you are not wrong about medication but also not totally "right." It's such a learning curve and I am so happy you have a good support system because it is also a learning curve for those of us hoping to support family members, etc who are in the same situation that you are.

@Satellite_Of_Love Жыл бұрын

Lauren, I just wanted to thank you for your channel. Your honesty and compassion about talking about mental health is commendable. I have bipolar disorder and I haven't been on meds for over a decade now, with the exception of the occasional prescription of Ativan. There are times, and I'm going through it right now, when I want to go back on medication, because I'm struggling to get help and my usual healthy coping techniques aren't working. The thing is I've really only had luck with one type of medication. The other ones I've been put on were either ineffective or gave me serious side effects. I'm very reluctant to go through all that again. I'm going to try to find a psychiatrist who I can talk to about it.

@margueritecawood8843 2 жыл бұрын

God love you, my dear. You are soo honest. Keep strong - - or maybe not. Whatever helps you.

@wren1114 2 жыл бұрын

Lauren, you're amazing. Look how much better you managed this stressful time compared to a ways ago. I think it's amazing you can identify your symptoms & speak so articulately about them. You're so clear! You probably hear that all the time. It is impressive. I got what you said about dissociating & being more realistic. I'm sorry your body isn't able to support you as you wish without the meds & side effects, like all meds. I know it's frustrating & disappointing for you. I'm so happy to see those & treatment helps you & you know how to make it work. You're much better at helping yourself now; we're all going for that no matter what life throws at us. Great your baby started day care! What a milestone. Speedy recoveries & best wishes. Btw, the color in your video is wonderful!

@jerseyshore7438 2 жыл бұрын

Think you're such a good communicator. You are clear and concise. Aside from being so beautiful, you're quite intelligent. 🙋‍♀️☮️💜

@aleksandra4581 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for promoting this medication scepticism, there is a lot of stigma around going off of meds and we shouldn't completely dismiss people's concerns. I am sorry you have been experiencing more symptoms and I think it's amazing what you're modelling here in terms of keeping yourself safe and getting support.

@anapineu 2 жыл бұрын

You are very brave and honest in your analysis of what happened and I can tell you are surrounded by a great team of professionals. Life is a flow with ups and downs and it is difficult to always adapt to the changes and try to synchronize your inner world with your surroundings - your own systems (family, friends, work, health) and the bigger life-picture in general. You will get better and it's okay to try another time. As you were discussing about re-framing these events as "gathering more information", consider how the medication dosage in your serum is also a factor. When you decrease your medication, your body/brain may still be able to function at the same level for quite some time, because a certain level of medication has been quite steady in your system, allowing you for stability, and levels can stay stable in your blood/serum for some time before you actually feel bad. Them, when the effects start, they can feel quite "sudden". Focus now on getting back to that stability, knowing that also takes time. Sending you a hug.

@kms3063 2 жыл бұрын

Cool that you decided to up your anti on the Friday ! Ultimately helping yourself Because of your self awareness

@fraurosenthal2958 Жыл бұрын

I am currently lowering my medications ( very slowly), but seeing your video made me realize that I would have a hard time accepting it if it didn' t work out. You sharing your experience makes me want to be intuitive and factor in setbacks/ not judge myself on what dose of meds I take.

@noemasteich 6 ай бұрын

@SchizoAn0nhello. I am currently withdrawing and all you say is true...how can i get away for good without going into psychosis when i withdraw? This is crazy pls help

@teloivnus2361 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for everything that you do. My medicine saved my life after the 7th failed suicide attempt. Please take care of yourself Lauren, so many of us need you here ❤️

@cristinapatino8726 2 жыл бұрын

For me, I take my meds because it’s for my mental health. People take meds to control their heart disease, diabetes, etc. I think you are doing good with taking meds. I tell myself that too because I do not want any relapse. I think you’re really brave and courageous whether you take meds or not.❤️

@HJS17 3 ай бұрын

Hope you are doing well. Stay healthy n keep going..

@cristinapatino8726 3 ай бұрын

@HJS17 I have stopped my Abilify monthly dosages. I have found a better much healthier alternative which is physical and mental exercise. I have found I have better cognition and focus. I get things done rather than through contemplation. I continued my study in university and signed up for YMCA gym membership at 42 years old. I have improved my self-talk through journaling and self awareness achieved from yoga and other meditation techniques such as weightlifting. Thank you for checking in❤️

@mentalhealthwithalana 2 жыл бұрын

I have Bipolar and the same thing happened to me a few months ago when I tired reducing meds. I almost ended up in hospital again and had a manic episode and I was really upset because I so wanted to come off my anti psychotics, but now I'm back on them.

@Nancy-ow9wy 2 жыл бұрын

Same here

@stellaancimer8505 4 ай бұрын

Same😊

@mechellewinslow65 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your vids , these really help me as a mom

@FrederickDunn Жыл бұрын

One aspect of this presentation that I find very valuable is that you really need an action plan in place. Phone numbers, contact names, and people who are capable of helping. Spouses just don't really know what to do. I'm so so glad they cared and were competent. It means everything.

@oberonstar6278 2 жыл бұрын

you are amazing such clarity of your own self. your doing so much for us all in your honesty and vulnerable self oh if only we could get to the core and remodel our structures of thoughts that creat difficult encounters with in one's self.

@JollyMidnight Жыл бұрын

So relate to these topics in these videos, so comforting to see others have gone through the same Took it so personally

@alyssa6975 2 жыл бұрын

I was literally cheering every step of this story. These were a series of solid choices, that were clearly effective, using your own tools and the input of knowledgeable experts, all during a time of high stress. Hooray! I'm so glad to hear you talk about reframing this feeling of "failure" because this sounds like a pretty solid victory to me (been there, I know that feeling). Generally, this is a great video with a lot of useful insight. I and people I know have had pretty difficult experiences stopping medication too quickly (not great) or cold turkey (very bad) and this video would have been really useful to Past Me.

@LivingWellwithSchizophrenia 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for helping me to see it more as a success!

@suzannealsop3394 2 жыл бұрын

We either accept truth or suffer! 💚

@galalon2417 2 жыл бұрын

I am sorry you are going through a regulating crisis concerning your medications. You can never fail. Failure is only a way of learning. I watch you from a far, but you feel so close to me. Everything will be alright. Take courage.

@kassi4837 2 жыл бұрын

Withdrawing is hard. The slower the better. I think you made the right decision and increasing your med and handling the situation the way you did.

@louisameyer2967 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing and highlighting the difficulties with reducing medication. I am always trying to reduce my antipsychotic medication and have three different dosages I take from a low dosage which is more tranquilizer dose to the higher dosages which are antipsychotic, which I change depending on my symptoms and I try to stay on the low dosage as much as possible. I would like to come off my medication completely one day.

@rebeccawoolfolk5377 2 жыл бұрын

I'm new to following your channel. I think you're doing great. My son has similar struggles and has gone through the reduction of meds/eliminating meds thing too (working with his psychiatrist). It's a journey.

@swaxtube 2 жыл бұрын

Stay strong. Eventually, you will get there Lauren.

@rodbizzell2334 2 жыл бұрын

Wow! You are a beautiful brave young woman. Much more brave than me. You are in my prayers.

@sharonmchugh7730 2 жыл бұрын

You are loved & important 💜

@jamesfinch6766 4 ай бұрын

Living well with schizophrenia is a good thing to try and make real for one's self. Most of us try to find a magic place without the reality of schizophrenia. You are very brave and helpful. Thank you so much for your openness and determination.

@jocelyn3081 2 жыл бұрын

Hi Lauren. Your doubts about medication are completely valid, you have the right to try other ways if you want to. But I also think is a learning process, best wishes for you! Perhaps you can try and complement your medication with another ways of reducing symptoms like some movement or somatic therapies, some kind of art therapy, perhaps can be useful. I have CPTSD and for me dance, yoga and breathing exercises helps me to settle and calm.

@prodesu8607 2 жыл бұрын

Good luck!! Cheering for you! I believe you can do it. But don't be too hard on yourself and remember that the medicine itself isn't evil, it's just a tool and it can both help and hinder; find what works best for you!

@shawnaford5540 2 жыл бұрын

I agree healthy skepticism, I have TRD and have weaned over years, one at a time and every a reduction every 6 months and delaying when outside stressors were active. Told I could go faster but honestly having had really bad migraines and withdrawals with medication changes, I am not in a rush.Thanks for sharing how you experience.

@hannah50353 2 жыл бұрын

Well done on doing what was right for you ❤️💪💃🌺😍

@cabbagehousecooking6966 2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing. Sometimes it can take several(or many)trials and errors to get the right medication combination that makes one feel as good as can be. I know the long-term side effects do not look very promising for some of these medications, but the day-to-day living without being on them is not sustainable either. Each medication was added for a specific reason, reducing these typically will cause symptoms to reappear. Sometimes however it takes going off of them to realize that you really do need them and can’t live with them being reduced or eliminated. I know people with diabetes and high blood pressure and I have gone through the same process of reducing and eliminating medication and then had to go back on them to feel better. Thank you for all you do, you are such a support and help to so many people.

@james_s321 Ай бұрын

Lauren, I can relate. I started a taper in September 2022. It’s still in progress. At one point I went too fast and had symptoms but easily resolved it by temporarily increasing the dose then tapering slower. Meds suck, but so do delusions. Wishing us both luck to get off these meds and not have symptoms.

@jacobkrichten704 2 жыл бұрын

You will bounce back its just a rebound .I'm decreasing as well but i am quarting my pills it should take six months. i love your chanle i found you a couple of monthes ago and you are an insperation.I can go years at a time but i always start smoking weed ,and i have discovered thats bad and may be the root.

@Finkeldinken 2 жыл бұрын

I absolutely understand why you wanted to try to taper out sometimes. The short and long of it is that most brain meds really are tough to be on years on end, and as you said: not all that physical healthy. But sometimes it's the lesser of two evils, and staying on them is the overall positive. I know this too well too. I'm trying new meds atm. Also higher doses than I was hoping for, but it is what it is. We can do it. 💕

@supermenthol5531 2 жыл бұрын

Hope you get well soon ❤️

@makORmalonek 2 жыл бұрын

I wish you luck and lots of courage! Also, the lower the medication dose, the slower the reduction should be, as the medication effect is not linear (so a reduction of a low dose by the same increment affects the body much more, the change is bigger).

@markd7933 Жыл бұрын

It’s usually recommended to do 5-10% reductions of the previous dose(usually by water titration so it’s accurate) every month or so but I think even that is still too fast. Some people have long periods of lowering/stabilization or even reinstating and the end result is a taper that takes many many years.

@satvikbajaj1250 2 жыл бұрын

Stopping medication really helped me a lot , i know it sounds weird but i can actually do a lot of things by stopping medications

@vikrantthakur5504 2 жыл бұрын

Were you on antipsycotics satvik..? What problems you had?

@satvikbajaj1250 2 жыл бұрын

@@vikrantthakur5504 i had schizoaffective disorder

@vikrantthakur5504 2 жыл бұрын

@@satvikbajaj1250 OK u had? Is it cured now?? I had psychosis last year and on antipsycotics till then.. I want to ask you have your symptoms disappeared after stopping meds... Didn't u have relapse

@satvikbajaj1250 2 жыл бұрын

@@vikrantthakur5504 well the symptoms never end but meds suck they don't work on me

@vikrantthakur5504 2 жыл бұрын

@@satvikbajaj1250 how to you manage with symptoms....

@TheTurtleRage 2 жыл бұрын

I stopped one of my antipsychotics cold turkey and maaaan the paranoia hit me like a freight train after only 4 days of stopping it. My thoughts were so bizarre and my husband was terrified. I went back up on another antipsychotic that I was already on and the paranoia is lessening. This illness is horrible.

@beckyhenry8950 2 жыл бұрын

Very very horrible

@wren1114 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your experience. It’s so frustrating paranoia. It ought to be less stigmatized. Seems on a spectrum & common at its less intense. It’s wonderful you’re so aware. Good going! Best wishes! TY!

@TheSapphireLeo 2 жыл бұрын

Don't also let the systemic oppressors "professionally" gatekeep and/or gaslight you and also study the spiritual, occult and alchemy and see if any coincide? So vast, though, so not surprised, if that's what it's tied too? The more fear you have the "darker" the "feelings" and thus "energy" are?

@TheSapphireLeo 2 жыл бұрын

Study entropy? Reverse engineering of energy and "loosh" and "energy vampires"? Would say they already know about it, in the "higher" rungs of the pyramid scheme of c(r)apitalism and want to keep humanity unevolved and suffering to profit off it, by disempowerment? Study conspiracy theories and #illuminati and #freemason if "puzzle peices", too?

@TheSapphireLeo 2 жыл бұрын

Marylin Manson is also a fan of Alister Crowley, so...?

@mariamatmos4506 2 жыл бұрын

After 17 years living with Bipolar Disorder type 1 with psychotic features, there is one thing I have leaned. NEVER leave medication. Whatever happens. It is rubbish in so many ways, I know, but I cannot live well without them. My boyfriend and friends, as well as my family know this, because I have told them many times, so they make sure I keep on talking meds when it is harder for me.

@agnediciuniene9861 Жыл бұрын

A big percentage of people live on some kind of medication. Antihypertensives, insulin, anti inflammatory etc. There is nothing to be ashamed of.

@nusiel Жыл бұрын

Stay strong. We support you:)

@MrEd-ri5kh 2 жыл бұрын

If I don't say much I still look forward to these videos. They help me. I go through periods that I know my pills alone are not enough. I don't talk to someone on a regular basis. Trust an issue. I hope you're okay.

@samirlefat9248 2 жыл бұрын

I love your posts. Good insight. I suffer with paronoid schizophrenia.

@warmbreeze43 Жыл бұрын

My son is 34 and tried taking his life. Again. I wish I could help him understand medication does help. I’d like him to listen to your videos but he won’t. It’s been a struggle. I’m happy to see you can navigate quite nicely compared to what I have been involved with. Thank you

@mechellewinslow65 2 жыл бұрын

My daughter is now getting the ability shot. She still hears audio hallucinations but can block them when she needs to. This is a game changer for her! She was very bad at taking meds. She does the shopping too.

@koffinkat666 2 жыл бұрын

I hope you get back into a Groove, I was always afraid that my lover would get tired of me breaking down all the time. When you find the right person that understands you have Won the Lottery Lauren.

@wiremotherclothmother 2 жыл бұрын

Lol, no. Accepting a partner’s medical condition is bare minimum-level stuff. Especially when they enjoy shared income generated from your social media presence as a result of said condition. Get a grip

@koffinkat666 2 жыл бұрын

@@wiremotherclothmother LMAO um what? Bare minimum? That sounds like a fantasy land, It is very hard to deal with someone's various flaws/quirks wile trying to manage having a child. I believe if you find someone who can deal with your baggage (Which we ALL have) you have won the lottery was all I was saying.....Like what?

@bronwynbouthim1440 2 жыл бұрын

My significant other is unmedicated. When he was young he tried many of the medications and they did not work for him. What worked was his psychiatrists working with him to learn coping skills to discern what is real versus not real. He also suffers depression and mania, but with his now stable loving home environment he is okay. Meds aren't for everyone, but they really work for others, and some people meds offer no relief. Do what works for you. Love yourself where you are.