Timestamps 00:00:00 Intro 00:02:29 P1 Tarot of The Holy spectrum and Lapis Lazuli 00:49:48 P2 Wizards Tarot and Malachite 01:33:33 P3 The Naked Heart Tarot and Carnelian Thank you for watching 💖 Notes If you choose the pile that asked you to check the notes. Your pile was so interesting to me in that I had several times where I was either interrupted ( The dog , the birds squawking in the background ) or I was really called into a very reflective, still energy. I did try to speed up these pauses but it made me feel that this may have been linked to the person to your mind sitting in reflection of you and also finding it difficult to sum up you up in a neat little package. It did indeed feel like they may see you as quite mysterious , a little illusive and that just as they feel they understand you something comes in to switch things up. 💖

Pile 3: spot on. My entire family had always advice for me, I couldn't be myself, stay still, don't wiggle, be silent, be more feminine, be less questioning.... I had the feeling I couldn't breathe. That is why I want to do the things my way. Finally freedom. But yes, it makes me lonely sometimes. I spend hours alone. He is Aquarius, had more or less the same experience. We mirror each other, different approach but rebellious. Was my best teen friend. We lost each other over the years. Met again, he has a girlfriend, complicates things. Mostly he chooses the wrong ones. I feel it from the start, he knows I do have a strong insight. Our friendship is rock solid. All my friends are "weird" authentic. I just can't follow the mass. I need to find more fun. I need to go out more, but I have health issues. Those hold me back. I write a lot.

Pile 1. So very accurate. Thankyou

Pile 3 🎉❤🎉 so on point! Could be a personal. Plus I'm AQUARIUS sun 😂 so yup....that's me all the way to the bank!! Road less travelled is my favourite poem and me to a T.

Excellent reading! Pile 1. Washed my hands of a parent who is a narcissist & have had more peace than I’ve ever had.Thank you🙏🏼

Pile 2: thank you divine one for another insightful reading in your soul-soothing voice 🌝💜💚🧡

Thank u so much Belle. #1 is incredibly resonant and you’ve captured nuance and complexity immaculately 🖤🌻

omg you described me so perfectly in pile 3. I go against the flow, I like to be alone and I'm playful despite my age.

Pile 1.Thank you! This was sooo accurate!

Thank you Bel. That was spot on. Have a great weekene

wow this reading got more and more interesting and tuned in as it went on😮 thank you! 💙

Beautiful reading. You are amazing ❤

Pile 2 resonated. Thank you!!

2:18:17 pile 3: I DO LOVE STATIONARY 😅❤❤❤ this reading was spot on start to finish!!!

#1 Simply amazing, thank you for the clarity 🤍

Yayyyyyyy! Beautiful Bel! Diving in now! ❤🎉❤🎉❤🎉

Thank you for this beautiful reading Belle 🧡 I appreciate the way you channel your messages, you give it time to come out without rushing 😊

P3 thank you Bel 🩵

I love your readings so much and find your voice very soothing. I resonated more with pile 1 but the short version of my name has been in each pile in the tiles 😮❤❤

Resonate 100%❤

Pile 1 Aquarius and Gemini we just started this relationship.

Pile 3: spot on I am an Aquarius sun and rising. You read me like a book. 📕 Thank yku❤

Pile 3 and 1❤❤❤

#2. Just met her from summer class and dont want to jump in to soon. I think ill ask her out next weekend and see jow it goes. Shes from a different culture so Im not sure how itll go lol. Im a 🦂 and I have options, but so far ive narrowed it down a bit.

Bel❤️ I’ve been longing to enter your space all week. Dreaming of the time held in this energy. Your last reading provided some really clear guidance that i didn’t even realize until the moment arrived and i thought…ohhh that’s the 4 of pentacles in this situation. Oh, and this is the tower moment. I could hardly wait to see what information came in next as this story continues to unfold. And i was not disappointed 🏮 I was surprised to see how this one sees me. How much there has been a significant deepening and maturity of how this one perceives me. That we’ve moved beyond the queen of wands perception of me. At one point i thought maybe I’d chosen the wrong pile because the perspective shift was so different from where it had been. And now this one is able to comprehend the authentic me, that is behind the allure. Or the nectar contained deep within the flower only hummingbirds can access. Many decades ago when i was an auditor i fine tuned my abilities to dig deep beyond the superficial. And what i discovered was disturbing. I worked for one of the largest global public accounting firms that is now extinct. An extinction that did not surprise me given the behaviors deep within the system that only a lowly staff accountant could witness. It’s the innocent ones that are deemed safe to access protected information because we are believed to be ignorant. Thankfully i was long gone from this system before the tower crumbled. Although i did get the opportunity to deal with the fallout when a client chose me as his therapist because i had worked for the same company he was a top executive of and as a consequence his world crumbled into utter deviststion. It is because of these personal experiences i never riot, point fingers, or berate the “powers that be” because they end up in my office. Broken. As a connected collective, pitch forks harm us all. When I had just finished writing my book i watched a documentary about Ashley Madison on Netflix. It was about a massive privacy scandal in 2015. The tag line for this company was “life is too short, have an affair.” I was triggered by this show. Not only because it was yet another witch hunt or scarlet letter but because i was concerned about my own exposure from my book i was considering to release in this world. I reached out to a dear friend who specializes in sex therapy. “Will you read this and let me know if I’m headed for a lynching?” I’m not interested in a revolution. I’m here for revelations. Which brings me to “shut up” and how this connected to your previous love reading. Putting a lid on that candle. Closing up that flame. The first memory i have about putting a lid on me came when i was a young girl. My family went to Salem Mass. and visited one of the courthouses that tried witches. I could hear, see and smell the experience like it was happening in that very moment. Yet even at this tender age, somehow i knew to put a lid on it and shut up. I didn’t say a word to anyone. I needed to be “fake” and play by the rules. There is a significant yet subtle difference between playing by the rules versus playing the game. To give one example of that difference I’ll relate it to KZfaq. To play by the rules, you need to cover the nudity of the card and disclaimer your guidance. But to play the game is to get caught up in creating videos to the algorithm. The unseen doesn’t need an algorithm to get the message out. The algorithms are a slippery slope to burnout by playing the game. I never said anything about my witch trial experience. But when i got home, i went into my closet and drew a pentacle. I was trying to remember something. Until my mom found it and stuffed me in the back seat of our family station wagon and hauled me off to the pastor for fear i was a satanic worshiper. I learned then to keep things pretty shut up. To fake myself to avoid the punishment by the powers that be. These experiences repress knowings because survival mechanisms needed when i was a child become engrained as an adult. Memories lost. Repressed through punishment. Following fake card came the excerpt from the dictionary “adult…” and loneliness. And what happens when adultery is covered up? Shut up? Loneliness. Which is precisely what i saw in the Ashley Madison documentary. Ashely Madison emerged when the founder discovered a decent amount of online daters were married. So he decided to capitalize on this reality. And man did he step deep into controversy. A revolutionary. As a revelations person, i became curious, why are people risking their life for this? We certainly won’t discover the source, if we cover it up, shut it up, shame it up, label it up, trying to make it go away. And clearly as demonstrated in this show, we only blow it up if we let this desire sweep us into it. I’ve just found it very interesting that the sexual center is the creator center, aka the second chakra. It seemed to me the creator within all, is trying to arise and is having a really difficult time being understood. Just as the witches or the priestesses that used their bodies as vehicles to access the creator. Or the pagans that celebrated Beltane and the green man. What i came away from pile 3, my cherished Bel, is, I’m being understood by this one beyond the adulteress. And speaking of adulteress, did you know this word is specifically for women? I found that really intriguing. I wasn’t able to find a comparable word for male only. I cannot help but wonder why. Maybe i just missed it 🤪

Thank u so much. I am Aquarius . The reading resonated with me. 😍😍

Love your readings! Would love to see a reading asking if we will ever be together! Will we ever be in a relationship?

3. It's completely my energy here but I don't know if he could actually think that or it's just the Spirits or his Higher self are talkin' to me

Pile 3 - me to a T (but I’m a Scorpio - another determined and loner type fixed sign).