How I became a Burlesque Starlet in 15 months.
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Күн бұрынWelcome to The Showgirl Diaries, where I am stepping into my feminine energy, on my journey to achieving my dream job of becoming a burlesque dancer. I show you step by step how i finally became a show girl with no experience, creating my burlesque acts, how i made my costumes, booked shows and ended up as a 'professional' burlesque performer!
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Timestamps
00:00 intro
00:54 How I Produced My Own Show
05:00 The Issue with Diversity in Burlesque
09:28 1 Month Before My Show
10:52 Prepping For My Show
13:54 Putting on My Own Show!
16:40 Performing at Proud Cabaret!
19:51 Reflecting on My Past-Self
23:14 What's next?
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Hi. I'm Isabella. On this channel, I share what I've learned about Haircare, Beauty, Lifestyle, and Life itself. I am most well known for my Hair Journey series, where I share new methods and research about haircare, using my own hair as a subject to experiment with. I hope my experiments and findings can help others in finding whatever it is they are searching for.
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@priscilamorgan7249 8 ай бұрын
I have been watching you for a minimum of 8 years. To see you achieving your dream and being so happy, it makes me feel like it happened to me. It is so weird but I actually love you and you're the only KZfaqr that I just keep watching without EVER getting bored.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
oh my god you are AMAZING I love you !!!! thank you so much for sticking with me throughout the years, it means a great deal to me, you have no idea!
@priscilamorgan7249 8 ай бұрын
@@IsabellaDemarko oh wow, I never thought you'd reply 🤣 I'll be here as long as you make videos. I don't care about the topic! Nails, hair, acting, burlesque, vlogs, fashion. Everything that you put out is so amazing, When I'm feeling a bit down, I play your older videos and it makes me feel so much better. ❤️❤️❤️
@sighbatsu 8 ай бұрын
From bratz to burlesque? i love it! the effort and determination you put into this endeavour super proud and happy for you
@sassaronigreen 5 ай бұрын
This!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
@ChiaGoose 8 ай бұрын
This ending was so real and something I needed to hear so badly. I have been going through the same thing with my career path and felt so defeated for not wanting the same thing as I did 5 years ago and just thankyou for being so honest and real about it. Absolutely loved your journey and thought you have such a cool performance style as well 😊 🌸🎀
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ah you're most welcome! It's important to acknowledge these things in lifes journey, it doesn't always turn out as expected but it's okay, we just keep moving and changing and developing and living. Thank you for your kind words!!! xXx
@meryemkabak9103 8 ай бұрын
when you talked about hair i was interested about hair. when you started learning rollerskating i wanted to learn rollerskating too. i never own any bratz doll but i love how you care for each of your doll. and i had no idea what burlesque is but it was so fun watching you living your dream. i live in completely different environment than you and i can't relate most things but i love how passionate you are. it inspires me to do more things just for fun. i hope you keep doing what you enjoy and share it with us
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you so much this means so much to me
@ghostkittysaysbye 8 ай бұрын
I love how you used to create shows using your bratz dolls, and now you're basically like the doll yourself having your own show all glam up. I hope you'd get acting gigs as well if you are ever still into that. You're just born an artist and a performer and would love to see you succeed even more. 💕
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ah thank you love that is so sweet that you remember!
@lizvandehey7862 8 ай бұрын
It SO resonated with me when you talked about making progress too quickly. I felt the same way in my career and although people around me thought I was doing really well, I really struggled with impostor syndrome and felt like I had no idea what I was doing. Some times you need to slow down to appreciate the process of learning, failing, trying, and growing. Loved this series Isabella! I hope you continue to enjoy everything for what it is, as it comes, no matter how fast or slow. Take care of yourself
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ah thank you
@felinetherapy4782 8 ай бұрын
Its very heartwarming that you and your flatmates achieved your goal together. It is a hollow feeling when we achieve something we set out too and it doesn't feel as wonderful as we thought it would. I guess that's why we always strive to do more. Love to see how you put costumes together. On a budget!
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
Thank you. yes absolutely, achieving dreams is never as we expect. I think it's easy to paint a grandiose picture in our heads which gives us really high expectations. but I am just letting it sink in and enjoying it as much as I can :) xXx
@FlorDL904 8 ай бұрын
I really appreciate the last part of this video. I'm 23, finishing a degree I picked at 18, and I dont like it anymore. I'm not sure what my dreams are or even if I have them. As I said in past comments, your content is always very inspiring and uplifting since you are very sincere with your process and for me is like a reference to positively "compare" myself, maybe I feel a little lost right now, but is probably my "trying the curly girl method" era of lost and then I will move on to follow my dreams (I hope thar joke lands well lol). Following your channel and your ig I gained insight in how things take time and how that is normal for someone my age. Can't wait to see whats next for you and for the channel! xoxo
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
haha it landed ;) Thank you
@ElliiiBlabla 8 ай бұрын
OKAY I love the ending. It gives the whole story so much value. That was an awesome series. You can be so proud
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
THANK YOU
@softbunnyears 8 ай бұрын
It’s past midnight and I’m ugly crying in my bad for how much I’m happy for y’all dreams come true. And then you talked how you not sure whether your dream coming true is even what you want in life and it hit all my insecurities so hard and I cried even uglier. I hope wherever your dreams will be they will come true even harder in the future.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
aww babe haha! im so glad you could resonate with my story. and thank you
@beblue3119 8 ай бұрын
This series is incredible. honestly felt like watching a real documentary or movie. As a 16 year old girl I also really appreciate you talking about how your aspirations change and grow over time, because I worry about not being able to achieve my current dreams a lot. This inspired me so much and this series was a joy to watch. Thank you Isabella !!
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
you are most welcome! absolutely doll, you have so much time! 16 is a funny age because it like the in-between stage of everything you once knew, and everything you are about to know. The dreams I once thought were impossible actually started to feel more possible when i entered my 20s, things just started to make a lot more sense! thank you for your kind words xXx
@vanessalaufeyson7904 8 ай бұрын
So excited to watch this next part!
@gloriagonzalezdelatorre8853 8 ай бұрын
hearing you talking about being miserable in college and looking back after achieving something you dreamed about made me tear up. i feel like i'm the miserable girl in college rn and it's comforting to know that i should actually still try to achieve my dreams, cause i never know what will happen. i enjoyed this series so much, you look amazing in all your performances, thank you for inspiring others
@peony9592 8 ай бұрын
This series has been such a joy to watch!! I’ve loved every single episode and I am so incredibly proud of you for achieving your dreams ❤❤
@cecile-chk 8 ай бұрын
You are so inspirational ! ✨️🧡 Thank you for sharing your burlesque travel, I've personnaly always been amazed by this world, so it is great to have someone inside of it, telling you all about their process and evolution It's even better when it's a youtuber that you have been following for years now, and you really like 🤗🥰
@minnowpoo3900 8 ай бұрын
i loved the final message of this video!! i also am very glad that you talked about the need for diversity in burlesque. this whole series has been super fun to watch! i love seeing all of the effort and hard work put in and i just love watching all of your vids and seeing what you do (i've been watching your videos for a few years now)! ❤
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ahh thank you! I'm so glad you are resonating with my videos
@carlaconce 8 ай бұрын
i’m so happy you’re going to continue the burlesque content on youtube!!! this is my favorite thing you’ve done!!!! so proud of you
@JuicyJazzy03 8 ай бұрын
I’m so so sooo happy for you!! Omg this is so crazy to see🥹 I’ve been watching you since I was 13 years old (I’m now 20 lol), you are such an inspiration to me and like an older sister! This makes me so proud and happy and just so many emotions lol 😭 you accomplish every goal you set for yourself and work so hard to get there, please don’t feel like the things you have achieved are not enough because they are!! You are so cool and that is what life is about!! Accomplishing one dream and when you feel like you’re ready to move on you go to your next dream :) You have impacted me and so many others, so proud of how far you’ve come! So much love for you! God bless you and protect you 🩷✨💋
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ah thank you so much Jasmine for such a lovely and supportive comment
@jooluizz 8 ай бұрын
I follow you and watch your videos since the begining of your curly hair journey, and I aways loved your contend, but this video... I'm spechless, so emotional and so inspiring, love to see you so happy for achivieng your dream, please continue with updates of this incridible journey. Love from Brazil! ❤
@madisonsabsoluterandomness5411 8 ай бұрын
Such a beautiful close to this series ❤️ I totally understand you wanting to take it slow, you've done so amazing so far and can't wait to see more content in the future. I feel like our dreams and ambitions in life change so much and it's really hard to find something that you can see yourself doing long term, especially in the creative field.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
yes absolutely, I have always been a curious soul, so sticking to one thing is really hard for me! this can lead to feeling lost very often - but at the same time I need to remember to trust the process of life! I think creatives know this feeling all too well!
@siya4ful 8 ай бұрын
Ooh I’m so excited to watch this finale! I hope you upload more after this series too
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you x
@nerfasana 8 ай бұрын
This series inspired me to go in a field that i thought i was too late. Im still in the beginning of this process but im already loving it! Thank you for this♡
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
No way that's amazing!! go get it doll, I love that for you
@sarabanan 8 ай бұрын
Ooh myyyy goooooosh so happy for you!! And ohh my how talented all 3 of you are
@MagicDemonCookies 8 ай бұрын
I feel like I saw someone say once, “you got the dream, but now you have to live it”
@sassaronigreen 5 ай бұрын
Inspiring. I’m trying to nail a dream right now. Working on it. All in tomorrow
@EmileVinesh 8 ай бұрын
I love how you just went for it and realized your dream! Best of all, you made it happen by yourself. And yes, dreams can change when you're pursuing them. Life will throw a different ball at you and that ball might actually be something better suited for you :) Love the series thus far and can't wait to see the next chapter of this journey!
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you !
@SomeLassCalledLeya 8 ай бұрын
love how much you are just going for things and making it happen! So nice that you can include people you have met along the way too! Stage kitten, how cute! You better be front and centre, you earned it and deserve it! I am def going to a show next year cause you make it seem magical! Really appreciate the want to showcase different types of performers and seeing more diverse acts! Having the thought there is really lovely, it usually is the bigger things that stay stuck in old ways! Bless you feeling that, you tried which is all we can do! You look so incredible in your outfits, I love the green on you! The dream be coming TRUE! So lovely that you are doing it with your besties too!! Wow, how things change and you have done so well to achieve this all! I do think sometimes the chase of thing dream can be what we need more than the actual thing! A great hobby to have!! Forever evolving! We love! Taking breaks are good, you need to step away and refresh and make sure you are okay and enjoying it still! Adore the journey, glad you will continue sharing!
@Sofiella 8 ай бұрын
I am just so proud of you and your journey after years of watching you. This is just incredible. Never stop dreaming. They really do come true!
@traveliowa301 6 ай бұрын
I'm highly interested !! You're voice is calming to listen to. You're inspiring 🎉
@anjohleenkruger7639 8 ай бұрын
I've been loving this burlesque series!! I'm so proud of you because I've been watching you since the bratz vids and ifs amazing to see how far you've come in your journey ❤❤
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you!
@kokko7840 8 ай бұрын
i absolutely LOVED THIS SERIES and im very much considering subscribing to patreon because i freaking love your content Isabella. you are so fucjing talented and amazing and i adore you ❤❤❤
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you so much Kokko!!! Would love to see you there
@thedivinewayofbeing 8 ай бұрын
She’s back! Girl I’m actually writing a fantasy book and your burlesque series inspired parts of it! ❤❤❤
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
Oh my god that’s insane!!! So cool I’m honoured hehe ❤ xxx
@shannonjulie2278 8 ай бұрын
I'm really happy for you making your dreams come true. It's been very inspiring to watch. It's also understandable that it's not all you imagined it would be when you were younger. But I hope it's something you can still be proud of that you achieved and also know it's definitely okay to want to try other things. You should never need to feel tied down to just one thing when you have multiple passions/interests. I think you're such a go-getter and you will do anything you put your mind and heart into. I'm excited to see where the journey takes you. All the best, Isabella, with everything.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
Thank you darling Shannon! you always leave the sweetest comments I appreciate it so much
@dollsandcats7401 8 ай бұрын
Loved watching this serie, you did it amazing! Thankyou for your honesty at the end of the video, you can be very proud of yourself 💋 PS: I love that Bratz dolls are still a part of your life 😸
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you
@csgn3351 8 ай бұрын
I love hearing your adventures... How mature you are for your age... And I'm saying that although I'm 28 myself. But truly, it's always a very nice moment hearing you talking about your journey, your vision of life even, sharing it with true passion and yet with such wise hindsight and analitical perspective. You'll make your journey... trust yourself. People like you can achieve anything, true artists. Good luck with everything and 👏 for everything you've already achieved. xx from France.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ah thank you for your supportive words, its very encouraging and I appreciate it so much
@rarekindbeauty 8 ай бұрын
Dear Isabella 🤗 you are such a sunshine🤗 good job honey! So happy that you have accomplished a long time wished for dream and goal🤗 from the clips that you added to this video of your show and performance I can see that you did great! Your outfits were very well styled, your make up was on point. And as far as I remember from you older videos - you are a professional actor. So my congratulations dear! And the things you did with the furry “bow” (hope you get what mean, that big thing in your hands made of feathers) dear you did so well! Chick! Take a good good care and go on making your dreams come true! This is your life! And have the power to make the best of it! Hugs from Moscow dear🤗🙏🙌❤️💛💚🙌
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
aw than you so much my darling, what a lovely comment, thank you for your kind words of support
@mystic_minx 8 ай бұрын
Started crying at the end why you were tearing up, so proud and happy you were able to accomplish a dream of yours, cannot wait to see what your next dream is
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
aw thank you darling
@aeipathyedits7273 8 ай бұрын
You are my comfort KZfaqr, I’ve been watching ur videos for a few years now, and u never fail to make me feel better!! So grateful for you and your channel 💓
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
oh bless thank you!!!
@Voldycat 7 ай бұрын
It's so wild that you started saying that you weren't very good at it because about 1 minute before then I was watching the footage thinking about how good you were! It's always a personal choice about whether or not something causes you more anxiety than you think it's worth, but from the small amount I've seen you should not be anxious at all about your talent. You have grown in this so quickly and that's not all luck, there's a whole bunch of talent in that as well.
@Ariplaygames 8 ай бұрын
I think the magic of dreams that a lot of people dont know about is that they dont have to be forever. Achieving the dreams and then "living hapily ever after" is not realistic cause if you think about it, that would mean that after achieving that one dream there wasnt anything of note or any change in your life all your years until you died. Even if its a dream, the same thing forever doesnt really make us happy. I think its great to work on a dream and achieve it and live that surreal happiness! But I also think its great to have NEW dreams that change and evolve and spend your life living different experiences!
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
absolutely ! well said x
@MyLoVeLyMaN 8 ай бұрын
Hey Isabella! Love your content and happy for your achievements! Last night I dreamed about coming to see you perform somewhere in London I believe, such a random dream!
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
haha thank you!
@izzykayy 8 ай бұрын
I love your honesty
@Olex9400 8 ай бұрын
No idea how I ended up here 🤗(it might've been your hair story). I followed your brace journey (I took off mine a month ago), now the burlesque (I train pole-dance..:) ). Good to see your progress, you go girl! Greetings from Poland 😍
@Billy_Moxie 8 ай бұрын
Isabella I loved this series it was beautiful and the unscripded part was sow hart warming its nice to see real people on the internet folowing their teenage dreams and I alsow have a question for the Q&A How did your distant and close famelie react on the fact that u wanted to do burlesque and how did your partner react on this ?
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you x ! and tanks for the question I will answer in the next video
@lydiatheglimmermaid 8 ай бұрын
Oooo I really want to see a makeup tutorial from you!!! That would be so cool if you want to make one
@catherinegagne6308 6 ай бұрын
I think you are so talented and beautiful at Burlesque! Truly!
@hassanhayek6067 8 ай бұрын
That’s such a good message though to always follow your dreams no matter where you are in life.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
@hassanhayek6067 8 ай бұрын
@@IsabellaDemarko I love you. Your videos are so inspiring keep up the good work.
@n.l.1264 8 ай бұрын
I mostly come to your channel because I really like your storytelling and your voice and what I liked about the series is to do something bold and grow with it. So when you say you need a little break, maybe you could apply the same format to another topic. But I just like your style of videos so I d propably enjoy just about anything
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ah thank you so much!!!
@KT-mi9hw 8 ай бұрын
you have inspired me after this video, thank you.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
your most welcome!
@ileanamartinez3623 8 ай бұрын
It would be amazing to see a more detailed process of you creating your routine or your costumes ❤️❤️❤️ I loove this type of content and I think it’s great that you’ll do it as a hobby. Us humans aren’t made to do just one thing
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
yes I would actually really love to make videos on exactly how I create each act in the future! hopefully I can do that for my next one!
@Superstar1m-un9rh 8 ай бұрын
Love your vids
@b.a562 8 ай бұрын
Loved this series! Been watching you since 2016 and get so much comfort from your videos xx Questions: Do you see Loretta Harlow as a character as entirely seperate from you, Isabella, as a person? Do you think your background in acting affects this? Given the (pecieved) sexual nature of burlesque, do you ever feel uncomfortable having it be associated with your other online presence? :)
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ah thanks for sticking with me all these years and thanks for the great questions ;) xXx
@cinnamonrollss 8 ай бұрын
I can really relate to achieving your childhood dream not feeling as fulfilling, and maybe there are other other dreams now that I want to try.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
@taylorlynn-art 8 ай бұрын
Isabella, have you ever considered being a boudoir model? I think it would suit you so well. I appreciate your honesty at the end of the video. You totally slayed burlesque in the clips I’ve seen. I hope you follow your dreams, no matter how they change throughout life. Love your content, whatever it is 💜
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
ah thank you! I lot of burlesque dancers go into pin up / vintage lingerie modelling and vice versa. I would love to but I'm so unphotogenic, I don't have a great face for modelling but would love to do some shoots in the future :)
@evsny6834 8 ай бұрын
I've been watching you since i was 15/16, I'm 23 now! My dream is to be a nail technician (I fell in love with your nail videos but I keep watching for your personality) Right now, I'm so unfulfilled with my life. I'm grateful for everything, but I feel like I have nothing accomplished. I feel like I'm getting old and running out of time. I'm not sure how to get out of this rut
@Jamilah.L 6 күн бұрын
OMD I'm 18 and just found out about the whole burlesquue field and i'm really hoping i can get into it later on while doing uni!
@mermaidsister8886 8 ай бұрын
Question! With everything that has happened in your career, what is something you fear will happen/what is your biggest fear surrounding your career? I love your videos, and your journey is incredibly inspiring!
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you doll x
@spaghettiwipeawayfaced5963 8 ай бұрын
Hi, I have a question for your Q&A! How did/do you stay grounded through all of this? Personally, I tend to kind of feel floaty or nervous when big things happen to me in life, even if they're happy. So imagining performing through this sounds wild to me. Do you have anything that you do? Or are you just okay/normal naturally?
@someonewithinternet28 8 ай бұрын
never thought id cry from a youtube video..❤
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
@mermaidsister8886 8 ай бұрын
If you could tell your college self something, what would it be? Besides the advice you gave in your video that dreams change.
@mystic_minx 8 ай бұрын
Also want to ask how much of a influence was moulin rouge- satine specifically - for you? ❤
@readingwithshan 8 ай бұрын
Yayayyayayayayayayyay ❤
@laip8571 8 ай бұрын
Did you ever get harassed at those shows? Or get inappropriate offers?
@anjohleenkruger7639 8 ай бұрын
Question for you: did you face any judgement or negativity from any of your friends and family? Btw I love this series ❤❤❤
@paigejohnson1990 8 ай бұрын
Have you experienced any unwanted/unwarranted touching or grabbing from the audience? Getting in your personal space without consent?
@norazsuzsannaszeifert6784 8 ай бұрын
Isabella, if you see this comment please leave a comment on it. I am struggling with my carreer as well. As a 19 year old girl I wanted to be a medical laboratory scientist, and in this year I gonna get a degree. But now I feel like I want to be a nursery teacher, because that is more heart warming, and not so serious as analising in the lab. I couldnt see it coming, I am alittle bit heart broken. It is hard to start it over... /a 23 year old girl/
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
It's hard to advise without knowing full context, but a medical labratory scientist sounds incredible, you must be very skilled and intelligent to have gone into this field for a degree. i would say finish your degree and keep working towards it, i wouldn't recommend changing straight away unless you are absolutely 100% sure. ask yourself how long you have wanted to be a nursery teacher, if its relatively new, let it sit with you and see how you feel in 6 months to 1 year. It's true our passions and career choices change over the years, and it can be very conflicting and difficult to deal with, but i think if you've put all this time and effort into your degree you should at least give it a chance to see how you like actually working in that field after studying. I also had changes of ideas and dreams at 23 that i don't want anymore, so maybe being a nursery teacher is not a clearly developed dream yet? or maybe in a year from now you will still feel you strongly want to do it? in which case, when you are more clear on the idea and what you truly want, then it may be time to make changes. x
@norazsuzsannaszeifert6784 8 ай бұрын
@@IsabellaDemarko 😍Thank you very much for your answer. This nursery teacher thing is a new idea, but it was more about "how can I be the furthest from where I am now" kind of thing. Getting to know what I will do as a scientist was very devastating. That is why I tried to escape from it, but I would like to explore this field. I will try to reduce my stress level by teaching dancing. I have danced for 13 years and I am missing it so much, I would like to return to that field as well.🙂
@bethanytalbot2445 8 ай бұрын
SAD THERES NO MORE 💔
@readingwithshan 8 ай бұрын
Why don’t you try do something like recreating bratz outfits?! 😊
@remainingembers 8 ай бұрын
I don't often feel this way let alone ever mention it but man... I feel very envious of your body lol. Unfortunately I'm doomed to forever look like a 12 year old girl until I'm too grey to be mistaken for one 😭So honestly this is the sort of thing I'd dream of doing too, in a way. Embracing that sort of sultry, playful femininity and feeling like a woman that way. I'd love to experience that sort of thing too. Maybe one day.
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
I undertand where you are coming from. i feel insecure about my body just like many others and i constantly compare my body to others. most of the time i dont feel sexy or feminine at all - i have made it a goal of mine to re-connect to that part of myself and i have found a way that works for me - sometimes just being alone in my room with music, low lighting, some pretty lingerie or feminine clothing and just dance and move and touch as though i am a goddess, and slowly coax out the feminine and sensuality within myself, theres no real outcome goal here its just self exploration and letting whatever happen. sometimes its nice to look in a mirror and focus on the things i like about myself, and sometimes no mirror is good too.. i encourage you to try it.
@Koki-hc3mw 7 ай бұрын
Thank you for using your platform to acknowledge the struggles of people of color in this industry! Love your content
@kelso_ 8 ай бұрын
Trying not to cry 🥹🥹🥹
@ElliiiBlabla 8 ай бұрын
Have you been scared to be almost naked at the shows? What did your parents/family say? What was the biggest fear or the hardest thing you did since deciding to be a burlesque dancer?
@tamzinlittle5295 8 ай бұрын
What is your creative process when creating a coherent look and theme for a burlesque act??
@MyWolf96 6 ай бұрын
Tutu bag for the feather fans
@bethanwaite8175 8 ай бұрын
Hey just to let you know, your stage name is ‘Halrow’ in the intro instead of ‘Harlow’ 😊❤
@dominikbenz8349 8 ай бұрын
amazing vidoe i enjoy cool pretty stunningh queen
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you
@findleypollock760 8 ай бұрын
What profit did you get from your show?
@songbirdyy 8 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry to be that person, but “Harlow” has a typo in it in your intro and I thought you might want to know. 😊
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
OMG hahahah!! i did not notice but ah well nothing i can do now.
@btsforever1865 8 ай бұрын
Hey have you thought of getting married one day,.i know you are quite young now but I wanted to know what do you think of marriage..and how do you fantasize it..❤❤
@rarekindbeauty 8 ай бұрын
🤗🙏🙌👍❤️☺️💛💚🙌🙌🙌🤗
@austinche7298 8 ай бұрын
How were you able to keep this a secret from your main KZfaq audience? What did your family think when you first told them, were they worried at all?
@hr5581 5 ай бұрын
Being a teenager i always wanted to become a exotic dancer , it's way better than a 9 -5 job & also makes you financially independent, unfortunately I was born in a shit hole country in Asia where you can be killed even for thinking of doing this
@ezekielbarahona7028 8 ай бұрын
Was it weird to get basically naked in front of a audience
@Yuyuxi486 8 ай бұрын
So happy for you! I followed your burlesque instagram account and was wondering if you are going on to hiatus because I feel so invested in your journey. Truly great to see someone following and reaching their dreams!
@IsabellaDemarko 8 ай бұрын
thank you so much!
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