Hmm no matter, in a way you are in a dream. But the thing is, that is always the case, you are always dreaming. Life from human perspective is simply the way your brain projects reality to you, so the only thing you experience in your life is the “hallucination” your brain comes up with of reality. Your life is a constant trip/dream made up by your brain. You can realize that deeply when you trip and that can be scary. As you trip more often and you get used to the effects you will see that its not a bad thing, its a phenomenon, nothing to be scared of. Personally I’ve got used to the “dream” like effects because of multiple encounters with challenging trips. After a while you get used to it (at least thats how I experienced it) and at that moment when you drop your fear and you go with the flow you can really start wondering about yourself and how you work. When you loose fear, thats when you start to learn so much. If you have any more questions, feel free to ask!

I feel you, I have never been depressed, suicidal or had anxiety etc but on my first trip I literally thought I had to kill myself to end my trip, which is why I then fully believed the typical story every school teacher tells you where they knew someone who died drugs and tries to jump out a window cause he thinks he can fly, now I understand, b it 6 trips later I finally had a good trip and it was AMAZING, this sounds unhealthy but alcohol helps A LOT with calming your nerves, that and the main thing is not fighting it, keep reminding yourself it will ALWAYS end at some point and you have to go with the flow instead of trying to end it early out of fear, go with it, accept it, but also accept that it will end soon

I’ve had similar problems hahaha

Same

same had worst trip of my life, 250umg lsd and 8 hours of 1 thought that I became insane how did you deal with yours? share your expirience

My only advice is not to fight it and to connect with others and try to bring it back to reality that this is a trip and it will pass. Breathing exercises have also helped me. Good luck and be safe friends ❤️ 🙏🏼

You have to keep tripping and you will quit believing that that enough to where it is just a passing annoyance. It's not possible to get stuck in a trip forever.

No problem man, I hope your future experiences will be more pleasant 🙏🏻❤️

I hope next time there will be less nausea 🙏🏻

Thank you! 😌🙏🏻

Thank you so much!

You don’t sound like a psychopath, I can relate actually 🙏🏻

But you always got back 😜

NOT placing serious emotional meaning*

Thank you for your kind words, I wish you a lot of valuable trips and experiences in the future 🙏🏻💜

Perfect comment 😜 thank you 🙏🏻

Anime is een van de mooiste dingen die ik ooit heb ontdekt 😜 super bedankt man dat waardeer ik! 😌🙏🏻

That sounds unpleasant indeed, I wish you better experiences for next time 🙏🏻

but then weirdly enough the last couple of hours turned out well

It happens some times yes 😜

Back to the lounge

I have some advice, don’t think about a monkey. Whatever you do, do not think about a monkey. Monkeys all over the place isn’t it? So when you tell your mind not to do something it will do exactly that thing you told it not to do. If your biggest fear is for example sharks and you identify with that idea then that specific fear will develop and strengthen itself and become a reality. If you don’t know how to handle your mind then this problem will simply continue over and over again. Coincidentally I had something similar to your story last week. I took a large amount of LSD and the physical reality started to shape itself into a completely different form. I started getting hallucinations just as real as the actual physical reality you are experiencing right now. I have a large picture of my Guru in my Yoga/tripping room, I look at it every day and meditate on it. I watch videos of him on KZfaq and basically he’s someone I bonded with emotionally and intellectually, so this picture of him I hold it very dear, I have a connection with it. I took the LSD and as the hallucinations started to come up I looked at the picture, it became 3 dimensional, I’m not kidding when I’m saying that it was like my Guru was actually there. I had a 3D physical hallucination of him being there and it was more intense then I expected. At some point it became so intense that I resisted it for a moment, then his eyeballs disappeared and I looked at his empty eye holes, they were dark. I got startled by it so I resisted even more and then eyeballs started appearing all over the room looking at me, this was then followed by a spider like form taking on all sorts of disturbing forms in the room. I closed my eyes and did something hard to explain to overcome it and it worked. But for the rest of the night I could not see my Gurus eyeballs on the picture of him, they were just empty holes of darkness. The effects wore off and I started to see his eyeballs again, but flashes of him loosing his eyeballs and getting back into fear kept on flashing back over and over. Even the next day when I did my daily process with the picture darkness and fear started appearing once more. I was afraid I messed up my connection with him but luckily I found a way to fix it. I bought fruits, flowers, a spotlight to shine on him and I approached the picture with uttermost care and devotion. I bowed down, offered the flowers, the fruits and installed the spotlight to shine some light on him. I gave him all love and attention I had within me, and then the fear of looking at him started to dissolve bit by bit. As I’m writing this to you it is Thursday, I had my trip last saturday so its been 5 days since the trip. The flashbacks and fear dissolved completely 3 days ago and now I have an even stronger bond with my Guru because of it. Moral of the story is, when you fear something your mind and emotions will play all sorts of tricks on you to keep you away from confrontation with the thing you fear. This results in that fear repeating itself over and over. Take some time to contemplate your trip, just sit down and invest some time thinking about it. Ask yourself questions about it and be curious. What is it that was so scary about the trip? What after effects did the trip give me? Is it really rightful to be scared and tense right now or am I just imagining things. Just take some time to sit and go over the trip again, mentally re experience it. All details of it. Confrontation might be scary but this will give more clarity into what happened. Good luck fellow traveler 🙏🏻💜

Thank you for your response.✨

You don’t have to be afraid that you choke in your vomit, this can only happen when you’ve taken so much you don’t even know whats right and left anymore. When you take just 1 tab (even when its a strong tab) you’ll still be able to handle yourself and prevent chocking. Just take a safe dose on an empty stomach (no food should have entered you at least for four hours before you take the psychedelic) and you should be fine. Nausea may come up, its okay you will not die, its just a part of the experience for a lot of people

@@thepsychedeliclookonlife4942 thanks 🙏

Yes definitely, you can even have a bad trip when your sober. Anxieties, fears, anger, irritations, depression, sadness, etc. All of these emotional and mental states are what you call as a “bad trip”, but you only call it a bad trip when you’ve consumed a psychedelic. I also call it a bad trip when I’m experiences to states of being when I’m sober, the psychedelic only intensifies those states of being, making them even more difficult to go through.

I have schizophrenia,tones ín my mind.

That does sound scary 🤔

I was with another guy and he convinced me I was going to stay in a state of delusional paralysis for an eternity; we were the only two in a universe that existed, me being a lab rat, him being the god that controlled my entire existence. Stayed in a panicked state for about 6 hours before I started coming out of the delusions. I don’t talk to him anymore and my trips afterwards feel they have lost their ‘magic’.

I was overwhelmed with every big and small negative thing I've ever done, I felt like the antichrist. I felt evil. Abd that I had doomed my loved ones to death

@@Macasonbro wish you recovery even if thats happened long ago

Yeah that happens sometimes, it’ll be fine within time believe me