forget him fully now ......his karama will be given by god

I can't imagine what you've gone through hope you have recovered from this .❤️

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You are strong enough to endure it and come out of it. This in itself is a testimony of your strength and smartness. 😊 We can always take the positive. I know its not easy but you are stronger for easy. God bless you

Same here

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Thank you! Will do!

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@@awesomed007 I have this and can confirm. Ketu's role is that of making you go beyond the mind after all, as well as dissolving your sense of ego/self. Before becoming aware through controlling rahu, one is bound to experience the tragic side of ketu's influence, that is basically losing your mind with all sorts of delusions and making you a stranger to yourself, empty, aloof, angry, moody and vengeful. The path to madness and that to enlightenment are strangely very similar and both require aloneness. Took me 29 years to understand.

@@awesomed007 absolutely, it's nothing short of soul tearing. "Normal" people have no idea what it's like, at least speaking for myself. But without this much suffering I think it's quite difficult to find liberation, reason being that without being forced to face one's dark side one doesn't even see the illusion they are in and remains attached to the material world. People don't find liberation because they don't even look for it in the first place, as that implies deconstructing and letting go of every attachment, goal, relationship, value and even the illusion of morality. Why would anyone "sane" even think about doing this, the mind/ego needs attachment and security (he even says it in the video, "we are all narcissists to some degree" and so does every psychologist you might talk to, nobody dares go beyond that point and thinks that is it, like "hehe what can we do about it"). It really takes a crazy one to look for ultimate dissolution and merge with the source/void. I was referring to this and not just to spirituality like "the belief in god", that is more 9th house/jupiter. The ups and downs are intrinsecally connected to the illusory and tumultuous nature of the nodes. Without extremes and very unsettling experiences how does one even begin to question "reality" and oneself? A comfortable mind won't be bothered to look for answers, it will in fact only crave more of that comfort. But a tormented mind will have every reason to do so. Which brings us back to what I said earlier. Part of why I say this is prolly 'cause even my rahu (moola) is controlled by ketu lol. Truly a gem, this life.

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@@awesomed007 could you elaborate on this part "moon ketu is not taking one to the ideall that lasts!! The perfection is not detachment that hates!! Buddha is the man who walked both worlds at once. That is perfection, not moksha!! Moksha is selfish even"? Not sure I got what you mean, probably yes but not sure. In fact what you said later is 100% correct, about the spiritual ego, and it is very connected to that "spirituality coming from hatred/loneliness/pain" if this is what the first part meant. Basically spirituality becomes what achievements and career are to a rahu person: illusions through which the ego feeds itself. Illusion of knowledge and spirituality in the case of ketu-moon. Been there done (doing) that. Only time in my life where I stfu, gave up any spiritual crave (12th house ketu-moon and rahu in moola) and literally just took care of my daily needs and spent time with myself in the present moment (6th house) I've had a spiritual awakening lol. It took 29 years to realize that the search for spirituality itself was the illusion, it became an escape and a paradoxical situation in which I was desperately looking for myself, but the reason why I couldn't find myself is exactly because I was busy searching instead of "just being with myself". I'm like the idiot that when Buddha tells you to just be here and now, asks "yeah but where is it here? How do I get here? Which direction? What time is this "now"? How?" instead of simply doing it. "The real spirituality is one who loves everything, absolutely, but is able to detach and reattach.", indeed, the problem with ketu-moon is that you won't find yourself if you haven't lost yourself first. All that hatred and pain is what fuels the search, that is surely an illusion, but without falling into that illusion I would have never gained so much insight on life and myself, I would have been maybe happy but ignorant. Now I have knowledge but I'm miserable lmao, but it's all part of the process, about "coming back" and overcoming and reconjuncting the snake/duality, reattaching like you said. I was also scrolling other comments and found your reply to another person that linked ketu-moon to an abuse of God in past lives, it's interesting because I've been thinking for years that I must have been some sort of cult leader or someone who exploited God for their own benefits in past lives. Much knowledge but zero wisdom. Thanks for the insight

@@awesomed007my mother i remember in her chart has moon ketu conjunct in aquarius in the forth house opposite 10th house Rahu Jupiter in Leo little to no compassion no emotion only anger my older sister received a lot of abuse and it didn’t end well

true!

In Kali yuga, the reverse hold power. Narcissist win while the good/empaths lose. The only way to traverse this is to play both sides. To the world, I'm a cold person who only cares about money. But to my dear friends, I'm a fun and honest person to be around.

@@mikhailbotnovik1594 True the narcissists who manipulated me are hailed as heroes and winners by rest of the society and it's evident in kaliyuga and innocent ones are ignored by society as uninteresting and boring and no one comes to their rescue from the narcissist gaslighting.

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You're welcome!

Jai

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And one who has all five but no renunciation could very well be the Devil

Did you came after listening to amogh lila prabhu😊?

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@@ExoticAstrology don't fire me, I smashed like and subscribe 😂😂😂

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Hare krshna🙏

So nice of you

rahu and moon is the main cause for it so do remedy for that

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@@shankarkerala yes I too hav a feeling rahu is behind those themes in life which are very unclear, which have an air of confusion around'em, and ppl who hav CPTSD are so fragmented/frazzled sort of that they cant see Or make sense of whats happening to'em or what exactly they hav gone through even....... Clarity is LOST I haven't properly learnt astrology so I can't be sure of my conjecture

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My husband has this placement in his 9th house. Venus combust. He's a covert narc. Hopeless

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by doing spiritual practices

Jai

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don't judge by 1-2 placements alone

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it can also contribute

Yes specially if its in 5th house or leo..... check out

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Yes agree with that… sun in first house is image and projection.

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Yes but he also thought that he was all powerful even more than Shri Hari and that he could do anything he liked (not respecting himself and other living entities as part and parcel of Shri Hari)

@@visalg ys u r right

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thanks Nielke!

stay away from any tantrik they r real danger as they can talk to evil sprits

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forget him now and find a new guy

thanks for sharing

@@shankarkerala yup it's old news

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I have a video on toxic family members. Do watch it

@@ExoticAstrology that's great. thankyou very much. i will watch

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