Most of what I cover here, I also covered in my recent live: "Narcissistic abuse recovery, prayer request and bible study; Revelations 1-2", I decided to reshoot this because of a camera angle issue and also because a live wasn't the best format for this video. Just to clear up any confusion

My sister was also narcissistic and I spent my time isolated in my room. My dad is a narcissist and my mom is the enabler. My sister called me a b word and my parents say nothing and say I don’t know why you and your sister never got along. So gas lighting victim blaming me never called her out. She is only nice when she’s single. Her last boyfriend I said don’t go out with him he ganged up on me with her. He cheated on her the whole relationship now she’s single again. I called her out years ago I was done now it’s like she’s nice to prove she’s not a monster. Flashes of her jealousy and envy and contempt come out. I think your older sibling the same gender you want their validation. So that just made me feel like I’m a freak somethings wrong with me. I’m a infj personality with adhd but I think it’s cptsd. Seeing through peoples bs is just horrible I tried to be like the enablers and pretend everyone is good but they are not.

It took me 4 years to purge the CPTSD. I threw my TV away, deleted Social Media and spent extend periods in isolation in silence. This is when I had my Spiritual Awakening…

I was sued by my former so called "pastor" for "slander", just because I was sharing my story about spiritual abuse. Even been hospitalized coz of the law suit, wanted to commit suicide. Everything what you are mentioning is true when you have to deal with that evil. I won the case after 5 years turturing in the court, without a lawyer, money, job, leaving with parents and I am 49 now. So, so much hurt and pain, a lot of crying even while walking outside... This is the most horrible thing in my life. 26 years of strugling and just trying to stay alive, coz suicide is not the option, that is exactly what these devils want. Sorry for my bad English, I hope you will understand what I am trying to say. God bless you!

Seeing 444 and was raised by narcs in the early 2000’s… it’s giving a Cinderella story lol I have plenty of stories… one is in 2005, this girl I met along my journey would come over to the house.. and I came back from the store with my dad.. I went upstairs and saw this girl was in my bedroom looking through my dresser, desk, what have you.. I had this feeling in my stomach..

When you are raised by a narcissist, you tend to get together with a narcissist. It's called familiar spirits. Spoken of in the Bible.

Thank you. Going through all what you talking about. Greets from Croatia Europe

You need to be careful that in the process of "recovery" you yourself do not become the abuser.