1:07 are we going to ignore the fact that this man just picked his ear and ate it?

Teacher: So what does your Dad do for a living? Kid: Drugs Teacher: *_-What_*

This guy is a genius. He boosted his engagement by fake eating earwax.

Acid and mushrooms have literally done more for my anxiety, depression and drug addictions in 3 months than 15+ years of therapy and rehab. Combo of micro dosing for a couple weeks and just having a major trip every Friday night. It has changed who I am fundamentally and I couldn’t be more thankful. God Bless everyone struggling out there, this is your path back to a happy normal life

"click on a psychedsubstance video" gets a psychedelic ad, from gaia

“Spending more time with family”, it’s crazy how that feeling kicks you almost like you’re sad but so relieved that u realized

Since I started micro dosing, I can honestly say I have feelings again. I am able to make connections again and appreciate life. Before I was feeling numb and detached.

this guy: talking about how he did drugs everyday for 5 months to heal himself from other drugs the chat: DID HE JUST EAT HIS EAR WAX??!!

Why hasn’t this man been on Joe Rogan’s podcast

Non shalantly picking and eating the ear wax was genius way to get everyone to comment. Cudos

I’m not enjoying the fact that all these comments are about him picking his ear cause this is actually a very interesting video and I was looking forward to people’s thoughts on it 😔

dont do shrooms everyday for 5 months, you will end up eating earwax.

''I Ate Assid, Shrooms and EARWAX Everyday For 5 Months, Here’s What Happened''

Also "Too much of anything is poison" is ancient wisdom and correct.

The algorithm, for some reason fed me this video and it may be exactly what I need. Not even the dosing part, but the meditation, the focus on being creative and forcing myself into a healthy routine. I've been literally falling apart and knowing what I need to do, thinking about it and not doing a fucking thing about it. KZfaq may have for once, done a good thing here.

Dare officer: lsd kills brain cells forever LSD: regenerates braincells

He really said “I can’t rhyme worth a lime” instead of “I can’t rhyme worth a dime”. I guess he really can’t rhyme worth a lime

After him casually eating his ear wax, I've decided drugs aren't for me. Edit: Around 1:07

The hard truth about healing is that you have to stay sober and healthy, exercise, get outside, make those hard decisions and moves that you know you need to make but have been putting off. Accept you will never feel comfortable and adequate and happy all the time. Life is all about finding the beauty and peace in our suffering.

I’ve known about this dude for four years and just now found out he has kids 🤦🏼‍♀️

After taking psilocybin I began to also remember things from my childhood I thought I totally forgot and it made me super happy

"one molecule away from being crystal meth" any singular molecule is one molecule away from crystal meth

god hes so relatable. i swear to god everyone with adhd has the same personality

"one atom away from crystal meth" just to be clear that isn't always a signifier of two things having related effect on the body like carbon dioxide vs carbon monoxide

Bold move, Cotton. That was maybe the most boldly confident picking, examining, and eating of one’s own ear rations I’ve ever seen. 💀

instructions unclear: Took 5 months worth of Acid and Shrooms in one day.

Thanks for being so honest and genuine, this is incredibly intriguing and a great anecdote. Keep growing man!

10:30 THIS! This is what's saved me from so much suffering. I've overcome years of panic attacks by becoming more and more used to this practice of giving myself permission to panic. BEST thing that's worked. Everything I tried before was a desperate attempt to banish the panic attack when I felt it coming on. To fight it tooth and nail with relaxation techniques, forcing myself to try and meditate and do deep breathing. Trying to calm myself was, counterintuitively, making them WORSE because I was essentially ignoring what my mind and body were telling me. One day, I felt one coming on and for some reason just thought, well, here we go. Let's do this. It's going to happen whether you like it or not, whether you fight it or not. You're going to FEEL the anxiety and shake it out on the bed (looks like a seizure or something when it's bad) and then it will end like it always does. It was a surrendering feeling. I let my mind spin. I let myself shake. I let my heart pound. I allowed it. And my mind did spin, my body did shake, and my heart did pound. I let it happen. I soon noticed that it wasn't getting as bad as it normally would. I realized that, in the past, the shakes and heart pounding were actually made worse by fighting them with deep breathes and focusing on trying not to shake and just "relax". Trying to stop it made it worse. When I just laid there and shook like it was what was supposed to be happening, instead of this horrible traumatic event, it started to fade very quickly. It didn't reach the excruciating peaks it used to and lasted a fourth or a third of the time. Within a couple minutes I felt totally fine. Calm, even. Rejuvenated. The next few times I felt one coming on I did the same thing. I gave it permission to grab my attention, take over, and work itself out. They got shorter and less intense each time. It's been well over a year now and I haven't had a single panic attack. It's worked with other things too. Pain, sadness, anger, etc. I realized I was making all these "negative" things worse by avoiding them or trying to put them out like a fire with things like substances, meditation, relaxation, distraction, etc. The REAL suffering was in the RESISTANCE to these difficult feelings. Feel your pain, people. It's yours. Let it flow through you. That pain is reality and it's good for you.

In case you haven't figured it out - the earwax thing got you to comment on the video. That friends, is a genius ploy on the YT algorithm.

It sounds so dumb, but going through discomfort regularly and having a proper diet really improves everything

I saw the act of earwax eating.......forgot about everything he was talking about......came to the comments. Did not leave disappointed

This video was randomly recommended to me and I thought it’d be interesting to learn about LSD while I eat some pizza. The first 3 minutes of this video hit me like a bus. I’ve been on adderall and more recently vyvanse since I was 11 because of my ADD and I’m at a point in my college career where interesting topics don’t fascinate me anymore and I’m completely unable to initiate studying and overall dedicating every second of my life and my mind to the stress of my school work while also somehow learning and accomplishing nothing. I’ve been thinking maybe I need to get on a different medicine bc I’m already maxed out on vyvanse. Without my meds, I’m a narcoleptic zombie with a bottomless pit for a stomach. I accomplish nothing, gain weight and feel terrible about myself, so that’s not an option. Then this random video I click on after a long day of exams and gives me more answers, insight, hope that I can be my normal self again than I ever thought possible and raises so many questions I’m excited to look into. I think I’m going to take up meditating and get off these meds so I don’t damage my brain even more. I’ve never left a comment on a video, but if you see this, thank you so much for your transparency and for sharing you journey and your knowledge. A million times thank you.

When I was so close to just giving up I found that shrooms make me feel more alive and more into everything than I have felt in years, so I decided to microdose for about two months straight, everyone noticed almost immediately I was just more alive and had color in me again. I stopped taking shrooms about five months ago and I feel better about life. I don’t have such a negative outlook on life now I see there’s more possibilities I can achieve. I hope no one sees this because it’s embarrassing but I just felt like dropping my experience :)

"Psychedelic seem to have brought us out of a state of almost sleep" WILL YOU STOP

I thought true microdosing was at a dose you don’t really feel, not at a level that would induce that feeling of anxiety?

The music in the transitions is hilarious! For someone who’s never done this, that music will totally freak them out. For one who has, however, it’s indescribably funny! Like, it shows the absurdity of the things we’re afraid of. Great video, brother. I’ll be watching the rest of your content, in time.

Talking about your brain is your brain referring to itself in the third person.

apparently eating assid every day for 5 months gets you hella jacked.

I don’t take psychedelics but this was damn interesting. The fact that you bonded more with your children made so much sense to me. Everyday I’m guilty of following those temporary and useless dopamine triggers instead of things that matter more. Makes me want to change that about myself.

Albus Dumbledore: Alas...Earwax

Meditation is often misunderstood. People think they have to strain to clear their minds. That doesn't work. A very concise description of meditation is simply "zoning out". Yep, that's all it is. Thoughts spontaneously occur in a living brain -- no matter how hard you try to stop thinking, you're going to think anyway. Meditation is simply not bothering to grab onto thoughts and analyze them to their logical conclusion. Imagine your mind is your front yard and your thoughts are autumn leaves. You can chase down every leaf and stuff it in a garbage bag, but there will always be more leaves blowing in from elsewhere. Just sit down and watch the leaves until they blow away. That's all meditation is.

This man is the Johnny sins of psychedelics

THAT IS AMAZING! Your transformation is astonishing and you have obviously worked extremely hard for it my hat goes off to you and keep going, transformativly amazing

"I felt more connected to things that mattered in my life" Oh dysthymia my old friend...

This man has actual shrooms on his desk and still gets monetized, while his completely innocent videos are age restricted

I took antidepressants for almost 20 years of my life. For the last two months starting with ayahuasca then into daily dmt use I am now off of antidepressants and have never felt more happy or more alive. So far it’s been the best thing I’ve ever done for myself. I love psychedelics.

wife walks in: what drugs is that dude on? me: Well thats pretty complicated

I have the same problem, I’ll get so much done but there’s so much more to do and I don’t never feel fully satisfied bc there’s always so much more to be done... I tell myself all the time GOD DAMN WHY CANT I JUST EXIST WITHOUT ANY OBLIGATIONS FOR AWHILE. It’s always one thing after the other. But then I realized you gatta be loving and compassionate with yourself. You’re doing good and you’ve got a lot done, there will always be more to do but be proud of yourself that you wake up everyday and you keep going. Don’t downplay yourself man you’re doing great. 🖤

Ad: ‘it’s taking us out of a state of almost sleep’ Me: 😑 Video: starts Me: 😀

Scientists: "What?! We can't do that, that's too unethical!" KZfaqrs:

I was put on Adderall at a young age and was on it for around 10 years before I felt that breaking point and refused to take it anymore. Wasn’t till a while later when I realized it really fucked my brain up. I feel all that, memory problems and it really is the worst feeling. Thank you so much for putting this out there cause there’s a lot of people who aren’t able to understand. I love what you teach and the content you create and always look forward to your videos.

Most ppl say “don’t do drugs kids” This guy “ hey do drugs it might make you smarter” 😂😂😂😂😂

My father, near my 18th birthday, admitted that he micro-doses shroom to cure his cluster headaches. It’s still his only working medication. It was an amazing thing to hear from him, truly, and I appreciate people that use psychedelics for their own betterment. Thank you!

you know the acid is kicking in when you are eating earwax

Yeah, you raised your vibration out and away from the frequency of fear (toward)before embarking on ur substantial journey. Awesome video~thanks. I wasn't even sure there was another person alive who lived as "clean" as me. I needed to see this yeah. Love & light bro

Thank you man. I’m at the beginning of my healing journey, I’m still getting used to meditate for 10 minutes. Sharing your experience encourages me!

Adam: be scared Ad: psychedelics seem to have taken out of this dream like state.

Trying to get around that KZfaq algorithm huh lol

one of the few youtubers i actually believe when they say they love their fans

first video back in about 2-3 years and holy shit, this is all so amazing to see

I really like that you addressed the fact that you didn't _just_ microdose for a while thinking that would be enough to change your life by itself. You were also meditating (thankfully, as the video describes,) as well as a lot of other important practices, and that's the key to improving one's life: an actual spiritual practice. I think a lot of people shy away from the idea of a spiritual practice because they mistakenly confuse the idea of spirituality with religion, or a spiritual practice with religiosity. Elephants are gray, but not all gray things are elephants. Religion is a spiritual practice, but not all spiritual practices are religion/religious. It's not surprising that a person, any person, who's very invested in social culture can vastly improve their life and mind state by stepping back from that unnatural amalgam of manmade, unnatural, affected, arbitrary, external rules and reward systems, and start to focus on their own wellbeing and spiritual needs and real, internal, natural reward systems (in a healthy and balanced way,) and focus on what they actually need, work that they actually need to do instead of what their culture wrongfully says they need or should want. Culture is not your friend, and the best way to be happy is to put in the relatively easy and minor work required to attend to your own, real needs. The Bhagavad Gita frames work as a privilege in life, and it's not wrong. We in the west only have a negative connotation for the word "work" because we associate it with jobs, bosses, unhappy hours spent away from home, etc., but that's not what the word "work" really means, that's just one relatively new, usually very negative, unenjoyable, often poorly compensated timesink of an example. Work just means "the process of getting through some kind of challenge." And 100% of the most valuable things in life come from challenges. All of them.

This dude's the drug version of Sean Evans

I think the fact that you can come out of all the addiction and realize this after taking psychedelics is so awesome and further proves that it can help :’) thank u for making these videos I also felt a lot better even after a few trips and I don’t feel like I ever want to do it anymore.

Very authentic! I love the part where you are so real and honest !! So all the video :)

"What you resist , persists. What you chase, will run. What you run from will chase you" Man thats some food for thought. I am going to borrow that one.

he looks like the guy from split

I fucki’n love your editing man! Please do more of that! Have followed your channel for a while now and I love everything about it! Love from Sweden!

The journey of understanding and exploring consciousness is neverending - great video!

Stretch. Meditate. Strength train. Train your heart. Watch what you put in your body. Try to be less of an asshole. Enjoy life.

Adam: Guys, here's complex and very interesting topic! Comments: EARWAX

Last time I did too many mushrooms I had to call my friends over to come spoon me in bed to calm me down from nearly falling off the edge of reality

Love yah brother, keep on doing what you need to do not just to recover but also to constantly improve.

"Hi, I'm rave Sean Evans and this is the show with hot trips, and even hotter hallucinations"

Last year I started doing lsd in the summer and kept doing them like twice a month for a few months and it really changed my perspective on food. I'm grateful for stopping seeing food as a pleasure and seeing it as fuel instead. To this day I don't get many sugar cravings and I'm more aware of the stuff that I eat.

I never really tried meditation but I always hear about people doing it all the time. You were the first to actually have it make sense to me. Your process of beginning mediation and how it allowed you to really hear and see what thoughts are there and learning which ones are worth grabbing ahold of. Just makes me realize I can do this too.

Dude your page is awesome and helpful I appreciate you for posting all these videos

"what happens after 5 months of acid?" 1:07 *eats ear booger* Ah.. noted

"Psychedelics seem to have brought us out of a state of almost sleep"

Was very interested in the information I thought I would get from this video.. but couldn't get past about the first 5 mins because of all the super entertaining silliness..... keep it up

"I used my KZfaq revenue to do drugs for 6 months" is the real title of this video lol

I’m here for adams IDGAF energy. Earwax and all.

Meth and Adderall are very similar?.. Holy crap! .. well that explains A LOT!!!

Everyone who's ever taken acid has stared at tree bark, EVERYONE

i freaking love this channel! keep going man.

I’ve also felt the need to be more like my child self. I’m a far cry from that person. It’s not that I’ve declined it’s just that I’ve changed. And I want more of those roots to return.

Suffered years from crippling OCD. One day of mushrooms practically healed years worth of trauma. In just one day. I still have a residue of the OCD triggers but I no longer act on them and it has been beautiful. I truly believe mushrooms can help with depression and completely believe that they work. And it's true what they say. Do not fight the trip, the harder you fight it, the harder it fights back. Even when it opens doors you don't want it too, look in, take a peek. Like he says, there's a reason it's being revealed.

This is the most accurate description I’ve come across 💯

I love that most of the comments on this aren't even about the subject matter, but instead about the earwax incident at 1:07

Are we just going to act like he didn’t just eat his ear wax ?!

1:08 Does eating earwax potentiate the effects of microdosing at all?

"brb my house is on fire" is something I say when I'm listening to someone self indulge.

Woah 5 months! That’s really long. Thank you so much for the video! Very very interesting

This man ate shrooms every day for 5 months. Here's what happened to his brain.

He’s an absolute genius if he ate his own ear wax super low key for publicity 😂😂😂

I agree with the uncomfortable feelings doing this. I'd say it's largely uncomfortable without a good meditation practice like you're saying, and it's a really good insight that you allow them in and really dig into the negative emotion. I do have to wonder if the meditation practice supersedes the microdosing, it's such a powerful practice. The sleep (in the sense that you're doing it in accordance to a "natural" circadian rhythm) and exercise schedule are super good too. My thoughts are that microdosing is a good catalyst to healthy behavior that really creates change. I will say the psychedelics boost creativity fully on their own, which makes sense based on the way that they change (going to sound ignorant here, I don't understand neurology as it pertains to this well) the pathways through which your brain processes thoughts. One thing I've found, and this pretty much pushes on superstition, is that it really helps inter-personally, and from my experiences it's like you're more tuned into a collective consciousness which helps. This is obviously speculation and kinda "hippy shit" but I have a hard time letting go of the thought after what I've been through. There's a more realistic scenario in which the minor ego dissolution provides the opportunity for better relationships just due to the fact that self interest at a certain threshold become prohibitive to the purity, so to speak, of interactions with others. Anyway, I enjoyed the video, the fringe science of it all is really cool. Your approach was really solid mixing LSD and Psilocybin to account for the rapid tolerance developed to psychedelics.

I'm glad you're doing good, man, it makes life easier.

i watched this with ad block, then rewatched twice cause i forgot they screw u with ur monetization. Watched 4 ads for ya! I'm happy ur back!

After Adam became dissatisfied with the psychedelics he was taking he decided to start an even harder drug, Warhammer.

Good to see you back!