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Ro Mitchell

Ro Mitchell

Жыл бұрын

let's be friends!
instagram: @rorecovering 🪐 / rorecovering
personal instagram: @roisinmitc ☁️ / roisinmitc
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i know it’s a bit of an intense one today, i just really need to work on these things now. c-ptsd recovery is difficult ❤️
📚 f a q
⤷ how old are you?
21 years old :)
⤷ where are you from?
hampshire, uk 📍
⤷ what do you film with?
canon g7x mark ii and iPhone 13 pro
⤷ what is your name / how do you say it?
my name is Roisin and it's pronounced ro-sheen, but i shorten it to Ro

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@florencereeves845
@florencereeves845 Жыл бұрын
you don’t sound crazy at all- you’re the only person i’ve ever heard talk about the way i feel. you can do this and you deserve a happier life ro!
@RoMitchell
@RoMitchell Жыл бұрын
thank you 🤍 sending love !! xxx
@djenne514
@djenne514 Жыл бұрын
Just this. This sounds not crazy at all. Feel the same.❤
@Feminazi1dc
@Feminazi1dc Жыл бұрын
@@RoMitchell Yes! Not crazy at all, it is a phobia after all which fundamentally means an "irrational" fear. Yours is more "rational" than mine though, Im deathly afraid of autoflush toilets. I will literally pee outside
@godperfectedyou4093
@godperfectedyou4093 Жыл бұрын
@@RoMitchell 🌷❤ My love for you is pure and true, Your character shines like the morning dew. Your mind is sharp and wise, Your spirituality a beautiful surprise. Your beauty radiates from within, A heart full of love and kindness therein May your life be filled with love and light, May your path be blessed with all that's right. You are a treasure to behold, A precious gem worth more than gold. I am grateful for the gift of you, My love for you forever true. My love for you is like the stars above, Endless and eternal, full of love. Your character shines like the sun, A true reflection of the Almighty One. Your mind is sharp and wise, A fountain of knowledge that never dies. Your spirituality is a beautiful sight, A beacon of hope in the darkest night. Your beauty radiates from within, You are a treasure to behold, A precious gem worth more than gold. Your body parts are a work of art, Each one a masterpiece that sets you apart. And your love and affection is what makes me weak. And your encouragement and smile makes me strong and keeps me going on Your love for God is pure and true, A testament to your faith that shines through. Your fear of Him is a sign of respect and love to him, A virtue that makes you perfect. Refraining from sin and ill behavior, Shows your strength and good character. Your beauty is for my eyes only, A privilege that makes me feel holy. Addicted to you, I will always be, For your love is my only destiny. Wise advice I give to you today, Cherish your love and never stray. Stay true to yourself and your beliefs, For they are the foundation of your relief. Love with all your heart and soul, And let God's light guide you to your goal. May your life be filled with love and light, May your path be blessed with all that's right.🌷❤ WoW!!! You are too beautiful.. whomever see you should believe that God is true and real.. and whenever I see you I feel like Iam in a dream.. And when we wake up we will all realize that all this life was nothing but a dream and that only God is whats true and real.. ❤🌷😘 Even if I didn't see you or touch you or even smell your lovely scent/perfume nor heard your lovely voice.. you still exist. The universe science says was not always there it had a beginning point the big bang meaning it was begun initiated in other words created, thus there should be a creator, there must be a God, we don"t see God and we don"t know the essence of God thats a different story, But we see how things in the universe obey rules and we see some wisdom in things indicating he is knowledgeable and wise, and we see different things many verity of things and creatures and that indicates the capability of God, and we also see that all things are made of almost the same thing for example everything is made-up of particles and energy and space or vacuum, meaning they share a similarity some how indicating unity Which proves that the creator of all things is one One God for all of us And God is the creator of space and time and time and space came together they were created together Meaning that God is not found within the space time dimension And is greater than to be contained within space and time frame and borders, also whatever was proven to exist-the universe proves the existence of God- but was not proven by scientific facts and evidence-&not by logic alone-to not have had a beginning point it means that there is a possibility that That thing may have existed all the time and was not begun or created and thus has no creator,, the universe proves the existence of God but God not proven by scientific evidence & not logic alone that he had a beginning point, so God may have existed all the time, yes God existed all the time if God proven to exist but had no beginning point also that means he has no creator. God initiated everything and he repeats things too, and thats clear we see many cycles of things, water cycle, animal and plants food chain cycle, God created this life and it is only a temporary sample or an example of a coming everlasting one which could be either in heaven paradise or in hell. If we try to be good humans in life and try to obey God and his messengers and those whom rightly represent them, then we will go to heaven/paradise, if not we will go to hell fire and burn in it forever.
@StrangeAnd_Unusual
@StrangeAnd_Unusual Жыл бұрын
you don’t have to keep reiterating how grateful you are for the things that you do have. your struggles are not undermined by other peoples’. i hope that things get better for you soon.
@kttt4829
@kttt4829 Жыл бұрын
as another 21 year old girl spending most of her time staying/ feeling trapped in the house im so proud of you for making yourself more accountable to making changes! and (not to put any pressure on you at all!!) im sure you documenting even the smallest steps will help me on my own journey as well :) this video has already helped me to feel less alone
@RoMitchell
@RoMitchell Жыл бұрын
thank you so much 🤍✨
@sippinlean277
@sippinlean277 Жыл бұрын
​@@RoMitchell please turn to Jesus please he loves you so much and died on the cross for you and your family and friends
@tddinhlv
@tddinhlv Жыл бұрын
@@sippinlean277 ok?
@janedoex1398
@janedoex1398 10 ай бұрын
Just discovered the channel....I have the opposite problem: I CAN go out but where to ? Who with ? To the dentist and hopefully to some scopes. I might be the only one who is thrilled to maybe. ( I have to ask if they agency will really pay for it ) afford to get shoved tubes down into my throat, stomach and intestines, but not under anaesthetics - only sedatives so I don't loose control -even if I need to clean out my intestines to get answers! And have an MRI for an Adenoma that should have been checked 2017.
@brebeeb
@brebeeb Жыл бұрын
The reason I watch this channel is for the shared joy of watching you grow and flourish. You're the team captain, if you say we're challenging agoraphobia, we're cheering for you.
@RoMitchell
@RoMitchell Жыл бұрын
oh this is so sweet. thank you 🥰
@lucypevensie4367
@lucypevensie4367 Жыл бұрын
@@RoMitchell This is exactly how I feel. I felt so proud of you watching you conquer your ED, and I know I'll be just as proud of every small step you take to conquer your agoraphobia, even if agoraphobia is more difficult for me to understand than an ED. Take good care of yourself, share what you want/need to share on this platform, and we'll be here cheering you on
@nikolasincorporated
@nikolasincorporated Жыл бұрын
I can’t like this comment enough. We’re all on team Ro! 💯💯💯
@alexandrapoppywardrobinson8309
@alexandrapoppywardrobinson8309 Жыл бұрын
felt this so much - i'm agoraphobic and have panic disorder and even hearing you speak about your struggles is helping me so much ! thank you Ro 🥺 we got this
@RoMitchell
@RoMitchell Жыл бұрын
we can do this 🤍 it’s scary but it’s okay! x
@heywilla
@heywilla Жыл бұрын
even though i don't deal with this issue specifically, i definitely relate to feeling held back by mental health. like i want to do more and go out more but i don't feel "brave" enough. my therapist tells me opposite action applies to that stuff too! i'm excited for this series
@RoMitchell
@RoMitchell Жыл бұрын
thank you 🤍 i think it’s an issue a lot of people with mh struggles deal with in one way or another! x
@lotterowberry-oy6co
@lotterowberry-oy6co Жыл бұрын
I am literally sat watching this balling my eyes out and my heart in my stomach because I feel the exactly the same. My ed recovery was scary but I feel suffocated all the time with my ptsd. I feel like my life is never going to not be terrifying and lonely but I have no one who even notices I’m trapped in my own body and I’m miserable but I’m just pathetic to the ones around me; thank you for understanding how I feel Ro. Yet again, an inspiration to me
@MissEllzo
@MissEllzo Жыл бұрын
sending love!
@elkitse1158
@elkitse1158 Жыл бұрын
You are strong!
@letsgolesbians9617
@letsgolesbians9617 Жыл бұрын
I'm chronically ill and because I've been bedbound after leaving the house and pushing it too far before, I'm terrified to leave the house because I never know when I've done too much and going to end up literally paralysed and stuck for days. I need to challenge that because leaving the house is the only way I can mentally cope, so I will be joining you in my own paced and gentle way. We're all with you, and all rooting for you. You CAN do this
@babysheep2162
@babysheep2162 Жыл бұрын
Do you have ME/cfs by any change? Because same
@letsgolesbians9617
@letsgolesbians9617 Жыл бұрын
@@babysheep2162 People keep telling me I might! But because of my living situation I can't get diagnosed. I have a few conditions, but they don't explain my PEM-y symptoms. If I do have ME it's mild but I certainly have chronic fatigue haha. Sending love and spoons
@jaidenhart1870
@jaidenhart1870 Жыл бұрын
I also have PoTS (I saw you commented on another vid mentioning that you have PoTS) so I feel this 100%. I desperately want to go out and adventure and meet new people but it physically drains me for days afterwards so I stay at home most of the time. Currently learning to strike the balance for my mental and physical wellbeing. Wishing you the best!! 🙂
@arthriticwarrior5291
@arthriticwarrior5291 Жыл бұрын
I am the same, I have severe Psoriatic Arthritis and the line between moving enough and moving too much is as fine as fishing line.
@letsgolesbians9617
@letsgolesbians9617 Жыл бұрын
@@jaidenhart1870 Felt this haha. Sending spoons!
@robkalmes853
@robkalmes853 Жыл бұрын
I don’t suffer from ptsd or anything similar to it, but I think you’re very brave and strong for choosing to challenge yourself. I started following you when I properly realised I had an ED and needed to change things, and while I still have a long way to go, your videos motivate me, even when they’re not ED recovery-related. You show me that it’s worth trying and that you will get there.
@montserratsanchez9696
@montserratsanchez9696 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your honesty Ro💗
@tawwy7844
@tawwy7844 Жыл бұрын
you can do this ro!!! you’ve got so much strength and bravery (but also be patient with yourself too ofc💕)
@inbodiednature3904
@inbodiednature3904 Жыл бұрын
You're amazing. Bringing what scares and or shames you to light is power!
@abbielund6303
@abbielund6303 Жыл бұрын
You will do this. We are all so proud of you!!
@victorianwhovian
@victorianwhovian Жыл бұрын
You’re amazing Ro, been following you for a few years now and I love seeing you grow❤
@maryfleur222
@maryfleur222 Жыл бұрын
Same girl you’re not alone but we‘ll get through this i am so sure♥️
@elinorgriffith9811
@elinorgriffith9811 Жыл бұрын
im so proud of you! as you once said - be kind to yourself xx
@hanelizaabeth
@hanelizaabeth Жыл бұрын
we’re here for you every step of the way, you can do this ro!❤️
@edi165
@edi165 Жыл бұрын
you can do this!! We are all here for you Ro. It's time to live your best life queen
@mirchen01
@mirchen01 Жыл бұрын
God I’m so proud of you for making this decision, u can do this ❤
@sherlockianmuser
@sherlockianmuser Жыл бұрын
We’re with you all the way Ro! And I’m sure all the lessons you’ve learnt throughout recovery so far will be no doubt be helpful with whatever comes next. Wishing you the best of luck!
@katieh2552
@katieh2552 Жыл бұрын
This is so awesome!!! You’re doing amazing already! We are all here for you, you can do this!
@aco6119
@aco6119 Жыл бұрын
good for you ro!! i totally relate with you. You can do it ! 🫶🏼🤎✨
@phoebebeeee
@phoebebeeee Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing more about your struggles, Ro💕 I feel the same way a lot of the time and no one really talks about it. I am excited for you and cheering you on!
@emiliamclelland8294
@emiliamclelland8294 Жыл бұрын
youve conquered so so much and you will get through this barrier! youve helped so many people (including myself) and this can and help so many people too! youve got this ro!!
@ellahill5768
@ellahill5768 Жыл бұрын
I can’t wait to see this journey because I love seeing your growth. You’ll smash it, one small step at a time ❤
@PastelPunzel
@PastelPunzel Жыл бұрын
Thank you!!! I’ve never had anyone explain how I feel as much as you have! I believe in you, you can do hard things!
@joanndeason2847
@joanndeason2847 Жыл бұрын
I am so incredibly proud of you for facing your fears. I have faith in you and can't wait to see you on that train to London some day!
@pixiesage828
@pixiesage828 Жыл бұрын
You’re incredible and I’m proud of you everyday, such a pure soul x
@gemmarobinson6031
@gemmarobinson6031 Жыл бұрын
proud of you girl, and excited to see you smash this journey
@arin4395
@arin4395 Жыл бұрын
wishing you all the best , ro !! you're completely capable of overcoming anything you set your mind to . we n your loved ones are sticking w/you through it all
@mione_alone
@mione_alone Жыл бұрын
i'm very happy you've chosen to start sharing this side of things a bit more and start challenging yourself more. i'm really proud of you, and as someone with ptsd myself i can sort of relate to how you feel. you are loved and inspire many of us to keep going, you're amazing
@kotpijemleko
@kotpijemleko Жыл бұрын
So proud of you
@main574
@main574 Жыл бұрын
Ro i feel for you so much, i am dealing with the same thing and i know that you are so strong and can do this! i’m so proud of you for getting to where you are right now❤️
@harrietelizabeth5746
@harrietelizabeth5746 Жыл бұрын
Sending all the love possible. Just remember that you are such a strong person and can do so much and I know that you will meet your goal. I always remembered during my ed recovery you saying feel the fear and do it anyway. Stay strong ro and thank you for everything you do xx
@alexwilliams5223
@alexwilliams5223 Жыл бұрын
So proud of u ro X u got this
@chocolateoreo6489
@chocolateoreo6489 Жыл бұрын
You are so strong and I'm so sorry you struggle with this love! We all believe in you, recovery is scary in any terms, but you have the strength to overcome this❤ we believe in you (:
@missmxxn
@missmxxn 10 ай бұрын
you're such an inspiration
@alysmansfield
@alysmansfield Жыл бұрын
We love you so much! I’m excited to see you continue growing in all aspects of your life and challenging the hard things. I’m proud of you ❤️
@santjevana8279
@santjevana8279 Жыл бұрын
Ro! You are such a strong person. Look how far you've come! I'm sure you will do this, and perhaps you will help other people too!
@lauraa8521
@lauraa8521 Жыл бұрын
you're doing so well with everything! not just ur ed recovery, although people may seem to focus on that, but with your CPTSD even just walking by yourself twice in the last two weeks is progress:) and you can do even more as u progress, we can see your potential too, and we're always here to help. ive loved your videos since the first, and you've come so far. lots of love
@jen6790
@jen6790 Жыл бұрын
thank you so much for sharing this!! it's amazing to hear another 21 year old girl being real and honest and human, we love you ro
@jocyw4832
@jocyw4832 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this. My struggles are a little bit different but I feel you with the avoiding but knowing you’re avoiding and wanting to change. It’s hard, but we’re gonna get through this. I mean look at how far we’ve come already!!
@emilyerin1094
@emilyerin1094 Жыл бұрын
We’re cheering you on Ro! Even if I don’t understand c-ptsd as much as I do ED/ED recovery, it’s incredibly useful to see someone trek through that struggle. I’m a healthcare provider and sit with ppl through these moments, so your honesty is incredibly valuable to me and the people I encounter
@nevafuller2935
@nevafuller2935 Жыл бұрын
I am so glad that we'll be able to see these parts of your growth and journey. I feel incredibly lucky and you ARE helping people, I can say that from my own experience. Thank you for sharing and continuing to inspire so many. You've got this!!! I am so grateful for you opening up about this as someone who struggles with paranoia and relates a ton to not feeling safe, even in your own home. Thank you
@jaidenhart1870
@jaidenhart1870 Жыл бұрын
This is EXACTLY what I've been thinking and feeling the past few weeks, but even stronger the past few days. I'm fully here for this content, Ro!! We can do this!
@reaganlanghofer7613
@reaganlanghofer7613 Жыл бұрын
This is not stupid or anything like that. I'm so proud of you for wanting to take these steps to overcome this anxiety. I know you can do this!
@JackieOlson
@JackieOlson Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your journey with PTSD, I remember feeling this same way 3 years ago. It does get better and you will be independent again. You are going to help so many people see that of you can do it and get better and eventually fully heal they can too!
@ma-qb9kc
@ma-qb9kc Жыл бұрын
I struggle with trauma from the past too, Watching you challenge yourself would be really helpful for me too, we are all rooting for you ❤️❤️❤️
@MarieA38
@MarieA38 Жыл бұрын
Just the fact that you sound so determined to get better and recover from your cptsd makes me incredibly hopeful that you will get through this, just look at how far you’ve come with your ed recovery, you’re so strong Ro and can achieve anything you set your mind to ❤
@ltaguian6677
@ltaguian6677 Жыл бұрын
ro you’re just an angel, we’ll always be here for you as are for us! i can’t wait to start this new journey with you and i’m sure this will still help us even if we have different challenges 💫 lots of love and support♥️
@kasilee_06
@kasilee_06 Жыл бұрын
I've been waiting for this type of video Ro! I'm so proud of you!!💕 I love you girl and we are all here for you!!
@ashleyhewitt
@ashleyhewitt Жыл бұрын
I always admire how wise you are toward your struggles & how aware you are of what place you're in and what is best for you. I totally think sharing your PTSD struggles on KZfaq would be great and as someone who doesn't know much about C-PTSD, I'd be so interested in learning more about it and seeing more of your journey! ❤
@mariamapes2942
@mariamapes2942 Жыл бұрын
I just want you to know that you’re not alone, i struggle with similar things and there aren’t many people online who talk about it so thank you for using your platform to help others and push yourself too 💕 I’m so proud of you and I know you can get through this xx
@EveWheeler-rx2dd
@EveWheeler-rx2dd Жыл бұрын
Awh Ro🥺 You are so strong and thank you for being transparent and honest xx
@bethanysmith7927
@bethanysmith7927 Жыл бұрын
I cannot wait to go on this journey with you Ro!! I’m sure you already know that it won’t always feel easy, but you have already proven that you are such strong and brave human being and I will be here with you every step of the way, sending so so so much love ❤️
@celestet.9
@celestet.9 Жыл бұрын
aw ro! although i personally don't relate to this situation i am so HERE for the upcoming content. its the least i can do after you've helped me and so many others recover from their eds and i KNOW you're not alone in what you're going through now. we believe in you!!!
@fionaprestemon9472
@fionaprestemon9472 Жыл бұрын
The way you described being in the grey area of recovery from ED/trauma/whatever else and desperately trying to find the motivation to push yourself to one side is exhausting was spot on. Thank you for showing up as you are
@lrb.277
@lrb.277 Жыл бұрын
Showing your vulnerability is the important first step and I’m very proud of you for wanting to change, I believe in you and I believe that you can be the happiest version of yourself, you’re and inspiration to so many people Ro and you deserve to be happy ❤
@rachelsena5176
@rachelsena5176 Жыл бұрын
i totally understand how you're feeling, you're not alone. you are stronger than you think❤
@hanelno
@hanelno Жыл бұрын
GO GO GO RO! We’re rooting for you! So proud of the work you have done and how far you have come with ed recovery. You can do this too! I don’t have an ed. but when I found your channel your courage blew me away and I am so inspired by and so in awe of your strength. I’m 10 years your senior and I have just been watching all this time rooting for you and being inspired by you. You can do this ❤
@lorenal9471
@lorenal9471 Жыл бұрын
I’ve never related to someone more, literally everything you say / your struggles, I feel so seen and heard. I’ve always felt like I was the only one who felt like this
@natascha_mephisto
@natascha_mephisto Жыл бұрын
You are such a great help! Thank you so much and I am sure this will help me too. This video alone helped me see a little clearer and feel a little less alone with my struggles♥
@brookepaintain
@brookepaintain Жыл бұрын
so proud of you for sharing this🤍 you’re inspiring so many others - you’ve got this girl! you’re so so strong :) step by step 💘
@isabellaward-xx2qu
@isabellaward-xx2qu Жыл бұрын
This actually resisnates with me so much and honestly has made me feel more comfortable in my own skin and knowing im not alone in my struggles. I have really bad ocd and ik its different but there are so many things that are similar. I always feel that people will think im mad and that its ridiculous I can’t touch things and can’t even touch my own shoes and door handles. Please dont let yourself think you’re crazy, theres definitely people out there who get you! Thankyou so much for everything you do and for being so open! You deserve the world and please know struggling doesn’t make you ungratfeul!!!❤
@Delorkay
@Delorkay Жыл бұрын
i think it's super brave to share this as well as really clear taking accountability. I found that when i was going through a similar thing after covid, talking through it with my therapist revealed not just a fear of what was around me but a lack of trust in myself because of how i'd treated myself before. Took a long time to start building that trust with myself again but it's so valuable and now its not that I dont get scared or anxious, i do, but i can trust myself to handle it if those anxieties come true. You got this Ro
@luann4691
@luann4691 Жыл бұрын
I am so so incredibly proud of you and how open you are. You are such an Idol for showing us how you actually want to change. That is so bold and it gives me goosebumps. We believe in you, you can do it and you already come so far with so many things. We are here for you ro❤
@clarat.simonsen4232
@clarat.simonsen4232 Жыл бұрын
I love your eyes
@bee-2000
@bee-2000 Жыл бұрын
seeing anyone opening up about their fears & fighting to overcome them is so inspirational. Your videos will help everyone, either through education & raising awareness or encourage others recovering from mental health illness. Your eating disorder videos have already helped me so much, but I've been stuck in a rut rather than committing to recovery. As my ED evolved as a coping mechanism to deal with intense confusion & fear of the world, I can somewhat empathise with your frustration at feeling too afraid to fully participate in life (I'm 23, living with parents, no social life, struggling to cope with even a local part-time job that doesn't make the most of the uni degree I battled so hard for). I have every confidence in you overcoming anything you set your mind to. you did it with ED recovery. You can do it for PTSD . I can only hope I can find the bravery in me that you've demonstrated. This is such a safe space & I'm so grateful that we can support each other on our recovery journeys 💗
@izzykaii
@izzykaii Жыл бұрын
Proud of you for wanting to make a change and I know you will get through this 💕
@brokeneggshell5041
@brokeneggshell5041 Жыл бұрын
you've overcome so much already and helped so many people in the process. making this video and the decision to challenge yourself in itself is a lot of progress. you deserve to use your platform for whatever's best for you, and there's no need to be hard on yourself for avoiding things. you're not at fault for your anxieties, and you are so so capable of overcoming this and living a fuller life, just know that you're not at fault. also, you absolutely do not sound stupid/ridiculous whatsoever, it's so good you're speaking about your struggles and there will always be someone who's grateful for that. at the same time, you're not obligated to always be helping people in every one of your actions and it's ok to just do what's best for you xx.
@cranberrytriangulum
@cranberrytriangulum Жыл бұрын
Hi Ro :) it's so refreshing to see people commit themselves to recovering from things and enabling their lives to be fuller, especially when I'm struggling myself. We're not judging you and you don't sound ungrateful, it sounds really hard but I believe in you and I'm glad you're sharing the journey with us
@hannaah3252
@hannaah3252 Жыл бұрын
u are a very strong person - i can tell only from the small parts of yourself you share here. u have proven once that hard things can be done when you truly want to. when there is a will there’s a way - u want to be free and so u will, i am sure of it!
@grace5136
@grace5136 Жыл бұрын
We’re right behind you❤️❤️❤️you’re not ungrateful you are HEALING.
@lucytrojanovich
@lucytrojanovich Жыл бұрын
I am so proud of you Ro. I know i'm a random person on the internet but I've been following your channel for 2 years now and I'm just so happy about how both of us have grown, in recovery and in life. and obviously I do not see your real life, but regardless. You're amazing.
@charlottemortimer3883
@charlottemortimer3883 Жыл бұрын
Thankyou so much for choosing to share your journey with us all. You definitely aren't alone. your content has helped me so much and I really look forward to your new content as it will help so many of us. proud of you x
@lunarperi
@lunarperi Жыл бұрын
It feels reassuring and less lonely to know that someone else my age also struggles going out and doing things on their own. I've been struggling with this ever since the first lockdown and the constant paranoia is so draining, both physically and mentally. But, deep down I believe that it will get better and won't always be like this. We've got this Ro!
@cinnam0nbagel
@cinnam0nbagel Жыл бұрын
I totally understand what you are saying 🥲 i struggle so much with going outside or even just meeting up with my friends because of my social anxiety, i constantly feel like i am beeing judged by everyone out there so i just rather not go outside but i finally got the courage to meet up with one of my friends on monday so hopefully i wont freak out!! You got this Ro we all belive in you, you can do thisss!!! ^^
@y0url0cald1saster
@y0url0cald1saster Жыл бұрын
ro, no matter whether it’s ed related or ptsd related content you post, you are just an incredibly inspiring person and you help so many of us! i’m so proud of you and sending you love and encouragement 🤍🤍
@gracetabrum5622
@gracetabrum5622 Жыл бұрын
Ro I am really proud of you! I have C-PTSD and have struggled with it for too many years. It means so much to see you speak up about this and share your experiences. Especially after you were such a big part of my recovery from an ed. You’ve made me realise how far I’ve come with my cptsd fears of other people outside the house, and I know you’ll get there bit by bit each day ❤ you’re already so strong and you’ve shown you can push yourself already 💗
@mariah_mcq
@mariah_mcq Жыл бұрын
im 24 and i relate so much to everything you said. I struggled a little with social anxiety pre covid and quarantine made it worse. I also currently work from home so I am always home. you're not alone, and I hope we both become comfortable enough one day with leaving the house and living our best lives!
@kmitchel__1036
@kmitchel__1036 Жыл бұрын
i feel like this a lot i have deep social anxiety at 30 from autism/ed . It's so hard because you want people but often they don't understand! You will get there and everyone here supports you and admires your inspiration xx
@frongsi536
@frongsi536 Жыл бұрын
You go girl. I believe in you. And I‘m excited to watch you achieve your goals. Xxx
@chloebogs6224
@chloebogs6224 Жыл бұрын
Aw Ro, that sucks but your feelings are totally justified. These things can be scary, you're not crazy. Acknowleding those feelings and choosing to face them head on is admirable & a massive step towards your goals. I have full belief that you will get there!!
@ft-dev
@ft-dev Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this. I really resonate with this struggle and have also struggle with this problem and giving exposure therapy my all. I have really bad anxiety going places myself especially walking/public transport. Thank you for taking us on your journey and I truly hope that it helps me as well!
@Backforthefuture
@Backforthefuture Жыл бұрын
I hear you, I really hear you! I remember after recovery and entering the world “recovered” I felt so vulnerable, like there was nothing to focus on to help me cope with the world. My thoughts were no longer taken up with food, weight or weigh loss (short version) and it was like my brain replaced this space that had been freed up with fear. Everything was too loud, bright and threatening.. I’m finding it hard to remember as it was over 20 yrs ago but I did come though the other side. You honestly made so much sense. ❤❤
@andreakletz5705
@andreakletz5705 Жыл бұрын
I think you are so brave and I really appreciate your openness and honesty. I'll be cheering for you and celebrating each step you take towards freedom. Try to be proud of yourself, you're not "crazy" or "ridiculous" and you will be helping other people to not feel so stigmatized and use these labels on themselves. You are so strong, I believe in you!
@daisyhands6782
@daisyhands6782 Жыл бұрын
the world is so beautiful and you deserve to see it !! xx and if you can get through an eating disorder you can get through anything :)🌈 you got this !
@_carlymj
@_carlymj Жыл бұрын
I get where you’re coming from Ro! I suffer with asd as well as anorexia and with that when leaving the house on my own I’m severely anxious, I rely on others to accompany me in town e.c because the fear of being on my own and the anxiety are so prominent. I feel so out of place in town on my own, almost vulnerable.Thank you for sharing this , you’re not alone 🤍🫶
@otsukaharu4501
@otsukaharu4501 Жыл бұрын
Needed this video today! I feel stuck as well and have to rely on people which often makes me feel like I am failing at life. I will stop hoping that it gets better and just do it. I will make it better and so can you 🫶🏼 Again, really grateful you made this video and looking forward to joining you on your journey! 💕
@agnestelford2680
@agnestelford2680 Жыл бұрын
acknowledgement of a problem and having a name for that difficulty is the first step to resolving anything. like you did the unthinkable and recovered from anorexia, you can become resilient to your c ptsd. stay positive, be as supportive to yourself as you’ve been for so many on this channel with eating disorders x
@Kraaaaaaaaaam
@Kraaaaaaaaaam Жыл бұрын
Exposure therapy is THE WORST, but it always works. Just sit with your fear and know that whatever you're going through - it will pass. When I had to do exposure therapy I sort of had this cheesy mantra: "There is nothing to fear but fear itself", and it really motivated me to go through with it, because it's so true. You're so strong Ro and you've always been such a gentle inspiration for me to face my fears. Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. I believe in you and I know you will get through this.
@emmavicary
@emmavicary Жыл бұрын
You’ve got this Ro, your doing amazing! We all believe in you 🤍🤍
@AC_2.4-10
@AC_2.4-10 Жыл бұрын
I admire your strength to share this Ro, and you are so not alone. I also admire your passion to make changes not for anyone else or because you think it’s what you should be doing, but that it’s your genuine desire to do so. I trust with all the support and love around you that you will meet your goals; in the perfect time. So be gentle on yourself. These are big steps. I believe in you. 🙏🏻❤️
@awriterscoffee
@awriterscoffee Жыл бұрын
I'm rooting for you☺ you can do this! And you will, but at your own pace. Don't rush it; it's normal to struggle. Take it a day at a time💕
@user-or2hz1po4r
@user-or2hz1po4r Жыл бұрын
I can't relate to the problems you've touched upon in this video however I'm excited to see your journey. You're such an incredible inspiring and strong person. And I'm forever grateful for how much you've helped me with my ed❤️❤️ You can do this, Ro! I believe in you
@aninn333disable3
@aninn333disable3 Жыл бұрын
hey ro! tank you so much because you are the reason i started recovery!
@hollsrecovering
@hollsrecovering Жыл бұрын
I don't think it sounds ridiculous at all that you find this recovery harder than ED recovery, I feel the same with my recovery from OCD + health anxiety. ED recovery feels easier to rationalise, or I feel it does, and I think it's much harder to explain this fear to other people but you can do this, we are all here for you; in whatever capacity that might be. You've achieved so much and we couldn't be prouder. And one thing I've learnt is, no matter how 'strange' or like 'no one else could possibly understand this thought I'm having' you are not ever alone with it (sorry for the paragraph!) x
@catew-w3816
@catew-w3816 Жыл бұрын
just wanted to say i feel the same, OCD is the most debilitating of all my diagnoses and it does feel like other people don't understand because it's so completely irrational most of the time, but to me it feels perfectly logical
@sarahvalentine5580
@sarahvalentine5580 Жыл бұрын
I'm so excited for you!! I for other reasons, was terrified of leaving my house alone for years. But I promise with hard work and the determination you clearly have, you can do it! I now happily do things on my own, it will change your life ❤
@marialuisapuga7924
@marialuisapuga7924 Жыл бұрын
You are truly amazing. This is you showing up for the best version of yourself. Even though I don't experience the same issue as you, your words were exactly what I needed to hear. It's not gonna get any closer if I stay still. I can't wait to see you conquer the world step by step! Much love ❤
@alexwattsstiglitzshyne1929
@alexwattsstiglitzshyne1929 Жыл бұрын
Same same same. Tysm for sharing. You helping so many people who don’t know what Ed’s and cptsd do to a persons life. You are incredibly brave person to put your story out to the public/ I could never do that. You are an inspiration for all-in recovery! No matter what the primary dysfunction* is
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