heyy guys!, long time no see. as you may know, I had some issues with the no beat version of I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore that was originally uploaded to spotify, do you want me to upload it again? would you listen to it? let me know!

A friend who understands your tears is much more valuable then a friend who only knows ur smile

Finally found the one type that I've been searching for 9 hours

She liked me, I grew feelings for her, she started liking another guy.

I feel like all I do in life is mess everything up... I can never make anyone happy, I make people mad, I waste peoples time. Listening to this makes me think about my life and all the mistakes I’ve ever made but it makes me feel relaxed at the same time...

Helps with my anxiety and panic attacks thanks for this

Just lost my lil sis she was only 3 she but she would of been 14 if she was still alive 🕊️🙏fly high sis hope ill see u soon one day :)

For everyone that feels depressed, don't surrender, YOU are the only one that can make your life good or bad, no one else, If you put get trough all the shit that you are living right now as a goal and effort reach that goal, you are going to make it, any pain is forever, just remember that, if you feel alone, remember that you are valuable even if you dont think so, everything will be okay, you just need to hold on and keep moving on. I'm telling this to you as a personal experience, because I already felt like shit and so depressed, but I just hold on with the pain and try to reach happiness, it's possible, you will see it soon, if you need to talk, DM me to my Instagram (@itsntz) and I will try to help you as much as I can, dont think that's everything is over, you have to live so many things and you will feel like your life is great, just be strong and you will get trough ANYTHING, I promise

Knowing a girl loves you as much as you love her is the best feeling in the world. I don’t want her to go.

Yep... I’m gonna be here awhile..

this is what suffering in silence sounds like

There is something so soothing about this that it makes me come back everytime

I CAN'T IMAGIN A WRLD WITHOUT YOU GONE 😔 💔

This song made me realize how life is such a wonderful thing but at the same time the most terrifying thing ever. What if you are meaningless or what if your not. What if nobody thinks about you or what if they do. Man sadness hits different when you know it’s all for nothing.

We were together and we had arguments and fights from trust issues and drama, it’s been over a year and now she decides to talk to me. Now she thinks because I care about her and I’m hurt imma let her back into my life. I’ve struggled so hard to forget her and done so much wrong to so many people just out of spite and with a text this girl can ruin my whole night

Today I found out that love doesn't exist. Stay woke guys.

Imagine someone saying they liked you as a crush , y'all call and chat everyday , and then somehow he starts liking another girl on now y'all don't even talk , but you still like him , Kinda sucks lol - Update : I just found out that when he said he liked me , he was actually lying.

This makes me feel safe and it travels me in another planet in a different world.It makes me feel too much and nothing at the same time

He picked me up when I was down. He picked up the pieces and put me together when I was broken. He used me. Took advantage of me. Messed with my head.... and moved on in less than a week with the girl he said was his best friend. Now we both pretend we don’t exist.

The feeling of being sad and helpless when everything is falling apart!

My last text message to her: _Sera, if you’re reading this, please just listen. I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done. I’ve loved you for many years. You’re my best friend, my one and only, my guardian angel, everything. Please. I don’t wanna lose you… I love you, Sera_

I DONT MISS YOU....... OK ... ,, I MISS THE PERSON I THOUGHT U WERE

I needed this. My ex framed me for something I didn’t do so I made a promise to her parents I’d let her go. 3 days later she has a boyfriend after we officially break up. 3 months later I still think about her💔

Thanks G really appreciate ya frfr 💯💯💯

The pain hurts when certain music comes on, same feeling as someone from your family dies, ITS STUCK IN YOUR HEAD AND IT WONT GO AWAY!!!, IT'S LIKE THIS RUSH OF ADDRENALINE AND HAPPINESS COMBINED, But turned into depression );

definitely finna make a edit with this, i love it

Thank you so much😔🖤

Beautiful

This is perfect thank you so much ❤️

THIS IS WAJT I NEEDED

I dont want to miss her bcs it hurts when i think about it.

Welcome gentleman there are many sad guys right here, we all have problems, different situations, different lives but we can’t give up, we need to fight forever, stay strong bros

Listening to this in the day is cool and all but at night, hits different

thanks man we appreciate this❤️

i like this a lot

I’m numb

I’m coming home soon...I promise

this was beautiful... I cried, thank you for this! It ans a lot to me

this hits different 😭

Thanks

Brooo i was talking with her......... Like 20 other guys:(

Doesn’t matter what class you’re in special needs or anything doesn’t matter you could do it believe and pray we all wish this world was peaceful but it’s really not at the end of the day

I'm always here for ppl but no ones here for me and yesterday I told my best friend that I feel like we r not close anymore and she was like "so u don't want me anymore" I told her that I didn't mean that but now she acts weird with me I'm just so broken rn bc she means the world to me and it's hard seeing her fade

Free download, mediafire: www.mediafire.com/file/r1v1zb4skwavg8n/reverb%252C_low_pitch_%252B_slowed_down.mp3/file

Trust me never trust anyone when they say forever back💔😔🔫

yk the feeling when you really know that no one cares about you :)):

Ouh man you got me

He said he is so happy to have have me but instead i see him being happier than ever with someone else

Perfect VRO

i cant seem to find you in this world, but i’ll find you in the next. i promise

Ahh! What a depressed Birthday. 🖤

Sometimes I feel like killing my self but when I listen to his music it makes me all better and I don’t feel depressed rip X ❤️❤️♾♾

The way this music makes me feel, it makes me think of the time I saw them or like I'm inlove. Idk if anyone else feels this way when they hear this

cant wait for another day of acting like i’m ok lmao.

Pain is okay but so you know gods pain

She killed me💔🩸❌

This makes me relax,but makes me cry aswell. Miss you X! Rest In Peace! We all love you!

i just wanna type something here but..I'm just speechless but great job editing!..

🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊 REST IN PEACE XXXTENTACION

I was literally talking to her but then she got away like no problem but for me it was a problem

It hurts me that he talks to me like he wants me but he has a girlfriend and fell for him :/ I got attached I feel like a homewrecker but I cant give up I'm so srry... I fell for him while I'm a second choice :(

i love you x

Somehow im hearing police sirens with this idk y but i love it

LLJ🖤🕊

Nobody knows the wars we fight in our heads

Slowed down, 10 hours version: kzfaq.info/get/bejne/Z7SXlrJlrdO4mXk.html

all the girls just say ew whenever I walk by. im popular but the popular un-popular kid, never invited to anything or even noticed. its hard growing up in 2021

I have nobody so I’m not sad that I lost somebody. I’m just sad that I haven’t experienced this hatred for love. Cuz I’m lonely, I’m just not like the rest. Yet I’m just as depressed.. I just wanted to feel like I belong, but nobody broke my heart yet. I’m terrified that it will happen someday. I’ll just continue avoiding love, cuz mentally I’m already hurt.

I can't seem to get you in this world but imma fight for you in the next life I promise😢

Do Not Let Depression Make you.Do not let your body define your soul let your soul define your body-Xxxtentacion

People who see this don't let this sadness take over your body instead go see nature trust me it makes me better 😭

How far will this hell continue...

"i dont wanna love my self so praying that they all love me cus u dont wanna"

I still remember listening to this song for a few days because I was sad my girlfriend asked to break up and said that she's wanted to focus on school so I accepted but when I went to the field I saw her kissing another man my heart hurts so much I think she asked to break up with me because she wanted to focus on school but it turned out that she was lying and had another man, but now I am better and don't feel sad anymore because there are girls who are kind and want to accept me as I am. which made me fall in love, she also loves me so me and her decided to date, now she is my new girlfriend

Compared to all the other comments who speak about how they've tried their hardest to succeed, or who have worked more than any other so their relationships wont fail; I have never tried. I can honestly say I dont remember a time where I've given it my all. What has that led me to? Nothing. I have succeeded at nothing, accomplished nothing and failed nothing. I am exactly that, nothing. Do I regret it? Maybe, but that is all I have ever known. I do not know how to try, or to work and slave away. All I know is to exist, and at this point I'm tired of being nothing and being a waste of space. I'm tired of watching others succeed or fail, try or not, I am tired. Does that mean I want to start trying? I wish, but I don't know where to even begin. I fear that while I try to start like a first grader, while everyone else around me is already in college. So I've come to a decision that death would be a better escape, and a better reward for others, than trying and failing. Perhaps that makes me weak and lazy, you'd be right. I've always admired scars and wished I had many. Why? Because they garner pity and care. They look cool because you imagine that person has been through a lot or is tough. That goes to show how weak I really am. And so I'm taking the easy way out and hope that who ever reads this, if anyone, sees this as a warning. Dont be like me, dont live on autopilot until you no longer can turn it off. Goodbye, Me.

Please don’t leave me. Please please

we like each other, then she started to losing feelings for me and idk what to do

i know u made this a long time ago but this was my heart when i realized my mom never loved me....

Ik You probally Are Going through Alot But i want You To Live your Life like there is no Tmrw,find your purpose in life,talk To God, and If your An Athlete Grind your Ass Off like there Is no Tmrw and You Will Make it Big, Believe Me. So Stay Strong King/Queen ❤️ Remember, you Are Loved and Cared for. You Dont Wanna Hurt Your Family Members Right? So Keep Going And I promise you Will make it. i believe In you. Get yourSelf motivated, let The Hate fuel you, and Just Grind! I love Yall❤️❤️

"I'm alive but I'm dead. "-XXXtentacion

💔

Xxxtentacion if he is still here which I hope he is always and always is and was very inspiring and gave the best words ever i wish he will be here one last time because he great 😢😅😂❤🎉

🤦🏽‍♀️can't believe I'm back but it just feel good to get this off my chest , I still got feelings for him im trying everything to move on but it's so hard I try everything to talk to him but everytime we talking he just stops talking to me or just leaves me on seen idk wat else to do this shit hurts like I've never missed someone this bad like ... I changed for him I tried to keep him happy wen I was down I made sure he was ok I did everything😕 .

About 3 years ago, I lost one of my old childhood bestfriends from suicide, 2 years ago I lost a trust from one of the people I love, last year I lost the love of my life, I hope this year is gonna be better.

If you see this comment X,please like it. I love your songs. I always listen to "Look at me" after I wake up. Please X.. Please come back. If I would have a spirit box I would talk to you,but I can't!

Hey thanks for this. Do u know about the other slowed version where it sounds like it's in the background? If anyone does plz send me the link. Her it on ig but can't find it

I had a huge crush at her since we first met and i though she liked my beast friend but no so i kept my secret about my feeling, till then she had a bf i was so devastated i loved her for 3 months and its all falling apart. Today i still love her even tho she had a bf i confessed and she said its okay, but when i chatted her she said that her bf told her to ignore me or they will break up. So i ignored her too . Up to this day i still like her, i dont know whats happening to me now im all mess now

I lost my friends because of one stupid decision. I failed school because of depression. I lost my girlfriend because of jealousy. My family hates me because I don’t try. 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦

Hey guys I'm back , and ngl I feel a little happiness in my life but its like everytime I'm alone these bad thoughts come running back and idk how to block it out

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We had a great relationship but we started to have problems , he was different and everytime he left me I would beg him to stay because he was my happiness I even told him that I would change myself for him🤦🏽‍♀️ , and I've never changed myself for nobody but I really loved him and I still do he even after half of the rude things he said , someone I knew for 8 years took advantage of me and I tried my best to get away from him but he was stronger than me I went home crying and I told my bf and he blamed it on me , things got better but then he broke up with me over a comment I tried everything to get him back this time I wasn't so lucky , I'm just so stuck on him it makes no sense I still try talkin to him and we still have great laughs together but after all that he just stopped talking to me I force myself everyday not to text him and it hurts😓 .

the one who acctully undersands me is the person who is taken away from me RIP "XXXTENTACION"

My friend doesnt Like me Anymore I feld is broken hearts all my memory's are broken never Feel been happy i feel Pain but i wish i could Die

BRUH WAS THOSE LIKE GUNSHOTS WHAT

she liked me... I didn’t like her... she started flerting with me.. I followed along with her... I started to like her... then she liked another guy 💔🥺

My life is bad and good at the same time

to all the people that are typing their problems: oh, and with this? personally i have depression and malinconic problems. i've been bullied for 3 years in elementary school so i have also ptsd. i've always suicide thoughts,every day. but i'm bere because i love being depressed and the other stuff. i love being alone and antisocial because u don't have any problems. now the question is: and for the other problems? simple: i don't give a f. because i already know that i appreciate being depressed antisocial and malinconic problems. suicide it's also a good way of thinking. everyone is free to stop their pain. when teachers say that suicide is a bad thing, they're lying. if u don't study your life is mess,you'll live under a Bridge. just make it stop that pain.

I'm back once again , everything is going horrible this family treats me like shit🤦🏽‍♀️ , especially my so called mom idk how much more I can take its tiring , I've been thinking about suicide for a while now even tho that's not the best way out idk wat else to do I feel so alone I'm trying so hard to get out of this black hole but I just can't seem to make it to the top I'm tired of it , life is so hard idk wat I did to feel this way😔 , it just keeps getting worse and worse I've been feeling this way since 2018 I'm surprised I'm still here🤦🏽‍♀️ guess ima fighter then but idk how much longer I can keep fighting I'm tired , just wanna go to sleep forever😞 .

I was Friend with a Guy and I felt like I had a deep connection with him like I have never had with anybody else and it seems like he felt the same way. So I started to have feelings for him but he didn't liked me this way so we were just friends as usual. I was fine with it until he started to love somebody else. They are happy together and I am glad to see him enjoy it but we started to talk less and less to each other since. I keep telling myself that it is a good opportunity for me to move on anyways but nobody has ever been such a good friend to me before him and now I just feel empty

Does someone have the Original slowed down instrumental version of TikTok pls I need it so badly....