So many assholes feeling great. So many sensitive angels feeling blue. This is one fucked up world. So frustrating. So confusing. So humiliating. Grow strong brothers and sisters! Fight! Never give in! Never surrender! Turn your Pain into Will. And turn Will into Determination. And Determination into Action!! Your pain is your power! Remember this! YOUR PAIN IS YOUR POWER!!! You can move fucking mountains if you set your mind on it!

Stay strong you're not alone. ❤️

The fact that most of these comments are from guys is just so amazing. Look I love you man and if you need a friend I'm here .... No matter what day or time ... I'll be here. You're amazing and I believe in you. I truly do.

I know this is kind of an older video, but it's so extremely relevant to my life. I feel the exact same way. my weight has always been a struggle and I don't know if I'll ever have control :/

You're beautiful.

I want to die.I'm going through the same thing!its like your trapped in a cage.the cage is this world and there seems no way out.ppl tell you not to self pity but u can't hide too long from pain.I hate every one! But ppl like u I really appreciate cuz ur a mirror of me even

Hey, I know you uploaded this years ago,i hope u feel better know! Please don't beat yourself, you are not alone! Please don't hurt yourself things will get better and you're worthy of life! You'll be a successful student!! Please keep trying, don't stop!

Fuck man this made me tear up because I've gone through the same thing and am still going through it. Had low self esteem and self confidence because of it for years and was depressed too. I hope you are doing alright man. You give me hope and inspiration in my weight losing battle.

awwe i hope you can get better. you are so sweet and very handsome and seem like you have a great personality💕stay strong through this storm. your just a character in their bad part of their story. things will only get better if you let it. make your own umbrella for this rain and don't use anyone else's.

mate your video made me cry , dont worry about you cant control what you eat , i just had a desease because im too fat and i had again 1 week after , dont worry you are ok , not alone and dont worry about the bullys , im crying a lot , stay strong , hope you reply to this , you would make me happy because i knew i made someone feel better , hope you get better , stay strong from an 11 year old who is bullied everyday because im fat and ugly.

I'm so sorry that you're going through something like this, I really feel for you :( and i really hope you find the strength inside. But you gotta realise you're actually so in control of how you feel and you should never attach how you feel to what your external is , don't ever give up, i know there are going to be points in your life where you feel like nothing, but try to recognise the bigger truth thats out there xo

You have described just how I feel . I agree with you about talking with your mom . That is very important. Bless your heart . Your future is ahead of you .So , there is so much hope for you . Concerning myself I don't feel much hope . I do understand.

This is exactly how i feel bud! Life is crap I hate it! But im trying to fight through it even tho feels like I'm losing everyday but I'm not giving up yet! So stay strong mate you will get through it!!

So tired of being alone and I am in college too. I don't know what to do anymore.

Don't cry man, you'll make me cry ;(

Hey, I just wanted to you to know that you've inspired me. To get up and start over again. It has truly impacted me especially in my current situation and I truly appreciate you posting this video and putting yourself out there, I wouldn't have had the guts. Oh, and just so you know, it's doesn't matter what people think, if they don't take you seriously, they probably aren't worth talking to anyway. Just work with what YOU desire and most importantly have a healthy body!:) I think that's most important. P.S: you have a beautiful soul! Thanks again! For posting this! Onward!:D hehe

I have to acknowledge the amount of courage you have for sharing this video, I cant even speak on my depression. Stay strong and good luck

Thank you so much for this gahd it sucks to feel depressed. I am bipolar and currently struggling with depression, I totally feel you bro. Things will get better for us.

hang in there friend...we do feel your pain...and you are not alone....good luck to you...

well, seeing this make me feel the same as i am right now and how i've been since so many years ago, with depression. It's incredible that you say that, you are beautiful to me and the people that criticize you have problems too and most of the time they don't know what they're talking about or saying to people, but anyways is hard to repel them away from your life. I've felt like you because of the thought that i know i've gained weight too and words can't explain the pain and the awful way that feels.. but let me tell you that you truly truly are beautiful and i'd have loved to be just like you, i really do.

This video was recommended to me and I relate to you. I hope you are doing great today!

I know how you feel about thinking you need a support group. I feel the same way- I'm struggling to fix my diet, get more exercise, be more social and in general just improve my life. But it is so damn hard. I feel like when I'm doing things for other people or doing things under real-time pressure I'm a badass, but anything I try to do anything for myself when left under my own devices I just can't stay focused, stay consistent. It's so frustrating. Without someone kicking me in he ass, I'm helpless, and it's easy to feel worthless when feeling helpless. It's been a few years since you posted this, so I hope everything's working out for you, mate.

It helps me to see this. I thought I was the only one. I was thinking about hurting myself, but now I'm sure I'm not alone and I can be ok.

I support you and if your looking for advice mine is try writing down anything you feel, see, hear, etc I used to think it was crazy until I tried it and just let my thoughts flow on the page.

Hey man I really like this video. Thank you for letting me rest. I can finally relate to someone.

just stumbled across your video today because I've been feeling down lately for a number of reasons.. uni, work, friends.. and I just want to say that there are people out there, my self included, that genuinely care for your well being. hope you are doing well and made it in to university. Bill

You can do it, im behind you as a fellow person who faces bad situations daily. I hope you find a way to be happy.

There are so many others who are similar to you, and feel that no matter how much they try, they can't seem to achieve anything. Many are depressed because they are lonely, they feel worthless, or guilty about life events. Let me tell you this, if you put your mind to it you can achieve great things. I can tell that you are full of potential and are a great person. Dont give up!

Last January I felt exactly like you.... Every thing was running backwards and I could only see dead ends. But today, life is better. I'm finally making good grades, and found someone who loves me. Life has gotten better, and the sad parts I try SO hard to make better. Take things simple, step by step, and you'll get on the right track!

You are a wonderful human being don’t give up so fast you deserve to be happy

I hope you're doing okay now.. I believe in you!! :)

I wish you all the best... Be strong and keep thinking positive and surround yourself with positive people.

awe. dude. stay strong. you're amazing 💕💕💕

It's going to be okay, those people have no idea what its like to be in your place, they hate and that's what there best at. Stay strong!

I know exactly what you're going through. I've been depressed lately mostly because I've been searching for a "very" good job and it seems like I haven't been getting anywhere. Keep your head up, I've also been there with the weight thing. If you ever need to talk i'm always here for you to lend a kind ear.

You are not alone. 27000 watched this video because they are feeling depressed too and it relieving to know that they are not the only ones

Even though I don't know you that well,I'll be sending prayers your way..I feel for you and I hope things will get better in time.

We support you. You are not alone. Thank you for being real and for being human xx

I hope youve been better man! I really do. Video almost made me cry

I feel the same way! Hang in there! :)

you can do this, just keep up the hardwork, its a constant battle

Hang in there I suffer with depression too I tell myself every day just one day at a time that's all I could do when I try to stay positive but it's really hard for me I've been having lots of suicidal thoughts and it's really hard but I would praying for you keep your head up and I love you

Thank you so much for sharing your heart.

I can empathize with you. I don't have eating or weight issues. But I do relate to how you were feeling at the time of this video. I feel very depressed, down, lousy, sad, numb, feeling the blues, etc. I also feel like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I think this is the most down I've ever felt in my entire life - the lowest of the lows. It's gotten to the point this week that I'm trying to schedule my first ever Psychic phone appointment. Yeah, yeah, many people are skeptical of Psychics, but right now I feel so lousy and down that I'm willing to be openminded to try something new. Just one Psychic reading. I want to hear something positive - something to give me hope and to give me reason to look forward to something later this year or in the future. I feel very depressed and lousy by what an ex-boyfriend and a female friend did for months this year. I also feel very down, sad, and depressed from what the ex-boyfriend said in one e-mail. He wrote some soul crushing, harsh, severe, devastating, truly hurtful things I've never experienced until now. He really depressed me with some of the things he wrote. I keep on replaying some of the things he wrote over and over in my head. He was way too harsh, severe, and brutal. There were parts he wrote that seemed nasty and mean, too. A person can be honest, but sometimes there is a thing as bad, disrespectful, and unclassy honesty. I also think he is too stubborn and set in his ways and doesn't listen or is unwilling to listen to feedback and advice people give him and that he reacts hypersensitively and out of proportion angrily and badly to people giving him feedback and advice. He is unwilling and too stubborn to want to change for the better it seems. I'm tired, drained, and completely frustrated with him being so impatient so many times and cutting me & other people off in communication when we're trying to help him. He was kind of mean and very severe with the way he talked. Similar to a honey badger. I wish he was a more gentle, supportive, positive, and empathetic person. Anyways, some of the things he said and did have really devastated me this year and this week. I'm very depressed and feel very sad and down. I also feel depressed because I feel like I no longer can go to a discussion forum I used to post on a long while back. I don't feel comfortable going back there. I had some support there, but I feel like one person took over and took advantage of me helping her sometimes and used information I gave her for her benefit and advantage. She also was with my ex-boyfriend for a while. I don't feel comfortable going back on that discussion forum and I was a member there since 2011. I feel like I had to give up some things and also places where I had support because some people have hurt me and I feel used and taken advantage of. So, it looks like I won't be going back on that site for a long time, if ever. I'm too traumatized to go back. And I feel numb. I sometimes feel like many of the things I took time to build since 2011 online have been knocked down or taken away. I just feel depressed just thinking about it. I worked hard for what? Anyways, yeah, I feel very sad and depressed. You recorded this video in 2012. I hope you are doing better in 2015. I think a lot of people can relate to you from this video you shared. I wish you well and hope things are going fine for you now. Thanks for sharing, and have a nice weekend.

You sir, are a good person. It really takes a special kind of person to comment on a video like this behind no face and no name. Good on you. All I am able to do is put myself out there without sitting behind a mask. Screw me, right? Good on you. Lots of blessings to you and yours.

I have felt this way for like 3 months straight and now I have gotten a box with a lock on it, I taped a notebook on the inside and I rip out a peice of paper when I feel depressed and I write... I write how I feel, I write these things cause I have no one... No one... No one to talk too... Writing these things get them off my chest...

I love you so much.

You can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You're an amazing guy, you are in control, and you will win. We all believe in you because you are so worth it. You really are. Do me a favor, and keep your head up. I know there is greatness to come from you!

Hey man, I'm sorry your going through a rough time. I understand how you feel, I feel the same way. I hope your feeling better. Depression really is a pain. Just know that we are always here to help you out, and to listen to you. We are here in your corner and we are here to help you out. You can vent as many times, and we'll always listen. You are loved so much my friend, and I am so proud of everything that you do! Keep up the great work my man, and know that you are loved!

hi I just want to tell you I completely relate with how you feel. And that you are stronger person than many people probably realise. you might think that is to some degree negative thing but actually that's what makes you special, meaning you will go further than anyone else to get what you truly deserve. and I feel the same, I have toxic shame (look it up on KZfaq), I have depression, eating habits, chronic stress, I feel inadequate/insecure, shame, sleeping problems, chronic worries you name it. I have the whole lot, you name it I highlu likely have it too.

I had the opposite, i was depressed cus I had nothing to eat growing up. Stay strong brother, I know what is like.

Watched this vid a couple of years ago. Hope your feeling better buddy depression is so horrible

I know it's a long time since you posted this video. But I really appreciate to see a genuine person on KZfaq. =)

Okay i just wrote a realy heartfelt comment that was just deleted...i understand how you feel. All these unanswered questions and it just makes me angry at those with no answers or who are just overlooking all of this. Its so sad nobody ever understands so i just want you to know i do. Those who dont think its so easy too haha "just be happy" like its that easy. i cant be there physically but you know.. And i just want to give you a hug >.< other people crying makes me want to cry

I watched this video a long time ago nd seeing it again makes me wonder how you're dng.... I believe u can do this I hope uve come a long way nd I'm here cheering for u..... stay positive😋

I like your video, even if you have depression or not. Just keep moving on, and stay strong. Its ok if you mess up.

Dude I'm three years late but I watched this video because I myself felt the same way, I saw so much of myself in you and was immediately in tears when I saw how much pain you were in. I hope you went to uni and had that life you dreamt of, I'm 25 years old and have done that stuff now, and I can see you are a very smart, kind and lovable person more than deserving of everything all of us want out of life. My thoughts are with you dude and I wish you the very best of luck!

You are an amazing person and a handsome young man. God loves and just know you can get through anything you want to.

I'm depressed but this video made me really extra sad

Be happy!! :) This is what I told myself everytime I sad... I know how u feel

Mate dont let anyones feelings or fears of peoples views of you stop you from doing what you want to achieve , i used to be like you but now im happy because im doing what i want to do, be fearless ,dont listen to the sheep that give you grief. Dont follow the heard the fact you havent been happy... Use it as extra determination and tell yourself you going to do what you need to do to become Happy. i wish you all the best mate!

Stay strong, you'll pull through!

Love this video. We are all in this together. Try and find support from other people (like me) who love good food and are continuously on the diet and exercise treadmill......great video. Keep posting them:-)

With me and i became depressed so always stay positive and keep ur head up high and see the light of day this is what my dad taught me

You are a success and deserve to be happy irregardless of what you eat or weigh. Take a walk if your able to daily. It helps me keep the weight down and in turn will keep your mental state in check.

You'll make it through, I believe in you.

Stay strong man I'm sure there's a light at the end of the tunnel and there's always people there for you all around you pursue your dream God made you who you are for a reason show the world who you are stay positive and don't give up life's too short to be depressed. : )

You’re Amazing! We love you!❤

i have been there i know how you feel believe me .never never never give up .you are not weak or crazy .you are strong and brave

I am very sad, thank you for your company

I feel the exact same way as u too.. Anti-social day by day, avoiding ppl.. knowing the fact friendship never lasts.. I recently lost a good friend.. Just so lost and confused. Death thoughts always come to me. Just duno what to do with my life..Can't recall the last time I was even "happy".

ur so perfect.... I have depression and its really hard with everyone wanting something and not loving me for me, and no one being there for me and no one to relate or be comforted by. so I know how it feels, but everything is gonna be ok. I shouldn't be talking though because I havnt had a good day in a long time and I just wanted to let u know that ur gonna be ok and to me weight doesn't matter because ur perfect being u and don't listen to the haters.

dude you are brave to post this, best luck to you, every fight is a good fight

It's okay you are awesome just becarful on what u eat there are lots a things that are good but healthy love u

it's ok, there is help, there is support. you can get through this

Your not alone, nomatter how alone you feel :( things are always changing, try to enjoy every moment something good happens, any little thing, the things we can't change? what can we do? but we can take in as much happiness as we can get, enjoy sleep, food, watching movies, talking with people, killing time online, and things have to change sometime. things are always changing

Its ok hun not matter what thing do get better trust me huny i hope all is well now and never forget you will always be butieful no matter what

I'm in a similar position fella you are not alone. Just remember that. It's not fake and it is not nice. We are all here for you

there is hope. everything is going to be ok. trust me, cant you see we all believe in you. do not give up no matter what. your'e not useless and IM here for you. dont feel alone because if you feel know one supports now that i love you. pray because know that god also loves you if you ever feel depressed. you can talk to me :)

Your a good, decent bloke. This world is a hard place. I hope you are feeling better now dude

You are amazing!❤️

Stay strong! Try not to get yourself down, because through this determination to better yourself, you will happiness. I wish you nothing but the best!

Stay strong . Eventually it will pass . And remember You are not alone

let me tell you something young man, you are not the only one. So you are not alone. I was really fat like 340 3 months ago pound and now 218 pound. no one tell me to work out and burn fat. I did it myself every day working out for 2 hours and I still need to burn more and I will not stop tell I have the body I want. so go a head and do it!!! I had depress all day long every single day. Now, I'm better, tho I feel low because I don't think I'm handsome, who cares. But you have a nice face (no homo) just burn fat and you will see. I'm telling you bro. Get over it! you already lost 80!! that's amazing bro!! hold your head up man!!!!

Your not alone sweetie.

Don't worry bro things will get better for you

I'm feeling feeling depressed right now. And I want you to know that after I feel better after watching this and finding that I'm not as alone as I thought so thankyou

I understand you so much.. I was anorexic because I wanted to be in control, but anorexia was controlling me. People like us who are depressed need stability or at least control over something. I'm still struggling now, but we can get through this.

Just tell your mom what you want and what you think is best for you. You need to figure it out with her. I think you're an amazing person and you're trying so hard, you've come so far and there's no reason to cry :). Look at all you've done already! With that you can just slingshot yourself into a bright future! :)) Stay cool man, you're not alone!

Youre not alone . ♡ ill listen to you (:

I hope you are feeling better❤

I feel u, I have always been in shape and always been able to ear what I wanted and had girls, almost any but I'm depressed also and do not even know why. U can fix what u have through a doctor, had a friend who was like u. He's totally different now, they tied his stomach, he's healthy, he has always wanted to be just not called fat. I know u can fix this with that, it took away the thought of food, he just eats what makes him feel go, I wish I just had this problem but I can't even figure out mine, good luck bro

I'm going to drink antifreeze soon glad you got better bro

Thanks for sharing, you have to stay string, we are your support grouo. I just subscribed to you channel. I'll be waiting for more updates, sending you lots of love!!!!

Don't worry we'll always be here and I totally understand your feeling. I'm 13 and I've attempted twice. I used to weigh a lot and then when I got made fun of I stopped eating. If someone is upsetting you, just say so! Don't be afraid to say "hey I'm watching my weight and I would feel more comfortable if I could make my own food" don't be afraid. We're here.

I'm so sorry you feel like this I hope you know you are not alone

No one is perfect love. Keep working at it, you'll get there.

I hope your feeling better. ❤❤❤

stay up Bro U never alone 💯💯U worth so much

Loads of love and support to you! You can succeed in life, no matter HOW MANY TIMES you fail:P