20 years ago I was a coward and a bully and I pressured my partner into a termination. All these years later I'm completely broken and I probably deserve to be. Not sure if I'll ever have a happy day again. I just want to publicly apologise to all the women in the comments section here that were pressured into an abortion, I'm so very sorry that this happened to you due to cowards like I was . Please don't ever blame yourself , you were all bullied. I wish you all nothing but love and hope you have the most beautiful lives moving forward. I'm a different man today. I'm truly sorry.

This is why I couldn’t go through with my abortion. I knew that I would be very depressed . I decided to have my baby. Being a new mom is hard and yes I miss my old life but this was the best decision for my mental health. You have to do what’s right for you.

To all the women in this comment section I’m deeply sorry. ❤️❤️ All of you deserve love and forgiveness don’t ever think otherwise. If you have repented, God forgives.

It’s hard for me. I cry 😭 everyday thinking about the abortion. I can never forgive myself.

When my mom came out and told me that she had aborted what would have been my older brother, it was really tough. She broke down crying and said after having me and loving me that it really hit her that she had killed her other child and for 22 years carried the guilt and would occasionally break down crying for no reason. Sometimes it would be in the car while driving or other random times and I was worried for her. Now that she has told me I try to comfort her, but idk what else to do.. I don’t believe it’s something she will ever move on from or heal from mentally. Please pray for her 😔 and please consider the long term effects of an abortion before having one..

I’m so sorry my baby. I miss you every day. It’s been a bit over 5 years since the abortion. I’m sorry I wasn’t a better mom or could have provided you all that you deserve. I’m sorry for letting that happen. I love and miss you.

I had my abortion on October 2018. I was with my now ex for 1 1/2. He never offered me a second Option I felt alone. I didn't understood why he made me feel alone if he loved me. But I was scared. When the doctor gave me the pill to exterminate my baby, I wanted to run but I need it to do it. When I bleed it I felt the placenta coming out of me I knew it was my baby. I wanted to die, I cry uncontrollably when my bf threw it in the trash. For him it meant nothing he called it a cell. After that I was becoming depressed and my bf didn't say anything he just told me to swallow my feelings. After that I acted normal around him and became more attached to him thinking one day I will have another baby exactly like the one I lost. But whenever I was away from him I felt the guilt. I cried every time I see a pregnant lady or a baby. During my depressed I neglected myself I stop being happy. On Nov 2019 after 2 1/2 years my bf brokup with me bc he found someone new and excited. And now I feel the pain I been holding for more than a year. I'm dealing with a breakup and the grief of my baby. I can't forgive myself.

Every now & then... I break down thinking about my baby. December will make three years... until this day I still hurt & cry.

I’m just dealing with this. And I’m in so much pain.

My heart goes out to all these brave but broken women on this thread who've had abortions. Rest assured that GOD has forgiven you, your baby has forgiven you now its your turn to forgive yourself. GOD can do what none of us can ever do; once GOD forgives sin GOD forgets the sin. GOD don't hold grudges. Rest assured you are in my prayers and may we all meet in Heaven someday. Peace be with you all. Go on with your life ladies.

Abortion was something I never even considered and when I actually went through it I was so hurt and devastated. I wanted my babies, but I felt so pressured just to do it at the time I was dating my ex. We had only been together a short time, 3 months to be exact and deep in my heart I knew the relationship wasn’t good for me and that it wasn’t going to work out between us and it didn’t because I couldn’t get over having an abortion. It was my first pregnancy and a twin pregnancy. I still think about it still till this day.

I had my abortion earlier this month on my birthday...at first I felt extremely numb and empty I didn’t know how to feel but now I’m so drained and depressed I don’t really have any emotional support system to help with it either. I’ve never felt so low in my life and I beat myself up about it everyday because I feel like I have no right to feel this pain. I can never forgive myself for taking my own baby’s life.

I had an abortion in 1973. To this day I still think about my sweet baby girl that I was forced into giving back to God by my Mother. I have suffered in silence all these years. Here's a short story. I went to see a psychic and I told her that I had 3 kids. She looked at me and said that she see's 4. How could she know that? I know that us women are Destin to have a certain number of kids... If we lose one by abortion or by nature are kids are in the hands of our lord.. I know that I will see my sweet baby girl Jammie Sue when I leave this life... Thank you for reading my pain... God Bless all of you...

I had an abortion when I was 19yrs old and at that time I dated an abusive boyfriend. I remembered when i found out i was pregnant i told him and he told me that we couldnt keep the baby. Then I aborted the baby. I have been through a lot in life but this was the hardest thing ive been through and I'm still fighting this pain silently everyday. Asking everyday "what if i didnt did it?, what if.." and living in uncertainty and saying to myself i would have been a great mom

I had an abortion a week ago. I stayed home for straight one week and today I went shopping. I saw mommies holding their babies. I saw toddlers walking and holding their parent’s hand and I couldn’t explain what I felt, I felt so guilty, sad and depressed. But I did not regret it and I feel so ashamed for not feeling regretful. I realized how badly I wanna have a baby. I told my boyfriend I wanna have a baby after 2 years. I’m just gonna save a lot of money and be ready financially and mentally. God please forgive me and give me another baby. I’ll take care of him and keep him no matter what happen.

I was pressured to have an abortion by an ex that I’ve date and engaged of three years! It’s been a year since it happened and I will never forgive myself for doing such a thing... hate that I wasn’t brave enough to stand up for my baby #imsorry

My biggest regret of my life

I had my first ever abortion about 15 days ago. I'm 21, still in college, just starting up with my career and so is my boyfriend. I found out that I was 8 weeks pregnant on my birthday and I broke down instantly. The reason being that I had always imagined having kids with the loml (my boyfriend) but it was just the timing, I did not want to mess his life up but I still gathered courage and told him that I was pregnant and he was scared to death. I felt helpless and didn't seem to have any other option but abortion. The next day I got a sonogram, that's when I heard it's heartbeat for the first time and I could not stop myself from weeping. Only if the timing was right, I wouldn't have had to do this. I really wish I didn't have to do this. This is a trauma I will never heal from. When I first walked out of the abortion clinic, the feeling I had, I haven't felt this empty my entire life. I look at the sonogram every night and cry myself to sleep. I keep thinking about what would he/she have looked like, what they would have been like, etc. I feel like I will never get over this. I don't talk about it to anyone, not even him. I often get the urge to hurt myself, almost everyday. I feel like I deserve the pain. I don't know what to do.

Dear 🙁 This is human nature, in a world that so for abortion it can trick us into thinking that it’s fine and normal but it’s not, for the baby AND for the mum’s mental health. But I just want to say that you and anyone else whose dealing with aftermath guilt right now aren’t the worse sinner in the world. Once upon a time including true Christians, were all sinners. This is the beauty in Jesus Christ, once you give your life to him and accept him as LORD, he washes you clean and you become better all around, guilt will disappear and you’ll smile again ♥️ I love you and Jesus loves you more x

It is the emptiness after the fact, the void of the life that was once there, then the reminder of how far along one would be if still pregnant with child. Blue skies turn gray after abortion, I do not recommend

Great video I had two abortions and one miscarriage I used to be a party 🥳 girl drugaddict. I am 8 years sober and in two different schools. I have been to many retreats. They are very helpful. Learning to forgive yourself is a lifetime reminder. I will meet my babies when I go to heaven

I have done it but im hurt inside that i cant forgive myself for what i have to my baby.... i always think abt that child😔

March 22 will forever be a bad day for me. I was stupid & didn’t know what I was doing. Rest in heaven my Angel ❤

We do Madhu. Support others Girl. You can save MANY babies cause of your story. Don't let it consume you, use it for the good it can be. God Bless You!

I fought, internally warred, with self worth, depression and weight. In my childhood, my dad was very critical. Everything was about appearance to him. He constantly oogled women and made comments about their physical attributes to me, even when I was a little girl. So, I grew up thinking women were just objects for men's pleasure. I had very little sense of worth. My heart was 💔. I started battling depression in my teens and wanted to die many times. I developed a warped idea of food and eating, which of course led to an eating disorder. I let men use and abuse me. I had two abortions, one at 19, one at 20. I was a dark, broken, angry, bitter, mess, wrapped in a young woman's body and I plastered a smile on my face for public use so no-one knew the destruction inside. At 30, after going through a divorce from a narcissistic addict who cheated all the time, I was then a single mother of an 18 m/o. At that moment I reached my breaking point and realized I needed help. A friend, who truly cared, asked me why I didn't believe in God and Jesus Christ. I didn't have a good answer...it was simply that I felt I could only trust myself and I doubted there was a God when I looked at all the pain in the 🌎. Not long after our conversation, I heard the Gospel, which is the Good News that Jesus Christ came to earth 2000 years ago, fully God and fully man, to be the ultimate sacrifice for our sins, so that we could then be counted as God's children here on earth and then for eternity in Heaven. WHOA!! That blew me away....Jesus loves me (and you) so much that he allowed himself to be mocked, ridiculed, BEATEN, and HUNG BY SPIKES AND ROPE ON A ✝, then he was brought back to life by God the Father after three days, spoke to his many disciples and then ascended to Heaven in his glorified body!! AND, He did that as the ultimate sacrifice for our sins. All we need to do is believe he is alive, repent of our sins, and pursue him in prayer and in his WORD, the HOLY Bible. Abortion is a sin because its spilling the blood of the innocent lives God created. God wants to forgive us tho and that's why He sent Jesus. Since the moment I said yes to Jesus, he has given me SO much. He healed my ❤ from all the pain and regrets of my life. No more depression or questions about my value. I'm a new creation through Him, and because I chose Him, I'm worthy of God's goodness. He gave me a new life... a new job, a new husband who loves me for me, not what I look like or what I can do for him, a new home, the $ ability to send my child to private school. He blessed me with a 4th child (2 in Heaven, 2 on earth), the college diploma I had worked for but had not received, work promotions/bonuses, and now I'm blessed to be at home and care for my elderly mother and young child. The Lord gives me peace, love, kindness, joy, patience, comfort, strength, and goodness! The Lord is our great councilor if we'll let him. I've never regretted choosing Jesus. He's waiting for you TODAY! He wants to heal you, love you, and be with you for eternity! If you don't know him, I challenge you to just ask Him... Jesus, are you real, are you alive, did you create me, is the Bible your word, etc.??? If you're sincere in your questions, he'll answer you. I pray you don't doubt when He answers you! May God bless you!!

God can transform our tragedy to a blessing i praise God for the internet

if a guy makes you do this he doesent love you the fact that people do this makes me disgusted

How can i send you a button? I went through it!!

Me and my ex were still having sex after we broke up and that lead to her being pregnant. It was ultimately her choice but I heavily influenced her to do it. I am so sorry I can never forgive myself for the pain put on both of us. I blame myself everyday

I hate myself for the life i took. I regretted it soon as i took the pill and tried to get help to reverse it smh... i should have just waited and prayed that nothing would happen. I hate myself so much and i wish i could go back in time and never have taken those pills. I wanted God to give me another chance and send the baby back to me and i would love that baby with everything in me. But i found out i couldn't get pregnant anymore. I figured this is my punishment and what i deserve but i want that baby to know how sorry i am and i love them so much. I hope god forgives me as well as my baby. I know ill never forgive myself, i knew better to do something like that.

I love and miss my baby sooo so much😞💔

Today was my due date. I have a 2 year old son already but I got pregnant again and I just knew I couldn’t handle another child mentally or financially. I thought I was ok but today has been extremely hard😞. I’m depressed....I needed this video

I’m sorry for you. Praying healing and redemption and peace in Jesus name. We Women need to stand and say we will lay our life down for our pre-born children. Not us laying their life down for us. Thank you for speaking out. 💙💙💙🙏🏽

Thank you for sharing. I have been there and it led me to Christ as well after alcohol drugs and thoughts of suicide got the best of me. I have been a counselor now for 30 years and help others find a new life.

Powerful testimony. God loves you

RJ, I will pray for her.

I was 16 years old had my appointment ready for my abortion. I was looking at a magazine the day before my abortion. Showing the after effects of the aborted babies. That was enough for me. That is how God stopped me. I kept my baby, it was tuff. I made the right decision.

Try to find the benefit of your action. As long as you still have life you have the power to change your perspective on any situation.

i am so sorry and feel bad i can forgive me self i miss my kids

That happened to me to my ex left me when I was crying with abortion and was talking to other woman while I was going through abortion :,( I felt like killing my self cuz he left me just cuz I was crying depressed and I felt ashamed to cry

In my early 20s I was so selfish and thought “ I cannot stop my life right now and I’m not in a position to raise a child nor do I want to and who cares it’s not even a baby yet.” Wellll…..now that I’m 30, my mindset has changed so much and have found faith and I often think about my child that I completely disregarded and basically threw away …. And at the time I had zero regret or remorse, it was just an obstacle I needed to get over . But If maybe I could have taken a step back and thought about it and didn’t do that, I would have a 7 year old child today ….. I never thought I would regret it, even with the protestors I thought , how pathetic are they . Now I just hope my baby’s soul is with god and that I can forgive myself one day for my selfish actions or never giving my child the chance or possibly thinking about adoption. The worst part is, if I would have talked to my parents I know they would have been there in a heartbeat and would have helped me every step of the way …. But yea I just couldn’t see that when I was younger and only cared about having fun and what I wanted to do.😔

Praise God always.. through all the good and all the bad.. it’s all connected I’m just leading that no matter what I’ve been through, what you have been through God has always been there always and he always will be at your right had.. just have faith truth faith , believe and give every thing to God!! I have given my life to God and it feels like nothing I’ve felt before and I finally am looking for my bright abundance in everything I need for me and my family and anyone reading this you will get bless too.. 🙏🏻 Amen glory to god the almighty!!

What is the address to send buttons?

How should I overcome

26/09/2020 I’m sorry baby! I’m sorry God! Please God forgive me!

My abortion caused a mental breakdown and I went into a full psychosis, my own hell. Wether you have the baby or not, it changes you forever. 10 years after mine & I still don’t want children but sometimes deep down I think it’s because of what I did. I don’t deserve another baby. But ya know what? Id make a damn good mom. I know I would have but I was a young and scared 22 year old. I didn’t have the support of a man and didn’t know who the dad was from my actions. Actions that forever changed me. I attempted suicide at 25. I am so glad I didn’t succeed. Because two lives should not be loss. It is a personal decision and our rights shouldn’t be taken away but the psychological damage can take your life. Forgive yourself. God loves you. I love you & I’m praying for all of you ladies (and some men) going thru the pain of abortion.

I'm so sorry baby I didn't protect you how can I forget the day I committed murder 😭😓 it is the most hard and painful decision I had to make . #IAMSORRY 😔😔 HOPE I SEE YOU SOON I REALLY MISS YOU 😞😞😞

😢 i know in my heart abortion is wrong. because it hurts the human soul. I pray yall can find peace we all fall short in life but we are not irredeemable.

Nothing hurts more than knowing that you killed a life. An innocent person, a part of you...but what to do? We sin...but we have to accept and recognise this mistake...it will hurt less when we start to do the right thing

this also happened to me. it made me cry

My ex asked me to pay for her abortion. It was absolutely impossible for me to do that. Even now, just the thought of ending an innocent person's life fills me with a range of negative emotions: anger, sadness, despair, hopelessness. How people can do this without a qualm is instructive to me. I can qualifiably understand the evil that walks the land. The sickness that consumes the soul of the world is embodied in flesh.

💙😓😓thank you, this is very useful! 🤭

Thank you for sharing! Ladies IM SORRY you had to go through this. Its horrible! I did mine 20 yrs ago for selfish reasons. 2006 met Christian s and asked Jesus come into my heart forgive me and yes!! Little by little i knew he was with me every where i was. God is good, merciful and loving. Sid roth supernatural show has women that talk about children. My son Samuel resides in Heaven and is well cared for. Hallelujah!

I will forever live with this, I was so selfish. God please forgive me

I am really sorry for her. I had 2 abortion (my decision) but I thought this only a routine operation, made me much easier to forget the whole thing.

What was with that buttons? I had an abortion months ago, I like buttons of different colours though

It needs to be more counseling prior to abortion,

Here we go again, my experience is everyone's experience

Currently am under depression not knowing who to share with all this ..I had an abortion 3 weeks ago and honestly it hasn't been easy for me Am always in denial, I currently feel like God is punishing me...

Please i really need help Today marks a month i did the abortion A week after i was unable to sleep and started having vivid dreams When i wake up i don't feel refreshed at all

I can never forgive myself

I had 2 abortions the first I was 16 and my dad made me go through with it because he didn’t want me to ruin my life and I was almost 20 weeks I regret it every single day it even gives me nightmares sometimes and so much regret I shouldn’t have done that if I could go back I wouldn’t have done that and would’ve kept my pregnancy I know i was young but I regret it everyday the second time I got pregnant and my ex wanted me to have a abortion and I regret it too I wish I could’ve had a bigger back bone and stood up to my ex and had done it on my own I was 21 the second time around I wish I could go back in time and fix what I did to myself it has caused me severe depression and nightmares all the time and I haven’t slept well since I did that at first I felt numb and didn’t know how to feel now I completely regret it and wish I hadn’t done it and I feel broken about it 😢 I just feel like it was a major mistake having both my abortions

I'm currently pregnant 8 weeks and 5 days to be exact. And I feel so depressed I want to kill myself I don't know if should I continue with the pregnancy or not..

So sad I hate abortion

For me i feel guilty iv murderered someone

Abortion is horrible! My kid would be about 36 years old now -. -. But never got a chance! 😢

About to have one, without a support system there’s no reason for me to wreck my body. My boyfriend is all for abortion, I would never want to raise a kid by myself, seems difficult.

I cried for days after my abortion. I still cry about it but ultimately it was the best decision.

I'm getting an abortion , hopefully anyways. For personal reasons but it's killing me inside. I'm 18 weeks

Sickening and Murder. Wtf?

What the devil keant for evil God will turn it into a blessing .

The thing with this story here is clearly that this woman was religious, did the sinning already had the idea it was murder or wrong to sin and did it and felt guilt for her sin, this is not that special, it is part why abortion is a serious decision but if i engaged in what i believed to be sin and felt guilt over it then that is expected. Also on a final point here one problem that your religion does have here though is that by aborting she guaranteed her babies stay in heaven but if the baby was born and grew up to be an Atheist or gay or Muslim then that baby would grow up into a sinner adult which get's sent to hell forever. So in her world by aborting she actually saved her babies soul because the risk of apostasy in adulthood.

God allways forgive you,. stop blaming yourself.

Please pray for me

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John 3:16-17 16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. 17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.

I'm 20 and about to abort my baby💔 just because we don't afford him for now, 😭 this is the hardest thing they want me to do🙏😭

Girls should never feel guilt for doing something that is necessary. If you were forced into abortion then I am so sorry that happened to you and I hope you are okay. If you had an abortion but feel guilt, just know that it wasn’t the right time and it’s nothing to feel selfish about.

I made a video about Gods forgiveness regarding abortion. ♥️

Repent and atone but do not harm yourself.

Please vote for Pro-life politicians. So nobody has to go through an ab¤rtion. God bless you.

I have had 2 abortions in my younger years and the guilt and shame lingers! I pray every day for Gods’ forgiveness through the blood of Jesus Christ our savior!! I feel better when I get very close to God!! May God bless you and forgive you and bring his merciful love upon you in Jesus name!! 🙏❤️🙏

Shake that church induced guilt. You did what you had to do for this time in your life. You had not killed your child. You had a few cells that left there would have become a child. Save your loving feelings for the living. I too had an abortion and I have never had regrets. I guess that is because I have never been religious. Guilt is not a positive response to a very small operation.

I had mine almost 4 years ago and it still feels like it just happened. The pain is almost too much to bare but yet, I feel like I deserve to feel this low and this bad, all I have been able to think is “How could you have your baby killed”………I don’t know If I can ever get over this pain! 👼🏽🩷💔