I Hate Myself - Natsuki Subaru's Words

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I Hate Myself - Natsuki Subaru's Words
Subaru: I'll tell you what kind of men I really am!
I have no strength, but I want it all.
I have no knowledge, but all I do is dream.
There's nothing I can do, but I struggle in vain like an idiot!
I... I hate... I hate myself!
All I do, is talk a big game and make myself sound like a big shot, when I can't do anything! I never do anything, yet I complain with the best of them like it's my job or something.
Who the hell do I think I am!?
I'm a fraud, it's amazing that I can live like this and not feel ashamed!
You know I'm right!? I'm an empty shell, there's nothing inside me at all!
I know there isn't, guess that's obvious, anybody could see that.
Before I came to this place...
Before I got into the situation that led me to all of you, do you have any idea what I did with my life? - I did nothing that's what. I've never done a single thing worth mentioning, I had all that time and freedom but I just squandered it away on nothing. I could have done anything with my life, but I never did a damn thing!
And what you're looking at now is the result - this cowardly, weak, worthless crybaby. All of my powerlessness, all of my incompetence, is the product of my rotten and pathetic character. Wanting to accomplish something important when I've never done anything to earn it, goes way beyond the limitations of arrogance!
The cost of my lifetime of laziness and all the wasteful habits I forged along the way, just ends up killing both you and me!
That's right, I have no character, even when I thought I could go in living here, nothing changed about who I really am. The old man back at the manor saw that part of me perfectly, didn't he? I wasn't trying to get stronger or trying to make things better, that was a lie, I was just striking an obvious pose to justify myself, to say that I was trying my best, that it wasn't like I wasn't doing anything, to be able to appear to be doing everything I could!
I wanted to say "I couldn't help it", to be told that "It couldn't be helped".
I was only pretending to push my body to the limit so that all of those excuses would be possible! Even when I had you help me study, I was just posing to cover up how embarrassed I felt to be such an incompetent idiot!
Deep down inside at the core of my heart, I'm just a small, cowardly, filthy piece of trash, who's always worried about how others see me, how they'll accept or judge me.
And nothing... Nothing about me has changed!
I've known it since the very beginning, everything that was happening was my fault...
I'm the lowest of the low.
I absolutely hate myself.
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@justinmitchell4192 Жыл бұрын

I used to hate Subaru so much but after I heard this i realized that it was because I saw myself in him

@iiitrifle9895 Жыл бұрын

😊♥️

@skepticalguy9081 Жыл бұрын

I never hated him cause i always thought he was like me but a extroverted person with less self control which is 100% ohkay I love his character

@wockyslush2108 Жыл бұрын

@rio bro thinks he’s the mc😂😂

@annawakefield6545 Жыл бұрын

I think you hated him because it reminded of yourself and how you see yourself,you already figured that out have it you

@WarVeteran213 Жыл бұрын

Same dude

@christy_003 Жыл бұрын

When someone Express Your Feelings For You, Better Than You

@iiitrifle9895 Жыл бұрын

😊❤️

@Idk_2939 Жыл бұрын

I... absolutely agree with you...

@Cjgfiowodjgth 6 ай бұрын

I havent even watched this anime.. I just decided to click on the first video that popped up.. I related to this speach on a level I would never expect to..

@Cjgfiowodjgth 6 ай бұрын

I think I feel.. Seen

@patrickhazel7804 2 жыл бұрын

I hate myself for having to memorise this. It's the only way I can describe what I'm feeling and they aren't even my words.

@grahamstrickland3040 2 жыл бұрын

Hey, relying on the words of another to express yourself is not a bad thing. Lots of things can be learned from others. I hope you are feeling better.

@patrickhazel7804 2 жыл бұрын

@@grahamstrickland3040 thank you. I'm sure a guy like you hears this a lot but I've been cursed with true insanity. There's nothing left for me in this world and that simple reply warmed a soul I though was long dead. I truly thank you from the bottom of my empty heart.

@grahamstrickland3040 2 жыл бұрын

You're welcome.

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

@@patrickhazel7804 It's not hopeless! You can always dig yourself out of this pit! ♥️♥️

@erickurquidez8944 Жыл бұрын

Same

@YourBoiJonah117 2 жыл бұрын

This moment means a lot to me. When I watched Rezero I was at a point in my life we’re I was pathetic and had no true aspirations. If I had died back than it wouldn’t have truly impacted the world in any way. I use this video to clip to remind myself that I have made progress and my life now has meaning and I have gotten past that point.

@user-bq8zf7qn7n 2 жыл бұрын

How? I dont get it.

@YourBoiJonah117 2 жыл бұрын

@@user-bq8zf7qn7n what I mean is that I was at a point in my life where I felt like I had no connection to the world or others around me. I barely talked to people and didn’t talk or really know my own family. I was essentially a shut in. I isolated myself from society and accomplished nothing meaningful. I was wasting my life. Since then I have made connections in my life. I have actual friends and hang out with people. I got fit and don’t spend all my time by myself. I actually know the people I live with and I have been starting to meet my goals in life. So I use this video to remind myself of my progress and how much further I have to go

@user-bq8zf7qn7n 2 жыл бұрын

@@YourBoiJonah117 that's what I was asking, how? I don't get it But still, Good for you

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

Keep moving, buddy! 💪😊♥️

@iloveanime5711 2 жыл бұрын

@@user-bq8zf7qn7n he is saying what Subaru is saying doing nothing with your life and letting it all go but he did not kept pushing on

@bgm3999 Жыл бұрын

Some people try to downplay Subaru’s life before he came to the Re Zero world from Japan but if you really think about the fact a 17 year old child has this amount of low self esteem is honestly fucked up and it really hits you how fucked his situation really is he was already holding all of that in then he’s whisked away to another world and for ages has had to watch his friends the woman he loves with all his heart die and suffer whilst dying also to save them even if it’s in the most gruesome ways possible every time he can’t save someone he hates himself even more

@w1nther930 Жыл бұрын

Like dude gets transported to a whole other world and somehow his life becomes more shit than it already was.

@rainaiyesa9976 10 ай бұрын

@@w1nther930yeah dude Subaru Thought He Can Start A New Happy Life

@NoharaLuci 9 ай бұрын

It's not harem isekai, you gotta suffer

@baranjan6969 3 ай бұрын

It's like if parody and psychological horror genre combined "here all all the shitty isekai tropes and now you let your guard down here is some bunnies

@darktheloser Ай бұрын

I thought he was 18

@UndeadSoul47 Жыл бұрын

This episode legitimately broke me the first time I saw it. It hit so close to home that I was just a teary eyed mess for nearly 3 full hours afterwards. I honestly thinks it's the most I've ever resonated with a piece of media.

@dannysweeto9683 Жыл бұрын

What episode is this?

@UndeadSoul47 Жыл бұрын

@@dannysweeto9683 Episode 18 "From Zero"

@Kripzzz- 28 күн бұрын

Fr like people were to busy getting angry that he rejected rem but i was to busy recovering from that emotional scene.Any hate i had for Subaru prior to this died instantly never sympathised with a character this hard in my life

@ReggyCupcake Жыл бұрын

The way he says “you know I’m right” fucking shatters me

@skepticalguy9081 Жыл бұрын

"Wanting to accomplish something important When they've never done anything to earn it Goes way beyond the limitation of arrogance " Every overpowered protagonist needs to hear this

@Kuudere_Fanboy Жыл бұрын

At least Kirito and Saitama worked hard to become stronger.

@luqha7886 Жыл бұрын

@@Kuudere_Fanboy not really saitama just did a normal work out rutine and kirito plays videogames.

@whateverwhatever4476 Жыл бұрын

@@Kuudere_Fanboy Subaru actually has earns his keep unlike those two

@Blinkehyo Жыл бұрын

@@luqha7886I think the joke with Saitama is it’s not exactly a ‘normal’ workout routine. It’s actually pretty rigorous for a normal human. But he stuck to it and got insane power from it

@dragoncat5767 Жыл бұрын

@@luqha7886 kirito as a vr game character did actually grind in Sao death game. After that he did later improve as a person

@_411_ 2 жыл бұрын

This is exactly i feel everyday.......

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

😊❤️❤️

@iloveanime5711 2 жыл бұрын

Same man same

@baconslayer218 2 жыл бұрын

This video hits my heart every time I watch it because I can sometimes relate to this

@georgenoel3847 2 жыл бұрын

The same here.

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

😁♥️

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

@@georgenoel3847 😊❤❤

@TANGXIAN_ 2 жыл бұрын

I fully relate and thinking about it brakes my heart i feel a kind of pain in my heart 💔

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

@@TANGXIAN_ 💪😊❤

@JuanLuisPerezOtero Ай бұрын

"you really are an amazing guy, Natsuki Subaru"

@theratinator1148 Жыл бұрын

I didn’t cry when I heard him say these things. Anyone who has ever been down at some point felt that they were just like him in that moment. I cried when I heard rem respond to him because I knew that many people felt like him but didn’t have a person like rem to tell them what they needed to hear. He had someone and many people don’t have that person. I think he was correct and wrong. Yes he is all of those things but he is those things because he is human. We all make mistakes over and over again. That’s life. Not everyone is some great hero.

@fantasynx4730 Жыл бұрын

I'm in the exact same position... No one wants to listen to me.. I tried to believe that there was someone out there that could understand what I'm going through. Its the harsh reality we have

@trentonharper9042 Жыл бұрын

Some of you listen to this video on repeat, comparing this to yourself. I know this because I used to be there with you. I persevered through these ugly thoughts, and you can too. It's up to you to find self-worth, but you can do it. There is something in everyone, and even though you may think you aren't everyone, you have it in you too. As an anonymous stranger in the comments on KZfaq, I believe in you.

@Hmongkid777 2 ай бұрын

That’s easier said than done, this is reality. Plus I don’t have anyone, if anything I end up pushing people and myself away

@trentonharper9042 2 ай бұрын

@Hmongkid777 Trust me, friend. I know it's not easy, but the alternative is taking away any possible light you'll have to look forward to. You probably don't see it now, but stay living. You'll thank yourself later.

@GLAVU 2 жыл бұрын

When anime teaches better than schools about life, pain and struggles

@_unknown._.entity_ 8 ай бұрын

That's why subaru is best character in fiction the amount of things he went through and his character development is unmatched in light novel 😔🛐🛐

@Kripzzz- 28 күн бұрын

Even in anime so far he’s up there

@_unknown._.entity_ 28 күн бұрын

Yep 🗣️I just said ln so mf who hate on him after not even finishing the anime won't have a talk in this saying

@jakethesnake4040 8 ай бұрын

I was pathetic when I watched this show. And even still these words didn't hit me then. Now that I'm working to improve. These words hit hard. Because this is how I felt at the point I decided I needed to change. Or I needed to die. So I started trying to change. See how far I get. I'm already further than I thought. I'm 25. If your character was rotten. Broken. If you hate yourself. Everything about you. Or maybe just a few key things. You can grow. You can change one step at a time. Don't rush. Don't try to do everything you think you should at one moment. Develop each aspect and quality. Forge them in the fires of your self hatred, reinforce yourself as a stronger individual. Read proverbs. Read books like the daily stoic. Start going for long walks. Or exercise. Don't let yourself feel like you can't change or grow. One year of determination. Can turn around an entire lifetime of laziness. If I didn't start changing I'd have just killed myself. I had no purpose. No drive or ambition. Funnily enough studying the Bible helped me find purpose, maybe start with God and ask him for help.

@mikedanielespeja6128 2 ай бұрын

You're the first person who wasn't preachy about this sort of thing. Maybe I should actually. I don't actually fully know or believe He exists but it's better if He does isn't it?

@user-eo4gn7sj8g 2 күн бұрын

@@mikedanielespeja6128that’s where faith comes in. Nobody, not even “knows” he exists, but they believe. This is faith, and i’d like to say, to keep faith in yourself. sometimes you look and you can’t see the light, but light is what casts shadows, even if you don’t see it now, you’ll be blinded once you first bask in it. Go for walks, i cant clear my mind so i won’t tell you to do that, but understand it.

@3dsmaster537 Жыл бұрын

Never will you hear an anime character of all characters speak so deeply about themselves like this. We get internal monologues all the time but none of them carry the weight of this speech. It's just so raw and sincere. Mad props to the va, he's one of my favorites for this role alone

@rebelsoul4306 2 жыл бұрын

anyone else put this on loop daily? XD

@mayankkaushik9294 2 жыл бұрын

Here i am

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

💪😁💓

@justadumbuselesspotato08 2 жыл бұрын

Yep!

@juniorsantiago8269 2 жыл бұрын

Yup.

@tarawoodard1028 Жыл бұрын

Here are my pepl

@High.devontion 11 ай бұрын

This is exactly how I feel. Everyone keeps asking me “are you okay?” “What’s going on?”. Tf are you gonna do if I tell you how I feel? Fix it? Change it? Nothing will change. The whole world could know and nothing will change how I feel.

@bankai_soul 11 ай бұрын

Sorry to hear that brother, i guess our boat of depression is keep getting bigger and bigger....anyways...There is always hope to change, Change is not under anyone's control but time. Have patience, i know that things will turn around for people like us.....Why i am saying this to you, i don't know maybe i wanted to make myself feel better and make you feel better too, so that in my entire life i wouldn't be looser anymore, nobody ever said that to me but that's how i feel really. I just wanted to make difference in my life, no matter how small or big, just once in my life i wanted to say that "Because of me this this this ....good thing" happened. Anyways all the very best brother, i hope you find your way out of this mess.

@obarich 10 ай бұрын

There is somebody in the world that cares about you

@nb16zo_mono1 9 ай бұрын

Facts ..

@AndrezyOne 2 жыл бұрын

I.. love this anime so much

@kureria_sama Жыл бұрын

You know episode ?

@AndrezyOne Жыл бұрын

@@kureria_sama Re:ZERO -Starting Life in Another World- Season 1 Episode 18 that is is the sub version

@kureria_sama Жыл бұрын

@@AndrezyOne ok thx 😁

@iiitrifle9895 Жыл бұрын

@@kureria_sama Season 1 Episode 18!

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

The series is Rezero. The episode is Season 1 Episode 18.

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

Just for those wondering.

@cale4394 2 жыл бұрын

big thanks my guy, was looking for this comment

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

@@cale4394 You're welcome!! ❤

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

@@cale4394 👍❤

@iiitrifle9895 Жыл бұрын

👍👍👍

@aced3stacks Жыл бұрын

When Subaru realized he's just another background character really hurt me

@djdragons69420 Жыл бұрын

But then he realises he's the main character with the most busted ability in the series. Seriously who can beat rbd, Pandora, Reinhard?

@aced3stacks 6 ай бұрын

@@djdragons69420you mean who can escape death not beat it

@AndrezyOne 8 ай бұрын

I am still coming here to listen.. Nothing changed..

@adod_hamid0_0 8 ай бұрын

"I'm an empty shell; there is nothing inside of me at all. I know there isn't" Damn, I really hate myself

@lllapp1892 7 ай бұрын

He always knew what person he is from the beginning.He tried to change it and thought he is a hero of this story.But reality is different.He understood how bad and weak he is,he understood he always hated himself

@parkervo6778 Жыл бұрын

This hit absolutely deep in my thought. The anger, the sadness, the emptiness. Try to bring all of that up and you can finally be awaken

@Chenastu 11 ай бұрын

Subaru is my favourite protagonist

@gangorcaking5375 2 ай бұрын

People can say Subaru a “cry baby” but bro…gotta respect him for not just offing him self everytime we returns by death🤷🏾‍♂️

@theabyss5647 Жыл бұрын

I wish I could say it's relatable, but as opposed to him, I have never sacrificed anything for anything or anyone, and I don't even want to. And I still want to have it all. Subaru isn't the lowest of the low. There are worse than him.

@YasuYoshiro 2 жыл бұрын

Honestly this moment in the anime hit diff

@iiitrifle9895 Жыл бұрын

✅️♥️

@Alexbychafa 11 ай бұрын

Something I really like about Re:Zero is that Subaru is the weakest character among his allies, but Subaru is shown as someone that is strong because he is surrounded by people who appreciate him.

@X-2Cold Жыл бұрын

he just like me fr

@anf2972 Ай бұрын

Everything he is saying, I can relate

@chaosfr3959 6 ай бұрын

After almost 2 years, it still hits me so freaking hard. Really really hard. I really felt the exact same in highschool. I wished I could just vanish from everything.

@sonicchaos-ir9kw 6 ай бұрын

I come back to this speech so much because I relate to Subaru so much. His voice actors did such a spectacular job conveying the pain in this scene.

@gagansinghgolar6051 Жыл бұрын

This speech of subaru is an accurate description of my entire life... Empty shell

@theeliax7374 2 жыл бұрын

[DON´T WORRY NO SPOILERS] There's a scene in acr 7 that subaru is alone with non of his powefull firends near, but one, so in order to save his friend, he sacrifise everything and he considers his live worthless, so the only think he can do is to fight desesperately, accepte all humiliation, pain and hate from everyone including the friend his trying to save. That part also hits as hard as this one.

@DrassyNot 2 жыл бұрын

I wanna read this specific part where can I.

@theeliax7374 2 жыл бұрын

@@DrassyNot basically all the first part of arc 7, but u can read especifically cap 11 the ritual of blood and cap 12 The vollachian Empiere. Also cap 29 To Each Their Stance and cap 30 Self-proclaimed Hero Natsuki Subaru. You can find sumaries on KZfaq if you dont want to read them. If u speak spanish i recomment Yuuya onichan channel. This two parts hits hard, since is one of his friends the one that hurts Subaru the most [ cap 11 and 12 from others perspective and 29 and 30 hurts him badly in the fellings, especialy since his doing his best to save that person].

@DrassyNot 2 жыл бұрын

@@theeliax7374 which friend is it out of curiosity?

@theeliax7374 2 жыл бұрын

@@DrassyNot Rem

@ritikmehra9551 Жыл бұрын

Anime

@havingfun1921 Жыл бұрын

This is what and how i feel everyday.

@ddjsoyenby Жыл бұрын

this is really relatable as someone whose gone through similar struggles, and this exemplifies why i like re zero it gets dark you see subaru suffer but it also shows there's hope and you can get through the dark moments to get to the light and it's worth it.

@Jond8945 Жыл бұрын

To be honest with you, I have nothing in my soul but sadness and sorrow. And this whole thing is accurate to me.

@Createyourworldextra Жыл бұрын

No worries Subaru every hero faces a moment of doubt and pain but that's what makes them what they're giving it a thought you've suffered so much since you came to this l can't even imagine dying when you don't want to takes a lot of guts

@Monkey_D_RY 2 ай бұрын

People that have the same feeling just like subaru 👇

@bullymaguire8292 10 ай бұрын

I wish I could give Subaru a hug

@Koji-YT Жыл бұрын

I hate my self and I hate everything and nothing gonna change that

@odinm.9373 5 ай бұрын

Im not good with words, but a couple of years ago each and every word during this speech stung me because I never realized how much I hated myself. However, now after so much time reflecting and working on myself and relationships, I can proudly say life has become better. So if youre in the place I was years ago, dont lose hope. You also have room to change and become the person you can be proud of. Take care everyone. Wishing you the best

@TyShark6810 4 ай бұрын

Only 1 of 2 characters that I have been able to relate to, I used to never do anything with my life, I had dreams but never did anything to get there. If only we could restart from zero

@irishprince4284 10 ай бұрын

This perfectly explains my entire life, all 28 years so far...I need help but I have no idea where to start

@anon8206 9 ай бұрын

Make a goal for where you want to be in the future, regardless of how you feel about yourself. E.g, Wife, career, adventure, etc. Write a list and do research on how to achieve that goal, one step at a time. Everyday, build a block that will eventually be the tower which you can stand on. It's never too late to be the pwrson you want.

@darktheloser 6 ай бұрын

Why is this so relatable?

@aLittleNightmare. 11 ай бұрын

Everything about this hit close to home, but the most one that did was “I absolutely… hate myself…”

@neerajvishwanath3179 Жыл бұрын

Never has any single batch of media I've consumed so far made me ever internalize as much as this speech does. Granted this isn't the first, or fifth time this video has flashed across my screen, frankly I can't count how many times I've remembered these exact words. Each time I wondered if I wouldn't tear up the next, set expectations and by my inability and inaction; failed. Every word reverberates with my heart, every sentence cuts deep and serves to remind me of the loathsome failure that I am. I wanted to be better, perhaps if not for me, then for those around me… yet in that too I have failed. Hence, as adamant as I am incompetent, I leave this comment here, with the singular hope that the next time my tears flow not for regret, but for having overcome myself, if not, so help me God. To anyone who reads this, I pray that you find yourself in better straits.

@Nalbant-Littlestar Жыл бұрын

Ngl listening to this kinda makes me relaxed

@altadeam Жыл бұрын

I feel like this, that door looks bigger and hard to push and open it... But after the first step I took, it's actually not that hard. And after meeting different people, it changed my mind and the way of thinking about myself

@131mohammadubaida6 4 ай бұрын

I have watched it many times and still I'm replaying it again and again.

@shvm. 2 жыл бұрын

I remember this scene :'/

@benie_boi2021 2 жыл бұрын

what ep was it

@shvm. 2 жыл бұрын

@@benie_boi2021 don't remember the episode but it's from S1

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

@@benie_boi2021 Season 1 Episode 18

@toomuchfreetime7194 Жыл бұрын

My most favorite monologue ever in any series.

@jesse8160 Жыл бұрын

This is me honestly i truly do hate myself more then anyone in this world

@AnimeGalaxyhq 3 ай бұрын

Great speech whenever I feel demotivated I come here

@coltonk5 Ай бұрын

Despite leveling up in life and feeling like I’m moving forward, I always somehow come back to this video. I always feel as if I’m sent back to level zero. I envision a path, act on it, and it somehow turns into the beginning all over again somewhere along the way.

@R_ayan.10 7 ай бұрын

Perfect

@dj-um7el 6 ай бұрын

Exactly

@Wicked_Gaming_ 16 күн бұрын

Powerful.

@joselopez-pv7nc Жыл бұрын

Dam I've never seen this b4 this goes way deep I felt my heart

@er_claire7178 Жыл бұрын

this is a powerful one. dang.

@arsenhere7020 Жыл бұрын

Appreciate the self awareness from Subaru

@anonymousbothersome-way17953 9 ай бұрын

I can relate too, i just waste time of my life. even now i can see myself just like some kind of parasite just a being that can only convert oxygen to carbon dioxide. I actually watch this anime a few years ago but i dont get what he says, i feel like a retard Shame on me!! But now i finally understand or maybe still dont comprehend some of his word or the messages, but i will fight, i would never give up on struggle, i still dont know what will i do or what will becomes of me but i decided to begin with simple workout and btw i decided to read and download the light novel and webnovel from zero, so let me say do your best author and everyone involved in production of this series, I love your tale so much. So let this comment be my reminder of myself. Thus let me state fellow fighter, "I hate myself and I am the worst!!"

@anonymousbothersome-way17953 9 ай бұрын

Sorry for all of you please seeee bofuri, i am alone because hikikomori. I can wake up just see bofuri i can

@nathanielvernon6747 2 ай бұрын

This speech made me binge the whole show

@dylancormack6935 5 ай бұрын

I feel that way sometimes, but I know to stay strong

@mohamedal-qadeery6530 Жыл бұрын

this video relates to me so hard .. subaru is most real human character

@kingfightingshark1175 6 ай бұрын

Anyone else feels guilty when they listen to this. Like reality is smacking you

@Savon_the_gallent_knight 9 ай бұрын

Best va

@tinorovetti5707 Ай бұрын

This made see so much about myself but it was to late so now I refuse to hate myself so I can protect what's important to me

@kunaljethwani925 6 ай бұрын

This is me on the inside. People think I study hard, but score less marks, and when i get less marks i blame it on external factor that dont make sense. I dont know what to do i am just a idiot who judges other people but on my inside am a faliure. I have dissapointed everyone and now i am just tired of life.

@vividchilling2492 Жыл бұрын

At your core, You ARENT Weak Natsuki Subaru!!! Your in a tough spot right now, make sure it never happens again!

@Blinkehyo 2 жыл бұрын

So true bestie. Same 💅

@iiitrifle9895 Жыл бұрын

😁♥️

@Frepatatarat Жыл бұрын

This part hurts so much

@sohamnaiknaware3608 Ай бұрын

DAMN .....

@arichuwu3490 Жыл бұрын

i dont wanna be like this anymore

@RiverCosine-wv3ry 9 ай бұрын

Relateable

@SanchezCDD Жыл бұрын

Real🔥

@MrChezzieman 5 ай бұрын

its hard to change theses type of feelings but if you look deep within youl find your trueself no one said make instant changes but look forward to those small changes youl see your worth the effort. you may know yourself but try to see how others see you to really improve take it with a grain of salt but smile. Your the only you.

@ZenithintheMaking 2 ай бұрын

This was a man who hated himself.....

@EmberEdgeDesigns 2 ай бұрын

Always want to relate to the cool anime MCs, but deep down this is the MC that relates the most

@kingfightingshark1175 6 ай бұрын

Word for word bar for bar

@ADRIEN_EDITZ 11 ай бұрын

What he is saying is really really true about me

@ikanberapi2189 Жыл бұрын

Great to see you can reset even tho it hurts Meanwhile Us who cannot reset must endure the past that we hold from now

@callmekermy9946 5 ай бұрын

Why's this inspirational to me? Maybe it just being called out makes me not wanna be like me

@mrgamerfloppa5898 3 ай бұрын

Too relatable…

@pravinlion4505 6 ай бұрын

If my mind speaks out , this is how it ends up!🙂

@kimotodoki Жыл бұрын

relatable af

@ashxserena8634 Жыл бұрын

❣️

@dragonball8898 11 ай бұрын

very2 touched

@momad6173 Жыл бұрын

This describe me

@_quixote 2 ай бұрын

I have this conversation with myself daily

@thetrueyuu8474 6 ай бұрын

He is the epitome of self hatred.

@masbahul7975 Жыл бұрын

ouch it hurts

@verxus_7 2 жыл бұрын

🖤

@iiitrifle9895 2 жыл бұрын

❤

@CesarSanchez-tb4jf Жыл бұрын

"i hate myself" I really relate to this line.

@happyjog1743 Жыл бұрын

HE JUST LIKE ME! HE JUST LIKE ME FR!!!!!!

@juliodoming7119 2 ай бұрын

The best protagonist of fiction

@Lucurato_Gaming101 5 ай бұрын

How i feel sometimes..

@Rip_Aris121 4 ай бұрын

This is the moment i love. Really love. Even if i can relate, im nothing compared to Subaru. Im a freaking weakling. I hate myself.