I'm back!

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I'm back!

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I'm glad I finally made it back! I really missed making and uploading videos!
For a long time I didn't know what to say anymore. I didn't feel inspired. Looking back I can see now that I needed to take some time to grow.
There were a lot of tough times. I didn't mention it in the video, but I was gripped with the fear of dying like I had never experienced before.
I was convinced that something was wrong with my health. I eat a fairly healthy diet, and I don't smoke anymore, so in all honesty there wasn't a logical reason for me to develop a fear of dying. But that didn't stop it from breaking me into a million pieces over and over again.
From brokenness, came a deeper understanding of the nature of our reality. I became much stronger as a result of these lessons. Now I have a lot to say, and I can't wait to share it with you!

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@alliebaby8714 Жыл бұрын

It's about time!

@archaicoutlaw Жыл бұрын

❤️ Thank you baby 😘

@NizzSkyWalker Жыл бұрын

So weird! I was thinking about you last night when I was cleaning my kitchen! So happy to see this 🙏 very interested in seeing / listening to future posts.

@archaicoutlaw Жыл бұрын

Thanks! I was hoping some of my old friends were still around :) and I look forward to your thoughts on the things I have to say!

@NizzSkyWalker Жыл бұрын

@@archaicoutlaw totally! I agree with what you said…the one thing that I cannot deny is that we’re all connected. But my dark night moments show up too. Not as intense as the first time, but still intense. Subtle doesn’t seem to be a big part of my journey. There is a part of me that would like things to be more steady but I do wonder if it is this way because it really does get my attention. Seems to me that the authentic reality will end up being so different than we ever thought. But obviously that’s something I really don’t know…

@archaicoutlaw Жыл бұрын

@@NizzSkyWalker I'm sorry I missed this nizz! My dark nights seem to always want to show up, but I try my best not to feed it any of my energy which would make that thing (whatever the situation) weaken. Good to hear from you!

@ChannelZ3RO Жыл бұрын

Yes!! Welcome back brother! You literally crossed my mind yesterday and I'd like to believe you answered my signal. Everything you just said is exactly what I've been going through myself. I've dealt with crazy anxiety for 10 years now and understand what limits it can put on a person. I feel like we're on the same journey, my friend. One thing I'm learning, none of this is real. You turn off the negativity, it doesn't exist. You get back what you put out in the universe. The way to change the world is to change yourself.... Other stuff like that. I hope you're in a good space. My number is still the same, feel free to hit me up if your feeling a kind of way... Or just want to bounce ideas. Look forward to hearing about what you've learned while you were out. Also, looking forward to some UFO talk. I'm pretty versed in that subject myself.

@NizzSkyWalker Жыл бұрын

Wow! He crossed my mind yesterday too! 🤯🙏

@archaicoutlaw Жыл бұрын

Thanks man! I genuinely appreciate that. I find it very encouraging to see you and other friends in the place where I'm at! And I appreciate you reminding me that we have each other's number. I'm definitely going to hit you up. It's really hard for me to think straight when things get intense. Thanks again man

@ChannelZ3RO Жыл бұрын

@@archaicoutlaw hey, sorry for the late response. Don't know why I'm just seeing it now. Looking forward to your next post! Hope you're holidays were good!

@archaicoutlaw Жыл бұрын

@@ChannelZ3RO thanks man!