I'm Bad At Coding ... (My Software Engineering Journey)

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Jason Goodison

Жыл бұрын

I failed a lot during my journey to big tech. My journey starting in Learning Support, and was daunting the whole way through.
📚Chapters📚
0:00 - Intro
0:47 - First Course (Recursion)
1:26 - Internship/Co-op program
1:46 - Always Look for Opportunity
2:30 - OOP
2:55 - Learn How You Learn
3:36 - Figure Out University
3:54 - Sometimes You Fail The Interview
4:23 - How to be a Software Engineer
4:53 - Slow Down
5:35 - Your Life Isn't Over
6:09 - Do the Research Yourself
7:10 - Take a Chance On Yourself
7:33 - Its All Relative
8:06 - DON'T BE AN ELEPHANT
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Instagram: jasongoodison
Twitter: GoodisonJason
Discord: discord.gg/YCpQcSuVaf
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**DISCLAIMER**:
This channel was prepared or accomplished by Jason Goodison in his personal capacity. The opinions expressed in this video are the author's own and do not necessarily reflect the views of Microsoft, Waterloo, or its affiliates.

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@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
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@josephuwimana1271
@josephuwimana1271 Жыл бұрын
Hi Joson, I am more interested into building job landing resumes, which I think will be my best ways to help many of my unemployed friends. Is there any special software, special coding, ... you applied to create your templates?
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
@@josephuwimana1271 I made those resumes through Figma but would recommend Latex
@jadonwaston5692
@jadonwaston5692 Жыл бұрын
I feel like I’m the worst at everything I do but your video really, help put what I was feeling in perspective. I’ll make sure to keep going do my best and not give up
@subhasismandal4180
@subhasismandal4180 Жыл бұрын
How to hack DSA
@TheCodeTinkerer
@TheCodeTinkerer Жыл бұрын
What was your method to routinely study/work on the absctract conepts? How did you apply these newly learned concepts? Was it projectbased? I find that it can be very hard to apply the new concepts into something substantial after I have studied these. And when this happens I tend to wander in my focus a lot. Subbed btw
@akulabourne
@akulabourne Жыл бұрын
"If you aren't the smartest person in the room, you're doing something right. And if you are the smartest person in the room, find another room." These words of advice are legendary, mate.
@techmentormaria
@techmentormaria Жыл бұрын
100%. Never stop growing!
@nomadswe
@nomadswe Жыл бұрын
Well, when you become senior developer you will be the most experienced person in the room. Use that position and time to innovate/ learn new languages and solutions and educate your colleagues. Thats what im doing at least. :)
@knwr
@knwr Жыл бұрын
What if you're the only person in the room?
@nomadswe
@nomadswe Жыл бұрын
@@knwr Honestly dont know, never happened for me.
@Zigbii0
@Zigbii0 Жыл бұрын
@@knwr you decide on which room you stay at. Go find a better room, and that is an order.
@CodyBanks10
@CodyBanks10 Жыл бұрын
That Indian guy on KZfaq is the real life saver.
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
I did an interview with Gaurav Sen back when I made this channel. Hes a really smart guy and guys like him are the only reason I passed uni
@zainabtheva8636
@zainabtheva8636 Жыл бұрын
Please any link to the Indian guy's KZfaq channel?
@gudzrkl123
@gudzrkl123 Жыл бұрын
@@zainabtheva8636 kzfaq.info
@fahimahmed5242
@fahimahmed5242 Жыл бұрын
@@zainabtheva8636 kzfaq.info
@gkcs
@gkcs Жыл бұрын
That guy looks a lot like me.
@mimbec
@mimbec Жыл бұрын
The biggest lesson here is that you do not have to be the smartest person in the room to be good at your job. I was terrible at school, didn't go to university and did odd jobs until i was 26. I landed my first IT job at 26 and worked really hard to understand all the different concepts and did a lot of work on certifications. I kept doing this over my career...always trying to learn new things. I was definitely not the leading expert on all technical topics but i did have a very broad knowledge of lots of different technical areas at a decent depth. Now, 10 years later, i work for one of the biggest and most successful security companies in the world. Everything Jason talks about in this video is spot on.
@EzeAsuoha
@EzeAsuoha Жыл бұрын
U mind saying the company?
@dakotarockwell3247
@dakotarockwell3247 Жыл бұрын
This motivated and helped me calm down so much you have no idea. I'm graduating from NEIT with an associates in Cyber Sec and Network Engineering. Praying that I'm gonna make it in the world.
@93hothead
@93hothead 7 ай бұрын
Fake and gay
@annaozor986
@annaozor986 Жыл бұрын
Dear Jason, thank you for putting this out. I feel highly encouraged. It's funny how I am nearly giving up because of how I usually feel so dumb after failing these coding challenges. I am taking this as a sign. I will try again till I succeed at my dreams. Thank you! You inspire me.
@technical157
@technical157 Жыл бұрын
rule #1 .. never give up! and you will always win ;)
@mattbox87
@mattbox87 Жыл бұрын
Don't give up, Anna! They can be hard, but once you've come out on the other side you'll get what they wanted to show you. Reflect on that and you'll get what they want out of you, and you'll get what you need to take in during the lectures. Then you'll be ready for the next one ;)
@TommyLoveTV
@TommyLoveTV Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story Jason! Very inspiring and you got yourself a sub.
@michaeloquendo9087
@michaeloquendo9087 3 ай бұрын
I'm starting to learn coding this sucks
@user-pe3by3bc4e
@user-pe3by3bc4e Ай бұрын
I work with a team that has an average of 30 years experience to my 10, so this is like work every day. Thank you for sharing your journey.
@jacobmaximususaraga3622
@jacobmaximususaraga3622 Жыл бұрын
"If you aren't the smartest person in the room, you are doing something right. If you are the smartest person in the room, find a different room." Now, this hits me so much. Thanks, Jason!
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Appreciate that! Its an elegant statement but the process to learning it wasnt elegant at all. Took way too long haha
@illusionhex1200
@illusionhex1200 Жыл бұрын
@@JasonGoodison That's a great advice to be honest, my college students are like below average and because of online exams they don't study anything, I feel like I'm doing great but it's too late when we realize that the people we are competing with were no competition at all. Now I just try to learn more and more and more , just enough that I get time to do all other extra activities, everything feels great and I enjoy my life more. This was a great experience for me as well from your pov. Great Job bro keep it up.
@TerribleTonyShow
@TerribleTonyShow Жыл бұрын
that is such a good quote, I smiled because of that and keeping that in my quote jar
@weirdo6495
@weirdo6495 Жыл бұрын
dang richest person must be homeless then
@jacobmaximususaraga3622
@jacobmaximususaraga3622 Жыл бұрын
@@weirdo6495 richest?
@hil449
@hil449 Жыл бұрын
Dude, you're right in so many levels. I always thought going to these giant companies was impossible. When I started studying for programming competitions back in 2018 some people told me it would help me land an interview and maybe a job in companies such as facebook and google but I didnt really believe them, it was something so distant so I stopped studying. Context: I live in a poor part of Brazil and the school I study in isn't the most prestigious school even in the city. Last year a guy from the same school I study landed an internship at Facebook and soon after that an internship at Uber. I was speechless. I realized it was possible. I thought "if someone from my school did it then maybe I could do it too, why not try?" and I got in touch with him, we happen to be good friends nowadays. This fact gave me the movitation and goals I needed. I got back to studying for ICPC in August 2021, didnt really go to the nationals but its alright, kept studying, then stopped for 2 months. I had finally started planning my future. I planned leaving the company I worked at to spend 1~2 years only studying (the company ended up flopping but its another story lol). Then in February this year this friend was at Meta and said he could referral me and some friends as an intern. I saw this opportunity and got back to studying real hard. Ended up getting rejected in the final round but didnt care, I kept studying because I could clearly see my growth and that alone is so satisfying. Today I got an offer for an internship at Google here in Brazil. I couldn't believe it. Srsly, im stvpid AF. I take hours and even days to grasp subjects other people understand in one go. Im slow at solving problems (that hurts me a lot as a competitive programmer).. this is crazy but the best advice I could give is: if you want it go for it. Whatever it is. Stop worrying, stop overthinking, stop daydreaming, stop wondering, FREAKING DO IT RIGHT NOW. Start studying and apply yourself right now. Go ahead and dont look back. Ignore your feelings and thoughts of self-doubt, they will scream that you are not capable, simply keep going, its worth it. And the best thing is after some time you get some inertia and it becomes easy to keep grinding because now you're used to it. But the hardest part ALWAYS is starting. We dont know if we have another life. STOP DREAMING AND START PLANNING AND EXECUTING YOUR PLAN. Really guys, I cant stress this enough. I've procrastined studying my whole life, I only started getting some sense of accomplishment and growth once I took the guts to actually do it. Do it too, I promise it, if its something you enjoy you're not gonna regret it. Just to get back to the point of the video: if you want to get a job at these companies do your research, take some time to focus (at least some 4 hours a day) and just do it. Its not that difficult, a lot of people dont even try but if you work your 4$$ off its only a matter of time
@martelo589
@martelo589 Жыл бұрын
Thank you irmão
@paulorockz6899
@paulorockz6899 Жыл бұрын
@Hil Congratz mate, how old are you?
@hil449
@hil449 Жыл бұрын
@@paulorockz6899 25, but i don't think it matters
@sombraelerizo
@sombraelerizo Жыл бұрын
As a 25 year old dumb Venezuelan, this gives me hope and inspiration.
@amanbansal9509
@amanbansal9509 Жыл бұрын
i dont have words bro just wanna say keep it up
@GuppyPal
@GuppyPal Жыл бұрын
Awesome video, man. Super inspirational! I'm in graduate school for statistics right now planning on going into data science, and there are times when it feels incredibly overwhelming and difficult. But. I look back on things I thought were super difficult 6-12 months ago, and they're easy (or easy-ish) now. Just gotta work hard and be consistent, and things WILL pay off in time. Congrats!
@ashiunderthemask8831
@ashiunderthemask8831 Жыл бұрын
I feel the same. It seems like I'm the dumbest person in the room. I'm trying. Your video is inspiring. Making me feel the worth of who I am and with consistent learning, I will be better. Thanks Jason.
@irenechoi8126
@irenechoi8126 Жыл бұрын
This is the best KZfaq video I have ever watched in my life :) this literally explains what I am experiencing right now ! ur lessons in the video are really great and are things I will remind myself of in these tough times. tysm😊
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Thanks, Irene! So glad you liked this one. It gets better, promise!
@AK-ft7fd
@AK-ft7fd Жыл бұрын
@@JasonGoodison 🥺❤
@neva7900
@neva7900 Жыл бұрын
You know what, thank you. Your video probably changed my life for the better. Sincere thanks from a student that is going through the struggles you went through.
@ChloeJee
@ChloeJee Жыл бұрын
I'm now a senior and your honesty really gives me lots of strength to keep trying in figuring out why am I so poor at coding instead of walking away from it!!!
@dovi9188
@dovi9188 Жыл бұрын
This is the most accurate and authentic representation, of what an average software engineer's journey is really like, that I've ever seen on youtube. And I've seen a lot. I especially liked the quote: "If you're not the smartest person in the room, you're doing something right. If you are the smartest in the room, find a different room."
@stevenstraker5105
@stevenstraker5105 Жыл бұрын
This took many years to learn (especially to not be an elephant), and it feels really good and validating to hear from someone who's gone on the journey to learn this too. Kudos
@mitchellbradbury
@mitchellbradbury Жыл бұрын
Awesome video! Just finished my first year at UW and its crazy how so many people can relate to all the things you said. I will keep this video in mind as I go through university :)
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
So happy you can relate! Stick in there haha it gets better
@lrfpv5292
@lrfpv5292 Жыл бұрын
How is Seattle?
@huiyinghong3073
@huiyinghong3073 Жыл бұрын
Well u have to be FULLY VACCINATED And BOOSTERED to get hired. Your Vaccination status are more important than your skills.
@lrfpv5292
@lrfpv5292 Жыл бұрын
@@huiyinghong3073 Bro that's why i left the state
@mitchellbradbury
@mitchellbradbury Жыл бұрын
@@janos1945 University of Waterloo
@cassidykjwei1264
@cassidykjwei1264 Жыл бұрын
Awwww thanks for posting this video I'm all in tears. That's what I'm feeling right now as an old student just starting to learn about Networking and Programming. Thank you for making me feel there's always hope. 🥰
@miornouxman7735
@miornouxman7735 Жыл бұрын
This actually motivated me because I am also thought i the dumbest among. my coursemates. I eventually got recommended by someone for an internship at Intel. Currently, I am self-teaching my self more about coding and do some mini projects. It actually kind of helpful and watching this video actually boosted my morale even more. Thanks for the video.
@blank4331
@blank4331 Жыл бұрын
Man this gave me extra motivation to push myself and keep working harder. I had this thinking that I was below average and not really good at programming. Always struggling while coding. But now I feel like I can do it as well. Thank you so much...
@leboleope5142
@leboleope5142 Жыл бұрын
The elephant analogy really blew my mind and helped shift my perspective about the things I am going through right now. Thank you for sharing your story. Very inspirational!
@kittisochaczki128
@kittisochaczki128 Жыл бұрын
Dear Jason! Thank you for putting this out! This is the first video I have seen from you, but you defo gained a subscriber! I will start CS next year after many years without school, and my impostor syndrome is already high enough WITHOUT even being in school! All I can think about is that I will be the dumbest(maybe oldest) person in the room. But I really want to change career and life! Thank you for being so honest and share your struggles! kudos x
@repie
@repie 8 ай бұрын
Thank you for being vulnerable with your stories. It's really inspiring to tell kids that I tutor that they can achieve great heights when I know there's people like you who have done it despite their disadvantages.
@bxav2813
@bxav2813 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the motivation! I needed this, I’m having existential crisis after hours of frustration as to why I can’t visualize the recursive methods of a tree data structure 😭 I’m so pressured to study DSA ASAP since either I pass it or not get a SWE job in the future…
@ying3481
@ying3481 Жыл бұрын
As a grad student just changing major from EE to CS, your experience of imposter syndrome and the feeling of everyone better than you is so relatable. Thank you so much for sharing your story and I learnt a lot! You really cheer me up and hope I can get my dream job like you!
@kingcort8073
@kingcort8073 Ай бұрын
Same here as a pharmacist switching to CS enrolled in college at age 28
@peepokekler
@peepokekler Жыл бұрын
Great video! This was so refreshing and motivating. Happy to have content like yours in the community.
@maxwellamoakoagyapong9486
@maxwellamoakoagyapong9486 Жыл бұрын
You’re a great guy. You always try to make a significant impact in every company you go to.
@jeffreyrivera4117
@jeffreyrivera4117 Жыл бұрын
God damn this video hit me like a truck. I'm in CC right now and I feel like I am so behind in CS compared to some of my friends in other Universities. I feel like I barely know anything but I got into a summer Undergraduate Research Program at a Cal State. I really underestimated my work and I feel like I was truly a below average CS student. After watching this video however, I really do feel like I'm going to be ok. The "Your life isn't over" lesson really resonated with me as well. I went to a free coding BootCamp and they offered an Internship for beginner software engineering work and I did not even get offered an interview, but now I have this Research Program. You always do get another shot :)
@Mat-eq8mk
@Mat-eq8mk Жыл бұрын
This reminds me of my own route. I started working at a tech company in a non-dev role and only started writing my own code because I wanted to get things done without waiting for the dev team. I still work at the same company, but I'm a senior software engineer. Initiative and a can-do attitude are two of the most important skills anyone can possess. Subbed!
@thetechzon
@thetechzon 7 ай бұрын
hi, can you please mentor me, I wanna do Software Engineering, currently learning Python Backend
@thetechzon
@thetechzon 7 ай бұрын
hi, can you please mentor me, I wanna do Software Engineering, currently learning Python Backend
@charlesadrianatienza1496
@charlesadrianatienza1496 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this video; I'm a incoming first-year BS ComSci student who has been under a lot of pressure to learn coding but has occasionally had trouble doing so. I'm grateful for the inspiration and pressure release this video has provided.
@vadsclub124
@vadsclub124 Жыл бұрын
love this video!! Really encouraging. What a story! And you told it (and edited it) very well!!
@cholaybrown
@cholaybrown Жыл бұрын
Wow, thank you! 🖤 I actually went to UW and studied Anthro/Arts… while I was there I spent a lot of time in the comfy lounge and was obsessed with the tech being built. I wanted to minor in CS but I «knew» that wasn’t for me, I felt like it was out of my league and stuck to my skeletons and paint. I took a leap and switched careers back in 2018. I now work for a charity teaching coding and slowly building apps but I still crave full time development. This video is a reminder of the work I need to do to get there. Don’t Sulk, I needed that! 🤓
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
That ius so cool! I used to spend time there too. Wonder if we were ever there at the same time - small world!
@khalid.6540
@khalid.6540 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much man for your honesty and for everything❤️!! I liked the video, I started to learn python 2 months ago, I feel lost a little bit and your video motivated me, and if you have any advice please I’ll be more than happy
@xiongbenjamin
@xiongbenjamin Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the honest journey. Very humbling and assuring to the rest of the aspiring techies.
@mjrupprecht6458
@mjrupprecht6458 Жыл бұрын
Dude. I needed to hear what you said in this video. Good luck on your continuous journey and thank you!
@dev_insights101
@dev_insights101 Жыл бұрын
2:55 that is actually the best way to learn. It helps you to understand if you really understood the topic. It also helps to build up confidence.
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Agreed! Underrated method for sure
@shaf8200
@shaf8200 Жыл бұрын
The Feynman Technique
@SurajKumar-vu7ef
@SurajKumar-vu7ef Жыл бұрын
This video is so real and relatable to many of us. This was an amazing motivator for me, great lessons taught through your journey!
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
So glad you enjoyed it! Really glad to hear that :)
@Thebestmiam
@Thebestmiam Жыл бұрын
You're probably one of those indian guys from youtube. thank you 🙏 Namaste
@dysax8894
@dysax8894 Жыл бұрын
Hey man, I found your video incredibly motivating. It's well edited and has good information while still being light hearted and entertaining. Keep up the good work man!
@Richa_cute
@Richa_cute Жыл бұрын
You're so honest about the struggle with coding. Thankyou for the encouragement. 🙂
@jennytai6226
@jennytai6226 Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much! Currently struggling with midterms but I feel way better now
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Glad to hear that 😄good luck with your midterms
@anjaligupta__
@anjaligupta__ Жыл бұрын
Love this video, I actually relate to it a lot! I will definitely keep these lessons in mind ❤
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
So glad you could relate, Anjali! ❤️
@TheCandace018
@TheCandace018 Жыл бұрын
I enjoyed this video! I am currently at my lowest point at university but hearing your story really encouraged me to keep going. Thank you for sharing.
@brendanbischoff6898
@brendanbischoff6898 Жыл бұрын
I usually hate watching vlog-related coding videos (I spend enough time with damn tutorials lol) but man, am I glad I watched this one. Spot on dude, I'm in a Bootcamp right now feeling like I'm not absorbing anything fast enough but you are absolutely right. Gotta slow down and look at it differently. Congrats on your success with Microsoft!
@crzune
@crzune Жыл бұрын
I know the the feeling brother, I was bad at coding for the first 2-3 years. Partly because I had other commitments and secondly because well the degree I did was fast food education and didn't give us enough time to properly understand the core fundamentals of programming.
@boldytiger
@boldytiger Жыл бұрын
This video has so many meanings. Well done 👍 I'm a drop out and got into coding same as u, because i needed to do something. I tried it, i liked it. Still learning frontend mainly hoping for an internship to train and enhance my technological skills. Thanks for this great story.
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Love to hear that! You’ll get there!
@VitorFlaibam
@VitorFlaibam Жыл бұрын
I was searching for that content because I'm in a tech company job I got because the disability law and I got in without any experience and I'm struggling real hard to learn and I often feel too dumb or incompetent to be in the job. Your video motivated me a lot. I'm doing small things like going through a json file and validating the fields in python but now I see that that's a little step towards something bigger. I'll get there. I'll not give up. Thanks for your video, man! ♥️
@elmirasmiscellaneous1129
@elmirasmiscellaneous1129 Жыл бұрын
I've been needing this video for so long! Thank you for sharing.I've been needing this video for so long! Thank you for sharing. To this day I still remember that feeling of being the dumbest person in the room and being behind everyone. I'm starting to learn to ignore it and just do my thing.
@carlosflores-tz8ri
@carlosflores-tz8ri Жыл бұрын
Personal opinion... One of the best videos I've ever seen Thanks a lot for sharing!
@mannananand1866
@mannananand1866 Жыл бұрын
OMG thank you so much! This was an incredible depiction of your journey and complementing the insightful lessons with some clasic Goodison humour was fun to watch! Big fan :)
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Thank you! So glad you enjoyed it :)
@haze86
@haze86 Жыл бұрын
This is an excellent video. New fan here. Well structured, good mix of levity without overdoing it, good pacing, good messaging. Nailed it.
@benix7420
@benix7420 Жыл бұрын
Jason, you doing such a great job!! You said so many wise words to remember! Thanks a lot!
@davidtucker3538
@davidtucker3538 Жыл бұрын
Over twenty years in the industry and I think I still suck at coding. Although FAANG hire smart coders, the rest of the Tech companies also value innovators. I realized that I was good in prototyping, copy pasting fragments of other people's code and getting the initial code to work quickly. That's what I stuck with doing and survived. The smart people come in and make your code perfect. My advise would be find what you like about the tech industry and own it. Also the learning never stops. I still spend 2-3 hours a day learning technology.
@AzuraiFrostwing
@AzuraiFrostwing Жыл бұрын
You've singlehandedly inspired me to resume learning coding after dropping out of college for Web Dev and Programming. It's nice to hear about not only your successes, but your failures, hurdles, and lessons learned as well. You don't pretend you're perfect, or pretend everything worked perfectly in your favor. Thank you!
@thetechzon
@thetechzon 7 ай бұрын
hey how is the journey ?
@marumomoloto4455
@marumomoloto4455 2 ай бұрын
Yoo how's it going
@cryptician6113
@cryptician6113 Жыл бұрын
This video is definitely very inspiring! Many devs here on youtube glorify their job and/or skills to the point that oneself feels like a total noob compared to any developer who already has some work experience! Your story and the way you told it in this video totally motivates me because not only does it show how far you can go in a short period of time with enough effort and grit, but also shows great empathy on the big struggle it is to break into tech and to get through the first (really difficult) tech jobs. I feel so understood and this video really is a helping hand to keep on, never stop learning and believing you will eventually get there, and to not feel like a dumbass in a crowd of cracks as much!
@CarlosLopez-fg3fl
@CarlosLopez-fg3fl Жыл бұрын
Very inspiring! I thank you for this and the quote at the end really helped me realize that I don't always have to be perfect.
@helensu5303
@helensu5303 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this! I just started learning coding a few days ago for a new career change. I’m about to give up since it’s so hard but I think I’ll stick with it for a little bit more!
@elprofetaliz6692
@elprofetaliz6692 Жыл бұрын
Dont give up, you got this!
@Gaukh
@Gaukh Жыл бұрын
Don’t give up. Took me almost a year to get to a point where I feel like I could make a regular website with stuff that isn’t just HTML and CSS. Still not knowing how to center something within a div sometimes. Still confused about flex and especially grid… I am about to be somewhat sufficient with react. Compared to the last time I used it, 3 months after I started, I don’t feel lost anymore!
@himanshunawalkar4963
@himanshunawalkar4963 Жыл бұрын
I really thought I am the only one going through this shit, but it doesn't seem so bad seeing many others like me. Its crazy how youtube algo works, came at the right time in my life
@fortuneitiola
@fortuneitiola Жыл бұрын
This is so inspirational. Now, I'm hopeful. Thanks Jason, I appreciate you telling your story.
@josiahkruse6317
@josiahkruse6317 Жыл бұрын
Dude! This video was so encouraging for me. Thanks for sharing your story!
@pro_myth_eus6897
@pro_myth_eus6897 Жыл бұрын
Honestly after being rejected by a lot of companies this video brought back the confidence that I lost. Thank you for this.
@vinylguy8092
@vinylguy8092 Жыл бұрын
This is a life-changing video. I feel as though I can't learn JS, but I can sit down and write parts of it out of my head. I must be my own worst enemy sometimes. I would like to see a video from you on being hired as an older junior developer, as in one who is about to turn 60. I am determined to find my first dev job, even if I have to create my own!
@ajhahn7765
@ajhahn7765 5 ай бұрын
Wow I needed to hear this today. Thank you so much for making this video. I was about ready to call it quits because I can't even get an interview.
@shlokjain12
@shlokjain12 Жыл бұрын
Your Journey is practical motivation to my ears, Thanks for sharing was feeling down for a while.
@brianmagana4478
@brianmagana4478 Жыл бұрын
I really needed this video. I have been having a real rough time after dropping out of college (comp sci major); suffered from agoraphobia from pandemic lockdown, anxiety, low self-esteem, undiagnosed ADHD. I recently started becoming more serious and less insecure about prospects in searching for my first job in software development (mostly because I don't want to be a loser almost-30 year old with 100k in debt and nothing to show for it). Hearing you say all of this really changed my outlook. So thank you for that. p.s. I literally JUST solved that weird zigzag problem OMG it was a ton of fun lol
@brianmagana4478
@brianmagana4478 Жыл бұрын
@@rumble1925 thanks for reaching out! Yo, i gotta say, I've since been eating a lot of hearty proteins in the mornings and working out in the evenings and things have improved tremendously for me. Can't and won't ditch the junk food, though. I just adjust my exercise whenever i indulge and i feel that things pan out nicely. But yeah, I don't generally like to promote healthy foods and dieting and what-not as magic cure-alls, but damn, no, that stuff does make a world of a difference. I think the exercise, by far, helps the most with my ADHD. It really gives me that powerful burst in dopamine that really puts me in an awesome mood and let's me do solid work!
@mindxcircus
@mindxcircus Жыл бұрын
Hey Brian? I just want to say it's comforting to read your comment and to be able to relate on a lot of grounds, which brought me to simply search "I am bad in coding" because at this point with just 2 portfolio websites, I feel like I am not qualified to any jobs that are advertised for front end web developer! And I am so frightened of interviews coz I feel like I might not know what to say or be able to do their tests. So worried of all that and yet so worried of also disappointing myself and be in my early 30s and still no permanent job related to my field (IT Diploma) I also graduated right when the world went into lockdown! March 2020! I have a diagnosed anxiety for years (and on meds, but I can cope much better) but the anxiety of trying to get my life together + worried if I will ever be good enough in coding to get hired are just always at a tug-o-war 😂 But recently I try to just keep doing projects, and teaching a new motto to myself "Just f it. Send the resume. Whichever comes back, just treat them all the same: whether you get the job or not, stay calm and keep going". Because my anxiety can take me from just seeing the job requirements advert to already seeing how I will not be able to perform, the company is disappointed in me, then I will get fired, carrying my keyboard, coffee mug and a potted plant... yea to that extent. So I do sincerely wish for both of us to enter the year with courage and determination to get through all of that, and get a good job for a start! Good luck, Brian! Good luck to me too I need it hahaha I'm so scared 🤣
@ThunderAppeal
@ThunderAppeal Жыл бұрын
You will always be a loser doesnt matter how much debt you have or dont have.
@brianmagana4478
@brianmagana4478 Жыл бұрын
@@ThunderAppeal ayyy, someone's got it rough
@nicholasbellizzi6915
@nicholasbellizzi6915 Жыл бұрын
Agoraphobia and undiagnosed ADHD? Come on.
@PoojaDutt
@PoojaDutt Жыл бұрын
Yess this is so relatable! Awesome video! 😀
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Thank you, Pooja!
@nickolasthompson431
@nickolasthompson431 Жыл бұрын
thanks for this video, I really needed to hear this as someone in a similar situation as you were in
@Donfeur
@Donfeur 2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much talking about your experiences man, this helps us a lot!
@navdeepgill7331
@navdeepgill7331 Жыл бұрын
Your channel is amazing! As a UW CS student in my first coop, your content is super relatable.
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Thanks! Really appreciate that 🙂
@sudheshsankarkk
@sudheshsankarkk Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing 🙏 Much appreciated 🤗
@AJCUTZ
@AJCUTZ Жыл бұрын
I'm going into year 2 on uni now and i'm in the EXACT SAME shoes you were , glad I came across this video. Keep up the great work!
@natedagreat850
@natedagreat850 Жыл бұрын
Hey Jason, I'm only 3 months into my tech journey and I have already secured a Software Engineer job at a tech company and I'm ecstatic. I came accross this video and love the tempo of the video, the value, and the tasteful use of B-Roll haha. I fully expected MANY more subscribers. I just liked, subscribed, and went to your site and submitted my email for those templates for the future when I start chasing down the big tech dream!
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Beautiful! Thak you for the kind words, and I'll make sure to send that email out soon :)
@cesarventura2535
@cesarventura2535 Жыл бұрын
@Tyler Harris you can do it Tyler
@cdu379
@cdu379 Жыл бұрын
@Tyler Harris You can definitely do it. Just don’t give up. I went through a Bootcamp and during the first 4 weeks of in person I seriously thought “there’s no way I’m going to be able to do this” then it just eventually clicks after you do it over and over again. You can do it!
@bitchslsp6978
@bitchslsp6978 Жыл бұрын
@Tyler Harris not alone bro
@victorius6635
@victorius6635 Жыл бұрын
@@cdu379 did you know how to code at all before going to the bootcamp?
@osamakheireddine9493
@osamakheireddine9493 Жыл бұрын
Unreal video Jason, you’ve given me hope (after being rejected by toast and many others). Just goes to show that determination is what gets you where you want
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Love to hear that :) thanks for commenting!
@letcodeitnow
@letcodeitnow Жыл бұрын
This is what I needed right now, thanks for this video man
@juhen9
@juhen9 Жыл бұрын
Thanks Jason! Really needed this!!
@OliviaLearns
@OliviaLearns Жыл бұрын
thanks for the inspiring video! I just came out from a failed whiteboarding session, and this made me feel a little better. My takeaway is that I shouldn't take failure personally and that I should take that as an opportunity to see what I need to work on.! So happy I found your videos !
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
So glad this was able to help you! If I had a penny for every time I failed an interview, I wouldn't need to do interviews haha
@TechOnScreen
@TechOnScreen Жыл бұрын
@@JasonGoodison amazing line.
@nosferatunoir2740
@nosferatunoir2740 Жыл бұрын
Impostor syndrome is really awful. I wish I was as confident as you were when you decided to go for internships in university, I was so afraid I was inferior to my classmates that I'd never get in. I basically gained all of my confidence during the pandemic because I focused on nothing but learning to cope with the lockdown. Things get better, but sometimes it takes a lot of faith in the process and reflection to see any results to your effort.
@ibitolafrances7885
@ibitolafrances7885 Жыл бұрын
This is quite inspiring. Trying to journey into tech and just way behind….. thanks for sharing your experience
@rvndyr
@rvndyr Жыл бұрын
Dude, thank you for this video seriously. I needed this.
@nikosikkurnosik
@nikosikkurnosik Жыл бұрын
OMG this video is so much needed now! I didn't know how to code before the university(don't have so much understanding now too...) and I was even thinking about quitting, because I don't understand anything. But I've passed some programming classes with a help of god and my friends:)) I don't think that I'm even an average, because every programming class is hard af and other students don't seem to struggle as much. But your video gives me hope, that one day everything will be alright
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Glad to hear this resonated with you! You'll find one day things mostly just "click". People say that all the time and you worry "but what if it doesnt for me" but trust me, it will. Keep at it!
@jrhager84
@jrhager84 Жыл бұрын
What a refreshing take. Speaking for everybody I know (including myself) in this industry - It's easy to feel like the 'idiot' that faked your way into a position. We're all idiots. haha There's just too much to know. It's all gravy!
@omarz5009
@omarz5009 Жыл бұрын
needed a boost of motivation. Thank you.
@LilJollyJoker
@LilJollyJoker 4 ай бұрын
Thank you for this video! One of the best software engineering videos out there!
@KatzeMelli
@KatzeMelli Жыл бұрын
u'll probably never read this.. but this video helped me a lot right now. I am in my first year of a computer science degree in exam season right now. The imposter syndrom is real and i always feel so behind :( your insights are amazing!!
@rakurame6990
@rakurame6990 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for this video, man. Congratulations too. I also have a same limiting belief that I'm not good at coding. Being an experienced professional in different domain, sometimes it is hard for me what if I fail in SW Dev jobs
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
You wont! You can do it, I know :) thanks for commenting
@rakurame6990
@rakurame6990 Жыл бұрын
@@JasonGoodison Thanks, man. I hope I will achieve that 💯💯
@EmmanuelIbikunle
@EmmanuelIbikunle Жыл бұрын
This is just so inspiring, thanks for the awesome content
@Nanis-World
@Nanis-World Жыл бұрын
Best (meaningful) video I've seen in a while and absolutely relatable being in a computer science degree program currently.
@CrazyzzzDudezzz
@CrazyzzzDudezzz Жыл бұрын
It’s nice to come across someone that had almost the exact same experience front to back. Currently trying to grind out LC and man it is tough for someone like me. I literally went back to solve the zig zag problem and couldn’t (I solved it two months ago). I’ve got a long way to go.
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Yo fuck that problem though - it still haunts me hahaa
@stuckinthematrix
@stuckinthematrix Жыл бұрын
production value, story-telling and humour on point!
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Thank you! Appreciate the kind words :)
@andrestubellejaiii5216
@andrestubellejaiii5216 Жыл бұрын
THANK YOU! just thank you, for the boost of confidence, and relief even if im not the smartest in the room.
@jabr0nicus
@jabr0nicus Жыл бұрын
congrats! the more i watch these kinds of videos it just solidfies in my head that i'm not cut out for big tech, very insightful tho thank you
@sakshidosani3751
@sakshidosani3751 Жыл бұрын
I had saved this video to my "watch later" playlist and kinda forgot about it but when I saw it today I wasn't disappointed at all! This is my first time on your channel and it felt worth subscribing :) Also, as you started speaking I started relating a lot, but as the video progressed I got to know how much hardwork you've put in.🙌 I'm currently a 4th year cs student with no internship experience and upcoming interviews and I'm very scared and I feel highly unprepared 🙂
@rayaneadam4778
@rayaneadam4778 Жыл бұрын
don't worry you got this! :)
@mattbox87
@mattbox87 Жыл бұрын
You got this! Remember the impostor syndrome cuts both ways; you might think you don't deserve it but it ain't necessarily so!
@speedzero7478
@speedzero7478 Жыл бұрын
I spent the last seven years in IT, just starting my journey coding. Your story is inspirational to me, and you made a lot of good points.
@dirtysouth3291
@dirtysouth3291 Жыл бұрын
May I ask what you did in those past 7 years?
@preetichauhan7534
@preetichauhan7534 Жыл бұрын
@@dirtysouth3291 IT is more than just "coding"
@estiuestiuestiu4149
@estiuestiuestiu4149 Жыл бұрын
This is such a great video! Very empowering. Love this. Thank you
@Rin-qj7zt
@Rin-qj7zt Жыл бұрын
You are amazing. Thank you for giving me some clarity
@HenrikGamborg
@HenrikGamborg Жыл бұрын
Definitely suffer from Imposter-complex. I have intentionally not sought out possibilities at larger firms yet, thinking I need more experience. I think this video has inspired me to pull that stick out of the ground, and send that CV. Thank you.
@ohmedarick1
@ohmedarick1 Жыл бұрын
Great video made me laugh at times. Reminded me how I struggled and still struggle to learn new things. Thank you for sharing your experiences. LOL
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
Really appreciate it! Thanks for commenting
@jonintc
@jonintc Жыл бұрын
Great video. Academically speaking, I might be an opposite example but the fear of not being good enough still applies. I was the number 1 CS student in my high school graduating class because I did C++ AP comp sci in 1 quarter (out of a year) and spent the remaining year doing binary tree balancing and helping classmates who struggled. I never applied to Google or any FAANG companies in the past 20 years because I thought I wasn’t good enough and mainly because I don’t want to live in the bay area or seattle. But I’ve been successful where I’m at. Your inspiring story helps me realize not to be afraid to apply to bigger tech companies, so thank you.
@ThaRealEbby
@ThaRealEbby Жыл бұрын
I love this video it’s so motivating ❤thank you we all needed to hear this your giving us all hope thank you.
@GyroZeppeli_
@GyroZeppeli_ Жыл бұрын
Jason Thank you for this video. It is like, when you get low on your exam and you think you are the only one but then there are someother people who also got low score and you become happy since you are not the only one who fails it. I was going to give up but this video just became a fuel for me. A fuel to believe in myself. And I hope that fuel will burn hot forever. No fuel can go forever nor finish but it can attract other fuels and make them burn. I had a fuel which was almost finished and now you poured some gas into it. A lot of gas, If someone see this, Unless you blow to your own fire it will never finish. All you need to heat up it again is finding a fuel. This video is just a crazy fuel which you should watch every few months. I just found it and I am happy to find it. I hope you won't fail and I won't too.
@JasonGoodison
@JasonGoodison Жыл бұрын
This was a really nice comment to read. I’m so glad you enjoyed the content :) hope I can make more that you like too!
@ryanb1738
@ryanb1738 Жыл бұрын
45 years old and just beginning to program. Feels like my brain isn't made for it, but your video is encouragement to keep going.
@SeCluDred
@SeCluDred Жыл бұрын
Remember: Rome was not built in a day :)
@OiskiPoiskiDK
@OiskiPoiskiDK Жыл бұрын
Your brain just needs to adjust to the principals. You'll get there. The most difficult part is to think like a computer. Purely logical. We often think in abstracts, however, the computer does not. It's precise. A year from now you'll come back to this comment and tell me that you've landed your first job as a programmer. You're a junior but I'll kick it! I believe.
@ryanb1738
@ryanb1738 Жыл бұрын
@@OiskiPoiskiDK Thank you for the encouragement!
@diyamathur9570
@diyamathur9570 Жыл бұрын
This is literally the best motivation anyone can receive. Thanks :)
@brandonb5394
@brandonb5394 Жыл бұрын
Great video. Helped me gain some confidence on my journey