Sis Nozi... i was 23 when I was diagnosed... bekunzima! The depression, pain, agony to want to smile and fall in love. Every night crying yet going to school and raising a beautiful HIV negative baby. I Pushed through... Every thing in this letter is true. At some point everything just stops hurting and you start living and being yourself again but it takes time. Enkosi Sis Nozi thank you for being here❤

I needed to hear this ...I’m 23 I was diagnosed on my birthday which was January, I’m still hurting ,i cry every night I’m still in shock ...it’s not an easy journey but I know I’ll conquer it ...thank you for the words I needed to hear them 🙏God bless you

This message was directed to me ❤️😭😭, been crying this whole morning.. thank you for sending some love , thank you for being a friend .,, Stay blessed

I am not positive , but this letter is for me😭😭😭sis nozie m crying..

Sesi Nozi😢😢this letter spoke to me. I often get people saying to me "ahh its okay its not the end of the world" but some days are even harder the the other but I always tell myself that I had to go through this journey so that I can realize the strength God has given me.one thing that I don't do is Question myself. Am living with acceptance and my motto is "my smile strengthens me" I am Kamogelo M and you don't know me YET! Thanks for the letter❤

"Let your whole healing process take it's course, don't rush it, but don't get comfortable either, when it's time to move on, do so graciously." - Nozibele Qamngana 🔥🔥😭😭😭shuu

I even forget that you are an HIV survivor . You are jst a STAR to me . I love you

You took the words out of my mouth 💔. All those questions ? I ask myself each and everyday “ How did I get here “. Thank you for the words of encouragement ❤️

😭😭😭 wow Sis Nozi 😭😭😭😭 It's like you are talking to me 😭😭 right now i feel like i don't have reason to live every night i cry and say only if i can turn back the hand of time, But i can't . I remember that day like it happened yesterday. My mom will always say " abantu bayaphila la ngaphandle. Asinalutho lesifo my baby God is with you even in this sickness soze akushiye futhi" but deep down i feel like God is sleeping right now from lost week i haven't been okay today i locked myself in the house and cried 😭😭😭 thank you for this letter Sis Nosi enkosi You gave me hope

I just broke down 😭😭😭😭. "You are going to be okay, you've played each memory to your mind". That hit home so bad 😭😭😭

Sisi you truly are a God sent! This legit made me cry because I am still struggling to accept and come to terms with the fact that I am living with HIV. At times I question how my future will turn out, I feel people will judge me, I doubt that I will ever have children of my own who I will love or be with a partner who loves me for me, but you give me strength, so much! I remember watching your very first video about a month back, and I spent the whole night just wanting to watch more and more, basically I binged on your videos😂and that is only because they made me feel normal again. Thank you. Inkosi ikubusise🙏

I’m not positive but this letter is for me too🥺🥺.Thank you Nozi. Thank you for reminding me that I’ll laugh again. Thank you for spreading so much love and light

I'm in tears, girl you just found your purpose....God's using you to mend broken hearts. I wish to give this much hope to people who're dealing with depression for I walked that path. What's the use of our pain when it doesn't give hope to those in pain?

Oh Nozibele, we need YOU in this world. You are such a light... thank you. May God continue to bless you and your family ❤️

Your letter is also for other struggles, thank you Sis Nozi 💋🙏🏽

My brother just lost his childhood friend to hiv/aids complications. He knew for a while but never confronted his friend about it hoping that he’ll get comfortable enough to disclose. Unfortunately he never did and even hid it from his own family until it was too late. I wish he had a friend like you whom he could talk to, maybe he would have accepted and lived a positive life... too late now! May his soul RIP 💐

Oh Nozi ntombi....This is exactly what I needed to hear😍😍😍😭😭😭you are such a blessing!!!!

I listen to this every time I'm suicidal. Thank you sis❤️

Huuuu... Sis Nozi... Just when one thought “You” have covered just about every spectrum on topics around life’s progression and healing around HIV. You seem to go deeper into the depths of humans endeavors as we all continue to find healing in all sorts of respects. As you dig deeper you continue to reveal these great jewels that are bestowed in that treasure box of a heart. Yes, you may not have all the resources and the means to reach everyone but your light reaches us all. Enkosi.🙏🏾

Nozi, May the Lord remember you. May He be good to you. You are inspiring hope and encouragement. May the Lord watch over our brothers and sisters that are in the situation where they are overwhelmed

Oh my gosh, Nozi😭😭😭 You're the best friend everyone needs right now. What a heartfelt message. 🧡 thank you so much. You don't have to do these but the fact that you make time to do is juuuuust amazing, you're a warrior and champion for healing. Love you!

I cnt thank u enough for ur kind and courageous words. Words so powerful and profound. I used to think that strength came from being silent and letting the world view me as strong and bold but after hearing ur speech, I realise that the strongest people are those who are not afraid share their agony. A little tears cleanses the soul. May you continue to bless u with ur presence, trust me ure moving mountains!

Not positive but you were really speaking to me here 😭😭😭 " I can assure You that you'll get there, you'll laugh again,... you will smell the flowers again and if ever you had to doubt, look at me, I survived what I thought would kill me, you will too." - Nozibele Qamngana

The day I found about my status I felt hopeless ,speechless I was thinking I'm dreaming but it was not dream ,i choose to live positive nd love myself to live for my kids and I always tell myself that its still me nothing changed but I have to change how I live ,eat, sexual partner nd trust God for everything, thank you sis Nozi 🙏❤

This One Got to me... It is hurting A lot...Sis Noz I found my self crying and going back to that moment when it all changed. Thank You Sis Noz

"You going to be okay" 😢😢 am not HIV positive but Covid 19 Positive just those words changed my mentality Am gonna be okay

I'm going through the same way, questions without answers ,what when why how did it happen ,somedays are better than others, I wish if I can turn back the hands of time but I can't, I'm just surviving because I have a son to take care of and there is so much which still needs to be done, I get strength from the above and very good friends and family may the Good Lord bless us always

thanks Nozi this is for me I am also living with hiv

This Chanel has been a blessing to me your story is exactly what I went through its really hard to cope sometimes thinking about what people will say and all😥😥😥

Nozi, as usual well said! I personally consider your channel to be one of the best I've ever had the pleasure of viewing on KZfaq. It's lighthearted and fun but yet never far from bringing us the healing we all need so badly. Although this is a topic geared towards HIV positive individuals, I find your words healing and affirmative for my own life as I address some unresolved issues. Continue being bold and may your life be continually Blessed. Thank you!

Girl... Your story gives me hope. All love 💗

Ooooh Sisi what a heartfelt message ❤️😭😭😭😭. I might not be HIV positive, but this message is exactly what I wanted to hear😭😭😭. Thank you soo much Sisi for reminding us that we will be okay, and that we will smile again ❤️.

Sis Nozibele may God bless you and your strength. May your messages reach those in need and beyond

Sending some positive energies, healing and light to the friends who are going through some challenging times❤️.

Oh Cc Nozi , May the Lord Jesus bless u & ur husband . I love u guys

This touched me deep in the soul. Thank you

I could listen to this girl all day 😭😭😭

Oh marn😭😭😭😭 , alisahlabi itswele🧅🧅🧅 bethuna😭😭😭. Yhini Nozi ukundikhalisa kangaka, i could listen to your videos whole day❤❤❤❤

Love what you are doing Nozi, God does not give us what we can't handle, sometimes it feels like this is not true, but its always true. When are you are hurt, grieve, allow the grieving process, but don't nurse it either, when its time, let it go.

Guard your heart your soul your mind..... indeed a beautiful letter! You are so strong lady .... keep shining you have definitely shamed the devil.....

Wow this was so beautiful 😭😍 thank you so much

Words can not express how beautiful this message is. May God continue to give you strength to continue being a ray of sunshine and encouragement for those in darkness. I love you Sisi thank you for not being scared to tell your truth and being the image of God's love.

Um chopping onions right now 😭😭😭😭😭at time's we tend to live under depression because of "if only " and why me???? but through it all we survived and here we're still standing😭😊thank u dear for reminding us that we're worth more than the disease itself God bless you 😍😍

I'm not but thanks for these encouraging words ,lots of us r going through something and really needs hope.

Forgive yourself !!!very very difficult task , but that’s where you start healing ... Love you sis Nozi , I felt the this message deep within ... I felt the pain and I saw the healing ... This is so relevant for so many instances in ones life 🌸God bless you ... God heal you beautiful child that is hurting

Heart warming message

Wow! All your videos are life changing. You're the inspiration. You taught me that I can do anything and to follow my dreams even when things seem like they’re falling apart. You're really amazing Nozi!

Just your smiles brings so much warmth, it speaks to my soul. We can see that today's video was not a happy one but you strong for us... Thank you very much Nozie I pray that you get all what you need to reach everyone who needs. You are a born Queen 😍❤👑

What a touching latter, that crambling voice kaNozi is killing me. Baby I pray uJehova akumise noma izimo seziphikisana nawe. Thanks so much kusilapha

Nozi you are truly God sent, thank you for this love letter. It has added a lot of value to my life.

Ohh sis Nozie 😭😭 you're such a blessing 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️

Wow, I am lost of words. Very touching, this came from the heart

Thank you i needed to hear this

Oh hayi sis Nozi 😭😭😭😭🥴🥴🥴🥴😍😍😍😍 thank you so much for this. I may not be HIV positive but this is it sisi. ❤️

You are godsent sis Nozi. You are doing amazing work ❤️❤️❤️ May God continue to bless you and Bhut Skhu ❤️❤️

"Everyday has its appointed trouble. But never more than you can bear by his grace...." John Piper

This has to be the most beautiful piece of literature work, you've ever posted on your KZfaq channel. My absolute favorite. I will most definitely share the message on all platforms. Beautiful Nozi. Keep up the good work.

This is amazing. God bless your beautiful soul. We love you so much.❤

God bless you Nozi, You are an inspiration to the country. Much Love.

Oh what a message Maskhosi! Bless your heart sweetheart 💞

Nozi my sister..u are such a blessing..i literally got goosebumps..and tears rolled as i listened to you..THANK YOU.. THANK YOU..Suddenly something make sence to me now..😥i love you keep up making us feel human again..

You're an amazing person. I'm not positive but this speaks volume to my soul. May God's love continue to cover you You're truly an instrument of God for so many people. Be blessed my sister 🙏 ❤

Thank you so much baby girl, may you grow more in strength wisdom and love. God bless you for blessing us

You are so beautiful and have a heart of gold I'm a new subbie and I love you already 😍💕❤

To those who are please take your meds and take care of yourself and there is hope.

Such a positive and supportive message 😍

How beautiful! Thank you Nozi! You have healed so many with your letter. Lots of love!

Bless your heart. Bless you. Thank you. Relating to this on a different note but relating still. May your God and angels continue to use you and light your path. All my love, to you.

Thank you sweet Nozi! I hope that loving encouragement has been received. Let them know that God is no respecter of persons. The same God that did it for you, will do it for them. Love you Nozi and Sku. Should you ever visit Uganda one day, don't by pass me.

I’m so emotional right now😭 thank you sisi❤️

This is a positive energy thanks Nozi 🙏🏾

Aow bawo, love and strength to all. This is beautiful Nozi

Nozibele, since i started watching your channel i feel healed girl, thanx to you sometimes you make me cry while strong at the same time... Love you so much, all the best my dear

Wat a touching letter. Mixed with tears and smiles

Dear Lord please bless Nozi for me, I know that it was by Your Will that I ended up "knowing " her and her story. Give her strength to keep on doing what she is doing because I know the are still a lot of people that need to hear her story in order to hang in there and have hope. Father God please bless Nosi's marriage and family and let her know that she must never give up what she is doing a lot of people out there including me look up to her. Jesus continue using her to heal the world, I pray all this in Your Mighty name dear Lord........Amen

You're a guarding angle 😍may the Lord continue giving you strength nozi

Wooow!! Thank you Sis Nozi will spread the word; I hardly comment but this is so beautiful!! May God continue to use you in changing people's lives,you are a star.Lots of love💓

Thank you sisi Nozi. U are the blessing to all of us. Keep going😍

You are an epitome of God's greatness ❤❤❤🥺🥺🥺

I think we all needed to hear this Sisi... You are such a beautiful lady....

This is so beautiful, I will be sharing it to family and friends!!

I'm not positive Nozi but you wrote this for me... Been taking care of my mom who has dementia and I can't lie and say it's an easy journey. From once a very dark place now I'm here surviving it. Doing it like I was born for this. Yep Nozi days are not the same but beautiful memories I create everyday with my mom. You wrote this to me sisi enkosi. God bless you and more love to you sthandwa sam😪❤😍

Wooow Nozie. True talk.we must be fair to ourselves. God bless you👏👏

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Thank you so much cc Nozie. You make living with HIV soooo easy and you inspire me a lot.

Thank you for your timely letter. It's an inspiration to many. May the Lord keep using you to reach many who are still in denial and those who wish to start all over again. God bless you girl.

Thank you so much Nozi i needed this 😥😢

Wow this is so beautiful it applies to all of us ❤️ thanks so much

Powerful powerful ❤️🙏🏿

💕💕💞 😭😭 love sweet letter for anyone feeling heartbroken..MOre grace

Hayi Nozi what are you doing to all of us,this is so beautiful

Ncooo Nozi, this is so touchy, thank you ❤️

This is really sweet, thank you Nozi ❤️

Very informative and heart warming ❣️

Nozi, beautiful message and God is love 🙏

Keep creating more contents dear. May the Lord continues to bless and keep alive for a veeeerrryyy longer time in Jesus mighty name. 💕❤️💖🙏🙏

Thank you Nozi for the letter.. It hurts but you just gave me hope it will be better

You’re so beautiful sisi....stay shining and changing lives 🙏😚

Beautiful heartfelt message Nozie ❤️to those who are putting thumbs down to this message I would like to know what do they mean?

What a letter Nozi, I think it's something I wanted to hear, in God we trust and he gives us the strength to keep going on even when it's painful.. Thank you. #IAmstilMe

😭😭😭This is beutifull thank you Nozi ❤.