i'm not doing good.

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3 жыл бұрын

a short vent video bc i needed to let out my feelings somewhere. i would rant about what's really going on in this description, but there's just too many wrong things. i just wish i could be someone else. i don't want to be me anymore. a lot of emotional trauma is getting to me, that's what i wanted to express in this video. everyday, i am in pain and try to push it down but everything comes back up. i get flashbacks from all the times I've been hurt by people, myself, and looking at how everyone happy looks on social media makes it worse. I'm not even happy enough to pretend that I'm happy online. okay that's all I'll share. I'm thankful to have this platform for me to share my feelings.
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@liageorge9411 3 жыл бұрын

I don’t know how you’re feeling or what you’re going through..but I want you to know that there’s a community here who appreciates you and your many talents! You are beautiful and loved and worthy ❤️💜 please reach out to the people you trust if you ever need to talk, use this platform to vent when you need, we’ll be here to support you ❤️

@exhalence 3 жыл бұрын

thank you so much ❤️ love you

@liageorge9411 3 жыл бұрын

exhalence. No Thank YOU for always creating such beautiful content that honestly helps people process so many emotions ❤️

@connoravila 3 жыл бұрын

You have no idea how much I needed to hear that

@_clearlychloe_9816 3 жыл бұрын

I hope for the best for you, all will be well.

@exhalence 3 жыл бұрын

thank you.

@luvwillqw 3 жыл бұрын

i guess i’m just tired of it, people say i don’t understand what it’s like due to my age but idk ig. hope you’re okay tho

@imanigarnett9265 3 жыл бұрын

All I can say is I know the feeling. Because I was literally in the middle of crying when I got this vid notification

@Liroly 3 жыл бұрын

I am going thru something similar. And I'll say that there's light at the end of the tunnel, or at least that's what I want to believe... Best of luck.

@emma-pv9pe 3 жыл бұрын

i believe in you love

@cassidyongansie4362 3 жыл бұрын

It honestly takes time trust me. Things will start getting better eventually, especially if you talk to someone or write it down or express yourself in some way you'll feel lighter. There will be days where things will feel like the world is ending, but just know that you will get through it. I believe in you luv, stay strong and keep your head above water♡

@wrldcomedy7040 3 жыл бұрын

U don't know her situation so u don't know if it gets better

@abhisheksoni2058 3 жыл бұрын

I can see no more lights at any ends bro, i lost every person i loved and I'm all lost nd alone.

@githala_manisha 3 жыл бұрын

After a long treatment of depression I think somehow I survived but for how long I've no idea about it. There is only one thing that I know I'm more strong than I think I'm and you are too ♥️. Loved the video and love you 💜💜

@alejandraurroz9791 3 жыл бұрын

It's okay to not be okay. I'm glad you found a way to express some of those feelings and I hope your life gets better

@emma-pv9pe 3 жыл бұрын

you are so loved by all of us, we are all here for you no matter what

@user-ze8pn5ru8r 3 жыл бұрын

you will always have this platform to share whatever! i understand so much. please listen, focus on urself and ur situations first, i don’t care, you matter just as much as everyone else. you deserve endless happiness and love and support. i don’t care if you don’t believe it but it’s the truth. i love u. stay safe.

@fangirlxfeels7759 3 жыл бұрын

I hope you feel better soon and find the light at the end of your tunnel, but just remember that you can get through this. You are loved and don’t forget that. I know it’s hard, but if you ever need to vent we’ll listen for as long as you need us to. 💕

@roderickt.rynjah8027 3 жыл бұрын

We all feel like this once a while. Breatheeeeeeeee, relax and clear your mind. I'm not saying I know how you feel, we all feel differently and deal with things differently but we need to look forward and see the future and smile. Remember, we are all put here on this earth for a reason, no matter how small it may be, we are worthy to be living on this earth. P.S. To anyone reading this, have a beautiful day and remember that you are the definition of beauty!! 🌹❣🌹

@iamvictorpeter 3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for this

@roderickt.rynjah8027 3 жыл бұрын

@@iamvictorpeter I know how it feels to be alone

@luisaariasl 3 жыл бұрын

it's so hard but i hope you can find the light at the end of the tunnel. you're so worth it and so so loved. keep fighting. we will get out of this labrith

@littlewondersx 3 жыл бұрын

this is really beautiful and i'm sorry you've been feeling so bad, i hope things get better for you soon

@brookcharlie9560 3 жыл бұрын

i feel you. Not only this video, but every single word in the description. I wish i could be happy and well, who knows when this will happen, but i can still wish.

@cerezaaa91 3 жыл бұрын

I've gone through these moments too. I wish you the best, if you need someone, even to vent to, please consider me. The one advice I can give to you is, disconnect from social media where everyone looks a-okay. Only a select few show things as they truly are, the rest (and i do admit i've done it) only show that picture perfect moment.

@kanikasindhwani1990 3 жыл бұрын

I feel you. Nights are tougher than morning to survive. Cry myself to sleep most of the nights. I started writing to burst out the feelings. Everything is going to be fine in the end I wanted to believe that.

@CerberusHellfireFenris 3 жыл бұрын

If you ever, ever need to talk I'm free to listen. If not I completely understand. We all deal with emotions differently. And everything thing you're feeling is valid. I hope you get better. I dont know exactly how you're feeling, but I've had moments similar. I wish you happiness and joy.

@pmackenzie 3 жыл бұрын

Beautiful video ❤️ I read the description & I know how you feel. Every day I'm always gonna be in emotional pain bc of trauma that happened over my childhood. I remember being 16/17 & hating who I was. I felt broken & empty. Numb. Like the world around me was gray & everyone could see the colors & I couldn't no matter how hard I tried. But somewhere along the line I realized I will always have this emotional pain but every day it becomes easier & easier to let go of it. I know it's hard I really do. If you ever want to talk I'm here ❤️

@syifafarah 3 жыл бұрын

I don't know what to say to make you feel better, but i realy understand how you feel. Really. Maybe because i feel completely lost lately and i didn't feel the best myself. I really hope you will get better! you are loved ❤😻 also, great edit! As always ❤🤗

@bubbleeyb5072 3 жыл бұрын

Might not know you but we love you and hope one day you can feel that ❣ your videos always speak to my inner broken heart and you make me feel a little less alone 🥺💜

@ellyettepaige 3 жыл бұрын

I feel the same exact way far too often. Thank you for this and I hope things get better for ya luv. x

@panditaaa27 3 жыл бұрын

Crazy how this is relatable rn to me. I had to call a suicide hot line bc I just wanted my pain to end.

@theiphoneguyedits5543 3 жыл бұрын

You are loved

@natalija7 3 жыл бұрын

I am going through something like that as well. I'm sending you lots of love and I hope you feel better soon

@CrikeyyMate 3 жыл бұрын

this is very relatable at the moment

@namazuenjoys3601 3 жыл бұрын

I feel you right now and all I want to say is I hope this makes you a little happier that I'm a new subscriber and I turned my notification bell on :)🖤 that heart is to hopefully make you a little better

@lexiad377 3 жыл бұрын

i love your work, thank you. Hope you’re well.

@fuad_fitness3454 3 жыл бұрын

And u can't tell anyone because u have trust issues they don't take u seriously laugh at u judge u say u want attention they just don't care or they don't understand ur pain ik the feeling

@richielee314 3 жыл бұрын

Don't let anyone create this mindset for yourself to change. No one and nothing should ever change who you are as a person. Stay away from toxic people who try to bring you down. Stay close to those who support you along the way. Everyday is always progress. Despite risks and challenges, never stop thriving.

@joshuajacob5178 3 жыл бұрын

I've been watching since your video of unrequited love, you're going through a lot, and I'm guessing that you express yourself through this very meaningful videos. It's like this peaceful void, and your inner peace? Idk, but you're going through a lot. There'll always be a good time! Keep your head up and you'll be able to do this! Have a good day! -Josh

@connoravila 3 жыл бұрын

Slot of these videos gave me a way of opening up and writing music of me

@jessicamokhatazi3884 3 жыл бұрын

Queen of best vids in utube

@rockyyouremorappr5988 3 жыл бұрын

You aren’t alone..

@chicken09448 Жыл бұрын

i’m always feeling stressed, anxious, not wanting to talk to anyone, depressed. I hate myself.

@trizmoreira6415 3 жыл бұрын

Take care, you're loved ❣️

@papl20 3 жыл бұрын

Hello friend, your community supports you, we may not be physically present but we hear you. We're here for you. As an adult who've struggle with a lot of childhood trauma+adult trauma as well, as a person who's seek and got better thanks to therapy, as a psychologist myself, remember that feelings are temporary, so practice compassion towards yourself, do little things that nurture your soul, try and find the light however dim it is, and hold it strongly. I'm sending you love, peace and tranquility

@priyankpatil3683 3 жыл бұрын

I love ur channel...

@lynnleemayorga8881 3 жыл бұрын

I want to do better too ❤

@-kai-7507 3 жыл бұрын

I hope you feel better soon 😌😁

@skystacy256 3 жыл бұрын

❤️

@joelle8788 3 жыл бұрын

Just wanna say that I love u. For real. No joke or something. I love you ❤️

@exhalence 3 жыл бұрын

I love you too!

@iamlia8896 3 жыл бұрын

To all the ppl who lost a really special loved one ‘ God Picks The Most Beautiful People, Just Like How You Pick The Most Beautiful Flowers’

@ashzv 3 жыл бұрын

idk i’m just tired.

@OnlyAlyna 3 жыл бұрын

I Am In Pain 💔

@victorpury Жыл бұрын

Guys, maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but it'll get better. Life isn't great but once in a while it has some amazing moments that compensate all the bad things that happen. And at that exact moment is when you feel grateful about what you do and the people who surround you. At that exact moment all makes sense. Peace and love❤

@shemsalshimary5795 3 жыл бұрын

crying at the moment doing homework.

@badduie1274 3 жыл бұрын

Im in pain for some reason im full of pain but my happiness is empty i wanna die

@skylajones1780 3 жыл бұрын

😁

@anastasiaromanova6474 3 жыл бұрын

Hey, honey, you'll be fine one day. It's okay that you feel like this now, I mean, yeah, that's a piece of shit, but you're not alone in this. People all around the world are with you now in this struggle. Just hold on. I'm with you either. And yes, people in social media may seem like they are happy, but often it's just a mask, that you don't need to wear