i'm tired of hating my life

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this freaking video has been a labor of love.. and sometimes hate lol. it has taken me months to get it to a point where i think it's ready. honestly i'm such a perfectionist and i have such high expectations for myself, it's hard to ever be satisfied with videos i make. but i think that goes perfectly with this videos message. so here it is, i hope you enjoy :)
special thank you to all my friends who either directly helped with the creation of this video or listened to me worry about how it isn't good enough and essentially talked me off of a creative ledge.

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@emberedits1342 8 ай бұрын

How did you make amazing friends? I'm still stuck in the super lonely part. 😢

@missaniebananie6473 8 ай бұрын

I feel you, but the ones I do have I met by pushing myself outside of my introverted comfort zone by joining rec league sports or starting conversations with people that seemed fun when I would be out. But in doing that I never changed who I was at my core. We just gotta keep trying

@faithli2131 8 ай бұрын

Go outside. Talk to people. Be nice.

@emberedits1342 8 ай бұрын

@missaniebananie6473 I joined ice skating lessons before, way outta my comfort zone but it was great! I actually did get along with the other people there, but we only hung out once or twice outside the classes and then didn't keep in touch after the classes ended. 😅 Maybe I'll try that again though, I'm current a stay at home mom so that does seem like the best way for me to meet people currently!

@paxtonamor98 8 ай бұрын

Honestly I was so lonely for so long, I feel you 🥺 I met most of my friends through work and then I met a couple through my local community theatre. Honestly joining activities is one of the best ways to make friends as an adult. It can be scary at first, but it's so worth it!! And something that really stuck with me is "if you want good friends, be a good friend." For example, before I would get upset and hurt if my friends wouldn't reach out to me. Now, if I'm missing a friend, I'll reach out to them first to make plans. Sometimes it takes that extra effort on your part to keep in touch!

@itsclauds7554 8 ай бұрын

wow i loved this video and touches on so many key points i have been thinking about lately in creating the dream life i want for myself. I had this thought the other day that this idea of creating our dream life is so daunting because we grow up with our lives happening to us and one day turn 18 and have to all of a sudden make our lives happen ourselves. we are born with our daily routines, habits, etc set out for us. our parents bring us to school and take us to activities. then we go into adulthood and all of that just stops. it took me years to get off my own butt and kick myself into the mindset of being the only person i can rely on. a huge huge lesson i have been learning is that the key to my happiness is intentionality. i have to start my day intentionally, dream intentionally, do my routines intentionally, because there is no longer a driving force making me do these things as there once was in childhood

@lattaezhae 8 ай бұрын

I literally feel this whole video 😭 it’s been my mood this entire year like my dream life has been on hold because of responsibilities toppling over like crazy. But it’s like they always say, only you can control what happens and no one’s stopping you from living your dream life but you. This video was so beautiful Paxton, and best of luck on your journey and new life! You’re deadass on the right path so keep going girl 👏🏽😂 (And those dream cookies looked amazing)

@namjesus3789 8 ай бұрын

I relate so much to this video! Its a never ending cycle of doing the same thing every day, feeling like ir wasting all the time you have. Ive been trying to see everything in a more positive light now.

@annathompson3034 8 ай бұрын

Thank you for this beautiful video. I needed it.

@tonichan15 8 ай бұрын

Super relatable

@melik5455 8 ай бұрын

I love your editing. Beautiful video

@paxtonamor98 8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much

@mindverse8972 8 ай бұрын

For me travelling the world as found me the most amazing people. I travelled to peru this month to do ayahuasia and the people i met brought me tears of joy and comfort. In my home country England i wouldn't of met these types of people.

@rachelclapshaw8918 8 ай бұрын

I needed this. It’s my first semester under my major (astrophysics) and I am so passionate and happy to be studying space! But man, this semester has been so hard! But you’re right, setbacks are part of life and growth. Thank you for reminding me of that.

@dirtygirl2808 8 ай бұрын

Yeah being negative is very tiring 😅

@melanieortega941 8 ай бұрын

The editing in this is so good! I love how you told the start of your plan in the form of cookies 😖 I found out I have ADHD a couple months ago and I’m still trying to get my life together. Thank you for sharing 💗

@miketolento 8 ай бұрын

I've been in that ditch. Especially in the dark cold winter. It's been helping me to stay focused on gratitude for what little I do have in the moment even if it's just the comfort of the simple mattress and pillow under me as I'm typing this.

@yyqxxk8178 3 ай бұрын

Hope you’re doing well!

@vicquinonez1966 4 ай бұрын

I like this KZfaqr she's awesome.

@schoolforshaco95 8 ай бұрын

I feel like i got guided to click on this video even do i never watched your video before. Great message. Great video overall. I see all the effort you put into making this video, and i truly believe that your dreams will come true. World needs more people like you. i love you!!!

@Nobodynobodynobody333 8 ай бұрын

Such a good video; wish the best for you❤️

@paxtonamor98 8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much, I appreciate it 💕❤

@becausethisisalex 8 ай бұрын

i love this, keep going!

@adrianaromero4528 8 ай бұрын

One of your best videos! I am always rooting for you

@alexiaelaine 8 ай бұрын

Really looking forward to this "series"/journey. I've been in the same mindset recently, ready for change and realizing I'm capable of making it happen. Let's do it together!! ☺️