Never seen something that wasn’t even that bad also disturb me that much.
@SakuraStardust3 жыл бұрын
I've seen this before like five years ago dude. Like when it was readily up on youtube with like 100 views. Went in thinking it was some rad Junji Ito shit when it wasnt. It *really* wasnt.
@jaidenoutofcontext72903 жыл бұрын
I can’t sleep tonight
@mnightstarshw72063 жыл бұрын
I never want tosee that ever again...it sounds so disturbing...
@alexanderrowley98703 жыл бұрын
I think the craziest part is that one guy animated the thing all by himself. He spent five years and his whole life savings on this, his passion project.
@grimslaughter13113 жыл бұрын
THE BLACK SWAN "RUVISH" MV is somewhere on this level, The singer Jin dressed as one of the rape victims on the song being violated by a man throughout the entire video.
@dreamwithinadreamfilms3 жыл бұрын
It wasn’t banned because of “violence,” it was banned because it’s real-life depictions of the gentoxic effects of nuclear radiation, the entire movie is about Japan during World War II.
@shineeis56573 жыл бұрын
@Sekačka Obecná It takes place during WW1 or WW2, but doesn't say so. You can see Japanese soldiers in the background wearing uniforms from that time. It uses the imperialist Japanese flag a few times. When the magician tortures the crowd, it looks similar to chemical torture.
@shineeis56573 жыл бұрын
While you're right about it taking place then, I think the main focus is traveling freak shows.
@rmfan35423 жыл бұрын
That’s why they had the rising sun flag
@midoriyaizuku44033 жыл бұрын
@@rmfan3542 Rising sun is a military flag which existed way before WW2 . All JMSDF warships fly that flag today. It represents Japanese sovereignty over its seas and is part of Japanese identity.
@blitzyblook33153 жыл бұрын
Excuse me *whaaaaaaaaaaaat*
@joeyoneandonly3 жыл бұрын
Apparently people in Japan hated this movie so much that they destroyed half of its original copies and that’s why it’s so obscure now. There’s your fun fact for the day.
@someonebored01003 жыл бұрын
They have done the world a service
@Zulf853 жыл бұрын
Also it got a DVD release in France(?), which I think the copy on KZfaq is ripped from
@aus-li3 жыл бұрын
@@someonebored0100 Jokes aside, this is a great work. I would suggest reading the manga, and the authors other works.
@keriiberii3 жыл бұрын
@@aus-li hey agreed! Suehiro Maruo is one of my favorite mangaka purely because of the atmosphere he's able to create.
@aus-li3 жыл бұрын
@@keriiberii Yep, I love underground works the most, the more obscure the better! You should check out Hideshi Hino, his works are pretty rad, lol.
@_kras73673 жыл бұрын
It’s triggering how realistic and brutal this anime is. It feels like raw trauma and it hits hard.
@chim-chimney3 жыл бұрын
Fun fact: Korekiyo from Danganronpa's design was partly inspired by the person who made this movie (Suehiro Maruo)'s artwork.
@takaoonyan2 жыл бұрын
It did seem pretty familar, but I feel like they're backstories are a bit the same although there are a few differences.
@chim-chimney2 жыл бұрын
@@takaoonyan with his backstory, I can believe that-
@serena8412 жыл бұрын
Now that I think about it, it does make a lot of sense.
@ummtulip2 жыл бұрын
Ah, I knew I recognised a character that’s inspired from that somewhere
@Acdcbld2 жыл бұрын
one of the characters did look a bit similar to him
@DinosaurVlogs3 жыл бұрын
I mean... If it's banned in JAPAN then it is probably too much
@arkiang_71823 жыл бұрын
que sorpresa encontrarte por aqui :0
@MauEs223 жыл бұрын
Forget boku no pico when someone ask for anime title tell them this anime for maximum trauma.
@montserrathernandez16483 жыл бұрын
Ajá así te quería agarrar >:D
@Felony103 жыл бұрын
@@MauEs22 everybody gangsta till your friend asks for more such recommends and then you realise you've been friends with an actual psychopath...
@pinkpanda21703 жыл бұрын
The anime is depressing
@exxiyya48553 жыл бұрын
The gore wasn't disturbing. It was the rape, pedophilia, violence etc. The dogs... The dogs... The end was so sad. Ahhh
@nerium97623 жыл бұрын
yeah, that's why the directors of the movie didn't want to direct the movie anymore because of how disturbing it was. so the creator of the movie worked on it alone. and it took him 5 years and 1 million yen to make it himself.
@nerium97623 жыл бұрын
plus, someone just someone experienced this to tell the tale. this story's origins remain very old in the ancient Japanese period. either way, this was very disturbing to watch.
@exxiyya48553 жыл бұрын
@@nerium9762 It makes sense that they didn't want to direct it anymore. I've seen a lot of disturbing Anime, but this made me just sad,like rly sad. Of topic, but I love your pfp.
@nerium97623 жыл бұрын
@@exxiyya4855 thank you! I love yours too! :D
@whiteroses79933 жыл бұрын
Yeah exactly Most people don’t really care about the gore, it’s the violence and those other elements that screw the watchers mind Personally, I prefer extreme gore over the death of animals and the elements you mentioned
@pielabanana2 жыл бұрын
"I know these kind of things happen in real life....I just don't want to see it" this is exactly why these types of film are made. Without them the rest of the world would be perfectly content to just look away. The only time anyone cares about this is when they think "what if that were me?"
@mitsubachihachi9643Ай бұрын
Exactly, it's to show people's capacity for cruelty and suehiro maruo and artists in general have the right to show trauma and darkness as bluntly and uncomfortably as they want.
@Kira225584 күн бұрын
@@mitsubachihachi9643honestly,after watching it recently , I comes to understand the tragedy of Midori herself.
@keiramel50063 жыл бұрын
2:05 hearing her screams back to back in this editing is honestly heartbreaking... reminded me how bad this film really was
@nolyricsmusic83402 жыл бұрын
That part just sounds disturbing
@joeyoneandonly3 жыл бұрын
*I am very uncomfortable with the energy we’ve created in the studio today*
@mitskily89603 жыл бұрын
yes.
@quantumgroovytime3 жыл бұрын
Ayyyy bfu reference
@jasssxzzkyotti37023 жыл бұрын
fr
@blanketperson643 жыл бұрын
We all are now
@rumi18133 жыл бұрын
We’re can I wacth it?
@yaboichangkaishek34603 жыл бұрын
Fun fact: the directors team actually quit on him because the movie was so disturbing to them. So he literally worked on the movie by himself it took him 5 years and cost him 1 million.
@AmayaShihoin3 жыл бұрын
And for what 😭😭 spent 1 million for what
@yaboichangkaishek34603 жыл бұрын
@@AmayaShihoincost him 1 million to make since he actually had to draw it out and animate it for 5 years
@AmayaShihoin3 жыл бұрын
@@yaboichangkaishek3460 no I know. This was the end result 🤦♀️
@glitzyfairy7023 жыл бұрын
He really cared for this! That's dedication!
@Grolix.3 жыл бұрын
@@glitzyfairy702 He dedicated himself to finish this and make more than a million people disturbed af, this is real dedication
@nftmonke50402 жыл бұрын
This is the definition of “I’m very uncomfortable with the energy we created in the studio”.
@mask9383 жыл бұрын
This movie was so hated that parts of the original version were stolen and destroyed because of how vile they were. Any version that can be found now is lacking the scenes that were destroyed. I can't imagine how awful those scenes were when the parts of the movie that did stay intact are extremely disturbing.
@xaharadesert3 жыл бұрын
Fun fact: one man animated the whole thing because nobody else would fund it
@sofiapadilla56943 жыл бұрын
One man? Wow- I mean, I can understand why nobody else would, from the looks of this video, it seems really disturbing and traumatizing
@gillianfleischer56203 жыл бұрын
Wow that’s a lot of determination
@sofiapadilla56943 жыл бұрын
@@gillianfleischer5620 yeah, turns out it took 5 years to finish animating the movie since he did it on his own.
@teruyafine3 жыл бұрын
Well that’s some courage-
@imheretoo58463 жыл бұрын
ive actually watched it and it's very triggering, not to me personally, but it's very disturbing as most of you already know-🏃
@jasminel81663 жыл бұрын
apparently the guy who wrote it made it all by himself bc no one else wanted to work on it,,,
@hank28073 жыл бұрын
Good lmao
@akis45943 жыл бұрын
thats so funny LOL
@w0rmie53 жыл бұрын
Great
@fantasticnipples84233 жыл бұрын
underatandable
@canyoulikenot52603 жыл бұрын
No WAY
@sophiaetka228 ай бұрын
Okay... Hearing children scream in agony makes my stomach turn. Always has since my childhood, because it reminds me of my own scream when I was younger. The acting is amazing. The fact that I felt an overwhelming sense of dread hearing that scream just goes to show. That is what it sounds like in hell.
@JordanS-ww4eu2 ай бұрын
I love your name ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@tsuyunobradley44392 жыл бұрын
I had to deal with a lot of this, so I couldn't even past 2:30 into your video. The screams triggered me horribly and brought back memories of my own SA. It's honestly sickening how stuff like this happens in real life.
@hilosmilos17452 жыл бұрын
Hello there im just checking around the comments seeing other peoples thoughts of the film and i just wanna say i am sorry for you. Nobody should go through any of that and i just wanna pop in replying to show that some of us in the internet cares about these types of situation. Stay strong and take care
@koifishieeee Жыл бұрын
I am so sorry….
@Alenasmusic-g3m Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry I hope your alright now.... ❤
@meffols54433 жыл бұрын
aki: theres a live action movie of i- *BURN IT*
@o0Avalon0o3 жыл бұрын
I second that. 🪵 🔥
@sleepyy0063 жыл бұрын
Just image all of us just circling while the live action film burning then us just puking out bible verses lol
@meffols54433 жыл бұрын
@@sleepyy006 "THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELLS YOU"
@sleepyy0063 жыл бұрын
@@meffols5443 "HOLY BLEACH THIS SHET-"
@doll-jb2bm3 жыл бұрын
@@o0Avalon0o I third that
@potatortheomnipotentspud3 жыл бұрын
"Why did we make a live action of this?" *Excuse me what the fuck?*
@askingwhyisfree74363 жыл бұрын
lmao
@kunaihanaki3 жыл бұрын
Wait- Wtf ?
@maid_of_void37893 жыл бұрын
They dID-
@seethenero25553 жыл бұрын
Yay 400th like
@v1s54l83 жыл бұрын
WHAT
@LisaRowse2 жыл бұрын
I am horrified by the simple cuts of audio. I can only ever have a surface level of understanding towards those who decide to watch or made this piece. As I have been abused not sexual abuse but abused nonetheless. I already understand the harshness of life and how evil humans can be. I never want to immerse myself in a story that hinges on this so realistically, to the point that it gets banned.
@JordanS-ww4eu2 ай бұрын
Yes definitely
@mutteni Жыл бұрын
the way she screams.. and cries.. it makes my heart hurt :(
@wongfeihung87183 жыл бұрын
The scream in the very beginning of this video was from the ending of this film. It saw Midori, a bit blurry, standing in the distance all alone and everything is quiet. Until she lets out that horrifying scream. It just shows how broken the little girl was. How a human can be so irrepairably broken. It was pure terror.
@englishmuffin73 жыл бұрын
Yeah, it was definitely her finally breaking inside
@englishmuffin73 жыл бұрын
@Milkyway2099 Edit: Certainly not for someone who isn't as messed up as me, apparently 😶
@rohansingh58073 жыл бұрын
watch junko furuta
@pekoV3 жыл бұрын
@@englishmuffin7 you shut up. if your gonna just feel sorry about yourself.
@englishmuffin73 жыл бұрын
@@pekoV ...I'm not, I've literally seen, imagined, and dreamt of worse things than what happened in the movie. I was just desensitized to it, I just didn't want to seem like it was a great thing to be proud of being tolerant to that sort of stuff 😐 I'm content with myself, already accept the type of things I've seen in life and probably will see in the future too. I'm not throwing a pity party, just don't feel bad if you couldn't get through the movie, is what i was trying to say
@madalice51343 жыл бұрын
The girl begging for someone to help her and the men laughing just made feel sick. I could never watch this myself.
@LarryFart3 жыл бұрын
I watched it and it wasn't as bad as this video says it was it just felt like a really fucked up fever dream
@smugboi1013 жыл бұрын
I did watch it it’s disturbing but I wish that the girl got so much better. And I can’t believe some people found the bandage guy was hot :(
@rumi18133 жыл бұрын
@@LarryFart were can I wacth it
@yamicherin3 жыл бұрын
@@smugboi101 same
@yamicherin3 жыл бұрын
At the end I felt empty, with no emotion
@pizzahot81883 жыл бұрын
I’m too terrified to watch this, thank you so much Aki-
@thegamesbrotherssvk51353 жыл бұрын
Do nôt watch
@mierardi882 жыл бұрын
Welp, I broke down and watched it. Goddamn depressed and grotesque. Edit: to elaborate it is clearly art. It's the starkest retelling of the horrors some people go through as they are exploited, manipulated, abused, and dragged through abject misery. The art is very good and the performances are fully commitment and well done. I appreciated it for what it is I don't know if I can say I enjoyed the experience.
@mihahahaXX6 ай бұрын
Whatchu watch it on
@briankulbaba3 жыл бұрын
Just hearing the sounds made me disturbed , I was on the couch . My dad was just staring at me while I look disturbed as frick....
@lilium93613 жыл бұрын
It's so much worse when you know the context behind those sounds...
@briankulbaba3 жыл бұрын
@@lilium9361 oh jeez 🙊
@i-chu44353 жыл бұрын
Where can I watch Shoujo Tsubaki?
@gubernatorial143 жыл бұрын
@@i-chu4435 yea i wanna know too i dont wanna go searching on some shady websites
@lizzycarroll35653 жыл бұрын
@@i-chu4435 it's actually on KZfaq, just search it and it's there.
@belaissaouimohamed4143 жыл бұрын
It took 5 years for Hiroshi Harada to single-handily compose, draw, and animate Midori: Shoujo Tsubaki, which required over 5000 sheets to complete.
@izasoup79443 жыл бұрын
Damn thats dedication.
@notproductiveproductions35043 жыл бұрын
Only to get it banned domestically
@kenkaneki76803 жыл бұрын
Damn all that hard work just for half of its og copies to be destroyed and for to get banned wowzers well on the bright side it getting banned in Japan lead to even more viewers
@akabaneaki3 жыл бұрын
HE DID THAT ALL ON HIS OWN?? OAO
@ushijimassmile48073 жыл бұрын
I tried soo hard and got so far😂😂
@Alex-wv2fp3 жыл бұрын
This seems like an anime so scarring and depressing that not even adults can bear watching it. So for all the 9-11-year-olds thinking they have a "mature mind 👍😌" and can handle it, please don't watch it, because if you really think you can handle heavy stuff like this, you aren't as mature as you think. It's not cool, it doesn't make you more mature, it's just a bad idea. Best to save yourself the trouble in case it isn't what you expect it to be.
@cherry_3833 жыл бұрын
well, true that. indeed. but not all children cant handle it. there's tough kids out there I suppose
@Alex-wv2fp3 жыл бұрын
@@cherry_383 I agree with you. I like to say be cautious though just in case. Sometimes you can't be sure what's safe and not safe to watch
@cherry_3833 жыл бұрын
@@Alex-wv2fp yes ur correct there.it'd been awhile since I watched it, to be honest, lots of um...parts of it that were....odd?.
@viiballz2 жыл бұрын
I’m 15 and I couldn’t even handle this. This was traumatizing😭
@odessawales2 жыл бұрын
@@viiballz I can.
@nickonerd2 жыл бұрын
I've had bullies laugh at me manically when I cried, just hearing the audio is enough to retraumatize me... idk if I could bear to see it myself...
@mitsubachihachi9643Ай бұрын
You don't have to see it if you don't want you, you deserve better than what hour bullies did to you, fuck all of them!
@Charli-bq2tm3 жыл бұрын
*who tf in the right mind would make a live action out of this*
@sofiapadilla56943 жыл бұрын
I just found out recently that there was a live action- hUh? The animation seems traumatizing enough?!
@Charli-bq2tm3 жыл бұрын
@@sofiapadilla5694 ikr my curiosity got the best of me so i watched the animation, but i didnt want to get too traumatized so i just fast forwarded the whole thing and had it on mute and hearing the horrifying noises i dont wanna see that- *(ur pfp 💀)*
@sofiapadilla56943 жыл бұрын
@@Charli-bq2tm Yeah, the same thing happened to me when I watched Megan Is Missing. I fast forwarded the film because I don’t like watching those types of films but I also let curiosity get the best of me. After seeing Megan Is Missing, I’m 100% not watching this film. (Maid Cat Phil✨😌)
@Charli-bq2tm3 жыл бұрын
@@blackfire8053 y e s
@autumbreeze11293 жыл бұрын
My thoughts exactly. When Aki said there's a live action version I was like 🤮
@strawberrykei363 жыл бұрын
im just wondering if the person who ANIMATED it is okay like...the people took the time to DRAW, COLOR, ANIMATE this
@angelodealbuquerque46613 жыл бұрын
Actually the creater did all the work bcs the artists were so disturbed.The voice actors were even disturbed.The creator spent over a million yen just to make the entire movie day by day and to be honest i think he has gon round the bend with the movie,i cant believe he thought the movie wluld be published but ended up been banned,but ppl on the internent somehow found hes movie
@jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj4543 жыл бұрын
@@angelodealbuquerque4661 1 million yen isnt much it like 10 grand or something
@jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj4543 жыл бұрын
Flowey the guy clearly crazy so of course he lose money
@beanofwonder96453 жыл бұрын
@@angelodealbuquerque4661 how did he voice act it then?
@hullball813 жыл бұрын
@@angelodealbuquerque4661 what was he thinking when a made this though
@femtokun3 жыл бұрын
looks similar to Freaks (1932) in some ways. it plays on a universal allegory of life as a carnival/circus (it gets more complicated symbolism wise for sure), and it is meant to tap into some subconscious constructs so deep it is definitely very upsetting I think. I'd say it is an exercise of morals in a way, definitely a different kind of experience far away from it being in an entertainment sphere, for sure a hard exercise, but as a representation of...art I suppose it is interesting. Not all anime are fun...I still have traumatic memories from watching Grave of the Fireflies , but I guess this is what makes anime as an art medium special :)
@glarez2 жыл бұрын
haven't even watched it, but the screams, and the voice acting terrified me. the credits song scared me the most.
@Mkmkdh3 жыл бұрын
the fact that one single man spent years making this is more disturbing to me than anything else
@Torchlava1003 жыл бұрын
Well this is a sad fact of our society. If there is a life then there is always a story. If there are always a story then there is always an audience. We are no exception.
@kingMeow3 жыл бұрын
Or just a paycheck is a paycheck
@fairry77783 жыл бұрын
5 years
@KagatoAsuka3 жыл бұрын
@@kingMeow No one would fund it and it was banned in his country of origin this man made nothing from the film and made it all by himself.
@oksnnlsozinnwk3 жыл бұрын
really? i think it's impressive
@gothse47473 жыл бұрын
honestly would rather end my year shitty than start it off like that
@deadtree31783 жыл бұрын
I-
@Ranahi_Itma3 жыл бұрын
Imagine if that's what it's going to take to end all the sh!t this year has put us through, putting our sanity on the edge.
@Byeocxvsz3 жыл бұрын
666 likes-
@mar1lyn.mans0n653 жыл бұрын
Oop-
@adr41223 жыл бұрын
yeah do it cause apparently the art is ok enough for aki to keep watching
@JIHOONJIHOONILY2 жыл бұрын
I'm scared mom...
@logansmells3 жыл бұрын
you don't know how much cat videos I had to watch to cure myself
@bcblur13 жыл бұрын
the fact that I immediately knew what anime she was talking about...
@lexiadriaanse3 жыл бұрын
Same omfg. I watched it before it started blowing up on tiktok and I regret is sm! It took me 2 hours to finish that 45 minute shitshow
@Local_E.S3 жыл бұрын
i saw the face on the cover and was like oh shit here we go again
@emerald19683 жыл бұрын
Momento Mori
@dyexhild3 жыл бұрын
@@Local_E.S AHAHAHAHHAHA
@-vinidi-6153 жыл бұрын
Lmao same
@ferestwheelz.12323 жыл бұрын
I think what really makes Shoujo Tsubaki awful is the fact that it doesn’t really focus on the gory horror and the more psychological side. Gore, blood is something that can appear but will eventually pass on in your mind, you forget about it. But the rape, the abuse, the pedophilia, it stays there, because its sad and Midori’s life COULD actually be a little girl’s current life, you’d be surprised how little some women have rights. To sum it up, this story is more sad and heart-wrenching than scary to me because all o fus deep down wanted a happy ending for Midori, but she never gets it.
@Amemorii3 жыл бұрын
why cant i click on you acc 😀 you don't have a name- but wow. yes ..
@ferestwheelz.12323 жыл бұрын
@@Amemorii yeah youtube was being weird and said my channel didn’t exist for some reason??? its weird
@maxenemondala51763 жыл бұрын
I got so mad when magician dude ripped her ticket. Like that was her only opportunity to have a better life smh
@samuraitadpole54593 жыл бұрын
@@maxenemondala5176 I doubt it, after seeing her get raped and tortured multiple times I thought she would get a worse life
@pawanibhargava44833 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@erratic_55182 жыл бұрын
the fact the creator single handedly created this whole ass movie with all the savings he accumulated for over five years, hand drew the movie which is like 5000 separate sheets and got his work destroyed.
@SailorGreenTea7 ай бұрын
6:27, it is interesting how people describe things they say they hate, to be able to describe it.
@Mandymamamo3 жыл бұрын
Let’s just appreciate that aki had the guts to even do this
@eggdoggamer94563 жыл бұрын
Y e s
@rumi18133 жыл бұрын
We’re can I wacth this
@bayleef5743 жыл бұрын
Fr got bored watching it. Im just desensitized that shit like this just dont affect me anymore
@yuriazpa54353 жыл бұрын
@@bayleef574 your breed: *diffrent*
@bayleef5743 жыл бұрын
@@yuriazpa5435 yup, Serbian film be worse
@rennerseagoat0043 жыл бұрын
You might not also know this but the guy with bandages (i forgot his name lol) there where some people in tiktok, simped for him. Yall heard me. SIMPED.
@jess-territory2 ай бұрын
WHAT...
@sober_katzАй бұрын
oh jeez...
@shortyschultz3 жыл бұрын
Not sure how much you looked into this film - it was animated by one man, cell by cell over 5 years. He also held the private screenings with a circus theme at the time of it's small premiers. Impeccable animation but his goal was not to shock and disgust people but like you say; to inform and open Japan's eyes to the travesties that some young people go through - a subject very close to home for the creator himself.
@sanasthetic13993 жыл бұрын
It's not disturbing because of the animation or anything, it's mostly because these ACTUALLY happen in real life to so many people😢
@imkiki7093 жыл бұрын
why what's happened
@ashrimpcalledhank3 жыл бұрын
You mean like Grave of the Fireflies?
@Roosternene223 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@Roosternene223 жыл бұрын
@@imkiki709 like it’s like there so many peoples in this world who also suffered like she did so the anime is not tht disturbing but it makes me sad tht there’s some peoples sufferers likes her
@_caleb_18013 жыл бұрын
@@Roosternene22 can’t watch the vid. What happened to her
@Wont-YouBeMyNeighbor3 жыл бұрын
The movie : LETS PUT THIS LITTLE GIRL THROUGH MISERY AND CALL IT A MOVIE Edit: omg so many likes and for one I'm not trying to offend anyone
@asvka3 жыл бұрын
I'm still a bit confused with the ending but I'm hurt af when I saw Midori husband(I forgot his name) got stabbed :'( and no I don't support pedophile.. I can barely remember the fact that the story have pedophile, gore, violence, 18+ stuff content while watching the movie :[
@rayantyeo3 жыл бұрын
YES IKR
@ayamaruu3 жыл бұрын
YES I-
@bloodraider95913 жыл бұрын
(Insert midori scream)
@mangoman32783 жыл бұрын
Why the innocent little girl just... Why?
@zimmbdo19652 жыл бұрын
The fact that it's banned in Japan makes me feel that it's probably something to not watch, people watching it out of curiosity and talking about how they regret watching it made me convinced not to watch it even more .
@crittomato70434 ай бұрын
I think one red flag for anime is the fact that no studio was willing to invest on it
@Angelaimp-vp7zv3 жыл бұрын
It’s so strange how the whole thing is depressing and disturbing and then the credits have a lovely song and it’s just... what the hell? Edit: thanks for blowing this up
@herbsn.spices44553 жыл бұрын
Tsk Anime I know right
@xqc39393 жыл бұрын
if you think about it that “lovely song” fits this disturbing movie
@thepowerofgodandanime26913 жыл бұрын
Well that's Japan for ya
@ibelieveinwoozisupremacy86813 жыл бұрын
i think they want to gave you relaxation after disturbing movie
@brucite10053 жыл бұрын
@@xqc3939 Ya I mean American movies use the tick tock by the window song to creep you out
@yujutheworld3 жыл бұрын
it's depressing how similar events to this are probably happening somewhere in the world right now
@steezy_chris65003 жыл бұрын
That’s y the creator Bc he went through child trafficking and that is his way of showing it
@mynameisangelu41543 жыл бұрын
Every thing is very similar to my experience. If I explained ut it will be a long message
@umammimm16623 жыл бұрын
@@mynameisangelu4154 share it
@mynameisangelu41543 жыл бұрын
I didn't know this exists. In the opening of the explaining and showing the pictures I automatically felt this is sooooo familiar. Like really. My brain is on high alert right now. Everything is so familiar. The pictures, the storyline, everything. Then it clicked.... Everything she experienced, I experienced it also. From me being traumatized by the sight of my father choking my mom and beating her, my mom giving me to her godmother because she can not support my needs, getting sexually assaulted when I was 4, being abused by my mom's girlfriend, being touched by my mom's brother, having depression, seeking for the light and hope, being bullied, always getting neglected till I found Jesus. This is a good eye-opener actually. The author gave all he can do in his power. I won't watch it tho. But it's nice to know that this kind of anime exist to give a another point of view in life. To show what other people that they are still not aware of. It's traumatizing to watch I know (it's banned right?) . A open minded person will not hate this anime. Maybe be sad about it but not hate it. If you know what I mean. To everyone who experienced it too. A better future is ahead of us. Never give up. Just like I did. 💕💞 i didn't exactly experienced the whole thing like the whole details. It's more like a symbolism for me. Like when her mom died, for me it's when my father beats my mom. It broke my heart so much.
I came here thinking Go For A Punch (aka Saki Sanobashi) had finally been found Maybe this was it and everyone grossly misremembered it?
@lambsysz2 жыл бұрын
remember: people sat down and thought this was a good idea. people sat down and physically animated this.
@noitsnot50852 жыл бұрын
It’s not bad but it’s not good either, the story is really sad and the fact people actually experienced what the main character did is what makes it sad and disturbing.
@lecat90853 жыл бұрын
JUST THE SOUNDS are enough on their own, I don't need to watch it to be disturbed!
@dogs_barks3 жыл бұрын
This is how ASMR works ! :D
@cqtzip3 жыл бұрын
it literally scared me sm i probably won't watch it i get disturbed easily
@lyn_matt3 жыл бұрын
I WATCHED IT 😿 😭
@lecat90853 жыл бұрын
@@lyn_matt Can you rate your disturbance level 1 to 10?(10 is the highest)
@lyn_matt3 жыл бұрын
@@lecat9085 probably a 9 because the art style is REALLY NICE but i don’t like how it’s messed up and kinda disturbing
@pyucorn34223 жыл бұрын
Fun fact: there isn't just a live action movie there also was a musical of it...
@mseb39093 жыл бұрын
Wait 👀 tf
@rhianchelseadevera92403 жыл бұрын
🙃🔫
@gem53553 жыл бұрын
😃🔫
@bricklelittle3 жыл бұрын
WHAT THE FRICKLE STICKLES AHSBWKHGSISIHW-
@notproductiveproductions35043 жыл бұрын
Is there a pop up book version?
@dylang80828 күн бұрын
That final cry always sent chills down my spine. To find that she was completely broken by that point... it almost felt like it would've been better if she completely gets amnesia.
@humanhatr3 жыл бұрын
its been about a year since ive watched this and this video was in my recommended and i still cant get this anime out of my mind. i had nightmares for so long, its so disturbing and sad :(
@c.d.s.g97423 жыл бұрын
Spoiler Warning: For those of you who doesn't understand the ending, the girl tragically committed suicide by hanging, as implied by the dialogue before the credits. Although the plot line are disturbing, it truly depicts the harshness of life.
@ibukimiodaaaaaa88273 жыл бұрын
So the main girl (midori-Chan) hung herself so that explains the screaming?
@c.d.s.g97423 жыл бұрын
Some say she is stuck in her mind prison, caused by Masamitsu, but she committed suicide. She just felt chested by the end because she thought her husband deserted her, maybe she become deranged after that, then killed herself. But, I don't know. There are just two possible theories.
@blackcatstho86663 жыл бұрын
Maybe put a warning on there, or just don't post a spoiler at all? Jeez.
@delubayca12903 жыл бұрын
@@blackcatstho8666 who’s going to bother to watch it lmao
@NatblidaAscende3 жыл бұрын
@@delubayca1290 I watched it. Didn't appreciate the lack of a spoiler warning either.
@maskedsentai20033 жыл бұрын
Joey: I'm Back uh aki are you Okay? Aki: I'm disturbed
@aly56383 жыл бұрын
How does this have 1k likes and no replys
@cleo012343 жыл бұрын
Cuz this comment is legendary
@williamsherlockscottholmes51523 жыл бұрын
Joey: ok, I get it I'll go know...
@nataliebateman11516 ай бұрын
Anything happening with the eyes traumatizes me
@mercyshighheals41512 жыл бұрын
Her screams and cries for help always get me…
@jeezlouise68443 жыл бұрын
the sounds, THE SOUNDS. just the sounds made me almost click off this video.
@Hannah-uv8hy3 жыл бұрын
Same. It made me feel sick. The reason why I watched this video is so that I won't get too curious and watch it. I sure know I won't now
@inkubator3203 жыл бұрын
I barley listened to the audio when I saw it
@hutao80953 жыл бұрын
Same i almost cant finish the anime
@glitzyfairy7023 жыл бұрын
I'm gonna try to find the movie and watch it!!
@3rainbowpumpkin3123 жыл бұрын
Same it made me have FEAR
@pawio3 жыл бұрын
*the way she cries I don't know why it's just so disturbing...*
@user-zx2wk7yd9i3 жыл бұрын
That is the most depressing cry i ever heard
@dhrubajyotimalakar67543 жыл бұрын
Can u tell me where can i watch it for free
@user-zx2wk7yd9i3 жыл бұрын
@@dhrubajyotimalakar6754 youtube
@dhrubajyotimalakar67543 жыл бұрын
@@user-zx2wk7yd9i but its not there
@user-zx2wk7yd9i3 жыл бұрын
@@dhrubajyotimalakar6754 welp, i recommend you to NEVER Watch it :)
@thisuserissorryforandregre99702 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry you watched all of that i haven’t watched it but i just know it’s terrifying 😭
@bettyteadead13963 жыл бұрын
I "liked" this movie about as much as anyone can like an overly depressing film with no happy endings. That girl was given a raw deal. The ending really broke me- she was at least, maybe going to have a peaceful life where she'd be cared for, but instead, random bad luck leaves her all alone and abandoned. THAT was her reward after all her suffering.
@yeetmeat27343 жыл бұрын
The movie: * Horrible, disturbing, discussing, absolutely not ok * The credits song: ✨🤩✨
@ruthymariecleator92983 жыл бұрын
Ah yes
@lulu_okay15633 жыл бұрын
Why do I love the song for the credits though I actually like music like that but more than the other ones I've heard the song for the credits just hits differently maybe because it's sung in Japanese idk😒
@GlairGullwing3 жыл бұрын
The movie wasn't even that bad... o.o I've seen worse shit lol I guess I've just seen worse things that are actually real
@Puremindgames3 жыл бұрын
@@misscocora Love that movie.
@inazonitobe7373 жыл бұрын
@@GlairGullwing You might just have a higher tolerance. I've seen and experienced some incredibly fucked up things but I still actively avoid watching horror movies.
@strawbearymilk63 жыл бұрын
So uh I ended up watching this movie awhile back, and from curiosity I decided to do some research on it and found that Shoujo Tsubaki according to google translate (I know it’s not the most reliable but this time it actually makes sense) means ‘Girl Camellia’ (I think it’s supposed to be Camellia Girl).This movie was actually based off of a story called The Camellia Girl. It’s basically a story about a poor girl who sells camellia flowers to make money but later on ends up performing by being tricked, forced, or sold. I also read somewhere that the Camellia Girl in the story is only supposed to suffer and struggle which makes sense regarding all that’s happened to her. Sorry this was really long I just wanted to give a little bit of insight to the story.
@inkubator3203 жыл бұрын
Oh my god
@vivibaozi3 жыл бұрын
thank you for the insight
@ratpoop4673 жыл бұрын
There is this song that I found on Spotify called "Camelia" it's a pretty good song but the lyrics r kinda :/
@yandereskitty3 жыл бұрын
@@ratpoop467 if it's the one I'm thinking of then it's disturbing as hell.
@tylerbenice3 жыл бұрын
@@ratpoop467 by mili?
@birdiestrings2 жыл бұрын
2:42 when Aki wanted to just cry and never watch that again!
@adjice43242 жыл бұрын
after seeing it i was traumatized and couldn't sleep the girl's scream was so disturbing it kept on echoing in my mind
@xiaorishu3 жыл бұрын
I'm not gonna watch it. I'm not gonna watch it. ....well, we know I'm gonna watch it.
@PowerK13 жыл бұрын
Same ;)
@WeiXx_3 жыл бұрын
Same
@dalphaengi3 жыл бұрын
please make a reaction video after, xiao! ♡
@zim30263 жыл бұрын
@@dalphaengi I watched it 2 weeks ago there is s scenes in it to and like r@peing in it to and the rest is just Gore with a sad story
@dixi-chan64103 жыл бұрын
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I FEEL BAD FOR YOU
@babygirlari17363 жыл бұрын
I watched this and it wasn't "scary" in the way everyone was saying it was, i think to most it was just intensely disturbing? There wasnt any sense of fear it was just a constant feeling of grossness and shame that kept hitting scene after scene. There was no light at the end of the tunnel, and you knew it would simply get worse when you went into it. I feel like the largest part of the film itself that gets left out when people talk about it is the fact that as someone who is watching we know that this child wont ever forget or be able to leave these things in the past. As a watcher and as someone who is only reacting to a story, we are seeing the beginning and the aftermath of a heinous lifetime but we can pause at any time to feel better. We can turn off the movie and go do something else but this story will continue to play out. The real horror here is that these events do play out in some place and time at some point in this world. She will forever live in a shitty world and have memories of the constant battle she has been through her entire life, she wont grow up and she wont grow out of this trauma. She will carry it until her death even if she tries her hardest to forget it. I think the real "fear" is that someone wont grow to overcome these things and these horrible actions towards her were her reality but our fictional. The ongoing trauma and pain meant to hurt her forever does it's own job as the monsters in this film say so often. They force her to suffer because they can, and because they want to, I think that's the real horror in stories with things like this in them in general. People can be monsters simply because they can and many monsters in this world dont have a reason to harm people, they simply choose to do so because that's what they want.
@lynnnor3 жыл бұрын
I really enjoy your comment. No to be cliche or anything, but it’s damn deep. I agree with what you said although I haven’t seen the movie myself and never will. But your making lots of great points and thinks that create thoughts that no one really wants to have so we push it to the back of our mind until it involves someway(hopefully not) it’s horrifying to live with the knowledge that something that you see on screen or somewhere, when it’s something terrible, we can pause, stop looking at it or forget it, however, it’s probably happening somewhere in the world.
@andrek.27863 жыл бұрын
yeah, to be quite honest that's what scary about it. it's disturbing. it's the real world. the real world is fucking scary as shit and seeing a traumatizing story like that being shown is even scarier.
@kookkookkookkook88633 жыл бұрын
Wow ppl read through this?
@KoscheiMorevna3 жыл бұрын
@@kookkookkookkook8863 yes, some people have an attention span longer than 15 seconds.
@grell46973 жыл бұрын
I feel sad now.
@andysneck9157 Жыл бұрын
I'm crying from the voice acting alone. I'm never going to watch it but MY GOD- it sounds absolutely painful 😭😭
@flazag91793 жыл бұрын
"Tiktok, idk why you're just bringing this up now" Me : KZfaq alghorithm, idk why you're just bringin this up now
@abigailmcclure5513 жыл бұрын
"it's banned in Japan" * realises aki is in Japan * 👁️👄👁️
@aaryankhairnar693 жыл бұрын
Oh
@sleepyy0063 жыл бұрын
VPN go BRRRRRR-
@gertrudeyeet79823 жыл бұрын
What happens if you watch it even if it's banned? Can't that get you fined or in jail?? I'm curious.
@odettevanwyk29093 жыл бұрын
@@gertrudeyeet7982 probably nothing honestly, it just means you aren't going to find it easy at all. If you are caught you will likely be fined or warned
@tofu46083 жыл бұрын
VPN AHA
@juno14853 жыл бұрын
I don’t think it was “scary” it was just very disturbing
@Ipnodemas3 жыл бұрын
Yeah it’s not an horror movie, just really disturbing 0_0
@verbatim66683 жыл бұрын
Ya like my god I couldn't even finish half of the anime...
@nevadash3 жыл бұрын
being disturbed is diffrent then being scared I'm your 200th liker btw (I think) Don't watch it everything I thought was the worst thing that might happen happened (I didn't watch it i just guessed what could be the worst thing that could happen then she said it happened don't do it it's not worth it trust me curiosity could stab you in the back and do some shit to you)
@linky36783 жыл бұрын
It's a thriller I think
@ookipuki3 жыл бұрын
@@Ipnodemas it definitely is a horror movie! Horrifying and depressing. Abuse of innocence is horror in rral life. Visual Blood and guts isn't horror. ( ex. saw 😑) It's the action that causes it.
@slipperyslope92092 жыл бұрын
I feel like the distorted tone and the quietness made it even more disturbing
@stylz89633 жыл бұрын
Jesus Christ. This is disturbing. The va, animation, the story, and everything. It’s scary this happens irl. The screams my god. I can’t deal with that sorta shit.
@cutevkookies27193 жыл бұрын
"I know that people are messed up. I just don't want to see it." - Akidearest, 2020 True. Me too girl, me too...
@grimmjaw023 жыл бұрын
i wonder how this 1992 anime all of sudden everyone is watching or intrested in it
@multicryztal88183 жыл бұрын
Kookie:D And yes the world is messed up..
@sannasu92923 жыл бұрын
ARMYY💜
@emberium3 жыл бұрын
When i scrolled and saw this comment,it was so timed that aki said it while i was reading the comment
@Thighlicious3 жыл бұрын
Well to be educated will honestly be enough for me, who needs a visual representation when you can just remember it by brain
@massing_august3 жыл бұрын
It actually wasn't so bad. It was just sad. Its like you can't wake up from that particular nightmare no matter what you do because that is reality.
@monkeycine38913 жыл бұрын
i thought i was the only one. I seen worse but probably because i like horror😅
@theduchess96913 жыл бұрын
Could you resume it to me without going too deep, I don't want to see it...
@masknzgamer3 жыл бұрын
@@taylertherapperowens1094 well... i spit on your grave would be a much much disturbing movie.
@george_denbrough3 жыл бұрын
@@masknzgamer For real? That movie is tame compared to some of the shit i've seen
@masknzgamer3 жыл бұрын
@@george_denbrough the og one is grittier. The new one is definitely tame. But watch the old one
@michal13121996ify3 жыл бұрын
This is one of the most dusgusting, surreal and depressing things I have ever seen. Absolutely loved it.
@theyeszenmama43525 күн бұрын
The ending is literally the saddest thing I’ve ever seen. I feel so so terrible for Midori..
@gixellee58743 жыл бұрын
THE FACT THAT SOMEONE DECIDED TO MAKE A LIVE ACTION OF THIS OHMY
@nageshwar63023 жыл бұрын
WAIT FR!
@Bigfrogfan13 жыл бұрын
The live action is a walk in the park compared to this.
@xxnightmarebearxx89533 жыл бұрын
Wait what- W H A T- oh gOd why
@emma_montana3 жыл бұрын
i had to google this- WHY?
@gixellee58743 жыл бұрын
@@Bigfrogfan1 true
@ChiliCrisp883 жыл бұрын
Even the animation looks cursed and I feel traumatized just by seeing this video
@tasie83523 жыл бұрын
bro thats rude the animator/author probably went through some fcked up thing to spend all his money to write n animate it aline I heard it was child trafficking
@ChiliCrisp883 жыл бұрын
@@tasie8352 bro, it’s not that deep. The animation style is meant to be unsettling? I’m sure that was the animator’s aim given the content genre. I didn’t say it’s bad, I said it looks cursed which is still a valid art form/style and it can be admired whilst being scary to look at in the same breadth. Is that not befitting? People watch “Saw” and may be disgusted but can still appreciate it. That’s the point lol
@carliegalaxy35503 жыл бұрын
@@ChiliCrisp88 no Fr, no hate towards this anime but I felt it too, an unsettling feeling.
@LeeKags3 жыл бұрын
I got to curios how to unsee and how to get a brain wash? anyone...........? help............
@cynthiamartinez483 жыл бұрын
@@ChiliCrisp88 I like your username 💜
@darafina2 жыл бұрын
My friends watched this on a discord voice call bc it was banned in Canada where one of my friend lives, they immediately regretted it
@gavonius3 жыл бұрын
" take that with a grain of salt " me : *literally eating salt*
@satronpaint84633 жыл бұрын
why is no one talking about the fact they literally made a live action
@Artist_of_Imagination3 жыл бұрын
Because the animation is itself too much for us to handle
@tessamuyco43243 жыл бұрын
WHAT- WHY
@jheaharata11853 жыл бұрын
I’ll watch it
@nebu1a_1183 жыл бұрын
WAIT W H A T DON’T TALK ABOUT IT OR ELSE SOMEONE’S GONNA WATCH IT#
@XxLovexWreckxX113 жыл бұрын
WAIT WHAT
@AngelicMilkyYT3 жыл бұрын
Theory: in the end I believe Midori might had committed suicide due to one of the lyrics saying “The girl’s head swung”
@delightfulmoonie64463 жыл бұрын
Im reading this at 3AM and holy shit I'm scared now
@teledanny13373 жыл бұрын
From what lyrics I don't think any of the song have those lyrics
@nyokatheresa75463 жыл бұрын
She didn't but she wanted to kill herself to get away but the others in the circus stopped from doing that i saw the movie
@AngelicMilkyYT3 жыл бұрын
@@nyokatheresa7546 ok
@timat22333 жыл бұрын
@@nyokatheresa7546 i think you mean the bit in the beginning of the movie, op was referring to the end
@sinshais2 жыл бұрын
2:42 aki disturbest’s face really was the face people make when they thought that graduating highschool and when they do they’re gonna be like: wtf was that
@NoName-jv4ku3 жыл бұрын
I watched it, but it has warnings and it covered my whole screen when there is something disturbing..
@serbobvegana83273 жыл бұрын
"most banned", didn't know there were levels to a ban.
@ceej21983 жыл бұрын
There are. Others are just banned in one country. I think what she means is it's banned in a lot of countries.
@thexsanaavida71313 жыл бұрын
Honestly... It was just sad. Really, really sad. It wasn't scary for me in terms of gore etc., but the amount of trauma she recived is just sickening
@onigiri81253 жыл бұрын
Wait you guys watched it...?
@tiredlazy25693 жыл бұрын
@@onigiri8125 Wasn't that bad, just gore and a tragic story.
@jaytakajeremiahtisdale20422 жыл бұрын
Midori’s cry at the end just breaks my heart into a million pieces.
@Sleepdriver19846 сағат бұрын
It's family-friendly for me, I'll show him to my sons when I have some
@Itzspooker3 жыл бұрын
Should’ve said “go watch it” because then I wouldn’t
@adaanyadisini3 жыл бұрын
Lol yaaa 🤣🤣🤣🤣
@gulpgulpgulpgulp65503 жыл бұрын
If someone says, omg I highly recommend it, it's so good! I'm just like, yeah I'll try it out. **doesn't try it out** and if someone says, this is soo weird, def DON'T watch it!!! In like ok don't worry it sounds really bad **me watches it and somehow enjoys it**
@byotaxtm83633 жыл бұрын
Where did y'all watch it?
@thrashd0wn3 жыл бұрын
@@byotaxtm8363 it's here on youtube
@alexapalafox62663 жыл бұрын
You know it’s banned when a ANIME is banned in JAPAN. JAPAN FOR GOD SAKES THE PLACE WHERE ANIME IS MADE
@humansrtrash3243 жыл бұрын
Its not scary at all it's just sad
@beepboopbop76043 жыл бұрын
japan is quite strict, so it’s not a shocker. and not all anime is created in japan. there are some anime created in places other than japan.
@sylkflowers35893 жыл бұрын
Japan is the place of which many weird shows are spawned as well, however, as the comment above mine stated, Japan’s VERY strict.
@sage53903 жыл бұрын
hey, tsu!
@a.t65903 жыл бұрын
do you know Simba cartoon orignal Japan cartoon name Kimba
@Lisa11xd3 жыл бұрын
Oh mannnnn I watched this ages ago 😬 it’s um…. Definitely one of those anime’s that haunts you and you need at least a day to digest. I definitely agree it’s the story that makes it depressing
@AniBatFreak3 жыл бұрын
I started reading the manga- the beginning before this. I stopped after seeing her kill those poor puppies. And well, she said at the beginning that she’s 12. I didn’t buy the manga btw. I read it online
@hiimanormalperson3743 жыл бұрын
I've watched the anime with a friend and we both got disturbed. It made me terrified knowing people have gone thru this and were manipulated back then. This film shows how filthy humans could be. The dog scene made me disturbed as well when the magician goes mad, I felt bad for Midori.
@urfavaxii3 жыл бұрын
Midori in Japanese is “green” lol but I’m probably never gonna watch that anime if it’s that disturbing dang-
@unrealisticdiversity64273 жыл бұрын
can you tell me about "the dog scene"?? i really wanna know
@matengabaker84643 жыл бұрын
@@unrealisticdiversity6427 you dont wanna know
@superpenguin693 жыл бұрын
@@matengabaker8464 we do wanna know
@Tiny_Teacup3 жыл бұрын
Sadly enough, I do wanna know about the "dog scene." I was gonna watch it until they showed puppies. So now I'm not gonna, fearing the worst about what happens to them. Because I don't wanna see that, I just wanna know what really happened to reinforce the fact that I indeed am NOT gonna watch it.
@laigrell30863 жыл бұрын
this anime really just made me say "ok, maybe boku no pico isn't that bad."
@mibukdesjarlais5343 жыл бұрын
Boku no pico is practically a PBS Kids show when compared to this.
@user-vo8uq9hn3j3 жыл бұрын
@@NeerajJain05 😑
@lotus_story3 жыл бұрын
@@NeerajJain05 are u ok
@NeerajJain053 жыл бұрын
@@lotus_story I'll just delete my comment. No one fucking understood my joke..
@CloudyRythm3 жыл бұрын
What is this boku no Pico and why is it bad?
@rubybitesthedust3 жыл бұрын
Oh I remember this one, watched it some years ago. I don’t really consider it disturbing (well, not like super disturbing) but I kinda forgot about it because of how abstract it was. But hey, I heard it was made by 1 dude with a limited amount of paper (frames) so kudos to him
@heartzforcassie6 күн бұрын
The pain in aki's eyes when she heard midori crying...