watashi, okujou de kutsu o nugi kaketa toki ni mitsuami no senkyaku ni- goe o kakete shimatta. nee...yame na yo kuchi o tsuite deta dake. hontou wa dou demo yokatta. saki o kosa reru no ga, nantonaku, shakudatta. mitsuami no ko wa, kataru. dokka de kiita youna koto 「unmei no hitodatta, doushitemo aisa retakatta」 fuzaken na, sonna koto kuraide watashi no saki o kosouda nante! hoshii mono ga te ni hairanai nante ubawa reta koto sura nai kuse ni! 「hanashitara raku ni natta」 tte mittsuami no ko wa, kie tetta. saa, kyou koso wa to kutsu o nugi kaketara soko ni senohikui onnanoko, mata koe o kakete shimatta. senohikui-ko wa, kataru. kurasu de no kodoku o 「mushi sa rete, ubawa rete, ibasho ga nai nda」 tte fuzaken na, sonna koto kuraide watashi no saki o kosouda nante! soredemo, ichi de wa aisa rete atatakai gohan mo aru ndesho? 「onaka ga suita」 to naite senohikui-ko wa, kie tetta. sou yatte, nan’ninka ni koe o kakete, oikakeshite watashi jishin no itami wa darenimo, ienai mama hajimete mitsuketa nda nita youna nayami no ko nani-me ka ni atta nda kiiroi kaadigan no ko ichi ni kaeru-tabi ni fue tsudzukeru aza o keshi satte shimau tame koko ni kita no to itta kuchi o tsuite deta dake hontouwa dou demo yokatta. omotte mo inai koto demo,-goe o kakete shimatta. 「nee, yamete yo」 aa,doushiyou kono-ko wa tome rarenai. watashi ni wa tomeru shikaku ga nai. soredemo, koko kara wa kiete yo. kimi o mite iruto kurushii nda. 「jaa kyou wa yamete oku yo」 tte me o fuseta mama kiete itta. kyou koso wa, daremoinai watashi hitori dake darenimo jama sa renai jama shite wa kurenai kaadigan wa nuide mitsuami o hodoite senohikui watashi wa ima kara tobimasu. -THANK YOU-
@constanzaheppvigorena33153 жыл бұрын
Omg thanks~
@liragonzalezabigail68433 жыл бұрын
Gracias!! ^^
@liangailm.ilagan41533 жыл бұрын
when i was learning how to sing this song i had this video in split screen with the lyrics from googoe, guess i didnt need that
So for English listeners out here who don't really get what this song is about, I'll try my best to sum it up here. The song is from the point of view of a suicidal girl.(Gonna call her A) She is being abused at home and wants it all to stop. Each time she tries to go and kill herself, she finds another person in a cardigan and plaits , preparing themselves to jump.(It's actually her, hence the song title "My R" possibly meaning my reason) A tells them not to and they spill out their reasons for wanting to die. A says that its "bullshit" and helps them see all the positive things they have. One day A meets a girl who is also being abused at home. She hesitated to help her because she was going through the same thing and , in A's eyes, it was the only way out. But she still cries out and tells her not to die just yet, and things will get better. The next day there is no-one at the ledge. No one else that she has to help. She takes off her cardigan. She undoes her plait. And jumps. Basically all the people she met were actually her. Every day she went to the ledge and convinced herself not to jump that day. She remembered how she had come to the same spot every time something went wrong in her life. I think she imagined someone coming to help and talk her out of it, almost like a 3rd person vision. The last time she has hit rock bottom and has no more reasons to stay. I think this is how it goes but remember this is my way of interpreting the song so if you don't really understand you can always search it up. Hope this helps :))
@xavvy1113 жыл бұрын
@@yay1374 I saw a comment on the english cover and someone said the "R" in "My R" means My Reflection. So basically, every day, she is trying to stop herself from doing it... 1. The girl with the braided hair 2. Petite girl short as can be 3. Girl in the yellow cardigan But one day, she lost reasons to stop herself from doing it. I'm bad at explaining sorryyy :^ but you can search the english cover...
@oo-ls4dg3 жыл бұрын
@@yay1374 well, she's probably trying to prevent herself in different time line. correct me if im wrong, My R : could mean 'R'eflection 'R'eason
@nkhal68263 жыл бұрын
@@yay1374 she actually didn’t jump in the end, she was stopped by someone else(who obviously isn’t her). the protagonist made another appearance in a different song :)
i can really relate to the short girl in the song. i’m also short, and i have a hard time making friends/ talking to people and my presence is barely noticeable. i have a few of them, but i still feel like i don’t belong anywhere. i do have a loving family and a roof over my head, but my loneliness really gets to me sometimes..
@clouds74353 жыл бұрын
Same
@mariavictoriabello35383 жыл бұрын
Same
@aphy_3 жыл бұрын
Same 😔
@znaika79593 жыл бұрын
I would rather choose being alone and watch or read something.
@Rika08313 жыл бұрын
yeah same here. I just recently found out that one of my friends is faking it all along. I felt like it's not just him. I felt like they only used me for my benefits, I had always been so kind to everyone giving everyone the help they need even if I have no idea how to do it. Ever since I am having trouble on who to trust I have realised the truth of society and I always try to do my best even though I am at my edge.😅😊
I feel like your in a lot of depression and stress 😔😔, please dont over work yourself and alway stay healthy and don't give up alway have hope on your self there's a lot of people will support you like us here watching your beautiful voice 🥰😊
@ti_keep46533 жыл бұрын
We'll support you no matter what your voice sounds like!!