as someone who also had a rough childhood that left me with nothing but trauma. we are the target for people like this, they see that we are so desperate for love that they know how easily we can be swayed when we believe someone is showing us what we think is "love" YOU ARE NOT ALONE. thank you for sharing for your younger viewers. :)

You dont realize the gravity of these situations until you have your own children.

He probably disappeared for a year because he went to jail 💀💀💀

I was groomed online from like, 10 to 18 by multiple grown ass men. It makes me feel so icky now, but damn I was just so fucking lonely I would take attention from anywhere. Anyone younger watching this now, it's not worth it. Even if you think you know what you're doing, if you think, or even if you've been told that you're "mature for your age", you're not. You're a child, and you don't realize this now, but I'm 24, and I wish I could go back and save myself from everything that happened. Even though if anyone had tried to stop me then, I would have been so mad and insisted that I was fine.

“I’m bored. I just want to sue” literally in tears 😂

I grew up with your videos and this storytime was one of the most heart breaking ones. The fact that your kindness (and young self) was taken advantage of by some old nasty man…I’m just glad it didn’t go beyond trying on clothes. It’s 100% NOT embarrassing like you claimed, I just hope this storytime brings more light to these online predators…younger people need to more vigilant and most importantly protected so much. I’m sorry you had to go through this ):

I do not know if what he did is considered to be "sextortion" but what you described is close to it. It's so dangerous and several kids have unfortunately ended their lives over it. I'm glad you are safe and that it didn't escalate further!

this happened to me as well at 16.. recently he tried to make himself the victim and say i forced him to groom me. insane! but thank you for sharing it can def be uncomfortable to look back at it. sending you hugs 💗

being on omegle at such a young age made me fall into this trap many many times with older men and i would try to act very mature and i thought i knew what i was doing... i pray nothing like that ever happens to my younger sister growing up on the internet right now

I love how humble you became and the little jokes about yourself, how you talk to the camera is very comforting and I’m grateful for KZfaqrs like you when I’m having a bad day ❤️😢

i feel like every girl has experienced something like this in their youth

I don’t blame you for not thinking it was weird. I’ve been sheltered my whole life. Girl I’m 24 and I just realized how naive and ignorant I am with life

hi nessa i been here since i was 13 and now im 19 still watching you, you make me so happy and that nostalgia makes me so happy even when ppl were mean to u i always supported u no matter what

Tbh i probably would have done the same thing. Getting money without having to get naked sounds to good to pass up. I’m glad you knew to stop before it got really bad❤️

I’m sorry that anyone has to experience this 😞 I’m dealing w a creepy boss currently and am trying to see what I can do legally to get this person fired so they don’t hurt anyone else. people are so sick. ❤ hugs.

Ooohhh girlll please do NOT feel like you owe anyone an explanation for someone older manipulating you !!! He had to know what he was doing … making u feel good and sending u money for innocent vids. That’s how it starts … this is an important video for u to share ! It will save other young impressionable people from making the same mistakes !!! You’ve learned from it… always have been and always will be … a fan girlieeeee ❤❤❤❤

You can’t even be upset at your child self because you were a child against a whole 40+ year old. It’s not embarrassing..

I just want to say that your strong for not letting that creep take advantage of you and try to trick you into making inappropriate videos. Even back then you definitely seen the wrong in that and it saved from being taken advantage by some weirdo. It does suck how it played out tho him leading you on for you to think he was a fan but all along mans just wanted to get to see 3D content, people like that disgust me and makes you look at people in a different light. Overall I’m glad you stood your grown for sure and I love you so muchhh definitely hope you have an amazing month full of love and joy. God Bless❤

So true how we view these things differently as we grow up.. thanks for sharing Nessa

it was sad to hear how much you talked down on your past self for ‘falling for it’ You were a child! Please don’t blame yourself for being a victim to this creep

Cant believe I’ve been watching you for 7 years love ur channel so much ❤

Hi Nessa! Love your storytimes!! Couldn’t miss this one. Only fans before it wasn’t even a thing 😣 Damn, it’s crazy to look back at the dumb and dangerous situations we put ourselves in as teenagers!

nessa videos everyday ?? the best month 😮‍💨😌

I’ve been through something similar but instead I liked the sexual attention I got from older men. I’m 18 turning 19 in a few days and I’m glad I learned so quickly while I’m still young to realize it’s wrong and I’m just a child

Hi girly!! Been watching your videos for 7 years! Thank you for everything!! Love you and your videos! Sending you, Anthony, and your family love, constant positivity, and ultimate happiness ❤❤

I so enjoy a good storytime; happy you made it through!

I always go through phases watching your content as I’ve grown up, but it ain’t a story time without you saying “dadadadada” 😂😂😂

I’m sorry that happened to you, and I’m glad that you cut it off before anything really bad happened to you. Also I’m glad that you’re sharing this story now, believe you’re definitely not the first or last young, naive teen this has happened to. I hope when others watch this it can help them avoid this situation or help them out if they’re in this situation now

Omg and back when I did KZfaq I had this company reach out for me to review sandals. At first I got a pair of sandals and reviewed them for my channel. Then they started telling me to take off my nail polish in the try on video. Then they sent me socks. They made me cut up the socks and wear them and send them pics of my feet! Then they added me on Snapchat and said they wanted me to review lingerie. I was like 16! And they legit mailed me lingerie and made me send a photo in exchange and literally put it on their website😤 and to this day they still reach out to me so I have to keep blocking them. Like these grown ass people are really out here taking advantage of kids. I’m 22 now and a mom and just realized how fucked up this was

Love u and ur storytimes sm bae

Loving the natural look girly ❤😊

so excited for future vlogmas videos!

Love the video and keep up the great work nessa

I loooove you Nessa!!! ❤️ been rocking with you since 2015 xx

i haven’t watched u since long before u had ur baby i used to watch u every day and was obsessed w u as my fav youtuber but i felt like something changed w ur vids but i’m giving it another try i hope that i can keep watching u consistently bc i remember how much i used to enjoy it

Thank you for this nessa ):

I was waiting on this ! I saw your tweet. I really love your channel and am sad that you’re seconding guessing posting. The real supporters will stay no matter what and the fake will weed out we don’t need them here anyway! ❤

AHHH I missed ur storytimes! I went through something similar at 15 & I'm 19 now. :/ I'm so sorry nessa

I had the SAME thing happen & the worst part for me was that the guy was asking for feet videos…(no, the few videos I posted weren’t feet related) & I was soooo naive I actually recorded myself stepping, slipping, & sliding my foot onto a stick of butter & sent it to him. I was like…11? & no, I never got paid lmmfao

I can’t believe this happened to you mamas 🥺, I’m glad you’re okay nessa.. laaawd people are so damn creepy 😭

I love you so much Nessa ❤

definitely not your fault nessa, don't feel guilty or upset at your younger self. He was/still is in the wrong and knew exactly what he was doing so this is on him

Thanks for sharing your story of awareness

I’ve been watching for quite a while but o don’t think that long. You were still at home though. You’ve matured into such a beautiful woman and mother!

“Am I talking about now” 😂 😂 that made me laugh so hard, but you know you’re flyyyyyyy!!!!!!

the same happen to me i was 16 and i was on Kik app 😷and Facebook or IG bro they sent me videos lieing to me about going to my school or pretending to not email or dm me on IG .just alot of manipulation it was rough but i still to this day never try to go on Facebook and haven't been on Kik ever again since 16 .Grooming is just not good for you even the money is great or being told lies and trying find where you live was wrong don't do it .

I love you girl I’m sorry you are going thru this all over again as it comes up again in ur life. It really is fuckin tough but I love you and we are all here for you and can relate!!!!

been here since the tmart video!! you’re really the GOATTTT NESSSAAAAA💖

I think since your having a second baby your thinking about the things that happened to you as kid. Some of these men are sickos

Love u Vanessa💜💜your amazing

The im bored I wanna sue took me tf out 😂

I started watching you shortly after you created this channel and I was 14 now I’m 22 going on 23. I went through a similar experience but he was actually my age but was an idiot as well. I’m loving your blog as videos and love you as well ☺️

hey girly so excited for vlogmas!

I just want to say don't be too hard or feel embarrassed because I was raised in very similar way as you and boys at school also called me ugly so any attention, I got online from men made me happy. Now I'm 21 and no longer talk to perverted men online but I just want to say many girls have been through similar things and this just teaches us what we need to do as future moms to protect our children. Love you Nessa

When I was 12 kik was popular and used a lot back then. I had a lot of love for Harry styles and was a big fan of one direction. I’m pretty sure this was a grown man pretending to be him and he would flirt with me and say all kinds of things . This video made me realize that, thank you for actually speaking about this, as it hit when u said “not all attention is good attention” i will definitely remember that. I love u girl ❤️❤️

love you girl💜

i was 11, he was 30.. i was groomed multiple other times, but he was the first to do it and it truly fucked up my perspective of relationships more then it already was fucked up lol.. i have so much childhood trauma and it was the perfect storm for me to be groomed.. it's fucked, but i just hope i can protect my daughter from ever experiencing something like that.

Girl this is crazy I’m 26 right I been watching you since before hd 😂😂 like I think I was 18/19 something like that but why do I feel like we grew up together 😂❤️ I love you and the mature woman you’ve become you’re gorgeous and I literally feel like we actually are hanging out or some😅😂 but anyways keep it up girlie

Hey girl!!! We here 🎉🎉🎉🎉

Never saw a title I related to so fast

Please don’t get mad at yourself you were a child! I re-read my old messages with my gr00mer and was mad at myself too but it’s really not our fault. We were kids and didn’t know better.

bruh i hate the internet cause i’d accept any friend request at 13-15 & these grown ass men never cared to get locked up 🥴 i was way too friendly & dumb back then

The internet has been so traumatizing honestly

Nessa You So Beautiful, You Always Been 💓Love Your Videos!!!!

Tbh when I was a teenager I would have feel for this too 💀

honestly girl! I had it happen to me through a child's game - habbo hotel 😂 like not even joking I did start speaking to them like everyday then eventually led to Skype etc. Some guys are so sick !

a lot of these things happen to people at a really young age and i hate that. kids are easily manipulated and that shit comes back to bite you in the ass later in life 🥲 look what happened to Ozuna! it scars me seeing how often this actually happens

I love you and ur videos ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Men can be so creepy and disgusting, so happy no real harm ever came from this situation.

I love you nessa ❤️❤️❤️

My queen❤❤❤

Not you saying " Am I talking about now?" girl 🤣🤣🤣🤭🤦‍♀️

love you girly

Love you ❤️❤️

Please do more storytimessss

yayyy vlogmas

my(17) sports coach (46) whom I looked up to groomed me just this may. He ghosted me when he realized that it's way too risky for him. I still don't know what to do, how to get back up. I also feel stupid because I knew he was manipulating me, it was so obvious, but I let him do everything to me because I crave love so much, it hurts. I learned from it, but it is really hard.

Smh, I really wish he got exposed

I’m only 19 but 16 year old me would have 100% fell for it as well lol!

okay but what foundation is that because i just saw the coverage with that little ass bit of foundation you had left and I NEED THAT FOUNDATION ahhhhh

Don’t be so hard on yourself I feel like a lot of us would of took that chance at that age

That’s insane wtf

Can I vent? I really don't understand why men can be so evil, like as a human being how could you even think of doing that to a child basically. He was old enough to be your father. I also get hit on by married men & old men. It's so annoying, like what does a 40 year old see in an 18 year old girl. Their intentions are always evil. So disgusting and annoying 💔💔💔💔💔💔

when I was 11 I got instagram, I started posting, got followers, followed them back.. and then a 28 year old man started texting me asking inappropriate questions. he’d always ask to call and made me feel bad if I didn’t, later he started asking where I lived.. I’ve logged out of that account now, maybe he’s still there…

Man we all go through that I would guess

pls this is so scary..

Dude I remember when I was 15 years old, I met someone online. Turns out he was in his 20s! He took me on a “date” I ended up in Tucson I was so scared idk what to do. We stopped at a gas station I went to the “restroom” and I told the cashier I was scared and I didn’t know this man. Memory is a little fuzzy but I’m pretty sure my mom picked me up. Luckily I made it out alive and didn’t get trafficked.

so scary because he probably still has those vids to this day..omg..

I’ve been here since I was like 14 or so and I’m now 21(almost 22) with a 7 month old happily married Edit: I also went through something similar at 12. Don’t know if anyone remembers a game called “wee world” yeah… it was on that lol.

Stay strong girly

Lol he’s gonna be too scared to comment with all of Nessa’s army behind her back. We ready 👊🏽

POST MORE STORYTIMES

I’m an introvert at heart so I get it shoot don’t matter to me I remember when Chicago was on lock down it didn’t bother me lol

Our parents were too lenient with us back then 😞

Heyy Ness , I want to start a channel and I’m in college. I don’t want to censor myself completely and not be someone I’m not, but I want to express myself as a youtuber if my content could be about anything. Could you get advice so I can limit the risk of anything like parts of my life being “out there”? If that makes any sense 🥴I understand house tours but anything that no youtubers talk about

STORRYYYY TIMEEEE

Girl why is this exact same way for me

You need to check if your photos were sold online or the videos was sold online. Child porno rings do those kinds of things

That explains a lot

the way i got that same email on my other channel😭😭