This just hit 1,000,000 views so I thought I'd put together a part 4 for you guys, these mixes help me sleep 💜 I made a playlist of all these tracks on Spotify - spoti.fi/3xxIWrb

i’ll wait for you, but i’m terrified that you’re already gone

The more you wait... The more you're hurt...

has anyone just wanted to cry so badly but couldn't

I'm waiting for someone who has already forgotten me.

until the day i die. i hope you're well.

Never thought I could feel so empty. This time it's different. It's hard to stay hopeful.

Love is a synonym for pain. Whoever thinks not, is yet to learn.

The sun is setting... The night is coming... The stars are falling... I'm all alone... Lost in my thoughts... The emotions I've fought... The memories rot... But I can't forget... At the top of the hill... It feels like time stands still... A part of you lingers with me still... Get out of my head... I check my phone... I remember your ringtone... I tried to put you on a throne... I'm sorry... I want you to stay back... But somehow I still want your love back... As a matter of fact... I'm lost... I won't budge... I'll always remember our love... You made me believe you were a dove... I'm not going anywhere... "I'll wait for you until the very end" #bootleggangg🔥💯

You sit atop the cliff. It's night time, and the stars are brighter than usual. You look up to the starry skies, the stars smiling at you. The ambience of the sea's waves accompany your music. But.. you don't feel home. Tears slowly fall. This feeling, this atmosphere where everything is at peace, where you feel.. happy. It'd soon be over once you take your leap. Isn't that why you came here in the first place? To experience it one last time? But you can't let the feeling go, can't you? You'd enter the void as you gaze the skies one final time, isn't that what *we* agreed on? _So why won't you die?_ As you stood up, running to the cliff to cancel the strain that your emotions gave you, you suddenly halted at the end of the cliffside. You're still in love with this, this feeling. You know you can't feel like this once you die. You sit back down, your hands wiping your face. You gaze up at the sky one more time. The stars.. they give you hope. As they grow brighter in your eyes, you finally stop crying. You sigh. "Maybe I do have a reason for living." You lie down on the grass, with the wind covering you like a blanket. You smile the biggest smile you've had for quite a while. As you're glad you chose to live on, the sky brightens. The sun rises from the horizon, with it's shine reflected by the sea. I think it's time for a break, let's head back, shall we?

It hurts to see someone that you love falling deeper and deeper into themselves you see the person you fell in love with helplessly falling down this well of sadness and it broke me when I realized that I can’t help you you’ve fallen so far that I can’t reach you anymore I can’t see you anymore I look carefully over the edge of the well and see the pit of darkness I remember that darkness so well I hear the echos of late nights I hear the echos of your voice telling me you love me the memories eerily reflect off the water I see your face in the moon please come home soon

I feel like the two comets look parallel to each other... Further enforcing the fact that they will never meet. And as the title implies, waiting until the end or forever

It's pretty numbing waiting for someone but knowing in Your heart that person forgot about you the moment they left.

*Don’t let your thoughts take control of your life.*

We listen because we’re lost and want to be found.

Me: **almost falling asleep to this sad, calm, and quiet music** KZfaq: lmao watch this guys- _aT ASHLEYS FURNITURE STORE_

I remember when she used to say: “Por ti, hasta el fin del mundo”. Something along the way of “for you, until the world’s end”... It’s not even the end of the world and she’s gone. And now it’s just me and my 2 dogs surviving the holidays alone. It is what it is...

do you even cry yourself to sleep listening to these beats bro?

The Breaking Bad vocals really did it for me. Thanks

Wow, this got released as I turned 18. This song will forever have the feeling of growing up. I’m glad that it is on this channel. Much love to all

*I waited for you and waited. Sadness and depression were everwhere. Drugs consumed my life. Now here I am, with you. The wait was worth it* 🖤

love is like a disease it spreads until it kills you

I feel like we’re two comets parallel to eachother We’ll go on forever but never meet

you told me you're never coming back, but i'll still wait for you. because you're the only one i want

Idk, everything tells me that i should just move on and stop dreaming, that's logic, but i still want to hope my love might be accepted some day even if it's impossible.

Depression, anxiety, everything goes away listening to you: , )❤️

I walk you home . I stare at you. I smile at you. I kiss you. You closed the door. Walk out of my life. The us became dust. I waited, you never came back. I loved you but you never did. I'm always here. I'll be waiting.

Every night before im going to sleep im going to this channel,listening to some lofi❤ who makes that too?

I'm going to tell you a story. Once i was young i fell in love with an older girl. She use to come over all the time, take me out places at night. She was.. she was beautiful and she was something that i cant explain. She was there for me all the time, when things were bad. But i never seemed to cry by her, until one day.. Something happened between us and she left, she just changed locations, schools. Everything just happened so quick that i never got to say goodbye. As i was getting older i realised i have fallen in love with her. But it wasn't just friendship. I remember i loved her. And i was only thirteen. I never expected that missing someone could hurt this much, and that was only by one mistake. I remember depression, anxiety, and more, started when i was turning fifteen. It all caused me to fall apart completely, and once i met her. I couldn't look in her eyes, but when i did for the first time in many years, I cried. I cried, I cried, I cried, and then i hide myself with tears in my eyes. I wanted to run after her but she was gone. Then- it all got worse. I messaged her all the time. Got obsessed. And Depressed. And then.. i stopped, Parents knew, People knew. And now its all a history. I Miss Her. Then was the sleepless nights, them 'thoughts'. And soon enough i fell apart. 31/07/2018. My Mind and Heart Are Having A War, While I'm Heartless Looking At the Stars In The Sky. Wondering If you Are Too. - C.Heartless.

Im lost... lost in time it goes so fast

She was my everything... Then so suddenly, she was completely gone. My love for her will never go away, it will just mix with pain and sadness.

I see a lot of people in these comments talking about how their lonely or they got their heart ripped out by someone. But here I have a little story about how I got my heart ripped out in a different way. It was in the spring, and I was in love with a beautiful girl. Me and this girl were kinda longer distance so we could only see each other once a week. And it sucked, a lot. I wanted most of all to see her every day, and it felt like so long in between weekends, and it felt like the weekends were way too fast. I was so lost, I didn't know what to do or what to think. So without I lot of thinking, I told this beautiful girl that I had been in a mutual loving relationship with, that I had pain in my chest at night, thinking about how I couldn't see her. And before I knew it we had broken up. Done, for good. And what I realized was that my chest pains had become increasingly stronger after this day. That I truly had made a huge mistake. It felt like I had ripped my own heart out, and just dropped it on the ground and walked away. Not knowing which direction I was walking. I cried, endlessly, at night. I fucked up. And there's nothing I can do about it. 💔💔

You swear on your life your the one who was heartbroken. Then you look back and realize how you reacted, so angry, sad, numb, made that person feel the same way. They loved you. And oh honey is heartbreak contagious.

I fell in love with the greatest man ever, we were so in love with each other, he was great but he was also a liar. He lied about his sickness, he told me that he was going on a business trip and it might take so long and he had to go I was extremely mad at him and I never said goodbye to him I was so sailfish, I only thought about myself..he tried so many times to talk to me but I refused and for a whole year we never talked and then I found fifty letters in front of my door, they were from him.. he was suffering from cancer, he was there receiving treatment and he was writing all those letters for me and he said that once I receive all those letters he would be gone ! He told me that he lied bc he didn’t want me to be sad he didn’t want to be the reason of my sadness! After this I suffered from depression and I’m still suffering until now..for like 3 years now ! I read a letter every weak and that was the only thing that keep me alive ! Im so sure that I’ll never love any man as much as I loved him..he was all I have now I’m completely alone

an honor to be part of this mix, thanks again the boy ♥

so this is what it feels love someone..

I hope I will meet you again when we're older and have overcome our demons, and that everything will turn out okay...

Spent some of my lowest nights here. Thanks for doing what your doing

The breaking bad voice clips really get me emotional... such an amazing show.

but nobody is waiting for me... 😥😔

A year later and I’m still waiting for you People tell me it’s a waste of time They don’t understand what I’m going through Everyday you cross my mind I wish I could hold you in my arms You were always my true friend I always wish upon a star I wish that you never left I hope you’re happy wherever you are I will wait for you till the very end

Why wait for you when you are going to leave me in this empty and dull world. Without you I cant see, your the light that guides me through life, your the heart thats keeping me alive. And in the end your just going to leave me

I waited for a year and watched him fall in love with another girl. I watched him hold her hand. I watched him hug her. I watched him laugh with her. I watched him give gifts to her, I watched him tell her that he loved her. I watched him kiss her. Oh how I wish he knew I wanted to do all of that with him. I stood by his side all the time. I cared for him when he was in his darkest moments. I sat with him when he was alone. I checked on him when he was crying I truly loved him. I waited a year for him and got nothing out of it. And yet here I am, still waiting for him.

man sometimes I just don't what I'm doing. Time keeps getting faster and faster and with each fleeting second I drown deeper into an absis of emptiness

Love hurts. Life is short. *Go tell her what you feel*

it‘s late at night but i love you because i needed this so bad ❤️🌙

Yes Have to got to bed now Perfect 20 mins Thank you 💕

It’s so hard to stay hopeful sometimes... I just want things to get better

I just don't know if I can ever forget you

I wish you never moved, cuz I'm starting to forget your face. I don't want to forget that smile that got me to fall in love with you. I wish I had said something that night we hung out together.......I miss you 💔

4 Years and I cant move on because the moment I move on is the moment I have to admit to myself I wasn't good enough for you.

"For those of you that feel misguided or feel lost in the space in your mind. With whatever you apply your attention to is which direction your life will go in. The more you apply your attention towards the bad things in your life, the more it will appear. The more you apply your attention to the good things that you want in your life, the more it appears." Positivity attracts positivity and that applies to negativity as well. For those who have seen my comment on part one, see - you made it this far since that video. For the ones that havent seen it, I just wanna say I'm proud of you for getting this far in your life

She said we were soulmates, she lied she said she loved me, she lied She said she would be where, she lied She said I wasn't a rebound, she lied She said I was the one, she lied She said she wouldn't go back, she lied She said it would be okay, she lied. She was everything to me, we had this vibe that was unbreakable. I almost thought we were gonna be together until the end but she made me look like a dumbass. I learned to let go, I learned to forget, I learned how to love myself, I'll never let someone do what she did to me. She fucked me up, but I brought myself back up. I promised I wouldn't go back but she still has a piece in the back of my mind that comes back frequently. I think of what could've been. But I know never will happen. She got me scared of being in another relationship so I turn down girls back to back bc I'm afraid of feeling what she made me feel. Broken, lonely, and wondering where the hell I went wrong. I'm past that now it's been months. Yet she still lingers on my mind. Love is a fucked up game

She's already gone but I'm still here hoping she'll come back to me. Hoping I'll still be here too if that day comes

Happiness can never truly be achieved if you can't even enjoy being in the presence of your own company.

I want to thank you for the songs you upload. As a 17 year old depressive kid who oftenly thinks about suicide this songs make me feel relieved and keeps me in life.

5 years later and I still listen to this, not much has changed🤷‍♂️

"I don't want to die. Believe me when I tell you I'm actually afraid to. I just want all of my pain to die and be happy like I used to be. "

i’ll never stop waiting for her

If only you let me be by your side, and help you through this, I'll keep waiting for the day I see you, and I can tell you how much I've missed you and love you.

Hey you, yeah you scrolling down the comments i hope you found this comment because i just wanted to say that at 10 pm I am looking at the stars and hope that your are too. So I can tell myself that im not alone on this beautiful mess of earth we called home. just know that I as a stranger is looking out for you and care for you my love, like michelle phan said Good Luck.

The very beginning already means so much to me.

Sometimes I miss the old days when I was a child and wanted to be an adult to get rid of all the homeworks. Anyone?

The picture is so breathtakingly beautiful. I wish I could see something like that with my own eyes.

I feel myself, reaching the edge, every damn day.... I screwed up majorly big time and I ended up hurting the one I love by mistake and now its been 5 months since I've last spoken to her and she said she wouldn't even forgive me, no I did not cheat, I would never, this girl, she made it so easy to be loyal because of how much love and how much of a radiance her smile had.... and now.... with each day passing by, I feel more and more emotionally numb...

Its easy to get stuck in the past, but its time to move on. ☁

This wallpaper remind me of the anime : Your name :o

This is my lullaby.

Same old vibes of memories of you 😢

im here, and im waiting

Just wanna thank you! Music has brought me so much peace and really helped me over the years! Much love💔💔💔💔

I take so much inspiration from this mix to continue making and releasing my own lo fi tracks. Turn your depression into production. It’s beautiful just what a sad mind can create. Thank you bootleg boy for these mixes❤️ And to anyone out there that’s sad or upset about someone leaving you just know it’s for the better, I don’t know if you’re spiritually empowered or not but my belief system tells me it’s a good reason that person or thing had left you. To make room for something greater.

I hate waking up every morning with no purpose. She was my purpose, but I messed up, and now she's gone... There isn't anything I wouldn't do take back what I've done, to give her what she deserves. Now I'll have to watch as she finds someone else willing to do what I should have... Hopefully the rain will wash this all away. I miss you.

it made me cry so much... it's really beautiful and chill~ thank you so much for a part 2, because part 1 is my favourite from all mixes 💜

I miss him so much =(

When I’m listening to this I feel like im in a Movie

All 3 mixes are so well mastered , bravo sir . My ears are in ecstasy .

On an abandoned building roof looking at the stars alone in peace listening to this 🥺

I love reading through the comments. It makes me feel like I'm not the only one feeling like this... I just wanted to say thank you. To everyone commenting here. Thank you for making me feel understood and not alone.

THE PEIRCE THE VEIL SAMPLE😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

a place where people find others exactly like themselves.

Dude, you're warming my heart.

My favourite part of this series so far

7:10 just my favorite 💜

waited forever for it

I saw her driving one day. She was waiting at a stop light, I was turning into the same street as her. I know her car, I look at every similar car wishing it was her, this time it was. As I turned to see her face through the driver side window, she looks down with a face full of sadness and sorrow. It hurts when I see her hurting. It's been years now. There is no fighting what the heart longs for.

I hate that I still have some kind of love for her, but when I hear songs like this, it clears my mind and allows me to use the pain she brought into my past to give foundation to the joy I've discovered in my future. It's hard, but recovery is a journey. I hope those with heavy hearts find peace.

Being afraid of loving someone that may never love you back..

*I W I L L W A I T F O R Y O U*

What am I doing here I’m an utter mess my pillow is saturated with tears from all the sad stories you lovely people tell, My self esteem is so low because of how much of a fool I was to think I could date someone that I only ever saw in my English lessons I mean we were in the same form but... we were so far from each other... or maybe I was too far away from her... I’ll never know why I was rejected Was it because I was Asian Was it because I didn’t have most of the same interests as her? Was it because I’m ugly Was it because... I worry too much

I love to wake up 4 am and walk through my neighbourhood seeing the sky changing color and feeling good while i hear this kind of music

Honestly, in a way... I feel like we've all found each other. Here in this comment section, we have all found a common place where we may feel alone, but we feel alone together. Knowing that I may not be the only one in pain, helps a little and every little bit helps.

i'll be with you till the end of the line

I wish I had someone to love

Damnn i recognized that pierce the veil💕

So many good samplings in here. That part that includes quotes from The Village with samplings from "Twice" by Little Dragon is absolutely perfect.

I fell in love for the first time It hurt A lot When it was over But he's still haunting me In my head I still say his name Sometime I can see his eyes Sometimes I wake up and I think he's right there beside me But no I'm home I'm alone

My heart strings...💔

This mix is just really good. Normally with mixes there’s usually one or two songs I gotta skip around - but not with this one. So thank you for putting this together.

I'm waiting for you to come back at me. Where were you?