I’ve been in a repeated cycle of sin and asking for forgiveness. Father God I thank you for never leaving me and being here for me

Only God could have altered my KZfaq algorithm like this

I chose to get baptize this past Sunday and I built the strength to finally leave my 4 year abusive relationship and I have been healing this week, I thank you for posting this video because people like me just need to hear this today.❤️ God saves

This encouraged me yesterday. Ecclesiastes 7:14 “When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider this: God has made the one as well as the other. Therefore, no one can discover anything about their future.”❤

Reading the comments really shows me that I'm not alone in these icky messy feelings and struggles while trusting in Jesus. Thank you Lord Jesus and thank you for the one who made this video

Sometimes he calls us to days of down and doubt to remind us that we don't nerd to work excessively for him. He's here. The most blessed gift. He's the best Father. Thank you for sharing!

"I feel as though I'm a bad person, and I'm not deserving of the sacrifice Jesus made for me" That's the reality for us all. Praise Jesus that He died for us, His enemies.

We DON'T deserve Jesus' Sacrifice. That's why we should be SO grateful

I struggle with sliding back to old ways when I’m bored or stressed…sometimes it’s smoking..sometimes it’s not reading my Bible…I try to be better but sometimes I feel like it has a hold on me but I know God reminds me I am not a slave to any addiction in my life!! I love Jesus so much…I’m in a new season of my life where I’m growing and letting go and it’s very uncomfortable please pray for me..and I really am so grateful that I came across this video I needed it so much God bless you for sharing this.

I sadly parted away from my walk with God because I felt like a “bad Cristian” this video has given me confidence and comfort. And I am truly grateful that I clicked on this video, but even yet I still feel far from being able to believe and trust when everything around me seems to pile up. I hope to one day settle down and fully come to a point in my life where I can accept God wholeheartedly into my life.

I needed to hear this. I’ve been feeling so guilty and ashamed lately. I know that I don’t deserve God but as a result, it’s like I don’t even try to spend time with Him. I’ve felt alone, when I look around at other Christians and they look like they feel something. I see people passing out and shaking and crying at my church- rejoicing and so happy that they shout to the heavens. I feel ashamed and ungrateful that I let my anxiety stop me from giving God the praise He deserves. When I see that they feel the Holy Spirit, I feel bad for not feeling it like them. And then I go to read the Bible and I think, “gosh, this is so boring 😫” so then I feel guilty for thinking that and it’s just this cycle of guilt. I also deal with depression and PTSD, so my phase of numbness and nothingness is almost like a protective mechanism to an extent. But when it lasts so long and starts to interfere with my life- no motivation, no happiness, no nothing, just numbness, it becomes detrimental. I’ve been really having to push lately just to stick to my schedule. But I have to because if I don’t, then I’ll go back into the hole I worked so hard to get out of. I was asking my mom the other day “just like there is a spirit of greed and glutton and laziness, is there also a spirit of un-motivation, shame and boredom?” I feel like that’s just been plaguing me lately. I feel so numb and so empty and looking for something (I know what that something is) but then it’s like I don’t even seek that something because I feel like I’m not deserving. I don’t know what to do honestly. I read passages of the Bible every day waiting to feel something and I don’t feel anything 😖 I know I should be reassured by Gods word and promises yet I feel like they don’t apply to me because I’m not good enough. I guess I just struggle to feel God’s love for me 😕 I heard that prayers from strangers are powerful, sisters and brothers please send some prayers my way 🫶🏾🙏🏾

Amen sis! Thank you for sharing. I had one of these days this past week as well and this was a great reminder that I'm not the only one. "Being Christian doesn't make us super human or incapable of feeling sadness, confusion, or uncertainty. It just makes us more capable to overcome it." May the strength of the Lord continue to carry you through. 😌

“some days i feel like i felt in the world- lost, sad, & questioning life” i needed to hear this. to know that it’s okay for believers to still feel this.

The in and out depression I've been going through is a struggle so fortunate to have been blessed to stumble across this video.❤

I am Christian, but recently I hurt people 🙇🏽‍♀️💔, and disappointed them. I know God Forgive me and still loves me after asking for forgiveness from those I have harmed. But I just feel bad, and never imagine that I could hurt people 🤦🏽‍♀️... Just Thank you for your love and your Grace Lord, That I could never understand🫂✝️.... And God made me understand that despite everything he still love us, repent yourslef, don't let the ennemy use bad situations to make you run away God's face. Surrender you to God, let him break you, transform you for his Glory🫂🙏🏽

Chill out fam . Got me crying over here lol. But, in all seriousness, thank you. God knew I needed to hear this, and He used you to send me this message. Philippians 2:13 has been the most consistent reminder to me this past week. This was a blessing!

I am not the only one that was feeling like this, lets go my brothers and sisters, surrender lean on him, take a deep breathe and lets keep going, King Jesus all the way ❤

Like many others in this comment section, I've been struggling with a sin cycle for awhile now, several months on end, and it's been confusing why I'm struggling so much. But, then, I remembered that I got saved a month before all this started. Of course I'm being attacked, the enemy doesn't want me to pursue God! This video means so much ❤ thank You Jesus❤️‍🔥✝️

I've been experiencing a lot of doubt lately. I've been questioning almost everyday, if the the bible is even real. If God is even real. If Jesus is real. If ANY of it is even real. I prayed about it, even though I was worried I was just talking to the air. This video was Gods answer to me. I have no more doubts, because this cannot just be a coincidence. Thank you sister🙏🏻

After having some really bad anxiety the last few days(and feeling further from God for even longer) I realized the devil was trying to attack me with all the negative thoughts I was having. I’ve been really trying to keep my eyes on Christ and God knew I needed this video so he showed it to me. He is so good! 😭

This reminded me of how I was a few months ago, I wasn't trying growing spiritually cause I was too lazy to do so, every time I see a video or a message related to God, it kept reminding me how terrible I was as a Christian. I'm better now, I'm growing spiritually with God now and I'm at peace😁

„Though the enemy has a grasp on your thoughts, GOD has a grasp on YOU” that hit deep, really needed that. :)

I desperately need this, God knows our weaknesses and our sin(2 Corinthians 12:9)

I was scrolling youtube and your video just showed up, got this as an answer, cause sometimes I do feel like a bad christian, or even not christian person, a born again, and I believe that God spoke to me thorough your video, God bless your life, for share the good news of Christ. 🙌🙌

I currently struggle with whether or not I’m truly living the life of a Christian (following the path that Jesus has placed before me). I’m constantly seconding guessing myself whenever I think about or do something. Even though I have prayed for the spirit to work in me to change my ways and live for Christ, I also at times don’t feel His presence. I know He loves me dearly and has my best interest at heart, and yet I find myself questioning where I am in my faith. Please pray for me, and I pray for anyone else who is going through the same thing as I am. God bless! 🙏❤️🕊️

It is amazing how someone you don't know can describe exactly how you feel with the words you can't even say. May peace be with everyone feeling like this 🙏🏻

Dear Love, the Holy Spirit has used you so greatly to minister to me and I’m going through that season right now and felt like I was alone but remembering “God is with me even when the devil has tight grip on my thoughts” is so reassuring. God bless you ❤

Literally speechless. The authenticity, the vulnerability, the gentleness, the relatability. I needed to hear this. Thank you for sharing.

Amen. The past week I’ve been really unmotivated to read the Bible and pray to God, but I did it anyway, and I confessed my feelings to Him and I thought that made me a bad Christian. I prayed that He would help me, and today I got this video on my feed. I thank God He was able to speak to me through you.

Your video is a blessing! After 40 years of walking with the Lord, I've had more than one Elijah-in-the-cave day. But it's so good to know that God calls us out of the cave with His still, gentle voice. "Come away by yourselves for a little while," Jesus said. Good words from our good God, who is love. 💗🕊

I haven't been having a bad day, week, or month of feeling this way- but years. Its only getting worse... the sadness, the complete lack of motiviation, energy, and discipline. All I want to do is be alone, sleep, watch KZfaq or Netflix, and not think about much of anything. I feel so horribly guilty but also feel little-to-no desire to read the Word, pray, go to church... I don't know what's happening to me, and admittedly, I am afraid. Watching this made me ugly cry. Sometimes, its good just to know you're not alone, and yes- to hear that Jesus still loves me even through all of this. How many times I've prayed for Jesus to help me, to restore me to my first love, to give me that zest and fire for Him & His Word that I once had.

Please don’t ever stop following the Spirits leading, you are always so ON TIME! God is truly using you for me ❤ i needed this! God answered my prayer last night through this video THANK YOU GOD AND THANK YOU LOVE

At 1:40 these words of the Lord came to mind…”take up your cross and follow me” spiritually speaking it is a very heavy cross 🕊️ 💜 I relate to this so much.

God brought this video to me for a reason and never let the age of a person disregard the message. To those who has an ear let them hear.🙏🏾 Thank you young lady.🫶🏾

Lord Jesus Christ has brought this video to me when I needed it most. Not even a hour ago, as i was reading the Bible, I felt this overwhelming sense of unworthiness , and i couldn't stop the tears. This helped remind me that although I'm not worthy of His sacrifice and love, He still guides me to commit my all to Him and He will show me the way. Thank you so much for spreading the love of Our Lord and Savior. Amen.

Amen thank you for your vulnerability sometimes I do feel like a bad Christian or daughter🥺🦋

I had one of these mornings this morning. I woke up, and I just felt completely defeated and loveless. It was a beautiful, sunny morning too, but my mind felt so dark and cloudy to the point where I didn't even want to get up. I still got up and chose him though. By the end of this day I can wholeheartedly say that, although my situation is the same, God has redeemed some hope and love within me. For that I am so thankful. This was a beautiful piece of art you made ma'am. Thank you for your honesty. This blessed me. You gained a new subscriber.

Wow! What you talked about in this video was exactly what was going on with me the last few days. Today I felt terrible. The battle of the spirit and the flesh felt like it was tearing me down. There were things of the flesh that I wanted to do and was being impatient with God. While I knew the verse that all things work together for good, I didn’t act like it or feel it. I got so confused and angry. There were some things I could have worked around and got through but I would sin in doing so. Gods way just feels so difficult at times that I don’t want to do it. But even when I feel like giving up, I don’t. That has to be God. And he comes through at the end. I finally won the battle I was in. I just hope I can keep it up along side God. I was praying and going into the word more than I usually do today to try to find answers for why I feel this way and was it normal and how to overcome it. I even looked through KZfaq and google for other peoples experiences. I was about to go to sleep then this video popped up. I started crying knowing that someone is going through something similar and you were able to stay faithful. God is good. This video was definitely used to get to people who needed it like me. God bless y’all 🙏🏾

I Surrender It All To You Father God 🙌🏾❤️

Thank you Lord for sending me this video... I've felt like the biggest disappointment of a son for months now... Felt like maybe it's just too late, not worthy of redemption or salvation.

Thank you❤I was feeling exhausted yesterday and I got reminded of Galatians 6:9. Don't get tired of being good, for at the right time, you will reap the harvest if you do not give up.

I needed this so much after this past week. Pretty much every day I’d woke up just like this, struggling to have faith in the midst of an ever busy, ever stressful world. But I’m feeling better, and this little bit of encouragement helped make my day. God bless you and your family.

Ecclesiastes 1:18 For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief. Luke 22:45 When he rose from prayer and went back to the disciples, he found them asleep, exhausted from sorrow. 1 Thessalonians 5:10 He died for us so that, whether we are awake or asleep, we may live together with him.

I needed to hear this. Currently in this season of unprecedented heaviness, but I am grateful that the Holy Spirit still leads me to His Word every day

I’ve been feeling so unmotivated and stuck and not enough like I need to be a better Christian and do what other people are doing but you’re right I need to surrender and lean on him because I am so weak right now so lazy so unmotivated but I will keep choosing him and keep putting my faith in him because I know he will give me strength. You’re right maybe this is just a season for me to go through what I’m going through and just life every season they eventually come to an end. I prayed for about 40 mins about this and this video confirmed a lot for me. I struggle with feeling like enough for God but at least I continue to preserve and choose him everyday. I’m not perfect and the pressure I put on myself is exhausting I’m just gonna give it all to him because I’m tired even though I don’t do anything all day but stay in bed and watch KZfaq and sleep I feel stuck and trapped because I don’t have a job or car and I isolated myself which I regret but this is just a season and I will depend on the lord in this season. I cried like a baby to this.

I completely understand this and I'm still a child in Christ. I've also had days where I've felt lost and sad, but when my heart is ready Christ Jesus is always there waiting for me with unconditional love, forgiveness, and compassion. Thank you so much for this beautiful video. ✝️✝️✝️

The sadness and lack of motivation you talked about in this video is what I'm going through,I talked to God about and this video showed up on my page,I feel encouraged to keep pushing and thank you for sharing this,God bless you in Jesus name amen ❤️✝️🙏🏾🕊️

Thank God its not about feelings and emotions. It’s about His Word and your faith in Christ. 🙏🏽 Hold on and put your faith in Christ. This is just a season to strengthen you! 🙌🏽 Ecclesiastes 3:1 “ To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven “

I have been battling severe spinal pain for over 20 yrs and have been housebound for awhile now....today I felt exactly like you described, I had nothing left. I really, really needed to hear this message. Thankyou sister, from the bottom of my heart! 🙏

Crying watching this. It somehow gave me so much strength & encouragement to pick up my cross and resist the devil. To fight back with the word of God. As you put verses throughout the video. I feel not alone and strengthened, thank you sister. We will meet up in Heaven some day💜

I thank God for all of his mercies, I thank him that he allowed me to hear this word. Thank you Jesus🙏🏾

The first sentence you said made me emotional. It's left with the drop of tears to come out. Am really not alone. Sometimes I even can't wait for the day to break so l can have a morning Devotion with God. Am sometimes l wish the day never breaks. And it really breaks me to feel tired of God after everything He did for me. Thank you sis. God bless you for this video. God bless you 😩

This brought me to peace from all the anxiety I struggle bc of this 😊

This is perfect timing. Today has been the hardest day of my walk so far and you perfectly described how it feels. Thank you for being obedient

Amen this brought tears to my eyes bc i can relate strongly even though im new founded in my faith. To start, God planted a seed in my life around 6 years ago and i only followed him for a very short time but i learned things about him and this world and i thank him for that wisdom. After that i fell back into the worlds way and continued with my life. Recently about a week ago he pulled me out and leading up to that i kept making little prayers here and there for months to pull me out of sin because i knew the truth. Before that i felt like i couldnt pray to him bc i felt like he wouldnt do nothing for me since i was living in sin but oh how i was wrong. So i told myself to just fight through it and pray, and my prayers got longer and longer. Till one night, i prayed the hardest prayer ive done in a while begging him to pull me out. In my mind it was like i was setting my life up to follow him for weeks, but i know he doesnt work that way, i know you cant live in sin and expect to be saved. But anyway, after that strong prayer i went back home and went back to my ways, started smoking my blunt and just continued on.. but i felt something in my mind telling me to DO IT NOW. THE TIME IS NOW. I felt it in my head like what am i waiting for. I jumped up in excitment and joy, and turned away from it all. I flushed nearly an ounce of weed which i never could of seen myself doing before. Not in a million years.. i gave my life to Christ completely and im seeking him like ive never done before. Even though im still fresh on this journey, i have days of worry. Thoughts that im not good enough, because of my fleshes desires. Thoughts that i still have in my head that make me feel like i can never be good enough. I know its the Devil lying to me, attacking me strongly for turning to God. Prayer is so powerful, and i see more clearly now then i ever have before. I know theres gunna be alot to fight through and alot of work to do bc i gave 27 years of my life to the Devil and his sins. Now its time to live for Christ and time to work on myself. Secular music is something i struggled with also and thats what recently tore me down was thinking that i can allow it into my life without consequences. But now knowing what comes with that, its time to let it go bc its poison to our minds. All it does is make your walk with jesus nearly impossible. That kinda stuff comes with evil spirits that attack your mind. Thank you for this video, today was a great day for me but i still relate strongly to everything you were saying and it touched me. God bless you 🙏

I actually have been feeling like this, too, even going to the point of doubting if I’m actually a Christian; if I’m saved. Like most men, I struggle with pornography. Back and forth, the battle has been raging for over 10 years. And recently, I was able to stay away from the sin for a time, about a week. It felt great, but soon the days came where reading God’s Word felt like a chore. I never really got much out of prayer and scripture. Soon after seeing this dilemma, that’s when I will fall. And once this happens to me, guilt clouds my mind. I even feel a sense of betrayal after all of the work I thought I was putting in to stop the sin only to fall. This video relates to me because I too find it hard to pray to God and read scripture on a regular basis. On my good and bad days as well as returning to Him after I’ve sinned. I do genuinely believe that Jesus’ sacrifice was enough to save me from my sins thus making me eligible for Heaven and no good deed of my own doing will ever be enough to compensate for that. But gosh, when this happens in my life, which is quite often, when I don’t live up to the expectations and standards that I come across with fellow Christians and the Bible (including the words of Jesus. Some of what He shared with us still comes off as a “do/don’t do this and you’re done, buddy” kind of tone to me, which I know obviously isn’t right, at all) and from my fellow Christians, I genuinely feel like my seat at God’s table gets swiped from underneath me. If you wish to pray that I may receive some understanding and resolution over this dilemma of mine, then by all means, please do. However, I genuinely want someone to sort of give me guidance on this. Everyone’s situation is entirely different, I get that. But the scariest thing for me is that I have no idea what my specific situation is. I don’t know if I’m trying to live up to a certain set of standards, if it’s my depression that’s giving me a lack of motivation and doubt over a future I will soon face once my time is done on this planet, or if I’ve never been saved. I know that God knows my heart and the real situation. But it’s truly anxiety-inducing considering that I don’t even know my own situation. I don’t know if it’s trauma with me trying to be perfect to be acceptable and if I don’t live up to that standard, I’m doomed or if it’s something else. Sorry for the rambling. I’m just lost, I guess. Thanks for reading and don’t ever lose hope, like what’s currently on the verge of happening for me. Consider this message to be the equivalent of a call for help.

beautiful thank you for being so transparent this is REAL 🙏🏽

I really like this form of a video, LLTC! Rather than the regular talking into the camera type, I really like how you are speaking in this soft voice, kind of like recording a journal entry, with great music in the background ❤ It’s soothing to just leave it on and listen to it. I also reaaaaaaally love how you spoke to us with words that God would say to us. That’s was really encouraging.

It’s hard, especially me as a teenager. I want to take God more seriously but I’m graduating soon so I’m experiencing a lot of stress and burnout..but this video is beautiful and such a good example of what I feel ❤

I was just feeling this way yesterday and a little into today. Perfect timing. Thank you, God is so good!

I'm 34, struggling with having the strength to listen to God and move out on faith outta state away from my family. I stumbled across this at a time in my life where I am struggling with depression, anxiety and PTSD and I've been having days when I don't even wanna get out of bed in the morning or do anything let alone read my Bible. This is so encouraging to my spirit.

I needed this today! Thank you Jesus for everything, all of it, for holding me up when I have no strength 🙌

I got baptized last week and ever since then I felt at ease, I want to talk to God more but I don’t know how I would approach him. I had been depressed since Covid started , messed me up. I believe that the devil will try to steal something from you because you are valuable. Thiefs don’t steal if u have nothing

I feel you, that your feeling not enough for God ,and feel that your not giving him you have 💖 but through God grace we our save through Jesus.

You have no idea how much i needed this. I thought I was so bad for feeling this way. Thank you so much Love

This speaks to me. Sometimes I wonder why I chose to walk this walk. Thanks for this.

Okay your video has sealed it! 🙌🏾 All of last month and this month my faith has been on a roller coaster, some days I’m totally sold other days I so believe God is against me, doesn’t see or hear me and definitely doesn’t want to speak to me. This whole week I’ve been coming across videos, sermons & testimonies all basically convicting me to not give up so I kept saying, one more day... Today at church we started a new series - FAITH that literally was what I needed to hear. Before I found this video I watched one where a lady was sharing how tough the season she’s in is, requiring total obedience and trust without seeing “fruit” and I thought to myself, she’s talking about me except I haven’t fully been obedient and trusting all the time. I wanted to scroll and watch something entertaining to calm the self judgement of feeling like a bad child of God. Your title was my literal thought. I’m about to go off, weep in repentance and pick my self up. Thank you so much for sharing this video.

Woww!!! Thank you Jesus !!!! Thank you for this encouragement. This was right on time. As I wiped away my tears watching this video , I realized this is what God has been telling me all week. !!!! Thank you for your boldness and obedience to share this message with us today. God bless ❤

Wow, that broke me. Thank you for being raw and honest, He is using you in a powerful way to encourage 🙏

I’m speechless but this video reminded me that I will always have someone to lean on in my darkest moments, My lord, Jesus Christ, My savior. 🙏🏼✝️❤️ Edit: i was sobbing typing this and watching this entirely.🥹

I walked away again. Crisis of faith is still going on in my mind, there are many paths and I don't know which one to follow... I don't know what else to do.... I'm under 15 years old and I'm experiencing low self-esteem due to acne, I'm too lazy, I talk too much, I play too much, I look like a grown man because I've never been feminine at all In truth It's very difficult.... :( this life of being away leaves an emptiness in the soul... AND IN my entire body, my thoughts are no longer the same as before I think I know too much about adult things :( because of my classroom My life is truly upside down :(.. It seems that at first the separation is nothing but then we feel as if we don't have something in our hearts... I feel an emptiness inside me after I walked away

The feeling you’re describing is exactly what I feel everyday, I don’t want to get out of bed and I have no desire for anything, I pray and read the Bible and feel nothing I don’t know what to do I’m just not happy.

Thank you my sister in Christ. I really needed to hear this. I feel like a bad Christian for my feelings, not reading my Bible or pray. I've been feeling a lot of doubt, lost,sadness etc. It's good.to know I'm not the only one and there are other fellow brothers and sisters in Christ who think and feel the same way.

Thank you jesus ❤❤❤

Jehovah is the answer to all of our problems/questions. Satan doesn’t want us to know that. Jesus on numerous accounts gave praise to his father in the heavens.. Jehovah is who we need the most, followed by the son Jesus Christ. Life becomes much easier after you come to this realization 🤝🏽

I feel like this was the video i needed. My mom came in and told me that if i was gonna watch something let it be christian. I was annoyed so i just put on a random christian youtuber than i clicked on a diiferent video. While still scrolling i saw yours the title just drew me in. Halfway through when you said proverbs 29 25 i grabbed my bible that i only pick up when im forced i read it and cried. You kept on talking and i just felt something wash over me. I plan today and from now on to have my heart on fire for the lord. No matter how many times i slip and fall i will always try to get back up. Tysm for posting this God is looking down on you with a smile. May God bless

I know these feelings too. I’m glad these days you can see a video from another believer on my phone instead of struggling with it alone without any help for years. I needed to see your story today. Thanks for sharing. 🙏🏻

I didn’t think I’d cry this mich watching this. You said things I couldn’t express or think of, but felt. I thought i was dramatic, or being weak. It’s His strength not ours! God spoke to me and tons of other beautiful souls through you. Praise the Lord❤

I badly need this video today... the past few weeks I felt so tired and exhausted, and I am not as on fire as I was few months ago. I felt that I am a bad Christian because I am. But as I attend the mass, God spoke to me thru one of the songs which says "I am with you, till the end of the days. I am in you, have faith, that I hold you even when you let go. And I love you, you must know I am here. I am ever with you." This song is from "I Am Ever With You" by Himig Heswita. Truly, what a beautiful reminder that God is full of mercy and is always welcoming us Home in His presence!

Thank you for letting God speak through you! I have been in need of hearing this message as I have felt down and self critical for not reading my Bible at the beginning of the day or standing at a mental crossroads to chose the “right” way to read and study the Bible. It’s hard and feels lonely sometimes knowing this walk with God but I thank you God for this encouragement through you! God bless you!! ❤️❤️I will pray for you!

Bawling my eyes rn. Today has been a rough day. Since I woke up. But I have cried. encouraged myself and had hope. Just to feel down, weep and build myself back up again. But i did it all in the Lord Just to hear this tonight and your words hit me like a ton of bricks. Thank you for this - God bless you ♥️

I just saw this. Praise God. I felt like this today. This encouraged my heart. Thank you daddy Jesus for purring this in my path at the perfect moment😢

I feel this. I started my REAL journey in January of this year on my 20th birthday. And man there is so much joy! The studying. The learning. The fact of being able to pray to God/Jesus brings so much joy. But then... there's the other Christians. "REPENT REPENT REPENT. WE ARE IN THE END TIMES" "TIME IS RUNNING OUT AND YOU MIGHT GO TO HELL IF YOU DON'T DO IT NOW" and i just feel rushed 😔. I pray about it because Jesus told us not to be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow is already anxious about itself. And we are told to put all our fears and anxieties in Him for he will give us rest...but he also told us to be aware of time and seasons...and that our brothers, sisters, sons, & daughters will prophesy. So i just try to just focus on Him in hopes that he hears my cries and that my cries goes into His will and not just mine. ❤

Thank you. I’ve been feeling really guilty recently since I constantly sin and fail to fight back most of the time. I’ve also been really angry whenever my parents talk about God and I don’t know why. Sometimes I just feel like I don’t deserve all the things God has blessed me with

I've been struggling with my faith and toughts about religion these days and now that I hear this, I know that God loves me in a way I'll never be able to understand but that I need to lay on him for those concerns, God bless you sister

This has really blessed my soul this morning, helping me grow in Christ, I thank God and you for the work you do, may the Lord bless you SITL🥰🙏❤

I needed to hear this. Today was a day where I felt like a bad Christian. I was feeling down, and I should of praised him today, read the bible, etc. However, I treated today like it was less than what it was.. a gift. Everyday is. Its hard to realize that sometimes. He's saved me so many times.

Her soul is so beautiful, actually opened my eyes

Literally me. It's good knowing I'm not alone. Also good knowing no matter how broken, unloved and distant we feel from Him.. that He loves us no matter what. Most of the time I'm like "why am I even alive Lord" .. other days I feel like I'm learning something. It's rough .. to many of us talk about the green pastures and not the dark valleys we wander through for years before He brings to those amazing moments ... Praying for you 🫶🏽

I thought i was the only one who felt this way, i go to my church and see everyone being happy and stuff and never thought they felt this way before, i know its dumb and i was just thinking about myself, but still i feel so alone and broken that its hard to see people who look like their happy feel the same way. Thank you LLTC for this message and Thank you Jesus for speaking through her. God bless yall!

I'm 62 year old and the youngest of my family (they are Jehovah's Witnesses) 5 months ago Jesus came looking for me and carried me home. He poured the Holy Spirit over me and I cried for 3 days. I was on cloud nine and felt free for the first time in my life. Over the last few weeks, Satan has attacked me more and more and I have failed God badly. I feel so weak (like many do) but I know I'm useless, weak, and let him down. I feel Hell is where I belong. I can see the person I once was and don't want to return to being him again. Sunday just gone an old woman said to me in Church "God as told me to ask you to lay on the floor" (I have a bad back and have done for 20 odd years. I was in pain for around two weeks) I refused to listen to her to start with, but just to please her I laid down on the floor. She prayed out loud and said "Heavenly father please take away John's pain in Jesus name we pray" I got up and the pain had gone. She had tears in her eyes and wanted to cry. I asked her "are you crying because he answered you, or because he took my pain away" She said "I guess both" Two people were blessed at that moment, me for the pain to go, but she had a prayer answered right in front of her eyes" Yet, even with this I fail him. I am beating myself up and I hate myself. I have not prayed for two days and asked for forgiveness because I feel useless and know I will sin again. I'm not asking for people to pray for me, I can do that myself. I'm just letting you know Jesus is real 100% because I have witnessed him and the Holy Spirit. I have not only seen a miracle but was blessed with Holy Spirit and my pain taken away as the old woman was praying. So why why why do I feel such a let down to him that can give me anything. 61 years I was looking for Jesus and now he found me I feel I am kicking him in the teeth.

I really needed this I kept having thoughts of going back to my old ways and my homosexuality but I kept ignoring it and going back to God. I felt discouraged but videos like these really help ❤ God bless

I've felt like this for a while. Thanks for letting me know that this is something we all go through. I know He still loves me, but something in me keeps saying ive got to somehow do more. I dont even know what it is to do. I thank God for loving me

I’m literally in tears right now . Thank you for letting our lord and savior use you to spread this great word of encouragement and wisdom ❤🙌🏾 Jesus is truly King and he shows us so much grace and mercy everyday so we should definitely show each other the same type of love ! Love is so powerful over all! Amen! 🥰✝️

Thank you for this.... I am hurting and struggling. I am just very thankful that this reached me this morning. Thank you, Father for not leaving me!!! in Jesus name!

this is what i needed ... ive been felling low and asking God to come close to me but its a part of my journey that hes teaching me to be close to him and go to him and trust him

I needed this so much. This is me right now. I’ve had health issues physically and mentally for 10+ years now and it’s made me depressed and not even leave my house. It’s made me almost bedridden. Prayers to all.

I usually never comment on videos or anything for that matter but I NEEDED this, I’m not sure how I found your video but I know it was the grace of God. I’ve been hurting these few days and I felt terrible because I didn’t run to God as I should have but I didn’t run back to my old ways either. Thank you for spreading God’s gospel because this is what I needed to run back to God and pick up my bible again ❤️ may God continue to fill you life with joyous moments and love!

For some reason this is much easier to listen to and understand than the other christian KZfaq videos..its super relatable…amazing voiceover! Just watching you carry on with everyday activities but doing everything in his name is a perfect example ♥️

Crazy this came on my page. I related to this heavily. The thought and knowing this too, is not something we as brothers and sisters go through together is comforting in a way only the Holy Spirit is able to confirm and provide. Thank you for your vulnerability. It’s caused me to repent, and keep seeking the Lord this night that I’m watching.