if you hate your life, watch this before all hope dies ⌛️

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5 ай бұрын

It’s a privilege to love or hate one's life.
I am grateful, truly, to be spared from death matches with beasts in the wild. But the voice of discontent started to take root in my head, weighing me down on the scale of happiness farther away from ten.
I knew I wasn’t alone, and my pseudo-ex-pre-med knowledge was telling me- that the only way to get rid of this tumor of unhappiness was to sever its source.
So I found it, and now the truth is yours.
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@lostinadmiration 4 күн бұрын

Beautiful, thanks for moving me to tears. Had to watch twice, once for visuals, once for the written word. You should write a book. Or a book of poems. If you haven't already that is. Well done!

@julie_szn 2 күн бұрын

Thank you so much for taking my story to your heart 🥹🫂 I’m really…really grateful to know that you felt my messages so deeply. Thank you, thank you, and thank you 🧡🙏

@vapedragon983 5 ай бұрын

dude, this is awesome. Please continue and make more. You're videos WILL do well if you keep posting

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

I really appreciate your words and your time 🙏 to create more is definitely in my resolution list this year…I hope to bring my visions to life and enjoy the ride again- hope to see you there~ 🧡✨ :)

@S.A.N.I. 2 күн бұрын

Oh Julie... Found this vid today... This is wonderful... And you are absolutely awesome... Thanks a lot for your words and inspiration... So many years I live in a deep Depression... But... You're right. There is Hope. For me, I find hope in the nature, in music... My little dog gives me peace... And very Special humans... And you are very special... Love from Germany, young lady. You are amazing...

@julie_szn 2 күн бұрын

It warms my heart to hear that this silly video could give you a bit of comfort, and thank you for leaving such kind words…I appreciate you taking the time to leave these behind 🥹🧡 keep holding on, the best is yet to come my friend~ 🫂✨

@S.A.N.I. 2 күн бұрын

Julie... This Video is not silly... This vid is absolutely awesome. And your voice touches my Heart... Your message is wounderful. Thanks a lot... Love from Germany... :-)

@sudarshankar9094 Ай бұрын

This is beyond art, holy shit! And the WRITING. THE WRITING!! Why is nobody talking about it??

@julie_szn Ай бұрын

You are going to make me tear up- 🥹 well, someone is talking about it...YOU 🫶 and the fact you speak so highly of my work brings me immense pride. Thank you for taking the time to sit down and watch a piece of my mind & read between the lines to see all the delicacy beneath. I appreciate you, truly. Thank you for making my day~ :) 🧡✨

@sudarshankar9094 Ай бұрын

@@julie_szn You're far too kind, Julie. Thank you for the inspiration! Maybe I'll make something too.

@fumei8487 5 ай бұрын

Everything about this is really beautiful and calming

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

Thank you for being a part of my journey~ 🥹✨🫶

@Mia-ge7xf 2 күн бұрын

This is so poetic and beautiful . Every clip is so dreamy. Needed to hear this ❤ rooting for you

@julie_szn 2 күн бұрын

Thank you for crossing your path with mine 🫶 I’m rooting for you too & the best is yet to come!! 🧡🧡🧡

@dianaren1987 16 күн бұрын

Love this! The writing! The tone! And transitions! Everthing is just in the right place! My tears were out when the monologue began... Thank your for creating this! LOVE!

@julie_szn 13 күн бұрын

Oh my 🥹 you’re going to make me teary eyed on public transport…I appreciate you seeing the details buried in my video~ thank YOU for watching my story!!! 🫶🧡✨

@user-qv3qp9ii6s 5 күн бұрын

Hey please keep posting these amazing cinematic short films. Loved this

@julie_szn 5 күн бұрын

Thank you for the encouragement and taking the time to watch this!! 🥹🫶✨

@nil091090 5 ай бұрын

Beautiful is an understatement! Thanks for sharing!

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

I’m honored- 🙏 thank YOU for sparing the time to watch it 🥹✨🫶

@Kevnslife 4 ай бұрын

The overall energy and vibe in your videos is so calming for me. This is my very first video I´ve watched on your channel and I instantly subscribed! Much love from Germany and I can´t wait for the next video. And now I will watch your recent ones XD

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

Danke Kevin!! Thank you so much for the love~ 🥹 I’m flattered to have you onboard, can’t wait to show you all the new direction and my chaotic thoughts as well~ I hope you’ll find home in my previous contents too 🧡✨ More to come!! :)

@TissueSkittles 5 ай бұрын

I love this!!

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹✨🫶

@dtsyi1004 5 ай бұрын

Loved this!

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

Appreciate you for watching my work~ ☺️🫶

@jime.h 3 күн бұрын

awesome vid! writing was superb and shots were nice :)

@julie_szn 2 күн бұрын

Appreciate your time and warm words!! 🥹🙏✨

@agatagalas767 11 күн бұрын

Easily one of the best videos I’ve seen on KZfaq ❤

@julie_szn 8 күн бұрын

You are far too kind 🥺 thank you for taking the time to watch a snippet of my life~ ✨🧡

@Joshis 4 ай бұрын

Omg your videos are SOO good!!

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹🫶✨

@_joefilms_ 4 ай бұрын

Julie, your work is insane. Amazing compositions, lighting, and pace. You got a new Subscriber

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for deciding to spent a few minutes of your life to watch mine 🧡🙏 the pleasure is all mine!! & welcome aboard~ ✨

@_joefilms_ 4 ай бұрын

@@julie_szn glad to be w the ride !

@rixon2621 4 ай бұрын

I never shared this and trigger warning before you continue I’ve tried to off myself twice, I’ve had mental issues for years and never had direction, I didn’t have friends until I found hobbies and friends. Amazing content as always Julie ❤❤❤

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

As cliche as it sounds, although we’ve never met in real life, I’m still very happy to have you here with us- to breathe the same air underneath the same sky and to enjoy the sunrises. If I haven’t said it before I’ll say it louder: you are a warrior, and I’m so proud of you for coming this far 🧡🧡🧡

@rixon2621 4 ай бұрын

Thank you, I know that it’s cliche but it is helpful all the time, to be honest a lot of “cliche” things aren’t actually cliche and are really just helpful and nice

@forrainfilms 5 ай бұрын

Great compositions 👌👌

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

Means a lot coming from you!! Thank you for stopping by Forrain~ ☺️✨🫶

@thabangramodipa 5 ай бұрын

I'll continue to support your videos until you get the recognition you deserve

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

Thank you for having such faith in me 🥹 and I’ll remember this and say- Thabang told yall so 🧡🙏

@karylcg 9 күн бұрын

So dope! Make more pls

@julie_szn 8 күн бұрын

Thank you for watching~ I’m trying to!! 🤓🫶

@Batman_Wayneoops 4 ай бұрын

Hell yea! 👍

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

Thank you for watching! ✨🙏🧡

@patpattamon 5 ай бұрын

Cool! I like your video!

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

Thank you for watching!! :) 🫶✨

@estherandhermusic 4 ай бұрын

incredible ✨💐💗

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for watching~ 🥹✨🫶

@kristine.wakeup 4 ай бұрын

I feel like im watching a Netflix series ❤ the video is so niceeee

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

Thank you for giving me such a high praise 🫣 I’m glad you found my video enjoyable~ ✨🧡🫶

@AAvfx 4 ай бұрын

Best of luck, good day!

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

Thank you kindly!! 🥹✨🫶

@MychaelCalkinsVIDEO 6 күн бұрын

What camera and lens was this shot on? Looks great!

@julie_szn 5 күн бұрын

Thank you kindly!! It’s shot on Sony a7c (1gen) and I believe the 25mm batis(? lens by zeiss~ 🤓🫶

@comfortzone_lab 5 ай бұрын

art

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

A work in progress~ ✨

@SavedByGrace153 4 күн бұрын

Jesus said unto her, "I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: and whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die." - John 11:25-26

@Iam_roy_555 5 ай бұрын

Hi 👋 what are you doing 😒 I like it

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

Thank you & hi there! 👋 I’d like to call this art of life and I hope I get to do this until the end of my days ✨

@DAClub-uf3br 4 ай бұрын

I guess your assuming people like me know what they want. I don't have a Resolution list or bucket list. I have no direction. Hope dies knowing I don't even have that.

@julie_szn 4 ай бұрын

you’re absolutely right- life feels more forgiving when there is something to grasp. But I hope you won’t stop reaching even though the next may be an empty catch. There was a period of time for me that was filled with of uncertainties and guilt from wanting to find out who I am apart from the expectations assigned to me. I was desperately trying everything I thought would help but none worked out because I didn’t know who I was without my pre-assigned labels. Then I could only rely on my constants and boil comfort from the mundane. I’d be sugarcoating with promises of sunshine and rainbows, but I truly wish the day you find comfort and a direction that attracts you comes sooner than you anticipate. Wishing you resilience and blessings in serendipity, and never forget there are many of us whom you can talk to through out your journey of self discovery~ 🧡🫂

@user-wi6kq4hq8t 5 ай бұрын

Wow! That's an awesome storytelling and video! It poped up in my recommendations at a time when I’m in search of myself... so I find this video so comforting and calming, thank you! 🤍 p.s if you don't mind could you please tell on which camera did you shoot this video? looks really great!

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

The pleasure is all mine~ 🥹 I’m always honored to know this snippet of my life flew to where you are and gave you some semblance of comfort. I know it feels difficult and frustrating to be stuck in limbo, but don’t forget there is beauty in the uncertainties waiting to be cultivated. The answer you’re looking for is closer than you think 🧡 all the love and best of luck to you & enjoy the ride! :) (p.s. this video was shot with Sony A7C~✨)

@mylenesmind 5 ай бұрын

it feels like I watched a whole year pass by in that mere 7.5 minutes… this was beautiful, thank you for creating another work of art 🫶✨

@julie_szn 5 ай бұрын

Thank you for experiencing another piece of my life & encouraging me during its infancy 🧡🥹 I’m always grateful to receive love and support from you and others whom I’ve met this year- we are going to change KZfaq, I can feel it on the horizon!! ✨🌊