For people that don't know the meaning behind this song it's about his Childhood sweetheart, best friend and singing partner that was killed by a drunk driver. He wanted to show his feeling through this song. You can actually hear him start to break down in the chorus near the end. So yeah, for the people that say "This song is crap, they should have added the bits at the end". Just imagine going through something like that. And if you have i'm sorry but this is his way of dealing with it.

I don't understand why this wasn't a single, it's one of their best songs...

The chorus thing at the end broke me

That high note when he says "disappear" is just amazingness

When Issues played this at the Journey's Noise Tour, I cried because they dedicated the song to whoever lost a loved one

The story behind this song is really sad. You should listen to the acoustic version..Tyler cries and I lost it. It's about his high school sweetheart who was killed by a drunk driver. It sucks but the song is great and touching. I love Tyler more than anyone.

I lost my father to suicide...and I had to live through that night, finding him in his room...I can't sleep anymore at night because I relive it every single night. I'm 20 years old and I don't have anymore motivation to do anything. I just want people to know that I may not know any of you, but I wish all of you the best and I really am sorry for your losses, if I could go through what I did, for everyone else, so no one would live through this I swear I would. I don't want anyone to go through the pain I feel. This song helps me every day to try and find a way to keep going, this BAND is what has saved me from doing things I'd regret. If anyone feels like they want to talk about anything at all, feel free to send me a message. I know I've wanted someone to talk to sometimes when no one is there....and I want to be there for someone, because I know how it feels.

This song needs a music video! Who agrees?

This ending is so powerful. I'm in love with this album , WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END SO EMOTIONALLY :'(

Finally worked up the courage to listen to this again. 2/19/15, we miss you destiny lee ❤

Lots of personal stories here on the comments thread, I lost my parents before i reached ten so I can understand loss pretty well. It hurts like hell and usually lasts a lifetime. Im glad to see everyone here is supportive and loving, its easy to forget people can sincere anymore.

7 years later and I still somehow always find my way back to this song. I love it

i used to vibe with this song years ago when it was released. rocking the shit out of me. i was young. just this last year's end, my father died. then i remembered this song, listened to it again. lyrics aint the same anymore. they stab now and i hurt so bad. i miss my dad. i miss you, dade. please hug me as i fall asleep tonight. wipe my tears away like you always did.

My grandmother just died today. This song reminds me so much of the good memories we had. Miss her so much.

Tyler's runs are insane in this...

this is such an underrated song, not only because of the production of the song itself, but the message it gives is so powerful, at least to me. tyler carter is such a talented and meaningful lyricist, and I just love the way he portrays his art.

This song is on repeat my friend just died yesterday it's sucks how things like this happen

FINALLY THEY RELEASED IT! It's been stuck in my head and I've been listening to it on repeat forever

This goddamn song almost made me tear up while I was listening to it while studying at my univ's library. The feels in this song are just too strong.

I love the gospel element to this song, truly a great album.

That part "I wanna make you proud, when your looking down on me" That part really gets to me. Love this song Love issues.

This is my top favorite song off the album, really love the ending to this song

THIS IS THE BEST FOR THE ENDING OF THE ALBUM

This song is epic. In every way.

6 years later and this is still one of the most beautiful songs I’ve heard.

Such a beautiful song.

This song gets me sooo... freakin emotional

This song would be so amazing live, so much emotion from Tyler and the crowd, but they'll probably never do it because it would just be too much.

dear God 1:54 to 2:00 simply amazing ... tyler can riff the shit out of anything

This song honestly means so much to me, it reminds me of my brother who passed away. Much love for Issues.

This song is gotta be so incredible live. I feel so bad for Tyler and what he went through and what I feel this song might be about. I would be so lost. He's so strong.

This album is fucking amazing

Maaan … heard this song from a coworker the other day and it hit HARD. Reminded me of my sister I lost 10 years ago due to leukemia who was like my 2nd mother. Thought I finally got over getting a lump in throat talking about it but when I heard this one that same lump from years ago came back… RIP SISTER! U are missed everyday!! 😔

I've lost my dad and my brother, I've always kept to myself since I was 12. I'm 19 now with a job, been playing guitar ever since. This song sort've connects with a lot of things--- and people that I've lost in my life time. People I've pushed out because I'm an anxious fuck and my own personality issues get out of hand. I spend a lot of time reflecting and self criticizing, and I've long since gotten out of my edgy phases in life. Now I'm just a normal kid trying to understand the world, everything everyone says, and wasting a lot of my time overthinking. This song makes my mind clear, sweeps through all the anxieties, gives me a fresh start.

This band is so important to me because of their genre mixing. Like this one is some metalcore, soul, r&b, rock, gospel, nu metal mashup thingy and it's my faaavourite. The lyrics are amaxing aswell

How to listen to this song: Step 1. Lie down. Step 2. Try not to cry. Step 3. Cry a lot.

i'm surprised this track has honestly become one of my favorites off the record i cry efrytiem

I cried my eyes out😫😫😭😭 I can't even imagine what Tyler felt when recording this. It's so powerful and has so much soul! That choir just wraps it all up! Such a beautiful song, and the whole album is better than what I thought it'd be honestly!

Actually crying. Rest in peace Rachel. You will forever and always be in our hearts ❤

I literally only listen to this song for the chorus at the end. Gives me chills every time

My dad passed away back in April after I've taken care of him for many of my teen years (while my mom worked) shortly after my dads passing my gf at the time (whose dad had also passed pier and I was there for her ) left me for my"best friend" and this song makes me realize that I thought my dad needed me needed me to take care of him but really I needed him he always gave me good advice always made me laugh and smile and my dad was always my biggest motivator and loved me till he was fighting for his life to stay alive so I could make to the hospital and say goodbye; I watched a sick man live a life of happiness in spite of his pain because he had family and i'd trade any fake "friend" or girlfriend if I could have him with me now or to be with him remember your parents will always be down for you ❤️💯

I lost my dad when I was 9 and this song sums up alot of emotions I have alot of the time. Everyone has issues and its great that this band recognizes that music and unity can help us get past them, or at least accept them for what they are.

This was published on my birthday, a wonderful gift that I'm still playing on repeat 2 years later.

No song has ever genuinely made me sad before. Then I listened to this. Once you know the meaning behind it, it's one of the most powerful songs to be heard. Fantastic way to pay respect to her. R.I.P. Rachel.

Saw them preform this last night. Don't really liosten to this band but this is such a beautiful song and the feels.. damn.

This one and Sad Ghost are my favorite on the album.

As a U.S. Soldier this song speaks to me. RIP Dustin Sean Turner. and Norma Gean Danniles...best friend and grandma.

I cant not get emotional during the whole ending of this song. It’s so raw and beautiful

This is so beautiful, is perfect if you really know the story behind it. This song makes me cry, i feel the song in my soul. RIP Rachel. Best song in the album.

Issues has really outdone themselves.

Man my uncle died of cancer 10 years ago almost to the day and this son still makes me cry thinking about him.

to me this is about someone who had a relationship then broke up with the person and had conflicting feelings then the person passed or is just gone from their life forever and now they realize how much they needed the person

every time I hear the line "we're coming up on December" I think of my grandpa. he died in December :( cancer got him. I always listen to this and think of him. it's been 11 long years without him. he was a brilliant man.

*hugs to everyone who lost a loved one*

I can't stop listening... It's been over 4 months now... This might be the greatest song I've ever heard.

well, if they ever decide to do an acoustic album, this better be on there. Really great song!

This is my favourite song!

Probably one of my favorite songs off the album. It's so different from the other songs and it's so unique. I'm just in love with it

i commented on this song 4 years ago in 2016, listening to it to grieve my friend destiny who committed suicide a year before in 2015. now im back here again in 2020, a couple months after my best friend, elijah, passed too. i came back to listen to “i know that you’re all better now” at the end. these are the worst things to go through but songs like this and artists like this make it a little more bearable.

This song is absolutely beautiful!

When I die, I want this song to be played at my funeral

I lost my big brother last March and I didn't know about Issues back then. I'm glad I know about them now. This song helps me explain how I feel when I cry. The 1st time I listened to this song, I cried. Every now and again I cry listening to this song but It's because I miss him, Guys, hold on to your loved ones and never take them for granted. Never take life for granted bc tomorrow isnt promised. Fly high Troy, I miss you bro :)

this song actually makes me think of the people i have and to not let them go, the choir at the end always gets me. just so much emotion for rachel and the pain that tyler felt

lmao gon church at the end, ayee! i would love to sing along to that live.

I just lost my best friend, my brother who meant the absolute world to me and this song helps so much ❤❤❤

What a great song, even better band. I took my daughter to her first concert to see them. They signed her merch and took pictures. They were very personable.

i love this band so god damn much

Knowing the meaning behind the lyrics on this song make it much more powerful. Great song to end the album. Well done guys!

i really love this song. And I hope that every girl who rejected me in high school listens to this song and realize what they did to me.

This is one of the many reasons I love this band. Their songs actually have meaning and actually talk about real things that you can face beyond love.

I use to listen to issues 24/7 in high school. Not fully understanding these lyrics until my grandma passed away March 6th 2017. The last few years of her life walking on this earth, we did not get along. I was a mean braty teen. Until later in 2016 when I started my first year of college I would go to my grandmas and ask her advise about everything. We started a new strong bond. The best part about it was she lived right next door to my mom and I. December 27th 2016 my grandma sat my sister and I down and told us she had small cell cancer. Small cell cancer attacks hard and fast. I only had two months to take it all in. Just like that she was gone. Now listening to this song I have grown a bigger appreciation towards it. Not a day goes by she is not on my mind and wishing I could talk to her one last time. I love you Mamaw forever in my heart.

HANDS DOWN BEST SONG OFF THE ALBUM!

So sad to see so many peopld lose their lives in the comments ;-; may I respect for the loses you alot had, I had my fair share of loss aswell

my uncle died about 4 years ago from stage 4 colon and liver cancer...he was like my second dad. we were so close, it was difficult for a long time. when my cousin and I hear this song, it brings up a lot of emotions that are difficult to deal with. he and I both struggled with suicidal thoughts and actions for a while, but we got through it. it is never not painful, never ok, but it gets better as the years go. the chorus of the song gets me the most because its so powerful...remember when...

It's been awhile since a song I've listened to the first time through has given me such chills. WOW! Stoked to see these guys in Dallas this year!

definitely the best Issues song I've heard!

Love this song so much and the ending with the back up vocals with Tyler carter. That is something I love in the song besides the great lyrics

Feb 19,2024. 10 years later and i still find myself coming back to my high school playlist. life sucks now.

The very last word Tyler sings gets me right in the feels EVERY-TIME. ; A;

Remember when I didn't need you? Well I need you now To hold my head Up high, say it's all better child Remember when Some days I feel like a saint I'm so alive Some days I can't make it enough It's like I have no spine Can't do anything right Now when midnight comes I've run out of time to Make some kind of difference| But I realize I constantly overlook the impact I've made Maybe I'm looking to change my own fate To make you proud I wanna make you proud When you're looking down on me My mind's wide open like starry skies I ask God questions and wonder why The hell that you're not here I wanna disappear With you now But I'm a selfish broken heart And now I've got this far Cope me with the thought of holding you a minute longer in my arms If me only, I set you free I feel so guilty cause I take every sunrise for granted Sometimes I forget your voice I can't stand it You're a long from moving on Brother, dub a free world Take me over the coast of A better day I'm stuck in my dark days But I can be stronger than you remember We're coming up on December But I'm not cold My mind's wide open like starry skies I ask God questions and wonder why The hell that you're not here I wanna disappear With you now But I'm a selfish broken heart I wanna see what you see I wanna be where you are I wasn't ready, I wanna see you one more time, I never got to say goodbye Mind wide open like starry skies I ask God questions and wonder why The hell that you're not here I wanna disappear With you now Remember when I didn't need you Well, I need you now To hold my head Up high say it's all better child Remember when I was alone Crying out You will be missed But I know that you're all better now Remember when I didn't need you Well, I need you now To hold my head Up high, say it's all better child Remember when I was alone and Crying out You will be missed But I know that you're all better now Remember when I didn't need you Well, I need you now To hold my head Up high say it's all better child Remember when I was alone and Crying out You will be missed But I know that you're all better now Remember when I didn't need you Well, I need you now To hold my head Up high, say it's all better child Remember when I was alone and Crying out You will be missed But I know that you're all better now

It takes a shit ton of courage for me to listen to this now

i lost my best friend in a car accident the lead singer of this band los t his singing partner and childhood sweetheart the same way everytime i hear this song i wanna just breakdown and cry i love you gabby fly high my angel

this reminds me of my friend who died not too long ago... keep on writing the good stuff guys! it's songs like this that touch people's hearts!

When ISSUES performed here (Philippines) 5 years ago they said, "Sorry guys, no encore" Whole crowd went ham, everyone sang Disappear's outro. I cried, they cried, I think everyone did. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/pMtzaZqiqtm4iWg.html Tyler said on twitter that that was his defining moment as an artist. He had to reflect his life up until that point and that was the most beautiful thing ever. We'll miss you, Mike.

I lost my brother in March 2016 and this song just describes perfectly how I feel. This is the 1st song I've heard by Issues. This is actually my 1st time listening to them. Holy crap, I think I know what new fandom I'm joining

This song helped me through my grandma passing away….still need ya but wish I could get one last hug!!! I know the meaning of the song but we all hear it different for random reasons

just remember Edgar.. Wherever you are in this world.. I never stopped loving you. Just remember when I was crying and you were always there. Remember when I said I didn't need you?.. Well I need you.. Hold my hand.. Please.. I miss your smiles and little giggles of joy when I called you sweet and kindhearted. I miss you oh so much my love. Wherever you are in this world, I love you. 2014 Edgar.

I love this song so much. It reminds me of my grandpa.

My third favourite song of Issues!

This is my favorite song off the album. It really hits home for me. Issues really outdid themselves with this album. Mad props to them for this.

2024 and still my favourite song I will forever love this band for getting me through so many dark times. RIP Issues💔

five minutes, eight seconds. tyler's voice. magical. simply. fucking. magical.

I lost my father to lung cancer this song takes me cry r.I.p daddy I love you

Reading the comments and then connecting it with the church choir singing at the end made it all connect. Powerful song.

That last note is genuinely one of the most beautiful notes I've ever heard. Man this stuff is powerful.

I LOVE THIS SONG

R.I.P. Noah D. My first friend in high school and the whole kid who sat with me. Everyone loved him. It's all my fault he died. Way for me to start off high school.I am sad I even moved schools after his death, it hurts way too much. Coma was October 17th 2015 and died the 28th late at night... I remember waking up late that night thinking you died and then went to school the next day and the nightmare came true and I did the same thing I did in my nightmare, bursted out of the room, disturbing all classrooms and running past them to the other side of the school past the college classrooms and I grabbed a snack from the vending machine, went into the library in the soundproof room and cried all day eating snacks. I switched from the library to the studio all day crying. Too soon, he was only 15. I can't wait to see Issues in concert.

He kills this song you can tell the emotional stress in his voice and they had a choice to redo that part where he almost choked up but didn't this cd is awesome

Rachel would be so proud of you Tyler. This whole album is perfect guys. Much love for you guys

That last part with Tyler and the choir. Stuns the fuck out of me! I'd even call it breath-taking!!