You can now listen to this whole series on Spotify - spoti.fi/3KcUrfw 💜

*“Nothing makes a room feel emptier than wanting someone in it.”*

*The worst thing about goodbyes is not the goodbye itself, but the flashes of memories that come afterwards.*

I have been busy all day with work. I was making jokes and laughing with friends. I went to gym, to sweat and feel good about myself. I had fun playing game. Now it's 1 am. Slowly the feeling hits. The smile is turned off. All day was just a distraction to keep this feeling away. Now I run out of things to do, I have no escape. I hate this feeling.

Who ever reading this.hope that youll be okay.

"It's sad how the people who gave us the best memories, became a memory." god I miss you, so much.

Have you ever missed someone so much that even the thought of them made you burst into tears?

*The worst part about love is loving someone you can’t have...*

tears are the pain leaving your body. go on, cry until you can't. in the end, rain is necessary for the crops to grow, and the prettiest flowers to bloom. so cry. cry until you can't. pain lasts, but only if you let it. - me, at 1:18 am

It's funny how I know no one in these comments yet still feel the most connected to you all, have a nice night.

You know that it's been a long day when you start crying before the music starts.

I’ve never felt more connected with a comment section before. We’re in this together kings.

Watching this at 1:15 but who cares. My story is below I’m a senior in our high school and I’m best friends with one of the most popular kids in our school. That’s how I got to know tons of people, but I wasn’t like him. He was a star athlete in track and soccer, while I played soccer I was nowhere NEAR as good as him. He had feelings for this one girl that I was always knew existed but never talked to. She didn’t like him like he did her. They were best friends for over 5 years but as the junior year came around they faded. That’s when we slowly started to become friends and for some reason our bond was extremely special. We talked all the time, hugged, and did things best friends would do. When prom time came around she was dying to go to prom with me and I was getting pumped to ask her. My best friend one day came up to me and asked me if it would be a good idea to ask her to prom. My heart immediately sank and I decided to tell him yes. I helped him design the sign and ask her. When she eventually said yes we went inside while he talked to her father and mom about setting everything up. While that was going on she came up to me and whispered that she would’ve rather gone to prom with me. I knew I missed my shot. Later in the summer we went camping. Me and my best friend. Along with her and another one of her friends. We had the best week together. On the last night we snuck out to a dock and sat there together with our feet hanging over the edge and talked about everything. I had feelings for her but I couldn’t bring myself to tell her. Months later I got nominated for our schools homecoming king and so did her. She came to visit all of our soccer games. On what will probably go down as one of the worst days of my life. I was expelled from school one day before we would find out who won homecoming king. I became the first kid in our schools history that would’ve won but got removed; as well as the first kid to get kicked off the royalty court. As soon as I was expelled everyone stopped talking to me and our relationship grew distant. I told her that it would be best if we weren’t friends anymore because I didn’t want to hurt her. But she told me to go to her house and say it to her face. When I was there I couldn’t bring myself to do it, we cuddled downstairs and watched the Sunday night football game as she fell asleep on my shoulder. When she woke up she looked me in the eyes and asked if I remembered the camping trip. She told me the night we went out on the dock she wanted to confess feelings for me but she couldn’t bring herself to do it. I told her that I liked her then and we both knew we missed our opportunities. She didn’t see me that way anymore sadly. We barely talk anymore and it hurts. Two weeks from then I’m writing this. I want what we had and her back. Abby I miss you.

I love how I can just scroll down to the comments and without even anyone asking I see these people typing their love life story and how it went right or wrong. I just love how tight we are as a community, it’s nice not to feel alone :)

love takes over logic. still missing you at 3:28 am with a starving stomach tired eyes and a broken heart

I've been reading the comments and I've seen lots of sad things. For the person who is reading this, I hope you have a lot of luck in your life and that everything goes well. And if things are going wrong, be calm, bad vibes will eventually leave, you always have to try to raise your head and continue with life. Sometimes love is bullshit, be strong.

The worst part is, that I can't tell her how much I need and miss her

It always feels like its 2am. Its dark. Silent. And you can hear the rain tap on your window constantly.

I fell in love with this girl named Paige. I gave her all I had and more. Then something happened. I noticed her starting to lose interest and before I knew it; everything we had was gone. It was only a short while we had been talking, she actually is the one that reached out to me. Though I will say, I have never felt so strongly of a girl in my entire life. I was ready to do anything for this girl. I really did love her and I still do actually; but I now know some things aren’t meant to last. It’s not how it was meant to be. The time I had with her I will cherish for a very very long time. Even though the time we had together was brief, I genuinely enjoyed it. At the moment I don’t know how to express my emotions for what just happened. I don’t know whether I should be happy, I don’t know if I should be sad and I don’t know if I should be angry. It just hurts. I gave so much love to this one person. It’s almost like I blocked out everything else in my life that mattered. I feel as if I my heart and my emotions got played with. Update: we are now talking again! True love will always find its way back 😁🥰

I met her only a few months ago. It wasn't quite love at first sight but as we spent time together we got really close and shared so many good moments. We had a connection, a mutual feeling. Eventually this feeling grew and I started liking her. Then loving her. I just could tell she felt the exact same thing, it was a love story straight from the movies. I have never felt that in my (short) life. But she has a boyfriend that she also loves a lot, and while she definitely thought of leaving him at times, I don't think that she will now. She's distant when I'm close and she comes back when I'm trying to move on. I cherish the memories we have together, but I wonder if it wouldn't have been easier if she just wasn't interested. It seems we can't be together, but we're sad when we're apart. It just feels like such a waste, to meet someone that is so special to you, to be special for that person, to feel that magic when you kiss and cuddle and yet having to move on nonetheless. There is so much more to say, but I'm not even sure anyone will read this. Just felt good to type that out. Peace

Even after almost 3 years I still miss her and I know she probably doesn’t think about me anymore. First love is the hardest heartbreak... It’s hard to when you become strangers with someone you’ve made so many memories with.

All the hours of the day and I’ll still miss you like hell

I'm always acting like the happy positive guy and i don't have really big issues in my but i'm still fighting a depression no one knows about

The love you gave me won’t be forgotten The memories won’t be forgotten But the future will be...

Hey, if you're reading this and in a really rough place, I love you.

you left a long time ago, never came back, just disappeared because I wasn’t good enough. *its 1am and i still miss you*

I keep remembering those happy times with her. All the jokes and conversations and just love we experienced with each other. I felt nothing but love for her and she felt the same for me and it breaks my heart knowing that she despises me. That we'll never see each other again. I miss being happy again and feeling true love. I miss how much we meant to each other. I miss it all It's 1 am and I still miss you

Right after this I'm listening to the... 'its 2am and I still miss you'

it's crazy that the lofi community is the BEST community. like we all r just chillin to the music and going through hard times

For me it`s 2 pm and I am at work now. The same loneliness approaches me as if it is 2 am not and I am standing on a balcony. What a power of music! Cheers, sad brothers and sisters, I love each and every one of you. Wish you to have a wonderful day, and a wonderful life.

currently 1:13 am, and i dont know if i miss you or i’m just curious about what could’ve been..

I'm on my older sis phone rn , she passed away due to covid and she would play this playlist to sleep on the speaker and we would sleep and now I listen to this and miss the simple memories and I just want to burst into tear I miss her so much ,I just wanted to vent a lil

its been almost 2 years , you were my everything , everything before was meaningless but when i met you everything had change , i actually thought that i could make it , you made me want to live , you gave me a reason , but now its just getting much harder , the fact that youre the only person that i'll ever risk anything for , the only person , the only reason that actually make me wanna live, it hurts , cause i cant even see you , i cant touch you , i cant put my head on your shoulders , its crazy , how can you love someone that much for almost 2 years without even meeting them once , it hurts that i wanna be alive for you even tho you broke me many times , even tho i will probably never see you in my life i will never feel your touch , even tho i feel it every night in my dreams , i only felt safe with you , i only felt loved with you , you gave me peace , only hearing your voice makes me forget about everything else , i miss our late nights call , it was always on school nights , we used to laugh all night long and i was always the one who sleeps at the end then you make fun of me that i cant stay up all night , but actually it was your voice that made me that , your voice gave me peace and made me feel safe thats why , i miss my only reason to live , its so hard here , i cant keep living that , i love you.

it's funny how i never got heartbroken, but here i am, crying for no reason at 2 am and listening to music like this Edit: wait fuck youtube for not sending me notifications because y'all are so wholesome

People keep telling me life goes on but to me that's the saddest part

In the middle of this, two birds flew past my window, one flying after the other, it kinda reminded me of when we were together.

I finally got over someone after battling with it for 5 years.

not listened to it yet but the title gave me chills, ily

Imagine living one floor above your first love of two and a half years, and every day you have to see her walk in and out with her new boyfriend. The pain is indescribable. its 1am and i still miss you

*this cigarette represents my problems... it never runs out and keeps going..*

Everybody has somebody who only exists in their memories :’)

Its 6.06 am, another sleepless night ... the only thing on my mind: : "I messed everything up"

I miss being happy and having hope for the future, like there was a light at the end of the tunnel. But now my inner flame is out, it does have little sparks sometimes but the darkness will always be back.

I'm here, 1:01 a.m, Oregon. As other people talk about missing boyfriends, girlfriends, bestfriends, and people they couldn't have. I'm here to talk about my grandfather. He was an amazing person and supported me through anything... But why, why did my parents drag me out of the hospital room... They knew he was dying, why didn't they let me stay with him...? I love you grandpa... Fly high forever....

I miss my bestfriend We knew each other for 7 years. He was actually my everything.. I was kinda in love with him, I told him but he didn’t return the feeling, luckily we still got along as friends. We really went through some rough things since we both suffered from mental illnesses. A month ago he left me for some random girl he barely knew (they are in a relationship now). Today I deleted all his messages, all his voice messages, his photos and threw away all the things that belonged to him. He often told me that he loved me , that I was a really important person in his life and he promised me forever... I didn’t expect forever to be this short. Little update guys: but first thank you so much for the positive comments ❤️❤️ They broke up after six months and now he got someone new. I was hoping he would reach out to me or something but he didn’t. I’m actually glad he didn’t cuz I‘ve been better and so happy to not have someone like him in my life anymore. It still hurts sometimes but I‘ll keep going :)

I don’t miss anyone just here for the beats...I gave up on relationships a long time ago.

Go to sleep king. She’s not thinking about you. Sleep well. 🖤

for anyone here that feeling down, IT GETS BETTER BRO. TRUST ME. I VE BEEN HERE IN THIS PARTICULAR VIDEO WITH YOU BEFORE, AND IM HERE AGAIN TO TELL YOU THIS. IT REALLY GETS BETTER.

Watching this around just past midnight, stuck in my thoughts like I've been every night for the past few months. I know this is a youtube video, and not really a place to share, but I don't really have people to talk to and I just feel the need to let it out. It started back in 6th grade. I remember having just moved to the area, being super self-conscious and worried about making friends during the start of the school year. About a month into the year, our science teacher had moved our seats around, assigning spots, and whatnot. I remember getting sat next to this girl who just came off as stuck up, quiet, and the exact opposite of myself. She was super smart though, almost always getting A's for tests and quizzes, and genuinely just a way better student than myself. I think it was about 2 or 3 weeks into that seating arrangement that I finally started begging her for help with whatever work was assigned. (I'm not the best student, I space off, skip class, generally just don't understand most things taught to me.) It took another entire week for her to actually help me, as I did my best to befriend her and hopefully make a friend in this new town. From there, things just seemed to speed past. It was like we were almost instantaneous friends from that point, always waiting on each other, she would help me with whatever school work I didn't understand, and my parents would always feed her dinner when she came over to work on homework. It was like the two of us against the world at the time, just doing what we could to enjoy life, going to the theater, the parks, swimming, camping, anything we could think of, and get our parents to agree with. She was my best friend, and we did everything together. Finally, we got into High school. Freshman year was difficult, to say the least, but it was also a blast. two grew to five, as we found some more people who we just clicked with. We pretty much spent that entire year together. Then came Sophmore year, which sucked more so. The two of us, high off the hormones that spread during the teenage years, decided to try dating. We knew that we loved each other, but we just really couldn't tell if it was like a sibling, or like a girlfriend. It went terribly. Constantly arguing, fighting, just our entire foundation felt awkward. I think it was January when we finally called it off, yet the awkwardness was still there. Slowly we just stopped talking, ignoring each other, just plain avoidance. Two of the group stayed more with her, but one of them headed off with me, not that it would matter as I ended up ditching him most times like a jerk. I got caught up with the wrong crowds, smoking, drinking, stealing, anything to fit in somewhere. From January to June, I skipped so many times and failed so many classes that Id most likely end up being a super senior. To prevent this, my mom sent me away to a Military school for all of my Junior year, allowing me to catch up back to my class in terms of credits. Senior year was short with the virus and all. Most of it I spent trying to repair relationships that I'd broken during my depressive stint in Sophmore year, most of them all but disappearing while Id been away at the military school. It took me until December to finally repair my friendship with her. It took me until just before spring break to start on my way back to being her best friend. then we got caught up in the virus and everything, her parents are kinda paranoid when it comes to that stuff so we weren't able to hang out much during the lockdowns and such. The next time I saw her was June when a bunch of us got together to throw a makeshift grad party. I remember getting a call from her mom, crying, and barely able to get a word out. She'd been hanging out with our friend group, they'd been driving and she was in the passenger seat of our friend's car. It was an old beat-up shit box that didn't have airbags on the passenger side, was missing handles, windows didn't fully roll-up. We didn't care, we just wanted to have fun, "Live fast, die young". They got T-boned in an intersection by a car running the red light, pushed them right into the opposite lane of traffic. She didn't make it. I had sat there at my desk chair for hours not really doing anything. I never called back or messaged any of the group to check on them. Her funeral was just a week ago and I didn't even go. I just sat there, angry with myself, with the world, with my friends, angry with everything. I just want my best friend back.

People think I'm a happy, positive guy but in reality I just take all my sadness out here...no one understands me

You ever realise who u miss the most is u? Just sitting there like "why can't I be ~that~ again?"

its 1:26 am, Christmas Day 2019. I messed it all up, i truly miss her. She was everything to me, she was what kept me going. Without her i truly feel lost, i dont know how much longer i can go. I hope everything is gonna be ok. Im sorry.

I've been scrolling the comments section for a while now and it is so heartwarming to feel all this love coming from people who gather here. We are complete strangers and yet it feels like we're connected somehow. I love it ^^

yep, it's 1am, chill as always. full of silent tears.

Every now and again I'll listen to this on an acid trip at 1am to meditate over everything. Having being molested/groomed and sexually assaulted as a man and not feeling able to open up to my friends about it I couldn't hold any relationship or give any emotions for love. Then there was this girl who helped me get through my drug abuse and I loved her so much I could sleep like a baby through any rough night when she was around. She helped me get my shit together but distance got in the way when she had to go back home and we said we would wait for each other. I joined the army at 18 and shortly after 19 I left and tried to find a new direction for my life. I said to her that she was my plan and she said she doesn't feel like it can work now that we're different people. I still lover her after these nearly 4 years and always will. She did so much good for me but to be honest there was some bad to it too. No one else has ever come close to her I don't even know if I can have those feelings with someone else on top of my already fucked up past. Love you guys and thanks for letting me write this down

ive always came back to this specific video for over a year now... any time ive been down or want to just give up i come here and read everyone's comments and it reminds me of everything ive been through, all the fights, arguments, and crying. Things get better it seems, but eventually the cycle repeats itself, idk how many more times i can repeat this cycle called life. Hopefully things stay good next time they get there.

It’s 1:08am December 31st 2019, Stay up everyone it’s about to be a new year. I’m feeling down there with you but I’m trying to feel better. You got it 👍🏼

It’s sad time once again boys . . . Often times, late in the night, memories of those we’ve cared for greatly arise; the pain of their leave still fresh in mind, and the holes they leave in your life long after they’re gone. Continuing from these points in your life take more will than one seemingly does, and no one should blame you for wanting to give up. Yet, by pursuing through these harsh moments in life to a better outcome, something truly good can be find - at the very least, I believe that to be true. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music. Enjoy.

I miss you Even though I never had you

I’m just numb Empty Don’t know what to call it actually I’ve learnt to be alone and to be comfortable with it Cause no one really gets me , so I don’t even bother trying I think I’m fine but I don’t really know either Because I don’t think that this is what fine should feel like There’s just nothing and I really want something anything But no There’s just me in my room alone With my thoughts and my questions Will I ever be normal or at least happy For I smile everyday but it’s just so people won’t see what I’m really going through And I can’t talk about it cause what am I gonna say , I can barely understand this feeling myself

I do still miss you. But I'm also okay now

These help me with my thoughts when I can’t explain how I’m feeling to others around me.

I miss you I wish that I could be by your side But you left me

I dont know what most people miss, i miss my father, but nowadays i miss talking with him and i dont cry out of sorrow. If i cry im thinking about good memories, and holding up to them. Living thru what we had before he had to leave this planet.

Who's scrolling through the comments while listening to the beat?

Music is my only escape It follows me in my dreams The guilt eats my alive They say its common just ignore them But it's not that simple

I remember a time when I actually felt i belonged with someone or somewhere but now when I'm around friends and family its just doesn't feel right it feels just as lonely as being alone if not more. I have a lot of friends at school and my family say the love me but neither seem true. When I come here sometimes it makes me feel better when I find people that are dealing with the same problems if not worse it makes me feel like I'm not alone and it reminds me that there are people who are suffering a lot like me so I see that I'm not the only one with problems that no one understands coz it's not loss of a family member or not having money or something that is disastrous but they don't realize that feelings could hurt more. I wish I didn't feel pain.

This week, I almost lost my woman to the coronavirus. She was panicking and alone in a hospital, and I was the only one there to text her... So I messaged her funny jokes to make her happy until she went to sleep... Now she is totally healthy and we are happy.

POV: - Is also 1am in your country - You finished your Homework - Your mother and sister is in her bedrooms - Later, you go to the dining room - You eat cereal - and at the same time you listen to the music - You think of your friends, who left you for your behavior - You think about your family - You think about your favorite youtuber - You watch the time, and it's 1 with 41 - Remember that tomorrow you have classes - But you don't care about the time - This is a party for one

It's 1:16 am and your the only thing that fills my empty and torn heart.

I miss being missed

It always hits the worst at nights, being used to talking to someone everyday, hearing there voice n boom it’s just like in the beginning y’all start of as strangers n end up as strangers

Half a year ago my girlfriend broke up with me, and my mom is currently dying from dementia. I've never been so lost and I miss them so much. Love what you can while you can.

A few minutes past midnight here in Germany and I was waiting for something like this. Every time u haven't posted I can say i still miss u

It’s so hard because I miss her as much as I hate her. I keep hoping u’ll reach out but I’m fearful of an encounter. I go crazy wondering if I ever cross ur mind as I struggle to get u out my mind. I miss u, I want u, and I resent you

Its 2 am where I live. Feeling lonely and worthless, got up from bed and put this on. This eases my soul...

i really miss just having my arms around her so much

Cigarette smoke in a storm, puddles filled with colour of the streetlights, this really was the end of the world for him. Not physically, but his mind and heart had collapsed forever

I miss you every night and the pain doesn’t go away, but I think about the great times we had and that brings me a smile and a tear

I miss the conversations we used to have. I miss the many times we hung out and shared our thoughts and ideas about the world. I wish you were here besides me one more time. :(

*"Hey! Yeah, you! The one that is reading this comment right now! I'm talking to you, my friend."* I know you are having troubled times in your life right now and you feel like giving up, right? We all have those feelings and eventually we pull through and fight it, you still can do it because you are one strong badass to make it this far and you can still do it and eventually everything will turn out alright just hang in there. Just listen to this song, with your eyes closed, take slow and deep breathes, then zone yourself out in your mind of your happy place

Your amazing ❤️ yes you the one reading this

most people: I miss someone i loved that i broke up with or who died my dumb ass: I miss the old me

*Lo-fi music really hits differently after 1am, I swear*

It's 1.30 am now. Alone in the room with my phone and headphones listening to the track and scrolling through the comments reading everyone's lives and correlating with them. Stay strong everyone ❤️.

The everlasting cigarette, there through everything.

Stay strong, fellas! A hard time can make you stronger...

"Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart, and the senses." 💜 - Lao Tzu

“There are things better left unsaid”

This is probably the only the comment I've typed on KZfaq... You guys seem like a really understanding close-knit community (bonded by similar emotions). Now, I've been following this series (and this page) for quite some time and finally I'm able to type my emotions down. I'm not sure what I'm feeling, but these tunes resonate with me hard, man. They make me feel things I am denying myself from, feelings I am turning away from. I'm really sorry if this is coming off as just another rant (it probably is), but for the past few weeks, I've been feeling stuck in a place where I desperately need to get out from, taking my frustration out on my family. These tunes calm me down, make me feel like everything is going to all right. Recently met a girl. Even though we just met once, she made me feel alive. She made me feel that it's not difficult to get out of the dark place I am in. I don't know what it is between us, but it's something. And it makes me feel nice. And these tunes remind me of the feeling of being with her.

1600 miles away separated by two countries a month ago I was with you and a month from now I'll be leaving you again it's 1am and I still miss you I always will

Thinking about that one person you really wanted and that you are in love with but can’t have. He is in love with someone else...

I was once one of you, broken, destroyed, defeated, crying in every song that made me miss her, and she never shed a tear for me. But I overcame and got out of the depression, the hell, the cage of pain that I stuck in, I wish you all the same success, you will always be kings!

You'd lied to me about everything Said things that blatantly weren't true to my friends behind my back You took your resentment for dating me out on me You said u still wanted to be friends but ignored me You lied about ignoring me And yet, through all of that for weeks, I love the idea of you, I love the good times you and idk why I do, because I truly hate you. Buts it's late and I'm up thinking about the good times you.

it's tough to take its measure. human beings have an remarkable ability to create space in a person's heart. it all comes about so casually. we meet someone and instantly their image is seared in our brain, not to be unseen. we go a place with them and that place is marked, we share a song with them...marked. after a time it's impossible not to miss them, if indeed they go missing. and it's all those a.m.'s the offer it up most often. those empty hours. empty of those special people who once were as close as voices, as near as a glance. here's to you all.

Go to sleep homie , she s probably not thinking bout you , good night x

My boyfriend left me a month ago. My whole world, dreams and life was him. I really loved him. Almost 3 years. It was perfect, our moments together, it was the definition of happiness. Then one day he just came home as usual and told me he didn't want to continue anymore... After all of this, yesterday he called me... He was departing our country and wanted to say goodbye in person. I told him not. Now I'm devastated. I don't feel like my life's got any meaning. I'm unable to feel any hopes for anything...

This is the first one of these mixes that I've listened to and not actually been caught up in longing for somebody. I think grieving the loss of someone from our lives is a natural part of moving forward and I wanted to thank all you guys for helping with that process. Love you all.

i know who you are thinking about. stop thinking about him/her! rather go to sleep💙 i love you. (also if my sentences don’t make any sence...English is not my first language)

it's been 1.5 years since the breakup and well I'm still not over it. maybe one day I'll wake up and realize the pain is gone. hopefully. nevertheless, I've been coming back to the whole 'its very late and i still miss you' playlist quite a lot since then. it helped me out to harness my feels decently. the comment section is brilliant, love y'all guys. I wish everyone (myself included :P) a quick recovery... stay strong beautiful people. don't give up :)