I put these lyrics in my Xbox live bio and got banned for a week.

This song saved my life. Months ago I was really struggling with my mental health. The little girl on the phone is exactly how my little sister would react. I can't put her or anyone else through that. You're the reason I'm alive Jake.

Holy shit jake... Gave me chills. Really think this is your best work so far. I keep on replaying from 1:50...damn bro you gotta give us more of that.

I had a friend take his life and, as hard as this song is to listen to, it's really strong. I really enjoy the verse of you screaming. I was absolutely irate when my friend decided to do what he did. This hits hard and far too close to home but man I love it. Keep strong, man. and keep makin' the shit you love.

That "Look At Me" gave me goosebumps

I'm glad I found this guy before he gets famous

I'm crying about that call

Get this song everywhere holy shit.

This is the most horrifying song I have ever heard. Still I enjoy it. Getting goosebumps throughout the whole song. A fucking masterpiece I tell you.

I was skeptical of serious Jake Hill, but this might be my favorite song ever.

[Beginning break] Nicki: "Help me, my brother's dead! 911 operator: -What's your name? -Nicki -What do you mean by your brother's dead? -He killed himself! -How did he do it? -With his gun! -Okay, are you home alone? -I'm home alone with my sister! -Okay -Get someone here quickly! -Did you find him, Nicki? -Yeah, and now he's dead!" [Verse 1] You've been through some shit, through some shit Hold on tight, don't lose your shit You're just like me I'mma prove that shit Got a noose tied tight, better loosen it Haven't slept all night, hallucinatin' 40 hours, mind is fadin' Heart is racin', grip your chest Contemplate about your death Nobody but you got you Fuck everybody around you They just doubt you Maybe you think they'd be better off without you Think your life don't mean shit Fuck it, what's the reason? Wish I wasn't breathin' All I do is resent Anything and everything to do with me I'm through with me I pop the bottle Swear to God I'm 'bout to swallow every dream Godspeed Give a fuck about me Don't try to surround me with your positivity I'm happy with my misery Just wanna watch my wrist bleed Nobody would miss me Pop some shells Look down the barrel This is it I'm feelin' it I'm feelin' sick I hope my family understands I'm sorry this is really it I'm sorry this is really it! [Break] "Nicki, stay on the phone with me, hun, okay?" (Nicki screams and cries hysterically) [Verse 2] Gunshot, middle of the front yard Girlfriend Found the body Searchin' Questions always lurkin' Answer's never comin' Sick inside her stomach Empty, feelin' nothin' She forgot what love is All black, life off track Got no will to live, lost that She just wants him brought back home again She'll never get over it Or ever learn to cope with it No savin' her, she's over it No savin' her, it's over [Verse 3] I've had some friends do the same shit Left me here just blamin' myself Said they never got help Bitch, I was right here All I do is fight tears Look at me! Now you're dead at 6 feet Suicide on 5th street Fuckin' pussy left a mother and a kid Wonderin' what Daddy did Daddy's in a better place Said they had to hide the face I just had to drive away Fuck your funeral I'm leaving you just like you left me, too I'm sick of losing you

Thank you jake you are one of the reasons I haven't committed. You've reminded me that suicide doesn't just hurt me but also the people around me. Sincerely thanks

No matter how old this song is, that “Look at Me” will always give me goosebumps

I want longer version fam.. this bring such good messages...

THAT LAST VERSE THO

The song through the years has been great. The little girl always kills me because I've always personally had dark thoughts and shit for various reasons and wouldn't' want anyone to find me like that.

Oh my god, no words for this, this hit me hard.....

Just started listening to this guy and I've listened to this song so many times and I still get goosebumps everytime. It's crazy how underrated he is.

This song was on repeat for me for a while when I was at my lowest, and I stopped listening to it when my friend lost his battle with depression, it was too painful to listen to. I'm glad to say I'm better now, and I'd just like to tell everyone reading this that you will get through whatever you're going through. I know it doesn't seem like it right now, but you'll get through it and be stronger for going through it

This made me cry. Such an intense song.... like fuck you put so much emotion into it.

I dont usually listen to rap but this is amazing...

"don't try to surround me with your positivity I'm happy with my misery" man that line gets me

1:47 - 2:00 is legit my favorite fuckin part, it goes so hard and speaks fucking truth

I love this, I've had friends who have killed themselves and when you gave the perspective of the people who has to deal with the aftermath was god damn spot on. Thank you for this.....

NGL ive been thinking about kms but this song changed my thoughts and really made me think about life

thx jake because of you my house burned down...

I love this song and the story it tells like how in the first verse it was about the guy the that kills himself and most people would have left the song at that but then when the second verse starts talking about the people that are left behind it shows the real talent you have when it comes to telling stories in your music

Obsessed with this song.. That raw fuckin emotion at the end man was crazy.. got me fired up too. You're amazing

yo jake. i wanted to tell you earlier but your music is one of the shit that made me want to change. i started changing my physical and mental state bro and thanks for you. i weighed 245 like a month ago, now i weigh 225. i feel your music bro, love you man

.....you okay there buddy?

Jesus, now I feel bad for being suicidal.

Bruh... this is deep..

Damn, ik im kinda late but damn chills through this whole song🥶

This is one of my favorite songs, and it has been for a while... It never gets any easier to listen to it. Evokes a lot of emotion from me. RIP Brandon and thank you Jake Hill.

0:23 I’m leaving this here so I don’t get crippling depression every time I listen to it

Jake you deserve way more recognition man

Jake. Thank you for this track as someone who fights the fuck out of his depression this is the ugliest reminder that I just need to keep fighting. Thank you.

Damm I can't wait to come back and look at this commet seeing you had only 23k and scrolling back up and seeing you have 50 million subscribers! love you and your songs 🔥🔥

as dark as this song was, it was still very well done. good work jake

so aggressive and full of emotion i love it.

I am extremely picky about the music I listen too but I like almost all the songs you make. You got a lot of talent man, keep doing you.

You-ehh, all right there, man?

damn, this kinda creepy because I've heard that 911 call on yourube and it's really sad. You used it pretty well tho so it's okay. I'm not even really into rap but you're good :3 powerful lyrics!

This song saved my life years ago. Thank you.

As a suicidal person I don’t know what to say, I feel so angry about the dude who let nicki go through that, that’s beyond awful…far beyond, I love this song so much its just raw emotion and communication ..I don’t know what else to say or how to put it in words, thanks for this awesome track?

damn, i felt so many emotions. it's so strong though.

I cant stop listening to this song. Has a lot of meaning and the way you change up your flow is insane. I love it

Dude nice stuff. This was heavy but beautiful we all need to spread more awareness.

Goddamn. Having friends who self harm and attempt really does but you through that shit. And having a friend who did commit suicide and knowing that she did have people who would have been there for her was hard as fuck. Thank you for making this. People act like no one listens but usually if you reach out, you can find someone who will. That "I was right here" line fucked me up. This is an amazing song.

This song got to me, this is really really good. I honestly think you're gonna make it big, keep it up

this song has such a huge impact. Thank you. I’ve been listening to your music for about 2-3 years and oh my. You helped me EXTREMELY. Thank you

you deserve so much more recognition bro

Dude this is amazing *chills*

Man I remember the first time I heard that 911 audio. Chilling.

that. was. so. dark. and i fucking loved it. new favorite track. keep this shit up Jake, your like a fucking god.

My friends know me as the always happy guy, when they heard me listening to your music they were puzzled and concern about me but I told them that depression isn't always a person that never smiles. It can b a person that smiles the most, your music gives a voice to those who are afraid to speak for themselves. Thank you

Listened to this when it came out, and I knew it was a powerful song but listening to it now after having grown up and shit happen through life I’m fucking bawling while listening to it. Still some of your best work❤️

Jake.... fucking... chills... I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MUSIC

I literally got chills! I found you and I've been bumping song after song since. Keep it up Jake, you inspire.

Not only this song but every song you and Josh make whether collab or alone are motivation for me, keep up what you're doing. Also thank you for the music you make.

Great song man, every time you upload a new song I love it. Something about you just really fits well with your rap. I know you are gonna go far in the game. Best of luck

what's that intro from? its a real 911 phone call isnt it? Captain? sources?

This song is literally sending chills down my spine. Its so ominous and just gives of this indescribable atmosphere. I love it.

Relatively old song, but I just listened to it today. As someone who's come painfully close to suicide, you never really stop and think about the people you affect when you do it. The damage that suicide causes is like a bomb. The closer you are to the person, the worse the damage, and it took me a long time before I figured that out. This brought up a lot of painful memories and even brought me to tears, but honestly I've never been happier that I'm alive today. Thank you, Jake, for not only an amazing song but also an amazing message.

Dude thank you for your music. Just found you 5 months ago. Helped me through some shit and still does. Great shit.

Honestly one of the best songs I've heard in a while. Well done bro, it really helps a lot of people relate

Finallllllyyyy, Just listening to all the old fire tunes too, perfect timing 👌

I will never understand how you go back and forth from funny rap and this more serious kind of rap. Good shit man, keep it up.

Damn; that literally took the words out of my mouth and smashed them into a million pieces. Well done Jake. Well done

Oh my god I'm screaming this shit goes so hardddd!!!!!!!!much love JAKE omg

the call between operator and little kid is an actual recording. this hits hard fam

The screaming rap you see in songs like this and in Pennywise are amazing, that unique aggressive sound is what turned me onto you and Josh A to begin with and now I listen to you constantly

Absolute fantastic. It almost sounded a little Hollywood Undead for a second.

I hope that your meaning in your music never escapes you. The songs you are putting out are meaningful they aren't all about trival things like girls money and sex. I applaude you and thank you.

This song really got me on a rollercoaster from those bomb ass lines and beat to the heart wrenching phone call. You know how to make a song these mumble rappers got nothin on you

The feels in this song are so far away from this world Can't stop listening to this on repeat!

I was not ready for this at all. Holy shit.

So touching. We need more stuff like this

That beginning gave me CHILLS! This is a great song with a deep meaning! I love your music man!

I'm usually not big into rap music but I've literally went through all your songs and holy crap man.. you're freaking awesome

1:47 .... YOU JUST MAKE ME CRY :'(

Holy shit 23k subs! I swear it was like 13k last time I listened a few weeks ago

I still get chills from this song. Love you Jake.

Man i keep going back to this song i know its about 2 years old but damn. It's still one of the best...

😔 I wish I couldn’t relate to this song

Another banger with a message Jake youre a god

Petition to bring back 2016/2017 Jake Hill

Idk why.. I just love that beginning and the rest of the song. It gives me those chills you know. Damn I love this

My Friend Jordan, He Was Always There For Me When I Was Depressed, Killed His Self Without A Warning. Just One Day My Friend (A Friend Of His To) Told Me And I Broke Down. This Song Reminds Me Of Him Alot. Sleep Well Jordan. Amazing Song Too.

Dude I wanted to trully thank you, I had suicidal thoughts for a while, but listening to your song (especially the intro) made me throw all this to the garbage, I have a sister and I would never want to put here in this kind of state. So yeah, thank you

Thank you, Jake Hill. You are my savior. You have helped me get through many rough times, and will keep doing so for a long time to come.

You are a legend i hope you keep doing what you do best dont stop pls i need this rap in my life

I heard this song when it first came out when I was 11, and my brother was extremely depressed, I literally started crying during the call. I was so scared.

Awesommmmme man.

Jake this is prob your best work ever plz give us more like this love your work keep killing it

I need more songs like this...

You weren't kiddin' about this one. Way to get it man! I feel like the topic necessitates a bit more nuance, but it's in the right place. It's not like you can really get into it in its entirety through this medium.

holy shit, Jake you are genial, one of my favorite artists ever. keep doing your stuff, you're fucking awsome, love ya.

First song i heard of yours and got obsessed. Listening to it all

i really like those fast paced rhymes, and the deep voice with that sick beat is awesome this is a MASTERPIECE!