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We’re all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.

No one notices your tears No one notices your pain No one notices your stress But they notice all your mistakes.

2024 anyone?

"When parents stop loving the child, the child doesn't stop loving their parents, they stop loving themselves."

“Depression is being colorblind and constantly being told how colorful the world is.”

To everyone who is suffering from depression. I just want you guys to know that I love you all. *virtual hugs*

I’ve been suffering for 2 years and still fighting to be happy. I hope whoever is reading this, knows that you are not alone.

"Fake a smile, don't let them know you're hurt,they don't care anyways" Hit different bro I felt that.

People in 2015: -I’m depressed -Everything is going to be ok People in 2020 -I’m depressed -Yeah, me too

Stable kids: *listen to the song* Depressed kids: *understand the lyrics*

I overcame my depression and now I come back to this song. It feels so nostalgic and proud. Just believe and all the bad things you're suffering from will go away. I promise things will pass. I promise you will get what is meant for you.

Dear reader, If you hold back tears, you are stronger than you think. You have more power than other people who can't. If you can't hold your tears back, it's ok. Your not afraid to let it all out. Everyone cries. If you haven't cried for a while and everything's been going so well, I hope it continues. If you haven't cried and bad things have been happening, you are tougher than you think. Either your studying, enjoying the music, or just trying to find something that relates to your feelings, than you are not the on it one doing that. All the best wishes A complete stranger

this generation will be the best parents. we’ll understand what kids go through.

"People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long." -Jhonny Depp

I bet this generation is going to better parents then we all could have ever hoped for

these depressed kids in this generation will be the best parents ever and i know that

this whole comment section needs a hug. *sending virtual hugz to everyone struggling*

"Delete your feelings for him/her?" Yes. *_"Deleting failed. File is too big."_*

I don't have the best life. But..once i grown up. I would make sure my kids won't relate to this. I will do my best for them physically and mentally

can we all just promise to be the parents we wish we had?

"People care only when you're either pretty or dead" (editing this comment to say that yall can rant here if you want to get something off your chest, and always remember that ily

Its hurt to Read all this comments so many kids that are really depressed and nobody believes them...

The fact that I listened to this when I was 11 and was like wow that’s so nice, but now I’m 14 and I understand the lyrics, it just hits hard and different 😭💔

I know I'm just a stranger but all the people who are depressed everyday, doesn't feel anything, I just wanna say I'm proud of you guys even if no one tells you that, today I will tell! You guys are doing your best and I'm proud of it!

Sick of trying, Tired of crying. Yes i'm smiling, But deep inside i'm dying.

The comments are more depressing than the song.

My parents were checking my phone and they found this song being played. They laughed at me for being dramatic.... I thought to myself "When will they ever understand" Yet again I smiled promising myself to never turn out like them. ( ◜‿◝ )

lucky to found a community where depressed kids do poetry and prose to express their feelings. they taught me how to breathe even under deep level sea.

My mom doesn’t realize that she is wrong sometimes life is hard sometimes she blames me for things but,I still love her💕

Mom, when you understand that the telephone and the Internet community is the only thing that saves me

Nobody sees our sadness until it turns into anger

Hey. If you're reading this, I want you to know that it's gonna be okay. Whatever you're going through right now, I promise it will pass. Someone out there loves you and cares about you, so please hang in there. I know it's hard right now, but I promise it gets better, even if it doesn't feel like it will. It takes time for things to heal, but I swear they do. No matter what anyone says, you deserve all the love and happiness in the world. Take care of yourself. ❤

Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears come out? So you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces..?

The “happiest” people are the saddest, The people that “smile” the most cry the hardest, The people that have been through the worst are the wisest, The people that treat you the best have been treated the cruelest, The people that say “I’m FINE” are not, so please look out for them, This needs to stop!!! Omg thank you so much for all of the likes!! OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 1K LIKES!! OMFG TYSM FOR 1.5K LIKESSSS!!! and yea, ik how you guys feel...

This song understands kids more than parents...

I'm always smiling and making people laugh when I'm in school or outside.......but when I'm home.......I'm a totally different person......

What our parents think we do at school " *Learn and make new friends* " What we actually do at school " *Sit alone with our low grades and we are always teased on* " What our parents think we are doing in our room " *Enjoying our activities* " What we actually do in our rooms " *Sit and cry* " What parents think we do in the middle of the night " *Sleep* " What we actually do " *Wondering why we're alive and thinking about suicide* " What our parents think we do with our "friends" " *Hang out, Joke with them or study with them* " What we actually do " *Get ignored by them or they always push you back and they start talking about things without you listening* " *..am I wrong?...* Edit: Guys if there is anything making you depressed I just want to tell you that you should stay strong it will all go away soon even if you don't think so, because God always loves you as long as your a nice person.

Editing this just because. If you feel you’re in a bad situation, whether it’s with friends, relatives, work, school, whatever it may be, just remember tomorrow may not exist. So keep your head up and continue pushing, because whether the past is good or bad, the sun will continue to rise.

Fun fact : 99.9% of y'all are listening to this at night. 🙂

imagine playing this song while sitting on the roof watching the sunset with the one you love❤️

Me at: School: happy Home: chill With parents: silent Alone: crying and depressed

The worst part of being Depressed is nobody believes you

“Starting tomorrow, I’ll look everyone in the eye. Starting tomorrow, I’ll listen when people speak to me. Starting tomorrow, I’ll be better.” -Shoya ishida

My art teacher legit just said "have a nice spring break. Don't forget your phones, jackets, and lifes" She knows we're all depressed

a lot of people don't wish death. they wish they never exist

I just wanna go back in time in 2019 and give 12 year old me a hug. She deserves it man she's been through shit

I'm tired, Tired of always trying to be someone I'm not Tired of blaming myself for everything Tired of hating myself Tired of trying to seem "okay" Tired of worrying about others when they don't do the same Tired of crying myself to sleep Tired of being the one everyone thinks "is fine" Tired of being angry as soon as I wake up Tired of hearing about my friends trying to kill themselves Tired of them trying to ruin there lives Tired of then doing stupid shit and knowing I can't do anything about it tired of not being able to please people Tired of not feeling like I'm enough Tired of drama with my friends Tired of myself Tired of not smiling again Tired of not laughing again Tired of feeling like a failure Tired of school Tired of shit I'm tired of not being able to do anything to help people when they need it I'm tired of shit And I'm Tired of not being able to change any of this

"Nobody cares until you are rich, famous or dead" *Joker*

Roses are dead Violets are dying Outside i’m smiling Inside i’m dying..

We're maybe depressed, but don't show'em to everyone, just let everyone know that ur guys is happy, not depressed, don't make them worried about u, make them happy like usual, because its weird to give other people your feeling, so keep it secret, and spend ur time with some of ur friends, trust the process and the depression gonna gone step by step

To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.

Kids: *depressed Parents: it’s because of that dang phone Me: my phone is the only thing that is stopping me from ending life

"Staying up til sunrise" is a whole mood

I feel so bad all so bad for the people on here saying they have been struggling for 2-4 years I just want all of you to know that your alone and to keep pushing through I believe in you and remember that you are loved and brave ❤❤❤

You hold your pain in, and tell others your fine. You hold in any negative emotions Just to help the others around you slowing knowing that it’s killing you, Eating you from the inside out. Just know there are others like you The only way to get past this is to live and fight You have to fight Don’t give up not yet Not when you’re this close

Many people think kids don't understand situations. We do. We just try to act ok and smile. It affects us a lot. "And I guess we're scared" We are.

Is it me or are depressing songs the best typa songs or what?🤷🏽‍♂️

I don't have any issues at home. Its just life in general. Its scary and grim.

"Sadness and depression can often be overcome by going out and doing some kindness - by giving something of yourself to others." *Rabbi Nachman of Breslov*

Parents just don't understand our hidden feelings...

I’m tired of everything. Online school is so stressful. My mom says “Why do you have bad grades? How did you have missing assignments? You’re home all the time and you don’t do anything.” Little does she know my mental health is crippling and my best friend who i’m always there for isn’t there for me right now and she won’t take any of my obvious hints that i’m not ok i said “my mental health is crippling” and she just said “same”. I can’t do anything anymore. I can’t give up i have to be strong for everyone. But how am i supposed to be strong for everyone if i can’t even be strong for myself?

Hits to the core...guys let's conquer our depressions nothing is permanent remember?

Thank you Jeremy Zucker for sharing this sad song! I checked your web and knew a little of song's background... However, this song was written on 4 years ago. Hope that you'll writing an new song for all aged kids, to give them hope, love and happiness to find their bright future. Thanks!

"its just a phase" "you will get over it" "your just being overdramatic" you telling me that makes it worse😕

Kids that "want to die" they dont wanna die,they just want to end their pain.

Some of us think we wanna die but all we want is to truly live

Whoever is still listening to this song , I hope u are doing amazing!

The worst feeling is when you want to cry but you can't

The “happiest” people are the saddest, The people that “smile” the most cry the hardest, The people that have been through the worst are the wisest, The people that treat you the best have been treated the cruelest, The people that say “I’m FINE” are not, so please look out for them, This needs to stop!!!

i was thinking i was the only one with hose fellings but...lets change this world and be the best parents that we didnt have for our kids

listen to this song in the middle of night, thinking of the changes happen in me and my life. really, i wish i was not different than the other people

When the comment section is more helpful than your "friends"

No one notices: Your pain Your tears Your cuts Your feelings But they all notice: Your MISTAKES

Sometimes I feel like I wanna pass out without anyone knowing. Then just come back to life whenever I want to. This song is also pretty relatable. I don’t really know if anyone else feels this way, but I just do. And sorry for the vent. I just felt like it.

2022 anyone? Just listen to this song tonight, idk I'm a bit depressed that's why, to those who suffers depression and anxieties, hope time will come when you'll finally be happy. Sending hugs to all!!🤍🤍🤍🤍

those *dislikes* are from *parents* who *don’t* *understand…*

Don't worry, you're not the only person who's listening to this in 2021 and is still depressed Edit : thank you for the likes! Your replies made me feel better :)

'We all feel different pain in different degrees, but I hope you'll always know that I'm here to listen, because it would be such a better world if we did what we wish we got.'

now 2023 and I try to survive everything, not telling anyone what I feel because they don't understand how I am

you're skinny? *they judge you* you're fat? *they judge you* you're gay? *they judge you* you're black *they judge you* you're alive? *oh they judge you too* you're dead? *OMG I LOVED THEM THEY WERE SO AWESSOME OMGGGG* edit : thank you everyone for being so kind towards others, i’m aware that more than the things listed are judged :) i was just trying to sum up today’s society.

The fact how many kids can relate to this ...

Ilove it that all of the people in the comment section are just supporting one another and those little comments always left a comfort in me so to the singer and everyone in the comments thank you ived been in a tough path and now I am slowly healing

Long ass vent but it has a happy ending for once :D Whenever my mother lets me go somewhere/do something I like, for however long before that thing happens, she holds it over my head, like blackmail. "I got you concert tickets for your birthday" Turns into "If you don't clean your room right now I'm selling the tickets online!" within a few days. She's been doing this since I was 6. Before that she was always at work and I never saw her except holidays. There is no one in the world who can manipulate me, except her. There are no cruel words that can hurt me, except hers. There is no pain that could make me shed another tear, except the pain which she inflicts. And then she wonders why I don't trust her. She blamed my friends for being "Bad influences" when I was the ring leader. I took so much blame, because I was to blame. She could only see the version of me that was long gone, the pretty little girl in her yellow dress, who had never been anywhere outside of playing her street. Eventually, she split me up from my true, loving friends, and I was forced to make different ones. I can name each one and how they stabbed me in the back. Halfway through that year, I gave up. I stopped fighting, and everyone took advantage of that. Not a single person in my fourth grade class (including the teacher) didn't hurt, tease or steal from me. My old friends came to my rescue, but the bullying and my mother almost made me kill myself at age 9. Years before that, my father had been in a car accident. It wasn't his fault at all, but the woman in the other car died. He became guilty and depressed. Even though he did everything he could for me, he was only half there at his best. My grandparents also tried to help out, but they speak broken english and care more about my older cousins. In kindergarten, I was always awkward, having only talked to my neighbor before. There wasn't pre-school or playgroups, I even skipped JK. I got bullied, but I didn't realize it at the time. I moved schools a year later and forgot most of it. All of this childhood trauma, plus a near death experience (severe allergic reaction) had never really hit me before. But when I was 10, pandemic hit. 2020 was kind of a dream state experience, none of that affected me, cause I'd been alone before. 2021, the shock of it all wore off, and I had way too much time to think. My childhood memories all came rushing back at me, along with a gender and sexuality identity crisis. At this point, despite me having a lot more than 13 reasons, I had just as many to live. I struggled more than ever. I wasn't harming myself on purpose, but I stopped exercising, doing schoolwork, hanging out with people. And with my mother going crazier than ever (she's OCD, so pandemic didn't mix well with her unstability) I was completely and 100% alone. I didn't have money to buy new games or books, I didn't have any social media to hang out with online friends. I was basically a zombie. I went back to in person school back in april, so that helped a lot. However, over the pandemic, my friend group, in which as I said, I was the ringleader/glue, split up. They all found new friends, and even though I'm really happy they branched out finally, I don't fit in with any of them. I found my own new squad, and they're great, but god I miss the way it was. At the end of the day though, I think it was for the best. My family can't afford to keep paying the ridiculous rent our building is charging, so after I graduate middle school, we're moving back in with my grandparents. If we had gotten any closer then we already were, I would have been absolutely devastated when we left. All of that was months ago. Granted, it feels like a lifetime most days. I'm 13 now, and happy. I'm bigender, and a demi-romantic pansexual. I finally have normal, teenager problems. Like math homework. My science teacher is an asshole. I like this girl way out of my league. Do I ask her out? I don't have enough money to buy my own guitar. Where am I gonna go to highschool, after we move? Should I get a job right when I turn fourteen, or should I wait a while? These are all minor problems compared to the rest of my life, so I get to help my friends when they're worried. It's not much to me, but it's a lot to them, and that means the world. If you made it this far, and you want to, reply with your own vent! @ me and Type "text back" if you want me to reply, or type "No response" if you want me to just read it. Type "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" for as long as you want if you just want to scream and let it out irl but can't. Reply to this with some advice if you take great comfort in being a therapist friend/internet commenter like me, but don't feel pressured to do so at all. Lastly, if you read all this emotional garbage for some reason, go drink some water and pat yourself on the back for staying alive this long, cause the world sucks. But some people out there (like the person reading this I bet) are still pretty cool \(◦'⌣'◦)/

kids are more understanding and accepting then adults.

School: *Smiling* and *laughing* Home: *Trys* to be *happy* At night: *Crying* and *sobbing*

The world and some people will push you to the edge and when you fight back you’re the bad guy…..at the same time there are people who do care so just try to stay strong and positive for yourselves…..love and peace 🖤

I'm just here to be nostalgic but the comment sections do need a hugs, a warm milk and cookies and love from people that understands them.

Little Girl: What’s on your arm? Me: They’re battle scars. Little Girl: You fought in a war? Me: Yeah. A long and hard one. Little Girl: That’s so cool! Can I get one? Me: No. Please do not ever get any. But I’ll tell you what. Whenever you see someone else with battle scars, I want you to hug them, okay? Can you promise me? Little Girl: Yes. I promise. A few days later we went on a short shopping spree. Suddenly the little girl let go of my hand and ran up to another random teenager. Teen: Why are you hugging me? Little Girl: Because... (*points*) you have battle scars just like my babysitter. The teen looked up at me, and I rolled up my sleeves to show her. With tears in her eyes, she said one thing to me... Teen: My war is far from being finished yet, but I’m not done fighting. She bends down at eye level with the little girl Teen: Thanks for giving me the strength to keep fighting. You are forever my war hero.

Hey you, yes you, the person sitting behind that screen... Just wanted to let you know that you're beautiful and that i love you. C:

Sad thing is, we all get told by our parents that we are 'too young' to understand what it's like to be depressed. I haven't told my parents I think I am Depressed. I am playing music to see if they understand, I'm crying loudly in my room, I am doing everything to show them I am depressed, I sometimes wonder if they see the cuts on my arms. My parents are/were depressed. I don't know what to do, Suicide will just take you away from your pain but give it to others. I don't want to tell my parents I am depressed because I've been happy my entire life, I feel like they will be disappointed or feel like they failed. I don't want them to feel that. I bottle up my emotions, only some.of my friends know I am depressed, they care but o feel bad. I feel guilty, I feel like everything's my fault, like I am to blame... It sucks and I don't know what to do... I don't really believe in God, because if he really loved me, I wouldn't be depressed, my grandma wouldn't have died of cancer when I was 6, my cat wouldn't of died from cancer. I wouldn't feel like everything's my fault and that I am to blame... Where's god when people were being enslaved, where was god when people were being blamed for a crime they didn't commit. Where was god when the children had died, when baby's couldn't love or the mother died giving birth. Where was he for anything?! Or maybe I belong to the Devil according to him. I'm not gonna bring you down for being Christian, but please tell me why god hasn't helped anyone or anything.

Got family issues and right now I'm crying thinking when I'll grow up and live a slow life away from everyone

Depressed kids sharing their problems with other depressed kids is just therapy and the best kind too

They say kids are depressed because they dont go outside. Thats false as shit. Our society has so many expectations these days, and when someone feels like they dont fit them, they dont feel worthy. It can also be things at home, and the internet can be a factor with cyber bullying and everything. Our generation are fragile, we’re like glass. Thats why all the children are depressed, we have nothing to be happy about with a society of standards.

Year 2023 still listening to this song ;

Living on your own is a different form or art when you've got no one to rely on. Being used to feel lonely and getting depressed but still when I'm alone I'm better than when I'm around people

The melody is calm. *But the lyrics hit me hard*

I'm crying rn bc of this😭

Whenever I am depressed or lonely I keep coming back here... 😢❤

At school: average and happy kid At home: being funny Alone: trying On my bed: silently crying I wish I could go back to the days where no pain existed, where I lived my life happily... if only...