Do guys ever felt like crying but u dont know why and who ur crying for? and suddenly u felt numb inside but tears running down ur cheeks, a sudden wave of indescribable feeling

I'm leaving this comment here so after a month or a year when someone likes it , I get reminded of this song nd smile

I miss them, so much. But they clearly don’t miss me enough to reach out. They found someone new. I stopped begging for their attention a long time ago. The only good thing to come out of this is that I’m slowly learning to be independent, everything we did together I now do on my own. They taught me about self love by leaving. They left me, and somehow it benefited the both of us. I miss them a lot, but I think it was meant to happen. I just hope they don’t forget me entirely but if they do, I at least deserved a goodbye.

“I’m so used to letting go but I don’t want to be alone” Really hits different

I saw stars in their eyes, but they were for someone else's sky.

"It's not the song that makes you emotional. It's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it that do." At least I think that's how that phrase goes.......

i miss and love him and i always will. there's a spot in my heart nobody can replace, it's reserved for him only.

Lyin, isn't better than silence Floatin, but I feel like I'm dyin' Still no matter where I go At the end of every road You were good to me You were good to me Yeah~ I know its easier to run After everything I've done You were good to me You were good to me You were good to me You were good to me Leaving, isn't better than trying Growing, but I'm just growing tired Now I'm worried for my soul And I'm still scared of growing old You were good to me You were good to me Yeah~ And I'm so used to letting go But I don't wanna be alone Ohh~ You were good to me You were good to me Yeah ohh~ God only knows, where our fears go Hearts have broke, now my tears float You'll see, that I'm sorry Cuz you were good to me You were good to me And now I'm closing every door Cause I'm sick of wanting more You were good to me You were good to me Yeah~ I swear I'm different than before I won't hurt you anymore Cuz you were good to me

It’s hurts so badly when the person you love and care for more than anybody in the entire world doesn’t seem to care like they used to and makes no effort to try and make you feel secure about the situation almost like they just have you there when they want but to you they are your everything.

Sometimes when I start missing them I get mad at myself because I know they don’t miss me, I feel like if I don’t deserve small smiles and tears when remembering memories then they don’t either. But I can’t help missing someone, even if I truly don’t want them there

I took everything for granted, and ended up losing her. She was everything i wanted and needed but i couldn’t keep her. It’s been almost a year and she has moved on and got into a new relationship with someone . I hope he makes her happy the way i couldnt.

Dear future me.... I wanted to tell you that I'm really proud of you! I know you have it hard ...and I know how much you're suffering.... Because....I AM YOU.... ...I know how much you're hurting...please....let it out...and be strong...okay? For all the happy memories we had in our childhood...we didn't need anyone so...why should we cry about them now? We didn't need them... don't think you'll need them now :) I really appreciate that you're still here ^^ I know how much you wanna help others so you push your own problems aside...please....hug your pillow....let it out..... it's gonna get better....... I promise....I'm proud of you ^^ From: me To: my future me :3

I’m listening to this while imagining a hero lying on the battlefield, inches away from death as they tell the stories of their life. How they once fought a dragon, and how they went head-to-head with a tiger three times their size. All while their comrades are sobbing, knowing this is the hero’s last moments. Having lived a long, passionate, life though the hero is happy. They shed their last tears of happiness, as their eyes slowly go blank. Smh I’m a horrible writer so I hope that makes sense. Lol imagine crying over a scene you made in your head over the course of four minutes and thirty-four seconds. Literally me.

And now I'm closin' every door 'Cause I'm sick of wantin' more You were good to me You were good to me, yeah Swear I'm different than before I won't hurt you anymore 'Cause you were good to me

I’m not sure if he misses me or not, it’s been 2 years. But I can’t help but wonder and think about it. It’s been tearing me apart for these 2 years. I need help.

This song is playing and you’re having a deep conversation with the person you trust

This song is so good but all I can think about is how I’m slowly falling apart and losing my self i used to be so happy but now idk and I have no one to tell and it kills me every day

They broke my heart but they also made me realize what i truly wanted from life. I was motivated by anger and the desire to take revenge at first but now I've realized that this goal is truly what i wanted. They put me in the right direction even though the process was painful. They aren't in my life anymore. I realized that i had been in love with them all along only after a let them go. This year was very hard for me. But im grateful because now i know what i want to do in life. I now know what my purpose is. If you're reading this, thank you so much for everything. Its true that you broke my heart but that heart break put me in the right path. I apologize if i broke your heart too. I hope you live a happy life, even if its without me ♡

3:40 hits so hard.

I'm in pain 😩😭😭

for anyone who needs to hear this, it’s okay to think about your past relationships even if you’re in a healthy and happy one in the moment !! every single relationship you’ve been in has taught you something new that time can’t erase. you may not miss them in the romantic way but missing them in a friend way isn’t abnormal as some people may say. me, i’m in a healthy and happy relationship, i wouldn’t trade the world for him but i’m thankful to my exes for teaching me the things i would never know without them. maybe it’s just me, i have tried to be on good terms with both of my exes so i don’t feel guilty for missing them as friends and so far, no guilt. but even if you do miss your ex in that way .. it’s okay. things take time and depending on what they taught you and what kind of impact they made on your life, you may even never get over them completely and that’s OKAY. holding on to some things is for the better even if it may seem like it’s for the worse.

"Growing, but I'm Just growing tired" Hits home.

Just what i was looking for!:))

This hurts so fuckin bad bruh, I'm watching the bsf turn into the girlfriend. And my insecurities scream everytime louder and louder, I just don't really think love is for me anymore. Atp I'm just numb, tired, and done 😐

Even tho I miss them I think it’s time to move on 😭💔

After 2 years he came back to me, treated me with the love I thought I needed. Then he just leaves 😭🥺 my heart brooo!!

Everybody used this song for a breakup but this reminds me of my papa. I never had a mom or a day growing up it was my grandma and grandpa who took me in and my grandpa is no longer here i found him dead in his room when i went to go tell him about something that happened with our favorite team. me and him had the best relationship nothing could match it but as i starting growing up i stopped talking about sports with him and i stopped doing things with him all over a dumb video game and it really changed me when he passed and when he wanted to hangout with me and i threw him off for a video game. i regret it everyday ever wanting the thing now i don’t play it anymore. i have a job now and focusing on school because i know that’s what he would want and i know he’s proud of me but i wish he could be here to see. I’m sorry papa if you ever felt like i didn’t care for you anymore because i felt like my game was more important i’m sorry and wish i could just redue it and me and you go and just talk about some sports or just go out and get something to eat i miss and love you everyday, he was really something special man one of a kind kinda man. just wish you weren’t taken away from this world so soon i just wish your last day here i was with you instead of me finding you in a condition i didn’t want to see i miss you everyday save a spot for me up there🖤 (if anybody is reading this please spend more time with the ones you love because when they are gone man it sucks and it’s nothing but regret :/. )

I haven’t listened to this song in 2years. I thought The feelings would be gone but now they’re just different. The song still stings but not as much as it used to. I miss him and love him but in a completely different way and from a distance. Its like the calm after its rained heavy. Everything feels still but everywhere you look are reminders of the rain that just left. All is well, all will be well. To anyone who’s hurting right now. I pray you learn to dance in the rain and even when it stops raining, find the peace you need. ❤️

This song has such a deep meaning…

this hits different when it's about a best friend

I cry at night because of him. But I learned how to love myself before loving someone else.

Can’t help but find myself in the cold window seat of my aunts house watching the snow outside during the last daylight hours of Christmas. I’ll never be able to go back but I always like living in that comfort.

Our story started over the phone..he made me so happy, light night talks and laughs but he slowly started getting tired and told me that it best to break up and find someone in person, I respected his decision but it hurts so bad..I truly believed I'd be by his side someday.. we only lived an hour from each other..

it’s only him I want he has a very special place in my heart

Let's heal. It will hurt but it'll heal, trust me. Remember you can't let go of something your still hoping for❤️

i honestly dont know what has happened to me, im so caught up in what other peoples expectations for me are. if im being honest im so mentally drained, i can never pick up the pieces. i always feel the need to try harder but its so difficult. i have no one to talk to, these comment sections and music are the only things keeping me here right now. i cant stop thinking about my past mistakes and what i couldve possibly done better, they entirely forget the memories and laughs we had. i deserve an apology, i truly do. im closing every fucking door that opens for me. im so hurt man, i have no motivation whatsoever. -a : ' )

Also u earned a new subscriber:))

No, I’m not here because I lost someone. I’m here because I never had that person with me to start with So “Growing but I’m just growing tired” “I’m so used to letting go but I don’t wanna be alone”

Everytime I'm listening to this song, I remember all the good and also bad times that I had with my sister.. I miss her so much

“God only knows where our fears grow”

she will always have a place in my heart, and i will always love her. i hope she comes back i miss her so much and cannot stop crying over her. i love her so much bro.

I miss her so much,but I guess she didn't want me in her life for 7 years,I wish her the best, I hope she better without me

I miss them, it hurts so bad it’s ruining me mentally, ever since I turned 13 everything started to get harder and harder… never really knew growing up would be this tiring

I miss him… 😣

best version yet! thank you so much for making this!

😢 it's been 2 years since you left. I'm still here.

Dude i can't this song makes me feel stuff that i didn't even know that was there.

The thunder outside came at the perfect times for this song. It was amazing. 😔👌

it's always this time of the year that haunts me the most. every year, i lie to myself thinking i'm fully healed from what had happened between us, but every time i'd come across one of your messages, all the open wounds come back again and i'm left alone again. i wish you fought for me because i would've, for you. it's been 3 years and i hope you found that hapiness you're looking for with other people, i'm still trying to let go of us and move on with my life, might take a lifetime to do but i'll be patient with myself. if you ever try to reach out, please don't say you miss me.

I love the fact that i heard this song again before 2 minutes and views went up to 999.000😩🦋

Shit is so bad right now, i hate everything about this life. Still waiting for it to get better.

If you're listing to this then what ever was is probably over. Just remember that even tho you lost the battle, you didn't lose the war. Don't give in and know that better people and better times wait for you in the future

Wow! This is what i wanted!!❤️ “subscribed”

This song reminds me of the times I was happy then all of a sudden im dying inside😿

Amazing, thank you so much

This is literally amazing

I know its easier to run , after everything ive done . Leavin' isn't better than tryin' Growin', but I'm just growin' tired Now I'm worried for my soul And I'm still scared of growin' old You were good to me And I'm so used to letting go But I don't wanna be alone You were good to me God only knows where our fears go Hearts I've broke, now my tears flow You'll see that I'm sorry 'Cause you were good to me And now I'm closin' every door 'Cause I'm sick of wantin' more You were good to me You were good to me, yeah Swear I'm different than before I won't hurt you anymore 'Cause you were good to me

to those who also feel like me, missing someone you know couldn't care less about you anymore, missing the life you once had, i hope it gets better or at the very least i hope you can get relief of it all for even a few minutes.

this song reminds me of my ex. we broke up because I realized that I like girls and at the time he seemed to okay with it. I'm going to be honest, I didn't do well in the relationship and didn't put as much love in as much as he did even though he very much did all he could sometimes. I begged him not to tell anyone of why we broke up and he said he wouldn't. A week later I found out he did tell people, I blocked him and all socials and I completely broke. I have been so torn between hating him for what he's done and wanting the worst for him but also wanting the best for him because he was good to me. I'm torn between wanting him to find someone who is perfect for him and wanting him to get beaten up with karma. it sucks

The first second i looked away and i Said: Sheeesh this will be great

We as a music type listen to slowed music for so many reasons but many of us slow it down to try n remeber, things will get better ❤️

This song used to make me think about how terrible my past was. It’s been two years and now I just see all the happy memories I’m excited to make. My future is so much brighter. This song has a sweet sadness to it but it’s so beautiful.

It's so hard living for myself, I'm all out of energy, I wish somebody truly loved me, I can't live for myself anymore I just need somebody 🥺😭

I miss him rip peter xx

dis reminded me of u tdy. i js wish dat things woulda worked out, but u taught me dat i shouldn’t eva settle 4 less. dats theres always gonna b ppl who will use u. even ppl u don’t expect. thanks for dat, i’m goin thru it again wit another, but ik dat i will have 2 feel dis pain. dat i will have 2 go thru dis alone. i thought i could love again. ig not 🚶🏽‍♂️

it pains like hell..yk..i try to make myself happy-but then when i am all alone with no one around-its ike they come up in my head..and i feel so sad..but i want them be happy..but with me-i just want him to my self..i just want us to be forever..and not run out of love..and my friends think i am okay..but i lie and say i am ok.. =] i keep the pain in me =] so yea...=]he was good to me..=]

Today I found out you blamed urself for the way things turned out between us. That broke my heart because you were good to me. I was the one at fault. I know you have accepted we weren't meant to be but i just hope you'd at least know my feelings for you were genuine.Remember even when the whole world is against you, I will stand by you. I loved you and I honestly still do and probably will always do. Love, SN.

I miss them but they obviously don’t want me. I don’t know why I’m even still trying. It’s not like they reach out anyways.

I know this song is about relationships but I hear this song an I feel at peace. I recently lost my oldest brother, and now I'm losing my mom. My world feels darker and more cold. Nothing for me will ever be the same...

I miss my old friend group dearly and I can’t go back to them because of our troubled past and ik they never cared about me even to this day but I dearly loved them all and still do, they were my brothers and I miss them 😢

i just want to comment so people like it and i can come back after i’ve forgotten about it in a couple months or a year

It’s funny to see how he left so easily,how he literally lied to me when he even know i will be so freaking hurt,im the one who was to good to him.it’s crazy at the same time to see how i got played by someone who wanted me first, idk what to say anymore i really love him so much but i he clearly don’t love as much that i do.

I just wish I could tell them how I feel, but I'm always scared of what might happen... Even though it's a good thing

You were good to me💔

I don't usually express myself like this together because I'm suppose to be a tough 16 year old boy or whatever. But she is my happiness. She's the reason why I overthink about my outfits, why I can't focus in class, and why I have no one else on my phone. I think it's pretty obvious that she doesn't see me like that. I think I'm in the friend zone. And nothing is more painful than when you want them so bad and all they see you is as a brother or something. Ive haven her a couple hints, and she turns away. It hurts so bad but I don't want to make her uncomfortable, that would kill me. I've felt this way for about 5 months. I don't know what to do. I've never felt this way before about a girl. I love how much respect she has for herself and how she shows that she cares about me. She shows interest in our conversations and laughs at my jokes. I feel good about myself but then I realize she doesn't see me more than a friendly friend. I know I don't really compare with the other guys that she sees on a daily basis but something about her just lightens my day. When I get a text from her I just lighten up.

My ex and I were in relationship for 1.5 year. We used to fight almost every alternate days with a lil or no progress. I realised it's affecting me badly but he was always optimistic that we can find a solution but I left anyway. I don't know if it was the right decision but all I know is he was good to me. I am writing this on the night of my breakup. I wish he wasnt so good as I feel terrible now. We just had so much of compatibility issues.

It's scary how the most of this generation is depressed right now. How we just understand what some random person from the comments is feeling. Because we can relate too...

Break ups hurt Friendzoned hurts Getting over someone you never dated…different level of pain and trauma

oh god i miss him so much. But he clearly doesnt miss me, hes doing so much better without me. He always told me i wasnt a diffcult person, i was just hard to understand. Maybe i was too difficult for him, maybe i am a problem. I dont know anymore, i dont know anything without him. He learned me to love myself, now i just cant find anything to love without him being in my life. I dont find anything worth living for without him in my life.We´ve been together for a year, how can you just move on in only one day? How can you move on after telling me that id be the girl you'd marry. You promised me we would end up together. But look at us now, you dont even wanna talk to me anymore. Im tired of reaching out to you, trying to fix it again while you're putting zero effort. Why are you already with another girl? I dont wannabe in a relationship only because i cant get you of my mind. I cant stop thinking about you, and what we woud've been. I cant be with someone else, i wanted to be with you and end up with you. I cant be with someone who is not you. But you have already been with two different girls. I wasnt that special to you. i never was.

You are enough, you are loved, you are brave, you are everything. Never stop working on YOU. You have purpose, elegance, wisdom, and strength. We only get this life.. make mistakes, take risks, call them, say I love you, apply for that job. Whatever it is that you want to do, DO IT. Even if there is rejection with your efforts, just know there is more opportunity waiting for you and you are still you. You are not any less of a person just because someone didn’t appreciate your worth. You. Are. Still. You.

Imagine having a little sibling...knowing them since they were a newborn. Being next them for almost a year, watching them learn how to crawl, see them smile for the first time. Hear them laugh for the first time, see them stand up for the first time, watch them take their first steps. Then saying their first words... Feeling like they were your purpose, Then...to be separated, almost no visiting, only rarely. And having to worry they might forget you. And now, you don't know what your purpose is anymore 😢 (Sorry for venting but I really needed to let this out😔)

This hurts so much more imagining singing it to you as a child before it was ruined. You were good to me.

This song makes me feel so much better. I have extreme OCD and this song is literally my coping mechanism lmao😭🤣

I miss him…. 😔

i love this song too much. It like the letter to my mom-

People tell me "if you start crying ten seconds before midnight on December 30th you have been crying for a year" well ive been crying for 13 years then...

I lost a lot a people all at once. I can’t imagine how they all could just, leave. No goodbye, no anything. Just nothing. Sometime I wish I never met him, or any of them, to avoid this pain. But no matter how much time passes and how much anger and pain, I still love him which is so odd to admit. How could I still love someone who hurt me time and time again and disrespected me an the relationship that once was. I’m learning how to manage the anger in a healthy way and not let it consume me. Finding myself is one of the most difficult things I have to do, and it’s an ongoing process. I can’t wait to look back on this time, knowing that I became a better person because of it.

It's one of those nights where I miss him more than ever

Don't mind me Just want to express this. I don't know what's happening to me , I don't know if I'm feeling the right emotions right now . My mind and my feelings are just blank Like I don't know how to feel anymore should I be happy? or Should I sad ? Every time I'm choosing to be there's always something lack and When I'm sad I'm feeling numb. I don't know anymore. what I have rn is If I die today Am I going to be happy? If I die today is everything will get better?

i love him with my whole heart but it’s time to let go even if it’s hard. I just hope he’ll be happy even if it’s without me and deep down i know i still hope there will be an us in future and even if the hope is very small, it can’t get out of my heart and it’s all what’s left between me and him. We had a good relationship but it’s over now and that’s fine even if i want to make my boy happy on my own, i wish that someone will make him happy and all loved like he deserves, he‘s a good person and has a good heart and i don’t want anyone to break his heart bc he too pure to be broken. He‘ll always have a special place in my heart and if i‘m being honest i sometimes wish i could let that go so i could stop hurting but at the same time, i want to have that strong love for him so i wont stop praying for his happiness. I‘ve always wanted it to be him but maybe deep down i knew we could have never worked out and also it was a long distance relationship so the time difference made everything so hard. I hope you all in the comment section will heal from your pain and don’t forget Jesus is with you and you can always go to him. If anyone read it to the end i’m thankful bc there is no person except of God who really listens to my story and pain. I love you and stay strong, life on earth is to short to give up 🫶🏼

Memories 🥺😭😭.

✨arte✨

love you

he left me and he’s never coming back this time. he made me so happy.

i miss you. i missed those days that you made me feel special, now im all alone waiting to be loved jsjsj.

I lost lots of my close friends in roblox And I’m sad 😞 but I love this song Soo much

The person I love and will always have my heart the only thing he feels for me is pity.

After 6 month or a year or two or every now and then like this so I can come back to this sweat melody

I will never forget the pain she put me through, my first heartache

This song probably makes me cry 🤧😭 i really miss each n every moments tat we have spend together 💔😭