This week we are back in our study of John's gospel and our passage focuses on Jesus' arrest. He knows all that will transpire and yet Jesus asks the soldiers, "Who are you looking for?" He understands they are looking for him but he wants to protect his followers. "Jesus of Nazareth!" they proclaim. "I am he," says Jesus. This simple response is loaded. Once again Jesus claims the name of God for himself. "I am" is the very description God uses to help Moses understand who he's dealing with in Exodus chapter three. Notice carefully how the soldiers respond upon hearing this from Jesus. They fall down. This is exactly what people do when in the presence of God. They can barely stand. Why? Because they are overwhelmed by the greatness of God's glory.
At the same time Jesus shows his commitment to his purpose. He doesn't put up a fight. He is hours away from fulfilling his destiny. In fact, in this moment you can see the gospel on display as Jesus corrects Peter for his careless outburst and heals a wounded man about to arrest him. This is radical commitment and no amount of human stupidity or his personal pain will stop him from loving us. As we look ahead to a new year, let's remember this!