Do All Killers Think The Same?

Do All Killers Think The Same? | Spectrum

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0:00 Intro
0:31 I would kill them again
4:20 I immediately regretted it
7:10 I am desensitized to death
11:52 I am also a victim
15:02 I have profited from the murder
19:19 Taking a life was part of God's plan for me
25:05 There are enough resources for me to heal

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@jubilee 10 ай бұрын

Do you think k*lling another human is ever justified?

@vicvancen 10 ай бұрын

Yes, there are some situations where it's justified

@madelicious17 10 ай бұрын

Of course… killing another human for self-defense is justified.

@stvdials 10 ай бұрын

self defense is the only situation that killing another human can be justified

@mewzer_ 10 ай бұрын

yes

@yuhloic 10 ай бұрын

if it’s self defense yes

@YouMadWildForThatTho 10 ай бұрын

SniperMan: "I didn't feel anything . . ." -proceeds to describe the most horrifying nightmare in human exsistence-

@jayoniad 9 ай бұрын

Ik that that brutal

@Victoria-dh9vb 9 ай бұрын

I think he meant that he had a delayed response. I get that. Your body does whatever it can to get you through a traumatic experience, and often part of that is keeping you numb until you are past the immediate threat. My father died in front of me from a heart attack when I was 19. No one could understand how I managed through the first couple weeks, looking back 11 years later... Even I don't know. I've been through other losses, other dangerous situations... I don't think I can convey it properly to anyone who hasn't experienced it, but your existence becomes so singular. As if your mind were a bag full of tangled elastic bands suddenly pulled taught all at once. No one's response is the same, but it's common to be extremely driven and detached in the moment, and completely go off the rails later.

@annathompson7770 9 ай бұрын

@@Victoria-dh9vbyep, same happened to me at 12 with my mom. didn’t really register until i was like 15 or so. still dealing with it 10 years later.

@ZMS463 9 ай бұрын

That's what I thought. He's so desensitised. Bless him.

@emmastevens3274 9 ай бұрын

@@ZMS463and he said he wasn’t desensitized i was like oh !

@jbzhummerh2gamer 10 ай бұрын

Franco, you're not a killer. It's your job to end suffering.

@Noise_floorxx 10 ай бұрын

Exactly. The only reprieve is that this is voluntary.

@conradkorbol 10 ай бұрын

It’s still killing. He just isn’t cruel or psycho .

@whateverwhatever4026 10 ай бұрын

Agreed. It's not even usually about "plugging a plug". There is no plug. It's usually inaction and stopping saving them. This man doesn't belong here.

@EclecticDD 10 ай бұрын

Seriously. A respiratory therapist who has to extubate people, some who are clinically brain dead. Jubilee needs to make their questions better.

@moosessurus8172 10 ай бұрын

@@EclecticDDyou guys are the ones putting the negative connotation with “killer” causing you to react so strongly. A person who is responsible for another’s death is a killer, and the whole point of this video is showing that that’s not always a cruel, amoral act. You’re missing that point if you try to act like he’s not a “killer” just because you agree with him

@Dmd265 7 ай бұрын

Finally a Jubilee episode where every single person is 100% sane and not at each other’s throats the whole time! This was so refreshing! I feel I could be friends with all of them.

@ADurham6390 6 ай бұрын

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@lordfabulous6198 4 ай бұрын

It's ironic given the criteria.

@arthas640 4 ай бұрын

a lot of their videos are pretty normal

@thesoulacademy5936 3 ай бұрын

It's funny that it's killers that can be the most sound of mind in society, might be a lot more work for us to do as humanity.

@annaagapova3583 3 ай бұрын

Most of this category are normal

@laourse1751 8 ай бұрын

Terra explaining how the true crime community exploited her and her story... 😦 This is surreal.

@rico-fs1cr 3 ай бұрын

I''m pretty sure this is a common standard within criminal underworld, lol.

@impjbtw 3 ай бұрын

wait so ur saying all those true crime podcasts are doing it for money and arent actually sending any money at all to the families... whaaat💀💀💀

@meggiepooo 3 ай бұрын

@@impjbtw yup

@clicheguevara5282 2 ай бұрын

The news media does this every single day.... The news isn't there to keep us informed. It's there to sell advertising.

@STURDYvids 2 ай бұрын

whoosh@@meggiepooo

@whatisupdawg 10 ай бұрын

Forrest is so empathetic and has deep compassion for everyone else in this lineup, but you can tell he still carries his own guilt. I hope he can find the forgiveness in himself he is showing his peers.

@2020_Visi0n 10 ай бұрын

The blonde woman has the "empty eyes". Can you see it?

@palep1xie 10 ай бұрын

@@2020_Visi0nshe may have just been nervous

@andypandy8744 9 ай бұрын

@@2020_Visi0nshe’s recounting trauma for this video so i’d imagine it’d be hard for her to be expressive

@novy1198 9 ай бұрын

forrest, nick and franco have pretty much the worst life experience from all of them

@February_arts_ 9 ай бұрын

That’s my name too lol

@nikk5002 10 ай бұрын

Terra actually is a victim. Props to her for fighting back.

@Bash_Is_Bae 10 ай бұрын

Aren't most of them victims?

@byunbaekhyun2283 10 ай бұрын

@@Bash_Is_Bae Yeah, except Nick.

@nikk5002 10 ай бұрын

@@Bash_Is_Bae No.

@liberalstchenel596 10 ай бұрын

@@Bash_Is_Baethe sniper choose to be one, so i don't see him as a victim, neither as wrong, just saying

@bagelboy8023 10 ай бұрын

@@byunbaekhyun2283neither is Franco, he was doing his duty just like nick

@shoeman6966 8 ай бұрын

That dream the sniper had sounds absolutely terrifying. I wouldn’t wish that inner conflict upon my worst enemy.

@USSR.SovietSpaceArmada 7 ай бұрын

War is HeII

@djoyne391 7 ай бұрын

Wait how is his dream embarrassing? Do you not know that mortifying mean “very embarrassing”?

@IskateUphill 6 ай бұрын

His name is Nicholas Irving. I see him on KZfaq a lot. He also wrote a book about his experiences

@deluxional322 4 ай бұрын

@@djoyne391i thought mortifying meant like horrifying or terrible or something like that

@warrorcatfishing4320 4 ай бұрын

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@tyler1107 7 ай бұрын

Terra felt singled out for being the only one who said they were a victim, but honestly, she’s the only one who _was_ a victim. The rest acted. I’m with her on that. The spread of everyone else not being a victim but her is exactly what I would expect and hope for.

@donovanwoll625 7 ай бұрын

I'm curious, what did you mean by "the rest acted". None of them said they were victims. They all chose that they were not victims you even acknowledged this.

@tyler1107 7 ай бұрын

@@donovanwoll625 Oh, its acted vs reacted. So, they had a choice, they made the choice, and they followed through with the choice. Terra didn't make any choice, she reacted to being attacked. I realize now this is something that is probably mostly discussed in writing circles where we talk about active vs reactive character.

@donovanwoll625 7 ай бұрын

That makes much more sense. I thought you meant it as if they were acting like they were a victim. Thanks for giving me an in-depth answer.@@tyler1107

@michahund4879 7 ай бұрын

@@tyler1107 dude who shot his friend didnt have a choice. it was an accident

@tyler1107 7 ай бұрын

@@michahund4879 But he made significant choices leading up to it. Notably, he broke all 4 rules of firearms safety: 1. A gun is always loaded 2. Only point the gun at something you intend to destroy 3. Be sure of your target and what's behind it 4. Keep your finger off the trigger until the previous condition is met. That was a choice. An accident, yes, but one that was made through gross negligence and conscious choices.

@ohits_just.thefat1 10 ай бұрын

Came for the shock value stayed for the conversation.

@jubilee 10 ай бұрын

Did you gain any new perspectives or have any takeaways?

@innitbruv-lascocomics9910 10 ай бұрын

@@jubilee No ❤

@Waashoe 10 ай бұрын

@@innitbruv-lascocomics9910 😭😭😭

@junglejimmithy7884 10 ай бұрын

@@innitbruv-lascocomics9910😂💀

@taigaforest2009 10 ай бұрын

@@innitbruv-lascocomics9910you wrong 💀

@keeparguing611 10 ай бұрын

jubliee took the whole "if you put 5 killers in a room" literally

@EclecticDD 10 ай бұрын

Click bait title

@hanmira 10 ай бұрын

@@EclecticDDnot clickbait

@jannomeeuwessen4886 10 ай бұрын

@@EclecticDDwho were you expecting? Jeffrey Damer, Jack the Ripper, H. H. Holmes, Pedro Lopez and Ted Bundy together in a room?

@FleshWizard69420 10 ай бұрын

@@jannomeeuwessen4886absolutely heavenly cage match

@bluehatblackjacket 10 ай бұрын

How about 5 celebrities

@radishpie 9 ай бұрын

“Community is the antidote to a lot of human suffering” wow, such an amazing quote

@hyacinna 7 ай бұрын

@@HandlesTheCybermanexactly

@sanne433 5 ай бұрын

Yaaas

@Butternose24 8 ай бұрын

It’s hard hearing Forrest talk about his situation. The pain and guilt of his actions are still very heavy for him. I really hope his healing process becomes much smoother one day soon.

@omarsahyoun5284 8 ай бұрын

I hope it never does, the people who were rightfully defending their family and land dont have the chance to live

@brightshining 7 ай бұрын

@omarsahyoun5284 wrong guy, that was nick :p

@Emilythematerialgurl Ай бұрын

@@omarsahyoun5284everyone in every military does but I'm with 🇵🇸

@mengl29 10 ай бұрын

I thought you guys were crazy for this, but I stand corrected, well done jubilee

@jubilee 10 ай бұрын

So glad that you enjoyed the episode! What was a takeaway for you?

@mengl29 10 ай бұрын

@@jubilee I would say the fact that not all killers are evil. There are many different reasons that someone might kill someone, and not all of them are unforgivable. Horrible things unfortunately happen, and it's important to get all the facts without acting on the instinct of prejudgment. Empathy is important.

@Noise_floorxx 10 ай бұрын

The participants made this powerful. Lets be clear

@killjoypls 10 ай бұрын

⁠⁠@@Noise_floorxxwhile this is true, jubilee gave them the platform to share their powerful messages!

@mengl29 10 ай бұрын

@@killjoypls Yes, that was my point- I just applaud jubilee for going out of there way to find people like this to share their story

@PigeonFace4Life 10 ай бұрын

I love this. It sheds light on the fact that not every killer has a killer mentality like we think they have.

@kenn2wierd963 10 ай бұрын

U havent even watched this its been a minute bro like come on

@lucid8078 10 ай бұрын

@@kenn2wierd963 fr lmaoo

@grass729 10 ай бұрын

The video just got uploaded bruh

@keiron.4612 10 ай бұрын

I think reading your comment I'd like you to be my next Victim lol

@jubilee 10 ай бұрын

That’s exactly what we wanted to bring to this video, thank you for watching!

@shuntelajuarez1842 8 ай бұрын

I feel bad for Terra because I know she was a victim but you can see she is desensitized and it's almost like you can look straight through her eyes.

@soggyfroggyz 7 ай бұрын

She probably faked it

@cristxllix 7 ай бұрын

@@soggyfroggyzdid he pick you yet?

@tendousatori1584 4 ай бұрын

@@soggyfroggyzyou're p@thetic

@dinuffin 3 ай бұрын

@@cristxllixWho?

@wastelandbaby1264 3 ай бұрын

@@soggyfroggyzyou look incredibly young. i genuinely hope that you never have to go through something like this where your comment will come around to hurt you too in the end. be kind to other women, because one day you might need them to be kind to you.

@bigsmok269 9 ай бұрын

Forrest, my brother died in the same way as your story. I forgave his friend long time ago and feel bad for him now. You're not alone or hated.

@lucyservo6574 10 ай бұрын

I admire Lester. I imagine it would take a lot of strength and vulnerability to take accountability and face what he did. He's a better person now, and that's amazing

@path2redemption639 10 ай бұрын

Thanks 🙏🏾

@benjamincardenas1636 10 ай бұрын

W lester

@busch_ii7450 10 ай бұрын

@@hashbrown4mekinda obvious he was in prison for a long time. He talks about it

@tymeadors855 10 ай бұрын

@@hashbrown4meisn’t the point of prison reform? He’s been reformed. He served his punishment, learned from his actions, and is actively doing better than before.

@amaranextdoor 10 ай бұрын

@@path2redemption639 you're truly amazing, sir. You've turned your life around for the better and it's beautiful to see.

@jordynfolsom6951 10 ай бұрын

Lester’s growth and rehabilitation is what the prison system should be about. It’s so amazing he took initiative to better himself. And Forrest, such a well-spoken and warm individual. This video is so thought-provoking and inspiring

@Random-sk6hm 9 ай бұрын

Absolutely!

@vaibhavgorige833 9 ай бұрын

I completely agree that rehabilitation for criminals would be perfect, but I also think that the greatest benefit prison provides for us is that it separates us from them. I much more value my family going to bed peacefully than anything else

@Chromey3735 9 ай бұрын

It depends on what’s inside the mind of a person. Some people are genuinely incapable of change. Another point is that he’s lucky that he was actually able to turn his life story into a career, what about all the sinners who can’t find work or means of living after their incarceration?

@vaibhavgorige833 9 ай бұрын

@@Chromey3735 I get it... It's just a hard situation

@spencerjones9807 9 ай бұрын

The thing is that you can’t change someone who doesn’t want to change. Prison isn’t a cure, but you take out if it what you put in

@schingh1973 7 ай бұрын

I met Terra in New Orleans a few years ago with her Mother. I got to hear their story. She was 1000% a victim

@Rg-kp4nw Ай бұрын

Sure

@Rg-kp4nw Ай бұрын

Cry about it

@schingh1973 Ай бұрын

Huh? What are you rambling on about? Move along

@bestgamer6989 Ай бұрын

@@Rg-kp4nw not you replying to yourself💀

@shushinfushin1312 7 ай бұрын

Having a job like Franco's is something I'd never even really considered, always assumed it would just be any doctor or nurse assigned to the patient who'd do it.. to have a job specifically doing that, I can't even imagine the mental/emotional rollercoasters you'd go through..

@jonathanasdell4539 Ай бұрын

Respiratory therapy is an important space in medicine, especially critical situations like ICU or ER; if you're on a ventilator, you're having a bad day. Being in charge of the machine that breathes for people unfortunately means he had to also make them stop breathing

@sj5218 Ай бұрын

This! I’ve truly never thought of this being an actual position assigned to specific people, it’s oddly like being the grim reaper, that’s so sad 😢😢😢

@randomness1265 10 ай бұрын

I really hope Forrest is able to forgive himself, he seems like a nice guy. Sending him prayers❤️

@xtherealest 10 ай бұрын

I hope so too but I think it's something that is very hard or probably even impossible to do. If I was him I couldn't stop blaming myself to be honest.

@forrest619 10 ай бұрын

Forgiveness is clearing resentment and abandoning revenge. It does not alleviate responsibility or regret. It’s a daily practice.

@sophiegilmore1529 9 ай бұрын

K k

@Jamzamurai 8 ай бұрын

@forrest619 i’ll be real with you, this comment helped me organize and clarify some emotions i’ve had that i didn’t know what to do with, thank you.

@zandreecabello4100 9 ай бұрын

@@Jamzamuraithis is so heartfelt. im praying for you within any struggle you’re fighting through!

@JahazielCastillo 10 ай бұрын

I know the rizz videos are funny and are to appeal to the younger audience but this is what jubilee is to me. Strong interesting topics being discussed by strong interesting people.

@jimmydean6801 10 ай бұрын

Yes! I missed this jubilee content! It’s so interesting to hear the different perspectives and I take away so much from each and everyone one of these people.

@arachnid33 10 ай бұрын

Yes ❤

@ciaramitchell1182 10 ай бұрын

I agree, I've been watching Jubilee since their early days, and it's these topics that I love being discussed and the different perspectives

@byunbaekhyun2283 10 ай бұрын

Yeah, I feel like they're doing too much ranking content now, I miss their spectrum and middle ground content.

@alitzzy 10 ай бұрын

Yes, thank you for mentioning it. These conversations are much needed.

@opalwzrd 9 ай бұрын

They are all incredible people but WOW.. Lester and Forrest are profound. Wow. I’m so glad they were both part of this. Them speaking together is the most beautiful and inspirational thing I’ve ever heard.

@manikahemmerixh 4 ай бұрын

Hearing Forrest describe not being able to understand his action and how he wasn't thinking when he accidentally shot his friend is so heartbreaking to me, because we all do things without thinking, and I know sometimes in retrospect I've felt so lucky that nothing bad happened but that isn't always the case :/

@MollyBurkeOfficial 10 ай бұрын

This was far more profound than I was expecting. So much respect to everyone in this video and Jubilee for shedding light and creating this conversation.

@doviebowers-iq5fo 10 ай бұрын

yesss i agree (btw i love your vids and you inspire so many people)

@maude_22 10 ай бұрын

love you molly!

@andietaj 10 ай бұрын

so true....

@kate_omega2657 10 ай бұрын

Would you ever want to be in one of their videos?

@ComedyGlor 10 ай бұрын

@@kate_omega2657she has been in one of their disability videos I believe

@sandracharlot6376 10 ай бұрын

Franco is someone who should definitely write a book. His humanity and empathy is just stunning.

@cezarab5236 10 ай бұрын

He seems like this person who has such a calming presence, he seems so wise. I feel like he's someone I could listen to for hours.

@jackiemaldonado7777 9 ай бұрын

He's also hot AF. I'm sorry 🙈

@sibria 9 ай бұрын

@@jackiemaldonado7777No need to be sorry 😂

@Efreeti 9 ай бұрын

When he talked about how much death he's seen throughout the pandemic is what kind of broke me. I recognized already that especially over a dozen year medical career he's seen the most death of anyone there, even more than a twenty year prison sentence or a seven year military career, but knowing how the pandemic was handled in the US and the staggering, unfathomable numbers and the toll it took on healthcare workers... Nicholas took over 30 lives during one campaign, it's not unrealistic to consider Franco might have had to remove life support for over 30 people a day at some point. I really feel for him and I hope he has the support he needs.

@simeon8967 9 ай бұрын

@@jackiemaldonado7777if you look at somebody with lust you have committed adultery in your heart

@jl4260 7 ай бұрын

Forrest seems like a kind and gentle soul. His story moved me to tears because it was a horrible tragic accident where there are no winners. Everybody suffers and the trauma is lifelong, but you can't hate and punish yourself forever. I hope one day Forrest can forgive himself. It is evident he is full of remorse and has dedicated his life to trying to give back. I hope the family of his best friend heals, and his best friend continues to rest in peace. So sorry for all of their loss.

@DeAnne1233 2 ай бұрын

He is living his life as a forgiven and repentant person. Faith in oneself takes time and effort. He’s been and continues collecting crowns, he’ll believe that one day. We don’t always have an explanation for what’s in our heads or in our hearts but our soul does. Our inner being does try to teach us lessons on morality and virtue as we journey through life. Having free will we can choose to listen or not.

@roxyhayes1346 8 ай бұрын

five killers. five completely different stories and circumstances. all really beautiful people trying their best. what kind of award does this segment qualify for because it should win.

@isailevilopez5134 8 ай бұрын

Should be 4 killers as Franco ain’t no killer he is just taking people off of life support.

@lemonz0880 7 ай бұрын

only 1 premeditated killings = nick.

@danliness5455 2 ай бұрын

using "killers" to describe half of these people is a real stretch.

@amithist4455 20 күн бұрын

@@danliness5455they took a life, so it isn’t a stretch. They’re killers

@whitneytan2330 10 ай бұрын

was pleasantly surprised by the casting of different contexts and reasons...great job, Jubilee!!

@empressofawesome7099 10 ай бұрын

Same!

@joshsolomon4825 8 ай бұрын

Exactly!

@andrewjohnston7467 10 ай бұрын

Damn. When Forrest said @23:34 "We move in seconds and inches, and measure progress in (miles?) and years." That is so astute of him. The choices we make affect our whole path ahead. I hope he really finds (has found) peace in his life.

@WYrza_ 8 ай бұрын

There can’t always be a reason for everything. With enough variables the possibilities become infinite.

@Pollo.a.la.crema. 8 ай бұрын

Nick is a perfect example of how war is a human disease. I hope he is seeking therapy.

@wallclock4648 8 ай бұрын

I hope the families those brown kids that got their heads blown off seek therapy Also glory to Russia🇷🇺

@robert1757 7 ай бұрын

He tried to take his own life years ago but the gun jammed. He has turned his life around since then.

@nothnkyou 7 ай бұрын

@@robert1757do you know if there’s a way to contact him and teach him how to keep his guns clean and functioning? I’d give him a class. (Not in a I want him unaliving himself was just in a helping him to succeed kinda way )

@amsterdame 7 ай бұрын

@@silenceisbetterthannonsenseyou are awful

@nickcox7431 7 ай бұрын

@@silenceisbetterthannonsenseyou're a disgusting human. If you only knew what he did for our military.

@joka760 8 ай бұрын

It's kind of sad to see that this episode didn't get far more recognition. Regardless of how you may feel about some of these people, this was the first time I genuinely sat down and listened to the entire conversation. It's an enlightening conversation and really opened my eyes. Great episode.

@DenGirl12 10 ай бұрын

Terra is a badass and Dirty John is now in the right place. He destroyed her mother’s life and her daughter’s lives. She was almost the victim in the struggle and she made it. She made it!!

@beatricerights 10 ай бұрын

Where can I find out more about this story. I never heard of her.

@andreashee4087 10 ай бұрын

@@beatricerights can just search up her name and dirty John!!

@Aaakeith 10 ай бұрын

@@beatricerightsIf you’re into podcasts, there’s a whole series on the situation. It was also made into a tv show.

@msrainbowbrite 10 ай бұрын

It wasn't just John who destroyed the life of Tara. Her mother has blame too

@HypeJutsu 10 ай бұрын

@@msrainbowbriteAre you slow?

@BBubblegum-ou5wq 10 ай бұрын

I really like the variety of people here. Makes for an interesting conversation

@defnotnaruto222 10 ай бұрын

There are different motives which make every story more interesting

@zehrahafeez05 8 ай бұрын

As someone who fears death this video was a very challenging watch, but it was a great find and I appreciated the insight and stories

@TitaniumTurbine 7 ай бұрын

If I can share.. but first, my disclaimer is that I’m not remotely religious and I don’t really fear death, honestly the processing of dying isn’t as stressful as most things that we battle with day to day - some of which can take days, months, and/or years to sort out. Whereas… at the end, it’s the end… there’s nothing else to really do then (dependent on the how/why of course). I lost my parents when I was fairly young too.. and I watched them pass away. Honestly, from my perspective, if there’s anything to be fearful of or stressed about it would be the situation that a dying person leaves behind for any potential dependents/family. I always recommend having a life insurance policy, preparing a will, writing out directives, etc… no matter the age… that makes dealing with death and the fallout SO much easier for family to handle.

@panadocoughsyrup 6 ай бұрын

I think everyone fears death

@fabiola7452 4 ай бұрын

Why fear the inevitable?

@luna-mo3ol 3 ай бұрын

@@panadocoughsyrupNah, lots of people don't

@ravensucks 2 ай бұрын

@@fabiola7452that’s the scary thing about it, it is inevitable. just like fearing change, it is inevitable.

@ZMS463 9 ай бұрын

This was a really great episode. The two bald gentlemen were so empathetic and compassionate, you can see their growth and compassion. Gentleman who works in hospital, you're not a killer. Gentleman who was in the military, I'm glad you sought therapy now. Ma'am, I dont know your full story but I am sorry you and your family went through that. You are all very brave. Thank you for sharing.

@urbanzs 10 ай бұрын

I feel for Forrest, I can tell he’s been suffering with carrying that for a while.

@Justheretowatchvids365 10 ай бұрын

Everyone was so brave to open up. Proud of everyone! Also poor Tara having her trauma BLASTED for true-crime fanatics. There is a difference in telling your story and having it being told for you. A shame it keeps happening to her.

@croccat 7 ай бұрын

THANK YOU for saying this

@ayarofgnihcraes 7 ай бұрын

wh@@soggyfroggyz

@kaliceisthecoolest 7 ай бұрын

@@soggyfroggyzokay edge lord

@blueprint6578 7 ай бұрын

@@soggyfroggyzomg so quirky and different and not like other girls

@blueprint6578 7 ай бұрын

@@Jjj-wm6ur She said that tara deserved it

@llvtta 9 ай бұрын

My heart is with all of these people, especially Tara, she’s such a strong woman, I truly wish her the best!

@steware 8 ай бұрын

Rn here…I’ve had to “take lives” multiple times. I’ve also followed the Dirty John story. This compilation of people, wow! I want to see them individually interviewed after this. I can’t help but think this exercise helped each of them. What a cathartic and bonding experience. Thanks to them for sharing & I hope this brought each of them tools and healing.

@hyperfusion9566 7 ай бұрын

Just curious, what was the situation you were in to take their lives I would like to hear your story about it and coping and stuff.

@wilsmith80 4 ай бұрын

Nick has an interview about his time in the military on vladtv

@followedsphere5921 3 ай бұрын

Nickolas Irving has a few books

@jordandabbagh0605 10 ай бұрын

Respect for Franco such a hard job

@turtlesandmoreturtles4140 9 ай бұрын

The replies on this comment must have been hidden because no way it has 1.3k likes and no replies.

@whalium889 6 ай бұрын

It’s crazy that he gets to know the patients and their families

@unknow23136 10 ай бұрын

Forrest did my back piece tattoo many years ago and I was surprised to put on this video and see him. Wishing him well and much peace. ❤

@VenomousMinds 7 ай бұрын

Tara did my tattoo, and now I'm wishing I'd gone to Forrest instead.

@chucksneed1264 7 ай бұрын

Nick is my tattoo artist, would recommend

@triggeredlatina 7 ай бұрын

Lmao this comment section

@perfectpatties1759 7 ай бұрын

Franco did my tattoo, but his hair kept getting on me. It was annoying

@Islamthe1way 6 ай бұрын

@@perfectpatties1759😂😆

@VCVerse 9 ай бұрын

I absolutely loved this video. No judgement amongst eachother, just a civil conversation on their extremely varying stories.

@ednaokosi 9 күн бұрын

Aren't they supposed to be in jail?

@arlenewest 4 ай бұрын

one thing that i can say about this here is that, this is really wonderful how they are not judging each other off of their emotions and They are allowing each other to speak, some other the other shows. they will go off their emotions and not listen to each other and how they all feel. really loved this here .

@theoutside7 10 ай бұрын

I have MAJOR respect for Terra. I learned about her story from dirty John and I cannot imagine the fear of having to kill someone especially being so young. She’s an amazing advocate for survivors of antisocial abuse and a very strong person. Sending love ❤

@chloet5593 10 ай бұрын

what's antisocial abuse??

@xxlethesxwingsxx2340 10 ай бұрын

⁠⁠@@chloet5593Antisocial Personality Disorder is a spectrum of disorders that include psychopaths, sociopaths, and narcissists. Antisocial abuse would refer to abuse done by someone on this spectrum.

@DarlenChaconWinter 9 ай бұрын

Sociopaths (Antisocial Personality Disorder)

@theAntiCauliflower 9 ай бұрын

I'm glad her story is able to uplift others who are going through similar situations ❤

@soggyfroggyz 7 ай бұрын

She faked it all

@starnaz9836 10 ай бұрын

All of them contributed really meaningfully here, but Lester really stands out to me, each thought he contributes is so insightful and eloquent. "Transparency transports people." I love that quote. I noticed how he always makes an effort to relate to his fellow participants when they are maybe alone on the other side of the spectrum or they shared something vulnerable. That highlights how empathic he is. He is wise and conscientious in his word choice making him an excellent communicator; and I think he's a great person to be in the mentor role that he is in his community. Respect

@liesl1918 10 ай бұрын

This was such a well written comment! I completely agree.

@JeromeProductions 10 ай бұрын

Most definitely

@whithehearthro 9 ай бұрын

Also the way he understands that he would be less impactful if he was making tons of money… I don’t have anything against money but you can tell he works hard to stay humble and helpful.

@13bigbangtheory 7 ай бұрын

I clicked on the video, because I wanted to see how such a sensitive subject would be handled. I was very pleased to see the participants and their absolute compassion for one another, and their self reflection.

@aceykerr8752 8 ай бұрын

It's weird seeing the Reaper be so diplomatic about his experiences.

@nickcox7431 7 ай бұрын

It irritates me seeing The Reaper get all this hate from people who obviously don't understand and would have never risked their lives for our country.

@amelia6649 3 ай бұрын

the thing is, he didn't protect his country, he murdered people on their own land, thats different

@ATheMansa Ай бұрын

@@nickcox7431 Yeah, I'm not pro-war in the slightest, but if we didn't have a military or people volunteering to serve for the rest of us we'd all be seeing the horrors of war personally.

@jeweladelsberg5866 10 ай бұрын

Makes me so sad to hear terra say she feels exploited, I wonder how many people feel exploited by these types of true crime docs

@hannahwatsun 7 ай бұрын

I literally gasped when she said Dirty John. I knew exactly who she was talking about, the story. Yet. I’ve never heard of the real her. Honestly. Which just goes to show! I was completely taken back by her presence, as was I enlightened. She’s is one brave, strong woman!

@desdemona420 4 ай бұрын

the victims of jeffrey dahmer felt the same when dahmer came out

@BabyBoy_Milo 10 ай бұрын

Franco talking about staying with the mystery guy so he didn’t pass alone was heartbreaking

@AdaminaCarden 9 ай бұрын

Yea I really felt that. My dad died alone in a hotel room a year ago and just knowing that Franco did something like tha for this random dying person really hit me

@JayDubb3BCT 4 ай бұрын

Nick is the one that represented my story. It's been since 2009 since I was on my last deployment, but I still remember everything like it was yesterday. This was a intensely interesting episode.

@abc4781 4 ай бұрын

Ngl I saw Nick Irving a d clicked on the video.

@littlecritter54 8 ай бұрын

holy cow forrest and lester are so articulate in the way they explain their perspective on morality and mortality

@rhilavender 10 ай бұрын

i would love to see a spectrum with therapists! as a therapist who has worked with a lot of people with chronic illnesses and drug issues, the question abt being desensitized to death/violence hit hard

@caulenspencer1157 8 ай бұрын

Honest question, if they wanted to do an episode like that are therapists allowed to talk about their patients, especially this publicly?

@jesseshepherd5522 8 ай бұрын

I personally would not see it that way. No personal information is going to be shared. Therapists write about their patients all the time without detailing who they are. Some of the stories my therapist shares are very helpful. @@caulenspencer1157

@joshithacheppalli9778 8 ай бұрын

@@caulenspencer1157 Hi, therapist here! No, they wouldn't be allowed to reveal patient names or other identifying features as part of their own ethical responsibility. But it would be okay to talk about topics from a generalized pov or even to talk about a story without giving identifiable information

@kenny851117 7 ай бұрын

Thank you for what you have done, it's tough.

@notaperson9831 2 ай бұрын

Please know you’re valued! I was in and out of addiction and mental health treatment from the age of 12 until currently at 31. It wasn’t until I was 25 that I met the two counselors that would change my life. I am in the process of becoming a peer recovery specialist now myself and I wouldn’t be alive today without them. I know it can be a thankless and devastating job sometimes but I promise you’re someone’s angel 💕🖤🥀

@aurorarockman9389 10 ай бұрын

This is like a taste of what Jubilee used to be, and I am hungry for more. I just love the depth and nuance in this video, and the longer length to accommodate the topic. Please please please do more videos like this.

@OhtheSuffering 10 ай бұрын

Yeah, their older videos definitely had more emotional depth and meaning to them. It’s rare to see videos like this now on their channel.

@pedrocortez3797 10 ай бұрын

now its guess who has the biggest boobs

@shinyeee1709 10 ай бұрын

A lot of it really depends on the cast.

@mooka415 10 ай бұрын

Boy

@frenchgirl5878 10 ай бұрын

Spoken in true wattpad fashion.

@NickWatlet 7 ай бұрын

I hope Nick got up with Forrest about writing his book. Nick's books have all been great reads and I'd love to read Forrest's story as well.

@abc4781 4 ай бұрын

Are his books on Audible?

@randompersonontheinternet9336 7 ай бұрын

I love how each of these people experienced completely different things. It’s really eye opening and fascinating to hear what they’ve all gone through and how it’s changed them as people. This was my favorite Jubilee episode I’ve ever seen!

@chrismin6778 10 ай бұрын

When I first saw the thumbnail I was like “why aren’t all these people in jail”. But then after watching I realised that killers aren’t always evil people

@VenomousMinds 7 ай бұрын

I fell for the clickbait too, but I'm having a more difficult time being forgiving. People hear the word "killer" used a certain way and they're going to assume a certain context. I guess that being duped often comes with the territory (of going on YT), but I don't appreciate when its done so deliberately, by a company who probably can afford to use more representative titles at this point. I may be in the minority, but I truly don't care how many millions anyone dangles in front of me, I would rather be respected and looked at as being respectable than knowingly disappointing even one viewer (much less doing it deliberately and being OK with it). I am weird though, and it doesn't really matter.

@chrismin6778 7 ай бұрын

@@VenomousMinds respect ✊

@yourestillontheproperty8837 7 ай бұрын

@@VenomousMindshuh? How is it clickbait?

@chilidoghog 7 ай бұрын

Hmmm... It's almost like when we don't automatically assume something, were able to actually better understand it, who would've known. Almost like getting to know something before making an opinion on it 🤯seriously though, the true problem with humans is that they assume everything too fast before knowing it.

@gyosob7265 10 ай бұрын

the fact that jubilee was able to collect this demographic for this video is insane, this video is jubilee at its greatest

@wolfzmusic9706 9 ай бұрын

Well it makes sense. If they were cold blooded killers they'd still be in jail, so obviously their selection is of people where the context and situation is different and not so bad.

@jhersh8345 9 ай бұрын

Can you guys PLEASE do an episode on “Counselors”. Do all counselors think the same? We live in a world that is big on mental health. Mental health topics, therapy, or counseling. The number one thing that I struggle with to find a counselor or therapist, is the question of how they think. Can I trust that what they believe would be the best way to handle curtain situations? Can I trust there view points on relationship issues? Do they think like me or am I adopting a completely different persons perspective, when everyone thinks in such different perspectives in the first place?… a whole array of different things. I would just love to know how differently or similarly counselors/ therapists might think on whatever questions the professionals might give them, and I think many others would too. Thank you!!!!

@RandomX312 9 ай бұрын

I respect Lester so much for taking responsibility for his actions and growing as a person

@Unknown-us1fc 10 ай бұрын

I like the diversity in the “kills”. The varying reasons and circumstance really gives scope and perspective. This was really well done!

@sloaneyboo 10 ай бұрын

LOL I made almost the exact same comment before seeing yours!!

@victoryrose4300 10 ай бұрын

I read killers and was shocked IMMEDIATELY. Currently watching the episode, and the first declaration was heartbreaking

@samu-chan 10 ай бұрын

LOL

@sian2439 10 ай бұрын

@@samu-chanwhat’s LOL ab that…

@shanzkeel 9 ай бұрын

This was an amazing episode , everyone did amazing at showing compassion , empathy and not just listening but talking to one another

@Estecuban 8 ай бұрын

I’m surprised Terra didn’t move over on the profit question because she herself has said that she is profiting from the homicide. This is not the first social media platform I have seen her on, she was on a VICE special and talked about trying to book speaking engagements and various other monetary generating engagements she even hired an agent.

@malaki4519 4 ай бұрын

Well she didn’t get paid for getting exposure one out of many instances where her story was shared. You know she really needs to squeeze every penny out of it

@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz1496 9 ай бұрын

i think it's so cool how jubilee found people who did the same thing in such different ways. when i clicked on this i didn't even think about pulling life support or self defense, and it's interesting how they can relate in some ways even thought their experiences are so different.

@Black_Caucus 6 ай бұрын

Yeah, I expected it to be all former prisoners who mostly did it on purpose. This was a very diverse video.

@em5522 Ай бұрын

True, I completely overlooked soldiers (ironic, bc I work with ex-military).

@annaboogman3321 10 ай бұрын

Franco comes across as so calm, respectful, empathetic and understanding. I think he is the perfect person for his job, even if that sounds strange.

@Bunny-dq9fi 9 ай бұрын

i would love to give all of these people a big hug. much love to everyone for coming on this episode. talking about what happened, recounting traumatic moments, everything has got to be so difficult regardless of how long ago it happened.

@myradavis1139 7 ай бұрын

i’m so glad terra served her justice instead of letting whatever monster was after her and her family be “rehabilitated”. all these other people are amazing for sharing their stories, none of them are monsters and all their circumstances are so different.

@AnthonyAllenJr 10 ай бұрын

This was an award worthy episode!! Great job Jubilee.

@jubilee 10 ай бұрын

Thanks for watching!

@tiagonthego 8 ай бұрын

Honestly!

@ihabal-dhaouadi3433 10 ай бұрын

I really feel sorry for all of them, especially Forrest. He clearly is still carrying the feel of guilt in him

@helianabanes4875 8 ай бұрын

Great episode. Probably super healing for all of them to have people that just understand, fully, what they have been through and continue to go through.

@angelfrankenfine 8 ай бұрын

Great video! If you all dont know much about Nicholas Irving, aka The Reaper (the sniper guy), look into him. His stories are fascinating. One of the most deadliest snipers ever. So deadly that the Taliban put an almost $100K bounty on his head. Dude is a beast.

@goofyahboikins69 8 ай бұрын

@whalium889 6 ай бұрын

Damn that’s wild

@Gabriellaella23 10 ай бұрын

I've heard Tara's story years ago on Kendall Rae's channel, but didn't realize that was her until she said, "Dirty John" I happy to see she is okay. He was a terrible man and I'm glad she put an end to his antics. He would have killed her if she wouldn't have fought back as strong as she did. She definitely was a victim, but she is a fighter too. Said to see people exploit her story and she doesn't get anything from it though.

@Ceerads 10 ай бұрын

Her name is Terra, not Tara.

@saramcdonald3093 10 ай бұрын

same here! didn’t realize it until she said that.

@TheBcoolGuy 10 ай бұрын

@@Ceerads Hippie name.

@nanwijanarko1969 10 ай бұрын

@@TheBcoolGuyTerra means earth. It's a beautiful name imho.

@destineyrosa7609 10 ай бұрын

Kendall Rae donates to the families from what I understand when they have outlets to do so

@valeriegonzalez-limon1010 10 ай бұрын

When my son was passing and he had to be taken off of life support, everyone that I met during my sons time came in and out offering their condolences and would tell me such beautiful words. They cried with me and hugged me and my family and when I had to leave they let me and my sons father take him a bath and change him for the last time. I handed my baby boy over to them and told them “please take care of him” and they promised me they would. I know it wasn’t easy to see all that happen and especially taking him off life support after getting to know me and my story and my sons story. I’ll always remember them forever

@beatricerights 10 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss. If you don't mind me asking, how did he die?

@Kaxxonxbox 10 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss 😢💔

@gloriatazza9339 10 ай бұрын

Sending hugs to you ❤🙏🏼 bless your sons soul.

@pinlight97 10 ай бұрын

- I wish I could say more but thank you for sharing. My stillborn daughter’s name was Abigail. If you are comfortable to, I would love to know your son’s name.

@JB.abcdef 10 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry! Hugs from one mom to another.

@kimberlygriffin6285 8 ай бұрын

I LOVED this episode. It was so....needed. Thank you for letting us all learn their stories.

@Inkubun 4 ай бұрын

I feel for Forrest, I got some real close friends I'd fight the world for. I couldn't imagine how horrible I'd feel if it was me and me alone that took any of them away from all the people they know, I know, etc. I'd regret every single day.

@zaiah9252 10 ай бұрын

This was probably the best spectrum I've seen in years and easily one of Jubilee's best episodes. I love how you guys didn't just choose ex-criminals but a spectrum of different people. Keep up the great work

@ProvavelmenteYasmin 10 ай бұрын

I really like the way so many different perspectives were brought into this video, it really shows everyone's motivation/reason. Also, props to the people in there for being open minded to "debating" in a certain way. :)

@jubilee 10 ай бұрын

Couldn’t have agreed more!

@JayReneTheOne 3 ай бұрын

As a military member who went to war. When he talks about knowing how to diffuse a situation with violence every time you enter a room is still present at a certain level 11 years later

@Shishiochan 7 ай бұрын

Kind of weird to see how many people in the comments judge Terra negatively or even doubt her case being an act of self defence just because they don't like her.

@amsterdame 7 ай бұрын

it's all angry incel men

@dailyspiritualselfcare 10 ай бұрын

Grateful that Jubilee exists to bring these meaningful conversations to light.

@jonathanyu9293 10 ай бұрын

first comment! 1.3k likes

@Random-sk6hm 9 ай бұрын

@DanielMartActor 10 ай бұрын

23:16 - I agree with her. He shouldn't need to pick a side if he doesn't want to. He shouldn't be forced to pick a side if he doesn't feel comfortable in doing so, and the host is wrong, should be ashamed, for obligating him (or anyone) to do that. Sometimes, the neutral answer is the answer that the responder wants to give.

@avernion 7 ай бұрын

This episode made me cry. All of them seem like awesome people. What a life’s journey they’ve all had. Very brave to be this open. Cudos.

@MJ_1013 Ай бұрын

I’m a respiratory therapist and I’m in awe that one of us was included here. I’ve been doing this for 20 years and people don’t always know that we’re the ones that actually “pull the plug” and it never gets easier. I do feel desensitized to death but there’s also cases where it is difficult. All I can say is that I would be a shell of myself if I had to do this with kids and babies.

@maxwellmediainc 10 ай бұрын

Oh wow I actually never thought of the “ plug pullers “ as killers but I guess technically they are

@missshannonsunshine 10 ай бұрын

I still don’t think of it that way esp if it’s taking away life support

@andrear.fontes 10 ай бұрын

They are not

@Imzadi 10 ай бұрын

@@missshannonsunshinehave you ever watched someone get life support taken away? Many times they live for at least minutes. Watching and allowing death when you know you have tools to continue life at your fingertips can be very traumatic. Sorry to hear Franco and the Navy Seal didn’t feel they had a lot of coping support being that this is their career.

@julesk2629 10 ай бұрын

I think at that point they are already gone

@yubikyu 10 ай бұрын

@@julesk2629 yeah, it's all about perspective. Some family members can't let go, they have hope that they're alive still inside. For me, I just try to think about whether they're suffering or not, I guess

@khrisfromstatefarm 10 ай бұрын

Lester comes off as such an amazing person, he probably won't see this but I'm proud of his personal growth. ♥

@realSimoneCherie 7 ай бұрын

I’ve had the privilege to meet Lester, he really is a remarkable human being.

@lachandashawna1003 9 ай бұрын

This episode is so much more thought provoking than I thought it would be. It required for each participant to be 200% honest and I thank them for that. Wow none of those questions were a black or white answer each can have a shade of gray.

@TitaniumTurbine 7 ай бұрын

Agreed… There’s grey in most topics, I’d rather that than every topic being totally black and white, because really, nothing is ever that simple. If more people had these types of conversations I believe there would be a lot less problems/partisanship in the world.

@Tiara_Princess7 9 ай бұрын

I started college to be a respiratory therapist, but I couldn't get used to the blood and stress if I would make a mistake and hurt someone. I'm glad I switched to be a teacher, and it is hard to see how this job impacted the respiratory therapist in this video.

@rebeccamadsen4509 10 ай бұрын

I would love to hear Lesters opinion on the prison system, the law, police officers etc. It's amazing how he seems to have rehabilitated himself.

@Pou1gie1 10 ай бұрын

@23:17 "Lester, choose a side" -- That was crazy to call him out like that. I've never seen them do that before, whether or not someone was straddling the fence.

@V009j 9 ай бұрын

"Community is the antidote for a lot of human suffering". Beautiful said!

@funybug 2 ай бұрын

The pain I see in Forrest’s face as he recounts what happened is just heart shattering. I see so much pain. I truly hope he finds the peace he deserves, he seems like a very kind hearted person

@jordanleighwheatley 10 ай бұрын

I'd love to see an even longer version of this with all of these people. They seem like great people.

@kyraikeda4305 10 ай бұрын

seriously though. an uncut version with more questions would be awesome

@jordanleighwheatley 10 ай бұрын

@@kyraikeda4305 or that longer format show where they walk forward if they agree and sit and talk.

@TheRealElmoSkateTeam 10 ай бұрын

Read or listen to nicks books. The first of I believe is way of the reaper by Nickolas Irving he goes into detail about his deployments and there's 2 or 3 from that and I believe one or more novels that have some basis in reality but are fictional

@bri.b6448 10 ай бұрын

To the RT, from a nurse. You are more valuable than I can state. Your skills are unparalleled, both practical and interpersonal. Your depth of knowledge and willingness to teach is unmatched. Your endurance for empathy is astounding. God bless you all. Thank you for taking the call, running to the bedside and helping. I was often in over my head, and you stepped in with adeptness to take care of the patient with grace.

@ninjenn91 8 ай бұрын

What an amazing video. Wasn't sure what to expect when I clicked this - but it was so much better...like Franco was really grounding, not at all someone I would consider a "killer," and that in itself is very eye opening.

@IshiMonae 9 ай бұрын

Gawd this was such s great episode!!!!!! very knowledgeable and informative! we need more episodes like this. it doesnt have to be based on killers but just peoples minds/opinions in general. i been watching you guys for a while and seen alot of these and have learned so much. thank you to those who were brave enough to talk about their experience's respect to all. i hope they get the help they need and just know that there are people out here who do care/want to help on/ask if YOURE ok. Mental health is very important! please do more of these kinds of videos.

@bria5061 10 ай бұрын

I read all about Tara’s story when it happened and I was shocked to hear that’s who she was. I’m so so glad that her and her family are safe and free from that man

@beatricerights 10 ай бұрын

Who is she? Can you post the link?

@Bunnidove 10 ай бұрын

@@beatricerightslook up dirty John documentary

@Ceerads 10 ай бұрын

Her name is Terra, not Tara.

@stonebinge5710 10 ай бұрын

me too!

@earlmartin2769 8 ай бұрын

Idk something about this woman is off..

@kay-kd9vc 10 ай бұрын

The sniper is really interesting and honestly kind of scary to me. I don’t understand how you can’t feel anything in situations like that.

@BroJo676 10 ай бұрын

I feel like his coldheartedness is coping mechanism.

@sharinettegonzalez23 10 ай бұрын

It’s a way to cope

@addie8080 10 ай бұрын

His job is to snipe ppl. I’m sure he is used to it now where it doesn’t take a toll on his mental health

@reb1098 10 ай бұрын

They're trained for that I guess

@cece5464 10 ай бұрын

Well he’s protecting himself and others in those situations, on top of it’s his job so it could be a coping mechanism

@Fatty4president 3 ай бұрын

I have seen Nick the Reaper on other channels. It’s enlightening to hear everyone speak about what they experienced. It shows how they see what they did and gives perspective to something that at face value is something horrible but for others it’s a job. I hope it makes some sense TL:DR very informative and the people speaking show there strength to be able to talk about this. Thank you for your stories and your honesty