Killer Mike: The moment I realized God is real

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Killer Mike: The moment I realized God is real

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An emotional Killer Mike reflects on the enormous impact both his mother and grandmother had on his life. The rapper, who was alone with his grandmother when she passed away, shares how she “saw something” and smiled before she died, leaving him to believe in the presence of God. Killer Mike then goes on to discuss the loss of his mother and what he wishes he had gotten the chance to tell her before she passed.
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@bunnydimples1283 8 ай бұрын

Whoa… that hit me hard when he said,…”helped me understand that I’m separated from the vessel in which God sent me through.” That’s a Power-Full understanding💜💯💜

@lyricsoftheart 8 ай бұрын

Right! I have never heard it put like that. 😢

@aminahpd 8 ай бұрын

This deserves 1K + likes. I swear. Because the emptiness you feel inside you is like the cord is being pulled and tugged at your insides until either you get used to it or it actually vanishes. That connection is something else.

@moferguson83 9 ай бұрын

This entire testimony was beautiful beyond words

@reginaldadeogun8180 9 ай бұрын

The dichotomy of man: Killer Mike is a generational talent. Michael Render is a beautiful person.

@whb1968 9 ай бұрын

Well said

@Nazdaq05 9 ай бұрын

“hear, hear!”

@leonaflorence 9 ай бұрын

It's Sunday morning and I was sitting here reading my Daily Word and scrolling through KZfaq. I lost my Mom and Dad 15 months apart and I'm still dealing with grief. I don't believe in coincidences I believe In God and I know he guided me to this video. No doubt!❤

@afletcher257 8 ай бұрын

So very true... God always gives you what you need; when you need it... please remember, You are the apple of His eye, and He is taking good care of your Mom & Dad... Be encouraged💕

@leonaflorence 8 ай бұрын

@@afletcher257 Thank you so much.

@lolOloveOlol21 8 ай бұрын

Praying for your strength. 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

@leonaflorence 8 ай бұрын

@@lolOloveOlol21 Thank you !!!

@gladiator1342 6 ай бұрын

Bless you Leona. We all catching it❤

@zackmckenzie3582 9 ай бұрын

He wasn’t rapping but he still painted a picture with words.

@pursequeen6148 8 ай бұрын

"To be separated from the vessel that brought you here...' Jesus have mercy! I never was able to put my Mother's passing into words... But THIS!!!!! What a PHENOMENAL testimony❤

@sharondabutler3143 9 ай бұрын

Wow!!!! The spirit attached to this interview is so powerful!!! I respect Killer Mike in such a different way 💯 Bless you my guy!

@nyrep1 9 ай бұрын

I am horrible with words. And i am a private person. I lost my father a year ago and have not handled it well. The first time i heard "motherless" i was in my father yard on his mower and had a complete breakdown. watching this video, and seeing his pain i relive some of my own, but i also recognize that there is healing in the sadness. Thank you Michael Render for letting us into your world and making an album showing that rising above pain and hurt is part of the process

@rickimcfarland2269 8 ай бұрын

Ugh that song tears me up inside. Haven't seen my mom in 30 yrs and it's been an ongoing struggle

@karrisma05 8 ай бұрын

💙💙💙

@elnoawilson6099 8 ай бұрын

Amen❤:).

@ericwilliams1046 5 ай бұрын

God bless bro

@7Tino777 9 ай бұрын

A really beautiful testimony. Godly grandparents, what a great blessing. 💛💛💛

@SouthScapeMediaGroup 9 ай бұрын

Hands down one of my favorite people. so much wisdom, so much talent, so much intelligence. Thank you Michael.

@kevinpettiford6950 9 ай бұрын

Affirmative

@davidrankin9874 9 ай бұрын

What a testimony…spiritual and lyrical…food for ya soul

@mackenziealfred9163 9 ай бұрын

The guide who said that they couldn’t drive up but had to walk was probably an angel. And knew that it was her time. I‘ve been fighting a real spiritual battle for a while now and it has been taking everything in me to continue with wanting to live. I pray God gives me strength!

@sheberry8597 8 ай бұрын

Keep pushing forward. Don't you dare give up. I attempted suicide at 15, over 20 years ago and I'm thankful I made it through. I sat on a window ledge tired and sad thinking ending my life would end the pain and save my sister Mackenzie from abuse because my mother couldn't cover up suicide like she did everything else. Having a relationship with God had completely changed my life. I live a happy life even on a day where I'm down to little funds. We each have so many things to live for and ve thankful for. Had I had someone talk me off the ledge I would've gotten down. God loves you, please push through. Take a screen shot and keep my response of you need a reminder because there is beauty in whatever your struggling with now. God will recycle it ALL if you trust and believe. I'm not religious so I'm not trying to pitch you a religion but GOD is definitely real. We have to learn to appreciate the small things to see how much more is worth moving ahead for. You can make a valuable difference in this world if you allow God to show you. Give yourself grace. Please don't give up. Lookout for the channel PROPEL, it'll be coming soon on youtube, and it will have encouragement videos and the same types of videos that have motivated me. Go to sleep with scripture playing and have a monent with God first thing in the am befire you engage in anything/with anyone else and I promise you'll have the armor to get through..to push through. God bless you Mackenzie.

@keshia001958 8 ай бұрын

You are here for a reason. Stay with us.

@mr.christopher79 8 ай бұрын

keep on keeping on bro, dont let the world win if for nothing other than spite

@kiestballa9694 9 ай бұрын

I feel all of this. Thank God for a praying grandmother. 🙏🏾😢

@TheSoloist1Alone 9 ай бұрын

I’m 44yrs old and NEVER SEEN MY MOTHER. I don’t and can’t understand a mother’s love. But I feel Mike 🙏🏾

@krissmith9952 8 ай бұрын

Just know your not alone, I'm 54! I feel Mike also🙏🏾🙏🏽🙏🏿

@TheSoloist1Alone 8 ай бұрын

@@krissmith9952 🙏🏾✊🏾

@aminahpd 8 ай бұрын

I’m so sorry

@TheSoloist1Alone 8 ай бұрын

@@aminahpd don’t be please, just the way my cards were dealt. Still trust in GOD 🙏🏾

@urayahbenisrael6445 6 ай бұрын

Blessings to you...eternal blessings to you family. I pray God continues to bless you and strengthens you more and more each day. May you continue to be a blessing in all things God is truly with you family.❤

@Nardaw78 8 ай бұрын

I cant stop crying watching this thinking about how much i miss my Grandma and Papa's! I still feel it too!

@mirandagnn1 8 ай бұрын

This had me in tears the entire time. Not in a bad way though. It was an incredible testimony. God shows Himself to each of us in very different but always amazing ways. God bless this man and his family always. This was very beautiful. ❤

@MollyWop-yu2pu 9 ай бұрын

Michael Render is speaking on a personal level that many can relate to.

@politicallyincorrect2399 8 ай бұрын

I have to comment because I have known Mike for 34 years. I was 16 and he was either 14 or 15. He has always been very smart and mature for his age. Back then, he was "thuggin", but always a true gentleman.

@ElleMac71281 9 ай бұрын

Since my mother passed 7 years ago, I’ve never been able to explain how it feels to friends that are still fortunate enough to still have theirs on Earth. Killer Mike articulated those feelings to a “T.” I’m grateful to have come across this short but powerful clip today. God bless Killer Mike, and blessings to everyone who’ve experienced such tremendous loss on their lives. Happy Holidays! ❤️❤️❤️

@chrysanthiechrissos-yy4hi 8 ай бұрын

My mother had gone less than a year when two of my friends were comparing the "terrible" things their mothers were doing to them. I said "Do you want to know what my mother did to me!?! - She died" Maybe not the best way to encourage them to enjoy and appreciate their mothers while they were still here but they did check themselves and stop complaining 😭🥰

@the5-starreview871 9 ай бұрын

My mother transitioned in 2016. I, too, have not been right since. I had to run to God.

@LynnT39 8 ай бұрын

Wow This was so moving and Touching. It’s good to see a Black Man who appreciates the sacrifice of Black Women. He was Blessed to have such Good Grandparents and his Mother.

@angelafaison 8 ай бұрын

If this doesn't move you... Nothing Will. Phenomenal Interview.✌🏾❤🙏🏾

@toolondaboards 9 ай бұрын

I didn't cry, just had something in my eye.

@goddessblack8787 8 ай бұрын

Your eyeballs were sweating lol

@lpurifoy190822 8 ай бұрын

Me too 🥺

@rosegreen8441 8 ай бұрын

8:24 "I am separated from the vessel God brought me through" 😢😭😭😭

@aGwEENapple 8 ай бұрын

He had a beautiful upbringing! What a beautiful life testimony! I also love seeing the faces of the man listening to him in admiration. His way of retelling his life is touching and lessons to my own heart. 💕

@rablair1966 8 ай бұрын

Man, this touched my heart in a tremendous way.❤

@pastorterrelllewis5327 8 ай бұрын

Bless God as me and my wife are raising our granddaughter and it's a privilege and honor to give her the best of Heaven. Thank God for Grandparents

@BootsWalken 9 ай бұрын

Having gone through the experience of losing a mother that meant the world to me too early, I can answer the question of how we handle it and keep going. The truth is, you want to fall apart, but you can't. You owe it to the departed to not let the end of their life turn your life, that they devoted so much love and caring to, into a tragedy. The only answer I've found is to then throw your life into loving and caring those that depend on you, and keep the cycle of love going. This is how they live on, and this is how one day when I am gone the same spirit with live through my children, and theirs.

@composuret.v.6571 8 ай бұрын

Sound wisdom! My pops passed a week ago. That's exactly how I've been moving! Peace be your journey✊🏿 BlessUp!

@johnwoolston4575 9 ай бұрын

That’s exactly how I felt when my mother passed away four years ago I was messed up for three years straight and it still hurts till this day and my grandmother was more like my mother than my mom was my mom was my mom, but she was like my sister didn’t at the end she was like my daughterwhen my grandmother passed away, I was upset, but when my mom passed, there is no words to describe it and you are right God is in our life. I could’ve done it without him.

@415_Stand-up 9 ай бұрын

What is God doing in Ukraine and in Palestine ASKING FOR A FRIEND

@brauliomontano4180 8 ай бұрын

Dam I lost my grandma 2 yrs ago and till this day I miss her every day she was my mom and I miss her dearly 😢

@ashlinluvsaries 9 ай бұрын

Very few people really understand that type of mama but grandma type of love! I thank God EVERYDAY that my mama loved me enough to save and raise me!

@206legend3 9 ай бұрын

That’s beautiful Mike.!! God is the greatest.!! 🙏🏾🙌🏾

@user-iy4eb8ic8l 8 ай бұрын

Thank you King for being so brave and sharing with us. It's my first time listening to or hearing brother but he has such wisdom gained from. Grafting that I am gonna tune in to his works. Wishing Mike more love, health and prosperity. Jah Bless

@brendaturner5015 8 ай бұрын

Love the interview,Killer Mike your great,God Bless You

@Advocatefortruth82 8 ай бұрын

Amazing testimony! Dichotomy of human flesh and spirit is an understatement. I had no idea who Mike was until this interview. As a radio broadcaster myself, I would truly appreciate the opportunity to meet this genteleman.

@dredrilla030 8 ай бұрын

This is so deep! !!! Brought a tear to my eye no doubt. 🙏🏾🙌🏾 Appreciate you for sharing your story.

@ernestowensjr4680 9 ай бұрын

Loved this interview.. glad I saw this

@Chelle1Love_ 8 ай бұрын

Wow ..... beautiful. The wisdom that is obviously present. To see a man speak his heart. What a blessing.

@cesar19841984cm 8 ай бұрын

Thank you killer Mike. My mom just passed away a couple months ago and it’s been a struggle. Dealing with her passing. It’s hard I just going on a rabbit hole on KZfaq on how people are dealing with death.

@madizm05 6 ай бұрын

This man not only a real rapper he s a real person. Respect bro .!!!

@williamcollins7985 8 ай бұрын

This interview is truly amazing 👏🏾 🙏🏽

@Hotrod407 9 ай бұрын

Killer Mike got the colorful parachute we use to have in elementary that we all use to sit under

@fastlane6869 8 ай бұрын

When my mom passed I was mad at first because I thought my life was over, I had never done anything without her,,, until she passed I had never had anything in my name, all my cars, apartments, insurance, phone bills had always been in her name,,, but I don't think I would have ever became a man if she lived forever!!!! She used to always tell don't worry about nothing but after she passed I literally worried all day every day for 2 whole years and still to this day I don't know what got me out of it.....

@ecobb4344 8 ай бұрын

Excellent testimony ‼️ Thank you❤🙏🏽

@kendrickoliver9589 9 ай бұрын

This video needs waaaaay more views 👏

@thomaswilliams4390 8 ай бұрын

We need more interviews like these.

@FromTheHood2TheWoods 9 ай бұрын

Amen brother. God bless you both

@Bepeze 8 ай бұрын

I promise their voices never really stop being in your head and with you. It's almost as if The Lord won't allow it not to as He commissions them to tell you those things.

@ryanlykins-thebarber 9 ай бұрын

I needed this reminder. Thanks to you, both. 😢❤

@cliffordambers4327 5 ай бұрын

Whoa Killer Mike what a testimony we go through life bickering and arguing with each other not realizing and understanding that God placed us together and told us to work it out but instead of working it out we are acting out and missing God attributes love responsibility and respect....powerful i teared up listening Mike because i understand and went through some simular things. Amen

@demetrilove2381 6 ай бұрын

This is a great interview. I’ve recently discovered Mike and watching him be this vulnerable helps me understand his music more. His song Motherless speaks volumes to me and so many others..

@jsonbourne7 9 ай бұрын

Powerful Message... Delivered Right on Time!!!

@jermyfuimaono5665 8 ай бұрын

Man. This got me in my feelings cuz that's how my grandma was to me. She was my hero even tho i know my mom my grandma will always be my mom man killer mike this hits home thank you

@dbrinson82ify 9 ай бұрын

Great Interview, great guy! I agree with what he said you pray over your children everyday, tell them their blessed, and claim positive things for their life!

@jjbing3 24 күн бұрын

“Love is an action.” I watched this whole interview like this 😢

@daedal212 9 ай бұрын

WOW! Great interview, host, and guest. This is going to help save families. Blessings to all, and remember this..."love is greater than ourselves."

@ashleyshayia8087 8 ай бұрын

I love killer Mike he seem to be so down to earth congratulations on your success and journey 🤎

@elnoawilson6099 8 ай бұрын

It sounds like he choose to be grateful, and to love, I wonder why it seems so easy for people like him who through such hard and confusing things, and so difficult for me who hasn't gone through such things just loneliness, and lack of social relationships.

@CC-ij4sp 7 ай бұрын

Dang,it takes a real strong man to show his emotion, you can tell that moment will be forever etched in his soul but he has great memories' of his grandmother that he will carry with him until he departs.

@redhoode.n.y.6314 8 ай бұрын

Dam this ish touched my ❤.. As a man who is down to his last grand parent (grand mom)eventually i have to cross that bridge one day.. Shit hurts man.

@jsmithdavis75 8 ай бұрын

Amazing guy! Much respect for his story and how he shares with the world.

@CCD_106 8 ай бұрын

To see this put tears in my doggone eyes cause the last time I saw Killier Mike talkin' bout God was on Bill Maher's show years ago and he was definitely hostile to Jesus! Now to see this today, MAAAAN...WON'T HE DO IT!!! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

@thomasgreene8104 9 ай бұрын

Amazing interview!

@younggun05 5 ай бұрын

This is why motherless is 1of my favourite songs of all time

@Royalgazlite 9 ай бұрын

🙏🏽OH my this interview really touched me!

@rhodabaruch4 8 ай бұрын

I’ve seen him talk about encountering God twice now. God is definitely moving.

@jaifyre702 8 ай бұрын

This was wonderful to watch. I really enjoyed this. Thank you❤. I became the matriarch of my family in October 2019. No more parents no more grandparents. Just my brothers and their families as well as my husband and children. I was only 36 at the time. I must say being the leader you filling some major shoes but I can say all my life my mother prepared me for the day she died.

@Cupcake40 8 ай бұрын

Oooooo weee😢😢😢😢 I was in the room when my great grandmother passed. That was an experience. God is definitely real😢😢😢😢

@mrmartywaring 9 ай бұрын

Great interviewer & a great interviewee.

@tenacious1 8 ай бұрын

That was a beautiful testimony.

@PeachezTheParalegal 8 ай бұрын

God Bless you🙏🏾🧡Collier Heights 💪🏾Loves you!

@mainyjay 9 ай бұрын

Praise Jesus!!!!!! HALLELUJAH 😊

@itskbtv 8 ай бұрын

It'd be so dope to have Killer Mike as a friend. Funny thing is I aint never really listened to non of his music either. But as a man. This brother is the truth.

@dallythetruth444 8 ай бұрын

Wheeeww. Heavy. Bless the lord ! I am a granny’s baby so I know this feeling .

@exoterick333 8 ай бұрын

Praise Jesus AMEN 🙏 God Bless you KM.

@craegenics 6 ай бұрын

If ever a person deserved his flowers whilst alive…it’s Killer Mike… the emotions were so unfiltered… it was a beautiful thing especially in todays rap industry ❤

@edric9124 9 ай бұрын

I appreciated this interview. "e" 🕊🙏🏾❤️

@TheCodyP123 8 ай бұрын

We cry and we laugh with you, Mike God Bless

@24POWERS 8 ай бұрын

I know how he feel, the moment, I love it. He’s great man.

@XFactortherapeuticz 9 ай бұрын

Touching story especially for around Thanksgiving

@SolidMikeP 9 ай бұрын

Make sure to do a sound check Engineer!!!

@MamaFreedom333 8 ай бұрын

Parental wisdom 💛👌🏾

@Mr.FixIt1979 8 ай бұрын

Brought tears to my eyes. Wow...

@user-ye6bo7dm2o 9 ай бұрын

🙏 well said Mike 🧠🏆 may god bless you brother

@shonestyles9813 8 ай бұрын

All I can say is WOW!!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🥲🥲

@kbright71 8 ай бұрын

Great interview. Salute.

@reneecopney1703 9 ай бұрын

Such a beautiful testimony

@hwizell7478 8 ай бұрын

Thank you for tributes Always here to listen Mike Mama with action #haiku #killermike #familyaction

@debrajones156 8 ай бұрын

Wow! That was a beautiful store. Much respect. 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

@louisduffield-jv4jj 9 ай бұрын

Salute og killer mike your spirit is powerful.

@RodsVillaTV 9 ай бұрын

This was great!

@marvinrhodesjr 8 ай бұрын

Love this clip. Powerful.

@akatsthought 8 ай бұрын

Blessings ❤

@i_read_bad_reviews 9 ай бұрын

This man is art

@curiouslymavismade 8 ай бұрын

I been a fan of Killer Mike since his Monster album.

@firesign4297 8 ай бұрын

😪😪😪🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿So Beautifully Sad😪🙏🏿🫂🫂🫂🙏🏿❤️❤️❤️

@musiqangel07 8 ай бұрын

Wow that was beautiful and deep. I just really like hearing him talk.

@jermainerazor84 9 ай бұрын

Felt all of this🥹🕊🙏🏿🙌🏾❤️

@matthewdar886285 8 ай бұрын

He’s an amazing artist

@richbrass12 8 ай бұрын

I love this snippet of an interview but a quick take away from this is the fact that you should still vocalize and say you love that person you love. Not everybody could be that insightful to where they think what you mean