The Real, the Raw & the Truth About My Struggle With Postpartum Anxiety

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2 жыл бұрын

Happy Tuesday!
Today I'm sharing a story with you that is rather hard to tell. Postpartum looks different for every woman, and I believe there is something so special in sharing our stories with each other, and being encouraged by how God reveals Himself to each of us in different ways, when we need Him the most. My prayer is that my story can be a testiment to God's never ending faithfulness, even in the hardest times of our lives.
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@davidsullivan2820 2 жыл бұрын

Julie Sullivan here . I am old enough to be your mom, but I had to tell you how amazing you are! Sharing your story is so brave, and your honesty is refreshing . I believe stuff like this should be discussed, so props to you! I can bet you made other new moms not feel so alone❤️

@birdsell1 2 жыл бұрын

Same here❤️ I’m old enough to be your Mom and I’m so proud of you for sharing your journey. You have undoubtedly helped another new mom who might have felt alone. You’re a ray of sunshine and I adore watching your videos.🥰

@lindahostetler4572 2 жыл бұрын

Sweet one...do not apologize for crying. Lots of folks need to hear this,especially how the Lord never leaves us! I'm a grandma and He got me through deaths, sickness, depression & a house build.

@mariagalchenko6742 2 жыл бұрын

Kim, I just want to thank you for sharing your story. The hard truth is that delivery and postpartum are not easy. I delivered my first born right around the time you had Callan. She was born 4 weeks early, had very high bilirubin levels making her really jaundice, she wasn’t able to nurse (wasn’t strong enough to pull milk out of my breast), and more. The first 3 weeks were so difficulty for me! But the Lord worked his own miracles! I was told she would be slower to develop, she would be a smaller child for her age, etc… but none of that was true! My daughter, now 9.5 months, is so strong, healthy, and beautiful! Almost walking, eating well, babbling and playing all day! God is so good and all we can do is give him the glory! I do pray that your second birth and postpartum experience will be much better!

@DarJZ 2 жыл бұрын

Never apologize for crying. God gave us tears for a reason. They are a release of the pain and lead us to love and healing. God is good "all the time"

@jamies4528 2 жыл бұрын

I commented already, but I wanted to add a personal comment. I had a very hard time after birthing my first. My husband had to had to take care of me in ways that at the time, made me feel embarrassed and weak. 21 years later, I can CLEARLY see Gods hand in that. God showed me during that time what marriage is. My husband was able to care for me and our son, when I was not. My family was able to show me their support, when i usually refused. I was made weaker, and saw Gods strength. I saw my husband provide. God has blessed you, even in your trials.

@marylour253 2 жыл бұрын

You are a brave young women full of so much courage and a witness of Gods love for us no matter what we are going through.I am an older adult 58 I have cancer. I am receiving treatment (stem cell transplant) over 800 miles from my home. I would like to share an experience I had. On our journey to the town the hospital is in where I am receiving treatment my husband took the wrong exit. We were on a two lane country road. I was feeling so alone and the devil was whispering so many thoughts in my mind. I noticed every few miles I saw churches. I heard a still small voice whispered “I am with you all along the way.” I will be returning March 14 for the stem cell transplant and I know The Lord will be with me all along the way and he will be with you all along the way. God Bless your little family. You are in my prayers.

@abby-vj7zf 2 жыл бұрын

God has done so much for me and mu family and i could never thank Him enough!

@marilynyoder8740 2 жыл бұрын

🥺 I needed this so much. Thank you💕

@amandamartin3665 2 жыл бұрын

Aww, so sorry for all you had to face. 🥺 You are so brave to share this. Thank you for being an encouragement. ❤️❤️❤️

@conniestephens19 2 жыл бұрын

I love your honesty. We all have those hard stories. Glad you you share yours to encourage others. God is good!

@agraplava1678 2 жыл бұрын

Kim I am so so sorry this happened to you. That had to have been so traumatic. Hugs and thank you for sharing to encourage others!

@landymohler3006 2 жыл бұрын

Bless your heart! OUCH! Love your rawness! Its okay to cry!

@mollysmall8581 2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for all that you went through. I praise God for your willingness to admit your weakness and acknowledge Him and His strength. Bless you.

@noeminakolar2151 2 жыл бұрын

Oh poor thing! I feel so bad that you went through all of that. You are so strong anf amazing mom and wife.❤️

@ashleyweaver3431 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your story! I'm sure this was not very easy for you to post this. Im so sorry that you had to go through all this! I am currently 1 month postpartum and understand how difficult of a time it can be but am thankful that its continuing to get easier! Thanks again for sharing! ❤

@anaenns4912 2 жыл бұрын

Thank-you so much for sharing! You are so brave! You are stronger than you know! God bless!

@ScrapCher09 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for your testimony! It's so hard to see His help and comfort during the difficult times, but it's always there! I have felt the same way at times. You are a strong, sweet, brave woman and I love your channel. Thank you for your story!!

@amarahbishop4745 2 жыл бұрын

Wow!! Kim, that was so soooo inspiring. And the fact that you did get emotional made it that much more real. Thank you so much for sharing! I know it wasn't easy to talk about such a hard time in your life, but I really needed to hear that! I needed that encouragement and that inspiration. I really love how you said it applies to so many situations we go through in life...no matter what it is, God is still there and He's holding your hand every step of the way...all we need to do is trust Him!! I love you and your channel so much, Kim! 🥰

@trishahostetler5012 2 жыл бұрын

Bless you momma!!🥰 I’d just wanna give you a hug🫂 it’s definitely not always easy being a mom through postpartum but YES God is there!!! And also congratulations on the new one so excited for you guys and prayers for you as I’m sure you battling with some fear of what the postpartum will be like this time!! You got this momma❤️😊

@sharonyoder618 2 жыл бұрын

Kim, thanks for sharing and thanks for the encouragement at the end!!! It was just what I needed- to remember that God is in the hard... it's easy to forget that when you're in the middle of the struggle... so, thanks for the timely reminder 😘

@marciaburkholder3712 2 жыл бұрын

Wow, you are so strong and brave!! Btw you are my favorite KZfaqr!🥰😉

@melodyhostetler6601 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing Kim! I really needed to hear the encouragement that God is right here with me.. I’ve been having a rough time the last while and it really hit deep.. thank you ❤️

@janellayoder7795 2 жыл бұрын

So sorry you had to go through this, thanks for sharing your story. It is definitely true that in the difficult hard times in life, when we are at the end of ourselves, God draws us closer to Him, He is faithful! ❤️

@thenoblesnido 2 жыл бұрын

You are amazing! You are an amazing mom and wife. Thanks so much for being vulnerable and raw. It’s hard to put yourself out there but I’m so grateful you did for all us mamas out here that need to hear we aren’t the only ones who struggle postpartum!!!!

@mariafriesen8506 2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing!it will be very helpful for someone out there, God bless you!

@rosiejb3 2 жыл бұрын

You poor dear girl! I am so sorry! 😭💔 thank you for bravely sharing your story!❤❤

@Kay-xl3ee 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing, this was much needed for me. Mom of three, three total different experiences. Thanks for your testimony & transparency ❤️

@melodygarcia86 2 жыл бұрын

Ohmygoodness what a very very difficult time you went through! Thank you for sharing your story and I hope it touches someone who needs to hear this! I pray that this pregnancy will be much smoother for you. God Bless

@kathyklassen2665 2 жыл бұрын

Hi Kim, I'm so sorry you had to go through that, never heard anything like it before that's horrible. Can't imaging what you went through.

@frandemianczyk 2 жыл бұрын

Thanks so much for sharing your story! I’m sure you’ve been an encouragement to more than one struggling Mama. God bless you sweet Kim! Love & prayers 🥰🙏🏻❤️

@mmcc5070 2 жыл бұрын

Poor dear, you had it rough! Thank you for sharing

@bettystrimple922 2 жыл бұрын

You are such a strong person. Thank you for the message. God is good.

@lynnebieber278 2 жыл бұрын

Thankyou for sharing your very personal story❣

@carlenehall2979 2 жыл бұрын

🤗 Bless your heart Kim. I know it took a lot to tell this but you are helping someone out there even if it’s only one person. I am old enough to be your mother. Through my life I have experienced many things that I felt the love of the Lord with me at every step. That did not make it all easier, but to know I was not alone meant so much. Thank you for sharing for someone to hear.❤️

@evelyndriedger5504 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story!❤ I winced at your terrible pain... I can't imagine! You are a strong brave woman!

@morganowens9958 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you Kim for sharing, you are encouragement!!

@lainshka1327 2 жыл бұрын

I feel for you, but you have a lot of inner strength. I want to thank you for allowing yourself to be an encouragement to us.

@johnmiller8480 2 жыл бұрын

So proud of you kim

@thetraumainformedteacher 2 жыл бұрын

Such a great testimony! You weren't just taking a break from your channel. God used this experience to help you expand your witness and you're such a blessing to be on here telling your story! ❤️

@MadeInHome_ 2 жыл бұрын

Praise the Lord! This was such a testimony. Thank you for opening up and sharing.

@MariaMendoza-hw4vu 2 жыл бұрын

God bless you Kim! God has made you a brave woman! and now you know that whatever you may go through He is there He never leaves you, God bless you and your fam and your new blessing soon to come!💜

@deeh7105 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story! You don't need to apologize for getting emotional! We dont mind at all! Thank you for being real and honest! ❤️🌹❤️

@sarahcalarco7227 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for opening up and sharing with us!! God is Good and through you He is shining! I have 3 kids and each one has a different labor story. Thank you for being honest! ♥️

@natalieshuburte9484 2 жыл бұрын

I love videos like this every once in a while. It makes people know that they are not alone in whatever they are struggling with. We all struggle, but for some reason we all want to hide the struggle because they feel like they are alone in the experience

@ednatroyer1307 2 жыл бұрын

God bless you for sharing, will be praying with your next baby everything will be easier.

@MeaningfulistMama 2 жыл бұрын

New subscriber here, also a momma of 5. I really appreciate your honesty, and I just want to give you a hug! That is ALOT to deal with, but you are really holding onto the truth. I genuinely believe you will be so prepared and able to enjoy your next postpartum, and if not it’s okay. You are so strong and like you said, He is with you. There is just no way to ever be prepared enough for the first birth experience and it’s so hard to know what the real “normal” is. Prayers for you as you continue postpartum and prepare for your next baby. You’re amazing!

@butterflybutterfly2136 2 жыл бұрын

I'm sitting here weeping. I'm soo sorry you had to go through this I can't amagine how you did that. 😔 I've been following you for a long time. And know how fun you are to listen to. And then this sad story. God bless you strong woman. I love you so much Kim ☺ 💗

@jennifergaston 2 жыл бұрын

Oh sweetheart. Thank you for sharing your story. I needed that so much. God bless you. Lots of love💕

@giuseppinasmith2022 2 жыл бұрын

It breaks my heart to know you had to go through this...but it helps me tremendously to know it was not only me. Thank you for sharing your story. 💗

@graywoodhomestead845 2 жыл бұрын

Oh mama, I just want to hug you!!! You have gained so much wisdom through your hardship. I am so grateful for your brave and beautiful heart. God blesses us in unexpected ways. In my 24 years of parenting our 4 kids I’ve been on my knees praying for mercy, feeling alone and broken quite a few times and yet each and every time God was there, with me, guiding me, teaching me, showering me in Grace. I am grateful for the lessons and the wisdom that came through them. They have made me a better mother, wife, daughter, sister, friend. Sending you so much love!! Thank you for sharing your story ♥️

@oliviad464 2 жыл бұрын

Such strong words and story Kim. You should be very proud of your learnings, strength and message to other women that they're not alone

@bettypecoraro8104 2 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry that you had to go through all of that.

@stephanierodgers2741 2 жыл бұрын

So thankful for strong women, like yourself, who are willing to share their pain and struggles with others. Never be ashamed of those tears....those are the tears of an overcomer. Each one of us has a story and we can choose to use those stories to defeat us, or we can use those stories to share how good our God is. Those around you can see that God has truly blessed you with a wonderful story to share, a story of pain and triumph and blessings. Thank you for using your platform to share what God has done...you are a blessing to so many!

@moniquesullivan1496 2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing your story Kim. Pray for God's richest blessings over you and your family today and always.

@megana7460 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing, as someone who struggles with anxiety and depression it is encouraging to hear other christians who have felt this, so often it’s not talked about and I can’t explain how encouraging this was to hear another’s perspective on God through anxiety

@elexysrose7070 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ God bless you sister. Some of the hardest things the Lord takes us through are the most worthwhile, because of what is learned in the midst of it. I related to a lot of things as I just had my first baby about 10 months ago. Your story was powerful and encouraging, Christ is mighty in you! Thank you for being brave and sharing ❤️

@maurafenlon8071 2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you went through this. These things are not spoken of enough. Your story will bless someone. I’m so thankful to the Lord for being with you. I can relate to your story, not exactly, but recovering from childbirth is no joke.

@Rach4729 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing. It's so important that women share both the good and hard in pregnancy, birth and after birth! It's not all sunshine and rainbows like it tends to look like when we scroll through social media! Blessings on your day! ❤

@judyneudorf578 2 жыл бұрын

Kim, thank you so much for sharing your story. I know that it must’ve been hard for you to do, but I believe it will help so many women feel less alone. You’re such a wonderful mom to Callan!♥️ Seeing Gods glory in your story is just wow… just wow.✨

@pamfrey6785 2 жыл бұрын

Kim you are very brave for sharing such hard time. Thank you for helping others with your story. You are a very strong woman of God!

@jkcampbell5279 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your story! You are so strong sharing when it probably wasn’t the easiest thing to do. I’ve had 4 children and my first birthing experience was very rough and I experienced postpartum anxiety and depression after. My next two birthing and postpartum experiences were very easy. My 4th birthing experience was wonderful, but recently weaned my daughter and experienced terrible post weaning anxiety and depression. It’s not spoke of often, but does happen sometimes. Counseling is helping me a lot. Your video reminded me that we aren’t alone in our struggles. ❤️

@mashagavriliuk6592 2 жыл бұрын

You are so strong ! Your son is lucky to have you as his mama))

@amymccrary1049 2 жыл бұрын

Don’t be sorry. You did a great job sharing your story.

@karenpiete6970 2 жыл бұрын

Kim your story was a story that needed to be shared with others! We dont expect you to be anything more than what you are a child of God getting through life the best you can with His strength beside you! Wrapping warm hugs for your bravery sharing this painful experience with us!

@debbiebowling8854 2 жыл бұрын

Thank u for sharing ur story; I’m sure u have helped a lot of women. God Bless,

@deborahhall4636 2 жыл бұрын

So glad you shared your story. I'm probably old enough to be your mom. I enjoy watching your channel. So sorry you experienced such pain on so many levels. I love that you talk about how God got you through it. That's inspiring to me. Prayers for you and your family. ❤️🙏❤️

@laureenmainville1265 2 жыл бұрын

I have never commented on this or any channel , but your openness and your honesty just hit me. What a beautiful soul you are! By making this video you have helped so many woman that are going through what you did and realize that we don't have to do it all!! That yes God is with us AMEN and we are all human. My God blessings shine down on you and your family as you go through this journey called life>>>

@mattiemast3903 2 жыл бұрын

Oh Kim!! You poor dear!! Please do not apologize for crying!!! So many hugs! And I pray your next postpartum will be so so much better, and healing to your soul!! ❤❤

@alissashirk5621 2 жыл бұрын

Bless you for sharing . Wow I can see and hear how traumatic this was for you. 💕🙏

@anitaclevenger7640 2 жыл бұрын

Bless your heart you sure have had a tough time. But you are absolutely right God was with you every step of the way. In our church our Pastor has a great saying God is good all the time and all the time God is good. Im glad you made it through the struggles, you have a beautiful baby to show for it all.

@cr8685 2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for all your troubles! You were really dealing with so many issues, I had no idea. You are so sweet and your family is beautiful! Congratulations on your second soon-to-be baby!

@birdieindadell6562 2 жыл бұрын

Your faith is amazing and sooooooo inspiring!!! Thank you for sharing your experience. You are so real and honest and true…and that’s why you are one of my favourite KZfaqrs!! Love you, Kim!!! 🥰😍💓

@darcieembry1859 2 жыл бұрын

You are so brave for sharing your story. The Lord will never leave us, even when we feel like He has.

@thisgoldenhour 2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you had to go through all this! 💗 I can identify with rough postpartum but praise God for His faithfulness through it all.

@mommared6713 2 жыл бұрын

God bless you, it is a very difficult thing to walk through. I been there when my boys were babies. Praying for you and your family!!! He is surely there holding us up in those times as His Word promises! Stay focused and stay true! Enjoyed this chit chat bc it isn’t talked about much.

@walkinginthelight528 2 жыл бұрын

All your videos are so good--the one with creative transitions and angles and also when you just face the camera and talk from your heart! This one is glorifying God and helping so many people! Thank you for sharing your difficult postpartum experience! ♥️

@genebandlucymarie 2 жыл бұрын

Good for you, so courageous to share publicly. I've gone through postpartum depression and anxiety 3 times now, and it's SO HARD. I don't understand why our good Father allows the hard times, but we can really learn and lean on Him in a way we never do when the road is smooth. When I look back on my darkest times, I'm just in awe of His great faithfulness. Without Him, I truly don't think I would have made it through. Praying His blessings on you and your family as you go forward. ❤️

@karenc3788 2 жыл бұрын

Bless your heart, you are a very special mom and child of God, sending you a hug and prayer.

@jaime1662 2 жыл бұрын

I needed the last part of this video! The past few weeks have been emotionally draining and it just seems like everything is falling in on me! I prayed last night and this morning that God would make his presence known because I am feeling alone and defeated! Thank you so much for sharing that encouragement and reminding me I am not alone. God is with me and now I will go cry for a minute!

@jaylynnfranco844 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing this. This encouraged and helped me. I couldn't nurse due to low milk supply(I think my body couldn't keep up because I had a traumatic labor and delivery and two bad tears). I understand the PPD/PPA struggle and I appreciate your openness about it. 💛

@dianestedman3828 Жыл бұрын

I have 6 children and am in sock at all you have gone through!! I personally am so sorry. Our children are , as you know, so totally worth everything we suffer. MAY THAT NEVER HAPPEN TO YOU AGAIN!! I will be praying for you the next time. You are a great person, mom, and wife. And God is so good!!

@dianefoster4472 2 жыл бұрын

Oh Kim I’m so sorry you had such a bad experience. Here’s to having a great experience next time ! 🥂

@RepentOrBurn 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing! My baby girl is now 7 weeks. Had a traumatic hospital experience where if anything and everything could go wrong it did. But every step of the way God was there guiding us through. God bless you and your family xoxo

@Conniecricket 2 жыл бұрын

Wow, what a story you have to tell Kim. I have no doubt that your sharing will help so many other mommas and ladies out there weather it’s giving birth or just every day life events. May the Lord bless you for having the courage to share this very personal story. I’m a “seasoned” momma (much older than you lol) and had some pretty traumatic times with having my 3 kiddos as well and went through not nursing one, nursing the other fine until he was 8 months old to the third refusing so every baby is definitely different. Praying you have a much better delivery and after time this go around but not enough ladies talk about the weeks after… it can be rough but yes, God will see you through.

@ambergryder104 2 жыл бұрын

Kim I am so sorry that happened to you. I literally felt your pain. After having one kid I was over childbirth. That was the worst experience of my life. I’m sure this next delivery is going to go so much more smoothly. All my friends tell me their second delivery was so much easier. 💕❤️

@veronika2190 2 жыл бұрын

Oh Kim so terribly sorry you had to go through that! You are an amazing Wife and Mama❤ You are so strong!

@katelyn1384 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this part of your story with us, Kim. I'm so sorry this was your experience but I am so inspired with how you have turned it into a testimony of God's love and goodness! ❤️ I had persistent granulation tissue form on my 2nd degree tear postpartum and had to have it cauterized/surgically removed 20+ times over a nine month period. This was painful, to say the least, and made caring for my son incredibly difficult. I told my husband the same thing about preferring to go back to labor! In the end I can see how God was present in so many ways. I think you have inspired me to not make it my identity though, because I have struggled with that. Anyway...sending you my love and wishing all the best to you in this pregnancy!! ❤️❤️

@storytimewithnana3551 2 жыл бұрын

You are such an encouragement! Your love for the Lord is so evident and it is true that He never leaves us. The hard times draw us closer to Him if we let them and we look more and more like Jesus. Thank you for sharing your story.

@sallyhallmark7306 2 жыл бұрын

Yes God is good I'm glad everything worked out for you and hopefully you will have a better experience with your second child and I also told my daughter its not always easy being a woman our bodies are not always strong but cares God bless you guys lots of love and joy.

@angezim9136 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story 🙏❤️

@iluvch1 2 жыл бұрын

Wow Kim I’m so sorry and I truly hope your next post Partum story is better 🙏🏻🙏🏻

@elaineyutzy9899 2 жыл бұрын

I can so relate to this. I had a very similar birth story to you and my postpartum was fairly bad too but I learned a lot.. I learned I was more selfish then I thought and that humanly we can’t do much but with God, you can get through even the hardest times. It’s rather a blur now. I think too it’s something that needs to be worked through and dealt with and talked about. Not just shoved in a box and call it postpartum and you should be over it by now. I would say it took me pretty much a full year till I felt ok with having another child. 😊

@janelmellott3357 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing! I had a baby last January and felt every part of what you were saying. I believed the lies and felt so alone. I would just cry and cry from sheer exhaustion. Things have gotten alot better but in the moment of a difficult time it easy to think you're the only one.

@annabelsmith4598 2 жыл бұрын

Kim, thank you for sharing your post-partum experience! You are a great mom. Know that your next post-partum experience can be a much more positive & less painful one. God is amazing & He will always be with you no matter what!!!! Thank you for being uplifting even when sharing your trials. God bless you!

@allisondotzler6359 2 жыл бұрын

My word you went through so much. We had babies around the same time and I had to stop nursing my baby also due to colic. I felt like I failed and like i was just giving up on giving him what was best. I can’t even imagine going through all of those health issues on top of that. Thank you so much for sharing your story. It was very encouraging. God bless.

@annathiessen239 2 жыл бұрын

Oh my goodness I can relate 1000% 😭 I've had 3 babies and dealt with postpartum anxiety 2/3 times and it the hardest thing I have ever gone through... hugs mama you are doing fantastic. 💕

@angid3953 2 жыл бұрын

Oh Kim. What a terrible time of it you had. You touched my mama heart. Your testimony of a loving God is beautiful. Remembering through the darkest dark you can find light. Praying for a beautiful delivery & an uneventful postpartum for baby #2.

@mali-df6lb 2 жыл бұрын

Oh Kim! My heart goes out to you! I struggled with similar things and felt sooo weak after having a baby last year. I found so much peace by reading the first couple verses of psalm 139. Our God is so faithful! ❤️ Love from switzerland 🙋‍♀️

@rschickarita 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing. I too struggled alot in post-partum. You're struggling has encourgard me to keep striving for the Lord's Jesus strength with my 10-month old preemie. Plus never apologies for crying nor being your genuine self. I'm proud of you!

@TWBlack 2 жыл бұрын

Bless your heart 😔. I've never had children so I can't really impart my very old wisdom here but it's wonderful that you're putting this out there to help other young mothers. All of your videos are just so informative for young women..thank you. Young ladies.. it's time for all to get back to these old ways that God put in place for us. There's a reason God made things the way He did and He NEVER forsakes us!! You're such a blessing Kim, as a child of God, a woman, a wife and mother. May God's blessings rain down on your beautiful family and may He keep your new addition safe and sound until he/she is ready to meet the world, may this delivery be the easiest thing ever for you 🙏💕🙏