I wish every fan could hear this song. They need to learn that idols have feelings too and this is how they feel. Remember those countless so called scandals? Gosh how can they even call them scandals when all they're doing is dating? Do they expect the idols, who also happen to be human in case you didn't know, to control how they feel towards a person? Idols shouldn't be trapped like this. They want to do everything a regular person does. Date, fall in love, marry, have a family, etc. Fans need to understand this.

If Ken ends up with his girlfriend in the end, I will totally 100,000% support that relationship. :D

"Me inside the TV, you watching me on TV - that's how we date" this line immediately brought me to tears. T_T I feel sorry for Ken tho.

"After sometime passes, after I become a bit more famous. I will reveal you to the world- I love you." Probably the most romantic K-Pop song I've ever heard until now. Let's get VIXX to the top so Ken can reunite with this girl. So he can have the best of both worlds. :)

We need to applaud Ken for coming out to the public about his past relationship, and, not to forget, his agency for producing this amazing song- without whom we wouldn't have known about their situation. It's a sad thing, how idols are not allowed to go public with their relationships. Think about the girl, how she must've felt when Ken chose the 'idol' life instead of her. But, I guess, she now knows about Ken's side of story and will understand that he did this for them, so they could have a better future. Ah! This reminds me of TOP's love story too. :'(

The pain in Ken's voice can obviously be heard. I guess some fans are deaf, cuz they can't give their idols a chance to live a normal life....

This is what your idols feel sometimes..give them a break sometimes too..they are human beings..they are not perfect. Fans are what keep them going and sometimes fans can be a little over the top. Be careful of what you do, it may hurt the people you love and care about.

I can't even get over the pain in Ken's voice in this song. I really, REALLY hope she's waiting for him somewhere, cause let's be honest, how could you not even after he writes a song like this for you? Cried my ass off listening to this, I wonder how many takes Ken had to do to sing this without crying himself cause he's obviously hurting so bad. We, Starlights, will support you no matter what Ken! ♥

Some fans and management often forget that idols are humans too. They have all the rights to fall in love. They have life outside their career.

I want every fan in the world to hear this song!!

17/1/2020 As an EXOL, and what happened to uri chen at this time, i really hope all EXOLs around the world, (esp kEXOL) listen to this song, understand whats this lyrics mean.. we love them, but idols not belongs to us.. they also want to be loved and happy with their love one.. so plssss exoL.. we know deep in our heart, we love our idol so muchh.. so pls, justt let them do what they want to do... their happines is our happines too..jeballl..tq. Also to VIXX, tq so much for this beautiful song...

This was from 2013 and I think they success with music now, so VIXX go and date!

When I hear this song, I think about all those celebrities who have a relationship, but need to keep it a secret, or those who had one before debuting. In my opinion, its much harder if the other person isn't a idol,

This has touched the reality too much that i cried

가사가 울컥한다.. 아이돌이라는 틀안에 갇혀서 마음대로 연애도 못하고 실제로 그만 둘까 하는 연예인도 많던데...

이노래가 왜 항마력 노래 목록에있는곀ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 노래좋은디

Well she's one lucky girl, whoever she is. An entire song dedicated to her.

My heart physically hurts and I literally cried the whole way through this beautifully painful song

'I Don't Want to Be An Idol' and 'Love Letter' are the two songs to make every Starlight (and non Starlight) cry. No joke.

How painful it is to Ken that we can even feel the pain just by listening to the song.. We don't have the memories like them yet we are crying like this.. just imagine this fact alone makes my heart hurt..

"This song is for you, i love you" OMG This is so touching T^T I hope Ken and his ex get back together.

literally just bawled my eyes out to this... i always thought it was so so SO ridiculous that idols couldn't date. and i'll never understand the mentality of some "fans" either. im sure you know you have no chance at ALL with these people and they have no idea you exist but you'd still rather see them single and lonely than happily in love? i don't see any logic in that mentality and i honestly suggest you go reevaluate your life choices if you think like that. i've never felt jealous about my biases being with other girls and i would be BEYOND HAPPY if they revealed they were in a relationship. and that's how it's supposed to be. celebrities in other countries have fangirls too but they don't have any outrageous obligation to appear single to satisfy their fantasies, and the fans don't act like it either. most other places in the world would be baffled by the idea that dating is a scandal in korea. this country really needs to stop treating love as a crime.

I'm not crying there's just something in my eye

The part where Ken sings" As much as i love you, music is so important to me, i can't help it" is so emotional & it gets me each time. I love their voices.

I can't get over the pain Ken is portraying. You can hear it in his voice. He's suffering. This needs to be show to fans of everyone every girl and boy band, everyone who has a favorite. They're human. They deserve love. We need to respect that. There was a interview recently with EXO (I know totally different band but it's horrible) and the fans there were saying they can't date until they're in retirement home! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!! They're grown ass men who have a private life!

2015 and I still can't get over this song♡

I sometimes forget that idols are human beings too, that they love too. This song makes me remember that...

I'm not crying..I just have a twig in my eyes T__T I got goosebumps. Bless all idols who feel this way, Ken just put it into words and had the courage to make this into a song.

Every KPOP fan needs to hear this song. All of our favorite idols may be famous, but deep down they're real people that want to have a normal life too, but they can't date people even if they want to since they fans get crazy. They should be able to live their lives how they want to. Our job as fans are to support them, not control them.

1:21 ..... i heard ''you're my boo boo''..........OH SHIT HELL YAASSS!!

This song breaks my heart on so many levels especially the "Normal stuff even becomes difficult for us" it was something like that. You know what I realized when meeting Topp Dogg (this applies to all celebrities too) their just people that are super talented. They may be your everything and you may be there everything but don't forget there people and get sick, sad, and even drink. Their not perfect and neither are you! They do a lot of stuff to make us happy, say you have a cold your in bed probably watching TV resting. They'd be doing the same thing except the love their fans so much that they push past it for a future comeback. That's why it makes me upset when people get angry when Comebacks are postponed, members leave their groups, or your idol is hanging out with some girl/guy! They work extra hard and deserve Rest, Fun, and most importantly love. G-Dragon has been feeling awful lonely and depressed and just cuz, he doesn't announce it o the world doesn't mean it ain't happening. Same goes for all the others there not literally lonely, but they just want peace, quiet, and someone to love them even if it doesn't mean you. So I guess what I'm trying to say is their just like us and people have to learn to deal with that!

Its been a while and i still go back here and cry. Idols may seem perfect and very ideal but they also have their own lives, they also deserve to be happy. I hope they are happy now.

Shows how he really misses her so much.. People can relate to this too. Sucha good song. He and Leo sang really good

Baekhyun & Taeyeon This song reminds me of them so much

KEN deserves that girl. that girl liked him as a normal guy not bcs he's famous. i just want to tell Ken and that girl to gather up their courage and just show what people out there what you really want. just be happy. you can catch your dreams while being happy you know. KEN deserves being happy

i have heard this song a thousand time but still i can feel the pain, and it make me cry.

아니 이건 띵곡인데 누가 여기다 섞어놨어 차에태울까 진짜

This song has a sad meaning (massage) but I couldn't help but smile (because the lyrics are so true). I thought about how all idols can't have a normal love life like other people and felt bad. I wish things change and they start having normal love life without anyone bothering them.

He really loves + misses her :')

울 오빠들 아이돌 안하면 우예ㅜㅜ 개 힘들때 울 오빠들 노래들으면 행벅 그자체ㅜㅜ 근데 가사가 넘 울컥ㅜㅜ 아이돌,연애인 이라는 틀에 갖혀서 연애도 못하고ㅜㅜ 빅스 화이팅💜❤💜❤ 응원할께 ❤

감동인데 매니저 눈치에~ 에서 현웃함

"This song is for you---I love you." I love you too. Joke. I'm trying to lighten up the mood 'cause seriously, I'm in tears.

i love VIXX LR so much but this two can make one too...Leo and Ken's voice can literally pierce a heart

I want a collaboration of a multitude of idols singing this song because the message behind this song needs to be conveyed to each and every fan regardless of whether they're Korean or International.

"This song is for you.. I love you" That line hits my kokoro. Cause in the end Ken still love his ex and he even write this heartbreaking song for her :(

Ken jokes around the most like 24/7 he jokes around and doesn't even seem to mind or be sad on camera...gosh...he's been hurting so bad... TT__TT ...we will always support u Kenjumma n ur future gf will get all of my best wishes!!

This is reality that happens in idols life. Don't be over possessive towards your oppa guys, they are humans they need to date

This song made me cry... 3

"after I become a bit more famous, I will reveal you to the world" this line though. I will still support Vixx no matter what. I will love you they love.

This should go on trending again. All fans regardless their fav group need to hear this.

This song is very real. This song speaks to all of them. I bet this is how all idols feel when they're in a relationship or were in one, because fans and the media view it as a scandal when it really isn't. All they're doing is dating and being with someone they love. They should have a right to do this like any other person who is not famous can do.It's like they're robots where they're just supposed to sing and perform in front of their fans and not have feelings. If they do, they're just supposed to ignore them and if they're in a relationship, they're forced to break up. It's really sad. I really hope the lives of idols and the music industry will change where they'll be allowed to do this. It's not fair. I feel bad for them sometimes. They could appear to be happy on the outside but in the inside they're sad and hurting because they can't be with the person they love because of their agency and their fans.

This song is so touching... :') I cried when looking at the lyrics. Their voices are amazing together. ;-; Aw man, the feels. ~Saranghaeee.~ If Ken and his ex reunited, I would really support their relationship.

"Me inside the TV, you watching me on TV- that's how we date" that line and the emotion😑😑Probably, this song is perfect for the celebrities..I don't understand the song bt that feeling after seeing english translation omg😣😣The most beautiful song till now😍😘

I miss VIXX so much, coming back here again...

홍빈아 너는 진심이였구나

tonight i wanted to cry for some odd reason (i just needed to let out my emotions or something) and i was looking for some sad kpop songs and i stumbled onto this. first time i heard this i let out a single tear. second time, im sitting in bed bawling trying not to let my grandma hear. i only had two songs that actually made me cry. Ayo by SHINee and this. This is making my whole face numb with feelings which cant even compare to Ayo, which just made me shed a few drops here and there. Im not a fan of VIXX but if they have more songs like this, I'm gonna lose it. I start crying harder and harder every time they start packing on their vocals. I really needed to shed some tears tonight, and this really helped.

I can’t imagine the hardships of love when it comes to a celebrity. Going into the industry thinking this is what you’ve waited for all your life, your dream is finally starting, that nothing could stop you from backing out. After a few years whether you’re pretty successful or not, you still think this is what I live for, for the music, the dance, the stage, the fans, for this life, for what I dreamed of that has now become reality. Along the way you find someone you really like, maybe even love. But this life doesn’t allow for love. You are “taken” by your fans, the majority disapproves of your potential love life, forcing you and your love to go into hiding. Not knowing if theres ever really a safe time to be yourselves and show affection to one another. When is the next time I’ll even see you? Things become too complicated and things come to an end. You start to question if this life as an idol was worth losing them, and you will question it again and again. Until you find the love of your life. What if I’ll lose them too you ask yourself? Am I ever going to have someone by my side? Should I just spare them the heartbreak thats bound to come? Become more successful you tell yourself. While it may seem like the complete opposite of what you want, surely if you reach a high enough position you could just confidently walk out in the open with them..right? There’s a way. There has to be, no one deserves to live such a lonely life right? Indeed you become more successful, you’re known worldwide now. You can have anything in the world. Your house is extravagant, your family is taken care of and your future is stable. Yet you walk alone. There are so many people around you, members, friends, staff, fans. Yet why do you feel so alone. You’re successful now, you can have anything right? People are always saying money buys happiness… So where’s my happiness? Sorry for this super long post, but it’s just what went on my mind after hearing Vixx LR Beautiful Liar and Vixx I Don’t Want To Be An Idol. I thought of the life of barely recognized idols that have yet to even debut, to famous well known ones like GDragon. While this portrays more of an unhappy ending, I wish people would be more accepting of an idols love life and private life. To me, taking the steps towards being an idol, is like taking steps towards being perfect. Not your definition of perfect, theirs. The worlds.

읭?이게 왜 항마력노래 리스트에 있지?ㄲㄲ ㅋㄱ노래좋은데ㅎㅎ

Because oppa was born and became an idol, I'm happy and thankful. The world is a better place with you in it.

My friend and i were talking about the lyrics and it actually got me emotional. Idols are also humans and they should be able to do what they want without restrictions.

This will forever be one of my favourite songs

i only discovered this song today and legit tears are falling down. this song is beyond wonderful, this is a masterpiece. i can feel the sincerity, the longing, the regret, the love in this song. i am so amazed. very wonderful indeed.

This is so bad. I'm on my menstruation cycle and this song is making me cry from start to finish! Why!!!! Omo, Ken oppa, how much you must hurt! I can feel your pain through your voice and your lyrics. Gwanchana oppa. I really hope she waits for you, don't give up on love or a relationship just because you're an idol. As STARL☆GHTS we support you guys no matter what you guys do. Just be happy!

A song that totally explains every idol's life in relationships. This song is totally so meaningful *cries*

Did you guys know that girl who he met before his debut was his first kiss!!!!!He once mention about it during a interview..He said that he met a girl before his debut and had first kiss with her after he turned 20..😆😆😆😆So sweet.I hope that he end up with her😢😢😢😢😢Wether this song had something to do with Ken or not,I'll keep thinking that way.No matter whatt..

I hope this song will air everyday in every radio station. So, the citizens will open their eyes on how the idols feel.

5 years later and this is still my favorite song

Okay, I'm crying. All my boys from all my favorite groups deserve the world and deserve happiness and love. 😭💕❤

i cried halfway through.i just realised that i have been selfish all this time for calling myself a fan of them when i cant even support their relationship if they ever get a girlfriend.i should have be more mature and realize that they are just like us and have feelings and they can get married and have a girlfriend and i am one of the fan that becomes a border for them to have a relationship.i should act like a fan and fan should support their idol until the end and just let them be happy.if they have found the person they love and your idol is happy then u should be happy too.every fans from any fandom should listen to this song seriously i never thought i would listen to this song this year.i should have click on it earlier.

Coming back after 3 years and I'm crying like a baby.

"This song is for you, i love you" i hope she's still waiting for you, ken

This is probably one of the only (if not the only) love song that can make me cry :'( its so beautiful

I was about to cry :( Why idols can't reveal their girlfriends? I know that they have to keep their idol image etc etc... but those 'idols' are still humans. They aren't just a bunch of pretty boys who can sing.. :"( That's so sad. Ugh. I wish one day all the idols will show their fans who they are dating.. And isn't it stupid how many fans have boyrfiends/girlfriends and still get jealous or hurt when their bias is in a relationship? Really? -.-"

Sooo sad;-; ;-; ;-; I hope Ken and the one he loves can someday walk on the streets holding hands, having a good time as a couple! Will 100% support that relationship♡

this got me so teary eyed! I just found this song because a youtuber recommended it and god damn....I feel so emotional for these idols....like....omg....I wish they can all date peaceful!

As a K-pop fan every line hit me... I really want my idol lead a normal life like any other normal person. Let's keep hope one day peoples accept everything in a normal way❤️

Still the best song to every idol

i'm very proud that they are saying out loud what they feel inside to the fans❤️ Total respect ✊

This is definitely my new favourite VIXX song. I was almost crying. I was really bewitched by Ken's vocals and the message of the song. But my tears stopped at the edge of starting to flow down. Why? Because I actually would've preferred it if it was all of them together (well Ravi wouldn't fit in this though-) but really I missed especially Hyuk's vocals. I think his voice could've made the song even better, and make me really cry.

this song speaks from the heart bc idols can't really fall in love bc of them being busy w/ practice , touring and recording also bc of the press and how much backlash they'll get ;-; . this song makes me feel for idols bc we don't know how they really feel and sometimes they wish they were living a normal life like us so they could do these things ): .

this song literally represent for EVERY IDOL AND CELEBRITY. Just let them live how we live too. They are also human just like us. So sad to hear 'sorry' and else from the idol when they are dating or such else. I wish that EVERY FANS WILL BE OPEN MINDED . I want to every idol happy with their partner. It's their live not ours so why we must bother them? Just support what they want to do, it's JUST AN IDOL WANT TO NORMAL LIFE LIKE OTHER PEOPLE.

Idols sacrifice so much for their careers. They deserve endless support and respect.

Aaaa~nd now I'm crying. I hope that if there is still a girl like that for them, that they know that the true fans will stay with them no matter what.

this gave me goosebump .. they just describing everything abt idol feels and love story . omaigash i love vixx more and more 😭

It's already 2016 and yet it never fails to make me cry. 😭😭😭

Let's all make a promise. Not just Starlights, every kpop fan. No matter what scandals our idols go through, nothing will stop our love for them. They can date all they want. Let them experience life to the fullest. I understand that its their job to denounce this stuff, but maybe we could make an exeption? Lets show them that we love them , idol or not and that life is for us all to live. Besides, lots of their songs are about love. Let's let them experience the feeling while they sing/rap/produce/write. It would inspire them and in the end, isn't that what we want?

2016 and still one of VIXX's best song for me... :)

it's hard to chose between ur job or ur lover, cause both r for ur future :)

Honestly, the speed at which fans turn their backs on their idols is fucking scary when a dating "scandal" breaks out. I remember few months ago when there were rumors circulating around Leo dating a fan and some fans decided to leave the fandom and bash on him. That rumor obviously ended up being false but the immediate negative reaction fans have when their idols happen to date someone is just frightening.

it's been years and i melt even now when i hear it

i feel bad for every idol and celebrity couple due to stress and pressure from the fans. i want every fan and selfish person to listen to this....feel the pain that they and their lover have to suffer

I sincerely hope Ken and his ex could reunite sometime in the future~ :) This song really soothes my heart~ T-T♥

I love Ken and Leo's voices together, so beautiful. (: This song is amazing~ I wonder who this song is about

This song breaks my heart... I've been falling more and more in love with VIXX after every song I hear but this one... this one has made me a Starlight

You know, I wonder if Ken wrote this about a guy. That would explain why he says "when I become more famous", because he thinks he might get more acceptance then. Either way, I hope he ends up with whoever it is he loves.

I CAN FEEL THE PAIN, MAN. THIS IS VIXX' MAIN VOCALS FOR YA

This song is really the true story of idol's life. It's must be hard for them to date like other people. To VIXX, I will always support you guys and hope you guys will be happy with the person you love. Saranghae. From Asian Starlight.

Kpop songs makes me alive 😭😭😭 i love ken and leo's voice i hear this song before. Reminds me the past year i love this song ❤ i love u vixx❤🥺 watching 2022

my eyes are sweating...uncontrollably. wow they had quite a work out watching this...haha totally normal

Such a touching song. My heart always breaks when I listen to this song. It makes me think of all the hard things they go through as celebrities. 😞