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This chill song: *Exists* The comment section: I the great poet shall write one for thee

Has anyone ever made an amazing sandwich, then feel sad because you know you’d probably never be able to make the sandwich that perfect ever again.

“When I looked at her I saw the world and when she looked at me she saw just another guy”

I don’t feel happy anymore. But I don’t really feel sad either. I feel kinda... empty? I don’t have motivation to do things I like anymore I have a weird feeling like somethings missing or wrong, but it’s kinda permanent. I don’t really feel anything else. I just wanna lay in bed all day. I don’t wanna see anybody I just wanna listen to music and be left alone. But then again, I want someone to talk to.

"you don't really understand the true worth of a moment until it passes away" that's really all what life is, a collection of memories never coming back

Teacher: How many people want to be a depressed poet when they grow up? This comment section: *yes*

Put the phone down. She's not gonna answer. Go to sleep and be stronger tomorrow.

Sometimes I apologize to my younger self for letting her down... I would've never imagined i would be here listening to this kind of music and praying for all of us here... I think we all feel way too much and that hurts. Sometimes I feel like I haven't even gone through real shit and that most of my problems are inside my mind. I really really hope when I look back at this comment years later I'll be proud of myself and for all of us for coming so far and being what we were meant to be and doing the things we've dreamed of doing... guys if you come back years later please do tell me how you've grown... I would love to know :)

did you ever have a beautiful dream then just woke up, feeling sad cause it just a dream? edit: woo i was so drunk writing this comment never thought it ended up having this many like lol

Everything will be fine

This song is like my daughter. Golden curls, blue sparkly eyes, that one dimple she has when she smiles. My essence, my soul, my life.

I've probably listened to this song back to back at least 4 times just reading comments, and it's nice to know im not alone. No wonder this type of music is so popular, it's so relatable and yet mysterious at the same time. The listener can relate, but there admire also foreign elements.

Me looking at my messages on my console "Yo bro ima go to bed see you Tommorow" *last online 6 years ago* Tear rolls down cheek

I hope her legs are okay Because she wont stop running through my mind

this probably hits different when you're in love I want to feel that again just one more time

“girl u realize that hes really just being friends with you for fun? like he probably doesnt give a fuck abt what happens to you bc it really doesnt affect him” is the type of advice i get from my friend

“Same time same place tomorrow ?” “Same time same place “ - the last words I said to my childhood friend on our last day playing outside together.. we didn’t even know it

Sometimes music without words is the best music to describe what you feel

I'm always dreaming of her. Always, every time.

When i want some motivation i go to lofi comment sections they’re never toxic :)

to anyone wondering: the girl is called ''kagome'' from the anime ''inuyasha''

We all deep down want a girl to call ours. We all wish that one person would finally acknowledge us and take our hands. To sit and watch the sun set on a cool summer day on the grass. We want that special someone to sit with us and embrace the time, the ever-flowing time. We want those people to become a part of our life. We want those people to be there for us when we feel sad, or frustrated. We want them to hold our hand and reassure us that we are okay. We want to grow old with them and spend as much time as possible. When you and that special someone fight and have a “falling out”, we will always come back to them, and they will always come back to us. We want to embrace them and love them. We want to give them our time, our ever-flowing yet limited time. But more than anything, we want them.....to be real...

Greatest thing about the Internet is realising there are thousands of other people who feel as hopeless as you. Hope we all make it lads.

amazing how someone you don't even know can feel the same thing as you do, I love you all and I hope you all find love and a reason to live.

put your phone down king, she’s sleeping and is thinking about another guy. Pick yourself up and keep your head up, I’m sorry but it’s just reality.

About 2 months ago a friend of mine took his life. Ever since then every few days it hits me that he isnt there anymore. I have a few close friends and he was one of them. I called him some time before that and we made plans for what we would do after the pandemic. He seemed like he always did. Happy? I never thought. It never occured to me that he could be suffering and I dont know. When i heard the news i felt guilt. Many told me it wasn't my fault, how could it be? But i considered him a very good friend and i thought i was the same to him. We tried alcohol together, we planned on smoking weed on 2020 new years but i ended up too drunk and passed out and he smoked two joints on his own. I regret not staying awake that night. I regret not knowing how he was. I feel like i let him down. I looked up to him but failed to see how he felt. RIP brother. You will be missed.

I’m under a spell again fellas, hopefully this one doesn’t break me in half like the last, and even if she does, I’ll be stronger for it :) stay up kings

I can't really complain about my life. I'm not being bullied, I don't have abusive parents, I'm doing pretty good in school, I have hobbies, maybe I don't have true friends but that doesn't really bother me. So why do I feel so empty? Like I am wasting my best years on nothing.

Does she care she lied to me? Did she think that we could be? Every night I dream of her... But does she ever dream of me?

"Go to sleep bro, she's probably not thinking about you,"

*I'm 16 going to graduate high school never had a gf I will come back to this coment in 3 years and update you on my life. Like so I remember...)*

I just had the most beautiful dream ever last night..the pandemic ended,then I met this imaginary girl..she's so sweet we met ,we talked ,we love each other..she cured my depression it was feels like the most beautiful moment in my life..like a heaven..until I woke up and got dissapointed with the reality..with pandemic still going on.. everything still closed..I'm still lonely and depressed..I suddenly feel suicidal that morning .but that dream gave me hope..I wish tomorrow will be much better.

Am I the only one not depressed, and just enjoy this music

Me: scrolling down into the comments Everybody:"there are no mistakes" -master oogway

It’s kinda hard to flip the page when you know there’s not another chapter 😔. I see all these positive comments but we all know there’s a chance of depression being normal. We all know that there is no different chapter in our life. We all know the monster under our bed is inside us. So we cry. We cry the pain away. And we rethink our life. And think to when we where kids. Not a care in the world. But now we cry. But there’s always a chance the crying can stop. The crying and pain can go away. Maybe life will change. However we can’t all escape the tears. Have a good night/ day

I dream of her occasionally always dreaming of how we’ll meet each other again. It’s been almost 4 years since I lost contact with her. At the time I felt hopeless, she never gave a number, she didn’t have social media, and I didn’t know what school she moved to. But I moved on. I started to like other girls and eventually I forgot about her. I didn’t think it mattered if we met again since I was interested in girls I went to school with. And then... I got transferred to homeschool. This was before the whole pandemic btw. And I felt like I was deprived of not being loved, but loving someone. I started to think of all the girls I liked, and regret not confessing to a single one of them. But there was one girl who stood out among the ones I liked. It was this girl whom I had known since Kindergarten. I don’t know why, but I kept thinking back to how close were. I realized that I was who I was because of her and my other best friend at the time. I remembered all the times we would hang out, talk, and draw. I remembered how I used to draw things for her. I wouldn’t have gotten into art in the first place if it weren’t for her. I would’ve been another athlete, not that it was a bad thing. I miss that. I remember dreaming of the day I could meet her again. It was at some sort of event and my previous best friends were there too. I don’t really remember what I said, but those dreams always ended before I could confess. They felt so real I thought they were real. And I wish they were. Sadly, I might never see her again. But hopefully, I’ll find another.

ain't SAD aint HAPPY am just feeling EMPTY

This song makes me miss someone who I still haven't met... Edit: Lol I can't believe I wrote this, how cringy. Damn the likes tho :0 !!! Anyways fam, I soon realised I never will because the embodiment of such made-up conceptualisation is just a futile ideal so it's stupid (and really egoistical) to expect someone to be as you wish them to be. You will just get endlessly disappointed because others won't fit the unrealistic image you have shaped in your head. Yet, you will keep blaming others for it when in fact you're the only person at fault. Just avoid putting expectations on people and accept them for who they are, you'll live way happier.

I saw a video once that said “If you spend your time chasing butterflies, they’ll fly away. But If you spend your time making a beautiful garden, the butterflies will come.”

Having a crush for years, and knowing that you never had the courage to make it happen, seems like the worst feeling ever, especially when you believed they were one-of-a-kind.

Ah... A quality comment section, sure missed these. Cheers to whoever reads this

My parents, tell me to go to school so I do. My teachers, tell me to try so I do. I tell myself not to cry. I dry my eye, then lie. “Oh, I’m fine.” I tell myself to forget my past. To take care of myself last. New school, guess that’s cool. Everyday doing my best to rest. It feels as if, every day I'm waiting for the bell, to bring us more hell. Maybe, just maybe, I’m not the reason I sigh and look up into the sky, and wonder why? Why try?

Dream of her.. reminds me of this girl I met in my dreams I don't who she is but she's pretty and everytime I see her it's like I really know her.. but I never met this person

I had a dream of this one girl. We've been friends for a while, part of the same friend group. I don't know really what I feel for her but she appeared in my dream suddenly last night. We were on some sort of trip and just, hung around each other. I don't remember anything momentous, just moments of us chilling in the lobby of a hotel, the outside of a park. Just together. A friend would pop in from time to time, but it was really just me and her. I woke up, feeling the most refreshed I ever had and the happiest I'd been for a long time. I don't know what to think anymore.

every decision you've made in life has led you to read this comment

Do you ever feel like abandoning hope is the only way to feel comfortable with your life...? Sad, yet, in some cases ... *it's true.*

I met this girl online, we have very similar interests until I fell in love and luckily she feels the same way as me. Her messages really makes me happy despite that I've been struggling a lot, until one day she's losing interest to me, she couldn't tell me why but it seems like I was too late to understand her feelings. I kept dreaming about me and her talking online about random stuff, it makes me really happy but now, it's too painful to dream about it. Now she's trying to stay away from me, I wish she could've give me one chance to change her mind, but I have no choice but to move on, no matter how hard it is.

"happiness is a goal" "but not all are happy" "cherish it while you can" "because it is not eternal"

“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift... that's why its called the present” ― Master Oogway

Sometimes the person you would take a bullet for is holding the gun.

Preoccupied with a single leaf... you won't see the tree. Preoccupied with a single tree... you'll miss the entire forest. Don't be preoccupied with a single spot. See everything in it's entirety... effortlessly. That is what it means to truly see. -Takehiko Inoue

If you are reading this, I want to tell you that everything will be fine. You are incredible, you are unique, you can face anything in your life, you have the strength within yourself to overcome any obstacle, loss or situation. You are not alone, you are loved, you have the right to feel bad and good, you have the right to feel. Be blessed by these positive vibes and live your life to the fullest. I'm sending my love to the universe so that I can reach you

it's weird to think that somewhere on the other side of my screen, somebody, who has their own fears, doubts, passions, and dreams, is reading this comment. Hello human. 15 November, 2021 - why the fuck is my comment on top lmao what 29 December, 2021 - what the actual fuck 18 May, 2022 - i have come here again, most of you can imagine why. Im okay dw

I dreamed of her again. Over and over again. I know her but she barely knew me. I wish I could go to her and say "Hi", "My name is...". But I can't because Im fighting my inner demons that time. I want to go to her when I finally fixed myself. I finally fixed myself. But she has a boyfriend now and until now even though Im not really thinking of her anymore... I still Dreaming of her. The Girl I haven't met.

2 years already my goodness Feels like one day Long life 2018

I think I'm falling in love with her, and that scares the holy crap out of me.

This is the happiest moment of my life. Right now as I write these words. I’v never felt more content or more optimistic about the future. I don’t regret the past, I don’t fear the future, and I feel just so full of joy at my life, the world, and whatever happens in it. Thanks for the song. I cried. The music is so beautiful, and the nighttime ride on that train- where the lights pass by- is simply beautiful. The darkness, the melancholy, the strange sense of content ness even though life isn’t perfect, and oh my heavens the music: slow, dreary but not depressing, upbeat but not exciting, and just downright wonderful. Again, thank you.

Its 2:38 am. Music playing, rain dropping outside my window. Heart in pieces over the one that got away. I miss you. I wonder... do you ever think of me? Oh well, it doesnt even matter.

I wish someone can pull me aside and say "hey everything is going to be alright" -dwayne Johnson

Whoever is seeing this right now, listening to this song while scrolling through all of these comments. I hope you have a wonderful moment in life that you can call back to when you hear this song, or read something like this. It doesn't have to be life-changing and amazing, because the little things that matter will still matter. Whoever is seeing this right now, listening to this song while scrolling through all of these comments. I hope you have more chances for these wonderful moments to transpire, and for life to give you the happiness that we all need

I dont know you and you dont know me. But dear stranger, I love you.

To those who read my story before I deleted it: thank you for letting me share my dream, I wish for the best to all of you To those who weren't able to read my story: whatever it is, just don't give up, keep trying to reach your dreams Sincerely, Some random guy on the internet

such a peaceful feeling reading chill comments and the occasional funny ones while listening to a comforting piece of lofi music on a school night.. I hope you all are doing well

i once had a dream,i was with my crush,a full day,doing everything i ever wanted to do together,i picked her up after class,we went on a date and shopping after that,at the end i was looking in her eyes but i just couldn't tell her how i really feel about her,not even in my dreams man...

this girl i work with yesterday told me i sound sad and jokingly i replied "im always sad." she laughed at the joke but i know deep down i really meant it

Why is everyone suddenly a poet? Lmao

hey, u. yeah u, the sad person reading this comment. Dont loose your hope, dont stop trying, one day u will look for your history and see everything u did and u will be proud off yourself, so dont give up. I know i'm just a random guy but i hope to see u better, so one day we will be togheter in the heaven listening to good Lofi and playing Minecraft. hope u have a nice day :)

I want to time travel and relive my happy memories again

It’s nostalgic. Looking back to these old memories, remembering what was, what will be, and what won’t. How do you cope with someone you had major feelings for hates you, and thinks you’re the one person they never want to see? How do you cope when that one person, who hates your guts and wants nothing to do with you, is one of your only memories of happiness? A couple years ago, there was this girl. We knew of each other, but didn’t know each other. We were both invited to the same Halloween party. That whole night we danced and sang together while walking through neighborhoods. Once we left I went straight to bed. When I had awoken, I noticed she had texted me while I was asleep. It was a text saying she had a lot of fun and that she regrets not getting a bit closet with me. After that, everyday at school we would talk and look at each other with that stare you give your bowl of spaghetti as you sit and watch it heat up in the microwave. Her birthday cake around and I decided to get her a big gift. She’s madly in love with pandas, so I decided to get her a $60 giant stuff panda. At school I came early so that it would be a complete surprise. How I fit it in my locker without tearing or anyone else seeing it, I’m still not sure. At the end of the day I told her to stay at her locker and wait for me. When I walked up she was facing the opposite way. By then there was a whole crowd gathering behind me, waiting for her to notice and see her cute reaction. When she finally turned around, she let out a big laugh and gave me the biggest hug I’ve ever received and ever will receive. We kept on being very happy seeing each other and being with each other for another month. At the start of December however, she decided we’d be better off as friends. I told her I understood, but inside I was completely torn. Although we hadn’t known each other for very long, I felt like we were an elderly couple that got married together at age 20, and that we’ve been together for over 40 years. I was heartbroken. That night I had the dream. It was beautiful. There’s no other way to put it other than that it was the most beautiful and detailed dream I’ve ever had, and I remember it perfectly. In the dream, we were that elderly couple. I dreamt about everything I was feeling. It ranged from us crying together, to us splashing around in a pool full of jellyfish. It’s so odd yet for some reason, I felt at peace. After that we didn’t talk a lot for a good whisks until the next school year. That year, we again went to the same Halloween party, but this time is was odd. We still sang and danced and walked together, but this time her best friend would come in to make things awkward. She grew to hate me over that school year. I didn’t really mind as long as i could still her cute face, but it kind of hurt to watch her slowly hate to even look at mine. She moved across the country that summer. The only thing I wish that could really have been different, is for her to not hate me the way she does. Since her move, she hasn’t seen me change. Even her best friend sees that I’m different. I just wish she didn’t move with the thought of me as that kid that loves her while she hates me. It’s kind of odd how I still have all of these sort of Dreams Of Her Remember me for the me you knew Terra, not the me you were told about by others who never took the time like you did to find out about the other layers. - Antonio Hernandez III

"If Love is just a word, why does it hurt so much when you realize it isn't there?.." - Gaara from Naruto

Things will be alright never forget that there's always someone that loves you

When I was 18 (1st year college), I had full of hopes. I want to excel on my course, try socialization and have a girlfriend (because I'm always an introverted) and enjoy my youth more. As time went on, I didn't excel on my course, I messed up, and I'm alone most of the time. Got depressed, lost some of my best friends, failed my calculus subject even though I've already gave my all, going home every night drained, and I cry almost everyday questioning if my existence have purpose. I also know a girl from the other course. Classmate of my best friend from the other course. My best friend said we have many similarities, and he's excited for me to meet her. But I didn't get a chance to meet her because I'm so messy and there are so many things happening that time. Now I'm 22, and I'm about to graduate in July. I won't call it I excelled, but I survived my final college years, and I've found 1-2 friends (not best friends) in whom I can trust and help each other to survive in university. The pandemic is both blessing and tragedy. Because of this pandemic, my mental health kinda improved, but despite that, there are many things pandemic took away from us like the final 2 years of my face-to-face college life. I've realized so many things because of pandemic and now, every time I remember what I planned and wished when I was 18, it turned completely opposite from what it is in present. Every time I think that some things don't go as planned, it just makes me so sad. Even though you attempted to make it work. Even though you gave your all. Even though you made actions yet there are still some things you just cannot control. Oh yeah, I also never met the girl. Fvk life.

reading all these comments made me realized that I can't even remember how it feels like to be in love. I'm starting to forget what love felt like. Damn...

ATTENTION. LOOKING AT THE COMMENTS CAN MAKE YOU CRY

I'm having a health problem right now, the pain is hard to resist. Right now it has gone a bit less intense so i feel well enough to write this. I still have hope that i'll get better I know no one will read but i feel better putting it in words. This melody and anime art calms me

i love her

[i talked to my crush about my feelings today, i told her how ive been in love with her for quite a long time. She rejected me, and told me she liked someone else. That i can understand, but she is really all I've wanted, and it just gets in the feels. I guess I'll be back whenever i find love at last. 20/02/20] 07/01/22: Yesterday was a good day. I have been talking to this girl since october, and we really get along. Slowly, I felt like we both were catching feelings for each other, and yesterday I decided to make the move. I asked her to be my girlfriend, and she said yes! I'm beyond happy right now, and the only thing I can say is thank you all for your kind words, they really did mean a lot to me! Im eager to see what's in the future for us.

You hear "kudasai" you know it will be good

i'm crying this gives me good vibes

Memorable song♥️

"I don't care if she's not mine anymore. Some nights, I still dream of her..."

makes me reminisce over a life i didn't have..

i just absolutly love this song its like aesthetic/study/calming song 3 in 1

I’ve been listening to a lot of kudasai and lofi music because it helps me reminisce about a time in my life when I was happier and content. I’ve recently started a new job and this has opened a can of anxiety and fear I never thought I had inside me. I used to listen to lofi during my previous job, which is why I experience this nostalgia I guess. Feeling this unhappy in my new job has made me start wondering about how life would be living in a remote/isolated area, with greenery as far as the eye can see and mountains keeping me shaded. Rather than waking up every day going to work in this big concrete jungle waiting miserably for a pay check at the end of the month, I imagine how it just feel to wake up everyday and be working to actually live, eating from that which you have grown and not having to worry about paying bills because your self sufficient. I make no mistake in imaging this life would be easy, as it would take immense discipline and physical work to ensure the food is edible and caring for any livestock, but I can just imagine when the day is coming to a close and the sun is about to set, brewing a tea and then sitting on my chair outside of my little house taking small but warm sips whilst watching the sun slowly set, feeling the wind breeze and hearing the leaves rustle. I can imaging watching the birds retreat to their nests to rest, while the crickets chirps becomes louder and louder. As I watch all of this unfold, I can imagine being content with life and with that thought a small smile would creep up in the corners of my mouth. Yeah, that’s living - Hopefully I can make it there one day and call it a reality rather than a dream. I hope you can achieve your dream too.

Me: this music is so calm Me after 1 hour of listening: *"These voices in my head told me I'm better off ｄｅａｄ"*

It's 1 AM, I'm alone on my pc, listening to this, smokin a joint...Feeling lonely and empty....

It’s weird when you lose someone you love to someone else and yet you still miss them and those days you spent. Reality is that it’s gone and never coming back, but DAMN is it nice to dream…

I still remember when I found this song years ago and it portrayed how I was going to feel after walking away from someone forever and it had few views, now that I see so many millions of views it makes me think how many people are going through something similar or worse than asking about these types of songs or you just find them by chance, remember, if you are going through something serious always ask for help, family, friends, acquaintances, psychologist, there will always be someone and keep going.

Me: having a good day *Listens* Me to depression: *ah shit here we go again*

it is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply

In life just like in competitions, you have to tryhard with everything you have, do what you can to reach your goals even if they seems light years away. In the end, videogames gave me this gift in life

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"no bro don't worry I'll be on Minecraft tommorow" Last seen: Fortnite: Battle Royale

It was a summer camp back in 2016. It was during winter school holidays. And it was only a camp for teenagers 13-17 yrs old. The camp took in 200 kids, including me and 5 of my siblings. It was the second time I went. It was where I fell for this guy. To this day, he still remains as the one guy I secretly lowkey have a crush on and love with all my heart. At camp - we didnt talk. We never knew each other. Never did we greet each other once in person. He walked around, and so did I. But whenever I saw him around the camp grounds, I would just stare at him the way anyone would stare at someone they literally just admired. I liked his hairstyle, his style of clothing, his smile, his personality. From a distance, I could hear him and the boys just laughing. He was different and unique in his own way. That's when I had crush on him. Camp lasted a week. So nothing happened. Until I got home, and I somehow found his facebook. I immediately sent him a friend request (which he thankfully accepted.) On the same day, he had changed his profile picture to a photo I watched him take at camp. It was him in a colourful shirt and it was a really nice photo. So I commented "you've got a nice style of clothing." And that's when he direct messaged me. 2 months and 3 days ---- not a day missed. We talked. We talked day and night. We exchanged snapchat accounts and just talked in between fb and sc. He was one of those guys who would be hard to find in this world. He made you feel like a whole new person. You would stare at your phone and smile everytime you got a message or a notification from him. Then when he's asleep, you would re-read the conversations you both had and just laugh. He was goofy, he was kind, he was the kind of guy all girls would love to have. We spoke like friends. Talked about goofy as stuff. Memories we had of our own. Things we liked, things we didnt like. Our future careers, family goals, and just future goals for that matter. Then he called me names like "babe" or "babygirl" or "my girl". At first, I was like "ummmmmm bro" but he kept saying it and it was my fault for thinking that it was gonna lead to something. He literally had my heart. He was a soccer player. He was a good brother and a good son. One night, he shared with me something so personal that only his best friend knew about. But he shared that same personal thing with me and I felt honoured. Then one day, I had a dream about him. The dream was about him playing indoor soccer. Then somehow he injured his right ankle. It was REALLY REALLY random. But on the same day, after I woke up, I did a few things then I remembered the dream. That dream was so vivid - I can still remember it to this day. But I remembered the dream and so I just randomly asked my guy and was like "hey, I know this is gonna sound stupid but I just wanted to ask....did you injure your ankle today?"........BRO! He replied "yeah, I injured my right ankle playing indoor soccer." I literally dropped my phone when I saw that reply. Then I asked him, "Did you wear a dark-colored shirt?" And he said, ".....yeah. A navy blue shirt." I died at that moment. Like having that dream and then realizing that it actually happened to him had me shook. So from day 1 to day 64........we talked. Until one day, the messages stopped. It was silent. And it become those one-worded responses. I realized that it was the end of the road for me to talk to him. He's the reason why I feel insecure to send any guy a message. I learnt everything from him. And it literally took me a whole year to recover and move on with life. He literally soaked my thoughts everyday and the pain I felt in my heart is so indescribable that no words can express. He was my first one-sided love and I still wish him birthday wishes. Daniel, I hope you find the right girl who will love you, your brother, and mother. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be loved. I hope life treats you good and blessings go your way. Sending you love from afar.

My mind is empty but at the same time bursting with so many memories that are both bad and good...

Man it feels like so long ago I listened to this and vibed. Life was good and happy. it gives me some memories and a weird feeling of nostalgia

I'll be back once i find the girl I've been dreaming of. 23/8/2019

I dream of her Does she ever think of me? Does she care she broke my heart? There’s so many things I want her to know, but I don’t want to tell her

i have no story to tell i just like the song lol