finals @ uni 📎 writing my dissertation, apartment deep clean, trying my best !

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leah megan

leah megan

Күн бұрын

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hi friends ~ in this video I share what I've been up to over the last few weeks, moving back to uni, and also work on my dissertation before submitting my one and only draft! I thought I would have a few days to relax before I could work on my feedback, but my supervisor suddenly sent back the feedback, and it was quite brutal and to be honest I'm still feeling quite sad about it ... I think the harsh feedback, while I appreciate it, has made me feel like a bit of a failure and I'm struggling a lot to finish writing it. it's okay though, things will be okay, so hopefully I can still manage to make a video for next Saturday .... idk, I will discuss that in the pinned comment ! I also spent a few hours deep cleaning my flat for an inspection, and it definitely feels nice to be in such a clean environment ! so that is alleviating my stress a little bit ~~ any whom. see you next week! + thank you again to SquareSpace for sponsoring (: xx
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00:00 intro
01:14 life, recently
04:05 a bad day
06:54 back to present day
08:49 breakfast
10:10 library day
11:35 thank you squarespace !!
12:25 relaxing + a chat
15:25 a night alone
18:55 breakfast + deep cleaning my flat
22:15 sad news, sad leah
25:35 back to work
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@mariecurie1785
@mariecurie1785 Жыл бұрын
you recorded, edited and shared this video. i think this is a big accomplishment bc we know that it is a pretty hard job. and you are so brave to share even your problems with us. we are here for you, keep going
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
@jingchen9695
@jingchen9695 Жыл бұрын
Everything about this video just screams relatable. The stress of coming out of school and stepping into society for the first time is unreal. I'm so grateful that you still take the time to document all the hard times and present them in such a relaxing and easy-to-watch way. Sending you lots of love from Aisa.
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you so much ❤️ sending lots of love to you too 🌷✨
@declutteredbookworm
@declutteredbookworm Жыл бұрын
Your vlogs are genuinely the highlight of my weekend. I'm in a similar position to yourself, nearing the end of my degree and sometimes it has been really difficult to motivate myself but your vlogs always serve as a gentle reminder to just keep going and do the best I can. Not long left to go now, you've got this 😊
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
best of luck to you for the end of your studies 🥺🌷🌷 I've not struggled with motivation like this for so long, but am trying to stay disciplined ⭐️✨ much loooovee
@tami1468
@tami1468 Жыл бұрын
Seeing you cry made me cry😭😭 hope you feel better soon Leah love
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🥺🤎 I'm sorry
@dailymaria
@dailymaria Жыл бұрын
the end is so close now, you can do it!!! been watching you for months now:'), so proud of you!
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you so much 🥺 yes, the end is so close! in a couple of weeks it will all be over. 3 weeks today actually!!!!! which feels surreal. just need to try my best for a few weeks and then I can move on to bigger and better things ⭐️
@milis2002
@milis2002 Жыл бұрын
Ugh Leah watching you cry made my heart shrink a bit😭 your emotions are so valid and I admire how you recognize when you just need to be. I hope it gets better soon and that you’ll feel more confident about your work! Remember to trust yourself and if something is good for you but not good for your supervisors/editors then go with YOUR intuition! Most of the time we know what’s better for us and our work ❤ take much care and all the time you need because we understand this is something important to you but remember this is just for a small amount of time and then you’re done!!! I’m so excited to keep watching you during my summer vacation when I’m more at ease🤞🏽🤞🏽 be kind to yourself❤❤❤
@shvasighi3420
@shvasighi3420 Жыл бұрын
I have to say that I spent watching all of your previous videos all week and now I am happy that can spend 26 more minutes with you, as my friend*_* but I know how hard is it for you... I experienced all these terrible feelings during my master, especially when I wanted to prepare my proposal. I even couldn't sleep at nights, crying all day and locked myself in my room, not talking to anyone and even became angry when someone wanted to make me feel better:D but... All of those days passed and now I'm trying to prioritize my mental needs more than anything else and this made everything better. Best wishes my dear Leah
@Mina_25
@Mina_25 Жыл бұрын
Hi Leah ✨ I've been following you since the beginning. Most of the time, I can tell from your trembling voice or your eyes that you are stressed and focused. I don't know how believable it is, but when I see you sad, when I see you stressed or when I see you cry, I feel bad too. When I see an emotional state of someone who lives miles away, it seems abnormal for me to feel the same. But you have a big role in my life. You' re my Idol.✨ You're stressed and every time you start crying, I feel weird and not being able to do anything makes me sad. As I know you from your videos, you are a person who can achieve what you want and you are too hard on yourself. Getting a critical comment means you can actually see things you can fix. We don't become lazy when we get a few bad grades. I'm saying what I saw. You are very successful. Please don't be too hard on yourself. Only you will be by your side for the rest of your life. I love you.🌸 Take great care of yourself.🌸 And please smile. 🥹🙏🏻
@juliagrace5203
@juliagrace5203 Жыл бұрын
You got this girly!🎉🎉 your working so hard AND your making vids for us! I know you can do, your almost there💙
@decamies2284
@decamies2284 Жыл бұрын
I hope everything works out Leah! Take care of yourself during this stressful time and you did good, be proud of yourself :)
@nellekehendriksen5603
@nellekehendriksen5603 Жыл бұрын
Sending you love and hugs. Keep taking care of yourself on days that you can manage to 🤍 you got this
@poppycalliope
@poppycalliope Жыл бұрын
I hope you will feel all better soon and just remember that everything passes. We can only try our best. Sending you much love sweet Leah ❤
@katieoconnor6456
@katieoconnor6456 Жыл бұрын
Aww Megan 😢 please remember that everything is temporary and anxiety will pass and ease with time. However sometimes a good cry is needed ❤
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
you are so right ~ things always pass . it will be ok
@tessamccormack594
@tessamccormack594 Жыл бұрын
Sending lots of positive thoughts your way! Receiving feedback is always a stressful time, don't let it take away from how hard you've worked 🤍
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
@angela359
@angela359 Жыл бұрын
I feel you, the last days before turning in my dissertation were awful. Literally cried and called my mom the day before, thinking my work was a piece of junk, ended up with an amazing grade so you never know. At the end of the day every experience feels worse as you are living it, looking back everything that went down those days feels very insignificant. Sending much love and hope everything turns out okay!
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
i already feel like it was so far in the past, when i only actually handed it in a couple of days ago ….. sending you much love too . all will be ok! 🌷💗
@cecilefrederique
@cecilefrederique Жыл бұрын
So proud of you Leah!!! keep taking care of yourself 🧡🧡
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you 🥹❤️
@Raerighthere
@Raerighthere Жыл бұрын
im also finishing my dissertation😢its tough but I feel so good to see you ❤love you
@dreamysol
@dreamysol Жыл бұрын
sending you so much love. i hope you take care of yourself and that you are gentle and kind to yourself 💗
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you 🥹❤️
@rebeccafavetti
@rebeccafavetti Жыл бұрын
Leah you’re doing great!! As I’m studying for final myself I truly understand what you feel like, but girl you’re doing such an amazing job!
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
@snsydt
@snsydt Жыл бұрын
I was just opened your channel to watch one of your old videos while eating and just seeing this is just like a blessing
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🥺 I do that with all of my favourite channels, so it feels surreal that someone is doing it for my videos 😭 appreciate you v much . much love ! 🤍
@k.kalberg
@k.kalberg Жыл бұрын
your vlogs are so calm! 💫🤍
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
@hannnnirin
@hannnnirin Жыл бұрын
we don’t know what’s up but we hope you’re feeling better gradually ❤
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🤎🤎🤎🤎
@IvanIvanoff-mk7xn
@IvanIvanoff-mk7xn Жыл бұрын
Don’t stress out about your dissatation feedback too much Leah, you have this. Keep it up and keep your mental health positive, keep making Amazing content, your more than a KZfaqr your a friend, make sure to take care of yourself and don’t worry too much as things will work out day by day, Keep going Leah 😊
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🥹 thank you! i have now submit the final version. trying my best to stay afloat and focus on good habits for my mental health ❗️ wishing you a beautiful end to your week ⭐️⭐️⭐️ ~~~~
@aaralynrenee
@aaralynrenee Жыл бұрын
i hope you know just how many ppl’s days are made better by your vlogs 🫶🏾 hoping you feel better soon!
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🥹🥹🥹🫶🏻
@brunellapuglieeese
@brunellapuglieeese Жыл бұрын
don´t give up! send you good luck xoxo
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you
@squidward9
@squidward9 Жыл бұрын
sat down w some hot cocoa to watch this, and my cat joined me to watch as well! your vlogs give me the same safe and cozy energy as studio ghibli films. been watching your videos for months now and it’s so crazy to see how much you’ve accomplished. it’s like we’ve all been going through this college (or just life) journey together, and it feels comforting to know that i can go back to this channel whenever i need something that relaxes me and keeps me company, specially in this time as for me it’s been one of the loneliest and most stressful. also just learned what i deal with almost daily has a name - bedtime procrastination. it’s a hard cycle to break 😓 it’s crazy how much you remind me of myself. i also freak out when i have to pass through big crowds, sometimes it feels like they’re all watching me and it makes me so anxious. all your feelings are completely valid, and i can relate to so much of what you say. from nearing the end of uni, not knowing what comes next, i’ve had those same thoughts all too often. but as you tell us, it’ll always somehow work out in the end. you remind us all to take care of ourselves and to be kind w ourselves. you deserve even more now to be kinder and good to yourself. take as much time as you need to take care of yourself. the end of the semester is always stressful and scary specially writing a dissertation. it’s normal to feel more pressure and overwhelm now. you’re in the home stretch now, and since you’ve made it this far, i have no doubt you can make it to the end. remember we all wish you the best, and hope that you’re feeling much better soon. wishing you the best of luck on your dissertation and everything else! take care darling. much love 🤗
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you so much for your kind words 🥹 ah. it means so much. you’re right, it is the home stretch now, it’s normal to feel so many emotions, but also kind of embarrassed to see how up and down i am all the time, it makes me feel like i have no control over my emotions 🥲 lol wishing u the best + much love
@squidward9
@squidward9 Жыл бұрын
@@leahmegan aw nothing to be embarrassed about! I can relate tho 😭 life be a bit too up and down sometimes
@fiebebellefroid3273
@fiebebellefroid3273 Жыл бұрын
I like your painted pinky ;) Been loving your videos, Leah, thank you
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
heheheh . now i have no nails at all . bit of a mess rlly
@aminadazela
@aminadazela Жыл бұрын
Your home town looks so beautiful and calming ❤
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
@aminadazela
@aminadazela Жыл бұрын
Hang in there ❤
@mondaeblue165
@mondaeblue165 Жыл бұрын
So relaxing
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🤎🤎
@dahapolikarpova
@dahapolikarpova Жыл бұрын
I hope you will be fine soon, bed days happens but they won't last forever, i hope you will cope with your anxiety, you are not alone. you are such a strong person, I believe in you, you worth to be calm and happy. I wish you all the best! love you!
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🥹🥹❤️‍🩹 thank you!!!
@siriusblackkinnie
@siriusblackkinnie Жыл бұрын
so i guess now saturday is my fav day of the week just because of your videos 🫂❤️‍🩹
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🥺 oh stahpp
@laura.gallego
@laura.gallego Жыл бұрын
hello leah, you did as good as you could in your worst moment, life works like that and we are so proud of you, you still did it, bad or good is done, please remember to stay always hydrated and don't skip your meals.
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
hello Laura ~~~ thank you. I'm proud of me too. I've had a lot of sad moments recently, but I'm trying to remember that these feelings are only temporary and that things will be easier soon. trying to look at the feedback as a positive thing, to make my dissertation the best it can be !!!!! it is due in 3 days .... heh.... so soon . then just a few exams and presentations and it will all be over before I even realise what's happening ! same to you ~~~~
@blubpu___7399
@blubpu___7399 Жыл бұрын
i think you're the first person who reminds me of myself and i feel everything you talk about, that feels strange) but warm at the same time
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🤎
@ricci958
@ricci958 Жыл бұрын
Hi Leah, this is my first time comment to you. When I saw u crying, I feel so heartbroken🥺I’m also going through a lot rn but things all gonna be fine!! Hope we’ll both get through it!! lysm❤btw I’m ur fan from China🥰
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
i hope you can get through everything that you’re facing ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@helgyn995
@helgyn995 Жыл бұрын
I just wish you a good day. Good luck and success. God bless you.
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you ❤️ same to you
@jennywilliams5689
@jennywilliams5689 Жыл бұрын
You can do it!
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
@elenikaramou
@elenikaramou Жыл бұрын
sending you lots of hugs Leah ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thank you so much 🤎 sending you lots of hugs too 😇
@wlwls2719
@wlwls2719 Жыл бұрын
Always thankful for your video. Look after yourself, Love. Sue from Korea
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
thankful for you ! 🤗⭐️💖✨
@noha9548
@noha9548 Жыл бұрын
hey! can I ask you about your planner? where is it from? Lots of love
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
hi hi ! it's the productivity method, midnight oil in blue (: definitely expensive / an investment.. I bought mine as a christmas gift to myself, but forgot it at home and so have only just recently started using it hehe. its amazing! it has yearly / monthly / weekly goal setting pages and also undated daily pages for to-do lists etc. it has a great intro too where you can learn about your productivity ✨✨✨ lol this sounds like an ad or something . it's not . just a good planner that rlly helps ! here is the link! : productivitymethod.com/collections/all/products/burningthemidnightblueoil
@juliasauruz
@juliasauruz Жыл бұрын
beautiful video
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
ah thank you! I got it from yes style years ago unfortunately ):
@janedou2190
@janedou2190 Жыл бұрын
Hey, Leah! I've watched your videos for a long time but this is the first time that I tried to comment. You know it's a little bit hard to use KZfaq in China but I can't let myself miss your vedios. Maybe I'm at the same age as you are, and I think we are so alike in many respects. I think I can feel what u feel although we are not at the same country, we are all trying our best to make ourselves to live a better and more comfortable life and combat stress and pain and other things in this world. Thank you so much to make me feel better when I'm tired, and I think I might try to make vlog afterwards with u motivated me. I really wish u can happy and I believe that 20s is the age that feel adrift, but maybe 5 or 10 years later we can embrass all the things in the world at ease. Hope u can reply!
@nataliedavison2044
@nataliedavison2044 Жыл бұрын
19:29 where’s the blue top from? It’s so cute!
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
weekday x
@wgina39
@wgina39 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@noura.Ah.ja_
@noura.Ah.ja_ Жыл бұрын
❤love you
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
@user-dm5sp2jw7j
@user-dm5sp2jw7j Жыл бұрын
Can you make a video of how to cross a difficult stage in your life, whether academically or in life?
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
I think my last video would be helpful for that!
@user-dm5sp2jw7j
@user-dm5sp2jw7j Жыл бұрын
@@leahmegan thank you 🙏🏻
@Thezedra
@Thezedra Жыл бұрын
If I would sleep around at 4 AM I would wake up at 1 PM LOL .Love ur video's Leah
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🥹🥹❤️ thank u
@lazyydreamer
@lazyydreamer Жыл бұрын
Haven't watched the video yet but just wanted to say Hiii, Leah. Hope you are doing well.
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🤎 hi ! hope you are well also
@gokcealaca2381
@gokcealaca2381 Жыл бұрын
where are you study at
@ametrinemoon
@ametrinemoon Жыл бұрын
Oh poor girl, it's hitting you now ow that it is your last semester! What was your diss on? If you can say? The final leg now!
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
@ametrinemoon
@ametrinemoon Жыл бұрын
@@leahmegan You can do it girl! The way who I wrote my old diss was for a lay person to understand it
@xParcdesPrinces
@xParcdesPrinces Жыл бұрын
Do you have any tattoos or do you want any in the near future? 🤔
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
i am unsure! (:
@lolokite747
@lolokite747 Жыл бұрын
your vlogs motivate me to improve my lifestyle
@jadu124
@jadu124 Жыл бұрын
I always love your video 🫶🏻 I hope you not to be sad I'm not a english native speaker, so I can't speak many words. But I can send all loves I have 🤍 can you feel my heart? (just kidding ^^)
@leahmegan
@leahmegan Жыл бұрын
🤎🤎🤎🤎🤎🥺
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