I agree, but more horrible is the money addiction.. because there is power, we can't know the limit.

Facts I just gamble to help my family I totally agree bro I’m not a bad person

@@Jordan_balling no one is a bad person.. but a fool that is easy blind by money addiction.. the old system is what makes casino so good.. the believe, of the Foiles ones.. so no more casino .. and let's work together to stop there empire from destruction..life is more important.

I lost 1410$ today i feel so sick a tired I want to stop I m.not a gembler 😢

@ZEUS-xc9xs first everyone feels tired when they lose.. because your brain overload from the pain .. i am happy if you stop.. because it is a life of pain and disappointed..life is hard but, when all money is gone, it only can get harder.. accept the defeat.. and try something new..be glad your not in debt.. my will be over after 8 year if i try my best...

I can't afford any meeting.. because I need to work on one or another working place.. I can't go any more to gambling because I don't have any cash no matter what I do I am still the loser..the situations is like this I getting paid every month Witt 600 dollars but I can't seem to find enough for the monthly debt.. I mean I need to pay every month 1200 dollars .. and the situations is like this from debt to debt forever.. because gambling..now when I haven't been for four months.. well I am still fucked..I can't change my life.. I wish I go back and stop before I played for the first time it only hurts.. that all I can say it is like never ending dream

Like I sad I can't afford ga meeting.. and they can't help me because I am different.. I can make someone psicho it is easy for me...

You can find a phone meeting, that's what I had to do. Also zoom meetings. You are not alone. You are not unique. There are millions of us. Ask a financial advisor to help you set up a plan and pay yourself as well as your debtors. You CAN do it. I highly recommend Gamblers Anonymous.

easy to say but the facts are this man has lost a lift time off money and savings so to tell someone forget the money start again ......

OK. IT’S CALLED TOUGH LOVE. Nothing in anyone’s life changes unless they’re willing to change. The gambling addiction that the compulsive gambler has will follow them around forever unless the gambler surrounds themselves around like minded people who have the desire to stop gambling. My first GA meeting in 1991 was very painful opening up to complete strangers and sharing my gambling story, but today after many years of clean time from gambling my life is truly awesome. Miracles are out there for all of us. But we first have to be HONEST with ourselves to WANT & DESIRE to totally STOP GAMBLING. You can do this thousands of other people like myself have. A journey of a thousand days starts with that first step. Good luck on your road to recovery.

Good for you. Keep it up 👍

Well I did stop for more than a year, and I don't know, maybe 5 or 6 months. I am clean but I am still trying to repair myself from my debt that I did. I am sorry, that I didn't upload a clip for more than 8 months in English. But I am still damaged.. I will try to update my situation these days. I am glad that you stopped in time. Not like me..but now we will need to help the others by stopping more people... Going to those situations...let's work together.. and we will win..

Ye I hope that he is more Smarter than me.. No to gambling

@@MetodiGYour commitement to not playing and especially helping others is great! In time you will pay off that debt. Keep it up!

😮😢 😢​@@MetodiG

Never, never - risk money that you can't afford to lose.

Nah you're right.. I am compulsive gambler. But that's because I don't like spending so much time on it..I am sick of it even when I start..but I am not an ordinary gambler.. i mean that every gambler is unique there so different.. I did stop.. but even know I feel I was going to fail again.. because I haven't changed, I only stop .. but like religion I have my own way of thinking 🧐🧐🧐..nah you're father is right . But even the loser will get more not because of lack of luck.. what I mean is you can get 300k of winning like a loser.. what I mean is the loser can get bored.. but the winner can be easily blind. Money is a sickness ..there is like 0,5% to not fall for those green cash.. I am without gambling in my life but.. money oh yee they will never end.. chasing the dream of a happy life corrupt tet only by those cash. I am glad to hear that logic from you. One more thing .. the winner won't fall to the lie because he is smart.. but the fool will always will because his eyes are blind from the purpose of the chaise..

@@bryanfugate2501 I wish I didn't risk it, but I did.. and can't change it that.. I did believe in a chance...but it happened to be a lie so big that I caught them doing it..I have a video from my session of losing 17 times in a row with lag .. I mean that I have so much proof. But in reality I stay behind for now..

@@MetodiG Becoming and staying a consistent long term winner, takes major discipline - and a mastering of many. Most people just aren't cut out for it. For a professional, it's a grind... there is no chase. And luck, plays only a minor role. Glad to hear you have stopped... By listening to the way you talk, and the mindset - sounds like the best calculated move, that you have ever made.

@@bryanfugate2501 well I did long terms before.. it was like 36hour and it was loss because on long terms they can do whatever they wish.. well I stop for many reasons.. my health was getting worst that's one ,but more important.. I wish for normal life now but I am in debt because of this. Casinos are not for me. I did make some mathematical tactics on roulette before but in the long term with those tactics I did fail a loss.. first week was always win ..but when I start long terms.. was always loss .. what do I mean is I can guess one number from 27/36 for more then 14times... In reality with so many numbers you can get at list one in the online well the chance is less than 1%. Casinos are always winning because the time limit of the long term gives the most easy way to see and choose if the player needs to be stopped . Well I have a friend who is doing the fast terms and he hasn't been losing.. because they can't catch him.. his lowest bet is like 30-60k my was 5-10k but now he is still continuing .. but I haven't.. some people are winning easy but those people are not me.. ye I agree I not for this.. I like money, but I will get it from hard work.. I am not going to return.. because I know each play set. nah sorry for the long type .. but this is me . I am what I am.. I miss the power of the cash .. nah people will do everything for money these days..good luck on believing, that the system can be beat by good and normal person.

Alhamdulilah

I can't find a time to spend for any hobby.. I lost my free time because I am on so much debt.. that I can't find a way to fix.. I wish I was strong butt In reality.. only fake dream.. I haven't been in casino for along time like four months.. but I can't start a new life.. because the debts is bigger then my paycheck every month... Like my paycheck is 600 dollars.. but the debt every month is 1200 dollar.. so at list I can't play.. but thank for all the support you made to me.. I appreciate it very much...I hope you are well..

Man I feel bad for your loss.. and it is so much bigger then me 9 Year is so much time.. but ye I am happy 😁 for your new life on 27 up .. nah the gambling is dumb thing for us to believe.. anyway pizza sounds so much nice and cool.. and most important freedom.. I am glad for you.. well I was going to say to celebrate all but nah we can't.. all of us here are from different countries.. so far away.. learn to cook all.. there's so much benefits in there.. I am a cooking machine:) .. I hope you have the best new life without debt anymore.. nah I wish, for no more gambling in this world.. people need to stop. Happy cleaning day 😁😁😁 have the best now.. without them..

@@MetodiG It’s so tough mate, In 3 weeks I lost 9 years and 25,000. I won 7 at first from £500 and got hooked, I lost job girlfriend and car, so now I am starting fresh,I’m 27 now, I’m so grateful I can eat a meal because it’s been so difficult with having all my debt go out, I wish you all the health and blessings, are you close to paying 60k back my friend, take each day and it comes and try relax brother

Hi man I know the the feeling of lose, I even don’t want to eat I can’t sleep too , but when I have a money in hand I come back to casino and suffer again because lost again,,that is terrible addiction like drug when we play for long time, we can’t not control our time or our money until every single dollar gone ,.Congrats for your 0 debt, living with happiness now

@@DuyPham-nz7oe we are different.. because I can have money in my hand and I won't go to the casino. Because first I don't like anything about them, second we will always lose no matter how long we waste time.. because you and I .. are the money pigs for them. The politicians are still protecting the mafia.. and I always go there without any hope .. but I need to go there to find that one solution to stop losing.. because there are humans. And in reality, humans always do mistakes. I mean no it is not the same drug as mine.. mine is only money and I have it, when I was only 8 years old. I mean I always love them and always search for them.. but in the end always lose them.m because I don't think when I lose them.. that boy did something amazing to not being a stupid person by doing him self in big debt.. I only hope for the best for him.. now my purpose in life will be to end the gambling mafia to this world.. I will try to stop the theme..we will fight by doing a political change... If casinos die .. well mafia will go down as well.. no more political pigs, no more stilling money from the lie of gambling. I my lose 100 k more.. but in the end I will find a way to destroy them..they deserve only to be out of business. But for that we need and army... Power is dangerous.. but effective.. one by one all countries will stop Hazzard, and fast credits.. all world have to prosper on that..

Now thats a good story Happy for you mate. Now get out there and continue being a winner!

Well I am doing fine.. still alive ☺️. But it's kinda lonely, sometimes.. I feel pain just a little.. because I miss the old time..the casino was a mistake... I know that now.. the time and the money are lost forever.. but the time is more important.. nah I am getting old .. and I lost time for dumb things.. I hope you're ok as well and not losing time.. anyway how are you?? I am glad that you called me friend.. but I can't show anything good for that point..

Well you're right...it is not the end.. but the waste of time ... Well that's something more precious.. thanks for your good words.. I will keep stronger.. no to gambling 💗 that's the answer..

@@MetodiGgood point u will never get that back and that’s what truly hurts think of all the money

Well if there's any chance of winning.. I may be addicted as well.. but no, for 4 years I am only losing.. that's not even a casino.. there only stilling the money..even my last one was yesterday.. I said in my other video that I will try once more and the results I will post by tomorrow.. there are just scammers.. non chance at all.. I lost 400 from my salary to get something.. this is too much making fun of us.. they are only stilling... I gave up with a document from N.A.P for the decline of gambling Rights..in the bugging before, like 4 years back I was winning and losing.. now it's just losses.. they change the rule for me??? They stop giving me any bonus for almost a year and a half. They are the worst from thieves.. No fuckin mercy on some people.. for 2700 in 8 deposit, for like 2 months.. I was only losing.. is this normal? They don't care if I will talk bad things to them or if I show everyone what their scam is. Casinos have no chance for me to win . But that's it .. I will get the documents for the stop in the next video.. why just why they're so evil. I did give them so much money.. but never they returned some.. the worst one will be evolution and effbet .. the others are less bad like amusnet.. nah I will post every result for 4 years if I have to to see the difference.. when casino my be addiction.. but now is just robbery.. that's not gambling.. the gambling is no more.. there is a thieves.. thanks for your support.. 💓 but I guess I just and idiot who can't win any more.. no matter the experience, no matter if I go big or low.. with people like them.. manipulation is only now.. well I guess I will not eat again this month..that's my life ..

Thanks.. but I am not to smart or Bride to get up again 😔.. I am only working to give my time to someone.. who can control me... And ye I can work in almost any position.. I mean there is no hard work.. most of them are lazy and dumb.. but at list pay my debts.. I am thinking for some harder work.. but I need help to choose one.. can you tell me witch working place of harder and fun??? I thanks a lot for your words .. I wish all the best.. and don't forget... Don't be me.. I am insane...

Thank for those words.. but please don't gamble.. don't try to lose more like me .. don't try to feel the pain every single day.. when we think about doing something stupid.. we are kings in stupidity..so ye human are like books with lot of stuff in there life.. I will keep out of gamble..but you need as well to be clean as well .. let's stop that mistake forever

In Bulgaria experienced priests are like a lie.. because some of them are working with the bad people you may say. For prayers well that's the problem, because I am unable to concentrate any more my brain is overwhelmed with damaged thinking.. I was going on Sunday before I tried that .. but I never feel different from that..I didn't change even when I spoke to them. In reality I am a bad person.. I spent all the money I got, and hurt everyone from the family. I made them in pain as well as me. I am screaming in pain, but no one will help me.. I may stop. But I lost everything from them.. they are thieves . That's the reality.. they only never still, never give us any chance.. for my last deposits for 2 months again I can show how they took 8 deposits without any winning chance for 2500 my last deposit was yesterday I told in my video that I will make the last to see if I need the document of N.A.P I lost my 400 now so I will go take the document that denied me entrance to every possible casino.. and that's the end.. those people are thieves.. EFFBET, AMUSNET, Evolution.. don't go play with those guys.. even better don't go to gambling. Thanks for the support I will try to go to church again.. but mostly it is pointless for me . God will send me severed for my mistakes..I need to be in prison.. because I spend money by locking myself in debt and hurting my family by making them search for money to clear my stupidity..that's why I need to pay, even if I go to hell I need to know that no one will be hurt anymore.. one lie destroys so many people. I can't find a way to rebuild my life.. at list for now.. but I hope that the church will..

@@MetodiG May God bless you with a good priest. Ask your Guardian Angel, Our Lady (Mary, Mother of God) to help you win this battle. If you have a Monastery close by try there to find help (or call one to get advice). Also, try to say as often as you can the Jesus prayer, it is very powerful "Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me, the sinner". In Bulgarian i find it online "Господи Иисусе Христе, Сине Божий, помилвай мен грешника". Focus on saving your soul (depression works in many hidden ways), the rest can be solved afterwards. Be safe! 🙏

Thank you.. I hope so as well.. but the worst thing about gambling is the waste of time.. nah I won to do so many things.. and for some reason I only make different mistakes.. nah ironic I am born to be the worst 😔 😆😆😆.. but you're right it will get better.. I do believe this.. but from hard work.. 💪

Truly it is stupid.. but everyone has a reason that made him start.. what is your reason ?? Is it money or just to have some excited Waves??? Nah you can stop like me, but if you do that you will agree with the loss.. well better to give it to your husband, than wasting more like most of us.. I can't help you return your money.. nah I am a bigger loser..but I can tell you that if you give your money to your family no matter the husband or mother or father.. you will need to leave the money until you feel free from the need to gamble.. I was blind to continue doing that for more than 15 or 16 years now.. but the last 2 years before I did stop my Lost was so big .. I am still in debt lost 100 k and even more.. how about you?? What keeps you going there is it your need for money or your kids or even your relationship with your husband ?? Everyone feels horrible for joining that web.. even worse.. so many lost their life from lies and even from chasing their dreams..take a step deeper in your family and forget about your loss.. or chaise them, and fail.. just stop the pain will be less but won't be forgotten or won't stop never.. but you will be free.. and you will still be a great mother.. just believe in your self.. and if you wish you can tell me your loss.. if you don't well thank you for still being alive ☺️..

It is sad, that you lost so much.. for friends not much.. because you can have new.. for the money it is mostly the biggest ok pain because, the only thing you've done is to sell yourself to them.. for you love well that's sad as well but, if she was really love with you .. may be a different situation. I hate them for all the pain they have done to us, by tricking us . By lying and mostly by exploiting us.. where you from mate.. I am working 60 to 72 hours on week as well.. for 1.5 k on month.. I haven't ever had love, so I don't know the pain from it.. I did have friends before like you.. and I lost them as well, but there are so many people in that world that can be friends. At list you start as 0 .. me are starting from minus 120k until 10 year pass. I don't know what we have done to lose so much.. but years pass, and loss gets worse.. I am from Bulgaria . And I will be glad to be all of you here, your friend 😊..

I'm sure that info will be relevant tomorrow when he takes the cans in for recycling

I am ban from banks on perpose.. like that I won't use no more others money, neither I will go back to gambling.. for me life is changing.. slowly.. so thanks for the advice 😊

Ye I it is.. but I can't use that for many reasons.. so at list thanks both.

Good advice but as a gambler myself, it's easier said then done. Gambling is a sickness. Gamblers are sick. I lost $400K over my lifetime, 2 broken marriages. And I still gamble .

@@GreensRams well said, I'm on the same page, not quite yet at that stage but I sense its inevitable, not looking forward to it Which country are u from

Well be on control you are saying.. but on reality... The control is on the money.. because we need them..

GreensRams u am sorry man that you list your 400k . For me is only 80k and I still losing without gambling because my debt is more then my paycheck..I haven't lost marriage like you.. but that's because I am working like shit for les then 620 dollars a month.. I spend all those 80 k for 3 months and some part of those money is from fast credits.. I still wish to play but in reality I am to poor for that

Timothy Wang don't be like us.. stop forever no credits no debt no gamble.. only a new life..

Ye I guess many of us, are like to be so easy naive to believe that we can defeat the system.. nah I am still believing that.. not only you lost your hard work, but most important your time.. and when you get too old, you will tell yourself that..I did lost 14 k of pound for one day before 2 years and that's 29k of Bulgarian Lev. Why do you start?? And do you wish to forget your money?? On what game you spend so much?? How big is your debt to your banks?? My in pounds will be 56 k ..and 120k till to this day with tax on Leva.. I wish no one to be like us.. but sadly some people won't spend time for those who try to stop them. Your just like me .. how old are you?? I am 35 year .. I will be in debt 10 more years. Without any cash no matter the work I do...

Hi MetodiG , I'll come back with an update. What else can I tell . Yes, I'm sorry for the situation I'm in , it's not a nice situation. I started with betting on football first time like a hobby. And then I tried the games slowly , slowly. I have big debts , now 15k borrowed from two banks , And i pay 680 a month only for this , plus rent and other food etc . I have salary 17 hundreed per month . And about 20k money that I lost from my pocket in this two years. Is a difficult situation. the problem is that I can't stop playing no matter what I do. I'm still playing, for example yesterday I lost 500 pounds and 400 the day before. what can I do, I can't do it anymore, I can't stop. I sold all my personal possessions , like gold chain , i pay 15 hundreed for it sold with 700 and lost it. Laptop gaming 13 hundreed , sold for 800 , and lost it. I don't know what to do. I work hard 45 hours a week. I'm lost.

Well sorry for the late answer.. but I will say it is late.. from when you sit in the chair.. you to can't do a shit to return those money. But 5000 in debt is small from my mistake of 58000 dollar. You can still give up and work hard.. but the pain will never stop.. at list the lose will end. You will have better life. I am 35 already.. and I am the one worst then you.. so listen from my heart, and just give up on them. Stop by playing in those lie's.. there's no chance for us to play fair play game.. people just can't stop lie to our face..there like no soul in them.. we did buy them home and even a cars.. it is only washing money this days.. the mafia will always win..no luck only fools just like us. again this is small amount.. stop until it gets like mine worst.. now I wish I was never born.. pain is so big...

Thanks I am still searching for the purpose of being alive.. nah I am in debt for 7 more years.. they will pass I know that .. I tried meditation, but it didn't work because.. my brain can't find a solution to the many problems in its core.. life is not what you think maybe.. because it is not our. I mean what is the real reason for some.. to die alone, to express pain or to find a lie.. in we happy few .. there you can see how one lie can make the difference of the core ...I appreciate your motivation on me .. but do you really think that I can give up?? And do you really think I will be grateful for the life I destroy on other people.. in reality the bad guy always wins.. but who is the bad one and who is the good maybe both???

Well I relapse those two months .. and gess what.. I fail at 0.20 cent every 12 on a roll time for 4 times and in the end for 1 month .. I lost another 2000 trying.. still no luck .. still no bonus.. they don't give me any bonus either.. they just take my cash ..and that's all.. I tried everything again..and hope it is no where to be found..I am sad, unstable, and even more broken.. even after 1 year and 6 months after I stop I relapse for last hope.. nah .. they just don't give a fuck for me..I am the loser king.. I tried baccarat , roulette, and virtual games even but only losses..

Well no one will help me when I quit.. to be honest 😭..I know the damage that is done to my family, from them. In reality I never won.. but these days they just keep laughing at me.. I can show you proof .. how can I lose 20 times in a row from black and red options.. that's every single time.. that's not a 50% chance.. I can't get why those countries are protecting them.. how they lie to people that there gambling addiction..it is just sad how people believe that they have done wrong.. when the truth is that the others are lying to us.. but the government says gambling addiction is real.. and gambling is for fun. When all know there's no fun in it because they are only winning.. and we are always losing.. is that normal to ya.. I hate those who think that gambling is an addiction.. your protecting the bad people .. and what when some one is gambler is it bad.. when it is normal to have casinos in almost every country.. so who's the bad person here, and who need help me or every new person who will be the next target of there lie.. we need to stop this.. please fight..

@@MetodiG I haven't quit either. One problem is the losses, you feel like you want to get them back and it's not easy to make $100k to get out of debt. Another problem is thinking that if you quit now you quit too soon, that today could be the day you make it all back. Well my friend, I'm not sure that any human has the answers. Perhaps we will need to reprogram our brains with Neurolink. The casinos will not be shut down, the governments make too much money from them. And really I'm sure that a part of you does not want them to be shut down, because then you could not win your money back and that feeling would be very hard to deal with.

Well ye mostly working..but in free time like hour or so making a video to do commentary of my own mistakes.. the other time sleep.. I haven't got in other countries, or tack a vacation because.. well money is still not growing under the trees.. my own new mistake from my life will be the oversleeping problem.. I mean I can save time from them.. I am almost 9 hours every day but I need to lower them to 7 or at list 8.. everything is going ok I will keep my word for the gambling by getting the documents of the refuse .. if I lose again this day .. it will be the end of everything.. if I win well I will keep going till I lose more.. but if I lose today it will be the end of my attend..how are you as well?? Those 60 k will disappear.. 60k of euro - 120 k of leva ..what can be worse.. if I don't try some other way...

I did realize the situation.. and I am out of trying.. man I am tired from this.. but from one fast credit I got transferred to another with tax value of 600% for them.. and now I am more in debt than before.. from that bank I did 2000 take .. and now after a year of searching for money .. they wish to take 13200 from 2000 it is insane..I am in debt of 113k now I am after so many paying in debt of 124k.. I can see how to get out of the debt even with money. I know we all did it but lol .. I did it worse than all.. I can't find a hobby because I need to spend all the time working for my debt. In reality I can't see the rebuild option.. I am so fucked .. my paid check is super low.. it is less then 1,3 on month.. and I need to find 124k it is impossible... Nah good life 😂..

Not good my friend.. I am the only one who can lose in every possible game ..10 times on a roll .. I am pissed off by the lies and even my freedom is gone..I am broken person.. haven't uploaded video .. because I am only working but I am sued from many directions.. so I don't have a choice 😞😞😞..so I don't won't to gamble.. but I need to ..to pay my layer... So in other words perfectly fine .. at list I am alive 😀😀 you???

No we are not.. I am more stupid then everyone who try gambling..I am in debts forever to the fast credits and I haven't been gambling for four months.. but no matter that, I am still fucked.. 600 dollar money months from work And 1200 dollars I need to pay every month to my debt banks.. so you are a Smart man.. you can't be me... Stop gambling and stop credits forever..work only with your brain and don't give on your dreams.. but I have give up.. and that's all.. tanks for the comments.. sorry for the late answer..

Don't think about Hazzard, because in reality there is nothing there that will make us money. I already lost 100k and more for my stupidity.. and in reality I am still going on living... That's because money is the only thing in our minds. Well keep going forward, and stop spending money on them.. your only way to get out of this is... To give it all to someone you trust... Like family.. the only possible thing.. well there is another method.. by calculate.. but is risky.. so stop for now we will win by stopping all which are too addicted to money.so please do better by helping others to stop as well let's work together to clean those pig's.. the casino and the gambling must go to end.. I am in debt, for maybe 8 more years..before I start a new life...so brother tell me how much did you lose???

So tru ... But we are losing only because.. we are the victim of their lie.. not only we are victims, but there making fun of us like never letting us win.. once.. no matter what we do .. there so evil. And not only that, but every country is protecting them.million people have evolved to their lies.. ye I know the cost..and I am sick of it..how old are you ??? And how much did you lose?? I lost 120k the price of two apartments here... You?? And I am 35

@@MetodiG what country you are living in? I living in USA , casino open 24 hours 🥲, no one can win at casino and get money back,. Lose for ever, I know the guy his family win superlotto about 11 M , he have share 3.5 M after 10 years gamble now he has 0 ,. Even if you win a jackpot at casino if you still play for sure your will lost all,. I living like trash now , I shamed and regret, I lost around 400k in my life, my family not rich we work had so it is too much money for me (24 years of gambling I working for fee , I hate my self)you just 35 years if you quit now not too late, you must self excluded yourself of casino,then let your family of friend control your money from work, you only keep little money for gas and food, then for sure you will find the happiness in your life, advice from gambling addiction usa

Truly we did choose this life.. but we did trusted the gambling system of fair play... But there is none non indeed 😞...well I didn't believe of fast win.. but I was a fool to thing that I can help and save my family. We are not dead at list..ye I know my mental health is bad .. because I did try to destroy my self..I am still in a damaged situation.. but I will do my best to stop everyone from gambling... So let's work together all... And clean those pig's ..by stopping people like us.. I will need all the help, to destroy their destruction on us .. the Foiles ones...I won't stop doing clips .. I just need time from work for me to start, doing something..I will try to update more in future

@@MetodiG trust me I know your pain.. I've seen it all in my gamble lifestyle....addicts dont get help... they dont want help... we cannot turn on the lightswitch in there brains... no matter what... do cigarettes smokers quit ? knowing there lungs are black and life span is at risk due to cancer? No... they still smoke....but I respect you for being brave and sharing your personal life to the internet...its a way of self humility in order to humble ourselves... because gambling is all ego driven and pride selfish acts.. I am a believer that humans are weak, and only faith in god can heal us..

@@toekneetoe7290 hey well your right .. for my 35 year life I was addict to more the 20 things .. cigarettes wass one for two years I smoke and for one day I stop . For gambling I was addicted like 14 or more years before I got myself bankrupt.. nah but I lost my addiction.. because I was only losing.. never won anything..your right people are fools just like us to believe.. that we need help..or to believe that someone someday will do anything.. to clear the pain.. we are truly a fools to believe in our destruction. Nah but I will still try to be and idiot ..only to save at list few people.. my worst fear will be to not fight for the people no matter if they don't wish to be free .. stupidity is insane because.. we are believing too much in luck. Ye Fate is the answer.. but Fate need to be in our self.. not the church.. we are people, we won't get perfect.m but my voice won't stop trying to save someone.. because I am just like that.. I will do anything to my power to see freedom from that for those who are willing to do that . Nah only time I can waste now.. I stop drinking , I stop smoking I stop gambling and tv even .. life is nicer now

Thanks for the support.. but I hate everything about my life.. I hate myself for living.. I deserve only to be beaten every day . I don't have luck or good carma or destiny anyway.. I am only pain to everyone. I am sorry but I am trying everything to keep living.. and In the end I am without a friend.. without someone to love, without good health.. without food, without cash because my debt of 120000 now.witout purpose of living.. I am so tired.. I am only falling in sleep by crying every day .. praying.. but without any chance to be helped.. nah maybe I am the devil .. that's why I deserve only pain. nah I can't improve.. because my mind is a mess.. this life is a joke .. I am a bad joke.. and the only evil one will always win.. god save the casino or the gambling as always.. I know it sounds awful.. but this reality.. and I fail to live in it..

Bulgaria.. and no matter what I do or where I go .. I am always losing.. I feel like I am a dead person.. no real reason for me to continue living.. I fail so much I don't know why god is hatting me.. I am 35 years old with a bad life I mean ..the longer I live the worse it gets.. I tried everything.. but it was always the same falling down ... People always hate me .. because I am different.. people always try to beat me because they hate me.. people live at me because I was weak..In 6 schools that I change.. I felt only pain.. after I got 19 I finished school but it came with a different type of problem..the debt problem.. no matter how much I work .. well I always was without any cash..so I tried gambling and in the end it got me 12 time bigger debt.. I mean 120 000 is not a small debt.. not only that I lost .. people start to still at me.. because I was an idiot, for theme..I never find anything to make me happy..nah till this day I pray I cry.. but no one will hear me to save me.. I am afraid..I don't wish to live.. but what chance do I have...I wish only the debt to be clean..to have a chance to start a new part of that life...I am tired.. I am always tired.. I just wish to end...

No matter what I do Jesus hates me.. he is not listening to me any more.. I am scared, and in pain.. I lied to Jesus when he helped me before.. now it is like he disparities me .. nah I know that Jesus is good.. but maybe I am the devil.. that at list what I see .. I feel that Jesus won me dead.. I feel sleepy again so tired of crying of living.

@MetodiG Don't say that! God loves u,but he hates a sin! Find support like gambling anonymous Find a good priest and ask for prayers U need yo repent,do good deeds, prayers, and read bible verses every day.! Jesus is forgiven and loving Father!

@@ruthbuzaite220 don't forget biggest sin is the one that we are alive.. so no matter what we always will be in sin's.. every person understand the bible differently more important.. the church as well in every religion.. and if we have to say Wich is sin we will be more then god.. so in reality we can't... Even the church can't .. the people who are working there are normal.. because they are trying to feed there family.. more important do kill is really a sin, when a living is?? And why does people kill animals without mercy on them .. there are living be as well.. we are animals as well to different people who it people meat.. so is that a sin or making people work and for money.. we are selling our self for money to some that won't care if we die or gone. so many people look beyond us from the upset..do we have any chance of a good life.. and do everything is a sin.. when you know that people killed the god.. and we will do it again because we can't stop being us.. we lie , we kill, we work , and the price of all that is money.. that won't change.. never so the sins will be always in all.. we can't run, we can't pray for anything because if we pray it will be begin so this is a sin..if we go to restaurant we will eat a good food .. but don't forget about the people who don't have.. so is this a sin .. well yes.. everything is.. only we can lie to our self by believing in church .. that can remove our pain.. but our pain can't go always because we have a mind.. giving us. Knowledge of destruction and love in the same time.. I don't believe that God care about us .. when we did so much worse to him and Jesus.. I don't think there is a person good for going to heaven . Because there is no heaven or hell.. well our souls is like energy.. when someone die .. another will be born with same soul. but without the knowledge of the mind or the love on the hearth .. it will be a new bigening..there is so much for all to understand.. no matter if I stop I will not be happy.. because my mind is hurt like my heart. I feel depressed because no one can really help me.. only a lie can do it .. but a lie is no solution.. that's why people like us always lose.. because we are weak and stubborn..god can't change me .. because we are all part of him.. or I am I wrong??? In the bible say everything that needs to be understood with the knowledge of the pain. Sorry for the text of 1000 or more.. but thinking that you can help someone.. won't work because you think from your own mind not from the others people..if I was a god I was going to destroy people like me because we are weak on that knowledge.. if I was a god I won't give a soul to people who are in pain surveying from Desi's. Because I am weak I don't wish to look at how people beg for food .. or how they die from mistakes . I am a sin because I do believe I can change.. but I can't .. no matter what I can only run now like a cowered person..anyway the church regect me as a part of the christian.. because I can't believe like you do.. I am me and you are you.. so the biggest sin will be to try to change me .. when I am part of our god as well...no matter how long we live .. we are always going to be his children..only difference is what is your own knowledge..and do you believe with your heart or they have to tell you how.. do you really know a pain???

Ye I was gambling till last year and a half .. and I doom myself by taking money which is not mine.. I mean I took like 100000 and I need to return 120000 there in Bulgarian Lev.. or you my say I lost 66 000 USA dollars.i never won even less .. I was obsessed from my loss to return those money.. and I did lose more and more, till I got to the bottom of being decline by the banks.. I try so hard to win even once .. but in the end I just got worse.. there is no fair play.. I lost 20000 on roulette and blackjack.. the other 80000 on baccarat..well you have better strategy then me.. my strategy fail me .. because they squeeze me like a bug.. thanks for your support.. but I not going back there.. they only wish to lie to us again and again untill all are poor..

Wow you are smart sir , I think 1/1000 % l have a childhood Friend he always win at table games, he play some games must be use the head like poker, dominos,,he left the table early all way even win or lose ,. I am 58 I play for 24 years I lost everything 🥲I am addiction

You saved me the time to write the same. This guy would run to gamble right now if you gave him 20 bucks

No not really I have 30 bucks and no I am not to gamble anymore.. ye I am sad that I doom my life .. but in the end.. I am happy to be out of it.. I never been there for an other perpose then money.. ye I love them .. but in the end I will not chase theme.. thanks both of you by losing time on me.. I appreciate you both..

Look on the comment it is for you both

No it isn't wrong.. but in reality it is still gambling..with time.. time is expensive... There is a lot of corruption.. in sport but ye when you do the math you will have more money there then the normal gambling.. because long terms there in reality is short win .. because you waist less losses.. in reality if you have cash a some knowledge of click.. you will be a on winning side.. In futbol I had before 87% win ratting.. but I did stop because I was addicted, to fast gambling.. so there no matter what you do .. mathematic work less .. so in fast gambling my win rate was less the 8% .. difference is big.. but I was chasing money .. now with all my loss .. well I stop. So if you can keep winning on low bets in sport without losing.. you won't need to feel bad or sad.. just enjoy your winning.. but do not try to make millions.. because it will not work in your favor.. i appreciate your time..

I can't afford any meeting.. because I need to work on one or another working place.. I can't go any more to gambling because I don't have any cash no matter what I do I am still the loser..the situations is like this I getting paid every month Witt 600 dollars but I can't seem to find enough for the monthly debt.. I mean I need to pay every month 1200 dollars .. and the situations is like this from debt to debt forever.. because gambling..now when I haven't been for four months.. well I am still fucked..I can't change my life.. I wish I go back and stop before I played for the first time it only hurts...

Very insensitive comment if you haven’t been through this you will never understand it. Sometimes it’s better to say nothing.

Not everyone has benefit to learn good English

Well ye I bored.. but for some reason you did try to watch me.. I will say at list tanks for sharing this information of your.. and thanks for the click 😊..

Well I don't wish to spend time with learning English.. maybe because I am to weak emotional.. that is one third of the reason.. but thanks for the comments..

And your written English isn't particularly good either, @seydina2655