Very proud of you mads for talking about the eating disorder because so many of us are ashamed of it but it’s more common than we realise

omg what a scary situation! glad you're okay

Mads am so grateful that man didn't harm you. God had you covered my darling because so many women do not survive these incidents. Please, please do not walk with ear plugs in your ears and carry around a whistle with you when you are walking home alone. Look into taking Maca powder, it's great for hormone imbalances and bringing your periods back. Appreciate you for sharing your life updates my Sunshine. I will continue to pray for God to bless and keep you, to make his face shine on you and be gracious to you🙏🏾💛🌼.

One more thing getting a dog really changed me. I’ve never had a dog in my life and he just makes you realise what is important.

I’m glad you touched on the ED part as a girl that has suffered from it after losing my mum I am also abit of a control freak and started to control my food and restrict myself so badly, I also lost my period I felt so un womanly and wasn’t sure if I ever would of got it back but I did ! I remember the day so clearly and being over the moon and they have been regular ever since just want to let you know and whoever else know that choosing to recover it does get easier ❤

Advice I learned from my friends dad who was a taekwondo coach.. if someone is about to attack you or approaching you, shout out something really random, it confuses them and gives you a few seconds that could save your life!! I hope nobody will ever need to take this advice but it worked for my friend. Someone attempted to mug her so she shouted ‘microwavable unicorns’ which stopped the guy for a moment so she could kick him in the balls and run away to safety. Stay safe everyone ♥️

oh bless you, sorry you're having a rough year. this year has been really rough for me too (and so unexpectedly) so you're definitely not alone! sending love ❤

So glad you’re safe, that’s so scary. So many times we think certain things could never happen to us but they could

You’re a gorgeous girlie Mads be careful, it’s so sad but as women we do have to be so careful going out these days especially at night. So sorry this happened to you, it sounds awful. Just glad you’re ok ❤

Soundsl ike you've been/ going through quite a hard time Mads, continue to give yourself grace and kindness you've got this!! You're an incredible human keep being you xx

Literally eating full fat versions of everything helped regulate my hormones more than anything, full fat greek yogurt, Ice-cream, butter, full fat milk and plenty of animal protein. Women need fat for healthy hormones. I promise doing this will have your periods back in no time 💕

Hey, sorry to hear you experienced what you did - "just" drunk or not, that person's behaviour is disgraceful and any contact with you, is unwanted and physical assault. It is empowering for people to hear you (and anyone who finds themselves in this awful kind of situation) that you used what you've got - a Voice to shout...scream - whatever you can to get attention to yourself especially when someone is physically bigger or stronger than you. Always good to make eye contact with people you dont recognise in communal areas of your block, most times people want to avoid eye contact with strangers - psychologically when eye contact is made a potential offender will be thinking that their "victim" will be able to identify them if needed. Fight (which shouting falls within) or Flight - whichever response you can achieve is good. The only reaction which could put you at a disadvantage is if you Freeze. Which can be auto response but if people practice self defence, your auto response becomes Fight or Flight. Not freeze. Stay safe - well done for speaking up about your experience 🙌👮🏼‍♀️

This video really hit home🥹 talking about finding yourself and being alone was really inspiring to me as I’m in my early 20s and am in a similar situation with relationships. I loved that you can always pick yourself back up through your dark times. I feel like I needed to hear this and that we’re going through it together 💗💗💗 would love more videos like this in the future. Love you Mads!!!

Omg i am so sorry that this happened to you!! Like I have no words, who knows what else he would have done. Hope you’re okay now and he’ll get his punishment. Girls be careful the world is so scary 🥺

This video gave me goosebumps.. tell me why I'm sat here so proud bc I've been watching you for 5 years straight!! omg

So sorry about what you went through. Super scary, please look after yourself. It takes time to get over awful incidents like that. You recorded it so strong of you. Love your strength. Thank you for speaking about eating disorders. 🧸💕

I'm glad you're safe that's so scary

omg i love that the jazz bar omg that’s so cute. I love jazz, nothing better than live jazz and a cocktail in the best place in the world for it!! Stay safe!!

Ladies, even if your neighbors complain, go to Goodwill and buy some beaten men's work boots. Leave them outside your door. I'm so sorry to hear that you experienced something as frightening and dangerous as that! So glad you're safe.

If you aren’t ready it’s completely fine but can you talk about your break up? In so much pain right now I don’t know how your getting through it!❤️

You are the purest kindest soul ever 🖤🖤

I’m so glad you’re back! I’m so sorry that happened to you x

Aw Madison, I’m so sorry to hear what you went through, so glad you’re ok🩷 Also, already know this tan will be getting purchased and it’s gonna be unreal✨

Sorry to hear this happened to you. Ive always heard let the men pick their floor first in a elevator

First few minutes in got me so emotional😢. That's so scary. I'm so glad you're okay Mads🙌🏼. May God continue to bless and keep you❤ Us girls really have to exist with some level of 'paranoia' just to protect ourselves from creeps. strongly aware might be the word, but others might think we're paranoid =/

This video resonates so much with me at the moment 💛✨

For natural hormone rebalancing, iodine is great for the thyroid! Lots of oysters to have

Hey gorg! Always love your vids 💕 it took me a year until I got my period back after having an eating disorder 😌 once my weight got back to what it was before I had an Ed was when it came back 🙏🏻 good luck with it all!! Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️

So happy your okay mads 💕 wow such a crazy year so far for you going to be even more vigilant when I'm out now! Have fun in Morocco looking forward to the video ☺️💕

God bless you Mads, thank you for sharing this video 💘 so glad you’re okay

Omgosh!!!! Thank God for protecting you from that strange man. And im soo soo happy to hear you’re a believer in Jesus Christ 🩷🩷 Love you sis!!! You’re beautiful!!!!

Thank you for always being so real, open and honest. I'm really glad you're ok after the incident

Omg I cannot believe that story, I'm so sorry you went through that😭

I’m so sorry that happened to you ❤️ you’re so right, you never think it will happen to you! And having someone in your home is so invasive and scary, thinking of you and hope you’re doing better!

I love these videos! Please do it more often 😔

So glad you’re okay Maddison ❤️

I only ever walk with one air pod in so I can still hear my surroundings

We have to be extra careful as women it is not safe in England anymore

my fav time of all time when my fav comfort person blesses the world with her presenceeee ps. (after watching) am so sorry to hear that horror story of a creep thank goodness youre alright! much love -care

I am so glad that you are ok and were able to get him out. 😮❤

I’m sorry you went through something so scary 😢…had a similar experience today and it left me shaken. He was also drunk and god know what, This is way to common unfortunately

So sorry to hear that Madison 🥺 and to even be able to talk about it is amazing. missed you glad you're back on YT 🫶🏻💕

Mads I’m so sorry that happened to you. I hope you’re ok now x

girl i'm glad you are safe🙏

So lovely to catch up with you! 🥹 I’m sorry to hear about the awful situation at your apartment. I can’t imagine how scary that would be! I hope it hasn’t ruined your sense of security and serenity in your new place. Sending love! 🩷 Girls used to tell me I was so “lucky” for having lost my period and it would INFURIATE me! A period is a sign of a healthy, happy, functioning body. The loss of it is certainly not lucky, but a sign that your body is crying for help. I miss mine SO much and I cried so many happy tears when I got it back the first time. I still don’t have it back after losing it again, but I cannot wait for the day I do! Enjoy Morocco, anger girl! 🇲🇦

Needed this video so thank you ❤️

You should try eating flaxseed porridge. Flaxseed is naturally high in fibre which helps regulate hormones but it’s also super high in oestrogen. It helped me get my period back after coming off the pill. Flaxseed is an unsung hero.

Safe travels Mads you going love Morocco 🇲🇦 landscape the people and the food are amazing 😊

Queen! The lip combo looks amazing on you! Please do share queen!

Mads, my girl 💗 PRAY, pray to god for that period to arrive lol. But truly pray, talk to god, he ultimately knows the desires of your heart. He will place certain road bumps and pot holes in your journey just so you can direct your attention to him, just so you can seek him. God wants nothing more but for you to bring to him everything that’s weighing heavy in your heart so he can then gift you rest, peace, true Joy. May god protect you, I will be praying for you angel🪽✨

Try infolic acid!!! I went 5 months without a period and it bought it back within 3 weeks x

Sending prayers. Glad you okay. Have a blessed night. 💜

Thats so horrifying! I’m so glad you’re okay ❤❤

Omgg Mads im so sorry that happened to you :(((( pls everyone be more careful n never enter elevator alone, trust ur instinct girl 😢 sending u hugs n positive vibe x❤

That’s why you and everyone need to be AWARE OF YOUR SURROUNDINGS

So glad you are okay and doing good❤

Sending all my love and support 🌸 I’m so glad you are okay. feel better🌸

You’re so beautiful always a pleasure watching you Maddison. Such a pretty queen. Sending you so much love ❤😊

truly inspiring, thank you for sharing.

So glad you are ok ❤

I am praying for you! Please get back strength. 💙🧿 thank God you are ok. Always be aware of your surroundings., especially as a Woman. Kind of annoying why security doesn't check people in that look new to the building, idk they could have asked him if he lives there

So sorry this happened to you! Glad you’re ok.. keep going!

so glad you’re okay now 💛

Mads no matter your body size your gorgeous looking inside and out and smart too.....never be afraid yourself 😊 advice get some self defense classes ❤

Love you always Mads 🤍 missed your vids so much

A tablespoon of flaxseed oil a day brought back my period after years of not having it because I wanted kids and I started to realise that good fats don’t make you fat. I just got that beautiful skin and not bones.

That is wild that you had an experience like that with the attacker. Praise god you're ok and safe! The fact that he's married... it made me think you're not the first one he's tried this with to be so bold about it. Anyway, you're inspiring! Keep being you 💐

Thank goodness you are okay! ❤

Call it a monologue! Blessings to you and all that you do moving forward. :)

girllll please dont have your airpods on like that when youre out, thats one thing i neverrrrr do😢 glad youre ok tho that is terrifying!

Just curious I know you spoke on being a Jw before hand. What church do you go to now and do you still process the meaning of church thru the Jw eyes or does the church you go to now change your mind in certain ways. And how did your parents view the new changes. I have been watching you since you were 18

Take your airpods out and be aware if your surroundings i have mines in too but i need to get better of my surroundings girl please be safe ❤

Not me eating a big bowl of pasta while watching this😂

Sorry if you’ve already addressed this, but did you and manny break up? If so hope ur doing okay! And so sorry that incident happened. Glad to see you getting ur spark back x

Get it Maddy ❤️

I’ve been on a carnivore diet and only eating animal fats has mentally changed how my brain thinks which is definitely connected to having an eating disorder so I only eat meat eggs and good quality butter and I’m still as lean but my body has a beautiful shape if I say so lol

I suffer anorexia but slowly in recovery and yes the period makes is women one day maybe I’ll have mine back as well as being healthy same with you to Life loves to challenge ppl

thank you really needed this!!!

This was a lovely video. If you are struggling with periods, try the book fast like a girl she has some useful techniques in getting periods back. Definitely agree with the getting older you do get to know yourself a lot more which is nice. Look after yourself x

I’m so greatful you’re ok ,I’m so glad you spoke out ,I had a traumatic experience just 10 days ago,that I didn’t think would happen to me either ,so thankful we are both still here ,sending you so much love ❤

Wow that is crazy!! I’m so glad you’re ok, what a nutter

I’m so sorry that happened to you, but so glad you are ok ❤

wait did you and manny break up?? :( this whole time ive thought youre still together lol

Feeling better soon xx

watching this like a podcast and i love it thank you mads

You are so lucky to be alive or at least not touched in that way. I just watched on the news last night, the exact same story you have just told about the elevator and following you to your door and unfortunately, he did terrible things to her and then killed her. This is not to be taken lightly as this happens too often now. Please females always keep a pepper spray on your person or in your purse. Your safety is more important so try getting a taxi or Uber home if it’s after hours since there’s not a lot of people around. And please always make sure that if someone is in the lift with you when you’re going into your door that you’re always looking around you before entering. Thanks be to God that you are OK. 🙏🏼💕

I’m a few to think about because I never ate meat. I never ate really eggs. I only ate vegetables salads and I had so much joint pain and my cortisol was high. I wasn’t sleeping. I couldn’t think I was cloudy. This is me to you.

Omg Sarah, I can relate it happend to me when I was 16 on my grandparents house. It was dark (moon light) around 10pm I went to outside on the vineyard/garden because I forgot my jacket hanging somewhere on a pillar and after I grabed it, around 10-15 meters away I noticed some noise and a black shadow of a man at our fountain trying to steal the metal chain and I thougt it was my father and I said to him like "what's going on at that time in the dark" and suddenly he threw something at me, then I realised he wasn't my father and I tried to shout for my father for help as loud as possibly coud but I was so panicked that I lost my voice. I ran as fast I could and then I came right back with my father, our guy just left everything and ran away. It wasn't that bad as your experience but what a scary time... Thanks God you are alright, it could've been worse than that. Gotta be more cautious. Take care out there!

Love your feminine energy

Always ready for the info! 😊❤

yaaay Mads ❤ I missed you so much! My big sis

Love the product you suggest. I always look at that and go out and buy it.

You need to start podcasting!

Ur soo gorgeous ✨

Can you mention the shades of the makeup you use🥹 especially the concealer and tints/foundations

When will you speak out against oppression and TYRANNY??

clicked so fast! i love you ❤

Also anyone else looking for the said instagram link she said she would put in the description and it's not there

How is everything today?

Your bun looks so perfect!! Please can you do a tutorial!