I wrote this song in 2017 when I wasn't as over someone as I wanted to be. This is the song that came after the well-wishing of my song Florida. I wanted to move on, I wanted to be sure of myself and I wanted to be totally fine without him... but I wasn't.
The worst part was it had been so long since things ended and I felt like "I should be over him by now", as if there was something wrong with me making it so I couldn't move on. And maybe that was why he didn't want me anymore...
This song is for anyone who just can't seem to let go. For those who feel like they're stuck in the past but can't move. For anyone who feels like it's been way too long for you to still be thinking about that person... but here you are, still so attached.
It's okay to be hurting. It's okay to not be okay. Just remember, you are so lovable just the way you are and you don't need another human being to complete you. We all feel a little empty sometimes but no person can truly fill that aching hole in your heart, only God.
Be kind to yourself. It'll get better soon. Hang in there. Let the emotions pass on their own and just accept that this is your life right now. But remember, this won't be your life forever.
Love you guys 🌹
LYRICS:
It was a different time, long ago when the stars aligned
You laid there as you looked in my eyes, you said that you just wanted to protect me
We were frozen in time, I was yours and you were mine
Boy what we had was hard to find, I couldn't see the end I thought that you were made for me
And now the air feels so cold, no one to hold
Is this really our destiny?
I still see your eyes, late at night I still think about what you said to me
I, I'm feeling like I'm lost at sea
So far apart, you're still in my heart, I wish that I could bring you back to me
And I, I know you needed to be free
But nothing's okay, you're so far away, I wish that I could bring you back to me
You're doing so well, out in the world, yeah you're finding yourself
You're moving on and I can tell
Things are going well, you're following your dreams
I wanna be fine, I wanna say what I did was right, I know I'm the one who said goodbye, but I'm still holding on it's weighing down on me
I, I'm feeling like I'm lost at sea
So far apart, you're still in my heart, I wish that I could bring you back to me
And I, I know you needed to be free
But nothing's okay, you're so far away, I wish that I could bring you back to me
I, I'm feeling like I'm lost at sea
So far apart, you're still in my heart, I wish that I could bring you back to me
And I, I know you needed to be free
But nothing's okay, you're so far away, I wish that I could bring you back to me