living alone diaries: for all the years grief stole from you

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Ай бұрын

grief is tricky and not enough of us are talking about how to co-exist with it. i'm learning that grief never really leaves you, but rather you learn to cope overtime. whether it be a romantic partnership, family member or past version of yourself, there truly is no time limit that can be set on how long you should grieve what is no longer.
the best thing that i've done for myself was fully immerse myself within the present moment and practice mindfulness to not allow my mind drift too far off into the deep end. and if it does, that's ok. learning to create space for all my thoughts and feelings without passing judgement. you should try it too. anyways, i hope your week is going amazing! take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️
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@simplyylanice Ай бұрын

"The thing about grief is no one will save you" ... This! Everyday I make a conscious effort to choose me and push through each day.

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

once i learned this and accepted this, i really had to stand on business and do what i had to do to protect my heart space and push through 💗

@lisasimpson8318 19 күн бұрын

And Nobody can feel or understand you...

@Kingdomsrose 18 күн бұрын

Jesus Christ bore it all on the cross and defeated it by risingg again 3 days later. The Lord can deliver you , hear you , speak to you and heal you but you have to come to yourself and allow Him to do a work in you. You can talk to him , yell , ask hard questions and let His Holy Spirit answer you and lead you to a heart of confessing that you need Jesus christ to save you and that you will believe and accept his sacrifice and ressurection. Unlike others my God is alive and active and He will prove himself as true if you only give Him a chance. Let Him love you , Let him heal you even from things you may blame him for. The Lord causes no harm , satan is roaming around too but through the pain will be comfort , vindication , a testimony. Let Him love yall ❤ bless

@AminaPhilosophy 28 күн бұрын

We can save each other. We women can support each other. We are not alone…we are just apart. Sending positivity to all of my fellow sisters.🩵🫂🩵🫂🩵🫂

@janetofshegatherswellness5403 Ай бұрын

I say “time heals all wounds BUT IT DONT HEAL THE TRAUMA left behind.” That -That Takes WORK 🙏🏾😩🙌🏾

@elenam9435 23 күн бұрын

Preach!!!!!

@MsRose62 13 күн бұрын

Jesus saves all who ask. He actually died on a cross so that you will be saved, ask him to save you from any hurt & pain you suffered from grief. It’s been 15 years my sibling was murdered I suffered from depression and anxiety,ptsd & anger because what did I do to deserve this? Nothing. But only Jesus could give me back my joy after all those years I’m just now feeling like i have be given back my life of joy & actual freedom of grief and anger. You’ll be saved one day as well & your doing the work good job 🙏🏾💜💪🏽

@CreativeMedicine7 24 күн бұрын

Grief shocks the system and for me, it sends me back into survival mode. But faith is fueled by the unknown and there’s some lessons only learned in a storm. May God allow us to heal from all the things people never apologized for. ♥️

@eshaepperson5945 29 күн бұрын

Something else I find extremely important is knowing how to identify grief. You don’t always feel grief when someone close has died. You could’ve lost a part of yourself. Grieving an older version, or a relationship you were forced to cut off from. A lot of the time, we overlook that these are feelings of grief and oftentimes don’t develop the healthy coping mechanisms because we simply never learned to understand our grieving, let alone identify it as grieving.

@lynwill9946 Ай бұрын

Excellent content. For me, grief never ends Grief simply morphs itself into a different scene. Regardless of my accomplishments and successes, I can’t seem to run away from grief. Regardless of where I relocate, I can’t seem to run away from Grief. I have acknowledged that my faith and God has kept me sane. The key is to recognize that it’s OK for me to get professional help

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

i can totally relate to you on the note of relocating. i have found this to be true for me as well. since leaving LA, i've found myself grieving things that was grieving while living in LA. However, I do notice myself feeling lighter and lighter each day. ❤❤❤

@lynwill9946 Ай бұрын

@@AmaniRakeia ❤️❤️

@poet82n Ай бұрын

It's okay to get professional help. I definitely had to and will continue to do so as I need it.

@nicoletiana Ай бұрын

i'm currently going through a split after 11 years, 6 of those years married.. i talk about it on my channel... life is crazy.... i just turned 31 in jan this year and i'm currently going through a very transformational time in my life. god is good!!!!!!!!!

@karend185 16 күн бұрын

I also walked away after 11 yrs together & 9-1/2 yrs on paperwork, but I'm so done & very ready for 4 my transformation💃🏿 APTTMH 💜 ALLELUIA 2 THE KING!

@MaggieMagnoli Ай бұрын

I felt that - "grief is just love with no where to go."

@Suzanne-xx3nj 26 күн бұрын

I love the quote ... 🤍

@MindReaderAudios 3 күн бұрын

I can attest that this is true❤

@princesswilliamsmommyof5 Ай бұрын

"You have to save yourself," Princess Williams.

@poet82n Ай бұрын

This is what I've been dealing with. Grief on so many levels. Grief in mourning my mom who passed 3/28/22, my older cousin who passed the day before my mom's burial, my auntie who passed the year before my mom, my godfather who passed 12/13/22, and my godmother who passed 9/2023. My whole support system is now gone. Then as you mentioned, understanding that I've been grieving the 7-year old me from the abuse, added with all the additional experiences we deal with as women. I can go on and on with what that looks like for me all the way to medical diagnosis and intimate relationships. Feeling like you can breathe one minute, then the next life has you in a choke hold. And like you...learning how to take control at this big age in my life and reinvent myself. Enjoying your journey. I definitely love the new style of vlogs you got going on, the voiceovers and beautiful gems you are sharing on your journey. And also your new mic is great. Sounds awesome. What brand is that?

@lliselsolis4456 22 күн бұрын

Thanks for sharing ❤

@poet82n 16 күн бұрын

@@lliselsolis4456 Thank you.

@mschellylove3588 Ай бұрын

Don’t beat yourself up too much about consistency and discipline life get in the way sometimes and that’s OK

@melliethemortician Ай бұрын

Grief is such a crazy thing. I have sickle cell and was diagnosed at 2 days old but I didn't have my first flare up until I was 9. Why? Because of grief. My aunt died of cancer when I was 9 and that same week I had my first ever sickle cell flare up, stress is a huge trigger for my illness and the amount of stress that comes with grief is fucking annoying(excuse my french). Because of that grief I was diagnosed with depression at 10, later diagnosed with BPD at 12, then later diagnosed with autism so I have always been in a constant state of grief. Grieving the life I didn't and will never get, grieving who I could've been if my life didnt revolve around multiple illnesses that I did not ask for. Watching all my other friends live the lives of normal 20 something yr olds while im stuck, stagnant, grieving the could've, would've, should've. I truly hope to anyone reading this we all find our way past the grief and out into a new era of happiness, no longer stuck and waiting for change.

@elenam9435 23 күн бұрын

🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

@Lisa_Flowers Күн бұрын

Wow. This is exactly how I feel. I'm 26 and emotionally, psychologically and experience wise, I often feel 16, because that's about the amount of independence and life experience I have. I have basically lost my entire late teens and early twenties to illness, trauma and abuse, that I have tried to free myself from to no avail. So trust me when I tell you you are not alone. I really hope the best for us as well. Because it's tough out here just surviving for some of us.

@lamontevlogs 17 күн бұрын

shes too much of a vibe, she ain't gone stay alone for long chile

@lamontevlogs 17 күн бұрын

10:07 if you want a man at the gym, just ask somebody you like for help lol. we don't approach women at the gym that don't talk to us first to avoid weird shit from these crazy tiktok women.

@armanijack2927 Ай бұрын

Your vlogs are always therapeutic for me. So relatable. I turn 30 next month, and I’ve spent almost my entire 20s grieving all sorts of things. Now I know the affect it has on health, I’m now prioritizing making sure my nervous system is calm as much as I can everyday throughout the day.

@ThePrayerfulBride 25 күн бұрын

This video helped me tonight, I've been grieving my friendships in my singleness both of my best friends have gotten married within the past year and I don't spend time with like I used to naturally. While grieving what we used to have I am figuring out who I am now, I am not who I used to me 6 months ago let alone 5 years ago. It's a lot to process but I know I'll get there.Sometimes it's hard not having someone to talk to about it outside of God.

@tabithalucius8482 Ай бұрын

You are too cute!.. I love your content!.. love your space/home decor, your routine/ cooking and how you're taking care of yourself. It didn't seem like you shared what type of grief you are dealing with, or maybe I missed it. For me, I have been dealing with grief and loss mostly for the past 3 years starting with losing my dad at the beginning of 2021, and it all seems to have gone downhill from there... We were very close and I still miss him a lot. A few months after he passed, I suffered a huge financial loss that I'm still recovering from, I'm also now 2 months post-breakup one of the most painful, if not the most painful romantic love connection I have ever experienced in my life, which lasted about a year long on and off. Grief is not a popular topic nowadays, especially on social media so thank you for touching on that, and making it look cool to talk about. Vulnerability inspires.. While we can totally heal alone, on our own, I truly believe there is strength in numbers and that our stories can encourage and uplift one another even if it's to show that we are not alone in this, and there is light at the end of the tunnel. For me, as a Christian, and a believer in Jesus-Christ, my faith and spirituality is what I have been resting upon, and what has carried me through my darkest days. Ultimately, life is what you make of it & I love how you cope with yours. I'm still in search of a healing community myself if anyone knows of one. Any suggestions would be much appreciated.

@jenramirez5329 16 күн бұрын

❤ New subscriber ❤ I went through a long process of healing. It’s been a long journey but I’m single, whole, in peace and blessed! I’m so grateful for the learning experiences, strength and growth ❤

@spacepervert Ай бұрын

Been loving these introspective voice overs lately and we see you, cinematography, different angles, B-roll!!! As always, your videos are always a treat to watch.

@cfoster00 Ай бұрын

I’m loving the voiceovers, matcha breaks, gym - consistency and discipline we in the same boat! Side bar: I had my green snake plant from EasyPlant since February and two leaves broke off. I was sad and I gotta do better as a new plant mom

@mrs.hopson9426 Ай бұрын

That Kennedy Ryan book before I let go is so good it needs to be a movie. Just like I wish coldest winter ever had became a movie.

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

i’m still early on in the book and i am HOOKED! idkkkkk sometimes the movies be leaving stuff out and be underwhelming 😅 lol but we’ll see bc i think it did get picked up for television, so we’ll see!!

@wakeupwithryn Ай бұрын

I heard Before I Let Go was supposedly going to be a TV show 🤞🏾🤞🏾

@mrs.hopson9426 Ай бұрын

@@wakeupwithryn wow really? That’s going to be great!

@mrs.hopson9426 Ай бұрын

@@wakeupwithryn wow really? That’s going to be great!

@SoWhat59 25 күн бұрын

@@mrs.hopson9426 What are they about?

@dessireecarter3876 Ай бұрын

I’m on my journey of Contentment after my Loss that caused me Grief. 2024 it’s my time

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

i am so sorry for your loss, but huge congratulations on your new beginning ❤❤❤❤❤🎉

@dessireecarter3876 19 күн бұрын

Thanks for your sentiments

@Sogorgeous. 29 күн бұрын

No one is coming to save you 🥺 so truee! Bought a tear to my eye b/c you got to do this for YOU.

@bjmiller9759 Ай бұрын

Great Rising, Great Vlog, whatever life experiences bring. May it propel you to be even better to yourself. So proud of the woman you are becoming. Your dreams and goals are coming into reality. How it will get done is not your business. It's God's business ❤

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

awww, thank you so much!! 💗

@bjmiller9759 Ай бұрын

@AmaniRakeia You are so welcome. I am 60 years young from Cali. You are like my virtual daughter, lol. I often frequent the places you visited in your older Vlogs. Keep up the great work.

@chelseayvette6411 26 күн бұрын

Finally a channel with content I didn’t know I needed ❤ about to binge watch all your videos girly

@bianca.jenesse Ай бұрын

SUCH a TALENTED creator love your vlogs boo! so QUALITY! and the grief theme 10/10 such an important topic!

@doreenbrutus Ай бұрын

The voice over, over the black and white footage of you dancing and laughing made me tear up🥹 your gift is amazing,thank you for sharing it💕

@kaykekana9484 Ай бұрын

Hey Amani gurrl thank you so much for touching on grief 😢just lost my bf last month and I feel so empty inside bt definitely have to be strong and move on bt ain't easy.❤from SA

@whyty227 Ай бұрын

I have to thank you because I really needed this today. I've been going through some intense things lately and you really just spoke to my soul.

@wendywells1918 Ай бұрын

Sis...I truly enjoy all of your content and how you share your life experience to empower women. You are amazing and have great qualities in everything you do. Keep being you. Much love and countless blessings ❤

@donovancortez8877 Ай бұрын

You are honestly such an inspiration to me. Thank you.

@3Bnannylounge Ай бұрын

Another banger on a Sunday yay yay🎉thanks Amani

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

ahhh! happy sunday! we liiiveee babes!!! 💗

@talialynn7822 Ай бұрын

Thank you first of all for this lovely soothing vlog and another thank you for that big slap in the face that I absolutely needed at this exact moment. Currently I’m dealing with just that…grief. Grief of that happy girl I once knew who’s so far gone idk how to get back! But like you say, “regardless ima be Ight” I love you girl!! Forever a supportive subscriber!

@ayannajoseph Ай бұрын

I never share my feelings and that’s such a bad thing I’m unlearning. But I’m amazed at how many of us ladies are in such similar spaces and healing ❤️ just sending everyone some love and positive support in our journeys ❤️ thank you for this Amani ❤️❤️

@kingkinsey 29 күн бұрын

The way this vlog fed my soul! GIRL! 🥲Amani, I know you're a GRWM, but when I say, the level of maturity you display at your tender age, is so FN admirable and inspiring.🤌🏽Your mere existence gives me so much hope for the future of humanity. Never stop, baby girl! You're definitely in the right place and on the right path.😘💕

@nikkiep23 Ай бұрын

Happy Sunday Amani! I love watching these Sunday videos while eating my breakfast/brunch. Love the aesthetic and intention.

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

hi my love!! awww, this makes me so so happy to hear!! i truly hope you enjoy and have an amazing day today 🥹💗

@kayjay111111 19 күн бұрын

Girl! Your body is already goals for so many of us, but I totally understand about discipline and wanting to reach specific goals. Also, your comments on grief are SO real. That quote "Grief is love with nowhere to go..." applies as much to loss as much to the absence of love we don't have or haven't found yet. *Hugs*

@theofficialshordy929 Ай бұрын

I didn’t know I needed this video as much as I did ! Your videos are such therapy 💗

@TalkSportsKida Ай бұрын

Wow grief is so heavy thank you for making this video

@nonnayme Ай бұрын

U uploaded at the right time !!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ i needed something i love to watch !!!

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

awww, this makes me so so happy!! i hope you enjoy and have an amazing sunday!! 💗

@travguy56 17 күн бұрын

This is just the kind of video/channel I needed. I don't believe I ever took the time to grieve the past person I used to be. I've always just pushed forward in life without a second thought. Why? Grief can be scary. Especially when you have to sort through all the memories of the past. I need to do better for myself. Thank you for reminding me of that! :)

@kiraelexis Ай бұрын

I live for Amani positive affirmations 😂 and then the lil twerk moment ❤

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

I am screaming! LOLL duality babe. *duality* 🤣

@ani9634 22 күн бұрын

I freaking love you! Go girl! What an inspiration!

@trinasyoutube 19 күн бұрын

5:20 yes, surround yourself with the people who bring you joy & happiness.

@MissMosstheBossTV 29 күн бұрын

chileeee I literally been in a similar space and recorded something about it the other day. Actually accepting we are always evolving and not really starting over but starting new and adding to who we are. Those versions may not be who we are but doesn't mean we aren't who we are. You hit it on the nose that the only things we can actually care about is what we do NOW

@Ensoullife 21 күн бұрын

Beautiful content- literally the *aestheticsssss* but also the wisdom and the good music! Thanks for a lovely and thought provoking vid!

@jnl0803 Ай бұрын

Thank you so much for your words on grief!!! I definitely needed to hear them today🥰

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

i am so so happy to hear this! you're so welcome! ❤

@niqq19 Ай бұрын

Jhezzzzz…… it’s so enlightening when you breakdown different concept of grief because I’ve been feeling the same but working through it. Once again! Another brilliant content🎉👏🫶 P.S that Kennedy Ryan book is my favourite 😊

@mariaessien4499 Ай бұрын

Big hugs sis. Thank you for blessing us with this blog. ❤❤❤❤

@alyokin Ай бұрын

I love your space! Home is everything! 💐

@tiffanycollins296 18 күн бұрын

And so clean...love it!!

@ashleycee123 Ай бұрын

I absolutely love love love this channel . ❤❤❤❤❤

@SoN2MakeuP Ай бұрын

Your editing is so good!!

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

Thank you so much!! 💖💖💖

@heiressinthecity Ай бұрын

New subscriber! 🥰❤️ I find your vlogs so healing and therapeutic ✨️

@ChaNayNayAnime Ай бұрын

you're such a beautiful person. i love your smile

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

awww thank you so so much ❤

@millicentevans9232 15 күн бұрын

Good morning Amani I am new to your channel and I saw your topic on your video. And I said that’s so true. I have not gotten over loosing my dad at the age of 58 years old!🥺🥺it still hurts me to this day. I tear up when I mention my dad. June 3rd was my big milestone. I was hoping to spend it with my fiancé and his family like I did last year. My small circle of family whom I love to much have turned against me. Because I was surprised by an engagement ring my fiancé surprise me!! I was blown away so this went into my birthday! Well cut a long story short my eldest daughter who is my caregiver is moving into a three bedroom house. So I will be living alone like I did in my twenties! Yep I think it for the best I can’t trust anymore. And her sister is keeping up malice with me for no reason only that he found me and yes there is an age gap. But love is love!! He treats me well he makes me more happier than I have ever felt. I am an independent woman as the song says I WILL SURVIVE!!😂😂 power to you for being strong enough to have your beautiful home. And taking care of yourself have a lovely day! ❤

@dopeazchick Ай бұрын

Vibes always soothing n healing

@faneshianesbitt Ай бұрын

I love your videos, style and decor, thank u so much for attaching links.....and your matcha always looks perfect.! Just ordered the rose flavoring to spruce mine up and another thing your voice is very soothing and comforting...you could easy do a pod cast or meditation video. so relaxing watching you honestly. More videos please!!!!

@la54578 Ай бұрын

Talk about video stimulation and excellent editing! Great content and girl chat! Thanks for sharing this. 🙏🏽✨

@decorluv5395 Ай бұрын

My homegirl in my head. I just love you! ✨💛

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

awwwww, heyyy homegirrrrrllll! love you back! 💗

@LScott-hq7mm Ай бұрын

I really love the thought that goes into your videos❤

@mabatho.mohaleamalla Ай бұрын

Your videos are literally art 😍

@tippaastv4324 Ай бұрын

Girl you’re looking great and the content is bussn’ 😊

@jacsYT Ай бұрын

i just discovered your channel thru this video and a) you’ve inspired me to get my life together, b) let me go binge watch all your previous videos!! 😊

@samites690 16 күн бұрын

you are truly so skilled at vlogging like the first volg I HAVe EVER watched that I didn't have to stop myself from clicking away. So engaging and artistic !! KEEEP IT UPPP

@shermaine7579 Ай бұрын

Love this vlog, this subject is soooooo needed, and so is self care, and making realistic goals for your self. Drop the 🎤. 💜💜💜

@juh_rayy3822 Ай бұрын

absolutely loved this vlog. felt like poetry❤️

@tiffanyd.5614 13 күн бұрын

Love this! ❤

@Swtasbrwnsuga1 17 күн бұрын

Wow i just lost my husband four days ago and can't even get up to clean, cook or do and feel so exhausted. It's gonna take me a long time to feel like her.

@nandihoward1 2 сағат бұрын

Praying for you❤

@rachaelesque3 23 күн бұрын

First time viewer, instant follower. Love your style!! Going on year two post divorce and I’m happy I stumbled onto your channel.

@justnyce Ай бұрын

Wow what a great vibe you are! Your vlog was super refreshing! ✨️ I am now a subscriber 🫶🏾❤

@jessieephillips9451 Ай бұрын

Your content style is phenomenal. I’m inspired

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

aww, thank you so so much!! i really appreciate that 🥹💗

@AmandaMhlanzi Ай бұрын

I came across your channel today and omg!!! Amani your vlogging style is so soothing 🤩🤌🏾

@alexandrajlovesyou Ай бұрын

Hey beautiful ❤ I always enjoy your content. You’re one of my favorite. I always watch without commenting because I feel some I’m times not a good communicator on messaging but hearing you talk about grief I have to get over it. So thank you. I love watching rondoug too❤

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

awww this makes me so happy to hear! but the truth is, you shouldn’t force your self to “get over it”, but rather try your very best to get THROUGH it. all the ugliness and uncomfortable parts of it all. you’ll be so much better for it ❤❤❤❤

@alexandrajlovesyou Ай бұрын

@@AmaniRakeiaso true ❤

@Kawaiicutiebaby Ай бұрын

❤ sis yes…. Your so right 😊. We have to choose to keep moving forward and it’s okay to not be okay and process those emotions in our own way. 🙏🏾🫶🏾 love ya. I love that yellow workout fit 💛 right they will come 😊. Come on skin!❤🤩

@deborahhenderson2506 Ай бұрын

Greetings my lovely from London give yourself time to heal.. must say new to your channel but love the aesthetics of your beautiful home and your interesting content.. sending love and light your way ♥️♥️

@BeeAelia Ай бұрын

The plantssss🪴 ❤❤❤ Another amazing video for another amazing Sunday!✨

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

loveeee me a gorgeous birds of paradise! ❤❤

@mld9685 22 күн бұрын

Bump into your video and you now have a new subscriber! Loving your videos!

@onlyforme8453 18 күн бұрын

You are too cute, and this was so comforting 🩷

@Words2mydaughter Ай бұрын

I’m a new subscriber as of a week ago and I just love your content. We are in completely different niches and I’m in a completely different life season but I just adore your vlogs. ❤

@dwalker6868 Ай бұрын

Lovely thank you for sharing. Stay blessed.

@dezerismith7529 Ай бұрын

I really love the fact that you have a record ⏺️ player.❤

@CheerfulPopcorn-ym5ub Ай бұрын

Love you!!!!!!!❤

@yasminearl9845 23 күн бұрын

We all deal with grief thank you for showing us the reality of it, it’s hidden in plain sight. Hopefully this video helps more than a few, 😊😊😊

@lindaphifer8664 Ай бұрын

Hey honey bunches hi 👋🏽 you’re doing great I’m just loving the new healthy lifestyle and video you look amazing and the apartment is really comfortable cozy and you are right no one is coming to save you so living in the moment just priceless a beautiful you hearing it out loud come to think of oneself and keep moving forward with your journey thanks for being here today my honey bunches Linda 💙🏡👩🏽😊😁👍🏾😍👏🏾😊😁😀😄💖💝❤️🤗👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾💙💙💙💙💙

@Lemonpeel2021 Ай бұрын

Time and giving ourselves grace.

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

exactly!! 💗

@theladyglo4477 19 күн бұрын

You are so right... no one is coming to save you. ....😊

@lifewithkeerose Ай бұрын

I enjoyed this ✨

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

omg my girl!!! hiiiii ❤❤❤❤ thank you so so muchhhh 🥹

@Femme_Cherie Ай бұрын

I needed this been grieving my brothers loss and it hits me every now and then very hard 💔😔

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

oh my, i am so so sorry for your lost. i pray that each day you feel fully covered and loved by him, especially when those feelings of grief hit hard ❤

@Femme_Cherie Ай бұрын

@@AmaniRakeiathank you kindly for your response your words and prayers are very impactful to me during this time ❤

@SomerMakalyn Ай бұрын

girrllll when I say we need a podcast

@NawrasMatee7 Ай бұрын

this was a good vlog. some depth and positivity. please make more of this

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

thank you so much!! already in the works 😉

@latieshamcelroy6968 22 күн бұрын

Go sis!!!

@Erinspeedy 28 күн бұрын

I don’t know how old you are but I’m 29 and I agree with every you said. I find myself wanting to go back and do things in my life over again

@etherealessence159 27 күн бұрын

I'm 35 but me too

@Erinspeedy 19 күн бұрын

@@etherealessence159 20 21 I should have chosen a different career path

@sxyrachelle 17 күн бұрын

Thanks for the vlog.

@Crissyjswayvlogs Ай бұрын

Enjoyed the vlog!! ❤

@idontarguewithpeasants 6 күн бұрын

Living alone is fun

@melophile1486 23 күн бұрын

❤❤❤love it😊

@alainacommander2657 Ай бұрын

I enjoyed the full video.😁

@LifeMeetSteph 14 күн бұрын

Grief comes in all shapes and sizes and for some it is harder than others but that's just it it's hard no matter what and takes work to get thru :)

@miksriri5353 Ай бұрын

We love you Amani from Cape Town South Africa … I relate to you so much stay blessed

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

awwww, thank you so much for watching!! love you back 💗

@jessicafianko Ай бұрын

Hiii Amani Happy Sunday How was your week? Loved today's video and the inspiring and positive vibes/ words for the week 😊👏🏾 Love you 🫶🏾🫶🏾

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

hi my love, happy sunday!! my week was overall pretty good! really enjoyed getting together with a girlfriend this weekend ❤ love you backkk and i hope you're doing well!