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living alone diaries: slowly feeling like myself again and deep cleaning for my mental health

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Amani Rakeia

Amani Rakeia

Күн бұрын

hey boos 🫶🏾,
here's to the start of a new month, getting back into a healthy routine amidst the transitions happening in life. this week in particular has been super up and down, but i'm happy i was able to find a silver lining and still make way for doing things that make me feel good.
my great grandmother's passing has me in such a reflective mood because she was the eldest in my family and the only one i could really connect with to learn more about my family history and lineage. if you're reading this and you still have the chance to connect with your great or great-great grandparents, i highly encourage you to do so.
on the brighter side, i'm really excited about my move to Atlanta. i can't believe it's happening. it feels really good to finally put my fear aside and no longer hold myself back for whatever reason. excited to bring you all along the journey!
i hope your week is going amazing! take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️
(make sure you watch in 4k, the quality is top tier 🤩)
links to some of my favs mentioned:
💖Pre-Gym Skin Routine💖:
liketk.it/47ZK1
💖 Gym fit #1 💖:
liketk.it/47lCA
💖 Gym fit #2💖:
Lululemon Pink Peony Align Leggings (size, 6)
creatoriq.cc/3...
Lululemon Pink Peony Nulu Define Jacket (size, 4)
creatoriq.cc/3...
Sports Bra (similar)
creatoriq.cc/3...
Lululemon Belt Bag, Silver Drop
creatoriq.cc/3...
Aritzia TNA Socks
www.aritzia.co...
liketk.it/47ZQ1
💖 Bedding💖:
liketk.it/3RF9s
💖 House Robe💖:
liketk.it/421hw
💖 Rose Matcha Latte Recipe💖:
liketk.it/43hH2
💖 Curly Puff Essentials💖:
liketk.it/48fIb
💖 Running Errands Fit💖:
Aritzia Divinity Romper (color: fatigue - size, S)
www.aritzia.co...
Aritzia Sweatshirt (size, M)
www.aritzia.co...
Nike Blazers (size, 9)
liketk.it/3REM1
Aritzia TNA Socks
www.aritzia.co...
Lululemon Belt Bag, Silver Drop
creatoriq.cc/3...
30oz Stanley Cup
liketk.it/46rxZ
💖 Dinner Fit💖:
Zara top (size, s)
www.zara.com/u...
Cargos
Thrifted
Zara Clear Heels (size, 9)
www.zara.com/u...
Zara Earrings
www.zara.com/u...
+ Makeup Deets:
this video is NOT sponsored, all opinions are my own.
let's connect on social ✨:
instagram: / amanirakeia
tiktok: / amanirakeia
twitter: / amanirakeia
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camera: Sony ZV-1 & iPhone 13 Pro Max
editing software: Final Cut Pro X
music: Soundcloud & Epidemic Sounds

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@ravenroes
@ravenroes Жыл бұрын
Me watching this with my stanley lol
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
LOL!! adult sippy-cup gang unite!!! 🫶🏾
@Iamnikkimartin
@Iamnikkimartin Жыл бұрын
Im 34 year old single mom with 2 daughters, 9 and 3. I have alot of regrets. One is not living my best life LIVING ALONE prior to kids and relationships. Its harder after and most never make it back to themselves. I watch your channel to live vicariously through you! You’re doing well Sis! I promise!❤
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
WOW. this touched me so much. it feels so amazing to hear form women that are older than me and can affirm that I'm not doing too bad. sometimes i get a little lost in the sauce, but these little reminders put it all in perspective-THANK YOU!! i am sending you soooo much love and light on your journey. i pray that you find joy and peace in what life is currently offering you. i pray that you find subtle ways in your days to come home to yourself. you deserve it. 💗
@Iamnikkimartin
@Iamnikkimartin Жыл бұрын
@@AmaniRakeia you’re doing amazing Sis… I promise. Live! Enjoy! Explore! The world is your oyster, especially with your mom as a bomb ass support system. ❤️
@KurlyKarmenita
@KurlyKarmenita Жыл бұрын
This the comment! I'm 43..girl live your liiiiiife! 🙌🏼✨️
@Georganna88
@Georganna88 Жыл бұрын
I’m 35 and I can agree with Nikki 100%. I was the oldest and set to be the one to look up to by all the siblings and grandkids. I did things by the book and let’s just say, I am separated, will be divorced soon, a single mom to a 7 year old and honestly I’m at peace. I wish I took my time instead of living my life to think being married with kids by a certain age is the end all be all and it’s not the move. At least not for me. Lol I’m starting over and I’m okay with that. 😊
@LadyJay355
@LadyJay355 Жыл бұрын
You couldn’t have said it better! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
@danirelle4199
@danirelle4199 Жыл бұрын
I’m a 32. I’ll be 33 next Thursday I’m a single woman no kids and still feel like I’m just getting ready to start on a new chapter but you really remind me of when I first moved out into my first apartment. Love this channel. Love you. Praying for you!
@racheldaniels9406
@racheldaniels9406 Жыл бұрын
awww your mom is so adorable i love that for you
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
aawwww, thank you so, so much❤
@n31shaboo
@n31shaboo Жыл бұрын
Your mothers support had me grinning 😀!! I enjoyed her excitement for you 💕
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
awwww, lol just like me in the video haha!
@swright6477
@swright6477 Жыл бұрын
Yes candle rituals for the ancestors!! You can also set up a space (altar) for them in your space filled with their favorite things, snacks they likes, articles of clothing, pics of them.. also condolences to great granny!
@chansem1347
@chansem1347 Жыл бұрын
i recently stumbled across your videos and i am so in love with your channel! i absolutely LOVE your energy! you have such a beautiful and vibrant soul. something about your videos is just so inspiring and so comforting. sending you tons of love and my dearest condolences 💖
@bsharmainerichards285
@bsharmainerichards285 Жыл бұрын
Condolences on the loss of your Great Grandmother! Keeping you & your family in prayer.
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much ❤
@angieb3645
@angieb3645 Жыл бұрын
Deepest sympathy for your loss. Praying for you and your family.
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much❤
@Novembersongbird
@Novembersongbird 11 ай бұрын
You are on the right track baby girl. Enjoy life to the max and when God blesses you with your Boaz ( because He will ) you will appreciate your single life spent and enjoy the couple journey as well.
@keanacarrifee
@keanacarrifee Жыл бұрын
I’m so glad I found your page. I’m currently in the process of leaving an almost eight year long relationship and soon I’ll be living alone for the first time in my life which is terrifying but seeing things like this makes me feel comfortable in knowing that things do get better and being alone and happy is possible. Keep doing amazing things gorgeous girl we’re all rooting for you 🖤
@BrytishHolland
@BrytishHolland Жыл бұрын
Loved this video. My condolences to you and your family.
@tbaby889
@tbaby889 Жыл бұрын
Let me tell you! I am so happy i came across your channel! I am also from LA and ready to move! Your energy is everything. Congratulations
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
ahhh, so happy you're here!! thank you so much my love!!! i'm so excited. Girrrrrl, LA energy for me just isn't the best LOL. very hard to explain, but those that get it, get it.
@cambriele94
@cambriele94 Жыл бұрын
Heyyyyy Sorry for your loss 🤍 That whiteeeee suit tho!! Congratulations on getting accepted!!!!!!!!!!! ATL YASSSSS!!!
@princesswilliamsmommyof5
@princesswilliamsmommyof5 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on the new apartment. Your in my city right now the weather do be funny sometimes. Sorry about your great grandmother. Hope everything goes well for you in your new journey. God bless
@Suddenlycalm
@Suddenlycalm Жыл бұрын
Yass. I’m at work, but I’m all over it.
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
this makes me so happy to hearrrrr. thank you soooo much for watching!!
@Tmoney6868
@Tmoney6868 Жыл бұрын
Good morning baby girl!!! Watching while I’m getting ready for work for some inspo. 😊
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
morningggg babesss!! yaaassss, i hope you had a great work day!! thank you so, so much for watching! 💗
@dawnmatthews9281
@dawnmatthews9281 Жыл бұрын
First of all condolences to And you family of The loss Of Your great grandmother . I’m So happy things are Moving in your favor. I Missed your vlogs and getting caught up. Can’t wait To see More of you giving yourself Grace and Mercy on your mental health . It’s very important . See you later whorl!👏🏾🙏🏾🙌🏾💪🏽😊
@Suddenlycalm
@Suddenlycalm Жыл бұрын
Love how your mom makes you blush. She hypes you up!!! ❤❤
@_themental
@_themental Жыл бұрын
Atlanta 🎉🎉
@heyitsxotina
@heyitsxotina Жыл бұрын
congratulations! and welcome to Atlanta!
@ModesOfShan
@ModesOfShan Жыл бұрын
My sincere condolences Amani, sorry for your loss. Sending love to you and your family ❣️
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much❤ i really appreciate it!
@colourmecarrie3842
@colourmecarrie3842 Жыл бұрын
We misssss you & hope everything is going your way and your move in is as stress free as possible.
@arkmcdan
@arkmcdan Жыл бұрын
I love your vlogs. Just found your KZfaq channel a few weeks ago and been binging your videos. I commend you for your moves and independence. I waited until my 30s to officially get out my home state and I'm not looking back. I'm in Atlanta now. You'll be happy you moved here.
@arkmcdan
@arkmcdan Жыл бұрын
PS-I'm a great tour guide and foodie lol 😊
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
hiiii girrrrll! thank you so, soooo much! i truly appreciate your support 🥹💗 i'm so happy you found the courage to do what was best for you! so happy to hear that you're in Atlantaaaaaa! Imma need all the tea on all the hotspots and places to beeeee! 😊
@kimswrld5321
@kimswrld5321 Жыл бұрын
My Condolences 💐 for your grandmother also just to say I love how your living your life while being single stay safe and keep enjoying life sis 😊❤❤❤
@shyyy.
@shyyy. Жыл бұрын
Prayers to you and your family sister🫶🏽 i hope your having a beautiful day today, love ya girly
@shayshay4368
@shayshay4368 Жыл бұрын
Sending my deepest condolences to you and your family! Loved the video and love you ❤
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you soooo much my love!! thank you for watching!! love you toooooooo ❤
@benigheonbonner
@benigheonbonner Жыл бұрын
Hey ! Love the content you’re creating ! I would love to see you upload more on KZfaq ! Especially since I’m detoxing from social media
@c.nicole.n
@c.nicole.n Жыл бұрын
My condolences to your family. Congratulations on your new apartment. Take care and I hope you have a blessed week.
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much❤ it truly mean a lot!! i hope you have an amazing week too!
@selflovequeen6191
@selflovequeen6191 Жыл бұрын
Your videos are so therapeutic I love it ❤❤❤
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
awww, this warms my heart! thank you so, so much!!
@westcoastcali703
@westcoastcali703 Жыл бұрын
Everybody needs a HYPE person👈🏾Momma is a REAL ONE!!!! 💯💗🙏🏽 Would be amazing if someone during the tours bought ur furniture. 🤞🏽
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
luvvvv that woman!! thank you so much! and i know right. that would be so clutch!
@twiggyj
@twiggyj Жыл бұрын
Your energy is so good I know you don't share all your down moments but when you turn that camera on it's great. You remind me so much of another youtuber, Kennedy J you two could past for sisters. Your energy and looks are the same. Girl keep doing what you are doing and congrats on the new spot. 😊😊😊
@alexistribble6279
@alexistribble6279 Жыл бұрын
Condolences to you and your family, sis! 😭 sooo proud about you getting the apartment! You deserve everything that’s coming to you!
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much ❤ i'm soooo excited about the apartment! looking forward to all the new things bound to enter my life! ✨
@thehumblehen
@thehumblehen Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry to hear about your great grandmother! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. ...and welcome to Atlanta lil mama! Momo's and Daily's are a few of my go to places to work from home! Orient Express in Vinings (ie. a cute vibe) and Kuroshio's are my go to places for sushi! :) ...oh and Joey D's and C&S steaks taste like lawd have mercy!
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so much for the love and prayers. i'm really excited about Atlanta and a fresh start 💗. taking notes on ALLLL these recommendations bc i'm gonna need to know all the spots. thank you for sharinggggg
@Bethanyhandler
@Bethanyhandler Жыл бұрын
The mirror that you loved in Home Goods matches your bed perfectly. You should get it.
@beuncamalone
@beuncamalone Жыл бұрын
Enjoying the editing clips , transitions and audio 🤎
@tamziethestylishtraveler
@tamziethestylishtraveler Жыл бұрын
I miss LA so much! All that fruit you had looks so delicious! Congrats on the apartment approval!
@nancyjoy5271
@nancyjoy5271 Жыл бұрын
You talk just like your mama 🥺🥺🥺 so cute , love your vlogs ❤
@dedrickconnell
@dedrickconnell Жыл бұрын
stereo driver is amazing 😮‍💨
@musicjunkieaddict6600
@musicjunkieaddict6600 Жыл бұрын
Sooo sorry for your loss my deepest condolences. Very happy you got the apartment 😊
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much❤. i'm beyond excited for this new journey!!
@MindHeartBodySoul
@MindHeartBodySoul Жыл бұрын
This was sooo good!🤌🏾👏🏾 & condolences to you and your family.✨
@shivon.monique
@shivon.monique Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on getting the new space in Atlanta! ❤ Cant wait to see the Atlanta vlogs!
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much ❤ i cannot wait to document this journeyyyyy!
@ritajohnson7793
@ritajohnson7793 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss praying for you and your family
@cookieg12345
@cookieg12345 Жыл бұрын
Missing your videos lots! Hope all is well❤❤
@tyrapaynee
@tyrapaynee Жыл бұрын
Love seeing you ! Have a good day today pretty girl! 💖💐
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
awwww, thank you so much for watching my love!! my day has been going amazing so far! i hope you have the best week boo! 🥰
@rootinerituals
@rootinerituals Жыл бұрын
its really mom for me all the time!!!! prograts on the appt !!!!
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
heheeeee thank you soooo much! ❤
@reneecherrie
@reneecherrie Жыл бұрын
My condolences to you and your family ❤
@moribo_r.a.m
@moribo_r.a.m Жыл бұрын
Catching you all the way from 🇿🇦❤️❤️❤️❤️☺️☺️☺️☺️
@jaithomas6651
@jaithomas6651 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss ❤
@bsharmainerichards285
@bsharmainerichards285 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on the Apartment 🎉🎊
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank youuuuu! so excited!! ❤
@90sflimlover
@90sflimlover Жыл бұрын
Congratulations !!! I love your content!!!
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so sooo much! i appreciate you!!
@salston7002
@salston7002 Жыл бұрын
congrats on the new digs!!!
@ronikatjones
@ronikatjones 7 ай бұрын
What’s the tub cleaning brush called Pooh ? 😫 I’m binge watching. I need it
@user-rw4ef1ik5z
@user-rw4ef1ik5z Жыл бұрын
Love the vlog. Your natural hair is so beautiful ❤❤❤
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much❤ this natural hair be a struggle sometimes, but i'm trying my best not to neglect it!! lol
@user-rw4ef1ik5z
@user-rw4ef1ik5z Жыл бұрын
@@AmaniRakeia 😀🙂
@Pinkberryblue23
@Pinkberryblue23 Жыл бұрын
Condolences to your family.
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you so, so much ❤
@reneecherrie
@reneecherrie Жыл бұрын
Your gym outfits are always so cute❤
@thique2768
@thique2768 Жыл бұрын
We thought everyone knew abt Mizani. Lol. Also at one point they were salon products mostly for relaxed hair.
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
WOW. ok so i'm just laaaaate. lol shame on meeeeeee
@jaithomas6651
@jaithomas6651 Жыл бұрын
How did you get the fonts to look & pop up like that? 😭❤️ new subscriber
@survivalsilk2101
@survivalsilk2101 Жыл бұрын
i miss your vids queen when are you coming back???
@alainacommander2657
@alainacommander2657 Жыл бұрын
I like the full video.😁
@AmmeliaMae
@AmmeliaMae Жыл бұрын
qualityyyyy! can we get into the camera🤩 sis please share the camera details asap, also loveeeeee the gym content, its making we want to get back to training
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
ahhhh thank you soooo much!! these are the filming deets: camera: Sony ZV-1 & iPhone 13 Pro Max editing software: Final Cut Pro X alsoooo shoutout to you getting back to training! once i started i never looked back!
@Billy33753
@Billy33753 Жыл бұрын
Your videos are great
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
thank you!! i appreciate you! 💗
@kayemccoy306
@kayemccoy306 Жыл бұрын
Girl you posting an LA moving sale? I’m interested in the couch and dining table haha 6:43
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
LOL. i'm gonna post the items on FB Marketplace, BUT if you want I can for sure send you images/videos of everything! DM me on IG and i got you boo! 🫶🏾
@Mari.Michelle
@Mari.Michelle Жыл бұрын
That couch is cuteee how much would you sell it for😭😭
@bloominglily
@bloominglily Жыл бұрын
Girl plllllleeeeaaaasssseeee give your workout tips
@Shyslove
@Shyslove Жыл бұрын
When are you coming BACK!!??
@angelikamarenga4540
@angelikamarenga4540 Жыл бұрын
Hi hi where are you missing you alot
@Iamnikkimartin
@Iamnikkimartin Жыл бұрын
And your mom is DOPE!!!
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
she's amazing!!! thank you so much 💗
@Tmoney6868
@Tmoney6868 Жыл бұрын
Which gym did u go to in LA? I’m thinking about letting go of 24 hour fit.
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
girrrrl i let go of 24 hour fitness in a heart beat. the vibes there just weren't great. I go to Gold's Gym!
@Tmoney6868
@Tmoney6868 Жыл бұрын
@@AmaniRakeia right! Plus it’s filthy, both Slauson and 120th. How much is Golds?
@Tmoney6868
@Tmoney6868 Жыл бұрын
Baby girl when u coming back?!
@itssssj
@itssssj Жыл бұрын
are they letting you break your lease to pay out the rest of the months or are you subletting?
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
my landlord has been super sweet throughout this process as she understands the toll of living so far way from home has been on my mental health. so i will not have to pay out the rest of my lease. truly a blessing 💗
@Tmoney6868
@Tmoney6868 Жыл бұрын
I thought u left LA already.
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
SOOOOOONNNN! can't wait! 🥰 trying to keep y'all updated in real-time as much as i can lol.
@Tmoney6868
@Tmoney6868 Жыл бұрын
@@AmaniRakeia awwwww baby girl. ❤️❤️❤️
@Tmoney6868
@Tmoney6868 Жыл бұрын
Baby girl. I don’t know about that matcha. U INFLUENCED me to get some and it’s aight. Lol
@thique2768
@thique2768 Жыл бұрын
How are you burning so many calories? Are you doing cardio outside of the stair master and weightlifting?
@TS-pw8ve
@TS-pw8ve Жыл бұрын
She lifted weights in the video and ran on the treadmill 😊
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
i do a mix of weightlifting and some cardio in addition to a dynamic warm-up 🥰
@bowingtotheancestors
@bowingtotheancestors Жыл бұрын
So glad you chose Atlanta! Welcome to my beautiful city. ❤
@AmaniRakeia
@AmaniRakeia Жыл бұрын
me toooo! very excited for this new chapter :)
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