I have faith in you. You are going to get better. Trust me I had worst of my panic attacks, terrible anxiety and now I am way better almost 90 % cured. This too shall pass. But never forget to do your homework of self healing path. Once you are getting better, the knowledge you have will make you a true healer. I kind of like it discovering your soul and becoming a butterfly from catterpillar.

I can totally relate

I literally cried watching this... I wish we lived by each other so we could hang out and I could be someone comforting that you could rely on 😢😢💕💕💕💕

I feel your pain. It started early for me too at 10 remembering why can't I stop overthinking but not realizing . I have panic disorder at 29 that just started this year from anxiety hitting heavy at 26. Pain is our friend I guess . Your video spoke volumes.

Lexa, it's not easy being Beautiful amongst Beautiful People. Thank you for being honest & real! No easy task doing that, but maybe one day, it may be something to help someone else. That is 💘! You're loving us! You are lovely! Thank you for Vlogging & Sharing!😄

Love this

Going trough the same thing most of my life....plus now with the turbinate reduction and effects like ENS i struggle every day my dear

Hey what's up! Long time no chat. Proud of you for having the courage to upload this. We all go through things, no situation is the same, and it's hard to say I know how you feel. But I can see that you are, and were going through some things. It doesn't change who you are. Just keep being you, and taking things a day at a time, "life is a bitch, that always throws you a curveball." You just learn to dodge, and try and make it to the next phase. Everybody goes through depression some just have it harder than others, and get through it quicker than others. Or just ride this freaking ride called life to the fullest at 100mph, and say f#%k it.

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Love you, no matter what, you will do it all, everything you want, and I'll always be there for you.

Stay strong 💪🏻

Dont trust your understanding for everything! So far your understanding has not gotten you anywhere good! For if it had! You wouldnt been in this postion, in this existential crisis (depresion phase 2)so why dont you take a leap of faith for? Faith its hard to acquire when you try to understand it from a worldly point of view, or trying to bring it down to your understanding, faith its beyond that...anyways all I'm saying is that sometimes all it takes its a leap of faith! Try it! It works, if you go back to your understanding, then you are missing the point! Let it make you understand it, don't bring it down to your understanding, just believe first! (Ill never talk about it on here again)

Woah you dont know how much i can relate, i also get anxiety attacks in public almost every day and i dont how to deal with it at all while always attempting to seek out a purpose in living damn ive never heard someone say the exact same theories as mine lol sorry im no help but im going thru the same shit but at a younger age i think

I stay real and humble and keep away from the fake shit

#INDEED I understand!!!!🙏🏼☝️✌✌💪💪❤✌💪☝️🙏🏼 I am actually going through a severe panic attack with severe depression that hits me out of nowhere and at any given time no matter how happy I maybe or how many people are around me because for me I hate living alone and being terminally ill but I do believe in heavenly father and his plan for us and I am praying peace that passes all understanding in every day that we wake and in every breath that we take let us be healed and get through anything that is not of heavenly father and as we get through what we go through we are not alone! You are not alone! I am here for you and anyone and I will pray daily peace that passes all understanding because we deserve it and I know that I am a child of God and I will not allow spiritual warfare to take my love away from what I truly believe in in the name of Jesus I pray daily for all of us and to have a shimmer of Hope in each thing and to take charge and grab ahold and speak out healing in our souls healing in our mind healing spiritually! When I say that I would rather go through physical pain any day versus the emotional rollercoaster ride that is bad! Because I do have tumors all over my body brain spine nerves inside and out and the illnesses along with the tumors disease keeps me home bound in hospital bound and I live in a state where summer time is short and winter time is long and that is depression enough when it's 30 below so I'm trying to rethink and get my thought process off of what isn't and appreciate what it is and I know it's so much easier said than done and I know from my experiences that I can go a week without a panic attack and bawling my eyes out pacing the floors hyperventilating and feeling like I'm being smothered or drowning and there's no hope and I can go by without that and then think when is it going to come back and help me Lord when it does! I have many reasons to be sad and missing my kids is one of them and my twin died unexpectedly 5 years ago but from the same terminal illness that I have but we were making it we were living and not like Norm but we still were Walkin and talkin not as good as I would like to but thankful for what I can do and what I do have is what keeps me going and then emotionally I just can't deal with it on my own and I know that! I'm praying for all of us and to defeat all negative and defeat things that are not of joy and happiness and I understand a normal day we go through ups and downs and I get irritable from time to time and lonely and bored and then I find things to help with exercise is much as I can that is limited but what I can do and I just continued praying daily and thank you for your video and God bless everybody who is reading this right now in the name of Jesus as we all need each other as God's children thank you God bless!🙏🏼☝️✌❤💪💪☝️🙏🏼

Hi. I understand you and your problem it's not easy trying to be you, but something else is making you feel another way. I get what you're saying about God, but have you really gave him your heart to know if he is real, just because you can't see him doesn't mean he anit real, how many times your parents said there is a saint cloud and you believe.sweets he is real only if I could just talk with you.l believe that I could really help you.

dont buy the genetic predisposed crap. You can always change yourself for the better. You just have to really want to. and realize it will take months, maybe years. Just make a bunch of changes in your life towards being healthier and happier. Be your own doctor.

I mint to say me that I want you to talk with.l don't know you but I love you and texts me and I will help you.😊😊