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Loving and losing is worse than never to have loved at all. I wouldn't wish the feeling of loss on anyone

@drithik525 I never understood the definition of "friend". But I do understand "I want something you have, so I will try to convince you that you don't need it" And vice-versa. We're humans, we need things. Things that other people have.

@@FelhekI don’t have any friends to hangout in my personal life. I mostly go out to do some errands all by myself. And Safe to say I’m not doing perfectly ok. Everyday I’m struggling to be happy and I’m suffering from all the regrets I made when I was young. A couple of months ago something horrible happened to me that made me wanna end my life. More importantly I never felt so alone.

@@muhdshafiq2523to this day, I feel exactly the same way, even right now. And apart from that, I’m forced to take on all these extra responsibilities that make my life even worse and I can’t even tell my mom how I feel about it because she’ll just say “it’s the way of the world” not that I don’t love her because I do love her so much. But to be honest, my life is completely crap and miserable, both my sister, my mom and my dad are married and here I am at the age of nineteen with no friends, no hobbies that I like to keep me occupied and worst of all, I don’t have a girlfriend the one thing that I definitely want

There not just Loki’s friends there Loki’s family. And that what he wants back more than anything.

It's called Say Something. I'm not sure who exactly created the instrumental as I can't find it again sorry. But if I come across it again I can let you know.