My dad died 14 hours ago. I have a phobia of moths, and other big flying insects. My dad really loved insects. So i decided to think it is my dad watching me when there is a moth or a wasp around me. This video really helped me thanks.

keep doing videos you are doing great job

My 25 year old son just lost his dad last Thursday or Friday and this is very helpful. I wish I could take the heartache away for him but this is sound wisdom from someone who knows what this tremendous loss feels like.

I lost my dad a year and half ago to drug overdose it was the hardest thing i ever had to go thru in my life time helps but the Pain will never go away, hope you can find some comfort and peace trust me it will get better

Oh my god I’m looking at when your comment was posted we lost our dad around the same time

May God comfort you

I lost my dad about four months ago from covid

🙏

Same, i just lost my dad and feel the same

I feel the same way about my dad

This is something i also feel. I feel like my dad was stronger than I could ever be. The impotent thing is, we're all different. I find strength in my own ways.

yes.

im sorry! i recently lost my aunt (a week ago) too.. and i miss her. Feel free to share any feelings you have and hope you are surrounded by loved ones and support!

Just lost my dad yesterday, I’ve cried at least once every hour for the past 24 hours it is so hard.

@@raulmartinez7017 I wish you strenght

I just lost my dad yesterday. I regret not doing and saying so much more. I know he’s watching over me and will be proud. I’ll try my best to do everything in his honor

Im 22 y/o and It’s very hard coping and getting use to not hearing his voice or seeing him all the time around the house. I hurt and feel sick to my stomach all the time.

I’m so sorry about your mom. I’m glad that she still comes to you in your dreams, I believe that is one of the ways that our loved ones continue to communicate with us.

I sometimes pray to see my dad in my dreams when i miss him and when i havent seen him in a while in my dreams, and guess what, i do!

cherish those dreams, my dad recently passed away and I yearn to dream him...losing a parent is one of the hardest challenges we will face and simply does not compare to other life's disappointments we will face. Even as an adult, the inner child in me is not ready to be minus one...its almost as though having my parents alive was what gave me courage to face the world and now that my father is physically gone, the world is a scarier place without him..😓

I just buried my mom today

@@rotimihart4132 So very sorry for your loss, she will be with you & watching you always

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Same here I lost my Father 1 week ago I know how you feel

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this is exactly how i felt when i lost my dad a year ago when i was 16 n i thought he would one day walk into the door n tell us he was fakin it for like 9 months or so, i know u cant move on. u just learn to live with it and move forward but i dont want to move forward without him, maybe im scared idfk

also im sorry for ur loss

Soo sorry for your loss. Thats exactly what happened to me and my family. My dad was in hospital, doing what we thought was 'OK' but in a bad state. We left the hospital to come back the following day, only for me to receive a call 6 hours later to say that he crossed over. This regret will haunt me. Blessings to you bro

Likewise buddy. I wish the same thing but we have to know that our dads are in a great place and watching over us. They willl always love us and be our guardian

I’m sorry you had to go through this. I have similar regrets with my mum. She was always sick and I feel like I never was there enough for her. Till she got diagnosed with cancer it tore my world apart id be seeing her almost everyday but I couldn’t stay the nights with her because I was grieving so much already knowing I was going to lose her. I froze and would always go back home and cry myself to sleep. I regret going away for two nights in new yrs but she let me go and said she will be here when I’m back. I got home Jan 3. On Jan 4 we had our last conversation and cry and she asked me for pancakes the next day. I brought them and by that time it was too late she was on her way out. On Jan 5 she passed 😭😭😭😭😭

@@fastfoxxx88 Thank you for sharing. I am also sorry for your loss. I could only imagine how difficult it was for you losing your mum. I was in Japan when I got the news of my father's grave condition. After a long flight with a day layover, I went from the airport, straight to the hospital. My sister and I spent a good two hours talking and interacting with him. He died on the evening of my arrival. It's been 4 months since he passed and I'm still enduring the grieving process. I feel your loss and pain. Do stay encouraged.

@@arrynbeacon8077 I hear you friend. Someone told me that sometimes when our loved ones are ready to go, they rather us not be around. They'll see us first, as to say good bye, then cross over when we're gone.

So sorry for your loss, I lost my mom when I was a child and my dad has cancer now and we do not know when the Lord will take him. I know that losing a son is not the same as losing a father, but please allow me to share my best friend's story with you. This family knows where to turn in times of grief. Family Story Little did our family of six know that Friday evening, September 24th, 2021, would be the last night our family would be complete. We laughed together, played games, sang, and enjoyed listening as our 16-year-old son, Ethan, played the piano for us. I packed a lunch for Ethan for a church mountain hike he was going on the following day. My mother (who was visiting from out of state) and I woke early with Ethan on Saturday morning. He hugged me and smiled, never pulling away or rushing me. He got in the car, waved, said he'd see me later and he loved me. It was hard to watch my "new driver" heading out on his own that morning. As Ethan pulled out of the gate, I turned to my mother and said, "It's just so hard letting go." Little did I know how much "letting go" I was really doing. That was the last time I saw Ethan. He did not make it home that evening. That afternoon, a friend tried to contact my husband, leaving an urgent message to call him back. He tried several times to return the call to no avail. As we were preparing supper, an overwhelming feeling of deep concern for Ethan filled my heart. I quietly blinked back tears. I glanced out the window, half expecting to see a police officer pull up to the house, but no one arrived. However, within a few minutes, a patrol car DID pull into the driveway. In my heart, I feared the worst. My husband and I went out to meet the officer, who confirmed our fears. Hesitantly, he told us our son had fallen off of a bluff and had succumbed to his injuries. Our hearts were crushed; they still are. Yet, in all of our brokenness, deep, continual grief and loneliness, our family has such a blessed Hope and assurance that we will see our dear son and brother again. You see, when Ethan was a young boy, he was saved; he put his faith in Jesus alone to forgive his sins and to take him to Heaven when he died. He realized some very important truths from the Bible that he would want to share with you. His Story Everyone is a sinner. Sin is any violation of God’s Law. God is holy, just and righteous, and He cannot allow sin in His presence. Ethan realized that he - like all of us - had sinned; and his sin separated Him from God. “For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; ” (Romans 3:23) “Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned:” (Romans 5:12) He understood that, because of his sin, he deserved to spend eternity in Hell. “For the wages of sin is death;” (Romans 6:23a) [Wages: price] “But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.” (Revelation 21:8) Ethan believed that Jesus, God’s Son, paid the price for all sin when He died on the cross - because His sinless sacrifice was the only thing that could satisfy the just demands of a righteous, holy God. Jesus was buried in a borrowed tomb, but He arose the third day, triumphant over sin, death, and Hell. Jesus is alive today! “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” (John 3:16) “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9) Ethan was sorry for his sin, repented (turned), and received by faith the free gift that God offered to him. “For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” (Romans 10:13) “...but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.” (Romans 6:23b) Because of this great salvation, Ethan lived his life serving Jesus. He worked hard to spread this Good News to the world. He is alive in Heaven with Jesus today; and because of this great HOPE in Christ, we know we will see him again soon - not because he was a great kid, but because of his faith in the great Saviour! “And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.” (John 10:28) Your Story What about you? What if you had fallen to your death that day - What if you were to die today? Where will you spend eternity - Heaven or the Lake of Fire? There will not be any parties in the Lake of Fire. It is a place of eternal torment for those who reject God's Son. The Word of God is very clear that there is only One Way to Heaven. “Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.” (John 14:6) We did not know that Ethan would step into eternity that day; however, because he put his faith in Jesus alone for his salvation, Ethan was ready to go. Some day - perhaps today - you will take your last breath here on earth, and you will step into eternity. Where you spend eternity is determined by what you do with Jesus Christ. Will you accept Him or reject Him? You are not promised another day or another breath. Eternity begins soon - Are you ready? “...Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved…” (Acts 16:31b) “For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” (Romans 10:13) “(...behold, now is the day of salvation.)” (2 Corinthians 6:2c) ****************************** This testimony has been made into a tract form as well, so if you or your church are interested in having them to pass out, please go to libertyfaith.net and you will find the contact info there. God bless! Tribute to Ethan Lakey kzfaq.info/get/bejne/e86flcaCv5y1kmw.html

I just lost my father last night. Though I was primarily raised by my mother after their divorce, he was a really great man. And now I have to go on without him in my world. He, too, passed from cancer. I have a lot of great memories with him that are close to my heart. I know he is not suffering anymore. I've only just begun the process of dealing with this 💔

I never knew I could cry that much. The morning special moments of conversation. I really miss him.

How are you doing now, a year later? I am so sorry and I'm praying for you. I'm about to lose my mom. I am grieving already.

I buried my father three days ago. Now, I am in his house living alone in a silent house.

I lost my father yesterday the pain is unbearable

Don't know if I'll ever become normal again. Life is too fast now and there is little time we get to heal.. How old are you

More strength to you ..This too shall pass.. I lost my dad as well due to covid this may ..I know the pain you are going through ..

I know that losing a son is not the same as losing a father, but please allow me to share my best friend's story with you. This family knows where to turn in times of grief. Family Story Little did our family of six know that Friday evening, September 24th, 2021, would be the last night our family would be complete. We laughed together, played games, sang, and enjoyed listening as our 16-year-old son, Ethan, played the piano for us. I packed a lunch for Ethan for a church mountain hike he was going on the following day. My mother (who was visiting from out of state) and I woke early with Ethan on Saturday morning. He hugged me and smiled, never pulling away or rushing me. He got in the car, waved, said he'd see me later and he loved me. It was hard to watch my "new driver" heading out on his own that morning. As Ethan pulled out of the gate, I turned to my mother and said, "It's just so hard letting go." Little did I know how much "letting go" I was really doing. That was the last time I saw Ethan. He did not make it home that evening. That afternoon, a friend tried to contact my husband, leaving an urgent message to call him back. He tried several times to return the call to no avail. As we were preparing supper, an overwhelming feeling of deep concern for Ethan filled my heart. I quietly blinked back tears. I glanced out the window, half expecting to see a police officer pull up to the house, but no one arrived. However, within a few minutes, a patrol car DID pull into the driveway. In my heart, I feared the worst. My husband and I went out to meet the officer, who confirmed our fears. Hesitantly, he told us our son had fallen off of a bluff and had succumbed to his injuries. Our hearts were crushed; they still are. Yet, in all of our brokenness, deep, continual grief and loneliness, our family has such a blessed Hope and assurance that we will see our dear son and brother again. You see, when Ethan was a young boy, he was saved; he put his faith in Jesus alone to forgive his sins and to take him to Heaven when he died. He realized some very important truths from the Bible that he would want to share with you. His Story Everyone is a sinner. Sin is any violation of God’s Law. God is holy, just and righteous, and He cannot allow sin in His presence. Ethan realized that he - like all of us - had sinned; and his sin separated Him from God. “For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; ” (Romans 3:23) “Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned:” (Romans 5:12) He understood that, because of his sin, he deserved to spend eternity in Hell. “For the wages of sin is death;” (Romans 6:23a) [Wages: price] “But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.” (Revelation 21:8) Ethan believed that Jesus, God’s Son, paid the price for all sin when He died on the cross - because His sinless sacrifice was the only thing that could satisfy the just demands of a righteous, holy God. Jesus was buried in a borrowed tomb, but He arose the third day, triumphant over sin, death, and Hell. Jesus is alive today! “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” (John 3:16) “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9) Ethan was sorry for his sin, repented (turned), and received by faith the free gift that God offered to him. “For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” (Romans 10:13) “...but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.” (Romans 6:23b) Because of this great salvation, Ethan lived his life serving Jesus. He worked hard to spread this Good News to the world. He is alive in Heaven with Jesus today; and because of this great HOPE in Christ, we know we will see him again soon - not because he was a great kid, but because of his faith in the great Saviour! “And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand.” (John 10:28) Your Story What about you? What if you had fallen to your death that day - What if you were to die today? Where will you spend eternity - Heaven or the Lake of Fire? There will not be any parties in the Lake of Fire. It is a place of eternal torment for those who reject God's Son. The Word of God is very clear that there is only One Way to Heaven. “Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.” (John 14:6) We did not know that Ethan would step into eternity that day; however, because he put his faith in Jesus alone for his salvation, Ethan was ready to go. Some day - perhaps today - you will take your last breath here on earth, and you will step into eternity. Where you spend eternity is determined by what you do with Jesus Christ. Will you accept Him or reject Him? You are not promised another day or another breath. Eternity begins soon - Are you ready? “...Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved…” (Acts 16:31b) “For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.” (Romans 10:13) “(...behold, now is the day of salvation.)” (2 Corinthians 6:2c) ****************************** This testimony has been made into a tract form as well, so if you or your church are interested in having them to pass out, please go to libertyfaith.net and you will find the contact info there. God bless! Tribute to Ethan Lakey kzfaq.info/get/bejne/e86flcaCv5y1kmw.html

I also couldn’t believe it, luckily I am a strong individual. My mother’s death showed me true colors of many people.

I’m sorry. I lost my dad 3 weeks ago. The loss for our family is unbearable. I will pray for you. I’m not sure how things go on with this gaping hole in our family. ❤

I’m so sorry about your Dad. My son is going through this right now with it being a week ago. He is 25 and is feeling so sad. He woke up yesterday thinking he had to hurry up and charge his phone so he could call his dad, and then he remembered. I hope you’re doing better as I’m very sorry.

How are you now?

I just lost my dad on the 29th of april... I was supposed to be off from work that day but a job popped up, I left that morning for work and got a call that my dad had passed away. He was diabetic and his blood sugar was too low causing him to go into shock, he already had heart issues in the past but the shock caused a heart attack and thats how he passed. I just wish i never left for work that morning so i couldve checked up on him and possibly save him from the low blood sugar. By the time i got home he was already gone. I never even got to say goodbye to him. Its destroying me from the inside that i couldnt save him that day. My dad grew up in poverty and immigrated during the vietnamese war. He didnt have luxury or an easy going life. I recently started my own company so ive been making some decent money. I wanted to buy him gifts and go on vacation with him, give him a better life you know. I was hoping he wouldve lived for another year or 2 but it ended so abrupty. However i promised to him inside my head (somehow i know he can hear me) that everything i do in this life, all my accomplishments up to this point and onwards ill do in his name. Ill let him live through my eyes. Ill experience the things that he wasnt able to experience or have. Thats how i chose to cope with his loss. I can't relate losing both parents it must be horrible for you but you have to stay strong for them and keep going even if your soul is hurting. Im just a random person on the internet but know that my thoughts go out to you and everyone else who has/is going through this. Stay strong!!! Much love.

You' ll b fine! Stay strong and have faith in yourself.

I’m very sorry for your loss. I lost my father 6 years ago and I lost my mom to cancer in August 2021. Every time I try to cope with the fact I’ll never see her again, I break down…. I struggle everyday with just trying to continue life without her.

@@kaykaypee1924 I lost my mom on the last day of November 2021 and buried here today

My father died when i was only 3 years, now my mother died and i am 35 , she was the only one with me. I didn’t even see her for last 2 years. I couldn’t go during the rituals as well. My mom and me very unlucky. I have no reason to be alive without her.

I am sorry for your loss.

I feel the exact same bro ...God be with you your loved ones 🙏🏽

@@tyronepeters2446 Thanks Tyrone -- did you lose a family member recently?

@@jmilber my father 4months ago , strongest and greatest dad I could ever ask for , my gran 5 months ago...feel like this pain is never going to leave me...I just want to be with my Dad 🙏🏽 God give me strength

I understand how you feel. I also lost my father unexpectedly and suddenly. He was active and living a healthy lifestyle recently. He died of heart attack Jan 2021. Everything went so fast. It broke our hearts. My mom is always crying. We always cry. We are still in disbelief until now. I cry watching his videos and pictures. These past few weeks feels like a bad dream that I wanna wake up from. It hurts so much.

Oh god... I am so sorry for your loss! I somehow know this feeling... I wish you all the best! 💪🏻⚡🌈🔥🌟✨

@@Deathbringer99699 thank you😔😔💔❤️❤️❤️

I lost my father to covid January 2022 I'm 31 and devastated the pain is unexplainable, but I believe everything happens for a reason. If not for Jesus I don't know how I would cope, May God bless and confort you, don't forget that he loves you very much!

@@kxmail7122 sorry for you 👐🏼🥺god bless ur in my prayers

This is absolutely crazy. I hope you are doing a bit better. 😔🙏

Nice words mate

My father passed away from Covid-19 second wave too and when we went to the hospital he told me "let's go home i'm okay" even though his oxygen levels were dropping and i told him 🙏 we have come to the hospital to get well soon n better so please let's go home after you get well and better 🙏 and he listened to me and we took him inside the hosptial after he had a drink of water and after 6 n half days inside the ICU ventilator and in the hospital he passed away, the doctors tried to save him with all the medications and treatment not successful but gave me a last chance to see him inside the ICU by making me wear a PPE, i miss my father so much and love my father too ♥. May ur father's, my father's and all the other people's loved ones souls who have passed away may Rest In Eternal Peace 🙏💐🕯

@@monibstar Same here my friend. My father got infected. I had to watch him tough it out for 5 days. Until he gave in and decided to go to the hospital. He just shook my hand and said Ill be back later, im going to get checked and out, keep sleeping. I remember I even told him not to go, told him I haven’t heard you cough you are getting better. But it wasn’t, he couldn’t cough because his lungs were far gone. His oxygen level was at 20, i think they ventilated someone at 80. He was on it for 23 days, with a dialysis machine working his kidneys as well. Im sorry for your loss my friend, im just 23 years old. I lost my father, and he never saw me start my career, never saw me get married to a good girl. It’s tough, but we push forward, always. God bless and stay strong.

@@HectorHernandez-tc3qi im so sorry for ur loss too bro 😢 loosing a father is terrible, the feeling of emptiness is just always there 😢.. Ur father is tough too 👍 and omG the doctors told my father needed dialyais too and they did dialysis for 4 days and the 4th time was his last time... Fathers are awesome they risk their health to save ours 🙏 a salute to our fathers ❤ and yes it would have been sweet if ur father could have seen u start a career and get married 🙏 in my case well im 34 and my father got to see me work in an office but my marriage thing we were still searching for a nice girl 🙏 Now i know its easy to say but difficult to do cuz we will always miss and remember our fathers.. We will have to do good in our work and get married and do all those things to make our late fathers proud and happy wherever they are ... But still i know we wont feel like doing anything.. Cuz its been 1 month and i just find my self staring out the window imagining hologram of my father in the walkway and the garden.. 😢💐🕯 but still pray our fathers souls are in a nice and good place, in the land of the God's.. 🙏

I loss my father due to COVID on 29 Apr.

@@danielohannon2038 sorry for your loss bro 😢 i know its tough but try to stay strong.. 🙏 may ur fathers soul rest in peace in God's place too 💐 🕯

I am sorry for your loss.

Sorry for your loss, i lost my mother 2 months ago

@@minakshidw I am sorry for your loss.

what was the most helpful thing that helped you make the loss sting a little less?

my prayers go out to you!

experienced the same

But why did he committed suside

Be strong 😞

do yu have any tips for those who have parents, how to avoide regret later

Yes, my dad was my best friend as well. My dad and I would have the best laughs 😂😂😂😂 it’s a year and a half. Just remember, there is nothing wrong with therapy and crying it out.

Your mom wouldn’t want you to beat yourself up about a situation that was so difficult and painful with you dealing with it in whatever way you had to. Just don’t be hard on yourself because you’re mom knows you loved her.

@@lisaeischens2352 Thx for ur kind reply. Frankly speaking, I feel much better than 3 months ago. Time heals.

@Reci 123 exactly man my mum died yesterday and I don't want to believe this is true it's just so painful.

How are you doing now

I'm sorry for you and your daughters loss. I'm so glad you found things that could help her deal with the loss! Very welcome!

How is he now

@@daughteroftheking7617 sadly on June 10th he passed away

@@gabby04gaston condolences I lost my dad to cancer as well 5 years ago, I just had a crying anger fit last night. It will come in waves. But God bless you and may you lean on God now more than ever !❤️

Sorry to hear. I’m here if you need to talk :(

I am sorry for your loss.

I lost mine to cancer in November 2021 and cry at times too it’s hard for me

I am sorry for your loss.

Lost my father 3 weeks ago.

Thanks for the video! Yes, I lost my Dad almost 2 years ago now. I’ve done a lot of soul searching, and reflection. I also started a channel here on KZfaq that covers some tips and shares some wisdom from my experience. Check it out here kzfaq.info/love/V6kCaRnPHmrAuMWCq9Dp1g Thanks again, and best wishes

I am currently going through a loss. I lost my mom 3 days ago.

This is still very fresh so bear with the details. My step dad had brain cancer and the avg survival time is about a year for glioblastoma and he was right at that time. This past Friday night (jan. 1), we were watching the Ohio state vs. Clemson game in his bedroom because he could barely walk. My wife ( I just got married 3 weeks ago), Aunt and mom were there at the house. At the beginning of the 4th quarter he said he was tired and wanted to go to sleep. Shortly after he needed to go to the bathroom and tried to sit up. He said to my mom that he felt like he was going to faint. Then he layed back on the bed and started making choking sounds. My mom yelled down the stairs to me for help. We called 911 and I looked at him and his whole head was purple. He was wheezing so I thought it best to pull him onto the bed and lay him on his side. I cradled his head in my arm and was calmly tapping his shoulder saying "hey Phil hey Phil, I'm right here" He came to and started breathing. His eyes were really big and he looked at me. I kissed him on the head and said "I love you" he was able to say between heavy short breaths "I love you too" and reached his arm up and gave me a tough on the neck. I was so grateful that moment. Then the paramedics came and we struggled to get him down the stairs via chair lift. He weighed over 300 lbs so it was very difficult to move him. Once we got him on the stair lift chair he started to lose consciousness again, and was wheezing and making sounds. I followed the stretcher to the ambulance because I was helping to cross his arms to get him through the door ways and they took him in the ambulance and started doing compressions right away. it felt like a movie because I could see through the door that was half open. I thought to myself "wow, this could be a big moment for Phil, he could be seeing Jesus face to face right now". My mom and I followed the ambulance to the ER and after 20 mins we were both let in which really surprised me because of COVID. We went into a small office like room first and the doctor nurse and chaplain came. When the 3 of them came first, I knew right away that he was gone. They said once he was in the ambulance they were trying to restart his heart. I was sad that my mom did not get to really have a last good bye with him. It was sudden but not unexpected. We were able to be with his body and have some last words/prayer. When my wife and I got home I made a candle tribute to him and played the scene/song non nobis domine from Henry V and cried and made a toast to his life. The song was especially meaningful because in the scene the soldiers are carrying their dead comrades and singing... I didn't know it until later that he was already dead, but I helped carry and lift my dad's (step dad) body onto the stretcher. I think that might become a tradition that I want to keep for a long time even when I have kids. To take new years day to light candles and remember loved ones that have been lost. Sorry this post was long and maybe not well written, but I thought I would share. These lessons from Andrew are profound and very insightful. But for me, the Lord Jesus is who brings me the most peace. My heart goes out to all who have lost a parent, or anyone. May you be surrounded by love and support.

I'm struggling so much I can't even watch a video on how I deal with this. I hate this woke world, arguments about pointless crap! Lost my father in march 2020 and now my brother last week, I want to go back 20 years!

You can't blame yourself - people do that alot I've noticed. The outcome is the same. I blamed myself so much of the time but then I realized my father is an adult who made some bad choices in his adult life. That's not my fault and I hope you know that too.

@@heatherramsey9190 i lost my father yesterday. I was not close to him because of his anger issues but his death has torn me into pieces. Now i regret every single second when i couldnt hold him and tell him how much i love him. He taught me everything to fight, to laugh, to walk. If i knew that his death will hurt me that much, i would never leave his hand forever. I love you my daddy May Allah bless you highest rank in heaven.

My dad was diagnosed of lung cancer too 2 days ago, and he suddenly doesn't have high spirit to facing life even he looks healthy before the diagnosed. I am so scared right now, i know he is already in old age but i think i'm not mentally prepared to lose him just like that. I want him keep living at least 10years more :'(

Sorry for the loss of your precious dad

Just lost my dad today to covid 19. Stay strong xx

I'm sorry for your loss. Sending prayers ❤️🙏

@@modosee Thank you so very very much. I sincerely appreciate this.