Mayra, there were many occasions when I wanted to go up to you and hug you. I walked pass by you a few times at the NICU. I didn’t know what was going on, all I knew was that you and I were both grieving having our babies in the NICU. At the end of my baby’s stay, Brayncito was his neighbor. I never thought you would have had the outcome you had. I also couldn’t stand the doctor, she made me feel helpless, but all the doctors and nurses were amazing. I prayed for you everyday. I’m so sorry 😭

Love u guys so much ❤️🥺

I am watching this a year later,I couldn’t watch it when it first came out. Just know he is so loved and prays to y’alls new baby .I still can’t believe he’s a big brother 🎉❤

I can’t imagine losing a child. My heart and prayers are with you both!

It breaks our heart to know that you guys are going through this 😭 just know we are here for you guys always 💛 God bless 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

“What is grief, if not love persevering?” “Grief is unexpressed love” 💙

Just had my baby girl yesterday at 24 weeks This video helps a lot seeing the strength you guys both have is so inspiring I’m at the hospital still and praying and hoping for miracles. I love you guys

I know it's been 4 months now I'm seeing this I'm here crying as a mother I feel your pain may God give you and your husband strength

My brother passed at 40 weeks. Full term and he passed as a stillborn. My mom didn’t open his room for a whole year… take time to heal. Heal and grief. There’s no rush… I’m praying for you all. This is an unbearable pain. Much love to you both..🤍

Parents who lost their child are the most strongest people ever. I could never even imagine. My heart is hurting for you.

Your baby is flying high with the angels right now, far from the evils of this world. I am so sorry for your loss. You both are so extremely STRONG!!!!

Sending a lot of love, hug & prayers 🙏🏼❤️ I lost my babyboy at 24 weeks, the worst feeling ever…the worst. No one will ever take this pain away. I’m so sorry for your loss.

I want to applaude this man for sitting next to you and share tears with you while doing this heartbreaking video. You got yourself a wonderful man. God bless you both.

Dear Mayra and Bryan, I cry with you, for you and for my family too. It’s a shared pain. I pray for you and Bryan and your family. Im so proud of you both for getting up each day. My heart is broken for you too. You have my support and love 💔

Oh mama! I’m so sorry for your loss! As a mama that had 5 stillbirths, 2 miscarriages & a micropreemie 27 weeker now 19 yrs old, your heartbreak will get easier. Take your time to heal physically, mentally & emotionally. Take your time going through your sons things, there is no time limit. Hold onto each other, keep the communication open with each other & don’t shut each other out. Hugs & prayers to you both! God bless you all.

I couldn’t make it through this video without crying. I want to tell you guys we’re all here for you along through everything. I’m sorry for your loss I can’t imagine losing a child. God bless y’all 🥺🤍

My husband and his ex-wife lost their baby many years ago, and every bday or day of her passing is still equally as painful for both of them, just as if it had happened now. As he has told me, it’s not something you overcome, it’s something that changed you and you learn to survive in a new way without them. This year I found an Etsy store that sells comfort bears. They make them to a specific weight and come with the baby’s name and bday or day of passing, or both. I bought them both one. They said it was so comforting to feel her weight again. My husband said to me that laying the bear on his chest when he missed her the most helps him feel close to her. ♥️ My prayers are with you and your family.

The pain in their eyes in their voices I can’t even imagine what there going through you guys are so strong for sharing your story even when you guys didn’t have to I just wanna say it’s okay not to be okay one day at a time don’t lose faith you’ll get through this you have an amazing family behind you ❤️ 🙏🏻I’m so sorry for your loss 💔

I lost my baby girl 6 years ago. It'll be 7 this December. I held her for three days & I was able to dress her before her service as well. You don't know how much your soul needs it, and mine needed it. I'm sorry you didn't have privacy during your time of need. I know no words could ever take your pain. ❤️

Praying for y'all Mayra! It is true! Thanks for bringing NICU awareness. When you are a preemie mommy, it scares your life forever. I had 31 week twin boys. It is the hardest I have faced in life. They are 7 and I'm pretty sure I have PTSD and I have not felt ready to conceive again.

Grief is like the ocean; it comes in waves, ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it's overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim. I am so deeply sorry for your loss 😔

My mom always says “la pérdida de un hijo es el peor dolor que uso padres puedan sentir” and I can see that thru this video. You’re staying in my prayers.

I’m sorry for your loss, I believe your baby is at peace, knowing how much you love him ❤️ Sending all the love in the world to you and your family.

Sending you guys lots of love and hugs!! Baby boy is looking after y’all. I couldn’t even imagine your pain.. sending y’all lots of prayers 🤍

Don’t diminish what you’re going to through because someone else “has it worse.” Both of your feelings are valid! You don’t always have to be strong, it’s ok to break down, feel your feelings and when you’re ready get up and going. Grief is a tricky thing, it’s not a one time and you’re done, it will hit you when you least expect it. Praying for you guys!🤍

I can tell you right now everyone that watched this video felt y’all’s pain through the screen. I am so sorry for your loss. I cant even imagine the emotional turmoil this has been for you. We love you, we pray for you and baby boy in heaven. I pray God gives you and your family the strength to heal. 😔👼🏻💙

I’m so sorry for your loss, I’m definitely heartbroken I can feel your pain & tearing up just hearing this 😭💕

I’m so sorry guys! This video is so heartbreaking, Emotional, and hard. Your guys are so brave to talk about it I’m condolences to you guys.

The fact that people didn’t let you grieve in peace even for a little while angers me so much! I wish I could give you the biggest hug!!

Y’all did not have to make this video at all, truly brave to talk about your story.I hope going back to doing what you love helps you move forward on this journey, and we are supporting you guys from all over!!

I went through the same thing at 24 weeks, my baby was only alive for 20 mins and it was so terrible! You are not alone the feeling of losing a part of you is terrible but you are so strong… we got this and you got this ❤️❤️❤️

My heart goes out to you both! 😢😢 It has been 6yrs since my baby boy passed from away from SIDS He was full term and extremely healthy! One week later he was gone in his sleep right beside me in the night The pain you're feeling is all too familiar There are no words I can say really one mother to another I will say that you have to keep praying! And know he's with you every day❤️ it's going to hurt always You just make room for the Grief Lean on your loved ones Feel those feelings mama! I have yet to get my sweet angel a headstone One day I will afford one 🙏❤️ I'm sending my love to you! Hang in there 💓 your emotions are going to be everywhere I still have my days where it hits me hard Stay strong beautiful mama! You have my deepest condolences 🙏❤️ god bless your handsome angel 💝 lots of love from Alberta Canada 🎀❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏

You and your husband are so positive for even making a video like this you’re a strong woman but your son needs you to be strong for him and your husband keeping you guys in my prayers

This was so difficult to watch. I can’t ever imagine the pain. I am so sorry for your loss. God bless you both and your angel is with you mama.

This was so painful to watch. Two amazing, genuine, nice people who would make great parents. I know that in the future baby B will send you a special sibling. All the love 💕

I’m so so sorry for your loss! Créeme se lo que se siente, yo pase por lo mismo se siente estar muerta en vida que tu mundo se a derrumbado. Yo entre en una gran depresión que deseaba morir y me dio un paralice fácil. Ya hace más de un año y aún cierro mis ojos y puedo revivir todo lo que pases en esos momentos. Lo único que nos queda es agarrarnos de las manos De Dios y entender el porqué se los llevo. Yo no se si a ti te sirva esto a mi mi esposo me mando hacer una pulcera de oro. Pero agarro la idea de las pulceras que se llaman “ Baby Memorial Bracelet” y trai un quote Que dice “ I Will Hold You in my Heart Until I Hold You in Heaven” con charms colgando Que son un corazón, una ala de ángel, unos piecitos y una bolita de color mi esposo le dijo al joyero que envés de la bolita le pusiera un diamantito colgando y cada uno de los charms representa algo para mi. En el corazón escriben es quote! La verdad eso me ayudó mucho a mi y no me la quitó para nada!!! Llevo a mi bebé en el corazón y en mi memoria pero cuando veo la pulsera me recuerda que un día estaré con el aya en el cielo para abrazarlo enternamente. Dios te bendiga y te de las fuerzas para seguir adelante. Animo a los dos mil bendiciones

It’s ok to not come back to KZfaq. It’s ok to take time to heal. It’s ok to not be ok we love you guys so much and will be here for you when YOU are ready to come back

Bryancito is still your testimony! You're giving hope to women and couples through such a traumatic experience. Through your faithfulness you both will get through this. And I continue to pray that your family will be filled with peace and comfort knowing that Bryancito will always be a part of your family watching down on you from heaven

I literally have no words….. may god give you both strength to get through this hard time :( I can’t imagine.. I really am sorry for your loss 🙏🏻❤️

My deepest condolences to you guys and your family! Seeing videos like this humble me so much and make me realize how blessed I am to be alive. Being premature myself, almost not making it and my mother almost losing her life giving birth to me, makes me so grateful for the life I have.

The fact that they are grieving this hard and are still thinking of making videos to help others just shows how amazing they are🥺💔 Sending so much love and light💫

Don’t feel the need to hold back from crying. You need to process this and it’s appropriate to feel what you are feeling. Although you guys don’t owe an explanation, I appreciate you guys giving your fans an update. Give yourself time to heal. 💕

I watched this when it first came out. But I had to come back and say something because I love y’all’s family and especially you two. Me and my family are praying for y’all and we wish you the best of the best because that’s what you deserve. I’m so sorry for your loss and I know that little angel is in a better place. I love y’all and take care 🥺❤️🫂🫂🫂🫂

To do this takes courage. Big hugs to you guys. Thank you for sharing a piece of your life and for being vulnerable. I wish nothing but love, light, and healing for you two. 💖✨

You are still his mom, Mayra. You will always be his mom, and he will be watching over you. My boyfriend was a rainbow baby, his older brother was stillborn. I was a NICU baby. Losing a child at any age is something no parent should ever go through. I can’t even imagine the pain my mom went through let alone you and your husband…. I’m so sorry love. ❤️

I cried every time they cried … I can’t imagine loosing anyone of my kids .. my prayers with you both.

I'm so sorry, Sending love, hugs and prayers for strength and comfort during this difficult time 🙏 ❤

The team of doctors and nurses who work at nicu are literal angels. Especially those nurses they are walking angels and for those special memories they make for nicu parents. I can totally relate to being angry at them when your going through so much and it taking a toll mentally god bless you all. Sending you lots of prayers and love!!!

I can’t even imagine what you both are feeling, I seen this on Instagram and instantly our hearts were shattered. This was so hard to watch without losing it. 😢 You both are so strong for coming on here. We are sending love and prayers. 💙

I'm so sorry for your loss I hope you guys feel better and just remember to be strong!! He's not here in the world but he's here in spirit!! Love you guys😍😘

Absolutely heartbreaking and I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for healing for your entire family. 🥺😭🙏🏽

My heart breaks just watching the pain in your guys’ faces. So courageous of you guys to go out of your way to do this for us I truly appreciate it. Also watching your faith journey has been so uplifting and encouraging for myself as well. Even your most vulnerable moments help to carry me through my own. Much love to you both❤️

It's broke my heart to see Bryan crying honestly he was so excited after the gender reveal because he was having a boy ... keep moving on Bryan

My heart aches for you this really brought back memories from me loosing my twins I went into pre term labor at 23 weeks and god I know the pain im sorry for your loss 😞

This gave me so much sadness and my body is covered in chills I can feel your sadness and sorrow I’m so sorry for you loss

You guys shouldn’t even have to explain 😭 but everyone sees the huge effort put into this video, I am so thankful for that!!!❤️ much love to you and Bryan..

Shame on the people that shared YOUR baby’s obituary. You both had every right to talk about your baby’s passing when you were ready. Sending you both love and light. May god be with you guys forever and always. 🤍

I am so sorry for your loss, can’t imagine going through something so painful. Sending you both lots of prayers and may God help you heal. 🙏❤️

I can’t imagine the feeling of loss and sadness you two went through,are going through. I see it’s been a year but my heart still reaches out to you. I feel hope for you two because you’re dealing with your grief in such a healthy way. Continuing to take care of yourselves and move through the pain of your loss.

I lost my son January 6th 2021. He was a preemie as well. Me and my husband feel your pain we’re with you 💙 fly high baby boys

you don't know how many times I wanted to physically give you both a hug during this whole video 🥺.

It’s okay not to be okay! 😢 I cried this whole video. Prayers to you and your family.

I’m crying with you guys. Sending so much love and prayers . I can’t even begin to understand this feeling

As a nurse I can tell you that these are the hardest days we go through. We see you and our heart breaks with and for you. I can guarantee that you guys went home with them and they hugged their family tighter. You two are amazing people and I am so sorry for your loss. Tonight my prayers are with you both that you may find peace again and for your son. May perpetual light shine upon him.

loosing someone in life is already hard, I can NOT imagine going through this and how STRONG you are not just for getting up everyday. The fact you’re sitting here and talking about it when NO ONE wants to be reminded of such a tragedy. You’re doing it to not let other moms feel alone and that’s beyond brave Mayra. Sending lots of love 🤍

I have never experienced this and wish this upon no one. It was so hard to watch. I’m sitting here balling my eyes out. God bless you and your family. Your baby loves you and is so proud of you ❤️

Praying for your strength. Your son IS so lucky to have parents like you two. He lives within you. From one NICU mama to another, you are so strong for sharing your story.

I’m so sorry guys. I completely understand your pain. My husband and I lost our first baby at 22 weeks pregnant, 9/17/12. It has been and continues to be a long journey to learn how to live with this. If I can help in any way, even in listening, please feel free to reach out. Im not a KZfaqr, just a regular mom who can relate.

I was pregnant just as you were the same weeks and all as you Mayra. I was praying I was rooting. I had faith. I cry with you. The pain of losing a child, and saying goodbye until the next time we meet again in heaven is one no parent should go through. I feel you, with all you say and feel is valid. After I lost my two sons I myself struggled mentally. It’s hard to grasp. With this third pregnancy you and I were the same weeks. My boy was also a NICU baby. Let me tell you watching your journey gave me insight to what nicu was. Before my son was even in the nicu. Little did i know God was preparing me, I feel it in my heart. I had to see because it’s true what you say we are a part of a group no parent wants to be a part of. Your journey helped me get through mine. Helped me not be too afraid and look up more about nicu and inform myself. So thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable, during the most heartbreaking time of both of yours life. Bryancito rest in peace, and thank you baby boy for showing some of us along with your mommy and daddy how real and raw life is. Blessings love and prayers for both of you and your family.

The pain never goes away of loosing a love one, we just stay numb but learn to live with it Sending prayers to you and Bryan 🙏🏽♥️

I feel like we grew up with Mayra.. this is breaking me down on a level I never anticipated. You know you don't know these people in real life but you know the bit of their story and spirit they choose to share with you. Loss is always horrible, its never not sad and emotionally devastating to hear about but to see someone so deserving, so authentic, with such a beautiful spirit experience such loss hit me so hard. He was and is so loved. Sending love and blessings to you both.

Mayra, you and Bryan are so strong to even agree, sit down, talk, edit, and upload this video. During the times of trials you both were also so strong. Y’all were meant for each other to be together because y’all strength is unexplainable and truly admirable. Y’all are powerful. Y’all are one. Y’all don’t owe us any of this but still decided to share because you consider us your fans to be family and we are truly thankful and appreciative of your time. Baby Bryancito will forever and is watching over y’all. Y’all did every single possible thing you could and I’m sure y’all gave him all your love until his last breath. May you both continue to heal in this journey and become stronger than ever. Now I remembered that your theme was Winnie the Pooh. So whenever you think of your perfect little boy, picture him telling y’all this: “If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart... I'll always be with you.” - Winnie the Pooh

All the emotions you said, the depression, pushing family away, feeling a certain way when people post their pregnant I totally get you! That was me when I lost my baby at 18 weeks … remember you are a mother and always will be his mother and no one will ever take that away from you!❤️ Time passed for me to get better and I got pregnant again and have a 1 year old daughter, sending you prayers and blessings 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

cannot watch this video without crying. i am so incredibly sorry. i hope you both heal and get better soon!!!

My son was born at 23 weeks, I know how scared it can be! I was so scared to lose my child, they kept telling me he has 0-10% chance of living, thankfully he made it. I’m so sorry girl! Good bless you guys 🙏🏼💕

My husband and I have 7 babies who are angels now. Treasuring their memory helped a lot! I’m so sorry for your loss. Lots of love ❤️

This is so heartbreaking. It takes a lot of strength to go through something like this, to share and be vulnerable. As a NICU nurse, it always breaks my heart to see families go through this. I pray God continues to comfort you both and give you strength. Please take the time you need to continue to heal and grieve. Take care of each other ❤️ Your KZfaq family supports and cares about you 🙏🏾🤍

I saw your tiktok and listened to the podcast. You are incredibly strong! God is with you guys, everyday. God will bless you in this life, you’re amazing people.

Thanks for sharing your testimony & awareness. My mom was a premature baby back in 1969 and my grandma would always tell us stories of how hard it was ! I pray for you both to overcome this it’s only going to make you stronger spiritually as a couple! ♥️

I cried through this entire video. It brought back all the memories of losing my son in May of 2021 at 26 weeks. I'm grateful to you both for making this video because premature, miscarriages and stillborn are such taboo topics that ppl don't wish to talk about. My love and thoughts as a fellow angel mom are with you both ❤ 💖 💗 💕 💛 💙

Mayra and Bryan, please accept my heartfelt condolences. I couldn't deal with the death of a family member, so I'm sure I wouldn't be able to deal with what you're going through. The fact that you released this video demonstrates your strength, and I'm sure you'll get through this slowly but surely. My condolences to you and your family.

I have so much respect for you guys. I had identical twins at 26 weeks and literally delivered in my moms bed unplanned she is a paramedic but my daughter Selena had already passed her sister was born 1.5lbs and I lived in the nicu for so long as well this was 8 years ago. The pain is unbearable at times her urn sit in my living room. The funeral made it harder but felt necessary. I just watched your new pregnancy announcement and I’m beyond excited for you. Congratulations..enjoy every moment.

This truly breaks my heart, I’m so sorry for your loss. May god give you both strength to get through this. Keeping u both in my prayers. May your son rip..

I hope they know that as much as we miss them that their healing time is respected. We understand that things aren’t going to go back to normal within a short span of time but you are loved and supported

Literally the best parents ever you guys are so strong for this. Love you guys 💖

This is so heartbreaking, my heart goes out to you both! I cannot imagine your pain! I will say a prayer for you!

I’m so sorry for your loss, now you both have a beautiful angel watching over you guys 🙏🤍

The STRENGTH and FAITH you guys still have through all this is your TESTIMONY! I’m truly amazed. You don’t know how many people you have reached. May he comfort you and bless you always!!! 🙏🏻

This is literally my worst fear…. I pray that y’all find the closure y’all need. I can’t even imagine what y’all are going through. ❤️😢

As a mom of a preemie I can’t imagine the pain you are going thru. I pray for you everyday. I hope god heals both of you. Y’all are very brave for even posting this video. I hope ya help other moms that are dealing with the loss of their child. Stay strong.

I cried every time you cried. I really wish I could take your pain away. I really wish I can change this for you. May god help you guys heal.

Ugh just seeing Mayra freaking out while Brian talks in the beginning is breaking my heart ! My love goes out to you guys I could never imagine the hurt you guys are experiencing!!

The pain that I see in both your eyes is so sad.. I cannot imagine all you went thru. Stay strong, ALWAYS 🤍

This video was so hard to get through because so many memories of losing my baby came back. Your so strong though you can see it in your eyes. It’s been almost 7 years since my baby died from Sids at 2 months old so we don’t exactly have the same story or background but what we both do have is losing a child which is the hardest thing anyone can go through. So many tears, sleepless nights, anger and so much more you can’t really explain. Thank you for sharing your story I have been always checking in to see how baby Brian was doing after he was born and when I heard he passed it just broke my heart for you guys. No one can ever know the pain you feel unless they been through that same pain. Keep Being strong and always have him in your heart and always talk about him to everyone and anyone that’s what I do everyday! It helps a lot to keep him alive in memories ❤️ Praying for stronger days for u both 🙏🏻

I'm so sorry 😔 for your loss I can't imagine how hard this must be god bless you two.

Watching this made me cry my heart out.. I lost my daughter when I was 7 1/2 pregnant. 5 years ago.. Brought so much chills down my body. My heart goes out to you both❤️

Girl let me tell you, the fact that y’all are making this video shows how brave y’all are ❤️ im a mom to a 23 weeker, he fought for his life and came home after 6 months. Not only did I have to learn to be a mom, I had to learn to be a special needs mom. Those 6 months were so traumatic, that years later I was diagnosed with PTSD. I literally have flashbacks every single day of all the trauma we went through. I have not spoken a single word about it, I have not healed. I totally understand where your coming from when you say you’ll talk about it when your ready. I say the same thing. Un día vamos a poder ablar de todo lo que paso, un día ❤️

This is so heartbreaking . I been keeping up with your family since like 2014 ish but you guys are amazing people and I hope you get through this .

My heart breaks into a thousand pieces for you 😔 I’m so sorry for your loss. Stay strong and may God heal your broken hearts

You guys definitely did not have to film this video but, just know we are so thankful that you trust us enough to share such intimate details and, memories. Bryancito is an Angel now and, in God’s loving arms. GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY 🙏🏾 I’ve prayed for you daily and, will continue to do so. As someone who has lost a baby, I KNOW the pain and, it get easier. You won’t EVER forget, you’ll just get through. ❤️❤️