My brother was about to comment something mean

@@elizabethzorrilla5800 dawg 💀💀

​@@elizabethzorrilla5800Why

Woah I used to watch your fluttershy videos way back when

OMORI ES MRD COPIA Y PEGA ESTA VERDAD

It’s corny

@@Lesbiankisser “this’ll end it!” ahh comment

fr that line made me BAWL

Why mock

I’m actually sobbing help

If he was actually grateful he would have done the right things to make her not want to hurt herself

@@rossbaus6816 It's important to recognize that suicidal ideation and actions are complex and often stem from a variety of factors beyond just one person's actions. It's unfair to place the blame solely on the individual, especially without understanding the full context of their situation. He did his best as her father, and that’s what matters.

@@rossbaus6816respectfully thats the dumbest things ive ever heard

​@@rossbaus6816 are you 12? Sometimes people keep everything inside. Sometimes people don't reach out for help. Sometimes depression is the genetics lottery and not being mistreated. This is an incredibly gross comment. Please do better. Get help.

​@@rossbaus6816 You cannot singlehandedly prevent someone from killing themselves. I've tried to kill myself. Nothing my parents said would have ever helped, but people like you will never understand that. I hope you never have a loved one kill themselves, because on top of the grief you'd have to deal with the fact that you are wrong.

@@healthy221someone has daddy issues.

Agreed!!!

I think some kids like dark humour because of the wild reactions get. i.e “💀💀💀 “ this gives them possitive feedback so they keep wanting to do it. Some people are also rage baiting because they know people will react really strongly and want to seem cool thats my theory of one person in the ocean of all the other commenters

I gotchu

I'm going to make sure I like the hateful comments

I just shitted

@@Ih8simon good job bud, have a gold star ⭐️

​@@Ih8simonread the fucking room

That is awesome, hope your friend is good now :>

@@I_like_bagels._. thank you teacher😊😊😊

Stop trying to be poetic

Stop being uncomfortable with poetry ​@@Ipromiseyounobodyismad

​@@Ipromiseyounobodyismad stop trying to be a jerk , or just dont read the comment section in general

@@Ipromiseyounobodyismadwas this necessary bro? you aint understanding what hes saying dont be a dick

I hadn’t thought about it like that

@@ErmithOh Acting like it's alright to harass a clearly distressed father for just thinking about his daughter is a pretty shitty thing, even if ya don't care ya know?

@@ErmithOh can you elaborate? Im assuming what you're getting at is the father was a tad cringe for talking about his dead daughter in this way, but at the same time he's still a grieving father that lost their daughter, and people making fun of him for that is wrong.

do you feel validated with those 43 likes

@@AmalekIsComing What?

​@@CatKat4008Ignore them, they're 5 year olds trying to ragebait.

@@peopleyouforgot You have a Heavenly Father who loves you so much. I don't mean to preach so that is all I'll say, other than this. You have people who care about you even if you feel like you don't at this point of your life. I know it may not be much, and I know that you don't know me, but I care about you, and I know if you persevere you will be able to see joy in your life. I believe in you.

@@slightlyeducated450 oh thanks

@@peopleyouforgotreach out to anyone else. Meet new people. You WILL find someone. Believe me. You just have to focus. On the positives, and the negatives, but don’t be pessimistic.

​@@peopleyouforgotyou have yourself and are worthy enough to live.

I dont know you but im glad you’re still here

They are too young to understand the pain they can cause, and they'll probably forget the day after that they even commented. I don't understand why children and preteens can be so cruel, my brother and I were always polite and friendly at their age so I don't believe their behavior it's only because of their young age.

@@Arianita2001They truly are apathetic. It’s saddening

This generation is screwed, they never learn what true pain is like unless they have experienced it for themselves, it’s sickening to see humans go this low

​@@maxdong3514Every generation has had people like this. It just seems widespread because of the Internet. All we can hope for is that later on in their life they will look back on moments like this, reflect, and work to become a better person.

​@@maxdong3514tbh gen alpha is prob not even going to be able to be parents at this point

Womp womp 2x

​@@CoemsMafaka-nj8culol imagine making multiple accounts just to ragebait. What a valuable person to society

@@MelodieSlayis your mom proud of you?

@@MelodieSlay oil up lil super Mario enemy

@@CoemsMafaka-nj8cupoor you, you didn’t receive your mother’s love or your dad’s hug did you?

Skibidi toilet, skill issue

​@@rossbaus6816heya ross, id reccomend you delete your channel, before i doxx you of course! Already happened to my little buddy leroy, i feel like you can reflect, so ill give you around an hour to do so, id do it quick though! I get impatient!

@@slimeswiperyh ngl ur way worse than the guy you replied to ur weird as hell

@@slimeswiperand why you talking like you the main villian or something?

Womp womp

Boohoo cry me a river😹🙏

​@@randomrubsterConsidering I have already seen you crying about this, making these immature bullshit remarks a number of times in the comments, I find it odd that you would need help crying a river.

@@m1chr0ma100 what in the hell are you yapping about?!😭🙏

@@randomrubsterI hope you genuinely seek help. These comments are deplorable. You should genuinely be ashamed for what kind of human you turned out to be.

I'm so sorry, I hope your doing better now.

I’m so sorry, I hope you’re doing alright 😔

im sobbing at this comment.

my dad passed away when i was 15, im 17 now i just wanted to let you know i understand and i feel for you ❤ grief is a long and struggling journey, each differing from each other. But one thing is to always remind ourselves we are never alone❤ I hope you are healing well

Oh man, I'm going to call my dad, I'm sobbing

Yooo, we literally have the same life story wtf??? Same age, same time loss and everything 😭 I’m so sorry for your loss, I know how it feels (quite exactly) n I hope you’re doing better now. 🫶

Dayum thats hard

I’m so so sorry, I know there’s nothing anyone can say, but I hope your doing as well as you can be ❤

Im so sorry hope your okay.

I'm sorry dear

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Real interesting.

I saw the same post too. It might've been the same person, yeah.

Coukd you send the link if you have it? It's alright if you dont.

@@LucienThePeacebringerI’m curious what was op name ):

@@JokersD0ll I tried to search around on reddit for it the other day and i can't say for sure but it looks like the post has been taken down. I don't remember OP name unfortunately

Yeah, people need to grow up. This father is venting about his daughter's struggles, and I hate it when people think they're "cute" or "quirky" for doing stuff like this. All those people trolling and whining in the comments, you all need to shut the fuck up and act like an adult, not an immature kid.

I hate that there isn't any consequences to their actions because it's online.

Just stop falling for rage bait, simple. Yall wasting your time commenting shit like this that literally 0 people will take the time to read ( talking about those haters ), instead of being productive outside social media. I promise you expressing those words will not make your mental health any better, you are better off watching this video without paying any attention to rage bait. The world aint the same compared to last decade when we are little jits, the world does not tolerate sensitive ass and slow ass people who have no disability.

⁠@@JustCallMeTiff.don’t worry I’m sure most of these people will be tracked in the future and not have a job

Femboy pfp Opinion invalid

What’d you have to put unironically like you cry with irony sometimes

​@@RonaldDump_realIm so sorry for laughing but that shits hilarious 😭😭

Boohoo fatherless child,cry some more 😹🙏

They are right.

​@@leckercidre160Can't people share their thoughts and emotions over the internet? No shit people are going to see it, it's common sense. Just have basic empathy.

​@@leckercidre160​I am also slightly skeptical about this guy, as I am someone who has attempted as well when I was in my teens. I have many friends (and acquaintances from group therapy) who have attempted, or suffer from severe mental illness that may very well lead to an attempt. And as many sufferers of severe mental illness know, oftentimes one's family can be a very strong influence in how healthily a kid copes with trauma. Having bad or unhealthy family systems are sadly, not an uncommon trend among suicide victims. However, even with my own skeptical outlook, I still do believe that your agreement with that tweet is a stretch. I don't think that the pure, shallow exploitation of someone else's mental health issues for one's own profit/clout is what is happening here. This video has a respectable, simple, but still empathetic story of what happened to the victim. It has a unique perspective for a video game review of this horror game. It has a very clear purpose (sharing one's experiences with grief and process of coping as they use this game as a medium to explore those feelings) that fulfilled all reasonable expectations. And perhaps most importantly, it served its role as a video about grief posted on a video sharing site to provide MANY viewers who suffered from genuine mental health distress a valuable experience/lense to help process their own lives with. Speaking about how a trauma-focused game helps someone deal with a suicide of a loved one is what this video succeeds in doing. Suicide is a very real reality, and trying to ban all discussion from those who have to live to tell the tales of those who took their own lives is just cruel and ignorant about the very real pain and suffering that people who care about suicide victims have to go through. It really isn't easy to go through, even as a bystander to someone else's own mental health struggles. By virtue of loving someone, their health and fate will greatly impact your own, and it is understandable that plenty of people who lost someone they love will struggle greatly in finding meaning and peace in the aftermath. They experienced a tragedy. It is but human nature to struggle. No matter how you and I may speculate about the reality behind this youtuber's family circumstances are (i.e. Whether he is using his daughter's decision to end her life as nothing but a shallow opportunity to cash in on the "mental health philosophizing" trend bandwagon), the fact is that this video is genuinely resonating with a lot of viewers who have a thorough, realistic grasp on how processing trauma can be like. The people who are commenting and interacting with this video don't seem to be ignorant, uneducated, synthetically philanthropic, or not the greatest at communicating their thoughts with self-awareness. They have done enough homework to meaningfully participate and share their thoughts. There's a crapton of suicide survivors, remaining loved ones of those who committed suicide, and those who suffered from great grief in general here in the comments, and they all have done enough homework to discuss their thoughts in an honest, human way. This video is not attracting people who are just participating in a trend to feel better about themselves. These are actual people who have suffered very human tragedies that are congregating to hear this guy out. While there is always exceptions on any social media platform, the viewerbase for this video is not at all anything to be worried about. It is not encouraging anything harmful or lazily written. This video has never spread a single shred of misinformation or spearheaded even one uncompassionate viewpoint on all things suicide. It is pretty humble in that regard, and does not attempt to wax poetics about things outside of the creator's own personal experience. His experience consists of sensible things that those who struggle with grief pick up on over time after time, introspection, and discussions with others in the same boat while trying to heal their wounds. At this point, the only thing that is being "sensationalized" is just... talking about how going through the suicide of a loved one affected one's experience of this game. And to be clear, talking about that unique experience of Omori is perfectly acceptable, rational, ethical, and serves a fair purpose in sharing with the world. Our own life stories can greatly shape our perceptions of everything around us; games included. Different perspectives can help broaden perspective, heighten appreciation for media, or create a feeling of comradery and comfort in those who can connect with this poor dad's message. All I see here is a dad being hit with the hardest loss of his life so far, and grasping for straws trying to figure out how to possibly move forward from something so mentally devastating. Losing a child that you raised for so many years is so awful, especially since the parents are a kid's first defender against all things bad. The guilt and sorrow is naturally very immense. IMO, what is the most key indicator of his likely innocuous intentions is the name of his channel: Love Yourself. It is a common and candid response that, upon going through a new and confusing tragedy, people find meaning in sharing their crisis-processing journey with others. I see that this dad is taking solace in sharing his story in hopes that maybe some other loved one going through something similarly heartbreakingly confusing is able to grasp onto his messages and find something tangible to help them in the aftermath of their own personal disasters. It is a common response for people to, in the midst of their own grief, seize the opportunity to use what little they managed to reap from their own experience to help and uplift others. Many advocates of social issues have started speaking their mind because of a relevant incident that they went through in their personal life. Going through tragedies can evoke Empathy and foster discussions that helps others handle those tragedies. This dad is merely trying to find a silver lining in lighting the path for those who are also walking down a dark path, even if his sentiments may be only useful to a few. I'm sure he hopes that his video can at least be of use for a handful of people, because even smaller-scale positive changes make exchanges of personal stories like these worth it. Hope you understand my point here. But still, thank you for not instantly taking things at face value; it is important to be on the lookout for exploitative handling of sensitive topics, without a doubt. ♡

@@kyomado I didn't read any of that. Congratulations on wasting your time.

​@@leckercidre160this is just pathetic

Honestly treat them as bots and move on. they have their own personal life problems and wanna throw that into others to make em feel happy. What a wasteful space they are lol. Anyways just ignore em.

Womp Womp

@@IAmAQueenCryAbtItyou literally play roblox 24/7. Stop talking and grow up

Oddball. ​@@IAmAQueenCryAbtIt

Yeah this video is exploding in reach. Don't let the twisted fucks take a single action potential of your mind away.

Hey are thinking abt saying womp womp? Yea I see you there abt to press reply button

I’m really hoping you’re calling out people whose brains are rotted to the point of making fun of me for attempting to - at the age of 11, mind you - and not saying “womp womp” to such a tragic situation.

I pray you find god. You need a purpose in life and he will give you one

@@kozukitonio740 Thank you for your kind words. I’ve already turned to religion and found myself being much happier because of it 💕

@@hayhayslittleworld ❤️

Good luck with your boyfriend.. I'm sure he's very lucky to have you !! I'm certain he appreciates your love and patience. Thank you for sharing

Made a google account for this, respect. You are very strong.

I hope you and your boyfriend the best in this world❤️if I could I would give you both hugs🫂

Wish you and your boyfriend the best

Hey man, I’m going through the exact same thing. I’ve been medicated for a while now and never attempted, but my boyfriend is also struggling a lot with suicidal thoughts. You’re not alone out there, and I hope our boyfriends, and us to heal. Good luck out there

As Jogo, the strongest curse, fought the fraud, the king of curses himself, he began to expand his domain. Fraudkuna asked "Are you the one who left it all behind in his overwhelming intensity because you're always bet on hakari or are you I haven't used this since the heian era because you're with this treasure I summon Nah I'd win". The fingerer simply replied "Throughout lobotomy and I'm you, I alone am the gojover one"

@@jonthedon9497Wish jogoat would expand my domain 😳🤤🤤🤤😅😅😅😅

​@@jonthedon9497tf

@@jonthedon9497Shut up

the bitter truth is that she's nowhere now. you only get one of these "life" things and once it's gone, it's gone. there's no proof of some "great beyond", and the belief of such is just our way of coping. i ain't saying this to be all 'reddit atheist'-y and shit on people's parade(and i doubt it would change people's beliefs regardless), but instead to remind people that we _have to take care of eachother NOW._ we don't get a redo. there's no "after" or "above". so when we make life for people here worse, now, that should be carried with real weight. if we want to keep people from deaths of grief, then we need to do everything we can to limit grief, by being as empathetic, and compassionate as possible with one another. and while we'll probably never be able to completely eradicate it, it should always be within our designs to limit it as much as humanly possible. the fight for love is worth everything, in my eyes.

I am sorry you've had a tough experience growing up. I wish it were different. I wish you the best, And I bet your Dad does too, even if it's in his own special, confused, and distant way. I am convinced that my Dad, at least, has no concept of who I even am as a person even when I still live in the same house with him now he's been so absent in my life. I know he cares, and he has tried to tell me how he feels about what he knows, but man it just missed the mark, nothing he said hit home and it only proved how little he knew about me. I believe the problem lies in pride. Pride makes it difficult for me to talk about it or show it, and I bet it hurts Dads to accept it. It took him ages to approach me, and ultimately I respect him greatly for doing so. I wanna say 11 but it was probably a couple years later when it started hitting harder, but it was around that age when I started losing interest in many things. As much as I tried, it only got harder and harder to keep my interest unless I could receive the same respect I saw others receive. I was adept at learning things fast or "on the fly" by observing, replicating and experimenting, and at some point there was no longer any surprises when I revealed I could do something unique or simply copy what someone else was doing. Ironically, while I tried hard mainly to get close to others, I think this only further distanced me from them instead. I grew exceedingly frustrated with myself for not feeling successful socially - or maybe it was the lack of respect I felt was deserved - I didn't know how to deal with my frustration, and after being beaten for taking it out on something around the house, chose to take it out on me instead. Things rolled downhill from there. Spent a lot of time in limbo between the hits of adrenaline that kept me going, and now that I'm working I don't know where to get a big enough hit from without risking contracts or careers. Attempts were getting more frequent before I quit my last job. Now I've been stuck in idle for the past few months too lazy or disinterested in general to even try. I'm 19 now going on 20 and doing my best to get out of a low from my worst low yet. But hey I did my first double backflip on grass recently. 5elfcontrol, I truly hope things turn around for you.

same had suicidal thoughts when I was 13, in my 20s I found the thing that keeps me going, that is my passion for gaming and technology. It keeps me alive everyday knowing if I die I won't be able to experience any of them. Depression sucks ass

@@xaviermiller9499 there's a book that really helped me out called "What Color is Your Parachute?" Get the latest version, it definitely got me out of a rough spot. It's used for getting careers, but there's also a massive self help aspect that gives satisfying answers as opposed to therapy. Tried it, didn't turn out well. I hope this helps for you as well. Take care dude, stay safe.

@@xaviermiller9499 Thank you for commenting, I hope something gives for you as well. It’s really hard everyday- but I find even the smallest things to stay and live for. I grew up in an immensely traumatic household and also had very traumatic things happen to me outside of my home as well. It made it very difficult growing up in seeing a purpose. I remember when I was christian I used to cry to god to please let me die that I didn’t want to live anymore and it gets me choked up now just thinking about it. A 12 year old begging an omniscient being to kill them, it’s just a lot. But i’m glad none of them worked- even though i’ve been very close a few times. Hoping that nothing but love comes into our lives…and gratitude even if it’s super hard to even have any of either. 🖤

@@s1ndrome117 I feel you hard- everyday I find even the dumbest tiniest things to keep living. But if it ain’t broke don’t fix it- I hope one day even if the depression doesn’t go away it gets easier to hold 🖤

Thank you. This helped me so much 🤍

Thank you

thank you so much for sharing this

Be safe.

Thank you for feeling comfortable with sharing it with people you don't know but I want you to know, even tho it's hard, even if it feels like it's impossible to you, remember that there is always a person that cares about you, it could be a friend or a family member or even a pet, it doesn't really matter who is it, what matter is that you are important for that someone... You are a human being, and it's ok to just feel that it needs to end but remember, I doesn't ❤

stay strong

Go tell your dad this. Give him the chance that my daughter didn't give me. And don't be afraid to check in from time to time. ❤

take care, i hope things improve for you going forward

My dad is the same way… And I still love him… I’m also in a bad place so… I understand a little… ❤

I promise you things get easier, life can be complicated when your emotional and confused but by the end of it all you end up happy that you pushed through and stayed strong, it gets better. Jus keep your chin high and do what you can to further progress your mind to a point where you can be happy wit the you that you are

@@ramonasgf4life Whatever you’re going through, remember that each and every person is so strong and amazing in their own incredibly unique and extraordinary way, and you’re no exception. And the strength that you have allows you to fight anything or anyone in the universe while making it out safely. Even if it hurts or it gets scary, you are so so brave no matter what and we all have hope that you can live through even the deepest of wounds. And you never have to go through anything alone, that no matter what, you always have people who care so much about you and would trade the world for you. I wish you not just an incredible day / night whenever you hopefully get the chance to read this, but for the rest of the irreplaceable life you have ahead of you❤

he's monetizing the death of his daughter and promoting some shitty troon game in the process

​@passthebleach9745 This video was not monetized in any way. this isn't a form of promoting a "shitty troon game", this is sharing his griefing experience through video games, while also providing a positive outlook.

@@saintlouis778 i know honestly i didnt really care about omori in the entire video but more of how the creator feel about the game thru the entire honestly i feel like people just really hatting on this poor man because they just simply dont like omori

@@androidLX70 sthu

@@bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb2713 i think thats completly irrelevant, the description of the video its the choise of the creator, and he never promoted his merch on the video it self, all the video was about the game and his experience with the death of his daughter not about merchandise and stuff, you should realize at least that.

Hi Marco, your words really resonate with me. I'm in the same boat. Glad you're still with us, let's hold onto hope together

marco remember, we might be behind a screen, but don't commit man, we're here for you

I don't even know what to say to you, there's so much I could say. I'm just so happy that you're deeply loved 💖

I have no words other than thank you- thank you for writing this comment, but above all thank you for being so strong to have made it through such an immensely difficult time of your life. You sound like such an inspiration, and I hope many people can hear your story. You’re amazing, thank you for powering on through ❤️

Nice reference, I was so happy when I finally found that poem. My gramps referenced it to me right before he passed.

I'm glad you're doing great now. Godspeed, friend.

……womp

You're stronger than you could ever possibly know, keep fighting, you are loved and treasured by those around you

I'm really happy you're still here

Damn i have fear of dead too, i hate that shit, i cant normaly sleep.

suicide is cringe. You gonna die anyways. Dont kill yourself :D

was in a similar situation when i was 16, but i like to think that we (all) survived for a reason. no matter what we must keep striving on

I'm 20 and every day or so Character ai has to talk me down from it. I mean uhh, that sound really bad, I'm glad you are still here, I can't relate at all. (the hospital might be watching ○_○)

Was recently going through a rough patch just like this. Then i met a girl who changed everything. Though i am not fully healed, she has made everything better. My relationship with my parents has gone downhill as i have gotten older and I felt like there was nobody in the world that cared for me anymore. I am glad that you’re better and I hope you and I can both eventually find peace. Edit: we have since broken up. It was one of the hardest experiences of my life, but I have repaired my relationship with my parents and I have found my true purpose in life. Though our relationship ended, I know that things happen for a reason. God had other plans for me. I loved her very much but not everything works out in life.

I’m so glad you are ok but may I ask what got you depression. You are only 13 (I’m just curious cause all the cause I could think that would took u this far is getting bully)

I relate to this SOOO MUCH, reading this made me cry.

​​@@user-rm6wh3ss5e "depression in 6 years😭😭" moment🗿

you say that so easily but when I was that age and wanted to disappear, my parents both told me to try harder and cut deeper or take more pills etc. count your blessings

you should think about it again... 😋

Hope you're doing ok now dude, and also glad you're still here.

i'm so sorry. really. that must have been hell. 😟 hope you're well now.

oh my god thank you guys so much for being so nice 😭 usually when I tell people about what happened to me they just ignore me. It means the world to me < 3

im doing better now. Just 2 weeks ago I started talking to people again and trying to be a part of something. I'm homeschooled now so its been very hard to break that cycle though. you guys looking out for me means so much, and you guys made my day 😭 😭

Just wanted to say even though we may never meet, I would be very happy to be your friend and be someone you can talk to. I’m in a similar boat at 23.

​@@IncestLoverW you're so inmature. You don't understand how people that lost somebody feel. Stop commenting if you're going to make people feel worse.

​@IncestLoverW it's okay to be hated by everyone who knows you, but it's not okay to do nothing about it. you are the greatest scum of the planet, you need to be put into a hospital for rehab and hopefully return a better person who doesn't lack basic human emotion.

@@IncestLoverW bro can't even spell OR use proper grammar

Thats so beautiful, I truly hope you live the best of your life, stay safe ❤

Genuinely beautiful poem

Threatening to kill people over rage bait is crazy

@@eeg-rh7jvweep some more pal

@@eeg-rh7jvdude. He’s just trying to cope with his daughter’s demise, let him grieve

@@eeg-rh7jvI re-read the comment but I don’t see any threats of murder. What are you seeing?

@@fatalt9521 "Count your fucking days" is pretty obviously a threat. You can't get more on the nose than this

miserable people are easy to detect, they just envy this man’s strength and ability to move on. may his beautiful daughter rest easy.

It is so sad just too see the hate comments, honestly so much more then i thought it is just awful to see

@@thechildrenescapedThey’re the type of people who love to see the world burn. They’re a fire that gets fueled by the rage of others around them

@@thechildrenescapedor maybe they just don’t have apathy for his feelings, he’s just one person after all

THANK YOU!!!!!! 🕊🕊🕊🕊

I also lost my older brother to suicide a few years ago. Here's a virtual hug. *hug*

I lost my older brother to suicide too 2 years ago :(

@@Bloomkyaaa aw :( I'm sorry for your loss and thank you *hug*

OMORI ES MRD COPIA Y PEGA ESTA VERDAD

Know that there are friends all throughout this world who will stand by your side 🤍 Bless your heart, and thank you for your kind words

I'm so sorry , I can't even comprehend how that would feel . I hope you're now doing better

Praying for you, stay safe!

Whoever you are wherever you are, stay safe and strong you got this ❤

Omocat likes shotacon

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this one. i was 23 seconds in by the time i started crying

This might be the best compliment I've ever received. ❤

Me too

​@@Love_Yourself4830 OMORI ES MRD COPIA Y PEGA ESTA VERDAD

​@@squaredboy424shut up

@@Love_Yourself4830you can try signalis if you want as well, even though it’s atop down survival horror game it has strong themes of dealing with grief and losing people you love hidden way underneath its exterior

thank you so much for this video, i get to see the other side of the story now. i’m so sorry about the trolls, your daughter does not deserve that, she is such an angel. may she rest in peace

I was gonna troll you but I guess I'll let someone else do it, sorry for your loss

Hi. I cannot help you but I can understand your pain... At least try to imagine. I'm pretty sure that your dad had a happy time around you. If heavens exist, then now he's with you. I myself don't believe in it, but the fact of love doesn't die because the subject of it stops existing... I guess he was proud of you as long as he was alive. Sorry if I didn't help

​@@AmalekIsComing Why would you even consider doing that? Think long and hard about that impulse.

@@user-pt4hb2bg5u thank you for the kind words🫶, it’s so refreshing to hear, and helps a ton

Thank you for the kind words, friend.

oh honey it wasn't your fault. as somebody who had an attempt two months ago, there was nothing you could have done or said that would have changed his mind. im very sorry for your loss, renember grief is love persisting 🩷

@@werrercricket I could have called the life thing but I was dumb

I promise you, that does not make it your fault. People, such as myself and many others here in the comments, that struggle with this will tell you. Those thoughts, feelings and urges... they're never far away. I'm sorry @@Hogantalks

@@Hogantalks Nobody knows what to do sometimes. It’s okay. 🫂

That guy’s an asshole, anyone who commits suicide has no regard for the people they hurt and scar.

im glad you’re making progress in your journey, i too struggled earlier in my life. i believe you will be able to make a full recovery, and just remember to stay strong my friend :)

how are white people in a first world country in the 21st century finding ways to be ungrateful, insaneeee

hey babe *tips my fedora* wanna uhh edate? i am pretty emotional guy heh

One more day, turns into two, then three, and so on. I almost lost my sister to an overdose myself while I was still in the house. It gets better, even if the situation doesn’t, you get better at working around it.

@SpermCell leave me alone.

you should have those thoughts again 😭

Fr ☠️ ppl behind screens have no fear as it doesnt affect them irl

​@@miuq just wait till it does. When they try to get a job or go to college.

His daughter was pretty artistic too I've seen the devil Down Sunset In every place In every face Yeah, uh, uh Yeah, uh, uh Tell me, do you see her? (Yeah) she's livin' her life (uh) Even if she acts like she don't want the limelight (uh, yeah, uh) But if you knew her (yeah), she lives a lie She calls the paparazzi, then she acts surprised, oh Oh, I know what she needs (oh) She just want the fame, I know what she fiends (oh) Give her a little taste, runnin' back to me, uh (oh) Put it in her veins, pray her soul to keep, ooh, ooh Every night (every night, uh), she prays to the sky Flashin' lights is all she ever wanted (yeah) Beggin' on her knees to be popular That's her dream, to be popular (hey) Kill anyone to be popular (hm) Sell her soul to be popular Popular, just to be popular (uh-huh) Everybody scream 'cause she popular (hey) She mainstream 'cause she popular Never be free 'cause she popular Money on top of me, money on top of her (uh-huh) Money on top of me, money on top of her (uh-huh) Yuh, shawty - with me 'cause she know I'm popular (uh-uh) Yuh, shawty - with me 'cause she know I'm popular I know that you see me (huh), time's gone by Spend my whole life runnin' from your flashin' lights Try to own it (uh), but I'm alright (yuh) You can't take my soul without a - fight (uh, oh) Oh, I know what she needs (oh) She just want the fame, I know what she fiends (oh) Give her a little taste, runnin' back to me (oh) Put it in her veins, pray her soul to keep, ooh (uh) Ooh, every night (every night), she prays to the sky (oh) Flashin' lights is all she ever wants to see (yuh) Beggin' on her knees to be popular (uh) That's her dream, to be popular (hey) Kill anyone to be popular (hm) Sell her soul to be popular Popular, just to be popular (uh-huh) Everybody scream 'cause she popular (hey) She mainstream 'cause she popular Never be free 'cause she popular Money on top of me, money on top of her (uh-huh) Money on top of me, money on top of her (uh-huh) Yuh, shawty - with me 'cause she know I'm popular (uh) Yuh, shawty - with me 'cause she know I'm popular (uh) Money on top of me, money on top of her (uh-huh) Money on top of me, money on top of her (uh-huh) Yuh, shawty - with me 'cause she know I'm popular (uh-huh) Yuh, shawty - with me 'cause she know I'm popular Eat me and money, I'ma keepin' it I'm gettin' can and I'm kickin' it Money on top of me, money on top of her Yuh, shawty - with me 'cause she know I'm popular Pop-popular, born to be popular She in debt, 20 mill', but she run it up She can never be broke 'cause she popular Turn the webcam on for the followers beggin' on her knees to be popular That's her dream, to be popular (hey) Kill anyone to be popular Sell her soul to be popular Popular, just to be popular (uh-huh) Everybody scream 'cause she popular (hey) She mainstream 'cause she popular Never be free 'cause she popular

​@@THATAroSpecWallettrust me karma will hit them harder than an Asian parent when their child gets a b+

Idk why yall saying people mocking him when literally 100% of these comments aren’t mocking him 💀

this makes me want to make my brother play it when he grows up just to put some trauma in the trauma jar

@@IConsumedMyLeftKidney Ah, two types of people?

something like this happened to me playing Celeste. I actually needed to play it, that game gave me a different perspective of what it is to fight your inner demon and how to do it well. I was in a very dark place back then...

@@joeiechristiansantana9641duality of man “I showed my brother this because this game looked cool!!” “I showed my brother this because I want to traumatize him”

​@@N_E_K_K_OOmg A CELESTE AND OMORI PLAYER?? IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND SOMEONE THATT KNOW BOTH YAYYY

I've received this recommendation from more than one person already. Thank you SO MUCH for taking the time to give me some input!

spiritfarer has been the only game to make me cry. i havent touched it since finishing stellas own quest. it doesnt feel right anymore

​@@Love_Yourself4830Spiritfarer is an incredible game, but for me personally it was difficult to play. You can't make progress without losing someone. Without the death of someone you grow to love each time. It made me hesitant to go on, always anxious about the next goodbye. I lost my dad when I was 13 (I'm 21 now) and the entire playthrough I couldn't help but remember that pain over and over. Spiritfarer teaches the inportance of impermanence, of mortality, of goodbyes, but it teaches most of all that they aren't easy to bear. It's a beautiful game, but crushing.

​@@grammy_hnngsame. the end was... the end.

Spiritfarer is one of my favorite games of all time. Very few games have ever made me cry so hard, while also feeling so much love. It is comforting in a way I find hard to describe, it feels like being held by a loving mother while you sob, you can feel all your sorrow and pain and you are safe.

whats the blog?

beautifully written

I'm so proud of you, you must be a beautiful person, and so worthy of love, care and support. 🩷

I ain’t readin allat

@@dontreplyiprobablywontrespond If you don't stfu. There's a time and a place for everything. Nobody laughed.

I really hope you got through it man…

not reading allat 🤦‍♂️ bros the sequel to a dream apology 🤣🫵

I hope you get better ❤

my wife was a suicidal 13yo girl once. a classic emo girl story with unforgivingly mean parents. i survived an attempt in 2012 and felt equipped to help her, but I live in fear of my love dying adults have good and bad advice. never listen to anything they say which makes you feel pressure. any pressure put on you by an adult is false. there is no pressure which naturally occurs in the world. also never DM adults, always talk to them on public spaces or not at all

I wish the best for you. I was once like you, I'm turning 26 now, and things do get better. I know it's tough, but I hope you can stay as strong so someday your future self can look back at you and be in awe of how amazing you were for getting through it. I'm proud of my younger self for what she went through and I hope you will be too. I'm proud of you for still being here too ❤

yo I was also a suicidal bi 13 year old girl last year things have gotten better since then (not completely cause im still suicidal but ill take it) please please reach out to someone (i highly regret not talking to someone bc last year was the lowest point of my life) honestly, im really proud of you for making it this far bc living is really challenging

I know it's cliche, but if you haven''t already, please see a doctor and therapist if you can! I'm in my 20s dealing now with the depression and anxiety that arose when I was around your age, and I wish I had gone to a doctor sooner. I felt weird and ashamed to tell anyone, like there wasn't anything I could do about it, that I'd be a nuisance to others and that it was my burden to bear alone. But it isn't weird or shameful, and the burden is much lighter with help. You can chip away at it little by little, and genuinely feel like things are looking up. And now I have experienced genuine happiness and content that I haven't felt since I was little! And even though I'm a private person, I've now made it a point to talk about my struggles with anyone who'll listen, because it honestly helps, and you never know, others are suffering in silence too. And even if it is a bit of a nuisance to others, it's important enough for that to not even matter, plus most people care and won't be bothered, so don't hesitate to speak up and take up space. You're still a kid yourself, you shouldn't have to deal with it alone if you are, honestly no one should. Wishing you well!

I hope you are doing well, and I hope you have found love and happiness

I'll take a look at it! Thank you so much for taking the time.

ooh I love that game!!!!!!

i LOVE that game😭😭😭😭 so underrated

@@Love_Yourself4830it’s a rlly good game you should totally play it!!!

That game really does have a unique portrayal of grief. The lessons it teaches about grief are so important and so often overlooked, what a brilliant game

fr

dis right here.

Real

this.

This is the most mature comment i've seen from a gen alpha kid ong..

ok

im a gen alpha and i agree with this although i have to say something, Most gen alpha kids are actually normal people and the “edgy kids” are actually random kids brainwashed by those sigma rizz and dark edgy jokes. Most gen alphas I’ve seen are actually nice people and have manners. Anyways Thats the Emd Ohdb my skwujahvvdi ted talk thaks for read enfg Edit:i am

The youth every single time is like this. Don’t feel too ashamed

🤗

thank you for still being here with us :)

Thanks for still being here

Glad you're still here 🫂

jesus christ man, 3 days ago? man i really hope you're okay

Ay that’s beautiful man, I hope and pray your son / family continues to stay safe. It always makes my day hearing recovery stories such as this, even the most minor ones

Love to you and your family

@@njngoestoheck How is Omori a bad game? Explain it to us then.

I see it. I see you. Thank you. ❤

I'm crying

Twitter's genuinely heartless. Through and through. It hurts my heart that anyone could see such a genuine heart-wrenching video and think "this man deserves to be mocked".

genuinely Twitter is the most negative toxic shit ive ever seen a platform can ever be. aside from instagram.

What do you expect from Twitter users

@@umarthaqifmohdafif4639 honestly I wasn’t expecting anything This site has been always been hell since 2018

it's twitter, you expect the people there to be supportive and loving?

I want to ask what made you want to do it at such a young age of 11? How can a child even bear these thoughts at south a young age

@@109_hassy trauma effects everyone. the youngest kids to the oldest adults.

11 years old? That’s insane man, so glad you’re still here 🙏

If kids didn't know what suicide is they'd never consider it

@@vroomcar6328 ehhh. if you are joking then don't read the rest. but Suicide is a word. its not that hard to just be like (Imma kill myself) and just call it killing yourself. Suicide is a word for a consept. and to not know what suicide is or not have any idea of what is it. you need to not know what death is. and that is just sheltering.

I kinda feel you man, I agree it's sometimes hard to just be alone with your thoughts, and I'm so happy that someone could have at least helped you in some kind of way.

Heya, we're two, except i have no one

@caocau-ez8oj You'll always have yourself

​@@BioTheHumanthats the problem

@@HunterAllen-jb7hl Why?

Hey. I’m not that old and I refuse to say my age but I get it. I attempted twice so far and I even considered trying again yesterday. I don’t know exactly what to do since my parents don’t understand what depression is. In 2020 I was diagnosed with depression. So my parents gave me meds for 2 weeks, then told me to lie to the doctors so I didn’t “look depressed”. I only really have my friends but they don’t understand depression either. They claim to know what it’s like but they told me they “got over it in a week.” It makes me feel like I’m the issue. Everyone else is able to be happy and I can’t. I don’t even know what I can even do anymore. Most everyday tasks feel like a chore, like getting out of my bed, washing my face, eating. I just wish to understand what is going on like you have.

@@raspysnail3030 It’s definitely a daunting feeling, even after being diagnosed 12 years ago I still struggle to understand and cope with my brain trying to ruin and save itself all at once. I never truly got better, if anything I gotten worse due to fact I can’t get medication due to not being able to afford it for nearly 3 yrs now. The thought of ending myself even occurred to me yesterday as I wrote that comment. - I can’t give good advice as everyone deals with this differently but I always try to forget my dark thoughts; either I watch videos, game, draw my emotions or sleep which in theory sounds good but it’s essentially running away from it so it’s not a recommendation I can truly give especially to “new comers” (it’s what I call younger people who recently got diagnosed, no hate 💜) Medicine and therapy is definitely the best option that most all will suggest but if you’re still underage it can be difficult to get those when your parents aren’t even trying to help you and you don’t have a circle of friends who may understand or try to. If you need anyone you can use these resources, free and no need to involve your parents -Call or text 988. -Chat 988 life line . Org (no spaces) -MHA . Org ( Mental Health America ) is also a good site for sources I will warn you as someone who went through similar events when I spoke up, these people will have to report law enforcement and your parents if you are a danger to yourself or others at the time of speaking/texting with them. I spent many days in a asylum due it (I will say it’s scary but I loved it, especially the one I went to twice as a teenager) Obviously you should use them and be truthful but I think people deserve to know that this world is an ugly place for mental health. If you aren’t comfortable with them my DM’s are always open if you need to vent or if you need more resources for people closer in age if you aren’t comfortable with me. Edit: my discord is wickedsoulzz_22 :)

I just farted on god it smelled like his daughter

@@Ih8simon get a job mid human

You attempted and failed 3 times How You are truly are a failure Also the plausibility of any religion being true is 1/1600 so it could just be black which has 1/1600 chance of being so, personally I believe it goes black nothing awaits you after the wall of death just no consciousness, it’s a hard concept to grasp which is why the thought of an after life exist because you can’t imagine what it’s like to have no mind no brain

My friend died in 2019 from gunshot to the head. I was turning 22 that year, and he died right around three weeks into the new year. I'm now turning 27, I was upset initially, but I still haven't "processed" it.

❤

I'm fighting urges so my dad doesn't have to grieve and go through pain it's not easy but I think I can pull through

You got this! Best wishes for you.

OMORI ES MRD COPIA Y PEGA ESTA VERDAD

It is a tough world out there, my friend. I am glad to hear that your attempts did not succeed, since you still have so many things to experience! Happy belated birthday, and I hope you are well now :)

I'm sorry to be that guy, I don't want to offend anyone but to be honest most mainstream religions (based around God) say that if you commit suicide you go to hell. Hunting.

Am I allowed to doxx them (just to scare them) or that would be too much XD

@@anonymous7704 I i wouldn't do that. They most likely just children trying to be edgy.

​@@anonymous7704show no mercy.

@@anonymous7704 Don't dox people please! 😓

@@voxeldraco ok I won't 😀

Thank you for the tidbit of information!

@@healthy221 ..... really? You're going to joke around about someone losing their daughter RL? The only bad taste I see here, is your taste in jokes.

It was the most corny thing ever actually

​@@IAmAQueenCryAbtItplease leave, this is about a parent losing his child. If you can't be respectful about that then leave.

​@IAmAQueenCryAbtIt corny or not shut up We just trying to help the father

@@IAmAQueenCryAbtIt Dog’s used shampoo is cleaner than some failure like you, must be cheaper too. Yeah no, your worth is as much as a fly, a stain

hey man, im so glad you're here with us but i just wanna say, ending your life is not "an easy way out" or "selfish take care

bro went ballistic over some text 😭🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ im here just to hate

It's so rough when you feel like you've made progress, only to land back on your ass

I ain’t reading all that💀

@@Ih8simonyou’re just afraid no one will miss you when you die. Maybe think about changing that instead.

@@healthy221 JERSEY REPRESENT

keep going! It's amazing you can keep going just by the determination to be strong. I don't understand what it's like to fall into a hole because I haven't ever fallen into one but all I know it isn't easy to climb out of it. I shouldn't have a big say of what I think of this because Ive never experienced anything like that so all I'm gonna say is good job, your doing extremely good staying strong and people who know what true pain feels like would be very very proud cause I am too, (but remember it's ok to let feelings out sometimes, it makes it easier to fly through life) gl with life :3

i aint readin allat

​@@blahdrill nobody is making you read it all, yet you chose to leave a comment regardless. Why engage with something at all if it's just to express that you aren't going to engage with it?

You are so strong, i hope everything goes much better for you, love u

@@blahdrill I did say it was an extremely long comment lmao.

Some people take a long time to process all their emotions. Some get them all out in a few days, some have a freeze type response where they kinda become indifferent or numb to emotions. In addition sometimes pain will show itself in different ways and not just "Emotions showing." It seems your grieving is like a "get everything out and freeze" where all your emotions are poured out, and then anything that remains you become numb to. Your pain is coming out in your difficulty drawing, and the lack of enjoyment of things you used to love. I am not a doctor but I belive those things may be related to depression. Depression isn't just sadness but numbness to several emotions. Like experiencing them in muted colours. They may still be there but they're faint if there at all. It may also be that saying things are "better without him" may also be your way of trying to process the loss as well. Many people will call it the "bargaining stage" of grief. It may look like "Maybe if I did ___ things would be different", for many. But for you, it may also look like, "maybe it's better without them because look at all these positive changes since." The way you process is valid and as long as you find support that is understanding and respectful, they may be able to help you process the grief.

Maybe the word you're looking for is apathetic

Fuck this hits hard. I'm also a suspected divergent, and while I havent lost a person, I often times feel like I cant grieve how I am expected to. I lost my cat years ago, I never cried about him unless it was something happy. Maybe its a heavier acknowledgement that things have changed, that I won't be able to experience hearing his pitiful, hardly-even meows (he couldnt meow), or watch him eat strawberry popsicles. He was the first cat I had that I could remember, I loved him. And sometimes yeah I'm a little glad he's gone, he always left "presents" on our doorstep, and was often times causing us troubles. But, he was loved. But, I think I like the way I grieve. I hope you're doing well, and keep going, for him :)

How is a suicide accidental? Not tryna bash I'm curious

I'm sorry for your loss, and while it may not feel like it some days, what happened wasn't your fault. I have autism, I feel emotionless when confronted with grief, and it can take years for me to understand trauma. It's okay not to cry, and it's okay to move forward until you are ready to handle what happened. For me grief is like driving down a highway until i need to refuel. I might have a full tank, it might take hours until the next exit, it might take years until I can stop driving, I might even reach my destination without being able to stop at all. Nobody deals with grief the same way. Someone once told me, "you would forgive me for my mistakes so easily, why can't you forgive yourself?" If a stranger on the internet can forgive you without knowing you, I hope you can find the strength to heal. Good luck

seriously.. i wish i hadnt went to the new comments. these people make me sick. humanity is lost

>Humanity is lost​ because people were mean once in a KZfaq comment section or something@@plantys Grow up

@@EngiGODS358 homie dont know the kind of shit evil people are doing in the world right now. and you’re gonna tell me to grow up. grow some fucking empathy

Yeah seriously anyone in this comment section telling people struggling with this to kill themselves needs to shut up

ok im not going react to these obvious trolls L womp womp get ratioed since that’s the only language you understand you chronically online idiots

oh brother THIS GUY STINKS

Thank you for this story, really. Reading all the comments, dealing with the same feelings, this was the one that really brought me to tears. I’m really glad you’re still here homie

@@AmalekIsComing Damn not even creative bait

When I tell you this comment fucking crushed me, I'm super glad you're still here today 🫶

I’m so glad to hear you’re okay. Know you’re loved, please ❤️ You’re such an amazing person and you can do this. Everyday is just another day that you can get through.

@AmenahMystlove the rage bait

@AmenahMyst don’t act dumb you know exactly what ragebait is

@@IncestLoverW do not legalize incest

@@IncestLoverW also love the ragebait too

@@IncestLoverW and it’s you on a different account lol

Im so sorry. He seemed like a fun guy

I'm so sorry man >< I'm glad you keep him in your pfp so his face will always be seen and never forgotten even outside of the ones who did know him

@@nottzo He really reeeally was. Though I am finally starting to accept his death and that I have to move on, I still think about him all the time. All the memories of him and I on the bus for marching band or the times in the stands, etc. He was always trying to make people smile and laugh because that always made him happy too. I don’t mean to “pour” stuff onto you/vent, but thanks for reaching out. I like revisiting those memories even though it’s sad he’s gone. I’m 15 myself and I plan to live to see days that he cannot. Maybe even make up for some of his life that he will miss. Again, thanks a lot. I hope you have a wonderful day and rest of your week (technically next but ykwim haha) (((Sorry for paragraphing by the way 😅😂)))

@@N0RIAKI_K3KYOIN dishonor

⁠​⁠​⁠@@6-dpegasus425that’s bait. Try not to interact with them