Maddie Zahm - Pick Up The Phone (Official Music Video)

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5 ай бұрын

Official Video for "Pick Up The Phone" by Maddie Zahm off the new album "Now That I've Been Honest" out now
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"Pick Up The Phone"
I’m scrolling through pictures
And, oh God, I miss her
That girl that I used to be
She filled rooms with light
And looked forward to life
‘Til the pain got the best of me
The stains in my shirt
And lack of self worth
And the mold inside a coffee cup
Haven’t brushed my hair
Chronically self aware
I’m the only one who thinks I’m a fuck up
I know I should just pick up the phone
And tell my brother that I feel alone
Therapy, I really oughta go this time
But serotonine’s fuckin’ with my head
She’s making it so hard to leave my bed
It’s crazy that I know what would be best
And still don’t wanna get better
Better x3
I don’t want
To get better
Better x3
I don’t want
My career and my dog
And the best fuckin’ mom
All the people who sing my songs
Catie and Sophie
My girlfriend who knows me
I still don’t think I’m deserving
To be loved when I’m the one who’s hurting
I know I should just pick up the phone
And tell my brother that I feel alone
And therapy, I really oughta go this time
But serotonine’s fuckin’ with my head
She’s making it so hard to leave my bed
It’s crazy that I know what would be best
And still don’t wanna get better
Better x3
I don’t want
To get better
Better x3
I don’t want
To get better
Better x3
I don’t want
To get better
Better x3
I don’t want
I know I should just pick up the phone

Пікірлер: 90

@livchilton 5 ай бұрын

Not many people get it. Having struggled with depression, SH, and a raging ED for 11 years…of course I hate it. It’s absolutely miserable. But it’s also a comfort because it’s all I’ve ever known. And while I fantasize over the thought of getting better and living a normal life…it’s also terrifying and something I can’t even fathom. Thank you, Maddie for putting this into words, something I’ve struggled to do for years. You make me feel less alone.

@popotopupu 4 ай бұрын

Holy crap you described my situation perfectly! I myself have several sources of outside help now, both professional and loved ones.. but it took over 10 years and falling in deeper and deeper to my problems to seek help with more open heart. It's very much an uphill battle from here, but baby steps. I'm happy but also so sorry to hear you suffer with same things. There is comfort in knowing that I'm not alone in feeling a bit lost and "messed up". Sending love and strength to you and anyone else reading ❤

@tiaandupreez 5 ай бұрын

We picked up our phones to watch this video 👌😬🎶🙂♥️

@theherits 5 ай бұрын

Ive watched her from the beginning her music motivates me starting from fat funny friend to this latest one💙i wish her all the best

@bookwildcollective 5 ай бұрын

This is so beautiful and raw and true. It's so hard to do the things that could help when you're stuck in depression and shame. I love that you shared how conflicting it feels.

@user-er7vy4wc5v 5 ай бұрын

the raw emotion. you always know how to capture the feelings. thank you for this song maddie

@I_am_Lauren 5 ай бұрын

This song is for my 20 year old self, severely depressed in college, with so many good things around me but I'm on the hampster wheel of depression and can't make it stop.

@meooooowerz 5 ай бұрын

this is me right now : )

@FootlessJo 5 ай бұрын

Another beautiful song, thank you 💜💜💜

@paytonmercer2091 5 ай бұрын

The way she looks away from the camera, and when she does it speaks volumes in my view. She wants to get better but doesn't know how to, and it's Soo. Much. Effort. Well done, amazing video

@roldham90 4 ай бұрын

Had the privilege of seeing Maddie tonight, I cried soooooo hard.

@alicat8198 5 ай бұрын

this is going to emotionally destroy me and i cannot wait to see it

@dawnlowe9524 5 ай бұрын

You are a lyrical genius ❤❤😊😊

@katherineksweet 5 ай бұрын

Maddie sings my inner dialogue and it's so therapeutic and beautiful and all the things I can't put into words.

@ColorWaves-dz2wm 3 ай бұрын

This is my life summary in 3 minutes

@natascha_mephisto 5 ай бұрын

my therapist tells me this all the time but I just cant, I love this song. Now I have something to comfort me when I dont allow myself to reach out, thank you ♥

@senuriamarasinghe5918 2 ай бұрын

I've been depressed for quite a while now. But I'm doing a lot better than i used to. I would berate myself about not having the courage to get up and work and study. My family used to tell me that I always tried to drag myself down and I told myself the same. But this song helped me realize that it's okay. That it gets better...because I'm not alone. And as long as I try even if its just smtg small its worth it... Thank uu maddie❤❤

@XoXbeachbabeOxO 5 ай бұрын

This broke me. One of the most beautiful and powerful songs I’ve ever heard. Thank you.

@caseymorgan8241 5 ай бұрын

So simple yet so well executed 💜💜💜💜

@kattaylor2919 5 ай бұрын

I really hope you sing this when I see you live, so I can cry my eyes out.

@ceridwynnhaven6236 5 ай бұрын

Hugs & healing to everyone here & everyone that can relate to this song. 🥹🫶🏻✨

@bobsternvogel5550 5 ай бұрын

Such an emotional gut punch of a song, Maddie!

@michaelv7956 3 ай бұрын

The worst part is when you tell your fam how you feeling and they take it as it is nothing. This feeling been fcking with my head since I was 12, been evicted, living alone since I was 16, no support thru high school and I still wanted to believe in family but yeah, 28 now and don't believe it gets better.

@EmmaKade 5 ай бұрын

What an incredible songwriter!

@Steph-wf2eg 5 ай бұрын

This is a beautiful song, it's hard to leave the comfort of what you know even if it's doing more harm than good

@jeannewallace7590 5 ай бұрын

The feelings you express in your songs is so moving.

@viviilynn22 5 ай бұрын

the way this is raw is just beautiful to me. this shows mental health is a thing everyone deals with. proud of you!

@kenziejoyce5470 5 ай бұрын

thank u for being the most vulnerable and real human. thank u for ur music.🥺🥺🥺

@yuzutopftw6747 5 ай бұрын

I wasn't ready to cry this morning. Beautiful song. I'm feeling the exact emotions of everything portrayed here and in song form, it's so powerful 😭

@feliciasoderberg1994 5 ай бұрын

I have nerver related so much to a song. It like you're saying all the things I have been feeling and can't express to my family. Thank you 🙏

@natalieread789 5 ай бұрын

I feel this in every fiber of my being. Love you Maddie 🖤

@gemmahanly795 5 ай бұрын

As being 20 at uni , feeling the pressure stuck in a binge cycle and fighting depression and anxiety and greifing the loss of two family members this speaks volumes and makes me feel less alone in my struggles , ur an amazing singer ❤

@MarionJones98 5 ай бұрын

Not my tear falling at the exact same moment 🥲

@dawnlowe9524 5 ай бұрын

This is so powerful and relatable

@sagecobb80 5 ай бұрын

OMG Maddie! You never cease to amaze me. Keep doing what you're doing!

@amberbowen3414 5 ай бұрын

Your music has saved my life 🖤

@momof2plusotaku657 4 ай бұрын

I swear I wonder if she has BPD. Her music just hits so at home for that part of me.

@saranator99 5 ай бұрын

This song hits hard ❤

@pattydenault 5 ай бұрын

You did it again Maddie! 🥲🥲🥲 sending u the therapy bill

@XXthelivingdead 5 ай бұрын

lol you got me sobbing at 10am.

@unsseliee 46 минут бұрын

Thank you so much🥺❤️

@jodiecollins5994 5 ай бұрын

This is so powerful omg I’m emotional 🥺🥺

@MS-tf9ly 4 ай бұрын

WOW!!! Just introduced to your music. Deep. Heartfelt. Beautiful. Resonant. 💚

@alexisrensink2704 4 ай бұрын

Watching this from my bed, feeling every emotion in this song 😒

@FAVOURIKE 5 ай бұрын

We need more of ur songs Maddy 🥺 I feel excited whenever I hear a song from you

@maxheadley1734 4 ай бұрын

So relatable. 💚 Never loved a song more.

@francinescott-hetrick9718 5 ай бұрын

I am finally going to start my first therapy session. I finally do want to get better. Tired of the way my life is. I want to figure out a new way of life then my brain is doing.

@Echidna2012 28 күн бұрын

I play this song and when people ask me if im okay i just say i like the vocals or raw power behind it but i actually play it so i can feel better

@emilyjohnson3096 5 ай бұрын

Thank you ❤

@user-iw5wz5ek2r 5 ай бұрын

Thank u for this song ❤

@huminbrd 4 ай бұрын

❤

@relaunchinglife 5 ай бұрын

Beautiful!

@aliyahthorney2471 5 ай бұрын

This is how i feel in my everyday life. 😢❤

@Lucky122191 5 ай бұрын

Dammit MADDIE! You’ve done it again …. I need you to get out of my head while writing these songs! ❤

@JuliTheGirlyPop 5 ай бұрын

Can't wait to see this!

@imyourdad9642 4 ай бұрын

New fan- just found you and my life is better for it. Thank you!

@liviasalle9772 5 ай бұрын

I cried for 20 minutes while this played on repeat 😭😭😭

@maxheadley1734 4 ай бұрын

Powerful 😍

@hobocode 5 ай бұрын

how do you reach into my head and pull the words out each time?

@Pr3stss 5 ай бұрын

Love you Maddie ❤❤

@ainhoa28 5 ай бұрын

currently crying😭💔

@brianastauffer8902 5 ай бұрын

Thank you for writing this

@izeahP. 5 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@saren3115 5 ай бұрын

This song man😭 I’ve gotta go back to therapy🙃

@selenahernandez7691 5 ай бұрын

❤❤❤❤

@jennellemasetti9805 5 ай бұрын

❤❤

@Tbjbu2 5 ай бұрын

Love your songs and voice

@kelseyj4018 5 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@pixifayeASMR 5 ай бұрын

you are SO fucking real for this. love u.

@Dibbles13 5 ай бұрын

I love you Maddie 😘

@andik1873 5 ай бұрын

Wow! This song is so accurate of how I am for the past 7 years! My dad died and then my mom died and I haven’t been the same since. They were the ones who cheered me on and supported me through my life especially being a lesbian! It’s so beautiful to be able to listen to you sing to my heart from your heart! ❤🎉😊

@Tbjbu2 4 ай бұрын

how is this so fking underrated wtf..