Maybe i'm the problem | Sad multifandom

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11 ай бұрын

"How do I say the words, ‘I’m sorry’ when I know that words are not enough? And how can I ask you to forgive me when I know I can’t forgive myself?"
#multifandom #depression #alone
fandom: Ginny and georgia,The vampire diaries, Greys anatomy, Blade runner 2049, Footloose, The good doctor, Stranger things, Malcolm and marie
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@Tina334_x 5 ай бұрын

you know it’s getting bad again when you start watching these

@AimaneGuennouche 4 ай бұрын

True

@timameye7687 3 ай бұрын

Does it ever get better?

@dryfall1092 2 ай бұрын

@@timameye7687 nah, i just keep digging myself a bigger hole

@Carbide-Blockbuster 2 ай бұрын

More like getting worse

@alicianajackson6356 2 ай бұрын

😢absolutely feeling lost

@bubbleeyb5072 11 ай бұрын

"I'm not doing well... I'm really really not doing well..." 🥺 same babe

@user-dh9fn4ml3p 9 ай бұрын

Here if needed but I wish you the best

@iansiwale5531 8 ай бұрын

Why are you not doing well and it is hard to loss people you think you will never loss them

@thelegends7203 7 ай бұрын

💔🚶🏾‍♂️

@user-dh9fn4ml3p 7 ай бұрын

@@thelegends7203

@user-hj8sr4ws8l 7 ай бұрын

I'm so hurt I just need a hug tired of hiding my feelings but when I let out it still doesn't matter I can't feel no more I want to be important

@manasdebnath9098 8 ай бұрын

It’s now like, I don’t even care to share my thoughts with anyone anymore, cause eventually they’ll call I’m just a drama.

@Mars-MH97 7 ай бұрын

Especially with those who begged you to do that in the first place

@FrenchHearbeat 2 ай бұрын

But i have a question, if you feel like this, why care about mentionning drama, i mean i will be rude but if you mention it, for me you didn't gave up, in you there is still a part that wish someone to acknowledge you, i may be wrong, i don't know you but i wish i'm not wrong because it means there is still something worth to fight for in you, for you, have a gread day dude !

@DineoSelepe-nx8nd 5 ай бұрын

Sometimes i feel like God created me when he was bored , and he realized he made a mistake while I'm already here . How could everything go wrong , nothing works if I'm happy it's only for few moments.

@kdkdldld5356 4 ай бұрын

You know happiness isn't meant to be a 24/7 thing cause how can you appreciate it being happy when you know nothing else

@leahpayette2552 4 ай бұрын

I'm so broken since I lost my husband I don't no how to carry on I really don't want to be here anymore im alone everyone hates me ppl I loved all these years hate me I've been lied to all my life I died twice and my husband saved me but I could be there to Dave him he died the day my grandson was born I left him alone to go to the hospital with my daughter I never seen him or got to say I loved him and I forgive him God I wish he would take me home to be with him , instead im stuck her with ppl that hate me im scared to be alone I don't no how im going to go on anymore God take me home I beg u

@jesuslovesyouandheiscomingback 3 ай бұрын

God is perfect, he doesn’t make mistakes. You are here for a reason and he can change your life.

@1999737m 3 ай бұрын

Me to… ur not alone

@justiceforvanilla Ай бұрын

Hey, please don't think that way. I don't know you, we may never meet each other but I feel and know that you're important to us and everyone around you. You're not alone❤❤❤

@user-sz8fv4th5o 6 ай бұрын

"You burn your self ? " i really can feel her, the pain ,it's just that everything is going wrong for the past 5years it hurts so bad that i hurt my self 💔

@Jess-gj7mg Ай бұрын

Me and to

@user-nm6dx5bx5r 7 ай бұрын

It takes so much violence to be this soft

@jennip.4571 6 ай бұрын

I sometimes also think I might be the problem and I don’t know why, I really ask myself why but I can’t find an answer why people keep letting me down when I would do everything for them. I don’t know if it’s because of my chronic illness, or because I’m hypersensitive, I just want someone to feel the same way for me as I feel for them but I thinks it’s impossible when you love that deeply and get attached so fast.. I try to be the best version of myself, I would give everything for the person I give my love to, but the same or even similar amount never comes back. I get ignored, yet I answer almost directly.

@r.eternally1642 3 ай бұрын

me too… me too.

@paragtiwari1460 3 ай бұрын

Yepp agreed

@ha-fsadiimam1300 12 күн бұрын

girl i got faith in you peices of shits are having a great life while beautiful hearts like ours suffer miserably its not fair and we should know that

@arpanjutlo 11 күн бұрын

Same..🥲

@Marriexo3002 7 ай бұрын

Because in real life the trauma doesn't just stop.

@tazzyboy3000 8 ай бұрын

Starting to feel like ive watched all of these now im just back rewatching

@kemonta__killes8383 6 ай бұрын

real 🥺

@DamienCurnow 7 ай бұрын

Honestly I wake up broken every morning, I don't know how to carry on

@markomicevic958 6 ай бұрын

Hey man.. listen.. been through that.. trust me it gets better in time.. hold on man.. it really does get better..

@unikykhawbung6203 4 ай бұрын

Stay strong

@katelyn_hi6155 5 ай бұрын

You know when it's bad again when coming back to these

@calistacruz4784 6 ай бұрын

“I really don’t feel anything I don’t care anymore” I’ve changed 😔

@rivaldaer 5 ай бұрын

worst words u can hear from person you love

@Bella2092 2 ай бұрын

Reached out to the one person I thought would always be there… that’s a whole different kind of hurt

@arpanjutlo 11 күн бұрын

I can relate..

@arpanjutlo 11 күн бұрын

I can relate..

@RandomSam14 4 ай бұрын

Every family argument leads back to me being alive. wonder if I was gone they wouldn’t argue anymore, then they would listen.

@barbx_doll Ай бұрын

My exact thought, maybe i just need to step down yk

@earllogsdon2287 28 күн бұрын

I feel like this. I hate this world and I hate myself because I can't find anyone who gives a shit. No I'm not looking for sympathy just one person who genuinely cares whether I even exist because right now I don't think that exists. I'm tired so tired. Maybe everyone is right that I'm just unlovable and a loser that deserves to suffer. I just am so ready to end. I don't wanna be here anymore.

@alizulfikar07 7 ай бұрын

I am broken inside! Unfixable !! Unloveable forever alone.

@annag.9350 4 ай бұрын

You are lovable. And I hope, that you will heal and see your worth.

@shyleensibanda4235 2 ай бұрын

I pray that you heal someday😮

@ha-fsadiimam1300 12 күн бұрын

i feel like that too

@aspen1068 4 ай бұрын

i can really resonate with Ginny's clip ( "you burn yourself" clip) because i also self harm and my mom found out and reacted similarly. so it always gets me

@qyromxofficials1352 22 күн бұрын

It's hard when I tried my best and best but always get blames

@kesmorelugg9102 9 ай бұрын

I’m always the fucking problem what the hell is wrong with me

@vanishpheonix6713 8 ай бұрын

Nothings wrong with you bro. Your perfect and Ik I don’t know you but I just wanna say you are loved and if you ever need anything I’ll be here for you. You got this bro you gotta push through and show everyone that your not what they say you are

@athena8335 8 ай бұрын

I have the same thought far too often. It's not true, you are not the problem. There is nothing wrong with you. Try to believe me, I know it's hard to believe, but just try for a moment to trust me with this one. I can't promise you that it will be okay, I can't promise you that you will get through this, I wish I could but I can't. But I can promise you, that you have everything inside you to become a person that can take on anything. One of my favorite quotes is: Always die tomorrow. I'm so proud that you made it through today, I send you all the love and strength I can give.

@shravv3120 2 ай бұрын

Me everyday

@user-dh9fn4ml3p 9 ай бұрын

I hope you're okay, and I wish you the best. And all the love you can get. This was great anyway ❤

@wakapaca3889 8 ай бұрын

Amazing how many times I can I am not okay and people will think it is the first time I've felt they way.

@JarodFarrant 20 күн бұрын

Three steps I found to happiness this, 1 stop caring what others think, 2 stop pretending you’re fine when you know you’re not. 2 OK with being alone but don’t cut yourself off from meeting new people in your life. You got yourself like number one like KISS said

@irma6156 Ай бұрын

Memories...i temember but im sonhappy om not there anymore...you were there in my darkest moment and once again o felt something stir up in my spirit thst gave me hope ...i praise God for you Thank you

@GoodSoldier0889 3 ай бұрын

you are not the problem.. no one in this world is. its me who has the major problems.

@timameye7687 3 ай бұрын

😂😂😂😂

@stefangrey_6 7 ай бұрын

2023 here we leave and 2024 here everyone comes

@stefangrey_6 7 ай бұрын

@@K3vo010 it's been year for you, for me it's a bad life

@ha-fsadiimam1300 12 күн бұрын

i dont believe i matter when everybody is in so much pain i think they will care when im gone and not do these things to anyone else ever againbecause they barely care when im agonizingly ripping apart from the inside out while just gnawing at the fact that im alive to feel this all

@s.vazquez 20 күн бұрын

I don't know the context of the last scene but when the guy said I don't want to hate you because then I will have nothing left . I used to be like that , stayed and did everything to keep people in my life who were pieces of sht just because I wanted someone to be there , to care, to love, as much as I did to others . While they were all just using me. I think I've gotten better now .

@hansikakohli1218 4 ай бұрын

I am the problem yes I am . I am toxic even though people calling me toxic are the ones who always made me feel left out, not enough, not good . Used me for 6 bloody years only to fill the space and today they got someone else and i became toxic for them . I still don't wanna hate them and say anything cause I feel that they will feel bad . And still I am the problem

@grace8819 16 күн бұрын

He will never understand how much I loved him

@Alexandre_6495 5 ай бұрын

Why i cant even cry???? I want to cry but i cant...

@luisaortega1889 Ай бұрын

Sometimes, existing hurts overall..

@luciadeluxe8566 11 ай бұрын

I am not okay 😩

@yahwedalumiracleonwuneme 11 ай бұрын

I'm dropping this, waiting to hear how you are doing

@user-dh9fn4ml3p 9 ай бұрын

I'm sorry :(. If you need anything..

@luciadeluxe8566 8 ай бұрын

@@yahwedalumiracleonwuneme am doing good now hope same

@luciadeluxe8566 8 ай бұрын

@@user-dh9fn4ml3p thank you 🙏

@marykaguru2311 4 ай бұрын

This soooo deep Totally speaks for those hurt😞😞😞😞😞😞

@suzywolf27 14 күн бұрын

I loss my grandparent and my friends i never let it out i hold it in

@flawsofficial4 6 ай бұрын

Guess I have nothing left except my self

@andonyainarandriamanohisoa4148 5 ай бұрын

The silence.

@ptvum3652 5 ай бұрын

I'm so pathetic...... i don't even know how to describe it....

@Stan-mx2dw 4 ай бұрын

I feel this hard asf

@mkcott4538 4 ай бұрын

Im lost i don't care anymore im ready for it to end

@CarolynSimpsonSherrill-ns1ht 6 ай бұрын

I wonder if the kids could see it was emotionally breaking down the night they left ◀️😢

@kissmrule 5 ай бұрын

Such a good video it so good and so sad to

@Guliii05 4 ай бұрын

I am tired on and on. After years can't feel anything. I am like emty box 💀

@JarodFarrant 20 күн бұрын

Someone give Ryan Gosling an Oscar!

@Wreckingknight1720 4 ай бұрын

That’s life baby❤

@stefyguereschi 3 ай бұрын

BE KIND🙏🙏🙏

@mdakbor9866 12 күн бұрын

GOD DAMM IT 💔

@emilyarthur4721 8 ай бұрын

I wish there was away I'd could confront someone like my ex boyfriend Sean and tell him he was wrong to decide end thing's with me instead of asking how he felt that away about me I admit that they so many red flags about me I can discussed my life is Completely lost right now and emptied but maybe I'm not not good enough for him and maybe I'm the problem for him for blaming me for stuff and it's not fair to me I'm blaming myself for everything that he made me do and forcing me in highly pressure standers and the things I don't want to do that makes me uncomfortable and for pressuring me and forcing me to do unworthy inappropriate behavior and I will ever forget that post that Sean posted about me and saying mean and rude thing's about me and turned everybody against me Turing my family against me he crossed the line for sure this time 100 percent

@Zionrebecca 4 ай бұрын

Ginny’s mom made her burns about her and ppl don’t know why Ginny don’t like her?? Imagine that reaction I’d be terrified

@joycegoes266 4 ай бұрын

Jaante ho happiness kaise milti Hai yeh muje Pata nahi. Jab main khush nahi thi toh muje christmas joy mila aur aaj main khush hoon.

@Arpita9516 Ай бұрын

Now this is haunting more maybe i am the problem . I don't have friends the ones who have left me and its not first or twice but more than n number of times the peaple i feel lile friend's left me and its because i think there is problem with me i was too kind and i just excepted too much from them i expected them to care about me the way i do. There is whole problem with me the way i look the way i see they way i think. Uhhhh its all problem now with me i am soo rude and bad

@Craftergirl 7 ай бұрын

Am so depressed and have high anxiety I just want to escape

@Sandra-jy1ej 7 ай бұрын

Maybe I am the problem but would be better if I’m out of the picture

@user-hx8xp8kr9l 4 ай бұрын

I will feel real love in next life maybe

@brianosapir9282 8 ай бұрын

Ginny and Georgia🥺❤️

@AndrewK997 4 ай бұрын

*Pls to everyone pat attention to this message * The thing is everyone of us , we all are feeling this way without hope, without a reason to move on . As if its not enough, nowdays are the hard and last times we are living in. But there is still hope for the future that all this problem will finish soon. Like an anchor ⚓ Jehovah give us an extraordinary hope for the future that suffering and wars are about to end. So let's go always forward guys we won't remember all the things of the past and we will live the true life ❤️

@margahtt 5 ай бұрын

I thought I am getting better but then again you can’t heal to the environment that broke you. I don’t really know if I am the problem or what? What is wrong with me?

@comrade1196 9 ай бұрын

Life is very crual

@user-wg8fu7hl5q 3 ай бұрын

Maybe im the problem 💔💔

@boobookittyfack23 6 ай бұрын

I am not ok.😢😢😢

@themandarin9539 7 ай бұрын

I’m broken

@Leoxdarkslayer 2 ай бұрын

I haven’t been alright for years now

@MDaDonLegacy 7 ай бұрын

I want to care😢

@user-bu2mq3tw7w 8 ай бұрын

I do not forgive your actions and your darkness is your problem. What do I have to do with you? I don't care about you.

@thiaouk3426 8 ай бұрын

Peut-être oui c moi le problème j'ai tt gâché tt le temps et toi tu n'a pas pu continuer de m'aimer mais pourquoi moi je n'ai jamais pu arrêter de le faire mon cher... je ne sais pas à quand je vais supporter ce fardeau sur mes épaules...

@MrTemplerage 6 ай бұрын

Man. What can I say?

@mborahbassey158 9 ай бұрын

😔

@KekseKek 7 ай бұрын

What’s the name of the song? Pretty cool…

@alarmsquadnj 5 ай бұрын

😢

@Alexaslayss 3 ай бұрын

I want to drown myself in summer when we go to the pool:)

@brokenbeautiful72220 6 ай бұрын

I hope you know you did this to me Robert Kennedy you were my first love and my first heart break

@angelm8155 6 ай бұрын

😢❤

@tamaratammy2952 8 ай бұрын

You are not the problem

@forgesoulfire1320 4 ай бұрын

Can you feel alone without feeling lonely? Can you regret a choice without dwelling on its outcome? Can you forgive a person without accepting the choice you forgave them for? Can you love a person while loathing their actions and views? Is that love for the person and not actually a lust for the physical abs emotional pleasures their presence brought you..? Can you trust people, while never actually believing them?

@IsabellaDunigan 7 ай бұрын

I’m 15 and I’m going through hell rn my mom and my dad don’t care anymore about me

@TbhCalmDayz 6 ай бұрын

Same.

@monaaa12345 9 ай бұрын

i am the problem

@athena8335 8 ай бұрын

No, you are not. I'm so happy you are still here. I'm proud that you made it this far. Try to do one nice thing for yourself today. If you can't that's alright. I love you, I'm here, I will listen, if you don't have anyone who you can talk to. I send digital hugs and even though it probably doesn't feel like it, there is still hope. Hope dies last, my friend.

@thislife_ 8 ай бұрын

i care too much

@athena8335 8 ай бұрын

I feel this in my bones

@LordofStormsEnd 8 ай бұрын

He’s just Ken.

@Dan-nb7dr Ай бұрын

I genuinely don't care anymore I am done

@stefyguereschi 4 ай бұрын

Please ,PLEASE,PLEASE, 'SCARRING CAN LEAD TO SELF 'ESTEEM,SOCIALIMPARMENT,DEPRESSION,ANXIETY,AND OTHER 'PSYCHIATRIC AND PSYCOLOGICAL DISTRESS, NECESSITATING A 'COMPREHENSIVE UNDERSTANDING OF THE LATE PERSPECTIVES,TOPICAL RESEARCH AND DIRECTIONS IN SCARRING'MENTAL HEALT" .PLEASE ,BE KIND,BE NON'JUDGEMENTAL. LET US WILL PASS,LET US YOU ARE THERE' PLEASE,PLEASE🙏🙏