INB4 "where is toad!"- Please note I have been on hormone replacement therapy (transman, please use he/him when addressing me :)) and can no longer produce them and have not been able to for 3 years. I have a video discussing this if you'd like to check it out. This channel has always been for my passion projects and music career and that will continue to be the case. HOWEVER IF YOU BEHAVE I WILL POST SOME UNFINISHED TOAD STUFF FROM THE VAULT BUT ONLY IF YOU BEHAVE ? ? ? ?
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Hello! Today I am sharing my setlist from this year's Starlight Idol Festival at Anime Weekend Atlanta this past fall! It has been pretty difficult for me to perform this past year as I lost a dear friend who helped me with all of my music, even before I started taking it seriously. They were the ones to help me start taking it seriously. It's been a difficult year performing music they helped me create non stop this year and being surrounded by memories and their own sound through that, so it's been a bit of a slow and difficult time since they've passed. I have been dedicating all of my shows to them since and have been performing the title track they made for my debut E.P. in 2018 "Sekai no Owari de Aimashou" every chance I get. I've changed a lot as a person since losing Charlie (Akira Complex) and kept pushing myself through a lot of things to feel close to them still, but in the end I pushed myself too hard beyond burning myself out. I'm still in the grieving process, which feels like it may last my whole lifetime, but after a little bit of a break and really taking some time, I hope I can feel a little more at peace with the terms, music, and find some peace.
Much love.
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